From: marciaelena@hegalplace.com
Date: 16 May 2003 20:28:06 -0700
Subject: [atxc-pi] NEW: Attrition -R- (0/1)
Source: atxc
 
Title: Attrition 
Author: Marcia Elena 
Feedback Email: marciaelena@hegalplace.com 
Author's Website: http://www.hegalplace.com/marciaelena/ 
Archive at Gossamer: Yes to Gossamer 
Status: NEW - Standalone 
Size: 0k 
Category: Angst, Vignette 
Pairings: Mulder/Krycek 
Rating: R 
Gossamer Category: Vignette ~ Angst ~ Slash 
Summary: Alex apologizes 

Title: Attrition 

Author: Marcia Elena 

Email: marciaelena@hegalplace.com 

Keywords: M/K, Krycek's POV 

Spoilers: All M/K episodes 

Rating: R 

Summary: Alex apologizes

Yet another 155 Words thingie, written July 22, 2002

Disclaimer: CC and 1013 own them. But they were already broken when I
borrowed them.

Author's notes: Sin, the energizer fic-bunny, is partially to blame
for this one. The rest of the blame goes to Wildy, and to Elena's
not-quite-finished-yet M/K vid, called 'Sorry'.

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Attrition 
by Marcia Elena 

I'm sorry, Mulder.

Sorry I made you trust me. Sorry I betrayed you. Sorry I killed your
father. Sorry I lied to you.

I'm sorry.

Sorry I cried out when you punched me. Sorry I bled. Sorry you hurt
me. Sorry you hurt yourself.

Sorry, Fox. Sorry I fell for you. Sorry you couldn't deal. Sorry I
wanted more.  Sorry you wanted less. Sorry you're so fucked up. Sorry
I never got over you.

Sorry I went crazy. Sorry I got lost. Sorry I tried to help. Sorry I
smiled at you. Sorry I dreamed of you. Sorry I traded my arm for your
stupidity. Sorry I endured your cruelty. Sorry I came back.

Sorry.

Sorry I kissed you. Sorry you felt so good. Sorry I missed you.

Sorry everything wasn't my fault.

I'm sorry, fucker.

Sorry I threatened you. Sorry I held you at gunpoint.

So, so sorry.

Sorry I didn't pull the trigger.

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