From: Gwoman003@aol.com
Date: 30 Apr 1999 20:36:14 -0700
Subject: [xfcreative] NEW: Confessions of a Hunchmeister By Cara S.


Title: Confessions of a Hunchmeister
Author: Cara S. Gwoman003@aol.com
Summary: Mulder talking to his fish/journal/ or whatever you think he does
to get his feelings out.
Spoilers: Slight references to: GWSC, FTF, Two Fathers
Subject: V
Keywords:A, Mulder's POV
Archive:Anywhere, just please tell me where.
 This story is for Stephen and Albert, who give me enough rude behavior,
angst, and attitude to give me a view for a selfish Mulder

Confessions of a Hunchmister

Times have changed.
We have grown closer, yet grown apart.
I could blame her, I could blame myself,
but I'm not. Time will take it's course, whatever that may be.

Selfishness sunk into me at an old age.
I thought I could have it all;
love, understanding, recreation, and the truth.
Fat chance.

Go to the ends of the earth and back again.

Then I noticed my own insanity, and with that my selfishness.
The quest became mine, too bad for anyone else.

If I couldn't work I'd play.

Ain't I cute?

Hurting people became a hobby of mine.
Trickery, and stealing was the only way I could get attention.

"You took her car keys didn't you?"

I want to stop, lord knows I want to.

If there is one.

I just have to find my grail.
What was I looking for again?