From: Wil Castro <wcastro@uog9.uog.edu>
Date: Sun, 17 Oct 1999 11:30:42 -0400
Subject: submitting a story, "Classified" part 1 of 2
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Title: Classified
author: agpama
e-mail address: proxphiler@yahoo.com
rating: R
spoilers: none
MSR
disclaimer: No copyright infringement is intended with the creation of
this story. I dont own the wonderful characters, Chris Carter and 1013
productions does.

Summary:  Mulder embarks on a secret mission that puts the Lone Gunmen
on a wild goose chase, and Scully, in an evening dress, at the hospital.

CLASSIFIED
(Part 1 of 2)
7:22 a.m.  WASHINGTON HERALD  BUILDING

Mulder climbed up the stairs of the Washington Herald Building,
occasionally looking back to see if anyone had followed him.   

7:49 a.m.
He walked down the stairs looking both ways before breathing a sigh of
relief in accomplishing a task he hopes no one will find out.  A man, in
a leather jacket with slick black hair, recognized Mulder from inside
the building and slowly followed close behind him.  He is curious to
find out about what had brought him there.

ONE WEEK LATER
5:00 p.m.  J. EDGAR HOOVER BUILDING
Mulder packs his things from his desk and picks his coat up before
approaching Scully.  
"I'm going to head home early.  I want to catch the Knicks game on TV,
so if it's....." he said before Scully cut him off.
"Oh al right then," she said.  "No problem.  I'm going to stay a while
to finish up this report."
"You'll be al right here. I mean I can...." he said and was silenced by
her again.
"I'm fine! Now go!" she commanded.
With that resolved, they exchanged smiles briefly before Mulder shut the
office door behind him.  
As soon as she felt that Mulder was safely making his way out of the
building she scrounged up her things and dumped them into her computer
bag, hurrying, the way Mulder did, out the door.  She drove out of the
building parking garage only to be caught in the middle of the worst
traffic she has seen since she last worked an ordinary eight hour job. 
Working on the X-files kept her in the basement well after working hours
almost all the time, and today, was not the day to break out of that
routine.  Meanwhile two street lights ahead of her, sat Mulder stuck in
the very same traffic, looking into the distance where a five-car
collision had occurred.  He groaned in frustration, knowing he was going
to be late for a very important appointment.

6:17 p.m.  FREEWAY 
After spending thirty minutes trying to escape traffic, he found himself
taking another thirty minutes trying to find his way back into the city
after taking numerous detours.  He finally arrived at the restaurant and
asked the maitre-de for the table  reserved for him and a guest.  He was
disappointed to see it empty but sat down anyhow. Every second seemed
like an eternity as he looked at his watch and hoped that even if he was
an hour late that the least his guest could've done was wait.  The fact
that he did not come on time, must have scared her off, thinking that he
had stood her up.  He felt awful for this woman, whom he had never met, 
and attempted to soothe his sorrow by tearing off a piece of the
complimentary breadsticks with his teeth as he sat, sulking in his
chair.  A waiter came by to replace the empty basket of breadsticks on
Mulder's table, and to hand him a note.  The message enclosed read, 

"What were once dreams, reached and remembered.  Meet me at the
Smithsonian at 9:00 tonight."  
He took a deep breath and smiled, feeling his self-esteem up-lifted,
then placed the note in his pocket as he decided to open the menu to get
a bite to eat.    

6:25 p.m.
There was a disturbance by the entrance of the restaurant.  Mulder
turned to see what was going on and saw a man arguing with the
maitre-de.  Then someone from the other side of the room shouted, "Get
an ambulance quick!"
Mudler rose from his seat along with other curious customers to get a
closer look at the commotion.  When he finally got through the crowd, he
saw two women being fanned by the waiters.  They were grabbing onto
their stomachs, sweating and squeamishly green on their face.  The man
who was arguing with the maitre-de approached the crowd and started to
speak above them.   The waiters took him by the arms but he went on to
say as he was being let out the door, "My wife is at the hospital at
this moment suffering from food poisoning after eating lunch here this
afternoon.  It may take a couple of hours to a few minutes to set in for
some people, so take pre cautions, and be ready to go to the hospital
before the symptoms worsen!" And he was shoved out the door, with the
door slammed shut in front of him.  The crowd started to mumble amongst
each other, observing the person beside them for such symptoms. 
Symptoms starting to show on Mulder. 
"Are you feeling sick sir?"  the lady asked.
"No!" Mulder cried.  He laughed, walking back to his table, at what the
hysteria had caused. A grumbling sensation started to aggravate his
belly, at first.  Then, it turned into a sharp piercing pain.  He
staggered to the restroom and found other customers already experiencing
the same thing he was, either expectorating or defecating the toxic
fluid from their bodies.  It was a mad house  Several ambulances had
evacuated half  of the customers from the restaurant to the hospital.

8:25 p.m.  Georgetown Hospital
They had just pumped his stomach of its contents, and a nurse had
already brought him out into the emergency room hallway where other food
poisoning patients sat and waited for the symptoms to subside.  Weak
from enduring the wrenching pain, but past the worst part, he looked
around him to see other unfortunate epicureans still worst off than when
he first came in.  He caught a blurry sight of a doctor lovingly tending
to the patients who were still experiencing the discomforts.  For a
moment, he wished that he was as sick as they were so he can be tended
to by her.  He observed the way she gently placed her hand on their
foreheads to check for their temperature, and how she held their hand
while she reassured them that everything was going to be okay.  She must
have been called in on an emergency to help staff the hospital's ER as
it was being inundated with food-borne illness cases. He noticed an
elegant evening dress underneath her trench-coat.  As if  she picked up
the sense of his admiration for her, she turned abruptly to his
direction.
"Mulder?  You're done?" the woman asked.
Mulder's eyes not only widened, but was now able to focus, to see that
the doctor was, 
"Scully?"
She approached him and asked,  "Are you okay, Mulder?  You look pale?"
Indeed he was, not from his ailment but from realizing that the
beautiful doctor was none other than his primary physician, Dr. Dana
Scully.  
"Why are you here?" he asked, his voice box strained by a tube the
doctors had inserted into his throat to pump the food from his aching
stomach.
"Hospital staff took my number from your wallet and contacted me.  I
came as fast as I could," she answered him, with sparkling eyes that he
only noticed now, made obvious by the shimmering jewelry that had
accentuated her beauty.
"Scully, what's the occasion?"
"What?" she asked, initially confused to hear him ask that question.
"Why are you wearing an evening dress to the hospital?"  he asked, weak
yet curious.
"Oh! This?! Oh! I am...going to attend a seminar,"  she answered feebly.
"For what?"
"Um, new medical breakthroughs associated with the use of.... tropical
plants,"  she muttered almost as if she was questioning herself.
"You're not going to fall for those network-marketing,
guaranteed-to-make-you-rich-quick scams, are you Scully?
And waste a beautiful dress for that?"  Scully was flattered to hear him
take notice of the dress she excitedly picked with a goal in mind
accomplished-to look outstanding.    
"No.  I'm not going to waste it being here.  I checked your chart, and
it looks good so far, but we won't know exactly the results until
tomorrow of what caused the outbreak, but they've taken numerous tests
on each of the victims of food poisoning.  A public health official
closed the establishment down suspecting that the bread dough may have
been cross-contaminated due to improper storage of meat produce."
Mulder chuckled quietly, "That would explain it."
"Well, Mulder.  Since you appear in good health again, I'll be on my
way.  But I'll be here tomorrow morning before they release you...." 
she said.
"You're going to leave me?" he cried.
She tilted her head to the side displaying pity, but apparently had
difficulty in saying it, "Mulder.  Okay I'll be back in an hour.  I
really have to go!"
"Me too!" he exclaimed immediately,  surprising Scully with his
reaction.  Her looks remained questioning as Mulder had to explain.  "I
need to go...home...too.  You see, I'm fine now.  So you can take me
home and I'll rest there, I promise.  I'll be able to recover a lot more
quickly having some peace and quiet.  Look at this place.  C'mon Scully,
I'll call you if I start to act up again," he begged Scully with those
puppy dog eyes. 
She didn't want to argue and upset him any further, not that she wasn't
concerned about his condition, she was very concerned, and this was not
one of those serious situations, that would require constant
supervision, but mainly because she knew that she was needed more at her
previous engagement. 
"I'll talk to the doctors," she immediately submitted, and left to find
one.  When she was out of his sight, he pulled out the note from his
coat pocket and read it again.  He had to make it this time, and on
time, at the Smithsonian, if he really wanted to meet this person.  

8:38 p.m.
He completely lost track of time and only remembered to ask Scully for
it as they both stepped onto the parking lot pavement.
 "It's twenty til nine," she answered tugging on his arm, urging him to
walk faster.
He slowed the pace down as he thought for a second, and realized that he
left his car at the restaurant, that if Scully dropped him home there
wouldn't be any transportation to get him to the Smithsonian tonight. 
"Um, you know what I think? You should head straight to your seminar and
I'll hail for a cab."
"Don't be riduculous Mulder.  I'm taking you home," she insisted.
"No! It's okay Scully.  I would really feel bad if you missed your
seminar."  He turned around and spotted a cab parked at the curb, then
slowly inched towards it, lifting his arm to flag down the cabby.
Before she could say another word, Mulder had already climbed into the
cab.  She was thankful, after all that, to still be able to make it to
where she needed to go.

(continued)
Classified
(Part 2 of 2)

9:13 p.m.  SMITHSONIAN INSTITUTE
"Sorry sir but we're closed," a security guard said to him as he ran
into the building from the main entrance.
"I'm here to meet someone.  Did you see a woman come in here?"  Mulder
urgently asked.
"Can you be more specific?" the guard asked.
"She's..." he stops and realizes that he hasn't even seen her himself. 
"Look I need to find her.  She said she'll be here!"
"Look this building is completely clear.  The last person left ten
minutes ago.  Now, I'll have to ask you to please exit the building!"
He sat himself on the front steps of the Smithsonian, holding the note
in his hand.  Convinced now that this impulsive rendezvous was all a
wild goose chase, that he was only fooling himself about love and
destiny.  He wanted to knock his head for being so naove about building
the intrigue on a woman whom he has never met nor talked to, but shared
a connection of the minds with through a column he placed in the
personal ads.
He remembered when he decided to submit the ad, but couldn't recall
exactly what possessed him to even think what he thought up.  He knew
why he did it.  He just wanted to forget all about it now.  It had
caused him a lot of turmoil and inner torment to keep these emotions
bottled up inside that drove into his gut, worst than the contaminated
food churning in his stomach.  Those sleepless nights were answered when
he decided to do what he needed to do, desperately.  Not act
desperately, mind you, but act from the desperation of assistance from a
source qualified enough to relate to his emotions-the opposite sex.  The
response was tremendous because of the style he had chosen to write it
in.  He received dozens of letters from women, submitting their response
to his ad in a matter of days.  And he sat down and actually made the
time to read all  of them.  Many praising him for being such a die-hard
romantic in this day and age of "foreplay" as the only type of romance. 
He was one in the literary sense, as he re-invented the personal ads. 
However, the compliments came pouring in, he discarded one after the
other until he found one letter-the letter he kept, a simple letter,
unlike the others that were drawn-out and mellow dramatic.  The few
words this letter contained became the key to his destiny.  He had put
all his faith in the words of a stranger who had provided him with an
answer that lingered in his mind, long enough to have more questions
surface, which prompted him to send this stranger a request to meet and
discuss this important issue further.  
The ad was written in a form of a poem, about seeking advice from women
about another, which went: 






When you owe your life to a woman
whose unwavering generosity makes love 
an inferior sensation, when her power intimidated you
yet captivated you to endure watching  wonders unravel
a truth untamed, leaving two hearts unanswered, having one need 
for one, reaching infinitely, not outwardly but inwardly to find the
words 
to tell of her worth, that a mute heart  has not learned the language
my lips yearn to bring forth, to tell how much I owe, want to own, 
and how I want to be her destiny..... 
 
With all the helpful answers he received, one had such an impact on him,
even with a detached explanation of what was interpreted of his poem. 
No one clearly understood what he was trying to convey as well as this
one note had.

"The truth is your destiny."  

That was all she wrote on a piece of paper, with a return address, of
course.  


"Mulder?" 
Mulder slowly lifted his head to look up at a familiar face, the face he
wanted to behold; of a woman he respected so deeply, for whom he went
out of his way, to bring meaning into their un-definable relationship. 
He loved her with so great a passion, that he couldn't unleash its very
power on her.  Knowing that falling in love is exactly what it
meant-losing ground and drifting into oblivion inside the unfamiliar
walls of his heart.  But that was before he read that note and ingrained
into his head.  He wanted to be firm, attempting to control what he had
been harboring since reviving her lifeless form in the Antarctic,  now
growing into a blazing inferno inside him.  This was an outlet for him,
an intellectual purging of the mind to keep his chivalry in check and to
make the world know the existence of an incredible woman, standing in
front of him at that and every moment, always there to pick him up.

"How did you know I'd be here?" he asked.
"I didn't," she responded.
He rose from the steps and walked closer to her.  "Then what are you
doing here, aren't you suppose to be at a function?
She ignored his question, and stared at him with those intense eyes, the
ones she always had on while listening to one of his unbelievable
theories.  
"Mulder? What is the name of the restaurant that gave you food
poisoning?"  
She kept looking at him, anxiously anticipating his answer.  Her mind
painted the final strokes of an image in her brain, while Mulder's
played a game of connect-the-dots.  Although they were at two different
areas of the brain,   both produced the very same mental
picture.	        
This time Mulder returned his stoned face look at her, expressing the
same kind of anxiousness she did as he ignored her question deciding to
ask one himself.
"Was it at the very same restaurant where your seminar is, the "Al
Dente" Restaurant at 105 Beacon Street?
All she could do was swallow, after every other word he uttered.  The
more accurate he got to naming the meeting place, the more difficult it
became for her to swallow.  
"You're the one," he said as stoned face as she's ever seen, that if one
knew  him, that was his hallmark expression of utter awe.
She stood there observing the stoic expression in his eyes turn into a
bright glow as images danced in them, answering to himself what Dana
asked outloud, "You wrote the ad? .....I had no idea....It was you I was
writing to?" 
She asked it to herself breathlessly, trembling at the knees, while
Mulder's buckled, making him fall to his on the grass.
"Let's get you out of here."
She knelt down beside him and whispered those words in his ears as she
tried to lift him back up.
"It's you...It was you....my destiny....It...It's you! "  he babbled
incoherently, pulling out the grass  from the Smithsonian yard.  Scully
couldn't see what he was doing with his face looking towards the grass,
whether he was giggling like a silly teen-age girl, or crying like a
silly teen-age girl.  As she squeezed his shoulder, he turned to look at
her to show that he was doing both.
"What was once a dream, is reached....." he spoke as he rose together
with Scully, to their feet.
Then she joined in to say, "....and remembered."  She looked at his hazy
eyes and smiled.  "You say such beautiful words Mulder."
"They're for you, Dana.  It was all about you," he said to her with his
fingers caressing a face flushed with embarrassment and surprise.
The moment was beautiful, with the big full moon casting its light on
them, illuminating the emotions that had spread into the surrounding
atmosphere, making Dana's skin glow radiantly.  She looked into those
tender eyes and mentally recited what she had memorized as a poetic
gesture of love, the love that had been indirectly expressed from a
stranger, but was directly about her.  It was all about her, and all
that she could do at that moment was look deeply into the eyes that
never needed a single word at all from her.  Even as she thought, a
million conversations were taking place.  There was still so much to
learn from each other, so much the heart was preparing itself to feel as
each verse had sunk into Dana's heart, and bringing strength and courage
into Mulder's, to act on his feelings-once words, transformed into a
soul, like a life force into two dormant hearts, now beating stronger
and louder with a new rhythm.       
The moment was perfect for their glowing bodies to unleash an
uncontaminated desire on flesh, so that it's infectious energy, can
spread throughout the bloodstream, rushing straight for the heart. In
other words, the moment was indeed  in need of a kiss, to make it
perfect, which Mulder was attempting to accomplish this time, inching
closer to her again, when the lower part of his body began to demand his
attention.
 He held onto her shoulders and apologetically asked, "Scully? Can you
get me home, pronto?"
 Scully asked him as they both headed for her car,  "Are you okay?"  
"Oh yeah.  I hope its just a case of the butterflies," he said placing
an arm around Scully's shoulders and the other on his tummy.     
              
         


9:32 p.m  APT.  42  ALEXANDRIA, VIRGINIA
"Let me get this straight Mulder.  If you didn't send me that note, who
did?"  Scully asked as Mulder opened his apartment door for her.  
"All I know is we both got the same message to meet at the Smithsonian,
but from who? And why?"  he replied.  When he flicked the light switch
on, they both noticed before them a beautifully arranged candlelight
dinner for two on the coffee table. 
"You shouldn't have done this for me Scully.  I don't think I could take
another bite after what happened tonight,"
Mulder said looking at the basket of bread rolls.
"Mulder, I didn't do this.  Looks like your dream girl did," Scully said
looking at the same bread rolls, becoming more appetizing by the
second.  She had saved her appetite for the dinner date that never took
place, and now she was famished.
"This wasn't your idea, then?" he asked, hinting to her that it was her
who was his dream girl.
"No Mulder, but someone had apparently gone to a whole lot of trouble to
bring us together that it may not be as coincidental as you think it
is,"  she said picking up one of the bread rolls.  
"I have a feeling I know who went to all the trouble,"  he said from the
other room, as he opened his closet door, watching three men roll out of
the cramped space.  "You guys mind telling me what you're doing in my
closet?"
Byers answered,  while wiping the dust off his suit, "Wrong exit?"
"Nice try, Mr. Slick,"  Langly quipped at Byers.
"We were just around the neighborhood and thought you'd like some
dinner,"  Frohike explained.
They walked out the room and Scully jumped to see all three of them
catch her gnawing on a bread roll,
"Mmm, what's going on?" she asked with her mouth full.
"Okay guys start explaining," Mulder demanded.
The Lone Gunmen looked at him, then turned towards Dana who had crumbs
of bread trailing off into her cleavage.
Frohike stood forward and started to explain, "We sent both of you the
note to meet at the Smithsonian."
"This was all a scam?" Scully asked, disappointed more so than annoyed. 
"No, on the contrary," Byers replied.  "I admit we had a hand in it, but
the rest were pretty much in both your control."
"Like the newspaper left on my doorstep.  How it was turned to that
particular ad and circled with red ink,"  Scully recalled.
"Yup, but it was your will to respond to the ad, and Mulder's decision
to choose your letter from all the responses.  We had no hand in that at
all," Langly declared.  
"So how'd you guys find out that it was her all this time?"  Mulder
asked.
"We didn't,"  Buyers stated,  "Until Frohike snuck into your apartment,
four days ago, to borrow one of your videotapes.  He found the letters
you threw away and noticed an envelope, ready to be sent out, with an
address familiar to him."
It was common knowledge that Frohike would have Scully's mailing address
memorized.
Mulder remembered, that he too, contemplated on replying to the
anonymous sender of the letter that forever changed the course of his
relationship with Scully.
"So you guys knew that Mulder wrote the ad?"  Scully asked, hoping to
find out if this was actually the hand of fate.
"Yeah, Frohike spotted him at the Herald, submitting an article, "Byers
explained, "He found out through a contact from within that you had
submitted some type of poetry in the personal ads.
"What were you doing there, anyhow, Frohike?"  Mulder inquired.
"That's classified,"  Frohike facetiously replied.
Then Byers continued,  "When we read it, we had to give Miss Scully a
fair share in it;  an opportunity to respond.  We left the rest up to
fate, and low and behold, here we all are."  He chuckled for a bit,
prompting the rest to find humor in his veritable comment.  
"You guys followed us around the whole evening?"  Mulder asked.
Langly looked at Byers and nervously replied, "Not exactly.  We wanted
to see the expression on your faces when you'd finally meet at the
restaurant.  Frohike followed behind Scully to make sure she was going
to the right place, and we followed behind you.
Frohike interrupted and continued telling their adventure, "I called on
the phone and the guys assumed you were getting a little anxious in your
chair, so that's when we decided to write the notes and leave them
there.  We paid off the waiter to wait for Miss Scully who arrived
shortly after the ambulances left."
"We were sitting on the edge of our seats the whole evening watching you
guys get into all sorts of things.  I'll tell you, we were afraid it
wasn't going to happen.  But it did!" Byers rejoiced.                
"Whoa! Talk about celestial intervention!" Langly exclaimed, overwhelmed
how the night's unpredictable events had turned out for the better, with
everyone accomplishing the mission of love and destiny.
"Well, we better get going.  So the two of you can continue with your
evening,"  Byers said as he gestrured to his friends to get a move on.
"One of these days Miss Scully, you'll have to tell us what you wrote," 
Frohike said as he passed by her on his way out.
Scully blushed, "that's classified," she said as they both shared a
smile.
Mulder saw them out the door, giving each one a bear hug before letting
them out.  They were indeed, loyal friends to him, true watchdogs, that
even  in his search for love did they work behind the scenes to get the
infornation he needed-exactly what he needed delivered, as it stood
right in the middle of his apartment, chewing on a bread
roll.              
 
He kept watch over them as the elevator door closed, smiling proudly at
the world that revolved around him.  At that moment it was spinning to
his every move, even as he shut the door.  When he turned around he
found Scully making herself comfortable on the floor by the coffee
table.  She had taken advantage of the meal prepared for the both of
them.  "Mulder, this is delicious.  You just have to try this,"  she
said, shoving a piece of sautee'd mushroom between her glossy lips.
"No thanks.  I'll just sit here, and wait for these butterflies to calm
down."
"You know, getting food into your system will help alleviate the
sensation in your stomach,"  Scully informed him, acting on the same
advice, to relieve her butterflies.
After Mulder watched Scully scrape off the last speck of food on her
plate, he sat and thought about how comfortable she became in front of
him.  She didn't have to act overly sophisticated in that evening dress,
practicing table etiquette before a gentleman, but she had always been
well-mannered, and every action exemplified her stateliness.  He
continued to observe her as she eased herself on the couch.
"This dress has reached its maximum capacity," she gasped out.  "I don't
think I can breath in it, after that meal."
Mulder laughed at her cute mannerisms.  They made him want to cozy up
and treat her like a teddy bear.   
 
"Mulder I better head on home and slip out of these clothes before it's
too late,"  she gasped out again as she struggled to stand up.
"Nonsense, Scully.  Just change into my clothes.  I'll give you a long
shirt you can wear,"  he suggested.
"Don't be ridiculous Mulder..." 
He continued to say, "So you'll be comfortable while we talk.  I still
have quite a few questions to ask, remember?"
She submitted, and Mulder jumped to find a shirt.  "What the heck it's
Friday," she commented.
"Will you unzip me please?" she muttered.
Mulder slowly unzipped the dress until it reached the very bottom, where
he caught a view of her underwear.  It was a thong, he thought.  He kept
his eyes there until Scully moved forward to slip the dress of f.  His
eyes followed the downward course of the dress before reversing back up
to see the unraveled perfection of the female anatomical structure from
the bottom up.   He slowly observed Dana's long silky, chiseled legs,
and then went on to the hips that subtly swayed as she swung the shirt
around her. Without thinking, he stepped forward to pull himself against
her frame, using her arms to brace him, then wrapping his around her
chest.  Dana turned her head to meet his  face looming over her.  Their
eyes met and a smile crept from their mouths that described the elation
they were feeling about the physical contact made.  The contact, they
both knew, would open the doors to more electrically charged ones than
this.  It was the first made in their new boundless relationship. 
Still very near to her eyes, he said, "..to have and to hold from this
day forward...."
She could just melt in his arms, hearing those words, adding to her
thoughts that he always had a way with them.
Then she withdrew from him realizing the origin of  that phrase, 'Oh my
God.  He's going to propose to me while I'm half naked,' she thought
frantically as she headed back to the couch, speaking coolly though,
"Come here Mulder we have so much to talk about."  He followed
immediately.                  
    
"Scully?"
"Hmm?" she responded.
"Why did you respond?"  his question made her straighten herself for a
second.  She had to think about it before answering,  "I thought the
answer was plain and simple, something we tend to overlook when we focus
on the grandeur.  You look at something for what it symbolizes, drawing
an intangible reference to what it represents. In doing that, you lose
it's true meaning to a bunch of words multiplied, making it more
difficult to express accurately.  The truth is all we need to come close
to perfection, and that's what I interpreted from the poem of what I
thought was about a man who saw this in a woman."
"That's all I need to do?" he asked of her.  She looked at him and saw
that his eyes stopped dancing.  They were now burning intensely as it
pierced into Dana's flesh.  He needed the answer so badly that the
silence could just as easily killed him.
"To do what?"  she asked.
"To simplify my view of the greatest thing that ever happened to me?"  A
familiar color of darkness had re-entered his eyes, as he continued on,
"You are a constant in my life.  No matter how much we've grown
together, you remain  firm.  Because what you've learned and seen has
made you stronger.  The things that have been done to you had bore in
you the key to unlocking the mysteries we relentlessly pursue, then to
have the truth elude us consequently as it has consumed you.  Yet, one
truth has remained with me, before my eyes, and heart to behold.  That
if I am terminated..."
"Mulder, don't say..."  she attempted to plead, but Mulder proceeded, 
"If I don't beat the odds the next time around, I want you to know...." 
He moved in closer and caressed her crumbling countenance.  Her tears
had fallen freely and plentifully down her cheek.
"...I was destined to be saved by you, to have you as a source, putting
meaning, in every facet of my existence; of humanity, that abandoned the
idealistic world I live in; of comfort, when you offer your heart to
persevere with this journey; and of truth, when you first walked into my
life.  A life, which started with you-my destiny."
Slowly drawing towards each other, hearing their hearts beat loudly
against their chests as contact was made again.
It felt terribly painful for Scully to hear those morbid words from
Mulder, realizing that their mortality is the only thing that can divide
them forever-something she could not face after this revelation of all
revelations.  She felt it to be inevitable and wanted to hide him from
the rest of the world so she could keep him forever, but that's not how
it was going to be.  Her fear had subsided as Mulder's lips engaged on
hers, generating a massaging affect that relaxed their taut nerves. 
There was indeed nothing to fear.  Mulder had found one of his truths,
making Dana lay claim to the passion that has driven him, for years, and
for her tonight and forever.       

THE END

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