From: "aka "Jake"" <nejake@tds.net>
Date: Mon, 6 Sep 1999 19:48:55 -0400
Subject: X-Files Fanfic: The Coiled Serpent
Source: direct

Title: The Coiled Serpent (1/1)
Author: aka "Jake"
Rating: R (Language, Violence, Adult Themes, Sexual Situations)
Classification: X (X-File)
Spoilers: Pilot (only a vague reference)
Keywords:
Summary: Mulder and Scully pursue a psychokinetic killer with an
overwhelming obsession for power and a deadly fixation on Scully.
Unquenchable and seemingly unstoppable, the killer turns the tables on the
FBI agents, and the hunters become the hunted.

The Coiled Serpent
by aka "Jake"

Disclaimer: The characters Fox Mulder and Dana Scully are the property of
Chris Carter, FOX and 1013 Productions. No copyright infringement intended.
This is for fun, not profit.

This story contains adult subject matter.
Author's notes at end.

THE COILED SERPENT
_______________

University of Maine Anthropology Museum
Orono, Maine
December 31
4:32 PM

Darren Linwood aimed his spray bottle at a glass display case and lightly
misted the surface with blue-green cleanser. While he methodically wiped
away the day's accumulation of fingerprints, he listened to the museum
director talking with the head of the Anthropology Department in the next
gallery.

"The Northwest Coast carvings are arriving from British Columbia early
tomorrow," Darren overheard Stanley Whitherspoon complain to his colleague
Henry Addison. Whitherspoon was Director of the Anthropology Museum, a wispy
man who considered himself to be over-burdened and exceptionally
imposed-upon. "I've got six students coming in at 7:00 AM to help with the
installation. But there is no way we're going to be ready to open this
exhibit on Tuesday," Whitherspoon whined. Addison murmured something in
response, but Darren couldn't make out the man's words. Grabbing a clean rag
from his janitor's cart, Darren moved to the next display case in an effort
to get closer and hear the two men more clearly.

"There's so much left to do," Whitherspoon griped. "Mounts, labels,
lighting. I simply need more help."

"Borrow a couple of my grad assistants," Addison offered before heading
toward the exit. He turned at the door, his eyes flicking to Darren. "If you
're desperate, you could ask Linwood to lend a hand," he suggested with a
smirk and let himself out.

"I could help you, Dr. Whitherspoon," Darren volunteered, nervously twisting
his cleaning rag. The tall, dark-haired janitor scuffed into the neighboring
gallery, his green eyes leveled hopefully on the slight director.

"Shit," Whitherspoon hissed under his breath. "Uh...no thanks, Darren. I won
't be needing your assistance."

"But I have experience with Northwest Coast artifacts. I catalogued the
Tlingit materials two years ago," Darren reminded Whitherspoon.

"I said no, Darren," Whitherspoon turned his back on the lanky janitor and
pretended to study the thirty-foot-tall Haida totem pole towering against
the far wall of the gallery.

Darren Linwood had been a student at the University of Maine, pecking away
at his doctoral thesis, for as long as Stanley Whitherspoon could remember.
Fifteen years ago, when Whitherspoon had moved to Maine to take the position
as museum director, Darren was a twenty-five year old graduate student in
the University's Anthropology Department, struggling to make ends meet and
earn his PhD. Whitherspoon had been sympathetic at the time and had helped
Darren get the job as the museum's janitor. But the director's compassion
had dissipated long ago. After evaluating Darren's unfocused and quirky
attempts at an academic thesis year after year, Whitherspoon was fed up. In
his opinion, the perpetual student simply had no aptitude for scholarly
research. He had become an irritating thorn in Whitherspoon's side and a
laughingstock in the Anthropology Department.

"Uh...Dr. Whitherspoon? Has the committee made their decision about my
thesis yet?" Darren anxiously asked, causing Whitherspoon to groan inwardly.
He spun to face the expectant man.

"Yes, Darren. The committee has rejected your thesis. Again," the director
answered bluntly. He had given up worrying about Darren Linwood's feelings
years ago. Experience had taught him that Darren was too socially inept to
notice the difference between tactful consideration and brutal, unvarnished
honesty, so he no longer made any effort to let the insensible man down
gently.

"But...why?" Darren looked perplexed.

"Because we all felt your essay on kundalini energies had more in common
with a Psychic Network infomercial than with a doctoral thesis on Eastern
religious cultures. It was crap, Darren. Why don't you just give up?"
Whitherspoon's impatience had escalated his inherently nasal tone to a
high-pitched bleat. "We're all tired of wading through your half-baked
theories about psychic acrobatics. Parapsychology is not a legitimate theme
for a serious doctoral candidate. At least not in this department.
Anthropology is the science of human culture, Darren. <Science>. You're
wasting our time if you continue to espouse the popular notions of New Age
mysticism and presume the committee will lend academic credence to your
outlandish conjectures. It's nothing but trash, Darren. The sooner you face
it, the better for all of us."

"But, the psychokinesis studies at Princeton indicated..."

"Hogwash! The PEAR Laboratory demonstrated only an extremely minute
possibility that the human mind may be capable of skewing the output of
electronic number generators. They never claimed that people have the
ability to move heavy objects, or even bend spoons, with their minds. You're
touting nothing more than sleight-of-hand parlor tricks. Levitation,
table-tipping or exerting any type of influence over static matter by
thought-waves alone is impossible. The very idea is absurd." Whitherspoon
threw up his hands in exasperation and stalked away from Darren.  "I've got
work to do, Darren. Go home," he irritably dismissed the dumbfounded
janitor. Blatantly ignoring Darren's presence, the museum director proceeded
to withdraw a pair of white cotton gloves from his pocket and, donning the
gloves, he carefully lifted a small Potlatch bowl off the display platform.
Delicately, he ran a thumb across the abalone inlay.

Darren felt the heat of humiliation uncoil at the base of his spine and rise
incrementally up his back until beads of sweat broke out across his
forehead. A terrible rush of anger followed the wave of his embarrassed
shame. He glared at Witherspoon's meager figure and aimed an unstoppable
fury at a spot between the director's puny shoulder blades.

Whitherspoon jerked when he felt the floor quaver. Astounded, he watched a
collection of miniature totem poles tremble and dance across the display
platform in front of him. Earthquakes were rare in Maine, but that was his
first thought. One of the tiny poles teetered and fell. From the back wall
of the gallery, a low rumble caught Whitherspoon's attention and he watched
in frozen astonishment as the enormous Haida totem pole lift from its base
to hover inexplicably several feet above the floor. The thirty-foot wooden
house post weighed nearly a ton but floated incredibly in midair. Terror
gripped Whitherspoon when the mammoth pole abruptly sped across the gallery,
only to freeze in a position directly above his head. The post hung over his
bewildered, upturned face for a fraction of a second, just long enough for
him to view its unpainted underside, before it dropped with a thunderous
crash, collapsing the director like an empty soda can beneath its tremendous
weight. A growing pool of blood oozed across the fractured marble floor at
the base of the still vertical pole.

Darren silently wheeled his janitor's cart to the storage closet and stowed
his cleaning supplies. He retrieved his faded UMaine cap from its hook on
the wall. Absently, he swiped a lock of dark hair away from his brow before
adjusting the hat to the crown of his head. Ignoring Whitherspoon's crushed
body when he crossed back through the museum to the front entrance, Darren
activated the building's security system and stepped out into the cold,
winter night.

_______________

University of Maine Anthropology Museum
Orono, Maine
One week later
4:40 PM

Darren wound the electrical cord around the wet-vac and eyed the two FBI
agents in the adjacent gallery. He watched the tall, lanky man energetically
pace the distance from the Haida totem pole, reset in its rightful position
against the back wall, to the center of the room where he then squatted to
make some mental calculations. The agent ran his palm lightly across the
cracked floor. Although the blood had been washed from the marble surface
days ago, a pinkish stain still shadowed the light-colored stone. Several
yards away, the agent's diminutive red-haired partner stood reviewing the
crime scene photographs, her pretty lipsticked mouth pursed in
concentration. Darren ogled her small, curving figure and her shapely
stockinged legs. His eyes followed her as she slowly crossed the room to
join her partner, her heels clicking against the glassy floor, echoing an
unhurried rhythm through the quiet museum.

"Amazing," she stated without emotion and thrust the top photo under her
crouching partner's nose.

"Gives new meaning to the phrase 'low man on the totem pole,' doesn't it,
Scully?" he smiled ruefully and rose to his feet.

"Mulder, where's this Dr. Addison we're supposed to meet?" she asked with
mild irritation.

"Right here. Sorry to keep you waiting," Henry Addison hurried into the
gallery, flustered and out-of-breath. He extended a hand to Mulder.

"Special Agent Fox Mulder. This is my partner, Dana Scully." Mulder shook
the man's hand. "Can you describe for us exactly what happened here last
Friday?"

"Well, I didn't witness it myself. Thank God," the Department Head grimaced.
"When I left Stan around 4:30, he was still alive. He planned to work most
of the weekend installing the museum's new Northwest Coast exhibit...here in
this room. The exhibit's grand opening was scheduled for Tuesday. For
obvious reasons, we've delayed the show...at least until you've completed
your investigation. I don't mean to sound callous, but how long do you think
you'll be? I've got a shipment of Northwest Coast artifacts in storage
waiting to be installed and I'm sure Stanley would want us to proceed with
the exhibit."

"There's no reason to wait," Mulder told the man. "Your activities here won'
t interfere with our investigation."

"Great," Addison said with obvious relief. "Our funders are very anxious to
open this exhibit."

"Dr. Addison, who found Whitherspoon's body?" Scully asked as she tucked the
crime photos into a manila folder clearly labeled with a bright red X.

"Sherri Pulaski. She's a work-study student. Senior with a minor in Museum
Studies. She had planned to help Stan unpack and catalog the incoming
artifacts. Uh...I brought her phone number, in case you wanted to question
her," Addison pulled a slip of paper from his pocket and handed it to
Scully.

"What time did she arrive at the museum?" Scully slid the girl's phone
number into the file folder with the photos.

"Around 6:45 Saturday morning. The shipment of artifacts was due to arrive
shortly after 7:00. Stan had lined up six of his own students, plus two of
my grad assistants, to help him unload and organize the exhibit materials.
Sherri was the first to arrive."

"Her lucky day," Mulder commented. "How'd she get in? Isn't the museum
locked and alarmed?"

"Sure it is. But the student workers each have keys and pass codes for the
alarm system's keypad. Sherri used her own key and disabled the alarm before
going into the gallery."

"What did she do when she found Whitherspoon?"

"Called Campus Security. Then the cops called me and I arrived around 7:15.
Sherri was hysterical and I can hardly blame her. What a mess. Stan was
crushed beneath the pole. Blood was all over the floor. And it was damn
startling to see the totem pole out of place," Addison gestured at the
towering Haida house post.

"How do you think the totem pole came to be in the middle of the room?"
Mulder queried.

"That pole weighs almost a ton. A ton! You wouldn't believe the equipment
and manpower it took to get the thing back where it belongs, where you see
it now. I can't imagine how it ended up in the center of the room...with
Stanley under it." Addison glanced at the stain of blood. "Uh...is there
anything else you need from me, Agent Mulder?"

"Yes, I'd like the names of the students who have keys to the museum,"
Mulder told Addison, handing him a business card. "And I have one more
question. Were you here alone with Dr. Whitherspoon just before his death?"

"Actually, no," Addison answered. "I left Stanley with Darren Linwood."

"Darren Linwood?"

"Yes. He's right over there," Addison gestured at the janitor in the next
room.

The lanky custodian was distressed to see Addison and the two FBI agents
staring at him. He nervously licked his lips when Mulder beckoned him with
the fingers of one hand. Clearing his throat, he shuffled hesitantly over to
the threesome.

"C-can I help you with something?" Darren asked uneasily.

"Are you Darren Linwood?" Scully queried.

"Uh...yes, ma'am," Darren politely removed his faded UMaine cap and gawked
with undisguised fascination at Scully's glossy red lips.

"I'm Agent Scully and this is Agent Mulder. We're with the FBI and we're
investigating the death of Stanley Whitherspoon. We'd like to ask you a few
questions, if we may."

"Uh...sure. Yeah. Go ahead. But I don't think there's much I can tell you."
Darren clutched and twisted the cap in his hands.

"Dr. Addison tells us he left Stanley Whitherspoon with you last Friday
night. Mr. Linwood, is it true you were the last person to see Dr.
Whitherspoon alive?" Scully focused her blue eyes intently on Darren,
causing him to blush under her scrutiny. He felt shabby next to the
well-dressed agents.

"Well, I dunno if I was the last, but I was here with Dr. Whitherspoon when
Dr. Addison left," Darren explained, glancing briefly at the Department
Head. "Dr. Whitherspoon asked me to help him with the new exhibit. Told me
to come back in the morning to catalog artifacts. He said he would lock up
when he was finished. I put away my cleaning gear. When I left, Dr.
Whitherspoon was still working in the gallery."

"What time was that?"

"A little before five, I think."

"You didn't see anyone else in the museum at that time?"

"No, ma'am."

"You say Dr. Whitherspoon asked you to help him catalog artifacts for the
exhibit?" Mulder asked, perplexed.

"Yes. I'm a student here. In the Anthropology Department -- a doctoral
candidate. The janitor job helps me pay for school," Darren eagerly
explained, wanting the agents to know he was an educated man, not merely a
down-in-the-heels proletariat.

"Darren recently submitted his eleventh thesis," Henry Addison snickered
with open disdain. "I think he's going for a record." Darren paled at the
Department Head's derisive tone. "What was it this time, Darren? 'Kundalini
Energies: The Role of Psychokinesis in the Religion of Eastern Cultures?'"

"Wasn't that your thesis, Mulder?" Scully murmured.

"You wrote about psychokinesis and kundalini energies?" Mulder asked Darren,
intrigued.

"Yeah. Many Asian religions support the idea that all energy transactions in
the physical universe are governed and controlled by the mystical force
called kundalini," Darren began excitedly. "In the classical literature of
Kashmir Shaivism, kundalini is described in three different manifestations.
The first of these is..."

"Please, Darren. Spare us. The committee has rejected your thesis," Addison
groaned.

"Rejected it? Why is that?" Mulder wanted to know.

"Because the supposition that the mind can move objects from one place to
another is groundless," Addison looked at Mulder as if any two-year-old
could have grasped the point and come to the same conclusion.

"Groundless?" It was Mulder's turn sound incredulous. "Interesting choice of
words. Many people believe it's possible to psychically manipulate the
physical universe."

"Many people are crackpots, Agent Mulder. We study the science of
anthropology here, not the science fiction of New Age mysticism."

"I could loan you a copy of my thesis, if you're interested, Agent Mulder,"
Darren interrupted, pleased to have discovered a kindred spirit in the FBI
man. "I have an extra at my apartment. I live only half a mile away. On Park
Street."

"Let's go," Mulder agreed.

"Mulder," Scully interjected, feeling as though the investigation was taking
an unnecessary tangent.

"It's on the way to the hotel, Scully." Mulder curled his fingers around
Scully's upper arm and steered her toward the exit. "Can we give you a lift,
Mr. Linwood?"

_______________

Darren Linwood's Apartment
Orono, Maine
5:24 PM

Darren stumbled out of the back seat of the agents' rental car before Mulder
had shut off the engine. In an old-fashioned attempt at chivalry, the lanky
janitor opened Scully's door and held out his hand to help her from the car.

"Watch the ice," Darren warned. "It's kinda slippery." Darren led the agents
to the front door of a dilapidated two-story building, digging deeply into
the pocket of his jeans for his key. He fumbled for a moment with the lock.
Finally he managed to unfasten the deadbolt and swing the door inward. The
smell of last week's garbage and an over-full cat box assailed the agents'
nostrils in the dingy front hall. "Upstairs," Darren directed. The stairs
creaked in protest as the three ascended the ancient flight of steps. At the
top, Darren wrestled with a second lock under the scant light of a bare,
twenty-five-watt bulb dangling loosely from its wires in the ceiling
overhead. "Come on in."

Darren crossed the tiny room and flicked on a lamp before disappearing
through a door to his left. Scully scanned the incommodious space, noting
the piles of text books, magazines and newspapers stacked haphazardly around
the floor of the livingroom. Two sets of bookshelves against the far wall
were so overloaded, all the shelves bent perilously downward under the
excessive weight. The only furniture in the cluttered room was a scuffed
leather sofa and a square coffee table, both littered with papers, dirty
dishes and unidentifiable articles of clothing. In the back corner, a fish
tank bubbled beneath a poster depicting a hovering UFO and proclaiming "I
WANT TO BELIEVE."

"My God. This could be your place, Mulder," Scully told her partner in an
amused, low voice.

"Naw, this is nicer," Mulder lifted a newsletter off the arm of the couch
and held it up for Scully to see. The familiar banner of the Lone Gunman was
plainly visible beneath a series of brown coffee rings. "All the comforts of
home, Scully."

"Here's my thesis," Darren announced as he reentered the room and handed
Mulder a hefty sheaf of papers. "I'd really appreciate hearing your comments
once you've had a chance to read it. Can I get either of you anything?
Coffee? Water? Uh...coffee? That's all I have, I'm afraid," Darren smiled
awkwardly. "I don't get much company. Too busy studying," he added quickly
so they wouldn't get the impression he was, in fact, friendless.

"No. Thank you," Scully declined his offer of beverage. "Agent Mulder and I
have to be going." She looked hopefully at Mulder but found he was already
absorbed in Darren Linwood's text. "Mulder?"

"Hmm?" Mulder's eyes never left the pages of the manuscript.

"We have to go, Mulder." Scully placed her hand on his sleeve to ensure she
had his attention. "Hotel check-in," she reminded him.

"Huh? Oh, yeah," he mumbled distractedly, still reading. She tugged him
gently toward the door.

"Thank you, Mr. Linwood," Scully politely expressed appreciation on Mulder's
behalf. "You've obviously made his day." Her comment caused Darren's face to
light up with delightful pride. She noticed he was really rather handsome
when he smiled, in a cerebral, unkempt sort of way. She suspected, however,
that he did not smile often.

_______________

University Motor Inn
Orono, Maine
6:42 PM

"It's open," Mulder responded to Scully's soft knock. She entered his hotel
room to find him sprawled on his bed, pillows stacked behind his shoulders,
and Darren's thesis spread across the blankets. He had managed to slough out
of his suit coat and remove his tie -- both hung haphazardly over the seat
of a nearby chair -- and his shoes lay in a tangle beside the bureau. Other
than that, he was unchanged from an hour ago when Scully had dropped him off
at his room.

"You're not ready," Scully observed with impatience.

"This is really very good." Mulder continued to read. He patted the
mattress, inviting Scully to join him on the bed. "Darren Linwood is
actually an intelligent guy."

"If he's so intelligent and his thesis is so good, why did the doctoral
committee reject it?" Ignoring the bed, she headed for the chair. She lifted
his coat and tie from the seat and laid them carefully across her lap when
she sat. Idly, she rolled his tie into a neat cylinder.

"They rejected it because they possess a close-minded, academic point of
view that doesn't allow them to consider extreme possibilities unless those
possibilities can be rigidly quantified by science. They've got their heads
stuck so far up their asses that..." he paused to look at her, his face
reddening. "Oops. Sorry." He wasn't apologizing for his language. He knew
Scully had grown up in a family of sailors and could swear with the best of
them. No, he realized too late that he had insulted Scully's own strict
adherence to scientific analysis, her unbending need to uncover
incontrovertible evidence in order to explain any mystery. "Uh...I didn't
mean to imply that <you> have your head up your ass," he back-peddled. "But,
obviously, that's where mine is. Uh...up <my> sorry ass, I mean. Anyway..."

"What is it about Darren's thesis that has you so captivated, Mulder?" She
arched an eyebrow at him. He shifted on the bed and leaned toward her.

"He's written about parapsychology, particularly psychokinesis, the ability
of the human mind to move stationary objects without the aid of physical
contact."

"So?" She unrolled his tie and absently stroked the smooth strip of silk
with her index finger.

"So, isn't that a coincidence?"

"In what respect?"

"In that the One-Ton-Totem mysteriously traveled a distance of more than
forty feet, ending up on the Museum Director's head."

"What does that have to do with Darren Linwood?"

"Need I remind you that he and Whitherspoon were alone together in the
gallery just before the director's fatal Excedrin headache?"

"You're not implying that Darren transported the pole with his mind,
murdering Dr. Whitherspoon, are you?"

"That's exactly what I'm implying. Here, read for yourself," Mulder tossed
her a section of the scattered thesis and rose from the bed. "I'm gonna
clean up."

"Mulder, why do you place any credence in Darren's thesis? The man is an
eleven-time loser."

"There but for the grace of God..." Mulder drew his shirt over his head,
tossed it onto the bed and disappeared behind the bathroom door. Scully
heard the water splashing into the sink and looked down at the manuscript in
her hands. She shifted Mulder's coat and tie to the bed and began reading.

<An article published in the Journal of Scientific Exploration (Vol. 6, No.
4), reports on experiments carried out at Princeton University investigating
the possibility that the human mind can influence random number devices in a
way that can be measured in a laboratory. Prof. Robert Jahn, an engineer and
former dean in the Princeton School of Engineering, and Brenda Dunne, also
of Princeton, released a detailed report based on nearly half a million
experimental trials carried out by Jahn, Dunne, and coworkers at the
Princeton Engineering Anomalies Research (PEAR) Laboratory. The tests
demonstrate an extremely minute, but statistically measurable, ability of
the mind to skew the output of electronic number generators and other
devices.>

Scully had heard about the controversial research conducted at PEAR. She
also knew about American parapsychologist J. B. Rhine's psychokinetic
experiments conducted at Duke University in North Carolina in 1934,
described by Darren Linwood in the next paragraph. And she was familiar with
American physicist Helmut Schmidt's PK testing in the late 1960s as well. In
his thesis, Darren explained how Helmut had created an apparatus known as
the "electronic coin flipper" that operated on the principal that the random
decay of radioactive particles emitted rays at rates unaffected by
temperature, pressure, electricity, magnetism or chemical change and were
thus completely unpredictable and could not be manipulated by fraud. In
Helmut's experiments, subjects were asked to exert their mental energies on
flipping coins in an attempt to make the coins come up heads or tails. Some
test subjects actually managed to successfully influence the coin toss. The
electronic coin flipper became a prototype for random event generators,
computerized techniques that continued to play a major role in both ESP and
PK testing.

Scully knew that despite years of testing, the validity of PK claims could
not be established. PK achievements were so miniscule, they were practically
immeasurable. She remained skeptical and skipped ahead in the manuscript.

<Now I would like to pull these ideas together and see what can be made of
them. First I need to make a couple of simple assumptions: (1) "Thought"
takes place at a different level than the physical (call it "mind") but
interacts with the physical through a weak coupling between physical energy
and a more subtle energy form. (2) The physical level operates in accordance
with natural law (Hamilton's Principle) except at the times when thought
interacts with it. Note that (1) is an attempt to clarify the term
"psychokinesis" and it suggests that the mind-matter connection is nothing
more or less than PK. Some readers may see in (2) some similarity to
"Feynman diagrams" and this is precisely the image I wish to evoke. An
analogy can be made to a billiard ball (physical system) rolling in a
straight line until a cue stick (thought) interacts with it and sends it in
a new direction.>

Scully was getting bored. She didn't agree with Darren's unfounded analogy
between human thought and a cue stick. And she certainly didn't believe
Darren, or anyone else for that matter, had psychokinetically killed Stanley
Whitherspoon with the museum's Haida totem pole.

"So, whaddaya think?" Mulder asked when he emerged from the bathroom, his
voice momentarily muffled as he pulled a clean turtleneck over his head.

"I don't lend credibility to any of it." Scully rose from her seat.

"Let's go eat."

"You don't believe in mind over matter?"

"Does that surprise you?"

"Well. Yeah, actually. After reading all the scientific evidence from
Princeton, I thought you'd at least consider the possibility that a
stationary object can be influenced by human thought." He blocked her way to
the door.

"I'm having a thought right now, Mulder." She fastened her steely eyes on
his. He leapt into action, opening the door and stepping out into the hall.

"See, Scully. If you put your mind to it, you can move mountains."

_______________

College Avenue
Orono, Maine
7:16 PM

Mulder hit the car breaks and came to a stop one more time in the long line
of bumper-to-bumper traffic flowing slowly along College Avenue.

"What do you suppose is going on?" Scully asked, trying to see past the SUV
blocking their progress and her view. Mulder shrugged. He watched a
uniformed police officer direct car after car into a snowy parking lot up
ahead. When the agents finally inched past a small sign announcing "Hockey
parking: $3.00," Mulder realized they were stuck in jam of sports
enthusiasts on their way to the evening's big game.

"Musta taken a wrong turn into hockey country," he observed impatiently and
drummed his fingers against the steering wheel.

"Why don't you just lift the car with your psychic powers and float us up
and over the traffic?" she suggested, the beginning of a smile tugging at
her lips.

He ignored her comment. Stopping at a crosswalk, he allowed a stream of
hockey fans to hurry to the other side of the slushy street. One rowdy young
fan, his face painted blue and white, yelled at the top of his lungs "We're
number one!" before aiming a snowball at the car that exploded wetly across
their windshield. Mulder flicked on the wipers, clearing away the ice and
snow. When he could see through the glass once more, he noticed Darren
Linwood trailing the pack of hockey devotees, his UMaine cap pulled low over
his ears and his shoulders hunched against the bitter cold night air.

"Hey, Scully. You ever been to a hockey game?" he smiled and abruptly
steered the car into the crowded parking lot.

"Muuulllderrr," she groaned his name. "What about dinner?"

"We'll eat at the rink."

_______________

Alfond Ice Arena
University of Maine
Orono, Maine
7:29 PM

"Here," Scully handed Mulder a steaming paper box and a fork. She slid into
the narrow seat beside him. "This place is packed. How much did you have to
pay for tickets to get in here?"

"Never mind." He peeked into the box of food. "What is this?"

"A Maine baked potato," she passed him a bottle of water.

"I asked for nachos."

"I put cheese and salsa on yours. Think of it as a taco 'tater." She opened
her own box and jabbed her fork into her dinner.

"What do you have on yours?" he eyed her potato with suspicion.

"Broccoli and shredded carrots. Wanna trade?"

"Ee-yuck. No thanks," he grimaced at the idea. "You really know how to live
it up, Scully."

<Ladies and Gentlemen. Welcome to the Alfond Arena, home of your University
of Maine Blllllaaaack Bears!> the sound system blared and the crowd
responded by rising to their feet and exuberantly bellowing their support
for the home team. The din was earsplitting. <In tonight's game, the Black
Bears take on the University of New Hampshire Wildcats.> Cheers transformed
into jeers as the announcer read the Wildcat roster.

Mulder scanned the sold-out arena, looking for Darren Linwood among the
throng of six thousand screaming fans. He finally located the janitor up in
the balcony, crammed between the school's pep band and a large contingent of
students wearing blue t-shirts emblazoned with the word "Mainiacs." Darren
stood chanting and waving his fists in synchronized rhythm with the rest of
the frenzied onlookers.

<In goal for the University of Maine, a sophomore from Innisfail, Alberta,
wearing number one, Matt Yeats!>

"Mat-tee! Mat-tee! Mat-tee!" the assembly chanted.

"Mulder, why are we here?" Scully hollered directly into her partner's ear
in an effort to be heard above the clamor.

"Darren's here," Mulder tilted his head toward the balcony. Scully searched
the upper rows, disregarding an older man dangling a string of colanders on
a fishing pole directly above the visiting goalie's head, a group of girls
dancing the Macarena and five shirtless students, each with a single blue
letter painted on his bare chest, collectively spelling out the word
 "MAINE." She finally spotted Darren in the balcony's front row, leaning
precariously over the railing and screaming "Sieve! Sieve! Sieve!" at the
New Hampshire goalie below.

"Mulder, why do we care if Darren Linwood is a hockey fan?"

"We don't. I just wanna watch him."

"M-A-I-N-E! Goooo Blue!" the crowd shouted in unison as the referee dropped
the puck at center ice. In a flurry of sticks and skates, Maine came away
with the puck and headed down the ice toward the New Hampshire goal.

"I'm going for a walk, Scully. See if I can get closer to Darren."

"Mul..." but he was out of his seat and halfway down the row before she
could finish. She closed her mouth and turned her attention back to the
game. New Hampshire had gained control and was headed back toward the blue
line.

"Off sides!" she yelled just before the whistle blew.

"Good call, lady!" a little kid in an oversized Maine jersey beamed at her
from several seats away.

Scully kept one eye on the game and one eye on Mulder. He had circled the
arena and climbed the stairs to the balcony. He positioned himself next to a
post, a little behind and to the left of Darren. Scully noticed that Mulder
was now wearing a UMaine cap. She had to admit, it helped him blend in. She
heard the whistle blow and the crowd was once again on their feet. Maine's
number thirty-six was laying face down on the ice by the far boards. A
collective boo rose to a fevered pitch around the rink. When the player didn
't rise to his feet, the athletic trainer jumped from the Maine bench onto
the ice and jogged over to the downed young man. The crowd fell silent.
Eerily silent. You could have heard a pin drop.

Scully watched the trainer go through some quick evaluation procedures.
After several minutes, he helped number thirty-six stiffly to his feet. The
crowd broke into applause when the trainer led the shaky player back to the
Maine bench. Scully knew the kid wasn't too badly hurt; he would have been
sent to the locker room if his injuries had been serious.

<New Hampshire's number twenty-two, Dan Enders, two-minute penalty for cross
checking. Two minutes for cross checking.>

Obviously, the crowd disagreed with the call. Angry cries, opposing the
referee's decision, asserted the infraction was a more serious "boarding"
penalty. The onlookers loudly demanded the New Hampshire player be thrown
out, dismissed from the game. Scully glanced up at Mulder in the balcony and
saw his attention was focused on Darren and not the activity on the ice.

Fifteen more minutes of fast play passed without a point being scored. The
fans, still fuming over the earlier penalty call, were restless for a goal.

<One minute. One minute remaining in the period,> the announcer intoned.

The two teams positioned themselves for a face-off in the New Hampshire
zone. Maine's number thirty-six and New Hampshire's number twenty-two were
back on the ice, exchanging insults. The entire arena pulsed with the tumult
of several thousand ardent fans eager to see the home team score before the
end of the period. The fans in the balcony were on their feet, craning over
the rail to get a better view of the UNH goal below them. Darren felt the
crush of bodies beside him, behind him. The colossal, unrelenting noise
surged in his ears. <Time for some retribution,> he thought with amusement
and eyed New Hampshire's defenseman, Dan Enders.

Once again, Maine controlled the face-off and the puck was passed to the
Black Bear's number thirty-six. <This is too perfect,> Darren smiled and
focused his attention on the UMaine player.

A molten energy uncoiled itself at the base of Darren's spine. He stiffened
as the staggering heat rose incrementally up his back and inched its way
over the crown of his head. Beads of sweat broke out along his hairline,
across his upper lip. Shaking, Darren aimed an irreversible blast of energy
at the puck.

Maine's number thirty-six drew back and hit the puck hard, aiming above the
goalie's right shoulder. The puck buzzed through the air, miraculously
missing New Hampshire's two well-placed defensemen, and ricocheted off the
upper corner of the post with a loud clang. To the amazement of the players
and the fans, the puck deflected to the left, caught New Hampshire's number
twenty-two in the neck and bounced over the goal line. The hit to his neck
sent the Wildcat's Dan Enders sprawling.

"Score! " Darren screamed from his perch in the balcony, his fists in the
air. The rink erupted in pandemonium, the fans uncontrollable. The melee was
short-lived, however. On the ice, blood poured from the UNH defensemen's
neck, quickly ending UMaine's celebration. Concerned onlookers fell
respectfully silent as, this time, New Hampshire's athletic trainer headed
across the ice to attend to his injured player.

Darren was confused by the crowd's turnabout reaction. He had expected the
fans to be pleased about the goal, but instead the solemn onlookers waited
quietly, fearful that the young student-athlete from New Hampshire had
suffered a serious injury. The sweeping stillness unnerved Darren. He
swiveled, trying to gauge the crowd's swift emotional reversal, when he
caught a glimpse of Mulder descending the stairs to the main floor below. An
edgy tremor shook Darren. With apprehension, he watched Mulder thread his
way around the rink. Darren scanned the crowd for Scully and immediately
spotted her coppery red hair in the bleachers at center ice. When she rose
to intercept Mulder, Darren intuitively sensed he was in danger. He made for
the nearest exit.

Scully joined Mulder in front of the concession stand.

"Did you see that, Scully?" Mulder asked, breathless.

"Kind of a freaky accident, huh?"

"I'm pretty sure that was no accident. I think Darren Linwood sent that puck
into the New Hampshire kid's neck."

"What? Mulder..."

"If I'm right, the game videotape should prove it. Come on."

"Where are we going?"

"The locker room."

_______________

University of Maine
Orono, Maine
8:14 PM

Darren smiled. Now outside the arena, he felt safe once more and chided
himself for his silly, unfounded fears. <There's nothing to worry about,> he
easily convinced himself. Briskly, he walked the shortcut across the campus
to his apartment. He tried to figure out why the FBI agents would be at the
hockey game and failed to come up with a reasonable explanation. He wasn't
able to escape the feeling that he had been under observation. <Why else
would Mulder have been in the balcony while his pretty partner was down in
the bleachers?> Darren wished he had paid more attention, been more
observant. He had to be careful. The FBI man was smart. But he was smart,
too. As a matter of fact, Darren came to the sudden conclusion that he had a
lot in common with Agent Mulder, that they were very much alike.

<I could be an FBI agent,> Darren mused as he slogged along the slush-filled
sidewalk, his sneakers squeaking wetly with each step. <I'd have a sexy,
little partner like Agent Scully.> The image of Scully suddenly overwhelmed
his thoughts, triggering an unexpected sexual desire that made him groan
aloud. His immediate erection pushed painfully against the fabric of his
jeans. In desperation, Darren yanked off his jacket and let the winter air
cool his bewildering heat. The raw breeze momentarily tempered his fever and
he broke into a jog.

Nearing the Anthropology Museum, Darren slowed when he noticed a light
shining from an office window at the back of the building. He recognized
Henry Addison's Volvo in the otherwise empty parking lot. <Pompous asshole,>
he thought. On a spur of the moment decision, Darren opted to enter the
museum and confront Addison; he would demand the patronizing Department Head
treat him with more respect, take him seriously. Using his key, he unlocked
the museum's front door and slipped quietly inside.

_______________

Alfond Ice Arena
University of Maine
Orono, Maine
8:14 PM

<Scoring his seventeenth goal of the season, Maine's number thirty-six,
Brrrrrendaaaan Walsh. At the end of the first period of play: Maine, one;
New Hampshire, zeeeeroooo.>

Mulder and Scully could hear the announcer and the muffled cheers of the
crowd as they hurried downstairs to the locker room. Mulder displayed his
badge, allowing them access to the Black Bears. The agents found the
coaching staff in the weight room reviewing the videotape of the first
period while, in the adjacent locker room, the team listened to words of
encouragement from their captains. All conversations stopped, however, when
the young men caught a glimpse of Scully's red hair and realized a woman had
entered their all male territory.

"What is this?" the Bears' Coach demanded, annoyed by the interruption.

"Special Agents Mulder and Scully from the Federal Bureau of Investigation.
We're authorized to confiscate your game tape," Mulder used his most
authoritative G-Man tone and gestured toward the VCR with his badge.

"What for? What the hell is on that tape that would interest the FBI?"

"We're not at liberty to discuss that right now." Mulder unzipped his
leather jacket, casually exposing his holstered gun and assuring there would
be no argument.

With reluctance, the Coach popped the game tape out of the VCR and
relinquished it to Mulder. All the hockey players had bunched at the weight
room door, silently vying for a view of the unusual proceedings. Outfitted
in skates and pads, the athletes were enormous. They towered over Scully.

"Thank you. We'll get out of your way now." Mulder tucked the tape into his
jacket. The wall of players parted, permitting Mulder and Scully to exit the
room.

"Great game," Scully offered up a nervous smile as she squeezed between two
enormous defensemen.

The agents returned to the rink and Mulder immediately glanced toward the
balcony. Darren was not in his seat, but neither were most of the fans. The
ten-minute break between periods offered scant opportunity to dash to the
restroom, buy a snack or visit with friends. The place was crawling with
people.

"Come on, Scully. Let's go back to the hotel and look at this tape," Mulder
patted the videocassette in his jacket.

"Don't you want to stay until the end of the game?" Scully asked, a bit
disappointed at the prospect of leaving before the match was over.

"Scully, we're supposed to be working," he reminded her. Placing his hand at
the small of her back, he guided her toward the exit.

"But, I kinda wanted..." she let her voice trail off. "Hey. How come you get
a hat?" She eyeballed his UMaine cap, the flashy emblem above the brim
declaring the Black Bears the 1999 Ice Hockey National Champions.

"Knock yourself out, Scully," he removed the cap from his head and fitted it
over her coppery hair. Beaming at him, she adjusted the hat to a
satisfactory angle and they exited the building.

_______________

University of Maine Anthropology Museum
Orono, Maine
8:24 PM

Darren edged through the museum's dark galleries; he was so familiar with
the layout of the building, he didn't need a light. He felt good. Strong.
Stronger than he had ever felt in his life. He passed the unlit Northwest
Coast gallery and looked down the long corridor that led to the museum's
administrative area. At the end of the hall, light spilled out of the
director's office. The steady chug of a photocopier hammered a muted rhythm
from the occupied room. Darren moved soundlessly toward the open door.

Inside Henry Addison sat hunched at the desk, tapping the keys of a glowing
computer while Bach's Brandenburg concertos streamed lightly from the radio
beside him. The photocopier hummed busily in the corner.

Darren loudly cleared his throat.

"Jesus Christ, Linwood!" Addison jerked at the unexpected noise. Flustered,
he demanded, "What the hell are you doing here?"

"Just making sure everything's all right, sir. I saw the light on..."

"Why wouldn't everything be all right? Christ, Darren, I'm on a tight
schedule to complete this Northwest Coast exhibit. Goddammit, as usual you'
re wasting my time. Get the hell out of here and let me finish my work."

"I don't think so," Darren said softly, shaking his head. "I didn't hear you
say please."

Addison rose from his chair, his face reddening in anger.

"What the goddamn did you just say to me, Linwood?" the Department Head's
eyes narrowed with indignation.

"I said no." Darren looked calm, serene. He stepped closer until the two men
stood almost toe-to-toe.

"You insolent, little loser." Addison spat causing Darren to flinch at the
insult. "That's right! You're a loser. An eleven-time loser. The entire
committee is laughing at you and the crazy theories you've tried to pass off
as legitimate scholarship. You're nothing but a pitiful, ridiculous fool,"
Addison sneered. "Now get out or I'm calling the police." He reached for the
phone. When Darren didn't move away, Addison furiously punched 911.

"There's no time for that," Darren smiled, unnerving Addison and causing him
to drop the receiver. Blood pulsed visibly at Addison's temples and he took
two frightened steps backward, nearly tripping over his recently vacated
chair. The steady kerchunk, kerchunk of the photocopier unexpectedly ceased,
plunging the room into sudden silence. Addison swiveled to look at the
stilled copier. To his utter astonishment, the bulky machine hung
unsupported in the air near the ceiling, its recently unplugged electrical
cord dangling loosely from its back panel.

"What the hell...?" Addison had time to mutter before the photocopy machine
hurtled toward him, smashing him full in the face and embedding the bones of
his nose into the back of his skull. Darren raised a protective arm to
shield his face from flying splinters of plastic and metal. The copier's
toner cartridge exploded blackly across the floor, dusting Henry Addison's
bloody body with its fine residue.

"Now I'll go." Darren said and walked away, the molten heat subsiding down
his back and curling tightly around the base of his spine.

_______________

University Motor Inn
Orono, Maine
8:45 PM

Mulder wasted no time sliding the videotape into the VCR and grabbing the
remote. With a single swipe of his arm, he cleared the bed of papers,
scattering Darren Linwood's thesis onto the floor. He dropped himself
heavily onto the mattress and aimed the remote at the television.

"You bring the popcorn?" he asked Scully, who was busy hanging her coat in
the closet and toeing off her snow-covered boots. She decided not to remove
the new UMaine cap from her head. "Come on, come on," Mulder urged, patting
the bedspread. This time she did join him on the bed, but only because the
television couldn't be viewed from the chair.

"I hope you put the right tape in the machine, Mulder. I'd rather not see a
selection from your personal triple X library."

"I told you, those tapes aren't mine."

He hit the play button and the hockey game appeared on the screen. He
fast-forwarded through the first nineteen minutes of the match, slowing the
tape only at the final face-off.

"Watch closely, Scully. This move defies the laws of physics." Frame by
frame, they watched the puck leave the end of the Maine player's stick and
curve its way around the two New Hampshire defensemen before hitting the
goal post. Mulder stopped the tape and rewound it, replaying the scene once
more. "See, Scully? See how the puck isn't traveling in a straight line from
point A, the player's stick, to point B, the corner of the goal post. It
curves, twice, past the defensemen. It's subtle, but it's there."

"Are you sure the puck didn't actually make contact with one of the New
Hampshire players? Maybe grazing a sleeve or the end of a glove?"

"Unh, unh. No way. There's nothing but space around that puck. Now watch
this." The tape continued to play in slow motion. The puck plainly left the
goal post and arched steeply backwards into the UNH defensemen's neck. The
most bizarre acrobatics came next when the puck dropped down toward the ice
only to change direction in midair and rise again over the span of a couple
of feet before it fell neatly over the goal line. "Isaac Newton is turning
in his grave right now."

"I admit, that was weird. But this tape doesn't prove Darren had anything to
do with that freaky goal."

"I was watching him, Scully. During the face-off, he focused on the puck and
clenched his fists. His body stiffened, vibrated. He was holding his
 breath."

"Mulder, my fists were clenched and most of the people in the arena were
holding their breath."

"This was different, Scully."

"In what way?"

"I don't know. It's just a gut feeling. I think Darren Linwood may be
experiencing the kundalini energies he's written about in his thesis. If he
is, it's possible he can levitate objects with his mind." Mulder now kicked
off his boots and tossed his jacket onto the chair. He replayed the tape
once more before leaning back into the pillows.

"Mulder, even if Darren was able to somehow influence the path of that puck,
and I'm not saying that he did, there's a huge difference between nudging a
hockey puck with your mind and lifting a one-ton totem pole."

Mulder chewed thoughtfully on the inside of his lower lip.

"Not necessarily. We're not talking about the physical universe, but the
universe of the mind. It may take no more mental power to bend a spoon than
to lift a train." He studied her face and, in a little private experiment,
he silently willed her to accept his point of view, to feel as sure as he
did that Darren Linwood was capable of murdering Stanley Whitherspoon by
dropping a totem pole on his head. When her features softened and she
relaxed into the pillows beside him, he half-believed for one surprised
moment that his experiment had worked and his mental abilities were actually
acute enough to alter her thinking.

"Sorry, Mulder. I need proof. More substantial proof than what's on that
videotape." She closed her eyes tiredly. Mulder tapped lightly the brim of
her UMaine cap. Although she kept her eyes closed, he saw the beginning of a
smile twitch the corner of her mouth.

"Spend the night here with me," he suddenly suggested, his voice husky. He
particularly wished for the power to influence her thinking now.

"I have a perfectly good bed in a perfectly good room down the hall." Her
eyes remained closed.

He studied her face: the graceful curve of her eyebrows, the delicate tip of
her small aquiline nose, the long russet lashes fringing her closed lids.
Tentatively, he traced his finger feather-soft across her cheek and into the
silky copper strands at her temple. To his surprise, she still didn't open
her eyes and he was glad, although he already missed her blue stare. Her
eyes were like the sky, the color changing with the weather pattern of her
mood. Powder blue when she was working, her mind eagerly absorbed in her
task. Sapphire blue when she was tired, usually at the end of a particularly
arduous case. Gray blue when she was sad or sick. And a sexy aquamarine that
nearly undid Mulder when she was playful and content. Aquamarine was rare.

Feeling encouraged by her permission of silence, he lifted the cap from her
head and slid his fingers into her glossy hair. Still, her eyes remained
shut.

"Mulder, tell me about Darren's thesis," she murmured and leaned into his
hand.

"You really know how to kill a mood, Scully."

"Are we having a mood?" she finally opened one eye a fraction of an inch and
gave him a sidelong glance. He wasn't sure but he thought he saw a hint of
aquamarine. "Explain to me the basics of kundalini energies," she asked in a
languid tone.

"Oooo, you like it when I talk dirty?"

"I know kundalini has something to do with meditation and yoga. What else is
it?" she ignored his suggestive comment.

He rose up on one elbow, resting his chin in his palm. His mouth was so
close to her ear that she could feel the warm flow of his breath surge
against her skin when he spoke. The soft resonance of his familiar monotone
lulled her. She closed her eyes once more and listened, inexplicably
enjoying the moment.

"Kundalini is considered the Yoga of Awareness," he began, "but literally it
means coiling, like a snake. In the classical literature, kundalini is
described as a coiled serpent at the base of the spine. For centuries
practitioners of Asian religions have sought to control the mystical force
of kundalini. They claim that all energy transactions in the physical
universe are governed by kundalini and controlling its energy helps you
achieve your highest potential."

"How come I've never heard of it before?"

"You have, but under different names. We usually call it esprit, lan vital
or, for the scientifically-minded like yourself, bio-electricity."

"All those autopsies I've performed and I never once found a snake coiled at
the base of someone's spine."

"It's not an actual snake, Scully. It's an energy. Yogis practice awakening
and releasing kundalini energy in an effort to achieve spiritual
enlightenment. They claim it feels warm and liquidy when it rises up the
spine to the crown of the head." Scully opened her eyes to see if he was
teasing her, but his expression remained serious.

Now it was her turn to inspect his features. While he continued to talk,
oblivious to her scrutiny, she scanned his ruffled dark hair standing all on
end like a small boy's, his hazel-green eyes softly focused somewhere south
of her neckline, and the prickly stubble appearing around his smooth,
curving mouth. He paused for a moment in his discourse to suck meditatively
on his lower lip, captivating her attention. <He's really rather handsome in
a cerebral, unkempt sort of way,> she thought, and then was struck by an
intense feeling of dj vu. She'd recently had that very same thought, maybe
earlier in the day, but not about Mulder. <Darren! It was Darren.> When he
had smiled, back in his apartment, she had considered him handsome. The more
she reflected on it, the more she recognized a resemblance between the lanky
janitor and the man lying next to her on the bed. She shook her head to
dispel the notion.

"What?" Mulder asked. "You don't agree?" He was unaware she hadn't been
listening.

"Could you please repeat that last part?"

"I said it is quite common for kundalini to temporarily accentuate the sex
drive."

"Really?"

"Kundalini takes sexual energy in its raw form and converts it into a
spiritual energy which allows the achievement of paranormal activities such
as telepathy, precognition, other-life recall, matter/energy conversion,
psychokinesis and communication with entities that inhabit the vast areas of
our multi-dimensional universe. Well. So they say."

"Who is 'they'?"

"Entities that inhabit the vast areas of our multi-dimensional universe, I
guess. Anyway, the sex thing aside, the more pleasant experiences associated
with a kundalini awakening include waves of bliss, periods of elation,
glimpses of transcendental consciousness. The less pleasant experiences are
trembling, sharp aches, sudden flashes of heat and periods of irrational
anxiety."

"Mulder, you could be describing menopause. It doesn't sound very dangerous.
Hardly a cause for homicidal tendencies."

"Don't be too sure, Scully. If we take the psychological perspective and
view kundalini as a power latent in our unconscious, then it's easy to
understand that awakening this force is going to bring a greater amount of
unconscious material to the surface. Even in the best of circumstances this
is likely to be uncomfortable and if an individual is barely coping with his
unconscious under normal day-to-day circumstances, then awakening kundalini
may push the individual over into psychosis."

"I suppose so."

"Besides, kundalini may not be the cause of Darren's homicidal tendencies.
It may merely be the murder weapon." He ran his index finger lightly over
the curve of her belly.

"Muuulderrr..." She groaned his name, characteristically unconvinced by his
theory. He mistook her moan for a sexual response to his touch. With
deliberate slowness, he laid his palm flat on her stomach. He felt her pulse
beat warmly through the fabric of her blouse against his hand and up his
arm. Hypnotized, he watched her chest rise and fall with steady rhythm.

"Spend the night," he asked again, his request so soft she could barely hear
it.

The shrill ring of Mulder's cell phone startled them both, its jarring trill
splitting the quiet. Mulder dug the phone out of his jacket pocket and put
the receiver to his ear. He listened patiently to the Orono dispatcher
recite the police chief's urgent request on the other end of the line.

"Come on, Scully. There's been another 'accident.'"

_______________

University Drive
Orono, Maine
9:02 PM

Henry Addison's words kept circling through Darren's brain like an endless
round of "Row Your Boat." <You're a loser. A pitiful, ridiculous fool. The
entire committee is laughing at you. You're a loser. A pitiful, ridiculous
fool...> The phrases beat a terrible pulsing rhythm inside his head and his
feet methodically marched along the snowy street in time to the cadence
pummeling his mind. Despairing his inadequacies and fearing the truth of
Addison's accusations, Darren longed for the sensation of invincibility and
elation he briefly experienced when he lifted the photocopier into the air.
When he killed Addison.

Darren knew he should be appalled by his crimes, but instead, he ached to
repeat them, to feel the liquid heat rise up his back and spread across his
body, finally giving way to a blissful spasm of ecstasy and relief. In a
masturbatory attempt to awaken the kundalini coiled tightly around his
spine, Darren focused his thoughts on the internal serpent. He begged the
beast to let go its grasp and climb the knotted bones of his back. He
thrilled when he detected the stir of magnetic warmth as the thing unwound
itself from his skeleton. With each stride, Darren brought the beast further
up his body until its burning fever enveloped his chest, neck, arms and
face. Darren trembled as he walked. He broke out in a stifling sweat,
despite the frigid cold. To expunge the kundalini, to complete the act,
Darren knew he had to direct the enormous energy outward, away from his
body. Desperate for his climatic release, he looked along the deserted
street for a target. There was nothing. Nothing but an endless line of
utility poles. <Ohhh,> he groaned, his rapture close. He narrowed his sight
on the nearest post. It vibrated, then swayed, the electric wires slapping
together high above his head. With a tremendous jolt, an explosion of
unstoppable energy streamed from his body to the targeted pole, yanking the
post from the frozen ground and causing a chain reaction, the pull of
resilient wires toppling pole after pole. Darren knew, even as the
momentarily satisfied kundalini subsided, he would call it out again. He
would kill for it.

_______________

University Anthropology Museum
Orono, Maine
9:50 PM

The entire campus was without electrical power, the buildings plunged in
darkness. Mulder pulled into a space in front of the museum, parking between
the Orono Police Chief's cruiser and one of two campus security vehicles
already there. Three additional Orono police cars sat empty further down the
row. At the front door, an officer beckoned the agents with a wave of his
flashlight.

"Looks like we missed the opening credits, Scully." Mulder reached into the
back seat for their own flashlights and handed one to Scully as they exited
the car.

The officer at the front led the agents into the museum and past the black
galleries, the beam of his flashlight jouncing and bumping several yards
ahead as they walked. He directed them to the administrative offices at the
rear of the building. Inside the room at the end of the long corridor, the
flickering glow of several handheld lights fanned the walls and floor.

"Watch your step," someone warned from beyond the threshold. Mulder aimed
his flashlight at the voice. "Chief Byron," the man identified himself,
shielding his eyes from the glare of Mulder's beam.

"Agents Mulder and Scully." Mulder responded, shifting the bright light away
from the man's face. "What happened here?"

"Your guess is as good as mine. We have a corpse over here," the Chief swung
his flashlight, illuminating the dead body. "Dr. Henry Addison." Scully
crouched to get a closer look at Addison's crushed facial features. She
pulled a pair of latex gloves from her pocket but before she could put them
on, Byron stopped her by saying, "I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't touch
anything. We haven't taken pictures yet?for obvious reasons." Despite all
the flashlights, the room remained obscured by shadows. Scully could
understand the Chief's hesitancy to do more than secure the crime scene
until power was restored.

"Just to fill you in, we received a 911 call from this location at 8:42 PM,"
the Chief continued. "We traced the call and requested campus security to
help us gain access to the building, which was locked. During our
preliminary inspection of the scene, we turned up your business card in the
victim's pocket, Agent Mulder. I assume you're the same Agent Mulder who
called our office several days ago requesting photos of last week's bizarre
totem pole accident. Nice to finally meet you."

Mulder silently cursed his habit of ignoring local law enforcement officials
when arriving in a new town to investigate a case.

"Yeah, I was planning to drop by the station in the morning to introduce
myself," Mulder lied.

"I'm sure you were, Agent Mulder."

"What did the 911 caller say?" Mulder asked, changing the subject.

"Not much. The caller dropped the receiver before giving any information to
the dispatcher. We can hear two men's voices on the tape after the phone was
dropped."

"What do they say?"

"One man is heard saying 'There's no time for that.' A second guy asks 'What
the hell?' in a kinda surprised way. Then there was the sound of plastic and
metal smashing to bits. The photocopier, I'd guess." Byron used his
flashlight to point out the machine parts scattered across the floor.

"Anything else?"

"Yeah. The man who first spoke said 'Now I'll go.' That was it."

"What's all this black stuff?" Mulder asked, gesturing with his flashlight
at the fine powder dusting the floor.

"Toner," Scully answered. "The broken cartridge is over there behind what's
left of the photocopier."

"It's all over everything," Mulder observed. "Which means it's probably on
the killer, too."

_______________

Darrin Linwood's Apartment
Orono, Maine
10:10 PM

Darren tossed his jacket onto the coffee table and slumped into the leather
cushions of his livingroom sofa. It felt good to sit for a minute. He was
tired. Letting his head roll back, he closed his eyes and considered what to
do next. With the FBI agents in town, he knew he should be cautious, more
cautious than he had been this evening. It was foolhardy to have killed
Addison and then knock out the school's electricity, leaving a trail of
broken poles between the crime scene and his apartment. However, he didn't
regret his actions. Marvelously sated by them, he smiled to himself. <No one
is going to connect me to Addison's or Whitherspoon's deaths,> he thought
with untenable confidence. <Who in their right mind would believe a man
could possess the power to lift photocopiers and totem poles?>

Thirsty, Darren reluctantly heaved himself from the couch to get a glass of
water. As he held the glass under the faucet and watched the water rise and
fill it, he was surprised by an unexpected stirring at the base of his
spine. He carefully set the overflowing glass on the counter and
concentrated on the expanding heat. Unbidden, the serpent loosened itself
from his bones. Darren was shocked, but pleased. He hadn't called out the
kundalini, but he was grateful for its presence. He turned off the running
water. The creature's insistent swell inched its way pleasantly up Darren's
back, nudging him toward his next act. Returning to the livingroom, Darren
eagerly grabbed his jacket from the coffee table and hurried out of his
apartment.

_______________

University Access Road
Orono, Maine
10:20 PM

"Mulder, we should get a copy of the 911 audiotape. It may provide some
clues as to what happened tonight," Scully said from the passenger seat of
the rental car.

"I know what happened tonight," Mulder claimed as he steered the car onto
the University's back access road. "Darren went to the museum after leaving
the hockey game. He killed Henry Addison."

"By throwing a photocopier at him? Do you know how impossible that sounds?
And why, Mulder? Why would he want Addison or Whitherspoon dead? What's his
motive?"

"There are a couple of possibilities. Both Whitherspoon and Addison were on
the committee that rejected Darren's thesis -- eleven times. And with the
way Addison belittled Darren, it didn't look like they would be exchanging
friendship rings anytime soon. Maybe Darren got tired of being treated like
the village idiot."

"Hmm. What's your other possibility?"

"Darren was forced to kill those men."

"What? The devil made him do it?"

"No. Nothing like that. Although...nah, not the devil. But it is possible
that the kundalini is responsible."

"How is that?"

"Spiritual masters of the East claim that a kundalini awakening is necessary
for enlightenment. They seek the energy's sudden expansion of creativity,
intelligence and emotional depth. However, they warn that releasing
kundalini energy too quickly can have a serious emotional effect on a
person. And no one should attempt to open this thrust of energy unless they'
re in a balanced psychological state. Novices may become distracted by the
energy itself and focus on the temporal and phenomenal applications of the
energy. The goal of the experienced kundalini yogi is the same as the goal
of any legitimate spiritual practice: to be liberated from the limited
bounds of the self-centered and alienated ego. But kundalini has an
amplifying function that may make an individual more powerful but not more
enlightened. In other words, Scully, Darren Linwood may be in over his
 head."

"So what do we do?"

"I wanna go to Darren's apartment. Look for traces of copy toner --
irrefutable evidence that he was in the museum office at the time Addison
died."

"That won't prove Darren killed Addison, only that he was there."

"That's enough to bring him in for questioning. Huh...what's this?" Mulder
slowed the car and squinted through the windshield. Up ahead, a flagman
waved a stop sign in the dark. Five Bangor Electric Company vehicles blocked
the street and a crew of line workers prepared to reset at least ten downed
utility poles. The poles lay scattered along the road like giant
Pick-Up-Sticks.

"Guess we'll never know who won the caber toss, Scully."

"This explains the power outage. What do you suppose happened here?"

"Not 'what,' but 'who.' My money's on Darren Linwood."

_______________

312 College Avenue
Dr. Marianne Talbot's Residence
Orono, Maine
10:32 PM

Marianne Talbot scuffed through the house in a pair of well-worn slippers,
adjusting the thermostat and turning out the lights. She yawned and stroked
the Maine coon cat twining around her ankles.

"Time for bed, Franz," Marianne cooed.

As a full professor in the University's Anthropology Department, Marianne
taught Primitive Art and Design. She had named her affectionate pet after
Franz Boas, icon of the anthropological sciences. Lifting the twenty-pound
cat onto her shoulder with a grunt, the slight, auburn-haired woman carried
him with her into her study where she hunted the bookshelves for something
to read in bed. She selected Gladys Reichard's "The Complexity of Rhythm in
Decorative Art."

"How about this one, Franz?" she asked the cat. The animal leaned into her
neck and purred his contentment. "This one it is then."

Just as she was about to switch off the hall light at the foot of the
stairs, a rapid knock sounded at the front door. Marianne looked quizzically
at the cat and whispered into his tufted ear, "Who do you suppose that could
be?" She drew back the curtain and peeked out the window.

"Darren, what are you doing here?" she called through the door, trying to
mask the irritation she felt at seeing him.

"May I come in, Dr. Talbot? Please?" His voice was desperate.

"It's after 10:30, Darren. I was about to go to bed. We can talk in my
office on Monday," she told him firmly. She guessed he was upset about the
committee's recent decision to reject his thesis. For three years she had
served on the panel that judged doctoral dissertations in the Anthropology
Department. Three times she had pronounced Darren's thesis unacceptable.

"Please, Dr. Talbot," Darren begged. "I'm at the end of my rope. I don't
know where else to turn. I...I'm thinking...I'd be better off...dead," he
lied, imbuing his tone with anguish. Marianne's forehead creased in concern.
She didn't much like Darren, but she certainly didn't want to see him kill
himself. Especially after turning him away from her door.

"All...alright, Darren. You can come in." She set the cat on the floor and
slid back the deadbolt. He pushed his way past her as soon as he heard the
snick of the released lock.

"Thank you, Dr. Talbot. I always felt I could talk to you."

She found his statement odd. She couldn't remember ever having a real
conversation with him. He had taken her class on Traditional Northwest Coast
Design and maybe her Style and Symbolism in Pre-Columbian Art seminar, but
she couldn't remember for sure.

"Well. Come on in then. Have a seat." She led him into her kitchen and,
after turning on the overhead light, she gestured at the table. "Tea?" she
asked, not knowing what else to say when he remained standing despite her
invitation.

"Yeah. That would be great," he nodded, his intense stare making her
nervous. She already regretted letting him in.

Cinching her bathrobe more tightly around her waist, she proceeded to fill
the teakettle. He moved to stand directly behind her and she nearly bumped
into him when she turned from the stove.

"Uh...excuse me, Darren," she tried to edge past him but he blocked her way.
"Darren?" her voice wavered. "Darren, you're frightening me."

"Am I?" He leaned over her. "I don't mean to," he breathed into her ear.
With anticipation, he waited for the expected swell of heat to rise in his
back. He smiled when he felt the serpent shift and begin to uncoil. Marianne
tried once more to escape around him but he quickly embraced her, squeezing
her tightly against his chest and causing her to gasp in alarm.

"Darren! Let me go! Please, let go!" she tried to twist free. When he wouldn
't release her, she slapped him hard across the face. He reeled back from
her blow, astonished that she would strike him. His face flamed from her
humiliating rejection and the beast inside him leapt up his back and over
the crown of his head. Darren knew he couldn't stop the unquenchable
creature now, even if he wanted to. And he didn't want to.

The air in the kitchen crackled with static electricity. The powerful
kundalini burst from Darren and roared through the small room creating a
cyclone of flying kitchen utensils, dishes, pots and pans. Larger items
began to hurtle through the air. The microwave oven sailed over their heads
and crashed through the plaster wall into the powder room on the other side.
Marianne screamed and covered her head in an attempt to deflect one of the
soaring kitchen chairs. Everything seemed to be coming at her, swirling
violently around Darren who stood frozen at the center of the terrifying
vortex. He groaned with satisfied desire when the refrigerator skidded from
its corner and crushed into Marianne, bursting her body against the far
wall.

Shaking, Darren allowed the kundalini to return to its place inside his
body. He waited patiently while the serpent retreated down his back and
curled itself once more around the base of his spine. When he was sure the
beast was settled, he crossed the room and crouched next to the broken body
of Marianne Talbot. He traced his finger feather-light across the silky
auburn strands at her temple where gray bits of her brain oozed from the
rent in her skull. Marianne's delicate features and reddish hair suddenly
reminded Darren of Agent Scully. He stroked Marianne's broken jaw and closed
his eyes, picturing the curve of Scully's calves and the swell of her
breasts. He knew the kundalini would not be satisfied until it possessed the
sexy FBI woman.

_______________

Darren Linwood's Apartment
Park Street, Orono, Maine
10:45 PM

Mulder pounded on Darren's apartment door with the heel of his hand.

"Darren? Darren! Open up!" he yelled, trying to be heard all the way to the
second floor. Mulder chanced a quick look at Scully, then pulled a credit
card from his wallet.

"You're not planning to..." But before Scully could finish her thought,
Mulder had wiggled the plastic card between the door and the doorframe,
popping open the latch.

"Hey, they take MasterCard!" he smiled at her. Pushing through to the front
hall, the agents climbed the steep flight of stairs leading to Darren's
apartment. When they reached the upper landing, Mulder repeated the
procedure with his credit card. Once again, the door clicked open.

"Mulder, we don't have a warrant to search Darren's apartment," Scully
warned.

"We're not 'searching.' We're just taking a little 'look-see.'" Mulder
turned on his flashlight and swept the room with its light.

"And what, exactly, is the difference?"

"Scully, turn on your flashlight and help me search...uh...look-see."

"This is breaking and entering, Mulder," Scully flicked on her light. "I don
't condone it. Hey, look-see at this." She focused her beam on Darren's worn
couch. Mulder ran his finger along the leather.

"Toner. Darren was in Addison's office. I knew it."

"Now we just have to locate our suspect. Got any ideas where we should
start?"

"The University Motor Inn."

"Our hotel? Why?"

"The names of the people who sat on Darren's doctoral dissertation committee
are listed in his thesis. I think his next victim may be someone else from
the panel."

_______________

University Motor Inn
Orono, Maine
11:12 PM

"There were five people altogether on the committee. Whitherspoon and
Addison, of course, and Drs. Jenn Cheaver, an ethnolinguist, Roland Iversson
of the Maine Folklife Center, and Marianne Talbot, professor of Primitive
Art and Design." Mulder read from the coversheet of Darren's thesis. "Check
the white pages, Scully. See who lives the closest." Mulder paced his hotel
room, scuffing through the pages of Darren's thesis still scattered across
the floor.

Scully sat on the edge of the bed and flipped open the phone book.

"Iversson lives in Hamden. Cheaver..." Scully skipped backwards through the
alphabet, "lives in Bangor."

"And Talbot?"

"Hold on. Here it is. Talbot lives...in Orono. 312 College Avenue."

"Let's go, Scully."

"Wait a minute, Mulder. Before we go running out in the middle of the night,
how about we try calling first?" She reached for the phone beside the bed.

"We could do that. It's not as exciting as my plan, but..." he belly-flopped
onto the bed, bouncing Scully and nearly causing her to drop the phone.
Frowning, she punched in the numbers. The phone rang a half dozen times
before Marianne Talbot's answering machine picked up.

<You have reached Marianne Talbot. I'm unable to take your call right now.
Please leave a message after the beep and I'll get back to you as soon as
possible.>

"Dr. Talbot, this is Special Agent Scully of the FBI. I have reason to
believe your life may be in danger. Please call me immediately upon hearing
this message. My cell number is 555-3564."

"Now can we go?" Mulder rolled onto his back.

"Let's go."

_______________

University Motor Inn
Orono, Maine
11:48 PM

Darren balanced the pizza box on the palm of his left hand and rang the desk
bell.

"May I help you?" the chubby desk clerk asked, emerging from a back room
holding a dog-eared romance novel.

"Pizza delivery for a Ms. Scully. Room number, please."

The clerk looked over her glasses to inspect Darren and the large Pat's
Pizza he held.

"Smells good. Room 214. Upstairs and down the hall on the left," she told
him and pushed her glasses back up her nose.

"Thank you," Darren smiled, amazed at how easy it had been to get the room
number. He was pretty sure the FBI woman was not in her room; the agents'
rental car had not been in the parking lot outside the hotel. But whether
Scully was in her room or not, he no longer needed the pizza. Halfway down
the hall on the hotel's second floor, he nonchalantly stowed the pizza on
top of the ice machine. He continued on to Scully's room and paused outside
her door to listen for the sound of the television or some other sign that
she was inside. When he heard nothing, he rapped softly. Then, just in case
she might be asleep, he knocked harder. There was no answer.

Darren focused his eyes on the locked door. Silently, he called the
kundalini awake. The beast was eager to emerge and slithered quickly up
Darren's spine, across his shoulders and down his arms. Darren placed his
palm over the lock. He felt the magnetic heat of the kundalini radiate from
his hand into the mechanism. It took only a moment before the door clicked
open allowing Darren to step inside.

_______________

312 College Avenue
Dr. Marianne Talbot's Residence
Orono, Maine
11:48 PM

"The lights are on. Try the door, Mulder."

Mulder twisted the knob and found Marianne Talbot's door unlocked.
Withdrawing his gun, he cautiously entered the front hall. Scully followed
him in, her own weapon held firmly at arm's length. Mulder leaned into the
livingroom and then the study. Seeing no one, he continued to edge silently
down the hall toward the kitchen, pausing to check the powder room on his
way by.

Mulder's eyebrows climbed up his forehead when he saw the microwave oven
lying broken on the bathroom floor. Peering through the hole in the wall,
Mulder could see Marianne Talbot's crushed body poking out from behind the
refrigerator in the next room. He gestured to Scully to attend to Marianne
while he searched upstairs for Darren.

Scully moved quickly into the kitchen where she knelt to feel for Marianne's
pulse. The woman was dead. Trying to assess what had happened, Scully
scanned the disarray around the woman's corpse. The destruction was
staggering.

"No one upstairs," Mulder said as he entered the kitchen. "Jesus Christ,"
his head swiveled as he took in the damage.

"You call Chief Byron," Scully suggested, "and I'll call Drs. Iversson and
Cheaver. We need to let them know their lives are in danger."

_______________

University Motor Inn
Orono, Maine
1:12 AM

Tiredly, Scully and Mulder climbed the stairs to the hotel's second floor.
They had stayed at Marianne Talbot's house until Chief Byron's arrival.
Patiently, they had answered all of the Chief's questions. Byron then issued
an APB on Darren and two uniformed officers were sent to guard Drs. Iversson
and Cheaver.

"Are you sure you don't wanna spend the night with me?" Mulder playfully
asked Scully when they stopped in the hall outside his hotel room. He tugged
gently at her fingers and gave her his best puppy-dog expression. "I could
make it worth your while," he waggled his eyebrows.

"No thanks, Mulder. I'm looking forward to taking a shower and falling into
bed."

"A rain check then?" he asked with hope. She shook her head and smiled
before leaning to rest her forehead wearily against his chest.

"You never give up, do you, Mulder?" Her voice was muffled against the
fabric of his shirt.

"They say 'Hope springs eternal.'"

"They also say 'Know when to quit.'"

"True. True. But they <also> say 'Good things come to he who waits.'"

She peered up at him from under an arched eyebrow and shook her head again.

"How can you say no, Scully? I'm offering you my heart on a silver platter."

"Oh, is that what you're offering?"

"Heart, soul...and body. It's a package deal, Scully."

"G'night, Mulder." She started down the hall, but he pulled her back, his
hand still wrapped around her fingers.

"A goodnight kiss, maybe?" he asked, wide-eyed.

"G'night, Mulder," she said firmly and left him standing at his door.

"Someday you're gonna regret the way you take me for granted," he called
down the corridor, watching her slide her key into the lock of her door.

"Yeah, yeah. Whatever. Good night, Mulder."

Scully stepped inside and flicked the light switch beside the door, bathing
the room in a soft glow. She slid the chain lock into place and toed off her
boots. Her feet ached. Stifling a yawn, she padded into the bathroom and
stared at her reflection in the mirror.

"Jesus," she breathed, appalled at the sight of her tired eyes and sallow
skin. She reached behind the shower curtain and twisted on the faucet until
a hot, steamy stream of water cascaded comfortably over the back of her
hand. She let the water run as she shrugged out of her coat and yanked her
blouse up over her head. She looked down at the floral-print satin bra she
wore. <What's the point,> she thought ruefully. Scully had switched to
wearing pretty lingerie right after her first case with Mulder, when she had
ended up in his hotel room, stripped down to her plain white cotton panties
and bra while he inspected her bare back for signs of alien abduction. Now,
here they were, years later, and Mulder had not had so much as a peek at her
underthings. At least as far as she was consciously aware.

She had to admit it was probably her fault that their relationship had never
gone any further than a professional partnership and after seven years they
were still little more than co-workers. <Well, we're closer than two people
who just happen to work together everyday,> she thought. <But seven years!
Seven! Without a kiss. Without a passionate embrace. Without...> She
realized she couldn't put the blame on his lack of trying. He was constantly
issuing suggestive invitations. But she always considered his comments to be
jokes. <He couldn't have been serious, could he?>

A scraping noise in the outer room caught Scully's attention and brought her
abruptly from her reverie. When she heard the noise a second time, she
turned off the water in the tub and stood at the open bathroom door to
listen. The outer room was quiet. Only the soft hum of the room's heater was
audible.

<I must be more tired than I thought. Now I'm hearing things.> She returned
to the sink. Taking her gun from the small of her back, she placed it on the
counter. She unfastened her pants. Just as she was about to slide them over
her hips, she was grabbed roughly from behind and shoved forcibly against
the bathroom wall. The sudden jolt against the hard tile knocked the wind
from her lungs and opened a bloody split along her forehead. Dazed, she
tried to regain her breath. She reached for her gun, but the intruder had
pinned her firmly beneath his weight and she was unable to move.

"Don't scream. Don't make a sound," he whispered.

"What do you want?" she grunted.

"You, Agent Scully. I want you."

<He knows my name.> She tried to look over her shoulder to see the face of
her captor, but his brutal hold didn't allow her to turn. She could tell he
was a lot taller than she was and he outweighed her by at least sixty or
seventy pounds. He was wearing a dark blue jacket and sneakers, but that was
all she could see.

"Who are you?" she demanded.

"It's me. Darren," he breathed into her ear. She felt the stubble of his
beard scrape across her cheek.

"Darren? How did you get in here?"

"I can do lots of things you might think impossible."

"Let me go, Darren."

"I don't think so, Agent Scully." He squeezed her harder. The fingers of his
right hand dug painfully into her ribs just below her bra. The fingers of
his left hand dipped into the V of her unzipped jeans. She struggled, trying
to free an elbow or a foot to strike at him. "No, no, Agent Scully," he
warned. "Don't move."

Darren could feel the awakened serpent, already uncoiled and climbing up his
vertebrae. He exulted in the welcome heat that spread across his back, up
his neck and over his shoulders. The swell of the kundalini was matched by
the engorgement of his own erection. He ground his hips against Scully's
buttocks and groaned with want. He shoved his hand further into her pants,
across the soft curls of her hair, while the serpent burned over his scalp
and seared his eyes. Darren knew the kundalini would not wait long for its
freedom. He would have to hurry if he was going to possess Scully before the
serpent took her for itself.


** ** **


Still in his street clothes and lying on top of the bedspread, Mulder looked
at the clock on the nightstand. Ten minutes to two and he was impossibly
wide-awake. He reached for the phone to call Scully, only to set the
receiver back in its cradle when he realized she was probably in the shower.
Or, if finished with her bath, she was asleep. He decided to get a soda and
some ice and dug through his pockets for change. Counting out seventy-five
cents, he ambled down the hall to the soda machine. While he stood chewing
the inside of his lip and contemplating the available choices of soft drink,
he noticed the pizza box lying on top of the neighboring ice chest. Curious,
he lifted the box's lid and was surprised to find a whole pizza inside,
completely untouched. It smelled good. He wondered how long it had been
sitting there. He felt the box. It was cold. He decided he'd better not take
the pizza and let the lid drop back in place.

Mulder slipped his coins into the soda machine. Something black stuck to his
fingers.

"What the hell..." He rubbed his thumb over his index finger. The black
powder smeared. It looked like the photocopy toner he and Scully had seen
earlier in Addison's office and again at Darren's apartment. Mulder looked
more closely at the pizza box.  Several black fingerprints were scattered
along the side and over the top. Fearful, Mulder glanced down the hall to
Scully's room.

"Scully? Scullee!" he called out and broke into a run. When he reached her
room, he pounded his fist against her door. "Scully? Let me in. Can you hear
me? Scullee!"

Inside, Scully tried to yell out an answer to her partner.

"Mul..." she managed before Darren slammed her face once more against the
tiled wall. Her teeth sunk painfully into the flesh of her lip.

"Shhhh," Darren hissed. "We don't want company." But Mulder continued to cry
Scully's name and pound against her door.

"He won't go away," Scully said, blood oozing from her mouth.

"In that case, I guess we'll have to invite him in." Darren spun, yanking
Scully with him. The throbbing wound on her forehead made her vision swim.
She thought she might vomit. Behind her, Darren aimed a powerful blast of
energy at the entryway and the door exploded inward off its hinges. At the
threshold, Mulder stood with his gun drawn, a look of astonishment on his
face. His brows drew together at the sight of Scully with blood running from
her lip and forehead and Darren Linwood's hand thrust down her pants.

"Let her go!" Mulder demanded, aiming his gun at Darren's head.

"I don't think so, Agent Mulder. You won't shoot me."

"Let her go! I will shoot you!"

"No. You have two choices, Agent Mulder," Darren told him calmly. "You can
watch or you can die. Which will it be?"

Mulder blinked with annoyed confusion. He stiffened his arms and
double-checked his aim, but before he could squeeze the trigger, the gun
flew from his hand and embedded itself deeply in the plaster wall. Mulder's
jaw dropped in disbelief.

"What do you think, Agent Scully?" Darren giggled. "Do you think he'd rather
watch or die? The choice is now yours." When Scully refused to answer,
Darren raised his livid eyes to Mulder. He focused on the agent's chest and
sent an angry torrent of energy flying outward. It collided into Mulder's
body and sent him hurtling through the air until his back crashed against
the wall, sinking him several inches into the sheetrock. Held in place by an
unseen force, Mulder watched horror-stricken as Darren ran his tongue wetly
along Scully's jaw.

"She tastes good, Agent Mulder. Did you know that?"

"Let her go!" Mulder pleaded.

Darren smiled and pushed his fingers more deeply between Scully's legs. He
stared directly at Mulder as he once more ground his hips against Scully and
moaned with pleasure. He felt powerful, so in control. He never wanted this
moment to end; yet at the same time, he needed to bring on his climax. The
kundalini was anxious to be set free.

"She's mine," Darren claimed and laughed. He yanked Scully's pants downward.

"Nooo!" Mulder raged.

The two men locked eyes, their identical green irises shrinking their pupils
to angry pinpoints.

The energy of the kundalini swirled about the room like a hurricane. It
expanded hotly, filling the space. A lamp toppled and the chair slid across
the room, crashing into the bed. Darren was out of time. Desperately, he
fumbled at the zipper of his jeans. Scully struggled unsuccessfully to
escape from his grasp. Her frantic movements merely increased his lust and
his immediate desire for her. He needed her. He needed her now. The
television set exploded loudly and hurtled bits of glass and metal across
the bedroom. A maelstrom of bedding and dresser drawers and coat hangers
spun out of control above the bed. The entire room vibrated with a magnetic
charge, snapping and crackling with static electricity.

"Nooo!" Darren yelled. "Not yet!" he begged the impatient kundalini. Beside
his head, the shower spigot shot from the wall, startling him and sending a
spray of water across the bathroom. "Please!" he pleaded. "I need?" He was
interrupted by the brittle jangle of the bathroom mirror splintering and
discharging a blizzard of needle-like fragments into the air. He raised his
arms to protect his face and Scully slipped to the floor. Released from his
grasp, she covered her head.

The roar subsided. The gentle tinkle of glass was the only sound Scully
could hear. And a painful groan from Mulder. She raised her head, sending a
snowstorm of powdered glass drifting from her hair. She crawled carefully
across the bathroom floor toward Mulder where he sat slumped in the entryway
beneath an imprint of his own body in the wall over his head.

"Mulder, are you okay?" She placed her hand on his sleeve. He groaned again
and opened his eyes.

"Scully! You're hurt!"

She glanced down at herself. Her arms and torso were crisscrossed with small
cuts. She suspected her face was cut as well.

"I'm fine. I'm fine. What about you?"

"I think my arm is broken. Maybe some ribs." He stared past her shoulder.
"Scully...Darren's dead." Darren Linwood lay on the bathroom floor in a pool
of his own blood, a knife of glass sticking out of his neck.

_______________

FBI Headquarters
Washington DC
Two weeks later

Under the pretense of typing up expense reports, Scully had spent the day
surreptitiously watching Mulder work at his desk. He sat quietly sorting
slides, pausing only occasionally to sip from the coffee mug at his elbow.
Since his arrival at 8:00, he had said little more than a soft good morning.
Although the cast on his left arm remained the only outward sign of their
ordeal in Maine, Mulder continued to be frustratingly reticent since that
horrifying night at the University Motor Inn.

"Mulder? What do you think really happened?" Scully asked in an effort to
draw him out and reestablish their familiar communication.

"Happened?"

"In Maine. To Darren."

Mulder blew air into his cheeks and leaned back in his chair. He winced at
the twinge of pain from his healing ribs.

"I think Darren was too unpracticed to handle the energy of kundalini. He
was a frustrated man, held in place by his superiors and the circumstances
of his life. He tried to control the external, uncontrollable factors of his
life with a power he didn't fully understand and was unprepared to handle."

Mulder's three-sentence reply represented the lengthiest dialog he'd offered
in almost fourteen days. Encouraged, Scully asked him another question.

"Why do you think the kundalini ended up, in effect, killing itself by
killing Darren?"

Mulder ran his fingers through his hair.

"Well...kundalini takes raw sexual energy and converts it to an energy that
some refer to as spiritual. The transformed energy allows the achievement of
paranormal activities like psychokinesis. In Darren's case and the situation
with you..." Mulder paused to gauge her reaction, "...Darren produced so
much sexual energy, the kundalini grew beyond the scope of any control, even
its own. It self-destructed. But I think its suicide was accidental. In the
passion of the moment, so to speak, it didn't foresee the outcome of its
actions." When she frowned, Mulder quickly added, "Hey, it happens to people
all the time. They get caught up in the moment and lose sight of any dire
consequences their actions might precipitate."

Mulder absently picked at the cast on his arm. Certain complexities of this
case made him very uncomfortable. Some of the details hit too close to home.
Darren's sexual assault on Scully and Mulder's own inability to stop the
other man's attack, terrified him. But what frightened him even more was his
clear recognition of the striking resemblance between Darren and himself.
They shared so many characteristics in common, Mulder worried that, given
the same set of circumstances, he might be capable of the same heinous
actions. The notion that he could ever hurt Scully sickened him. Looking at
her again, he finally decided to broach his fear.

"Scully, I can't help thinking that if the events of my life had been just a
little different, I could have been Darren."

"You're nothing like Darren Linwood," she insisted.

"Yes, I am. And I think that's why I'm having a hard time putting this case
behind me," an expression of guilt and dissatisfaction crossed his features.
"Physically, Darren and I looked very much alike. Our ages, height, weight,
hair and eye color were all similar."

"Those are only external characteristics, Mulder. They have nothing to do
with who you are," she claimed. He stared doubtfully at her.

"Darren and I shared many of the same beliefs, too, Scully. Don't
misunderstand me. I'm not saying we were identical, but there were enough
similarities to be...well...spooky."

Instead of smiling as he had expected her to do, she looked angry. When she
opened her mouth to object once more, he plowed ahead.

"What I'm trying to say, Scully, is that I know we make choices every day of
our lives about who we are and who we want to become. But many choices are
made for us: what we look like, where we are born, who we meet. It's the
cards we're dealt. Full House and you're an FBI agent. Two Jacks and you're
an eleven-time loser in a rinky-dink anthropology department in Maine. Okay,
maybe that should be the other way around, but you get the idea," he offered
her a lop-sided grin.

"But, Mulder, in either case, you still have choices. Let's say you choose
to be a crackpot believing in the paranormal and the existence of little
gray men," she looked pointedly at him. "You do it knowing people will react
to your choice in predictable ways. And when they do react, predictably or
not, you make additional choices based on those reactions. In other words,
you control your reaction to the cards you're dealt. Actually, it's the only
thing you can control," she finished and Mulder nodded his understanding.

"Mulder, Darren reacted to the derision of his superiors and the frustration
of the circumstances of his life by embracing the power of kundalini. That
was his choice," Scully observed.

"The trouble was, it ended up controlling him," Mulder added.

He was missing her point. In an effort to drive home her view that he was
unlike Darren in all the ways that mattered most, she asked him, "What about
you, Mulder? How do you react to the derision of your colleagues and the
frustration of the circumstances of your life?"

"Like an asshole." This time he succeeded in making her smile, but her
amused expression quickly faded. She shook her head, disagreeing with him.

"Mulder, you persevere despite the hand you were dealt...<are> dealt
everyday. You react in a noble and principled way. Your choices are honest.
Your actions are caring. You would never hurt me, or anyone else, to satisfy
your own desires. The choices you make are nothing like those of Darren
Linwood. The similarity between the two of you ends at the color of your
eyes." She looked directly into his hazel-green eyes and rose from her
chair. Crossing the room to stand beside him, she continued, "You're a good
man, Fox Mulder." She bent and lightly kissed the crown of his head, causing
him to grin. "And, for your information, I don't ever take you for granted."



THE END

Author's notes: Feedback is welcome. This is my sixth X-File Fan Fiction (my
other stories are listed below and are archived on Gossamer). Comments or
suggestions, good or bad, are always appreciated. Send your thoughts to:
nejake@tds.net. Thanks!

The Boogeyman
Madjahando
Deep Freeze
Split Second
Greetings From Maine

