From: Brandon Ray Date: Sat, 09 Jan 1999 08:33:24 -0600 Subject: NEW: Almost Midnight (4/6) by Brandon Ray TITLE: Almost MIdnight (4/6) AUTHOR: Brandon D. Ray Missing parts? You can find the entire story at: http://www.avalon.net/~publius/MyStories.html The rest of the headers are at the beginning of part one. ....Fox bursts from the house, his father's gun in his hand. The El Camino is idling in the driveway, and against the glare of the headlights Fox can see the shadowy form of the man struggling to force her into the car. Fox races forward, brandishing the gun, but even as he crosses the few remaining feet the car door slams shut and the El Camino is pulling away.... ....And then Fox is running through the woods, gun in one hand and flashlight in the other. The El Camino is somewhere up ahead, he knows it is, and if he can just run fast enough he can catch them, he can still save her.... ....And a shadowy form looms up in the darkness, it is a man, and Fox grabs his shoulder and spins him around, then falls back in shocked disbelief: It is his father.... ....And his father shakes his head sadly, and says, "I'm sorry, Fox; I'm truly sorry. But a choice had to be made, and it's all for the greater good. Someday, you'll understand." A shot rings out, and Fox's father crumples to the ground without another word, and Fox looks down in horror at the curl of smoke rising from the barrel of the gun he still holds tightly in his hand.... ....And Fox is running through the woods again, but his flashlight is gone, his gun is gone, and now he isn't trying to catch the El Camino, he's running away. Something is chasing him, something dark and powerful and dangerous, and his arms and legs are pumping and he's drawing his breath in short, sharp gasps.... ....And he trips over a tree root and falls to the ground. For a moment he lies there, stunned, unable to move, barely able to breathe. The thing which has been chasing him is coming closer, closer; he can hear it moving through the brush. He struggles to a sitting position and leans back against a tree, still trying to catch his breath, and he stares through the darkness, trying to make out what it is that is pursuing him.... ....And she is crouching before him, her form barely discernible behind the glare of her flashlight, and she's taking him gently by the shoulders and forcing him to lie down, while speaking quietly to him and telling him he needs to rest. "Come on, Mulder; work with me here. You haven't slept in two days." Her voice is soft and lilting, music to his ears, and he allows her to lie him down on the sofa, and her hands briefly and gently caress his forehead.... Mulder instinctively reached out and embraced her, drawing her down into his arms, holding her tightly against him, and for a moment he just held her there, gently rocking her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. It was dark in the room, the only light coming from the partially open door to Bill's study. Mulder wanted to speak to her, he wanted to say something, but if he did so it would break the spell, and so he just continued to hold her and rock her. Finally he heard her voice, muffled against his shirt. "Mulder? Mulder, I can barely breathe....let me go." He hastily released her and scooted away from her and into a sitting position as she straightened up and climbed back to her feet. "S-sorry, Tara," he mumbled, not able to meet her eye. He heard her chuckle in the darkness. "It's okay. When you're a woman in a man's world you get used to being grabbed from time to time." Her voice changed, becoming softer, more serious. "I'm sorry I woke you; I was just trying to help you get more comfortable." He shook his head, still not looking at her. "It's okay. I think I was having another nightmare." But even as he thought about it, the fragments of the dream were evaporating, drifting away, and in another few seconds they were gone. "I'm sorry." Pause. "I saw that picture you were holding. Of Bill and Dana." Automatically, he looked down into his lap, but the picture was gone. He turned his eyes to the coffee table, then bent over to look down on the floor, but it wasn't there, either. Tara's voice again. "I showed it to your friends. The blond one -- Langly. He seemed to think they might be able to learn something from it. They're working with it now." Mulder nodded, and finally he was able to look up at her. "Have they made any progress with those encrypted files?" She shrugged. "I don't know. They didn't say anything about it, so I suppose not." At that moment he heard Byers' voice from the direction of the study. "Mulder? I think we've got something for you." Thirty seconds later Mulder, Tara and the three Lone Gunmen were clustered around Bill's PC, looking at a blowup of the photograph Mulder had received. Langly was speaking. "We scanned the picture into this sorry excuse for a computer," he was saying, "and went to work on analyzing the image. I ran the usual tests -- checked for odd shadows, looked for reflections, and for pixels that didn't belong...all the regular stuff. The short version is that I am 95 percent certain that this is a natural scene; the photograph has NOT been tampered with." Mulder let out his breath. "Thank god. Then they're alive. Or they were." He glanced at Tara, standing next to him, but her expression was giving nothing away. "That's the way I've got it figured, " Langly said. "Someone must be trying to send you a message, and the most obvious message is 'back off'." Mulder nodded. He'd already worked that out. "However," Langly continued, "it turns out that the bad guys aren't the only ones sending a message in this picture." "What do you mean?" Mulder asked. Frohike picked up the story. "What he means," the little man said, "is that Agent Scully and her brother are two cool cookies. They can't have had much warning that this picture was going to be taken, but they still worked out a way to send you a message." Mulder shook his head. "What message? I don't see anything." He leaned closer to the computer screen, trying to discern...something. But there just wasn't anything there. "That's because you were never in the Navy," Frohike said. "And hard as it may be to believe, I was." His short, stubby little finger reached out and touched the image on the computer screen. "Look at the position their arms are in." Mulder frowned and looked. The positioning did seem a little odd: Bill's chin was balanced on the fingertips of his right hand, the elbow resting casually in his lap, while his left hand hung straight down at his side, fingers reaching towards the floor. Scully, sitting next to him, had her left hand stretched out along the back of the sofa they were sitting on, while her right hand, the one holding the newspaper, hung down at her side, next to Bill's left. "Okay," Mulder said finally. "Okay, so it does look a little odd." He paused, trying to figure out what he was supposed to be seeing, but it just wasn't coming to him. Finally he shook his head again. "But I just don't get it. What am I missing?" "It's semaphore," Tara said suddenly. Mulder turned to look at her in surprise, and saw her glancing at Frohike. "Isn't it?" The little computer geek nodded smugly. "Give the lady a cigar," he said. Again he pointed at the screen. "No possible doubt once you know what to look for. It has to be deliberate; no one would sit that way by accident." His finger touched the image of Bill Scully. "'D'. Or possibly '4'." His finger moved to Scully. "And this one is 'F', or '6'." # # # December 29, 11:42 p.m. Mulder sat on the sofa in Tara's living room once again, trying to think. He hadn't bothered to turn on the lights; his mind worked better in the dark, anyway. He kept his body still and calm, his breathing slow and even, and tried the various permutations in his head, trying to make sense of the message. DF. D4. D6. F4. F6. 46. He and Tara and the Gunmen had spent forty minutes kicking it around, brainstorming and trying to make sense of it, but they'd gotten nowhere. Finally Matthew had cried, and Tara had gone to take care of him, and somehow Mulder had wound up by himself on the sofa again. Whatever the message was, Scully and her brother had expected him, or possibly Tara, to be able to work it out. There was something there; something significant. Something they were trying to tell him. But what? What? They'd tried map coordinates, and they'd tried the assumption that the figures were in hexadecimal notation and converted them to digital and then to binary, but still they'd found nothing familiar. Nothing. Nothing. He shook his head in frustration. This was getting him nowhere. His mind was running in circles, plowing over the same ground, over and over, and it was making him crazy. He was still pretty tired; he'd only slept for about five hours, and while that had taken the edge off his exhaustion, he was still way behind in that department. Maybe if he could just stretch out and shut his eyes for a few minutes, and try to blank his mind, something would come to him. Mulder was jolted from his thoughts by a knock on the front door. It was soft and hesitant, as if the caller wanted to avoid waking anyone who might be sleeping. But who the hell could it be at this time of night? Even as the question ran through Mulder's mind, the knock was repeated, somewhat more insistently. He climbed to his feet and crossed over to the door, switching on the lights as he went. He paused for just a moment, unsure of what he might face when he pulled the door open, then shrugged. How much worse could things really get? He unfastened the safety chain, then turned the knob and opened the door, and he felt his eyebrows shoot up in surprise. What was SHE doing here? After a moment of silence, she said, "Aren't you going to invite me in, Fox?" Mulder blinked, and stepped back out of the way to allow her to pass. He pushed the door shut and reset the chain before turning to face her. "Diana," he said. "It would be an understatement to say that this is a surprise." She nodded. "I know. And I wish it could be a pleasant surprise, but unfortunately it's not." "Mulder?" Mulder glanced away from Diana and saw Tara standing at the foot of the stairs, a puzzled look on her face. "Tara," he said. "We seem to have a surprise visitor. This is Special Agent Diana Fowley; she's an old...friend of mine. Diana, this is Tara Scully, Dana's sister-in-law." For a moment the two women regarded each other from across the room in silence, neither making a move towards the other. Finally, Diana took the initiative. "Mrs. Scully," she said. "I'm so sorry about...about what's happened. I want you to know that the Bureau is doing everything it can to find your husband. And Agent Scully, of course, as well," she added, turning back to face Mulder again. Tara nodded, remaining silent, and still she made no move towards the other woman. Mulder could see that she was thinking about something, something complex and not entirely pleasant, but for the life of him he couldn't figure out what it was. He shrugged and turned back to Diana. "Okay, Diana," he said. "What are you here for? And make it march; I've got a case I'm working on, and I don't have a lot of time to waste on idle chit-chat." Diana walked over to stand in front of him, her features calm and professional. "Actually, Fox, that's why I'm here. Kersh sent me." Mulder simply stood there, staring at her. She couldn't possibly mean what she had just implied. He shook his head. "I'm not getting it, Diana; it's been a long day. Better spell it out for me." She sighed, and the professional mask melted away, leaving an expression of sorrow. "I'm sorry, Fox. I really am. But I'm doing you a favor, and eventually I think you'll understand that. Kersh was going to send the local ASAC, but I persuaded him that it would be better coming from a friend." She held out her hand. "I have to have your badge and your gun. I'm sorry, Fox." For a timeless interval Mulder stood completely still, just looking at her and trying to comprehend what was going on. He knew Kersh had threatened to do just exactly this, but he hadn't taken it seriously. Truth be told, he hadn't really been paying close attention to anything Kersh had said; the man just didn't enter into the equation, and Mulder had ignored him. And in retrospect that had clearly been a serious error. With a sigh of resignation, he put his hand on the butt of his service pistol. And then Tara said, "D.F." Mulder froze. D.F. Diana Fowley. And then he drew the pistol and pointed it directly at Diana's heart. # # # "Fox? What they hell are you --" "Shut up, Diana," Mulder snapped. He looked at her warily, and automatically took two steps to the left so that Tara would no longer be in the line of fire. Could it really be Diana? He'd drawn the pistol on instinct, as soon as Tara's words had sunk in, but now he couldn't help but wonder. It seemed so fantastic -- not to mention the convenience of having her turn up at just this moment. Of course, that very coincidence was also evidence against her. Why in the hell would she have flown all the way across the country just to claim his gun and his badge? Her stated reason didn't really hold water. It's not like the two of them were that close any longer. Scully might possibly do that for him. But Diana? "Fox?" Diana's voice drew him back out of his reverie, and for a moment he studied her face. He wasn't sure what he was looking for; what he did see was an uneasy mix of confusion and anger. But no hurt; no sign of any sense of betrayal. And that was another point against her. "Fox!" This time she spoke more sharply. "Fox, this isn't helping matters." Her hand was still extended, frozen in place from the moment he'd draw his weapon. "Just give me the gun, and we'll forget about it, okay?" Mulder shook his head. "I don't think so, Diana," he said. He looked at her for just another moment, and then made his decision. He had no evidence; none at all. But his professional instincts had kicked in, and he was sure that he was right. "Down on your knees, and put your hands on top of your head." She didn't move, and he barked, "Do it!" Diana's eyes widened, and then she did as instructed. Without taking his eyes off of her, Mulder said, "Tara? Are you going to be able to help me out, or am I on my own?" After just the briefest of hesitations, Tara replied, "I can help. What do you want me to do?" "We need to get her gun away from her," he said. "She carries it on her right hip. And unless she's changed her habits, she's got a holdout strapped to her left ankle." He addressed his captive again. "And Diana, if you so much as twitch I'll blow your fucking head off." "Fox, this is insane! You don't know what --" "Shut up, Diana! Not another word! Last warning." He was aware of motion in his peripheral vision, and realized that the Gunmen had been attracted by the activity in the living room. His eyes still fixed on Diana, he said, "Frohike? You there?" "Yeah, Mulder." The little computer geek's voice was tentative, uncertain. "I need deep background on Diana, and I need it now. I think she's been flipped, and I need to know how and I need to know when. Check all the usual stuff: Credit card records, Bureau personnel files, whatever you can find. It may be blackmail. I doubt if it's personal gain or ideology, but don't leave anything out." After a short pause: "I'm on it." Tara had stepped forward and was now kneeling next to Diana and looking at Mulder questioningly. "Go ahead," he said. "I'm covering her." Hesitantly, Tara reached under Diana's jacket, and in another moment the agent had been disarmed. Tara stood up and backed away carefully, holding Diana's service pistol in one hand and her holdout, a short-barreled small caliber weapon, in the other. "Anything else, Diana? Or do I need to strip search you?" The woman hesitated, then shook her head. "Okay. Stay on your knees and keep your hands on your head." He stood looking at her speculatively again. The longer this confrontation went on, the surer he was becoming that he was doing the right thing. Diana's reactions didn't seem quite right; there was not enough outrage, and her reason for being here was seeming less plausible with each passing minute. "What's going on, Diana?" he asked abruptly. She shook her head. "I don't know what you're talking about." Pause. "Fox? This is crazy!" "At least we agree on something." He regarded her for another moment, and then he noticed her purse lying on the floor a few feet to her left. "Tara," he said. "Get her purse. Dump it out on the sofa." He waited while she complied, then sidled over to the couch, out of Diana's line of sight, and glanced down at the small pile of this and that. Wallet; lipstick; comb...all the usual woman stuff. He picked up the wallet and riffled through it hastily, keeping one eye on Diana as he did so. Money, credit cards, a prescription for eyeglasses...nothing significant as far as he could tell, but maybe Frohike would be able to make something of it. He glanced down at the remaining items laying on the sofa. Her cell phone. On an impulse, he picked it up and flipped it open, scanning the list of speed dials, and he felt his eyebrows raise. "Well, well, what have we here?" he said, walking back around in front of her and holding the phone out in front of him where she could see it. "Ten speed dial slots, and only nine of them in use. Why is that, Diana?" She shrugged. "I guess I only have nine friends," she said, sarcasm dripping from her voice. "Eight, now." "Yes, but Diana, why is number six the slot you left vacant? Most people would have left the last one vacant." She shrugged again, but didn't say anything. Mulder continued, "Could be an old boyfriend, I suppose...but it doesn't look like it's been whited out." He studied her face for a moment, but she was giving nothing away. "Why don't I just push the button and find out?" And before she could respond he jabbed the button with his thumb, and then raised the phone to his ear. "It's dialing through," he commented, still watching Diana's face. But still she maintained an expressionless mask. "And now it's ringing. That's one....that's two...." The phone was answered on the sixth ring, and a sleepy male voice said, "Yes?" Mulder hesitated briefly, not sure what to do next, then shrugged. In for a penny, in for a pound. "This is Fox Mulder," he said. "I wonder if you might be able to help me locate a couple of friends who've gone missing." The was a long minute of silence, and Mulder was just beginning to doubt his strategy when the response came. "Agent Mulder. What an unexpected pleasure." A chill went down Mulder's spine; he could almost smell the tobacco smoke. "To what do I owe the honor of this call?" His eyes boring into Diana's, Mulder said, "I was just having a chat with a mutual friend, and she suggested that I call you, just for old time's sake." "Really." The other man fell silent for a moment, and Mulder realized with a thrill that for once he actually had the bastard off balance. He decided to press his advantage. "Yes, really," he said. "You know, you really need to find better help. Diana didn't last five minutes once I started putting the screws on." He saw Diana's eyes widen as the shot went home. "Of course, she doesn't really seem to have anything I didn't already know. We already have all of the emails between Captain Scully and Colonel Casey." Another silence, longer than the one before. "I think you're bluffing, Agent Mulder." Mulder forced a derisive laugh. "You thought Skinner was bluffing, too," he replied. "Remember Albert Hosteen?" Another inspiration struck him. "You know, I should give Albert a jingle. As I recall, you were supposed to keep Agent Scully and me safe, and you seem to have dropped the ball, at least with respect to her." "Oh, she's safe, Agent Mulder," the other man said. "Perfectly safe. She'll even remain that way, as long as you don't interfere with things which are none of your business." Standoff. Mulder considered the matter for a moment. This was the first real lead he'd had, and he had to find some way to exploit it. But the seconds were racing by, and he could feel his advantage slipping away. Finally, the other man laughed softly. "I think we understand each other, Agent Mulder." And the line went dead. Mulder stood staring at the phone thoughtfully, and for a moment he shut out the rest of the room, trying to put the pieces together. He had to concentrate; he had to work this out. He'd made a definite connection between Diana and the Consortium, but that didn't really give him -- "Mulder!" His head whipped around at Tara's cry, just as Diana crashed into him, sending him sprawling back into the Christmas tree. For a moment the tree teetered, and then the entire assemblage went toppling over with a crash and a tinkle of broken glass. Mulder fought against the entangling branches for a moment, struggling free just in time to see Diana streaking out the front door, and by the time he had clambered to his feet and reached the doorway she was in her car and revving the engine, and in another instant she was gone. # # # Residence of Bill and Tara Scully December 30, 11:29 p.m. Once again Mulder found himself sitting on the sofa in Tara Scully's living room. Another day had passed. Another wasted day. Another 24 hours gone, and he was no closer to finding Scully and her brother. After the encounter with Diana Fowley, Mulder had had high hopes that perhaps things were finally starting to break. Frohike's researches had revealed the probable reason for Diana's betrayal: Rising credit card debt coupled with bad investment decisions in her personal finances through 1996 and 1997, culminating with several defaults in early 1998. Bankruptcy papers had been drawn up and filed in her home state, the Bureau had become involved due to regulations prohibiting federal employees from welshing on their debts...and then, rather suddenly, she was in the clear financially, and even had a respectable nest egg. The pattern should have set alarms ringing at the OPR, but Mulder had no doubt of the means by which attention had been diverted. No doubt at all. None of which was really relevant, except as confirmation of his suspicions. Not that much confirmation had been needed after he found the incriminating speed dial, and especially after she fled the scene at the first opportunity. Any lingering doubts he might have had had been laid to rest by the fact that he'd had no further contact from the Bureau in the ensuing 24 hours -- a sure sign that she had not felt it safe to return to her job, or even to check in with Kersh. He couldn't help but feel sorry for her. He had been in love with her once, and he was pretty sure she had been in love with him. The pressure brought to bear on her by the Consortium in their efforts to flip her must have been unbearable. He remembered she'd always been very proud of her independence, especially in dealing with things which women stereotypically weren't good at, such as personal finances and investments. Yeah, those bastards had known just where to hit her. Unfortunately, the break Mulder had been hoping for had failed to materialize. In retrospect he didn't know why he'd expected things to change; by allowing Diana to escape he'd been letting his only real lead slip between his fingers. And so another day had passed with nothing to show for it. Even the Gunmen had failed to produce anything, beyond Frohike's report on Diana's financial history. The encryption scheme was taking longer to crack than Langly had hoped or expected. "Mulder?" He roused himself from his reverie and turned to see Tara standing at the foot of the stairs, a book in her hand. He checked his watch, and saw that it was almost midnight. Looking back at Tara, he said, "I thought you'd gone to bed." "I had," she said, shrugging slightly. "I couldn't sleep. Do you mind if I sit up with you awhile?" "Not at all," he replied, and waited while she crossed the room and sat down on the sofa next to him. She was wearing the same robe she'd worn the night of the 25th, and the same sensible flannel nightgown peeked out beneath the hem. "Anything special keeping you up?" She gnawed her lip for a moment, then nodded slowly and showed him the book she'd been holding. He examined it briefly, and felt his eyebrows raise slightly as he looked back up at her. "Catullus?" She nodded again, her face very serious. "Catullus. I've always liked him." Mulder smiled slightly. "Catullus is pretty much the antithesis of what we were talking about the other night, though. He was the king of Roman erotic love poetry." Her lips quirked. "Which is exactly the point. In any fair debate, both sides of the argument deserve to be examined." "What makes you think they haven't been in this case?" he asked, trying to keep his voice light. He really didn't need to be delving into this right now. The farther they got into this case, the more confused and conflicted he was getting over how he felt about Scully. Still, Tara had provided him considerable support, both emotional and otherwise, and he didn't feel he could just shut her out. "I'm a woman," she replied, still smiling. "Women know these things." Mulder snorted, and she reached out and rested her hand on his. "Truly, Mulder, I'm not trying to make you uncomfortable, and I'm not trying to push you anyplace you don't want to go. Mostly, I just had a feeling that our discussion the other night was a bit unbalanced, intellectually. Do you mind?" He shrugged. "Have at it. Which of Catullus' poems is your favorite?" "I've always been partial to number five," she replied, and opened the book. "But I don't have these committed to memory." And she commenced to read to him: "Let's live, my Lesbia, and let's make love And let us value all the gossip of Prudent old men as pennies. When the sun Sets he can rise again; when we have done For good and all with our one little light We sleep forever in one dawnless night. Give me a thousand kisses, then a hundred, Another thousand, then a second hundred, Then still another thousand, then a hundred, Then, when our number's countless, then, my dear, Scramble the abacus! So we won't fear The evil eye of hate, for no one bad must know how many kisses we have had." She looked back up to him as she delivered the last line, and added, "I've always thought that kissing was undervalued as an art form. Most men -- and a lot of women -- seem to use it only as a means to an end. But I feel kissing is an end in itself." Despite himself, Mulder felt himself getting caught up in the conversation, and he nodded. "I know what you mean. We all get so absorbed by the expectations of others that it becomes almost impossible, sometimes, to be who we really are." He raised an eyebrow at her. "Of course, Catullus himself was conflicted on the subject. I've always been rather partial to number sixty." She snickered. "I knew you'd bring that one up; I've already got it marked." She opened the book, and again she read: "Were you raised by lions On Libya's hostile cliffs, Or were you born a bitch From some dog's filthy cunt To be so savage and so cruel That you would scorn my pleading voice When I need you most?" She looked up at him again, and mischief danced in her eyes. "I hope you didn't think you could shock me. I thought we'd settled that already." Mulder chuckled. "I guess maybe we did." He sat and looked at her thoughtfully for a moment. "Are you sure you don't have an agenda here?" "Of course I have an agenda. But it's not to play matchmaker; I really and truly meant what I said. And I've always hated people who try to push others together." She made a face and shook her head. "I very nearly didn't marry Bill because a couple of well-meaning friends kept trying to hurry things along. I would never do that to you, or to Dana." "So what's the purpose of this?" he asked, gesturing at the book. "Just what I said: I wanted to make sure that both sides of the argument had been examined." "That's it?" "That's it," she replied, nodding. He thought about it for a moment. He knew he was overly defensive when it came to his relationship with Scully. So many people had jumped to the wrong conclusion over the years that it had become just a little too easy to assume the worst of even the most casual comment. And of course his own defensiveness inevitably reinforced the very conclusions he wanted to dispel. And at this particular moment, due to the circumstances they were facing, he was especially vulnerable, both to the assumptions of others and to his own second guessing. The only thing he knew with certainty was that he missed Scully terribly; he just didn't function very well without her, and he knew it -- he had known it for a long time, long before Antarctica. But that wasn't love -- not in the sense Catullus had meant. Was it? He shook his head. Everything was all tangled up inside, and the stress of the last several days added to the lack of sleep was just making it worse. One thing that had become abundantly clear since Scully had been taken was that his feelings towards her were not as resolved as he had believed them to be, and he knew it was going to be a bitch getting himself settled again when he finally got her back. He felt a sudden irritation at Tara, but quickly suppressed it. He knew she meant well, and she really didn't have any way of knowing what a hornets' next she was poking at. "Mulder?" Her voice was soft and gentle, and when he looked up he saw that she'd set the book aside. "Mulder, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you." He looked at her levelly for a moment, then finally nodded. "It's okay. I was just...thinking about something." They sat staring at each other for a pair of minutes. Mulder couldn't really think of anything further to say, and was considering suggesting that she go on back to bed, when Frohike stepped into the room to announce that they'd finally cracked the encryption scheme. # # # End of Part 4 Almost Midnight (5/6) by Brandon Ray TITLE: Almost MIdnight (5/6) AUTHOR: Brandon D. Ray Missing parts? You can find the entire story at: http://www.avalon.net/~publius/MyStories.html The rest of the headers are at the beginning of part one. "This is very, very bad," Byers said without preamble as Mulder and Tara stepped into the study at Frohike's heels a few minutes later. He waited until everyone was situated around Bill's PC before continuing. "As you are probably aware," the fussy little man continued, "for the last six months or so Captain Scully has been assigned to an interservice task force which has been examining downsizing and outsourcing strategies at military facilities in the San Diego area." He paused and waited for Mulder and Tara to nod. "The brief for this task force is quite broad: Pretty much everything is on the table. They've looked at everything from provision of commissary and PX services to operational readiness issues to name it." Again he paused, and this time Tara smiled slightly and said, "I remember the commissary study. For awhile I thought Bill was going to throttle the Donutland sales rep." Byers nodded, then turned back to the computer. "The first ominous tidbit we came across was a list of the permanent members of the task force." He pointed to the screen, where a list of names and organizations was displayed. "As you might expect, it's top-heavy with DoD personnel, both uniformed and civilian. However, the task force also has several representatives from the private sector -- mostly contractors and consultants." He dropped his hand into his lap, and looked directly at Mulder. "Including an executive vice president from Roush Industries." Mulder felt his eyes widen. "Roush? But they're a front for --" "For the Consortium," Byers said flatly. "THEY have a representative on this task force?" "Actually," said Langly, "from a quick skim of the meeting synopses Captain Scully included, it looks more like the Roush man is running the task force. From his notes, it's pretty clear that Captain Scully spotted it, too, although he thought it was a matter of simple graft and influence, at least at first." Mulder's gaze flicked briefly to Tara, trying to gauge her reaction, but she was giving nothing away. He'd spent a couple of hours the night before, after Diana had left, trying to explain to her about the Consortium and its activities. He wasn't sure how much of it she'd believed, but at least she hadn't laughed in his face. He turned his gaze back to Byers. "Go on," he said. The dapper little man nodded and stroked his van dyke. "About six weeks ago, the task force took up the issue of handling and storage of weapons of mass destruction. As it happens, one of the three main nuclear weapons storage facilities on the west coast is right here at Miramar -- although the Navy, per their longstanding policy, refuses either to confirm or deny that fact." Again Byers paused, and Mulder felt a prickle of anticipation on the back of his neck. He didn't like the way this conversation was going. "Get on with it," he said, more harshly than he'd intended. Byers nodded reluctantly. "One of the first steps taken by the task force was to order an inventory of the existing nuclear weapon stockpile at Miramar." "Oh shit," Tara said, her voice flat and emotionless. For just an instant Mulder wondered what had evoked that reaction, and then suddenly it all fell into place and he knew. He glanced at Byers, and the other man nodded slightly in confirmation. "Broken arrow," the little man said softly. Broken arrow. Military jargon for a lost or stolen atomic weapon. For a long moment nobody spoke. At last, Mulder said, "How many?" "Apparently just one," Frohike replied, his own voice as expressionless as Tara's had been. "Only one Hiroshima out there looking for a place to happen." "Maybe it's a bookkeeping error?" Mulder didn't really believe it, but he had to try. "No," said Frohike, shaking his head. "They thought of that, and they checked the inventory thoroughly. It's not a bookkeeping error." "But why?" This time it was Tara, desperately denying. Langly shrugged. "Logical progession," he said. "Ruby Ridge. Waco. World Trade Center. Oklahoma City. Dallas. All intended to create an atmosphere of terror, to justify further erosion of the Bill of Rights." He shrugged again. "And this is the next logical step." Again there was a moment of silence, as each person in the room seemed to contemplate the consequences of that statement. Then Byers picked up the story again. "By sheer good fortune," he said, "Captain Scully was the chairman of the subcommittee responsible for the inventory. What this means is that the matter was immediately reported to competent authority, per the DoD's protocol for such things. Unfortunately, the report seems to have been suppressed." "What do you mean?" asked Mulder. "How could it have been suppressed?" Byers shook his head. "We don't know -- at least, not yet. All we have to go on so far is the material provided by Captain Scully. But it's very clear from reading his notes that while he reported the matter up the chain of command -- as he should have -- those reports were stopped somewhere along the way. It's not clear whether the base commander at Miramar was ever informed, and it's certain that no one in Washington knows about it." "Jesus." Mulder tried to think of something more constructive to say, but that was all he could come up with. "Jesus." After another moment he looked back at Byers. "So what did Bill do?" The little man stroked his beard again and nodded slightly. "At first, based on his own notes and as we would have expected, he seems to have pursued the matter through the chain of command. This report should have gone right up the ladder on a priority basis, through the base commander directly to the Navy Department and the Joint Chiefs, and then to DoD, NSC and several other places. Possibly even to NEST, since the missing weapon is within the United States proper." "NEST?" Tara asked. "Nuclear Emergency Search Team," Frohike explained. "That's the government agency responsible for finding -- and if necessary disarming -- unauthorized nuclear weapons in the United States. They were established in the early 70s in response to the threat of nuclear terrorism." "When the captain didn't receive an immediate response to his initial report," Byers went on, "he continued to pursue the matter through channels." He gestured at the computer screen. "That's what those dated files contain: Copies of his initial investigation and then of the reports he made to his superiors. Six attempts in all, and each more urgently worded than the last. Finally, when it became clear that nothing was going to be done, he took the next logical step." "He tried a back channel," Mulder said. Byers nodded. "That's right. He contacted Colonel Casey in hopes of breaking the logjam. That's what the 'Jiggs' file is: A formal report of the situation through Casey to the Chairman of the JCS. It was prepared on the 21st and 22nd of this month, and we have to assume that he emailed it to Casey pretty much right away. And less than 24 hours later Agent Scully and her brother disappeared, and Colonel Casey died in a convenient accident." Mulder sat quietly for a moment, trying to digest everything he had just heard. Finally he said, "So what you're telling me is that the Navy has misplaced an atom bomb." Byers nodded, his lips quirking slightly at the word "misplaced". "You're further telling me that Bill knew about it, but that when he tried to report the matter he was ignored." Another nod, and Mulder took a deep breath. "And to put the icing on the cake, Roush Industries, and by logical inference the Consortium, is involved in this somehow." "That about sums it up," Frohike said. Once again silence fell in the room. This time it was Tara who broke it. "So what do we do now?" # # # Residence of Bill and Tara Scully December 31, 9:58 p.m. "So what do we do now?" The better part of 24 hours later Mulder still didn't have an answer to that question. The five of them had sat up for another hour brainstorming the situation, but had come up empty. There was no plan of action; there were no further leads to follow up. All they knew was what Bill Scully had known more than a week earlier, and they didn't have even the resources or contacts he had possessed with which to follow through. Going through he Navy hierarchy was out of the question. Bill had tried that route, and failed. If the Navy had not listened to one of their own -- or had allowed him to be short-circuited -- they were even less likely to listen to an outsider. The Bureau was no more promising. The only person Mulder was authorized to report to was Kersh, and that was clearly fruitless. Kersh was at best an arrogant, hidebound bureaucrat, and at worst he was a Consortium mole. In either case, he would not be receptive to wild reports of a stolen nuclear weapon -- reports which the Navy would no doubt deny uncategorically. Senator Matheson might have been a possibility, had he not retired at the end of the previous election cycle. Mulder had not had much contact with the man in the last few years, but there had been some residual goodwill between them. Unfortunately, Mulder knew that the Senator's retirement "for reasons of health" had actually been prompted by his diagnosis the previous year of Alzheimer's, and the disease had now progressed to the point where he would not be taken seriously by anyone that mattered -- even assuming that he retained the intellect to understand the problem in the first place. There was always Skinner, and Mulder had seriously considered calling his former boss. But Skinner was now living under his own cloud as a direct consequence of his previous support of Mulder and Scully and the X-Files. Mulder would not have hesitated to call Skinner if that were the only difficulty -- this obviously was a problem of greater moment than one man's career. But Skinner's stock in the Bureau had fallen so precipitously in the past six months that there seemed to be little point. The man was now held in nearly as low esteem as Mulder himself, and he would not be believed. Which left them with no discernible options. So once again Mulder lay on the sofa in Tara's living room and stared at the ceiling. The Lone Gunmen continued to work the Internet, looking for some lead as to the whereabouts of the missing atomic weapon, although there was not much hope for that angle of attack, either. But at least the Gunmen had something tangible to pursue. All that Mulder had to occupy his time were his own doubts. "Penny for your thoughts." He dragged himself out of his reverie to see Tara standing in front of the sofa, a sleeping Matthew tucked against her hip. "I'm not sure they're worth that," he commented, swinging himself into a sitting position to make room for her. He nodded at Matthew as she took her seat. "Shouldn't he be in bed?" Tara smiled slightly. "You sound like my father." She stroked the boy's hair lightly. "But you're right; he should be in bed. I just wanted to hold him for awhile. He's all I've got right now." Mulder nodded, and the two of them sat silently on the sofa for a few moments as he studied her face. What was it Scully had said about him, all those years ago? "Mulder, you just keep unfolding like a flower." She'd been razzing him about Phoebe at the time, but the remark had been appropriate then, and seemed appropriate now. If someone had told him a week ago that he was about to enter into a warm friendship with Tara Scully, Mulder would have laughed in his face. Yet here he was. He let his gaze drop to the child, now curled up asleep on Tara's lap. He hadn't had much contact with children in his life, and now that he finally took the time to notice he was surprised at how much the boy had grown in the last year. Matthew had seemed like nothing much to write home about when he'd been born almost exactly a year ago, but now he was starting to look almost like he might one day grow up into a human being. Mulder had a sudden flashback to his previous visit to San Diego. Emily Sim. Another bad time for Scully. She'd had so many of those in the five years she'd been working with him. For just an instant Mulder felt a flicker of the old guilt, and he held his breath, waiting for it to come crashing down on him, but then it was gone again. He glanced up to see Tara looking at him. "Something wrong?" she asked. He shook his head and smiled slightly. "Just sittin' and thinkin'," he drawled. Tara nodded at the comment, but her face remained solemn. Scully would have smiled; if he'd hit her in just the right mood, she might even have laughed. God he missed her. It was not lost on Mulder that the focus of the investigation -- such as it was -- had changed. No longer were they concentrating on finding Scully and Bill; now all their attention was on locating the missing atom bomb. Which of course was as it should be, and both his partner and her brother would have expected nothing less. But that didn't make him feel any less bleak as he reflected on the situation and the possible consequences of that change in focus. At least he'd been getting a little more sleep in the last day or two. He'd actually stretched out for more than six hours last night and this morning, and if he wasn't exactly rested, at least the crushing exhaustion he'd been feeling had receded a bit. But he still wasn't getting anywhere close to a solution. Hell, he hadn't made any real progress since he'd arrived. Every lead they'd got had either come from someone else's industry, or had fallen into his lap unbidden. Even Tara had made more contributions than he had; the most productive thing HE had done had been to call the Lone Gunmen and dump the computer problems in their lap. And even when Diana had handed herself to him, virtually on a silver platter, he'd managed to let her slip through his fingers through inattention. Diana. What a disappointment that had been. She'd been very important to him once, although that had been over for a long time. Still, his relationship with her had largely predated his current state of paranoia, and it had never occurred to him when she came traipsing back into his life the previous spring that he might not be able to trust her. It had been a serious shock to his worldview to find that she had betrayed him, no matter what the motivation. Of course he had not hesitated to attempt to use her Consortium association to his own advantage, even knowing that he was putting her life at risk. So perhaps he and Diana were not that different from each other after all. "Mulder? Earth to Mulder." He blinked and shook his head. "Sorry, Tara. Woolgathering." He was trying to frame some flippant comment, to lighten his own mood as much as anything, when there was a knock on the door. He glanced at the clock and then raised his eyebrows at Tara. "Are you expecting someone?" he asked. She shook her head. Mulder rose to his feet, drawing his Sig Sauer as he did so. "Stay here." And he crossed to the door and pulled it open. It was Diana. Mulder took two rapid steps back from the doorway and leveled his gun at her. His gaze flicked rapidly past her to the street beyond, but she seemed to be alone, and he focused his attention back on her. For just a moment she stood in the doorway, and he noticed that she was swaying slightly, as if she were drunk. His eyes narrowed as he took in her appearance: Black rings under her eyes, and her clothes were mussed and wrinkled, as if she'd been sleeping in them. She looked as run down as Mulder felt. Finally, she spoke. "I've come to give her back to you." # # # Southbound on Route 163, San Diego, CA 10:34 p.m. "Why, Diana?" Mulder sat in the cramped back seat of Tara's Saturn, his Sig Sauer trained on Diana's head. She sat in the front passenger seat, while Tara drove. Mulder hadn't been at all surprised when Tara insisted on coming along, and only mildly surprised that Frohike had agreed to take care of Matthew for her. The arrangement did have its advantages: It allowed him to watch Diana while someone he trusted drove the car. A brief, bitter interrogation had established to Mulder's satisfaction that Diana knew nothing of the missing atom bomb. In fact, she gave every appearance of shocked disbelief when he told her about it. Part of his mind was screaming at him that he was a fool to trust her, and risk being burned again, but another part was just as firm in its desperate need to be doing SOMETHING towards resolving the situation. The silence stretched on, and Mulder began to doubt whether Diana had heard his question. She sat calmly in her seat, staring at the highway ahead of them, not moving at all, barely breathing. Mulder was just beginning to wonder if he should repeat the question when she started to speak. "I never stopped being in love with you." Her voice was quiet, meditative. "Even after that last, horrible fight; even after all those years away from you, I never stopped loving you." She fell silent again for a moment, and continued to stare out at the highway. Then: "They came to me last winter, right after the first of the year. I assume that Frohike found out about my money problems." She turned her head to look at him, seeming to want confirmation. Mulder nodded, and she turned back to face the front again. "The money was only part of it, though," she went on. "If it had been only the money, I would have turned them down flat. Although I have to admit that having those debts cleared was a powerful incentive. They always use both the carrot AND the stick. I think you know that." Again she turned to look at him; again he nodded. And this time she did not look away. She stared at him steadily for a moment; finally she closed her eyes and swallowed. "It was the videos that really did it." She fell silent again, and this time she did not seem to be inclined to go on. At last, Mulder said, "Videos?" She nodded, and a look of pain crossed her features. "Videos. Videos of you...and her." Mulder felt a shock run through his system. She couldn't possibly mean what it sounded like she meant. "Diana, I --" "Save it, Fox," she said, bitterness creeping into her voice. "I know I was taken in; I figured it out almost as soon as I saw the two of you together. But they did such a good job of faking it, and I'm certain it was your apartment where they did the taping. I'd know that sofa anywhere. That part HAD to be real, even if the...the lovemaking wasn't. But I was so shocked, so...so jealous that I couldn't even see straight. All I could see was you, and her...the things you were doing together. The things you said. The things about me." Mulder felt his eyes widen. "Diana, I swear to god...I never said a word about you to Scully. She didn't even know you existed until that first briefing. I would never --" "Just shut up, Fox, okay?" she said sharply, pain and anger struggling for ascendancy in her voice. "I already told you I figured that out. And if I'd been able to see past my rage and humiliation, I would have known it when they first showed me the tapes. But I couldn't. And so I agreed to work with them, and by the time I realized my mistake I was in so deep that I couldn't get out." For a pair of minutes there was silence in the car. Mulder glanced briefly at Tara, but she was giving nothing away, simply clutching the steering wheel and staring out to the front, apparently oblivious to the conversation taking place next to her. But Mulder knew that she had to be hearing every word. "Fox, I'm so sorry." He shifted his gaze back to Diana, and now there were tears leaking out of the corners of her eyes. "I should have known better. I really should have. And it wasn't the sex, it truly wasn't. Oh, that hurt, and I won't deny it, but it was none of my business, even if it had been real. It was the things you said...the things they made it seem like you said, while you were lying together. Cruel, hateful things. And she laughed when you said them." "I'm sorry, Diana." Mulder knew it was hopelessly inadequate, and not even really appropriate, but it was all that he could think of to say. Diana nodded slightly, and managed a tiny little smile. "Actually, it was the laughing -- her laughing -- that finally tipped me off that I'd been hoaxed." She shook her head. "Do you know that she never laughs? Never. She barely even smiles. Once I realized that, I knew that the tapes had been faked. But by then it was too late." Once again silence fell in the car, and more miles fled behind them. And after awhile Diana turned around and faced to the front, and the only sound was the tires whispering against the pavement. # # # End of Part 5 Almost Midnight (6/6) by Brandon Ray TITLE: Almost MIdnight (6/6) AUTHOR: Brandon D. Ray Missing parts? You can find the entire story at: http://www.avalon.net/~publius/MyStories.html The rest of the headers are at the beginning of part one. Harbor Drive Warehouse District, San Diego, CA 10:49 p.m. At length the car rolled to a halt across the street from the nondescript warehouse which Diana had directed them to. For the past quarter mile, signs had proudly announced that this would one day be the site of the new San Diego Padres baseball stadium. The streets were dark and silent, and the building itself gave every appearance of being unoccupied. For several minutes Mulder and the two women sat silently, watching the building. Finally, Mulder said, "Are you sure this is it, Diana? It seems awfully quiet." She shrugged. "This is where they were four days ago. Of course, they could easily have been moved." Mulder nodded, and they sat in silence for another pair of minutes. Scully and Bill could have been moved, and of course if Diana was now playing straight with him she would have no way of knowing about that. On the other hand, there was the clear possibility that this was all a trap of some sort, designed to lure them to an isolated area where he and Tara could be disposed of quietly. But it didn't FEEL like a trap; it felt like the truth. And Scully WAS nearby; he could almost feel her presence. Of course, that didn't prove anything; even if she was here, it could still be a trap -- and Scully herself would no doubt snort in derision if he were to try to explain to her the feeling of PRESENCE he was having at the moment. "Bill's here," Tara said quietly. Mulder shifted his gaze to her, and saw that she had turned in her seat and was looking back at him with large, luminous eyes. He studied her face for a moment, looking for doubt or uncertainty and finding none. Finally, he nodded slightly. "Let's do it, then." The side entrance which Diana led them to was chained and padlocked, but the tire iron from Tara's Saturn made short work of that obstacle. The interior of the warehouse was as silent and deserted as the street had been. The only light came from Mulder's flashlight; the only sound was their own footsteps as they proceeded along a narrow corridor, Diana still in the lead. And with each step he took the sense of Scully's presence grew stronger in Mulder's mind. At last they came to the end of the hallway and passed through another doorway, to find themselves standing along one side of a vast room. A handful of shipping crates were scattered across the floor, seemingly placed at random, but otherwise the room appeared to be empty, although it was hard to be certain since the far wall was lost in the gloom. Diana stepped off into the darkness, but Mulder grabbed her elbow. "Just a minute," he said. "Where, exactly, are we going?" "There's a staircase along the far side," Diana said. "We go up the stairs and along a catwalk to a small group of offices. When I was here on Sunday, Agent Scully and her brother were being kept in one of the offices." He looked at her narrowly for a moment. From her body language and facial expression he was almost sure she was telling the truth, and there was no denying his own sixth sense that Scully was nearby. At the same time, all of his professional instincts were warning him that something was wrong. The building was too empty, too quiet. If prisoners were being kept here, shouldn't there be SOME sort of guard? Diana seemed to read his mind, as she sighed and said, "I don't know what's going on any more than you do, Fox. There never were very many people here, but there should have been someone watching the door where we entered the building. At least, there was on Sunday." Her lips quirked slightly. "It is New Year's Eve. Maybe they're all off celebrating." Mulder considered her words for a minute. He was pretty certain she was still telling the truth, but that didn't make the situation any more explicable. Without taking his eyes off of Diana, he said, "Tara? What do you think?" After the briefest of hesitations, Tara said, "I don't know, Mulder. I don't trust her." Another pause. "But Bill is here. Of that I'm certain." Mulder stood quietly for another moment or two, weighing the situation, but he really didn't have much in the way of alternatives. He could either turn back, and give up the one lead he had in this case, or he could proceed. At last he nodded to Diana. "Lead on." The staircase she led them to was old and rickety. It appeared to be made of cast iron, and was bolted to the wall almost as if it had been an afterthought. Mulder shone his light up the stairs, but the top remained hidden in darkness. He felt a prickling on the back of his neck, and shifted the flashlight to his left hand and drew his gun with his right. With Diana still in the lead, they proceeded to climb the stairs. The structure shivered with each step, and Mulder had visions of the whole thing collapsing under their weight. And he was only three steps from the top when that vision materialized. It started with a low, creaking groan, and for three vital seconds Mulder froze as the surface shifted beneath his feet. He was aware of Tara and Diana ahead of him on the stairs scrambling for the safety of the landing, and finally his own reflexes kicked in, but it was too late; the creaking groan had built to a roar and a clatter of metal and he was falling.... After an unmeasured interval, Mulder gradually became aware of himself again. He was lying on the cold concrete floor of the warehouse in almost total darkness, the faint glow of his miraculously unbroken flashlight just visible about twenty feet away. For a moment all he could do was lie there as flashes and sparkles danced before his eyes. He took cautious inventory, and decided that nothing was broken, and finally he struggled to a sitting position. Instantly he regretted it. Pain lanced through his head like a lightning bolt, and the room seemed to dive and swoop around him. His breathing came in short, sharp gasps, and his heart pounded in his chest. There was a ringing in his ears, and for a moment the darkness seemed to close in on him again.... "Mulder!" Tara's voice. Grimly, Mulder fought to open his eyes, and even as he did so he felt a hand on his shoulder. "Mulder! Are you okay?" His eyes flickered open, and he saw Tara kneeling in front of him. Diana stood back a few feet, now holding his flashlight. Idly, he wondered where his gun had gotten to. He thought he'd been holding it when he fell, but somehow it didn't seem terribly important. Nothing seemed important. He felt strangely detached, and all he really wanted to do was sleep.... "Mulder!" Again she was shaking his shoulder, and reluctantly he opened his eyes again. Tara was staring at him, her face only a few inches from his own. She really had a very lovely face; he wondered why he'd never noticed that before. Bill sure knew how to pick 'em.... "Mulder! Dammit, pay attention to me!" With a supreme effort of will, Mulder focused his attention on Tara, and tried to listen to her words. "S-sorry," he said. "Guess I'm a little groggy." She continued to peer at him in the gloom. "More than a little, I'd say." "H-how'd...you get down here?" "Diana found another stairway -- a little more solid that that one, thank God." Tara held up a finger in front of his face and moved it steadily back and forth. Automatically, Mulder tried to track the finger with his eyes, but the effort made him dizzy and nauseous and he had to stop and swallow carefully. Tara nodded grimly. "I think you've got a concussion." Mulder tried to concentrate on what she'd just said. Concussion. Yeah, that made a lot of sense. He'd had one or two of those before, and he remembered what it felt like: Pretty much the way he was feeling right now. He also remembered that the way to deal with it was to put the feelings away in a box and try to focus on something concrete and immediate. "Did you...." His voice trailed off and he had to swallow again. "Did you find them?" Tara shook her head. "Not yet. We didn't look. We had to find you, make sure you were okay." Her lips quirked slightly. "Besides, you had the only flashlight." She hesitated, then said, "Do you think you're going to be able to manage? Or should we get you to a doctor? A head injury is nothing to fool around with." Mulder shook his head sharply, and winced as a fresh jolt of pain shot through his head. "No," he said. "No doctors. Not until we find Scully and Bill." He took a deep breath and started to climb to his feet. Without Tara's help he would never have made it, and even so it was a near thing. At last, though, he was standing on his own two feet, albeit Tara was supporting a considerable portion of his weight. The pounding in his head had intensified still further, and the dizziness had returned with a vengeance, but at least he was upright. He stood as still as he could, trying to catch his breath and waiting for the room to stop spinning. At last he felt he'd regained his equilibrium, and took a few experimental steps away from Tara. On the third or fourth step he staggered and his knees buckled, and he found himself leaning up against a wall and gasping for breath. He heard footsteps approaching, and then Tara was holding him up again, while Diana stood a few feet in front of him shining the light at him. He winced and ducked his head, squinching his eyes shut. "Jesus," he gasped. "Get that fucking light out of my eyes!" He felt like he was going to vomit, and it was only by the barest of margins that he managed to avoid it, turning away from the light and momentarily leaning his forehead against the wall. Tara said, "Mulder, I really think --" "Just give me a minute," he snapped. He took a deep breath, and then another, and then slowly and carefully he pushed himself away from the wall and opened his eyes again. His vision was blurry, and he was seeing double, but he could dimly make out the wall a foot or two in front of him. As his eyes slowly came back into focus, he realized he was actually standing in front of a door, and that there was a yellow sign of some sort hanging on it. Yellow with a black trefoil shape on it. It looked vaguely familiar.... "Shit!" He blinked hard, and resisted the urge to shake his head. "Diana! Shine the light over here!" An instant later the area in front of him was lit up, and he swore again, and he heard Tara gasp. "Mulder?" Her voice sounded fearful and uncertain. "Isn't that the radiation hazard symbol?" "Yes." He paused for another deep breath. "Yes it is. We may just have found...." His voice trailed off; he just could make himself say the words. Besides, it couldn't REALLY be the bomb; it couldn't possibly be that easy. It was probably a storeroom for radioactive materials, or something similar. But they had to check; they couldn't just walk away from the opportunity of solving this part of the puzzle, no matter how remote the chance. Mulder reached out and tried the doorknob, but it was locked. Of course. He considered the matter for just a moment. There was a solution; there had to be a solution, if only he could think of it.... Then he had it. "Diana? Did you pick up my gun, too?" He wanted to turn and look at her, but he couldn't tear his eyes away from the radiation warning. It had him mesmerized; it was like a snake, coiled and ready to strike. "Yes." He heard her footsteps approaching, and he sidled off to one side. "Shoot the lock." "Fox?" "Shoot it!" The gun roared once, twice, three times, and Mulder winced as the sound assaulted his ears and seemed to drive a hot spike directly into his brain. On the fourth shot the lock flew apart, and he fought down another wave of nausea as he moved back in front of the door and pushed it open. He stepped across the threshold and fumbled for the light switch, and in another instant the room was flooded with light. He blinked back tears and tried to ignore the agony in his head as he peered into the room. It was the bomb. It had to be. An off-white, cylindrical object, perhaps fifteen feet long and five in diameter, resting on its side in an elaborate laticework cradle. As he stepped closer he saw that it bore U.S. Navy markings, and what appeared to be a serial number was stenciled on the side. It was the bomb. He was still digesting the scene in front of him when his cell phone shrilled. For a moment he ignored it, all of his attention focused on the cylinder. Then the phone sounded again, and he drew it from his pocket and punched the connect button. "Mulder." "Mulder, this is Byers." The dapper little man's voice sounded strained and harsh. "I think we've got a problem." "No shit," Mulder replied, still staring at the bomb. Byers continued, "We finally managed to hack into Colonel Casey's Pentagon email account, and we found he'd uncovered a lot more than we thought. It turns out --" "That the bomb is right here in San Diego," Mulder finished. There was a moment of silence on the other end. Then: "How did you know?" "Because I'm standing about five feet in front of it." Another silence, longer than the last. Finally, Byers breathed, "Jesus." Pause. "Mulder, you've got to get out of there, and I'm not kidding. If the information Casey dug up is correct, that thing's set to go off at midnight." Byers paused again, as if waiting for a response, but Mulder didn't say anything. "Mulder? Did you hear me?" "I heard you." "Then get your ass out of there! Frohike's packing up Matthew as we speak; we're about to hit the road." Pause. "Mulder? Are you listening to me? You've only got about 40 minutes; you don't have any time to waste!" Mulder stood stock still, eyes still fixed on the bomb, trying to absorb what Byers was telling him. Forty minutes. In forty minutes they could put at least thirty miles between themselves and ground zero. But would even that be enough? Christ, he didn't even know what the weapon's yield was. It might not be too large; he vaguely recalled that multi-megaton weapons had fallen into disfavor as the accuracy of the delivery systems increased. Yeah, not too large -- maybe it was only big enough to destroy a SMALL city. He couldn't just turn and run, could he? Even if he and Tara and Diana managed to get outside the blast radius, that still left more than two million people exposed and unprotected, Scully and her brother among them. He closed his eyes and tried to think. Byers was babbling in his ear again, and precious seconds were trickling away, but there had to be a solution; there had to be. Forty minutes. Dammit! Why couldn't Diana have come back sooner? Even a few hours sooner, and there would have been time to issue a warning, start an evacuation, get someone down here who knew what they were doing. Someone with the technical know-how to deal with -- <> "Byers, let me talk to Langly." "Mulder? We don't have time for --" "Langly. Get him." There was a brief silence on the other end, then the blond man came on the phone. "Yeah, Mulder?" "Langly, do you know anything about nuclear weapons?" There was another moment of silence, and Mulder could almost hear the wheels spinning in the other man's head. Finally: "Yes." "Enough to disarm one?" No hesitation this time. "Yes." "Do you think you could walk me through it in the time we have left?" "Maybe. But Mulder, you'd have to have the right tools. It's not something you can do barehanded, or even with the crap most people have in their basement workshops." For the first time since stepping through the doorway, Mulder forced his eyes away from the bomb and looked around. It was a medium sized room, perhaps 20 by 20, with bare concrete walls and a concrete floor. Other than the bomb, resting in its cradle, the only thing in the room was a storage cabinet in the far corner, perhaps five feet high. He breathed a prayer. Please, let it be what he hoped it was. "Just a sec, Langly." Mulder had actually forgotten how ill he was feeling, but as he moved towards the cabinet fresh waves of pain and nausea went racing through his head and his body. The room started spinning again, and more sparkles of light appeared before his eyes. He gritted his teeth and once again fought down the urge to vomit, and somehow he made it over the cabinet, but then he didn't have the strength to do anything but lean up against it, eyes closed and breathing heavily. "Mulder?" Tara's voice again. Shit. He'd completely forgotten about the two women. He forced his eyes open and turned to look at them. "Tara," he gasped. "Diana. Get the fuck out of here." He paused again to try to catch his breath. "Mulder? What the hell?" He waved helplessly in the general direction of the bomb. "Tara...It's set to blow. Midnight." He saw her eyes go big and round, and she took a step back from him. "Matthew --" Mulder shook his head, then closed his eyes again as more waves of agony assaulted him. Dammit! "S'okay," he managed to stutter out. "S'okay. The Gunmen...Gunmen're taking Matthew. He'll be okay." God, he hoped he was right. He hoped his friends could drive far enough, fast enough, to salvage something from this miserable situation. He heard a distant chattering coming from somewhere, and after a moment he realized it was his cell phone. Langly. Right. He held it up to his ear again. "S-sorry, Langly," he muttered. "You said you need tools." He pushed himself back a step or two from the cabinet and pulled it open, and for once luck seemed to be on his side as he was confronted by rack after rack of tools, some familiar and others not, and each carefully labeled as it hung on a hook or sat on a shelf. He squinted against the blossoming sparkles that danced before his eyes, and started reading the labels into his cell phone. "Okay, Mulder." Langly's voice was calm and professional. "It sounds like you've got what you need. Now the first thing we're going to have to do is take the cover plate off. To do that..." Mulder tried to concentrate on his friend's words, but it just wasn't working. The room was spinning again, and the sparkling in his eyes had gotten so strong he could barely see anything else. Without quite knowing how it had happened, he found himself on his hands and knees, and his cell phone was skittering away across the concrete floor, Langly's voice still chattering from the receiver. He tried to crawl after it, but suddenly his stomach heaved, and this time he couldn't keep himself from vomiting, over and over and over. Then he was lying on the floor on his belly, still puking, and the side of his face was wet and sticky. He couldn't even see the cell phone anymore, it was out of his line of vision, and anyway it was dark in the room even though he was sure he'd turned the lights on but he just couldn't see he couldn't keep his eyes open.... And then he heard a woman's voice, very far away, as if it was coming from the end of a long, long tunnel. "Langly? This is Tara Scully. Tell me what I need to do." Everything went black. # # # UCSD Medical Center January 1, 1:38 p.m. Mulder's first sensation was one of pain: A dull throbbing pain, pulsing gently in his head and running down his neck to his upper back. A familiar pain, almost a friendly pain; a pain that evoked strange, chaotic memories -- memories of falling, of stumbling in the darkness, of desperately trying to focus on...something. And then suddenly he remembered. Scully and her brother, missing. The endless days of worry and tedium. The agony of not knowing. The mounting terror as the Consortium's plan was unearthed. Diana's betrayal and redemption. The desperate journey to the waterfront in the middle of the night. The atom bomb. Scully. His eyes fluttered open, and even as the overhead acoustic tiles came into focus he realized that he was lying in a hospital bed. He became aware of more: The soft whisper of a heating duct; the quiet ticking of a clock; the distant murmur of voices. And then suddenly one of the voices became louder. "Good morning sleepyhead." He shifted his eyes in the direction of the voice, and saw Tara standing at the foot of his bed. Bill was standing next to her, his arm around her shoulders, and they both were smiling. Mulder raised his eyebrows and smiled back at them weakly. "Morning?" "Well, actually it's early afternoon," she replied. "But what's a few hours among friends?" Bill added with a light chuckle. Mulder laughed in return, then winced as the throbbing in his head became slightly worse. His eyes watered for a moment, and he held still, waiting to see if the nausea of the night before would return, but it didn't. His vision cleared, and he looked back at Bill and Tara. "I take it the bomb...didn't?" "No, it didn't," Bill replied, still smiling. "Eight seconds to spare," Tara added, her own smile spreading into a full-fledged grin. "It was hardly even exciting." Mulder snorted. "I think you guys have seen THE ANDROMEDA STRAIN once too often." Tara laughed out loud and her eyes sparkled as she leaned into her husband. "Hey, Mulder, give me a break. I've been waiting my whole life for a chance to deliver a line like that!" Mulder laughed with her despite the pain, then suddenly sobered. Scully. They hadn't said anything about Scully. Bill was here, and he and Tara were both smiling and happy, so surely she was okay, but still.... "She's fine, Mulder," Bill said, seeming to read his thoughts. "She just stepped out for a few minutes to give your doctor the third degree, but she'll be right back. And she's going to be pissed as hell that you had the nerve to wake up while she was out of the room." He shook his head in mock disgust. "Sometimes I wonder how she manages to put up with you." "Well I'm just as glad that she isn't here," Tara said, stepping away from her husband and moving up to the head of the bed. "It gives me the chance to deliver this in private." Mulder noticed for the first time that Tara had a small, gayly-wrapped package tucked under her right arm. Now she pulled it out and handed it to Mulder. Again he raised his eyebrows. "What's this?" "A get well present," she replied, still smiling. Mulder hefted the object in his hand for a moment, and gingerly felt its dimensions. It seemed to be a book -- or perhaps two books; he wasn't quite sure. But what books would Tara be giving him? And then suddenly he knew, and he felt an embarrassed smile creep across his face. "Go ahead, Mulder, open it," she said. "Dana will be back any minute." Chuckling and shaking his head, Mulder quickly tore open the package, and was unsurprised to find himself the proud new owner of Tara Scully's copies of The Symposium and The Collected Poems of Catullus. He stared down at the volumes for a moment, then raised his eyes to look at Tara again. Her smile had broadened, and now amusement danced in her eyes. "Check the inscriptions," she suggested. Mulder dropped his gaze to the books again, and after a brief hesitation he flipped open the book by Plato. There on the inside of the front cover, in Tara's elegant, feminine script, were the words, "To thine own self be true. Tara Scully, January 1, 1999." He felt his eyebrows rising again, and looking back up at Tara he saw that her expression had suddenly turned serious. "I really did mean everything I said, Mulder," she said softly. "Now look at the other one." Once more he looked down at the books, and this time he opened the book of poetry. Here the inscription had been written in Bill's neat, methodical handwriting: "What she said." Mulder smiled. # # # Residence of Bill and Tara Scully 9:58 p.m. - EPILOGUE Dana Scully paused in the doorway between the dining room and the living room and looked at her partner for a moment. He was stretched out on the sofa in his customary sprawl, arms and legs everywhere. The tape was already in the VCR, ready to go, and he was playing idly with the remote control. For just an instant she indulged herself in the small, affectionate smile that she never allowed Mulder to see. He had been so solicitous to her since he'd regained consciousness that afternoon. It was funny, really, and rather sweet; you'd almost think that SHE had been the one to take a knock on the head, and for awhile she'd thought she might have to draw her gun on him to get him to lie still until his doctor arrived to clear him for discharge. He was such a pain in the ass when he was hurt. She wouldn't have it any other way. "We gonna watch this movie, or are you just going to stand there staring at me all night?" Scully chuckled slightly and moved over to the sofa as Mulder rearranged himself to make room for her. She handed him the bowl of popcorn and one of the bottles of root beer, and then sat down next to him and stretched out her feet to rest them on the coffee table. Mulder twisted the cap off his soda and took a deep swig, then grimaced slightly. "You know, I still think I could have had a Rolling Rock." "Not tonight, Mulder," she said. "Alcohol and head injuries don't mix; you know that. Besides, I thought you LIKED root beer." "I do," he replied. "But you can get too much of anything." He took another hit from his bottle, then picked up the remote control again and pushed PLAY. For a few minutes the two partners sat together on the sofa and watched the opening credits of DINOSAURUS! scroll across the screen. A construction company was using underwater explosives to dredge out the harbor of a tropical island, and the project foreman was developing a romantic interest in the lead actress. Of course. Eyes fixed on the screen, Scully twisted the top off of her own bottle of root beer and took a short sip, then grabbed a handful of popcorn and stuffed it into her mouth. God, it tasted good. She couldn't believe how good it tasted. Everything was perfect; everything was wonderful. She took another handful of popcorn, and followed it up with some more root beer. "Scully, do you love me?" She stopped in mid swig and looked up at her partner in surprise. Where the hell had THAT come from? Not that it mattered; she could never lie to him. "Of course I love you, Mulder. Didn't you know that?" He was looking down at her, his expression very sober and serious. He nodded slightly, and replied, "I guess I did." He paused, then asked, "Just exactly what kind of love are we talking about here?" She hesitated for just an instant, then shrugged and gave the only answer that she could: "Whatever kind of love we need it to be." For a moment Mulder seemed to study her face, and she looked back at him curiously, waiting to see what he was going to do. Finally he nodded again, and said, "That's a good answer, Scully. That's a very good answer." Then he turned his attention back to the TV screen, and after another moment Scully did likewise, and for a pair of minutes they watched the movie together in silence. "You know," her partner commented after awhile, "we must have seen this movie at least fourteen times. At LEAST fourteen times." He glanced down at her again and smiled slightly. "Not that I'm complaining, mind you. Some things just get better with time." "I guess that's true," she said. And after that they were quiet, and the two friends sat together on the sofa, eating popcorn, drinking root beer, and watching television, far into the night. Fini -- It's not that I'm slipping in my opinion of Fox Mulder. I've decided that if my sister is going to work in the FBI, I would rather have him by her side than about 90 percent of the guys I could name. He's laid down his life for her, I appreciate that in a prick. --Bill Scully, jr., "By Her Side: That Voice" by Vickie Moseley ================ Visit my fanfic; it gets lonely: http://www.avalon.net/~publius/MyStories.html