From: syzygyshan@warpmail.net
Date: 13 Oct 2003 06:12:06 -0700
Subject: [atxc-pi] NEW: Dangerous -NC-17- (0/2)
Source: atxc
 
Title: Dangerous 
Author: Shannon Kizzia 
Feedback Email: syzygyshan@warpmail.net 
Author's Website: http://hegalplace.com/shannon/ 
Archive at Gossamer: Yes to Gossamer 
Status: NEW - Series 
Size: 28k 
Category: Story, Romance, RST, PWP 
Pairings: Mulder/Krycek 
Rating: NC-17 
Gossamer Category: Story ~ Sex (PWP) ~ Slash 
Sequel to: Two Great Tastes 
Summary: Phone sex. 

Part 1
Please see part 0 (template) for story information.

Dangerous
by Shannon Kizzia (shannon@hegalplace.com)

Rating:  NC-17 for naughties

Pairing:  M/K

Series/Status:  Sequel to `Two Great Tastes'

Spoilers:  Not a thing.

Keywords:  PWP, phones, cuffs

Summary:  No peanut butter.  No chocolate.  Just Alex.
Back for a little recompense.

Disclaimer:  Yadda, yadda, yadda.

Notes:  Read TGT first.  It's short and sweet.  Hope you
like the continuation.  I got to practice my dialogue with
this one.  It's still not something that you would have seen
on the show by any stretch, but it's a bit less fluffy than
TGT was.

Archive:  Sure, but I'd like the two stories to go together.

Date of First Posting: by the time I'm done beta-ing it'll
probably be early 10/11/03.

Sign:  Virgo

Favorite Song:  Inertia Creeps by Massive Attack  (Go read
the story by the same name, by the way!  Kudos to Ladonna
King!)

Enough with my rambling.  On with the story...

....................

"Mulder,"  I answer on the sixth ring.

"Hey, Fox.  What's new?"

Silence.  His and mine.  But then I'm surprised that I can
actually just barely hear his breathing over the blood
pounding through my brain.  I grip the Garfield beach
towel tighter around my waist and stand there dripping on
my keyboard.

"I think I asked you a question, Mulder."

"Yeah, well, I don't answer to my first name.  You oughta
know that by now, Alex,"  I answer cooly.  Least I think it
was cool.  I'm a little dizzy.

There's another round of quiet in which I try not to feel
embarrassed for not filling it.

"So?" he asks.

"So what, Krycek?  What's this about?"

"I asked you what's new.  Did you think that was a
rhetorical question or something?"

I tuck the phone between my ear and shoulder and situate
the towel around my hips so that I'll have both hands free.
Somehow it feels more physically dangerous to talk to this
man on the phone than it does in person.  Maybe because
here I can't see his sweaty, wide-eyed, nervous face and
thereby ascertain his level of fear.

Or arousal, my perfect and enthusiastic memory supplies.
I swallow, unsure why I'm about to answer rather than just
hanging up on him.

"I'm sorry are you speaking, ratfuck?  Since I found out
you're a lying, traitorous bastard I've kind of stopped
listening to you."  I inhale quietly on the lie and I'm
actually curious about what his answer will be.

It's a short, breathy laugh.  It turns me on.

"What are you wearing, Mulder?"

I blink.  And then I take a step back, grasping the towel and
pulling it tighter as I look around.

"Are my questions too difficult?" he proceeds when I don't
offer an answer.  My mouth opens.  "Maybe you'd like to
go back to the first one instead?"

"What the fuck are you doing, Krycek?"

"Trying to have a conversation with you, Mulder, but
you're not making it very easy."

I frown.  "I don't have time for your mindfucks.  If you've
got something to say, say it," I demand, trying to sound
bored.  I'm not gonna let him get me angry unless it's in
person and I can get physical with it.

"Mulder,"  he sighs.  "You're one jaded son of a bitch."

"And you're not?"

He chuckles again.  "That's different."

"How?"  My hand's on my hip now and I'm staring down
the desk chair like it's him.  I expect the dusty wood slats
to blaze aflame at any moment.

"I've got good reason," he explains.

"I..."  I begin, my voice just now rising, but he interrupts
me rudely.

"Mulder, this is boring.  Let's talk about something else."

I roll my eyes and snort.  "I'm not fucking here to entertain
you, Krycek."

"Then hang up," he says smoothly.  I pause to see if his
breathing is shaky with the bluff but then realize my own
silence could be mistaken for capitulation.  Before I can
form a quick, cutting answer, he's talking again.  I firm my
jaw.

"Yeah, well, anyway, what I wanna talk about I think you
have a vested interest in, so if you're not gonna hang up,
you might wanna actually listen."

I can't help that my breath gets shallow and soft and I try
not to move.  Whether I like it or not, he's got my
attention.  I make myself sigh to prove an apathy I'm far
from feeling.  "Go ahead."

I hear him inhale on the other end of the line and wonder
where he's calling from.

"You owe me."

I blink my eyes wider, looking at the desk chair with
incredulity.  Then I lean back slightly and wrap my free
arm around my my middle, letting my phone elbow rest
on it.

"I do,"  I ask, but I make it sound like a statement of
upmost disbelief.

"Yeah," he husks.  I shiver and am glad he's not here to see
it.

I snort again.  "You're delusional, Krycek."

"Call me Alex," he says in that aggravating rumble of his.
He even sounds like leather.

"In your dreams," I say, ignoring the fact that I've fallen
into clich.

His voice drops even deeper.  "Every fucking night,
Mulder."

My mouth opens.  My arm slides away from my body.

"Are you there?" he asks.  It's the first time he's sounded
anything but calm and confident.

I clear my throat but only manage, "Yeah."

His breathing is like a still-distant, but fastly approaching
freight train.

"So...like I was saying...you owe me."

I go for derisive laughter but it comes out more like an
asthmatic moan.  "For what?"

"For leaving me in that alley like that you prick-tease son
of a bitch."

His voice is like soft silk sheets gently pulled over then
away from my naked body.  I close my eyes, but try to
keep my voice even, revealing nothing.

"I can't help it if you're a complete slut, Krycek."

I concentrate on my respiration.  He's right, dammit.  I just
got very interested. I reach out and drop my blinds with an
unceremonial thunk and then twist the slim rod to close
them completely.  Like someone is going to see me talking
to him.

"You can help it," he tells me breathlessly.  Geez, if he ever
wanted to disengage from his criminal lifestyle, he'd be
more than successful on a 1-900 line.

"You don't seem to understand something, I don't want to,"
I lie bald-facedly.

"Tell ya what," he keeps going as if I didn't just reject him.
"If you get me off over the phone, I'll come over there and
suck your cock.  How does that sound?"

I open my mouth in righteous indignation, intending to
voice any number of adjectives ranging from hideous to
unthinkably horrifying to unnecessarily masochistic on my
part to absolutely ridiculous.

What comes out on the other hand...is a low, wordless
groan.

Then to counter, "Krycek, I don't want your filthy mouth
on me."  There is no conviction there whatsoever.  I
wonder what happened to the staunchly masculine,
arrogant bravado I had set up in that alley.  Maybe I was
high on the chocolate.

"So you just wanna talk dirty to me for free then?"

"Wha?  No!"  I shout, clueing in late.  "Krycek, don't you
have anything better to do with your time than to try to
coerce phone sex from people who hate you?"  I almost
don't know why I'm persisting.  I guess it's just pride.  I
want him.  He knows it.  Why can't I give in?  Is it really
because I hate him?  Do I still?  I close my eyes again.  I
don't think I do.  I wonder if hell really exists and if I'm
gonna go there for this.

"Didn't feel like hate in that alley," he says softly and I
think I might have hurt his feelings.

I sigh.

"I'm...I'm wearing a Garfield beach towel."

I hear him gasp.  And then he snorts.  "Really?"

I smile a little and pull the desk chair out, finally sitting
down.  "Yeah," I tell him, letting the smile into my voice.

"Interesting," he says, and I don't know if it really is to him
or if he's humoring me.  Dangerous.  He's so dangerous to
me like this.

"Is it?"  I chance asking.

He breathes.  "Yeah, Mulder."

"So..."  I start, to my horror beginning to tremble.  My
hand already lies close to my crotch on my leg.  I feel the
blood sing through my cock as it stiffens without a touch,
without one pornographic word.  I'm not doing this, am I?
I'm going to laugh and hang up on him.  Right?

I hear him just breathing.  I squeeze my eyes shut tight and
swallow hard.  My voice is almost inaudible.  "What do
you want?"

A sigh.  A shaky inhale.  A creak, like a chair, or leather.
God, leather.  "I want...you to call me Alex."

Shit.  So sweet.  His voice so low and quiet...entreating.
And he's so easy.  Just call him Alex.  I'm floored by his
simple request.

"Will that get you hard?" I ask, abandoning myself with
each new word, with each moment I stay on the line with
him.

"Already...hard," he answers.

I gasp.  "Are you...touching yourself?" I ask, refraining
from his one request so far.

"Mm-hmm," he moans.  "Little bit."

"God..."  Under my breath.  Almost nothing.  My hand
twitches.   "Are you in jeans?" I hear myself ask.

"Yeah," he returns.

I love the way he sounds.  I let my mouth open as I
imagine him, pushed up against the brick wall...hard for
me...me hard for him.  I regain some measure of strength
to my voice when I ask, "You got your hand down them,
Krycek?"

He pauses, breath catching, maybe on the disappointment
of his last name.  I find myself unable to give him what he
wants.  I can have illicit phone sex with him, but I refuse to
say his name.  It feels like the last defense.  And I'm gonna
stand my ground on it.

"N-no...not yet."

I take a breath.

"Do it."

He groans something like God and I spread my legs, my
dick filling, lifting, plumping up ready for him...for this.

"Okay," he sighs.

I reach up and flick the towel loose so that I'm sitting on it
with my erection uncovered.  I'm sweating.

"Are you gripping it in your fist?"

"Wh-whatever you want...Mulder..."

I brush my own fingers lightly down the length of my
cock, and I stifle a sigh of abject happiness.  It's not like all
the other times I've touched myself.  It's so different with
him here.  The shared lust sharpens me and makes me feel
drunk at the same time.

"Touch it...soft," I tell him.

"Unnn..." he replies and I know he's doing it.  I picture
those strong fingers, able to strangle a man without
significant effort, tickling his flesh like I'm doing with
mine.

"How does it feel?" I inquire.

"Isss...good."  A few shorter, hitching breaths that have me
wanting to jerk hard and fast to orgasm.  I don't.  Somehow
that would feel like cheating.  "What else...do you want?"
he asks.

I've begun to breathe hard.   "I want...  I want you to feel
me touching you," I exhale, fingers stroking up to the head
of my cock and hovering there, teasing.

"Oh...Mulder..."

"'sgood..."  I say absently, fingering myself, hips bucking
up for more, and I deny myself.

"I want you to touch me," he croons.  Alex Krycek croons.
It registers somewhere in my brain.  I'll come back and
gawk at it later.  Right now I want him crying my name.

"I'm gonna..." I start, realizing against the fog of my mind
that the game is changing mid-round.  More him...more
me...  Interactive.  "I'm gonna wrap my hand around your
c-cock.," I tell him, doing it now.  "Unnnnn..."

"Yeah..."

"You like it?"  I'd meant for it to be a statement, almost a
command.

"OhyeahMulder," he breathes and the sudden stiffness in
my shoulders recedes.  "Jerk me off.  I need it."

"Do you?"  I ask more smoothly than I would have thought
possible.  "Do you need me to make you come?"  I start to
move my hand in earnest.  Up and down my cock.  Lazy
but purposeful, denying my own need.

"Yes, Mulder.  Need you."

My eyes open on it.  He stripped away the pretense.  He
bared that confession.  Made it more than sex,  more than a
hand on his dick working hard flesh.  I'd wonder why but I
don't want to think about anything except his harsh
breathing and my own hand around my cock, pulling now.
I smell my own musk threading up to my nostrils through
the clean smell of my soap.  I'm leaking.

"I'm gonna...pull on your cock," I tell him, closing my
eyes again and thrusting gently into my own touch.  "I'm
gonna...watch you start to cry because it's...so gooood."

He groans plaintively.  God, I hope he's really touching
himself over there.  It occurs to me that he could be faking
just to humiliate me in the end.

"Krycek," I growl.

"What, Mulder?" he gasps.  Then quietly, almost sobbing,
"Anything...anything..."

OhFUCK.

"I wanna fuck...your dick with my...ffffist," I grunt, doing
myself hard, hips working in pulsing, driving concert.  I
hope he's close.  "Wanna...hurt you," I say.

"Hurt me," he whispers.  "Do it to me."

Suddenly, I remember a bank of phones, his face so close to
mine, blood on his nose and lip.

"Shit," I hiss, balls coiling tight.  "Want you so much,
Alex," I cry.

"Ohgod*yes*," he sobs and with the moans and wails
following, I know I have him coming.

His name.  I said his name.  And it's making him come.

Three more quick slaps of my hand and it makes me come,
too.

"Alex!!!  Ohfuuuhhhh..."  I groan, shooting thick ribbons of
cum all over myself.  I keep my hand and hips moving as I
throw my head back, phone dropping to the floor as I lose
the ability to control my body.  "Uuuunnnnnnnnn!" I groan
as the last of it pulls from my body on a delicious tremor.

I take two breaths and then realize I've dropped Alex on
the floor.

Alex.

I lean over as quickly as my satiation will let me and pick
up the receiver.  I hold it for a moment, scared to put it
back up to my ear.  It seems like a very conscious choice to
go back to him.  I breathe.  I tell myself all I have to do
now is act like it wasn't incredible, that it got me off okay
and it was good, but that's all it was.  It was nothing more
than good.  And now it's over.

I raise the phone and listen for his distinctive breathing.
I'm not disappointed.  He's murmuring my name in
question.  I clear my throat.

"I, uh, I dropped the phone."

He laughs shortly, softly.  "Oh.  Are you okay?"

"Yeah," I say in too casual a tone whose artifice is
completely demolished by the shivery, breathy quality of
my voice.

"Good," he says quietly.  "So.  If I suck on it...how long do
you think before it gets hard again?"

"Wh-  What??"  I ask, sitting bolt upright despite my
muscles' desire to stay languidly stretched out naked in my
desk chair.

"That was the agreement," he intones placidly.  I imagine
his eyes wide with fake innocence.

I exhale loudly and then speak forcefully into the receiver,
my heart palpitating dangerously.  "Krycek, goddamnit,
you can't come over here.  This was...it was nothing.  All
right?  There is no way I'm letting you in my front door
and if you try to break in, I'll shoot you, Krycek, don't
think I won't."

I hear a soft click right behind me and turn fast on a loud,
painful gasp.

Krycek is standing there, gun drawn and aimed, closing his
cell phone.

"Hey, Mulder.  You gonna shoot me?" he asks, and even
though his gun is on me, his voice trembles slightly with
what sounds like apprehension.  Jesus, all I have to shoot
with is my soft dick!

"Fuck," I whisper loudly, my body tense and shaky with
the shock of seeing him there, having stealthily
maneuvered himself inside my place without a sound.

His eyes drop from my face to my chest, gun never
wavering.  His gaze traverses my body and I'm glad the
chair is turned the way it is so that he can't see everything,
although my own cum coating my chest and stomach is
damning and obscene enough.  I tighten my jaw in
embarrassment and anger.

"Fuck, you're beautiful," he sighs.

Some of the fierce emotion drains out of me, leaving only
the spark of a renewed desire for him.  His eyes ignite me,
licking back up my torso like a tongue of fire.

"Where were you, Krycek?" I ask, trying to act more angry
and affronted than I feel.  "Did you come all over my
goddamned front door?"

Far from fueling my self-righteousness, I find the idea
turns me on.  Shit.  I wish to God he wasn't here.  I can't
fight what I feel for him right now.  Not like this, naked
for him, having come for him, still flushed a dull pink for
him, laid out raw.  For him.  Shit.

He smirks at me, but there is more of sadness in it than
humor.

"Let me make this easier for you," he tells me.

I tense as he puts his phone away in a secretive inside
jacket pocket and he rummages around for a moment
before pulling out...

The distinctive and unmistakable metal-shine of
handcuffs...

"Krycek..."  I start nervously, the fear creeping up on me
like black oil.

I watch him swallow.

"Alex..." I try.

But my voice dies in my throat as I see him walk toward
me.  He comes closer...closer...and instead of forcing my
head back to look at his face, I stare at his belly, lips
parted, breathing quick and excited.  I grip the arms of the
chair, sitting on my Garfield towel, bare-assed, and scared,
and aroused.  He's going to see that my dick is partially
swollen with need for him.  He's going to know that I want
this.

"Hands behind your back, Mulder."

He's got a gun on me.  I have to.  I flit my eyes to it, trying
to keep my features schooled to calm.  Then I blink up to
him, to his eyes, and see the storm of want there.

I shift my wrists behind the chair and hold my hands
together.  I think I hear him shudder.  Then he moves
behind me and kneels.  I feel his proximity.

"Don't move," he instructs near my ear.

I just nod.  Allowing it.  God, what am I doing?  Who have
I become?

I allow my wrists to be cuffed by a wanted man.  I close
my eyes.  My cock swells further and I wince.

I feel him move again, and I open my eyes just in time to
see him secure the weapon at his back and then drop to his
knees right in front of me.

I gasp, closing my eyes again.

I feel him carefully take hold of the arms of the chair, not
touching me, but I flinch just the same.  I expect to feel his
lips on my cock next, but instead I feel him leaning in
closer, slowly.  I tense and hold my breath, still unwilling
to open my eyes.  Then I feel his breath at my ear.  He
doesn't touch me anywhere.

"You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."

His whisper strokes me and I'm finding it hard to breathe
again.  When he draws breath again, I realize he's not
done.

"I'm gonna make this so good for you, Fox."

I frown deeply and want to whine.  It's not my first name,
it's the way he says it.  It's not the fact that he's going to
suck my dick, it's that he's going to make it good, make it
last, make me lose my mind with it.  And I know he can.
Then he goes further.

"Ever had a mutliple orgasm, Mulder?"

I can't stop the groan as I sink down about half a foot
further in the chair.  I think that's answer enough.

He chuckles warmly.  Then he palms my face, the first
touch...soft and confident...and I open my eyes to see him
looking at me.  Our eyes lock and my veins sizzle.

"Ever been kissed by a lying, traitorous bastard?"

Dangerous.  My eyes drop to his lips just before he presses
them tightly to mine.  I grunt, unyielding for a moment
before I realize he tastes faintly of cinnamon.  And it's not
the candy kind.  It's spicy and not too sweet and sharp and
good.  I relax marginally and his mouth softens on mine,
gentle tongue tracing my lower lip and then slipping into
my mouth surely and slowly.

I can believe I'm being kissed by a criminal.  It's stealthy
and covert while it steals and strokes and takes so good it
feels like giving.

He tilts his head and deepens it, groaning.  He fills me
with his tongue and I'm suddenly light-headed and almost
terrified about what that's going to feel like on my cock.  I
realize I'm groaning back, my wrists straining in my
restraints, but not to get away, only to get free so that I can
fucking TOUCH him.  It's like an itch, infernally
unscratchable, persistent and cruel.  My cock is rock hard
from his kiss alone.  Why does it have to feel so good?

He pulls back, but only to lick and mouth his way down
my throat and onto my chest hungrily, sensuously, with
panther grace and ultimate finesse.  His lips feel like
music, all flowing silk control, mastering me.

His hands grasp my waist as if to hold me in place.  Strong
hands on my naked flesh.  I shiver and my head falls back
in sheer ecstasy.  His tongue laves over one nipple,
lapping, licking, seducing.  Then he bites gently.

"Ahh!" I yell in both protest and praise.

His teeth tug.

"Awfuck," I hiss, turning my head.  "Stop."  It's a gasp.

Instantly his mouth is gone and I cry.

"You're sensitive," he says quietly.  "I'm sorry, Fox."

I nod furiously, not giving a shit that it hurt.  Only
knowing how it shot solar flares of want down into my
cock and how I need his mouth down there sucking me to
oblivion like I've needed little else in my life.

He snakes that sexy mouth down my body, cleaning up my
own cum I realize, and I moan lustily to the ceiling at both
the feeling and the knowing.  His hands stroke up and
down my sides, teasing my armpits and ribs and hipbones
as his mouth descends intently.

"Mulder..."  he breathes against my moistened skin once
just below my navel, just above my cock.  I practically sob,
hips bucking and I feel my cockhead collide clumsily with
his chin.  He smiles against me.  "I want it, too, baby.
Hold on."

My hands make fists and I look down at him, unable not to
watch as his mouth opens and he encloses the head of my
dick in his hot, wet mouth.

"FfffffaaahhhGod!"

He groans deep and hungry, kissing and sucking and
nibbling a little.

Out of the blue, I'm nearly hyperventilating.  He lifts his
head.  "Don't asphyxiate, Mulder," he tells me, then licks
at my slit, prodding it mercilessly.  "Breathe...  Nice and
easy.  I'm gonna take you there.  Let me take you."  It's
half-way between a sigh and a growl.

Then he sinks his mouth down on me with tight, warm
lips, tongue working to swallow me down.

"UnnnnJesus!"

I'm very religious tonight.  I don't have the will or energy
to spare worrying about my predictablity.  He's too good.
He's a cock-sucking genius!  Like he invented it for
Christ's sake.

When I'm lodged firmly in his squeezing throat, I have no
choice but to let my head hang back in mindless joy.

"OhAlex..."  I moan, and it may be the last intelligable
thing I manage.  Because he starts to fuck his face on me.

He fucks it slow.  He fucks it deep.  He fucks it wet and
slippery and impossibly hot.  His hands rub up and down
my flanks now, moving with the rhythm of his amazing
mouth.  I watch his head moving against me, into my
body, away from my body.  I groan at the beautiful sight.
Those lashes fluttering open and closed on deep, dark eyes,
cheeks hollowed, lips soft and pink around my blood-dark
cock.  I so want to grab that short, spiky hair and take him.
So instead, I thrust my hips up once hard.

He doesn't gag, just pulls slowly off and smiles at me.  He
looks me in the eye, smiling with something like affection
and mischief...unbelievable.  Then he licks his swollen
lips.

"Go ahead and fuck me, Mulder."

And then he flits his eyes back closed again and sucks me
down his throat once more.

"Jjjjjjjj!" I exclaim, rigid and still for a moment.  Then he
moans against me once and I whine and start to pulse my
hips up into his sweet, pretty face.  Then it's like I can't
control my own mouth, muttering filthy curses at him,
half-formed epithets that dissolve on my lips like sugar as
my whole world becomes my cock in Alex Krycek's
mouth.

"Guh...fuh...Aleh...good..."  I moan in time with his
downward fucking mouth and my upward punching cock.

When he increases the suction, I cry and thrash my head.
When I feel his deft, pursuant fingers trailing softly up my
left inner thigh, I suck in my breath and hold it.

He sucks off of me.  "Mulder," he chides deeply.
"Asphyxiation."

I groan and nod.  He takes me back into the warm,
beautiful place that is his mouth and I actually feel tears
leak out of the corners of my eyes.  I'm careful to keep
breathing as I feel his fingers tease my balls, stroking first
and then squeezing a little.  I swallow and look down at
him again.  His hand shifts again...lower...behind...and
up now...

"What'reyou...?"  I get out, then gasp as he begins to finger
my anus.  I grip it tightly against him.  Nobody's ever...  I
don't...

"Mmmmmm," he moans enthusiastically around my cock
and the sound undoes me, letting me relax into the
unfamiliar touch.

He makes unhurried circles on my ass, always sucking,
always taking care of my aching cock..  I close my eyes
and let my lips part on my panting breaths.

When he exerts more pressure and actually slips the tip of
his finger into my body, my eyes fly open.

"Unngod!  Alex!"  He sucks me harder, faster, and I feel
myself build.  "Unn!  Unnn!"  And then he pushes his finger
in farther and I come.  "OhfuckAlex...
UnnNnnnNnnnnn..."

He pushes his face into my crotch, keeping me deep and
working me tightly.  I come long into his throat,
screaming to the ceiling, pulling against the cuffs, hips
straining up off the chair.

I release one last groan.  And then he shoves his finger in
all the way and rubs over...

"OhFUCK!!!"

More!  There's more!  My whole body stiff and shaking,
my cock exploding into him again over and over, hot jets
ripped from my body by his mouth and throat, his finger
moving in me, grinding relentless as I wail and quiver and
cry.

"Alllleeexxxxxxx," I sob at last, hips falling back as his
finger leaves me and he brings his mouth off of me only to
lick at me softly, cleaning me up.

Shit.  Holy goddamned shit.

Ohhhhh I want to touch him.

"Alex,"  I whisper past my torn throat.  "Alex..."

"Mmm," he hums quietly against my softening cockflesh.

"Want...to touch..."  It's all I can get out.  All I can ask
for.

He kisses me once more, almost chaste.  Then looks into
my eyes.  He takes a breath, then looks down at nothing.

"You won't...hurt me?"  His soto-voice contains remnants
of old fear.  Is it so old?  I guess not.  We feel miles away
now, though.

"No," I whisper down to him.  It brings his gaze back up to
mine.  "God, Alex, that was..."  My eyes plead with him,
the power of this experience stripping me of all my
defenses.  "I need to touch you."

His exhale is a tremor that racks his body.  He gets up,
rising to tower over me and I keep looking up at him, at
his gorgeous face.  I'd never really, truly noticed.

He reaches out and I frown.  But he just gently wipes the
tear tracks from my face.  Then he walks around behind
me and releases my bound wrists.  I groan and work them
in circles, bringing them around in front of me and
massaging them a little.  I wait for him to come back
around again but he doesn't.

Slowly, I stand, body ready to cave in on itself in the
exhaustion of spent lust.  But I step out from the chair and
turn to him.  I lift my hand, careful not to move too
quickly and scare him.  What was strength and confidence
I saw before in him has turned to a wary anxiety.

I see that there is still a small trace of my ejaculate on the
corner of his mouth.  And I can't help it, growling as I take
hold of his hair and pull him into a fierce, open-mouthed
kiss.  I lick the taste of myself from his lips with a moan of
intense pleasure.  And there are no other words for it:  he
melts for me.

(Continued in part 2)

Part 2
See part 0 for story information.


My other arm wraps around his back as he sags against my
body with a cry into my mouth.  I kiss him more forcefully
than he kissed me, but he doesn't seem to mind.  I break
away only to growl at him to take off his clothes.

"But..."  he breathes.  "That  wasn't the deal."

I release the back of his head, frowning deeply.  "Fuck you.
Fuck the deal.  Now get those goddamned clothes off and
get in my fucking bed or I'll fucking arrest your ass,
Krycek."

He stares at me for a moment and it hasn't even dawned on
me how ridiculous what I said was when a glowing smile
bursts over his face.  I blink at him.  And then I swallow
and look down, realization softening the moment, and a
small smile flits at my lips.  I look back up at him as he
chuckles.

"Well?"  I ask, feigning frustration.  "Get in my fucking
bed!"

The smile fades, but his eyes are shining with something
deeper than amusement.  I swallow, knowing where this is
going and also knowing I'm not going to stop it.  Even if
that means I'm crazy.  I reach for him again, stroking his
face.

"Alex..."  I was going to say more, but that seems to be the
gist of it.  So I kiss him again, gentler now but with the
promise of unending desire.  I've never wanted anyone like
this.

As I push the jacket off his shoulders, still kissing him, I
think I could let the other us go...bury it for good.  When I
hear the zippers click on the hardwood, I moan into his
mouth.  He returns it.  A new contract.  A new agreement.
Dangerous, but good.  Oh so good.

End

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