Date: 16 Dec 1998 06:59:25 -0800
Subject: New Christmas Revelations 1/2 by Joylynn Wing  NC17

Title: " Christmas Revelations " 1/2
Author: Joylynn Wing
Archive: Yes...especially Gossamer and ATXC
Disclaimer: I don't own them, wish I did. C.C. and Co. always did.
No infringement intended.
Rating: NC17
Classification: VSRA
Keywords: MSR baby, is there any other???
Feedback: I'm begging you please, feedback me...
at aljoyw@a-znet.com
Spoilers: Up to " The Ghosts that Stole Christmas "
This is a post epi.
Summary: Did you wonder what happened after they opened
their presents to one another?
Dedication: To Mir Kat...For giving good beta. Thanks for
dropping everything for me and doin' it baby.


I'm back!!!! I needed a break from my 3 WIPs that are bugging me.
When I saw this epi, I knew that I had to finish it.
Shipper style...Noromos beware this will give you indigestion,
trust me, I'm a nurse.

Sorry for the tech diff, here is 1/2. Tx JW


Fox Mulder and Dana Scully sat side by side upon Mulder's black
couch, their bodies touched slightly from the top of Scully's
shoulders down to the curves of the hips. They enthusiastically
opened up their gifts for one another, anticipation beaming
brightly in their eyes. The soft white snow fell gracefully like
angel's wings outside the frosted window of his warm apartment.
Mulder managed to open his present first, he had ripped his way
carelessly through the skillfully wrapped, brightly colored holiday
paper.

" Whoa Baby !", Mulder exclaimed with great excitement, his hazel
eyes filled with surprise. I have been looking for this book since
it was released but it's always sold out. How did you know?"

" I kinda overheard a phone call you made a while back. You seemed
pretty angry that this particular book was sold out. It took a bit
of searching but I finally managed to find this copy. I guess that
it must have been fate." Scully said happily, taking great joy in
his excitement.

Scully managed to open the tightly wrapped she held in her hands next.
A bright smile breaking across her delicate features as she examined
her gift." Ah, Mulder you shouldn't have...The Stars of the NFL
calendar. How did you know I had been hoping for this?", she said
teasingly, her bright eyes full of mischief.

" It was more like I wanted that...", he said honestly, looking at
her face. She had obviously washed her face before coming over, her
freckles standing in golden relief upon the ivory canvas of her
flawless complexion.

" What do you mean?", Scully asked incredulously, her face full of
confusion.

" I wanted to see you smile, really smile...", Mulder said with a
grin, as looked over at her, trying to read her reaction.

Scully met his eyes, her azure losing themselves in his greenish-
hazel. A bright smile again broke across her features unabashedly.
" Muldeeeer...", she said sheepishly as a soft blush broke slowly
across her countenance, she lowered her delicate face slightly,
to avoid his searching gaze.

<< Mulder, you are such a sweet man, one of the many things that I
love about you >>, she mused thoughtfully to herself.

<< God, she is beautiful, when she smiles >>, he said quietly to
himself.

" See, you should really do that more often. You are really
beautiful when you smile." Mulder said matter of factly.

" Muldeeeeer", she said once again, as she once again met his
gaze. Her shock over hearing his statement leaving her speechless.

<< I thought I would never hear him say that to me, he really
sounded like he meant it. >>

" No really...", Mulder said with growing enthusiasm." Your face
lights up, and those breathtaking eyes of yours dance." He finished
with great care, trying to convince her of his truthfulness.

Scully looked down at her hands, a bright blush now replacing the
faint one which previously resided there. A thick curtain of
reddish gold hair fell across her face.

Mulder spoke quickly, taking her obvious embarrassment for
something more. " Scully, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say something
wrong. I didn't mean to say something that made you uncomfortable."

<< You really screwed up this time Spooky... >>

Scully looked back up at him, tucking the stray lock behind
her ear. " No Mulder, it isn't that. You've just caught me off guard
that's all. You've never said anything like that to me before, I
just didn't know how to respond..."

" Jesh Scully. I never realized that I had never told you before
today. You deserve to hear that more often. I'm sorry..." Mulder
said softly, guilt slowly creeping across his chiseled physiognomy.

Scully smiled warmly, trying to soothe his pain," That's O.K.
Mulder. It's no big deal. It isn't..."

Mulder interjected loudly, his anger at himself very evident in his
tone. " It is a big deal, Scully. You deserve so much more, than
this... Than me... You are so exquisite, intellectual, and ingenious.
You would probably be some A.D. somewhere if it hadn't been for me
and the X-Files."

" Mulder, I could have left at any time but I chose to stay here
with you and the files. This was my decision to make. No one forced
me. This was my choice. I don't regret a single moment I have spent
with you.", Scully answered honestly, her eyes a pool of limpid blue
in the faint light.

" Really, Scully?", Mulder asked with intense curiosity.

" Really. I can honestly say that there hasn't been one single
dull moment since I..."

Mulder interrupted harshly, his voice soft and full of vehement
emotion. " Why is it you've stayed here for all of these years with
me, why you chose to stay with me tonight, and don't give me that
line about your keys. If you had really wanted to go home you would
have found a way. "

Scully began to ramble, the question suddenly hitting to close to home
for her. " Well, I have enjoyed the challenge and the diversity of my
work. I have enjoyed the..."

" No...Scully ", Mulder once again interrupted. " I mean honestly.
Why? After all that you have been through, what in the world could
have possessed you to still be here. Most people would have left
years ago..."

" Mulder...", she said in warning as she stood up and quickly
walked to the other side of his coffee table, facing the window.
She watched the feathery white snow gracefully glide down the drafts
of the winter winds. Life out there looked so simple, so non-
threatening. When had her life become so complicated and so soul
wrenching? << It became that way when I fell in love with him, >>
she thought to herself quietly. She stood there, facing away from
him, to avoid his probing gaze. She knew her eyes would give away
her unmistakable emotions she felt for him.

<< Oh, God... Please just let him drop the subject. >>

Mulder stared at the figure who had just walked away from him. He
knew she had great feelings for him, but his own doubts clouded his
judgments. << How could someone like her, love someone like me? >>

Mulder walked up from behind her and grabbed her by the arm and
spun her around to meet his gaze. He suddenly remembered the spirits
mention of their true feelings for one another. He thought that he
would take a chance. << Why wait when it's true love...>> Scully
managed a slight gasp at their physical contact. A slight tremor
raced through out her highly sensitized physique. Her face was
obscured in a indiscernible emotion as her blue eyes met his
searching gaze. For a moment Mulder swore he could see unmistakable
fire and love staring back at him.

" Why Scully? Why have you always been there... With me...
Supporting me... When no other's would dare." He continued on
remembering what the *ghost* had told them about sharing their true
feelings. Clear memories of her face as he prepared to meet Modell
in the hospital and the kiss they had shared in his hallway a life
time ago, crept into his mind's eye.

Scully lowered her eyes and she bit her lower lip gently, to keep
it from trembling.

Mulder put his forefinger and thumb under her chin, and lifted her
visage up to meet his. Her deep pool's of cerulean blue finally
telling him all that he needed to know.

" Scully... You're being here has meant the world to me. You are
the only one who fills the loneliness and lights the darkness which
fills my soul. You give meaning to all of this... You give my life
purpose. You are my strength and courage. You are so strong. Your
very existence imparts beauty unmatched upon my trivial existence.
You have given me so much, and have asked for nothing in return.
I owe you so much."

Scully smiled weakly, her lower lip trembled slightly with the
emotion which she was overwhelmed by at the moment. She reached up
one slender hand and stroked the gently stubbled skin of his cheek.

" Mulder...I...", she said softly, her voice consumed with emotion.
 << Keep it together girl, do not lose it... >>>

" Sush..." Mulder said as he brought one hand behind her waist to
draw her closer to him. the other hand carefully reached up and
touched her smooth cheek. He cupped it around her face lovingly.
" No more talking..."

" Mulder?", she said questioningly.

" Sush, listen to what I have to say... What I need to tell you..."
Mulder leaned his head down over just a bit, and softly brushed
his warm firm lips against the soft opulence of hers. Mulder leaned
back slowly, carefully watching her perplexed face for response.
Scully looked at him with passion hooded eyes, her normally blue
eyes now an almost frosted blue color, her mind racing faster than
she ever felt possible.

Mulder leaned down once again, this time meeting her plush landscape
with more gentle persuasion. He turned his head slightly, as the hand
that was cupping her cheek slid back and around, twisting it's
self into her thick glistening hair. He brought her head closer to
him, and Mulder slid his tongue questioningly across her lower lip.

Scully was totally consumed with the sensations Mulder was eliciting
within her very being. She always knew he could elicit a primal
response out of her with just a simple touch of his, but she did
not know how much of a response. A violent shiver ran through out
her and his warm thick tongue met her cool lip, the sensation of hot
and cold... The two sides of their being meeting together, a sense
of completion, a feeling she would never forget for years to come.
Scully uncontrollably moaned under his attentions, her hands
formerly trapped between them now clutched the warm cotton of his
T-shirt. She slowly opened her mouth finding Mulder's tongue
awaiting entry.

Mulder slowly consumed her mouth passionately like a fine wine.
His tongue met hers gently, sliding with care against hers. Slowly
exploring uncharted territory, seeking her inner most secrets.
Mulder could feel the sensation of her wildly beating heart against
him, the realization that he was doing this to her, with her...
And her response to him, almost overwhelmed his very thought. The
throbbing in his loins was becoming almost unbearable. The sweet
torture, he was experiencing, driving his soul to find it's release
and to finally meet the light after all of his lonely years.

Scully felt Mulder's hand slide from the dip in her back slide
gently down to the swell of her bottom, pressing his ever growing
urgency into her. Scully gasped softly and moaned, the heat rising
in her core exponentially. Her wildly pounding heart stealing her
very breath from her chest. Suddenly she felt the room spinning out
of control, darkness threatening to take her very consciousness
away from her. From the depths of her oxygen starved mind came an
irrational terror, and she began to struggle against him, trying to
find the shore in the ever growing tide.

Mulder sensed the struggling panic the woman of his dreams was
displaying and quickly let go of her. His swollen slightly bruised
lips softly glistening in the light. Her body nearly fell to the
ground before she barely righted herself. Her eyes were full of fear,
her breathing labored and erratic. Mulder could see the alarm
clearly written across her pained features.

<< Shitshitshitshit, I've really done it this time... >>

" Oh, God Scully... I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have pushed you so
far. It just felt so good. I didn't mean to force you... To hurt
you... Oh shit...I", he managed to get out in a blind rush of guilt
before she interrupted him.

" Mulder...", she said breathlessly, as she began to regain her
lucidity.

" Yeah?", he said with a slight flinch, fearing what she had to say.

" Do you honestly think you forced yourself upon me. That somehow
you coerced me into something I did not want. Something I was not
ready for?" Scully looked into his eyes, her eyes registering
bewilderment.

" Yes...I'm so sorry I..."

" Mulder, shut up for a second...", she interrupted him with great
pique.

<< Some times he can be such a dunce... >>

<<Oh, God here it comes...>>, he said to himself as he prepared
for the worst.

" Did it feel like I was being forced against my will? Like I didn't
like it? Jesh, I know I am way out of practice...but I didn't think
I was that bad.", she said teasingly, her toothy smile a bit impish.

" Excuse Me???", he said hoping he was reading her right.

" Mulder, I couldn't catch my breath. I felt woozy, light headed.
The rush of the moment overwhelmed me. It was just so unexpected,
I was stunned. I guess that all of the expectation of this moment
finally happening blindsided me. I mean after all of the years of
teasing and sexual innuendo's, like the time you asked me to marry
you... I'd always hoped, but never expected, I'm not exactly your
type...Then we finally kissed in that hallway out there and nothing
came of it so I thought that...", she spoke quickly in a high
breathless tone, her emotions causing her to be a little too long
winded.

Mulder finally grabbed her by her dainty shoulders, driving her
irrational babbling silent as he asked her gently, his voice full
of longing." Are you trying to tell me what I think you are trying to
tell me?"

" Mulder, when you told me you loved me. I was so afraid to believe.
I mean *they* were just outside the door, and I never in a million
years expected you to say that to me, ever. You sounded so sincere,
but you seemed less than rational that I panicked. I'm sorry I treated
you like that." Scully took a beep ragged breath summoning up all of
her strength. << Here it goes... >> Scully looked down at her hands
to afraid to meet his eyes.

" I don't know what I feared the most. you really not meaning what
you said, that it was a delusion or you really fulfilling my fondest
wish. You wanted to know why I have been with you all of this time?
Why I chose to say with you tonight instead of preparing to be with
my family? Why I have stood by your side in spite of it all?
I love you, you crazy fool. I love you so much I become nearly
irrational just thinking about how I feel. I have never felt so
consumed, so out of control in all of my life. *You* do that to me.
You are everything to me. You challenge me intellectually, I mean
really make me think. I need that. You push me to the edge, and dare
me to jump off with you. You expect me to entertain extreme
possibilities. You have given me faith, real faith, something
I have never had before. You make me smile, and even laugh. Something
I need so desperately, to keep myself from taking *me* to seriously.
You complete me, make me whole person. "

" Mulder?", she finally asked quietly awaiting his verbal response.
She looked up and found Mulder standing there with his jaw hanging
down nearly on his chest. Scully met his shocked gaze and spoke
teasingly, " Mulder close your mouth, you are going to catch flies
with your trap open like that..."

Scully looked in to his very nonplused face, a bright smirk breaking
across her finely sculptured features." Ah hell, let me shut it for
you..."

Finished in 2/2, for those with E- mail indigestion...Sorry for
the tech diff...


" Christmas Revelations " 2/2
Author: Joylynn Wing <aljoyw@a-znet.com>


Reaching up, she brought her slender arms around his neck and stood
on her tip toes, bringing his mouth down on to hers. Their lips met
one another with a force which lacked the grace and gentleness their
previous kiss possessed, yet it made up for that with a passion and
a fire which was born of nearly six years of sexual repression.

Mulder met her furiously swirling tongue with his, This time his
passion unrestrained. He brutally stroked her teeth, explored the
soft inner skin of her cheeks, nearly forcing the air out of her.
He allowed himself to feast at the banquet which was now offered
freely before him. As he gently angled her head with his hands, he
tasted her inner secrets. She tasted faintly of cinnamon, and of
the mint tea she had just obviously consumed. However floating just
beneath those he could taste the essence he could only uniquely
describe as hers and hers alone.

Scully shivered as she partook of the lushness of Mulder's mouth.
She had fantasized of how it would be between them, how he would
taste. She found herself engulfed by the salty sweetness of the
sunflower seeds mixing with the raw masculine sum and substance
which was definitely Mulder. As she continued to meet him, kiss for
kiss, dance for dance, she felt the tentative movement of his hand
down her arm, slowly trailing along the smooth fabric there, finally
coming to rest just inside the material of her jacket. Mulder brought
his hand carefully to the outside curve of her breast.

Scully moaned loudly, inadvertently breaking their oral contact. Her
eyes slowly opened, meeting his. Her eyes were unfocused and
dilated from her swirling desires. The passion clearly evident in
her delicate features. Her mouth, pink and moist was parted ever so
slightly, revealing her perfect white teeth, as her pursed breath
rushed in and out.

Mulder smiled wickedly, and brought his warm hand around front just
a bit more. He cupped the ample swell of her breast through the
silkiness of her shirt. He ran his thumb across her nipple with a
gentle stroke. Her last counteraction driving him to try to elicit it
once again

Scully's eye's rolled in the back of her head, as her head lolled back
on her shoulders. Her mouth opened up more as she gasped loudly and
said " Ahhhh...Yes...", quite breathlessly. The copper tresses of her
hair fell gently down onto her shoulder blades. Scully was in heaven,
Mulder played her like a fine instrument, causing her to float
weightlessly to the heavens.

Mulder smiled one again, running his fingers across her now fully
hard nubbin once again, this time with a bit more force. The response
she was giving him, causing his desire to burn out of control
once more, his painful erection causing him great discomfort.

" Oh God...", she muttered out under her breath and she fell forward,
leaning on him a little. Mulder head fell forward as he pushed the
thick veil of hair which obscured the curve of her neck out of the
way, with his hand. Then with his warm moist mouth, he began to nip,
lick and kiss his way up the curves, dips, and lines of her arched
neck. As he reached her ear lobe, he took it in his mouth and suckled
it gently and flicked it with his tongue.

" Muldeeeer," she purred loudly, almost a groan. Mulder took the
small piece of sensitive flesh between his teeth and bit gently.
Scully's mouth fell open widely, as shallow pants escaped from her
dry mouth. She was swirling, lost and out of control in a hot sea
of sensation. Nothing she had ever experienced before had prepared
her for this.

Mulder felt himself quickly at the edge, as he continued to bite
her neck. Her moans and verbal caresses engulfing him like a hot
wave of the sea. It took all that he had to keep from throwing her
down on the sofa and doing her there. He could smell the heady
scent of her arousal, filling the room with her deep moist essence.
The pheromones she was releasing driving him out of his mind, his
loins burning with a fire he knew only she could quench.
<< Jesus... She's so hot... >>

" Do you like this?", he asked huskily as he licked a path along the
ridge of her finely sculptured jaw, causing her to call out his name
once again.

" Ummm...Yeah...Oh...", she managed to get out between pants.

Mulder pulled away from her, stepping a bit back from her. Scully
brought her head back midline with great effort and asked,
" Wha... I...Don't stop...", her voice quite faint from her efforts.

" If we don't stop, I can't be held responsible for my actions."
He said as he smiled weakly at her, his eyes shadowy and distant.
The bulge in his pants displaying his predicament.

" Who said I was going to hold you responsible?", she said with a
wicked grin, as she looked at his arousal.

" God Scully, I love you... I never thought I would ever have the
courage to say that. But after what happened earlier, after what
they had said. I knew I couldn't wait any longer." Mulder reached
up and slid the smooth fabric of her jacket down to the floor.
It landed with a soft plop on the multi colored throw rug.
Scully reached up and helped him slither his leather jacket down to
the floor to meet hers, in a jumble of dark. " Maybe our Folie a
Deux, was more than just a delusion. Maybe it was fate...", she
said breathlessly as she met his gaze, the heat between them
suddenly making the room quite uncomfortable.

" Fate...Dr. Scully, I thought you didn't believe in such things...",
as he began to slowly undo the smooth buttons on her blouse. His
steady hand progressed until it hung loosely about her slender
torso, revealing her shadowed cleavage clad in a lace and silk beige
bra and her smooth flat abdomen.<< Oh, God give me strength >>, he
said to himself as he knees suddenly grew very weak.

" Remember, you have always wanted me to believe in *extreme*
possibilities..." She pulled the hem of his T-shirt up to his
shoulders, but her lack of height kept her from completing the job.
As she looked up and pressed her body to his, grinding her hips
into his hard essence,Mulder smiled knowingly and helped her to take
the offending article off. She placed her small cool hands on his
warm taunt flesh and began to memorize every detail of the man
before her.

Mulder's head fell back as a new surge of fire met his loins.
Scully found his small nipples and she leaned in a bit and took one
of them in her mouth, licking the smooth surface until it rose to
meet her and became pebbled under her attentions. He groaned loudly
and stepped back from her slowly. His eyes met hers in the infinite
expanse of space.

" Scully, when I thought you were shot, My whole world came to a
screeching halt, my heart bled for you. " Mulder then grasped the
material of her shirt and slowly slid it down to meet the rest of
their ever growing pile of clothes on the floor.

Scully watched with anticipation, biting her lower lip as he
perused what he saw before him. " Oh, God...Scully...You are so
awe-inspiring..." Mulder reached out to gently trace one finger
down the smooth skin of her collarbone, to finally trace a gentle
line along the beige lace of her bra, causing gooseflesh to rise on
her fair freckled skin. Scully gasped slightly as he touched her
breast gently.

" Mulder...When I thought you were going to shoot yourself, when
they tricked me... I wanted to die...I couldn't..." she finished,
bright wet tears filling her blue depths sparkling like flawless
diamonds. Her re-living that moment caused a lump to rise in her
throat, threatening to cut off her breath.

"Sush, honey...No more pain...We are here together...No one can
take that away from us...Forever... In a way, they got what they
wanted. We do have eternity on our side." Mulder said as he reached
around and found the side zip of her dress pants. He undid the
button and pulled the zipper down.

" Yeah", she said quietly as she reached over undoing the buckle of
his belt and opening the button at the top of his jeans.

Mulder gently pushed the material down her slender hips, letting it
fall to the floor as she slipped out of her shoes. Mulder took in the
expanse of her flat abdomen and the soft curves of her hips which
were clad in bikini style soft cotton." Interesting choice in
undergarments G-Woman...", he commented humorously.

" Mulder, only you would think of that at a time like this ", her
voice filled with a touch of impatience, as she managed to get his
jeans undone and pushed them down his slender abs to slide along
his slender, muscled legs.

Mulder looked at her, a very amused smile breaking brightly
across her aspect. Mulder looked down, suddenly remembering the
shorts he had put on today. << Oh, God... Smooth move Romeo...>>
he said to himself as peals of laughter broke from his hysterical
partner.

" Mulder, and you said that I had interesting taste in
undergarments. Yours take the cake." She looked over the green and
brown alien figures which adorned the love of her life.

" They were all that I had left... I didn't expect to get lucky
tonight... I am still going to get lucky tonight, aren't I?", he
asked with great care.

" It depends... Do you want to get lucky?", she said while she
tilted her head to the side, arching one of her perfect brows, her
turquoise eyes shining brightly with desire, her hair falling across
her countenance.

" Oh, yeah..." Mulder said as he managed to toe off his sneakers
and slip his jeans off to the floor.

Mulder stepped back in front of his couch and sat down. He reached
down and pulled off his socks, and sat up and gestured to her, with
his bent forefinger. " Come'ere you...", he said with a low seductive
voice.

Scully pointed a finger to herself, with a mock surprised look
across her face." Who me?", she said innocently. Her deep blue
eyes dancing with amusement.

" Don't make me come there and get you...", he said in a mock
threatening tone."

" OOOOh, I'm so scared. " Scully walked over to him slowly, her
lithe form gliding across the floor, and came up to his knees. She
then crawled up on his lap, adjusting her loins to his. Her bent
knees on either side of his
hips.

Mulder looked into her eyes, noticing the evanescent flicker of
consternation in her blue depths.

" You O.K. Scully? ", he said as he stroked the fine skin of her
gently sloping cheek.

Scully looked at him sheepishly, her lower lip trembled just a
little. Her blue eyes still uneasy. " It's just... I haven't done
this in a while... In very long while... Jack was my first and last.
He was gentle, attentive but..."

" But what?", Mulder asked his hazel eyes full of concern.

" That's why we began to have problems. He didn't seem to meet my
needs, I..." Scully looked down, a bright crimson blush stealing
across her silky cheeks.

" Jesh, Scully... I never realized how much of a nympho you are."
Mulder said with a deadpan face, his merrily sparkling eyes
giving away his humor.

" Mulder... I'm serious...", she said with a strained tone. I never
was able to reach... I cared about him, but he didn't summon the
same feelings in me that you do...", she gestured toward him, her
slender hand suspended in the air.

" It's O.K., Scully we'll take it slow if you still want to, if
you want to back out, I'll understand. I love you, I will wait
forever if necessary for you...", Mulder said with veneration, as
he reached out and took her small hand in his, trying to impart
some of his confidence to her.

" Mulder... I want to be with you... I want to feel you inside of me.
Around me. I have wanted you for so long, I can't wait any longer.
I want to lose control with you. I want to...", Scully said quietly,
her honesty filling the lonely room with light and life.

" I want that too," Mulder said quietly, his hazel eyes filled with
love and understanding.

Mulder reached out and brought his hands to her shoulders, gently
stroking the delicate supple skin he found there. Scully leaned
forward and wrapped her arms around his neck.

" Mmmm... Can I take this off now Scully? I wanna taste you...",
Mulder said huskily, his burning desire now flaming brightly with
her nearness and with her gentle touch.

" Who is stopping you ", she said with a formidable timbre to
her low honeyed inflection.

Mulder reached around and traced the line of her bra, finding the
clasp of it and undid it deftly. Mulder then came back to the front
of her, gently grasping the thin straps of her garment and slowly
pulled them down her arms, his fingers trailing slowly along the way.

Scully shivered as his hands reverently touched the skin of her
slender arms as the bra fell between them on her lap. His touch
sending rivers of electricity through out her neurons.

" Jesus Scully... You are fucking amazing... " Mulder reached
down and gently traced the coral tip of one of her full breasts.
He felt the slightly pebbled skin of her erect nipple, with his
callused finger and was rewarded with Scully's head tilting back,
her blue eyes fluttering shut, the dark auburn of her lashes framing
the fairness of her skin, as she grunted.

<< Jesus...Scully grunts, who would have known.>>

Mulder leaned forward and took the hardened nipple in his mouth,
licking and nipping it gently. He rubbed the nubbin with his tongue,
gently flicking it to and fro. She tasted like the sea, slightly
salty and fresh, like how he visualized life would taste.

Scully reached up and twisted her hands into his dark thick
hair, bringing him down closer to him. Mulder continued his
ministrations, and with his free hand tugged and twisted the nipple
of her other breast. Scully's breath was becoming more erratic, her
groans less vocal more guttural. She began to grind herself into the
hardness which lie under her.

<< Jesus, this man has one great mouth... >>

Mulder moaned loudly, the friction she was creating in him
distracting him to no ends. Mulder focused himself with great
difficulty, and continued to lavish attention on her with his mouth,
as the other hand snuck down her abdomen, to the elastic band of her
light blue panties. Mulder traced a thin line with his fingertips
along the elastic, causing Scully to squirm and shudder from his
light caress, causing his burning loins even more grief.

" Oooooh, Mmmmmmm...Yeah...", she managed to get out as he began to
gently trace an outline along the outside of her folds. Mulder felt
a gush of her desire dampen the already sodden material, her very
essence filled his nostrils and soothed his soul.

"Scully?", Mulder asked pleadingly, his eyes full of longing and
desire.

"Whaa...", she managed to grunt out, her cognizance less than
desirable

" Lean forward a bit... let me touch you..." Mulder said as he
cupped the wet material of her panties in his warm hand.

With much difficulty, Scully willed her body to lean forward on his
shoulders with her hands. Suddenly she felt Mulder's hands slide up
and under the material, gently exploring her coarse wet curls,
eliciting a violent shudder and soft sigh.

" Oh God ", she exclaimed as he parted her folds and began to
gently stroke the small bud he found there. Scully gasped loudly
and began to move in time with his attentions. Her head leaned
forward gently on his shoulder, and he could feel her breath
becoming ragged and uneven. Mulder then slipped one finger inside of
her, beginning to gently thrust in and out of her, Scully groaned
loudly and pushed her hips down harder on his hands.

" Yeah, that's it baby...", Mulder said as Scully began to breath
harder, her hair falling in his face as she twisted her hands
further in his hair. She met his hand with equal force, driving him
deeper and deeper inside of her. She felt literally joining and
sharing himself with her inner essence, her soul.

" Ahhh, yea...Fast...ter... yeah... ", she crooned at him as he
increased his tempo, driving her to the very edge. Mulder adjusted
his position, and with inserting one other finger, he carefully
probed around, trying to find that special spot he knew would exist.

" Jesus...", Scully screamed as he finally located the place he was
searching for. Mulder continued to thrust into her, her liquid life
gushing down his hand, as she finally came to the edge, she saw
herself looking down at the vast perdition .

" Mulder, wha... Oh, God...", she managed to pant out as Mulder took
his thumb and rubbed the sensitive bundle of nerves he found there,
Scully realized she was leaving her body, immersing in a swirling
ebb tide of burning sensation.

Mulder could feel her thrashing and moaning from his touch, her
copper hair swinging violently about and spoke quietly in the ear
which was nearest to him, his soft tones enough on their own to cause
her to tremble a bit. " It's O.K. baby, let it go... come for me."

" Oh, yes...I'm gonna...OHHH.", Scully screamed loudly, the force
of her release nearly throwing her from his lap. Her head flung back,
her hair falling across the orgasmic flush of her delicate features.
She found herself riding that tide of release within her across that
vast sea.

Mulder rode out the spasms which rocked her and when the last
twitching of her smooth walls abated, he pulled her towards him,
cuddling her in his arms, the cool perspiration of her skin chilling
the hot flushed flesh of his.

" God, Scully...you are beautiful when you come. It was so amazing."
Mulder said as her stroked her damp, mussed hair. He breathed in the
softly floral scent of her hair as it fell across his face.

Scully backed up just a bit, her warm breath mixing with his. Small
beads of sweat glistened upon her brow, as she tried to talk
coherently, her blue eyes full of wonder and amazement.
" That...How...That's never..., only by myself..."

" Well...You think that was good, just you wait and see.", Mulder
teased as he gently stroked the curve of her hip.

Scully slowly lifted herself off of his lap, quiet unsteadily onto
the floor and with a renewed purpose, slid the damp garment down
onto the floor. She stood there, contemplating for one second what
to do next, a puzzled look invading the serene look she was wearing
a moment ago.<< God... This is really going to happen >>, she
thought to herself with a momentarily flash of fear as this
realization hit her very hard.

Mulder looked at the woman who stood before him as naked as the day
she was born. Moisture glistened on her curly hairs where his hand
once was, her breasts glowing almost ethereally in the soft,
forgiving light. " Scully, are you O.K.?", Mulder asked softly...

Scully looked at the man in front of her. The fear showing plainly
upon her face. She knew that if they took this last step, they could
never go back. It would be forever. She wasn't sure if she was
ready. She had for all for this time, hidden behind her walls,
erected to protect her delicate heart. She knew if this was going to
happen, she would have to let him in, let her see her real self.

She looked at Mulder once again, his faith and love in her filling
her fear and driving it away with the light of his presence.
" Make love to me Mulder..."

" Scully... Not yet, I want to make this good..."

" It is already wonderful...I want you so bad... Please?", she said
softly as she stood in front of him, her eyes full of love and
trust.

Mulder nodded knowingly, and lifted his hips up to slip off his
garish undergarment. Mulder slid down to the floor, his back
against the sofa, his long legs flat out before him.

" Mulder?", she asked inquisitively, silently asking him, = the floor?=

" Right here... You'll see...", he said lovingly as he gestured for
her to take his strong hand.

Scully smiled slightly and walked over to him and stood over his hips,
taking his hand in hers, and with one maneuver, she brought herself
down on top of him, impaling herself on top of him. Scully leaned
forward on his shoulders once again and cried out loudly, the
sensation of him filling her almost to much for her already
overtaxed senses.

Mulder moaned loudly, the sensation of her gripping him within her
causing him to take in a deep ragged breath. " Jesus baby, you're...
so tight...wet...God you feel so good."

Mulder could her mumble from her refuge with in his arms.
" Mulder..."

" Scully, look at me... tell me what you are thinking. I want
to see your eyes. "

Scully leaned back, her eyes searching his face..." I love you...",
she said with a bright smile. She reached up to touch his face,
its planes and shadows, a conundrum to be solved.

" I love you too..." He managed to say. Mulder looked down at where
they were joined, her light meeting his dark, and he sighed happily.
He looked back at her, and smiled speaking in a quiet honeyed tone.
" Scully, look at us. I always knew we would be beautiful together."

Scully looked down following his hooded gaze, her eyes still a
little unfocused and said, " Oh God, I don't believe this is
happening".

" I have always believed..." Mulder said as he leaned forward to
place butterfly kisses across the gentle curve of her shoulder.

Scully pushed him back a bit as she ran her fingers over the
muscled expanse of his broad chest.

" I guess you had enough faith for both of us... You always have.",
she said thoughtfully. Tears coming to her deep cobalt eyes,
threatening to spill down upon her gently freckled cheeks.

Mulder leaned back to her brushing a soft kiss on her lush ruby lips,
" You my love, have always been our strength, in spite of the odds."

Scully smiled brightly as she rose up a bit and brought herself down
back on top of him, the rushing tide of sensations causing Scully to
lean back a bit, her eyes fluttering wildly like the flickering flames
of a fire.

" OOOOh, you feel...", she grunted as she rose up once again and
came back down to join with him wholly.

Mulder and Scully began to move together, as they always had, their
silent communication and sense of each others needs, a map toward
their ultimate finality. They met each other thrust for thrust,
kiss for kiss and caress for caress, their bodies trying to fuse
together as one body... one soul... one breath... As it was in the
beginning, before soulmates were separated.

On this day, the holiest of days, the celebration of life eternal,
the celebration of oneness with creation, they died and were reborn,
whole and renewed. As they met the summit of their passion, their
cries lifted up to the heavens, and joined the heavenly hosts singing
their praises. They glimpsed of the beauty and splendor of heavens,
their energy mixing with the creator its self.

That night, they had received the most important gift they could
give one another. They received love...


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Merry Christmas...