From: stellar_dust <katycat@gmail.com>
Date: 13 Dec 2004 23:54:46 -0800
Subject: REP: Into the Lion's Den: Mulder (1/3)
Source: atxc

TITLE: Into the Lion's Den: Mulder (1/3)
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
EMAIL: stellar_dust_x@yahoo.com
WEBSITE: http://xfiles.katycat.net/
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: Farscape episode titles
WORD COUNT: 100
DISCLAIMER: It's not my fault.
SUMMARY: Infiltrating the Fortress.
DATE: 10/24/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


We've made our way carefully into the city, avoiding
patrols and traps that we've painstakingly mapped out
over six months of surveillance.

Before us now is the huge Fortress, the
administration/assimilation/incineration compound
erected by the Others.  It covers the entire National
Mall, stretching higher than the Washington Monument
used to.  None of us has been inside.

I count the seconds, then signal Doggett forward to
the door.  In no time it's open, and he waves us
ahead: Scully first, then Will, then Monica, finally
me.

The door hisses shut behind us.  All's quiet and
dark.  We made it.

So far.

TITLE: Lambs to the Slaughter: Will (2/3)
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: Farscape episode titles
WORD COUNT: 175
DISCLAIMER: Can I claim this particular Will?  CC can
keep the others.
SUMMARY: Will's a little nervous.
DATE: 10/24/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


I try not to take my eyes off Mom's shoes as we crawl
through the ventilation ducts.  I wish I'd never
begged to come along, how could I have been so
stupid, Walter was right, I'm not *nearly* old enough
for this ...

I glance through a grating in the floor and stop,
wiping sweaty palms on my sleeves.  It's a waiting
room; people are sitting on cold plastic chairs and
smiling at the receptionist.  I shiver.

"Why don't they fight?" I whisper.  "Why don't they
run?"

"They don't know any better."  Monica sounds close
behind me.  "That's why we have to help them, Will."

I look down again.  A young girl glances up.  Her
eyes are terrified.  She knows, I think.  She knows
what's up.

"Come on, Will."  Dad's voice is soft and gentle,
urgent and darkly amused.  I love his voice.  "We'll
have time to gawk on the way out."

With a deep breath, I nod and move on.  I'm young,
but I can do this.

I'll do it for the girl who knows.

TITLE: Lambs to the Slaughter: Will (2/3)
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
EMAIL: stellar_dust_x@yahoo.com
WEBSITE: http://xfiles.katycat.net
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: Farscape episode titles
WORD COUNT: 175
DISCLAIMER: Can I claim this particular Will?  CC can 
keep the others.
SUMMARY: Will's a little nervous.
DATE: 10/24/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that 
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


I try not to take my eyes off Mom's shoes as we crawl 
through the ventilation ducts.  I wish I'd never 
begged to come along, how could I have been so 
stupid, Walter was right, I'm not *nearly* old enough 
for this ...

I glance through a grating in the floor and stop, 
wiping sweaty palms on my sleeves.  It's a waiting 
room; people are sitting on cold plastic chairs and 
smiling at the receptionist.  I shiver.

"Why don't they fight?" I whisper.  "Why don't they 
run?"

"They don't know any better."  Monica sounds close 
behind me.  "That's why we have to help them, Will."

I look down again.  A young girl glances up.  Her 
eyes are terrified.  She knows, I think.  She knows 
what's up.

"Come on, Will."  Dad's voice is soft and gentle, 
urgent and darkly amused.  I love his voice.  "We'll 
have time to gawk on the way out."

With a deep breath, I nod and move on.  I'm young, 
but I can do this.

TITLE: Wolf in Sheep's Clothing: Scully (3/3)
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: Farscape episode titles
WORD COUNT: 150
DISCLAIMER: *So* not mine.
SUMMARY: Scully saves the day!
DATE: 10/24/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


My hands shake as I ready the injection; I can't stop
thinking about Monica.  The gate came out of nowhere,
crashing down before her, separating us.  I was
horrified - John was frantic - she only smiled in
that serene, knowing way and said she'd see us later.

I need that confidence now.  What if it doesn't work?
What if I screwed up a decimal point?  What if they
know we're here?  What if Monica dies?

I'm shaking too much.  "Mulder," I croak, and he's
there behind me, steadying me, closing my hands on
the syringe.

"Hey," he whispers, holding me tight.  "It'll work.
Everything will be okay.  It has to be."

I opposed it, but right now I'm so glad he let Will
take his place with John on guard duty.

I take a deep breath, leaning into him, calming down.
.
I close my eyes, and squeeze the plunger.

It's done.

TITLE: The City and the Stars: Skinner
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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SPOILERS: The Truth?
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: First Lines (The War of the Worlds)
WORD COUNT: 440
DISCLAIMER: Not mine.
SUMMARY: A contemplative moment with Skinner.
DATE: 10/04/2004
NOTE: This story starts my post-col drabbleverse.


No one would have believed in the last years of the 
twentieth century that this world was being watched 
keenly and closely by intelligences greater than 
man's and yet as mortal as his own; that as men 
busied themselves about their various concerns they 
were scrutinised and studied, perhaps almost as 
narrowly as a man with a microscope might scrutinise 
the transient creatures that swarm and multiply in a 
drop of water.

How fitting, then, that it was, finally, a woman with 
a microscope who discovered the key to their 
destruction.

For years I didn't believe it.  I was surrounded, 
hemmed in by men who knew the truth; only with a 
minimal shred of credulity, a back-up plan, if you 
will, did I find and nurture one man with an infinite 
capacity for belief.  

And thank God, thank God, that I did.

When I finally saw, with my own eyes, and understood 
- it was nearly too late.

In the distance, the city smolders, like the sleepy 
regard of a watchful red eye, or the dying gasp of 
one man through his last cigarette.  Reyes is in 
there, somewhere, cut off from the others in their 
mad dash back to safety.

She'll be back.  It won't be long now.

In the second decade of the twenty-first century, no 
one can afford not to believe.

I swipe my sleeve across my brow; it's hot out here.  
It's hotter still in the tent behind me, where Mulder 
and Dana, John and Alvin and Will and the rest are 
holding a subdued celebration, anticipating the chaos 
when the effects of Scully's virus begin to manifest 
themselves in the Overlords.  No, it won't be long.

They've let Will have a beer.  He's a man now, a 
soldier at thirteen, veteran of his first campaign, 
and for an instant, that saddens me.

"Have a drink, Walter?"  It's Mulder at my elbow, 
hand on my shoulder, passing me a bottle.  Trust him 
to know when a man wants to be alone.  I snort and 
accept it.

"Hard to believe, isn't it?" he gestures, 
encompassing, well - everything.  There's a breeze 
that stands his hair on end, flash-dries the sweat on 
my neck.  If I had a poetic soul I might say changes 
were a'comin'.  I take a swig.

"I don't know, Mulder.  I was just thinking that I 
believe in more tonight than I ever have before."

He looks at me closely for an instant, then away.  "I 
know what you mean."

We stand there, in companionable silence, suspended 
in the darkness between the burnt city and the stars, 
until Scully appears and herds us off to bed.

Tomorrow's another big day.

TITLE: In Starlight: Mulder
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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SPOILERS: Conduit, Closure; post-col
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: Rituals
WORD COUNT: 100
DISCLAIMER: not mine
SUMMARY: Finding Samantha, every day.
DATE: 11/02/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


When I was young, I had a ritual: every night I'd
close my eyes, walk into Samantha's room, and pretend
she'd be there when I opened them.

Decades passed before I stopped walking into that
room.

I have a different ritual now.

Skinner looks at me wryly and heads back to camp.  I
finish my drink and tear my eyes from the city's
glow.  No clouds tonight; the cosmos reels dizzyingly
around me as I fall up, infinitely through time, and
every constellation has her face.

Samantha's room is the universe; she's always there.
I'm content.

Tonight, she's smiling back.

TITLE: Vespers: Scully
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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SPOILERS: None really; post-col
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: Rituals
WORD COUNT: 175
DISCLAIMER: They only belong to each other.
SUMMARY: After the battle, Scully prays.
DATE: 11/02/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


I still pray.

That might seem strange.  But after all I've seen and
lived through, it'll take a lot more than a simple
alien invasion to shatter my faith again.

I admit, some days are harder than others.  Today's
one of the easy ones.

I don't have an altar or a cross, and I lost my
necklace years ago somewhere in Mexico; but the
muscles remember, and my hand still creeps to my
throat as I kneel beside the pallet.  I give thanks
for our success, thanks for my breakthrough that led
us there; I pray for Monica's safety and that William
never ceases to make me as proud as he did today.

And as I pray for Mulder, I feel his arms around me
and his lips against my neck.  I finish hastily and
pull him down beside me on the floor, rolling on top
of him and crushing our lips together.

Today we've accomplished what we started two decades
ago.  There's much more work to come, but right now -
it's time to celebrate.

TITLE: Ruins: Doggett
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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SPOILERS: Anything with Luke, season 8; post-col
RATING: PG
PAIRING: DRR
CHALLENGE: Rituals
WORD COUNT: 100
DISCLAIMER: I didn't do it.
SUMMARY: Doggett learns what it is to miss somebody.
DATE: 11/02/2004
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabbleverse that
started with 'The City and the Stars.'


It's been a month, and we haven't found Monica.

Thinking those words hurts.

We've got a base just inside the city limits, working
our way, street by street, clearing out alien corpses
and rounding up survivors.  It's tough work.

She's not in the Fortress.  We checked there first.

Is this how Dana felt when Mulder was abducted?
'Cause God damn, I thought I understood - losing Luke
was hell.

At least we *knew*.

So every day, after dinner, I hike to the rubble that
used to be her apartment building.  Sometimes I find
a trinket I recognize.  Mostly I just hope.


TITLE: Justify: Mulder
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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WEBSITE: http://katycat.net/xfiles/
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SPOILERS: none; post-col
RATING: PG
PAIRINGS: M/S, D/R
CHALLENGE: U2 ("Pride (In the Name of Love)")
WORD COUNT: 235
DISCLAIMER: Not mine.
DATE: 11/27/2004
INSPIRATION: "One man come in the name of love, One 
man come and go: One man come, he to justify: One man 
to overthrow.."


Doggett clatters to a halt under the makeshift 
awning, wild-eyed and waving a piece of paper around.

"They found her," he pants. "Must've got a group o' 
prisoners out just before the virus. Tiny compound - 
North Carolina."

"Monica?" My chair clatters to the ground behind me. 
"Well, we've gotta get down there, we'll have to put 
a team together, we can take some people off patrols 
and - "

"No, Mulder." It's Skinner's gruff voice behind me. 
"We can't spare the men. Not right now."

"But - " Doggett glances back and forth between us, 
shaking. "It's *Monica*!"

I set the chair back up and shrug into my jacket. 
"Guess it's just you and me then, John. We can leave 
as soon as you're ready."

"No."

I spin in frustration. "Sir - "

Skinner's hands are raised. "Mulder, you're needed 
here." He nods outside, where Will and Scully are 
playing catch. I shake my head. Of course I don't 
want to leave them, but -

"That's why I'm going." Skinner steps blithely around 
the table and propels John out into the sunlight.

Astonished, I can only stare. "Sir?"

He nods at me once. I shut up and let them go.

I can hear Will's laughter on the breeze, mingled 
with Scully's teasing scolds. I don't ever want to 
think of losing either of them, again.

Skinner's ratty old pick-up starts with a sputter. 
"Bring her back safe," I whisper to the air.

TITLE: Caught: Skinner
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
EMAIL: stellar_dust_x@yahoo.com
WEBSITE: http://katycat.net/xfiles/
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG
PAIRINGS: None overt
CHALLENGE: U2 ("Pride (In the Name of Love)")
WORD COUNT: 173
DISCLAIMER: Not mine.
DATE: 11/27/2004
INSPIRATION: "What more, in the name of love. One man
caught on a barbed wire fence, One man he resist..
Shot rings out in the Memphis sky.."


Took us two days to get here, but finally we're in
position. I'm going in from the west end; John's
taking the beach. Any aliens inside are keeping to
themselves, probably in the largest building at the
center - with skill and a little bit of luck we'll
take them out quickly, find Monica, and get all the
remaining prisoners to safety.

I wonder how many more enclaves like this there are,
leftover around the country. Taking them all out
sounds like a job I could handle.

With one deep breath, I check my supplies and start
to scramble through the cut in the fence. I'm caught
up short, and shit! My jeans are snagged in the
barbed wire. Snagged pretty damn well, too, I can't -

Well, there are certain sacrifices I'm prepared to
make, and if I have to storm the compound half naked
- I shrug and start to unzip my fly.

"Hey, mister, you need help?"

I have my gun out and fired before I register that
I'm looking at an ally.


TITLE: Morning: Reyes
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
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WEBSITE: http://katycat.net/xfiles/
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG
PAIRINGS: D/R
CHALLENGE: U2 ("Pride (In the Name of Love)")
WORD COUNT: 189
DISCLAIMER: Not mine.
DATE: 11/27/2004
INSPIRATION: "Early morning, April 4: Shot rings out 
in the Memphis sky. Free at last.. In the name of 
love."
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabble series, 
'The City and the Stars.'


I wake with a start at the sound of gunfire. Assuming 
that *was* gunfire; it's been awhile. Who would be - ?

Can't think about that now. I rush to wake the others 
and herd the children into the administration 
building - not used for much anymore, but it's the 
safest place in the compound.

I'm staring uncertainly out the window, wondering if 
I've finally started to hallucinate, when the last 
person I *ever* expected to see turns the corner into 
the street.

I'm out the door and hugging him in a flash. "Walter! 
How is everyone? I wanted to come back and find you, 
but after we took over I realized I had no idea where 
we are, and here at least there's food, but - "

I lean back and look him over. "I'm glad to see you."

"Well." His eyes crinkle when he smiles. "I have to 
say this is not what we expected to find, but I think 
we can get everyone settled somewhere safe. Where's 
Doggett?"

"John's - ?"

"He was coming in from the beach side, I expected him 
to beat me - "

I've never run so fast in my life.


TITLE: Kiss: Doggett
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
EMAIL: stellar_dust_x@yahoo.com
WEBSITE: http://katycat.net/xfiles/
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SPOILERS: None; post-col
RATING: PG-13
PAIRING: DRR OH YES. RUN.
CHALLENGE: U2 ("Pride (In the Name of Love)")
WORD COUNT: 175
DISCLAIMER: Not mine.
DATE: 11/27/2004
INSPIRATION: "One man washed on an empty beach, One 
man betrayed with a kiss.. Free at last, they took 
your life; They could not take your pride. In the 
name of love."
NOTE: This is part of my post-col drabble series, 
'The City and the Stars.'


My chest hurts like hell. Something's on my mouth and 
I can't breathe. I remember lots and lots of water 
and the fence went a hell of a lot deeper than I 
expected ... Am I dead?

If I open my eyes will Monica be waiting for me?

Wait, wait, no, I should hope to see Luke, damn, I 
can't think straight -

I cough and the pressure on my mouth subsides, my 
eyes flutter open -

Monica. She's giving me CPR.

Fuck that.

I force my arms up and pull her down on top of me in 
the shallow water, twining my fingers in her hair to 
make sure her lips don't move a millimeter. She 
grunts in surprise but I'm too busy kissing her to 
care; she chuckles a little and responds, moving 
slowly and carefully against my body, nipping at my 
tongue, turning the kiss of life into the kiss of 
*my* life ...

Skinner might be laughing out loud as we roll over 
and over, tangled together and splashing in the sun. 
I'd never notice. 

TITLE: The General's Secret: Skinner
AUTHOR: stellar_dust
EMAIL: stellar_dust_x@yahoo.com
WEBSITE: http://katycat.net/xfiles/
ARCHIVE/FEEDBACK: Sure.
SPOILERS: The Truth?
RATING: PG
CHALLENGE: FTF Soundtrack: Hunter
WORD COUNT: 100
DISCLAIMER: Not invented by me.  Expanded by me,
though.
DATE: 10/09/2004
SUMMARY: Another glimpse at post-col Skinner.
NOTE: Set in the same universe as my story "The City
and the Stars."


There was a time when I thought I could organize
freedom.

I had administrative experience, military - I'd build
and orchestrate the resistance cells, Mulder would
handle intelligence, Scully'd keep working on a cure
- in no time an insurgent structure would enmesh the
country, and in a matter of months we'd set this
nation free.

It didn't work that way.

Four years later, we barely have our foot in the
door.

In this brave new world, the road to freedom is a
twisted path through anarchy.

Most of the time, I'm out of my element.
But that's what friends are for.

