From: "C. Charlotte" <mulder6758@aol.com>
Date: 04 Aug 2000 20:18:09 GMT
Subject: NEW: Deadly Deception (X-Men/X-Files crossover) Part 1 

Deadly Deception
By C. Charlotte and Jennifer G.
Mulder6758@aol.com and Scully0918@aol.com
Disclaimer: Mulder, Scully and all other regularly appearing 
characters belong to Chris Carter, 1013 Productions and Fox. 
All regular X-Men characters belong to Fox as well.  We claim 
them not.
Distribution: Anywhere, everywhere and Gossamer. Just keep our 
names and email addresses attached and drop us a link so we 
know where it's at.
Feedback: Yes Please! It will be happily accepted at either 
Scully0918@aol.com or Mulder6758@aol.com with fanfare and 
fireworks. 
Rating: PG13
Keywords: X-Files/X-Men crossover, MSR
Spoilers: Well, the show in general.  However Reqiuem just 
doesn't factor in here. 
Summary: Appearance is deceiving, and can lead to a heck of a 
lot of problems that just don't have the easiest solutions.  

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I'm on my way to the office, figuratively speaking.  Of course, if 
I were literally speaking, the car would be moving.  But I've been 
stuck in this traffic jam for the past half hour, and the freeway 
is a parking lot.  I'm getting frustrated.  My jaw is involuntarily 
clenching and unclenching, as are my fists.  So I figure that I 
should focus my attention elsewhere.  I mean, it's not like my 
eyes will have much of a job watching the road.

I look over at the red Lexus parked next to me and watch the driver.  
He's not looking at me right now, so I guess he feels it's safe to 
be digging for gold in the two caverns formed by genetics in his face.  
Yes, he's picking his nose.  But that's not the worst of it, oh no.

He's rolling the product up and flicking it, too.

Oh, that's attractive.  It's the most attractive thing I've seen 
all day, and that's not saying much.  I woke up this morning and 
looked in the mirror, and to tell you the truth, I nearly shrieked.  
I almost didn't recognize the creature staring back at me.

I guess you'll have to forgive me.  I'm not usually this sarcastic.  
But I'm stuck in a traffic jam, nothing is moving, at least not 
traffic-wise, and I'm only heading to the office to hear my partner 
tell me some outrageous story about a  homicidal king midas-wannabe 
midget from Nowhere, Mississippi.

I look away from the Lexus and realize that I must have been in my 
reverie far longer than I thought I was, because my ears tune in 
to the distant sound of beeping horns and glares of fellow drivers.

I press on the gas and am at work within the next five minutes.  
Mulder, of course, is happy to see me.  He always is, and I'm not 
sure why.  Not like I'm not happy to see him, but still...

He looks up from his desk and smiles at me. 

"Good morning."  I mutter, his grin only becomes wider.  "What?"  I 
ask, instantly suspicious.

"We have an appointment tonight."  He says simply.

"With who?  Skinner?"

"No...I'm not sure who we're supposed to meet."

"So...when is this so-called appointment?"

"Midnight tonight.  Meet me at the corner of Lexington and Concord 
at midnight."

"Be there or be square."  I mutter with a grin forming.  I don't know 
how he does it, but he always seems to cheer me up.

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Midnight in the garden of good and evil.  Or rather, midnight on the 
corner of Lexington and Concord.  Either way, good and evil is certainly 
around, and the face of my watch is registering in at about two minutes 
from midnight.

Another prostitute walks by and glances over in my general direction, 
her eyes speaking volumes that her bloodred lips don't.
 
God, that's a scary thought.  Someone else is wearing the bloodred 
color lipstick that only Scully should be able to wear.  It looks 
hideous on anyone else.

And finally the good in this garden of evil pulls up.  Parking her 
car as far as she can from the strip club, she gets out and wraps 
her trenchcoat tightly around her body as the wind threatens to 
dislodge it from her.

"Really, Mulder." Scully shivers, her teeth chattering. "Did 
your `informant' have to pick such a cold night to meet on?"

"I'm warm." I offer in my usual dry innuendo tone. "And 
willing to share my heat..."  Her eyes roll at me and 
she glances down the street, obviously hoping that our 
mysterious guest will arrive soon.

Promptly at midnight, a car as black as the sky pulls up 
to the curb and turns its lights off.  A few seconds later 
and a tall, older man steps from the car and onto the 
sidewalk directly across from us.

"Agents Mulder and Scully?" he asks in a very low, very secretive 
tone.  Scully nods and we both start walking down the road.

"I'm Magneto.  I'm also the man who asked you to meet with me.  I'm 
the head of an organization that has set out to integrate a series 
of people, mutants we'll call them for the time being, into the 
general populous."

"Mutants?" Scully asks in her usual unbelieving tone.

"Yes." the man replies, his slate grey eyes looking directly 
into her own cornflower blue orbs.  Almost as if he is analyzing 
the DNA that makes up her stature frame. "An evolutionary advance. 
Through spontaneous mutations these people have found they have 
`powers', in a sense of the word, that others fail to possess.  
Telepathy, telekinesis and in some cases, ultra quick healing."

"Why did you summon us?" I ask, already aware of the answer.

"Because of your connection with something I believe is called 
the X-Files.  You've seen this type of thing before, although 
probably never to this extent."

"That doesn't explain your coming to us." the female half of 
my partnership interrupts. "We're federal agents, not practicing 
scientists."

This man, Magneto, gives off a deep, potentially evil sounding 
laugh and gathers a breath. "Yes, Yes, I know.  I have scientists, 
it is agents like yourself that I need.  Another man, with powers 
similar to my own, wants to destroy the non-mutated human race, 
rather than try to integrate the races together. He wants to wipe 
out people like yourselves and create a Homo superior, so to speak. 
His name is Charles Xavier and I need your help to stop him."

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Charles Xavier.  Unbelievable.  First mutants, then a man with 
a last name that begins with x.  I shake my head and sigh, 
beginning to walk away.  I feel a hand on my shoulder and I 
turn my head, staring directly into the cold eyes of Magneto.  

I don't know what it is about this man, but he unnerves me.  I'm 
so uncomfortable with him that it borders on unreasonable.  I 
gaze into his eyes and try to square my jaw as a sign of defiance.  
He squeezes my shoulder and I gasp.  He lets go, but maintains 
his gaze.

"Please, Agent Scully.  We need you.  *I* need you.  Please help 
us integrate."  He nearly growls.  Mulder looks confused, as 
though he's not sure if he should assist me or not.  Instead, 
he just saunters over and invades my personal space as usual.  
I guess that's his way of helping me.  

"Sir...I'm all for integration.  Trust me, I grew up in a very 
tumultuous period of history, where people didn't understand 
that it was okay for others to be different.  I would *like* 
to help you.  But," I sigh, "I'm sorry.  This is just too 
unbelievable.  A mutated race?  Granted, Sir, it's possible.  
Eugenics was practiced during the second world war to create 
a master race.  But why would anyone in their right mind 
want to purposely create a supreme race with special powers?  
There is no logical reason, and so I find it difficult to 
assist you."

"That's a very touching speech, Agent Scully.  But you're missing 
the point completely."

"And what is the point?"  I ask, my eyes burning fire at the 
man.  I'm not sure why, call it woman's intuition or whatever 
you want to, but I sincerely do not like this man.  Mulder 
doesn't seem to notice.

"You'll find out once you and your partner join us."

"I'm sorry, Mr. Magneto.  I can't help you.  I can't speak for 
my partner, but I cannot be involved."  I start walking away, 
only to have my shoulder grabbed again.  "And if you grab my 
shoulder one more time, Mr..."

He spins me around to face him and stares deep into my eyes.  I 
immediately shut my mouth and everything becomes still.

Finally, he lets me go, and I glare at him again, then walk to my 
car and slam the door.  Mulder stands there for a few additional 
minutes, then walks calmly to his car and climbs in the driver's 
seat.  I can't help thinking I may never know what exchange of 
words took place.  All that I know is that I saw the smoke coming 
from Mulder's back tires as he sped away.

Being the curious partner, I decided I'd follow him.

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Deadly Deception (XMen/XFiles) Part 2

Anyone who has the audacity to lay a hand on my partner is not worth 
helping.  And considering that it wasn't even a friendly hand, this 
Magneto person is lucky I didn't feel the need to ram my fist 
down his throat.

From the very first minutes, it was obvious that this man 
wasn't worth even getting involved with, let alone helping. From 
his eyes to the way he simply talked, he seems more evil than 
he does good.

Which leads me to wonder who Charles Xavier really is. 

Shifting my eyes back to the road, I notice a car tailing me. My 
first thoughts would obviously be, am I being followed by Magneto 
or one of his mutants?

But upon closer examination, I realize it's Scully.  I stick my 
head out the window and flag her over to the side of the road.  I 
climb out of my car quickly and jog back to her own.

"Something wrong?" I ask.

"No." she whispers, seemingly embarrassed that I caught her 
following me.  "Actually yes. This Magneto person...we're not 
going to help him, are we?"

"I don't think so.  The person he mentioned, Charles Xavier-"

"Seems like we should be helping this other person." she finishes for me.

I nod and lean against the frame of her car, studying her.  I do that 
a lot but for some reason I'm not just looking at her for the sake of 
looking at her tonight.

I'm studying her and wondering if she could have any of those powers 
that Magneto mentioned.  She's a powerful enough woman in her 
own right without needing to have anything else to supplement 
that.

I guess I just wonder sometimes.  And the way we have of silently 
talking, it seemed only natural that perhaps it could be some 
form of mild telepathy.  

But I do have a point to these ramblings!  And that would be: what 
if Magneto really came to us because he's the evil factor in this 
equation, and he needs our help to try to triumph over Charles 
Xavier?

Nah, too weird.

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This whole situation is weird.  We receive a call to meet an 
informant, meet him, and then decide we don't like him much, so 
we help his enemy?  I'm sorry...but this doesn't follow any 
path of logic that I've ever taken.

And Mulder has taken some pretty ridiculous leaps of faith in 
the past, but I must say that...

Well, I guess I understand where he's going with this.

But I wish I knew where *I* was going with this.  It seems that 
since we met up with Magneto, I haven't been able to think 
straight.  That man terrified me.  Flustered me.  And I can only 
imagine the effect he had on Mulder.  But Mulder never has 
been really exceptional at showing his feelings, so that's exactly 
what I bet I'll be doing:  imagining.

I look over my shoulder at Mulder and smile.  He's been staring 
at me for about thirty seconds now, and I'm not sure why.  So, 
my natural reaction is to smile at him.

"Is everything okay?"  I say softly.  I've been feeling weird 
vibes off of him since this morning.  And I would hesitate to even 
call them "vibes", but that's the only way that I really know 
how to describe them.  A look crosses his face that lets me know 
that I've snapped him out of his daydream, and I'm sure he's blushing, 
though I can't see it in the darkness.

"Fine.  Everything's fine."  Mulder clears his throat and stands 
upright again.  "See you tomorrow?"

"You bet.  7:30, Mulder, unless the freeway is backed up again."  
I mutter back.  Mulder walks slowly back to his car and drives off, 
this time only giving me notice of his departure by the red glow of 
his tail lights.  I sigh, turn on the ignition and step on the gas, 
making my way to my own apartment.

Geez...could this get any weirder?  It's not every day an evil 
man calls you to meet him. 

And we're only assuming he's evil.

You know what they say about assuming, right?

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My mind is muddled.  I know that much to be true at the given time.  
It's 4:30 in the morning and someone is knocking very loudly on my door.  

With a groan, I pull myself off of the couch and grope the wall for 
the light switch.  Upon not finding it, I venture my way to the door, 
hitting numerous items on the way.

But eventually I get there and fumble with the handle, finally 
unlocking it and swinging the door open.  It's only then I realize 
that I must look pretty funny.

From the backdraft, I think my boxers are pretty far down....and my 
hair is probably standing straight up.  It always does that.

I squint in the light and make up the form of Scully, bundled 
up in what appears to be her thickest trenchcoat.

"It's 4:30, Scully." I grumble.  "Work doesn't start until 
7:30..."

"I know.  I'm apologizing in advance."  It isn't until I hear 
her voice, that I also notice the tear tracks on her cheeks.

"What's wrong?"  I ask as I pull her into my apartment and shut 
the door behind me, flicking the lock and leaning against the 
wood.

"It's irrational, but that guy really scared me."

"Magneto?"

She nods. "It's like he played with my mind.  There are whole 
parts of our conversation with him that I don't remember ever 
having."

I crack a grin. "We're getting old, Scully.  There's nothing 
unusual about forgetting parts of conversations."

"Mulder, please." she begs. "He played with me.  He purposely 
worked me up."

"I think you're throwing this a little bit out of proportion." I 
murmur.  Magneto *was* creepy but I don't distinctly remember 
him really playing with our memories.  But there's something 
about Scully's tone of voice that's leading me to take her 
seriously.

She doesn't get scared easily and right now, she's certainly 
feeling those feelings.  "Didn't you see his eyes?" she beseeches. 
"It was like they were dead inside."  She shudders and I have to 
fight back the urge to wrap my arms around her and hide her 
away from the world.

"Why don't you spend the rest of the night here?" Yeah, all 
three hours.

"No, I'm sorry Mulder.  I didn't mean to freak you out and I 
certainly didn't want to wake you up.  I figured you wouldn't 
be sleeping.  Maybe I am getting carried away."

"No, there was something odd about him Scully.  I just 
haven't figured out what it is yet.  You can have the 
bed." I say, pushing her in the general direction of my 
bedroom as I lay back down on the couch.  "Sweet dreams, 
Scully."

"Night, Mulder." she answers as she shuts the door to the 
bedroom and from under the door I can see the light flicker 
off.  The telltale creaks of the floorboards signify she's 
climbed into bed and I shut my eyes, chasing the visions of 
Scully in bed away.

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I lie in Mulder's bed, shuddering for a while.  When I finally 
do get a firm hold on my emotions, I take a deep breath, inhaling 
the lavender scent of his sheets.

Who does his laundry?

I must have fallen asleep, because I can't remember the next 
few hours.  But at 7:30 on the dot, I feel hot breath on the 
back of my neck and awaken, startled.

"Mulder?"  I croak.  I feel the breath come in short bursts.  
He's laughing.

"Come on, sleepyhead.  Time to investigate the crazy side of 
life."  Mulder murmurs in his usual morning tone.  He's already 
brushed his teeth, I make a note to myself as I catch a whiff 
of his breath.

"Mulder, the crazy side of life is clean bed sheets in a bachelor 
pad."  I hear him laugh under his breath and he moves away.  "What 
were we getting up for, anyway?"

"We're going to visit Charles Xavier."

"But, Mulder...we don't even know his address."

"That doesn't matter, Scully, maybe the Lone Gunmen do.  What 
does matter is what Magneto told me."

"And what was that?"  He looks away, like he doesn't want to 
tell me something.  "What?"

"Nothing, Scully, I'll tell you later.  Why don't you call the 
Lone Gunmen and ask for the address?"  Mulder mumbles while 
turning around and leaving.  I sit up.

"Why can't you?"  

"Because I'm busy feeding my fish."

"What a lame excuse."  I say as I reach for the phone beside 
the bed and dial the number to the Lone Gunmen.  A groggy 
Langley answers the phone.

"This had either be important or obscene."

"Langley, it's Agent Scully.  Turn off the recorder, I need an address."

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They're so dead.  Tying a federal agent up and then shoving 
him in a burlap bag while they kidnap your partner is 
against the law!!

If I strain I can hear people moving around.  And it sounds 
like Scully is talking....talking to me!?  What the hell?  
That other voice is definitely like mine.

I give off a shriek hoping that maybe she'll hear.  But it 
doesn't seem like she did and all I get in return is a shoe 
connecting with my ribs.

God damn it, I don't even have a shirt on.  That really smarts.  
Whoever's on the other side of this bag must be wearing steel-toed 
boots or something.

Why, I ponder, is my partner talking to somehow who sounds, and 
I assume looks, like me?  Must be Magneto I think to myself.  
Maybe he has some mutant under his power who can change form or 
something.

Please, please, please, I will Scully with that aforementioned 
telepathy, don't go with him, or rather me.  Say you don't feel 
well, get in an argument, something-but don't go!!

A door shuts and the people outside of my current location 
give off a little laugh.  I can no longer hear Scully's voice 
and my impostor seems to have left with her.

Very bad sign.

Deciding I'm not going to give up easily, I start to shake the 
bag and kick out at everything around me, shrieking on the top 
of my lungs and hurling insults at anyone who's listening.

One of the guys swears and tightens the top of the bag, 
drawing out any of the oxygen that was getting in.  But when 
I get angry I don't usually use oxygen anyway (I tend to lose 
touch with reality) so I keep screaming and hollering.

I'm not getting anywhere though.  All I've succeeded in doing is 
tiring out my vocal cords and receiving a few more swift kicks 
to the ribs and back.

And suddenly, something hard cracks against the back of my skull.  
I can feel the coldness of whatever it is even through the material 
of the burlap bag.

The world swims in front of me and tiny stars appear in front of 
my eyes, dancing and twinkling.  Then the edges start to dim out 
and everything goes black.

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Deadly Deception Part 3

Mulder's acting strangely.  It's like he doesn't want to talk 
or something.  And he's going the opposite direction from where 
we are supposed to be going.

"Mulder, what's wrong?"  I ask slowly, trying to gauge his response.

"Absolutely nothing, Scully, why do you ask?"  The expression on 
his face is strange, and it makes anxiety well up in my throat.  
Funny, Mulder has never made me feel this nervous before.  I've 
always been completely comfortable around him, no matter what.  Unless...

I wait for the next stop light to turn red, but no such luck.  I 
pray for the second one to turn red, but that doesn't happen.  The 
third, however, is a different story, and I find myself 
struggling with my seatbelt as the car pulls to a halt.  Mulder notices.

"Scully, what are you doing?"  He grabs my arm and I start panicking.  
Sure, I have my gun on me, but I can't reach it.

"Let go of me!"  I shriek, struggling to get away.  His hand leaves 
my arm and I throw open my door, my seatbelt finally releasing 
it's hold on me.  

I run as fast as I can, but while I reach for my gun, it falls 
out of my holster after I unsnap it and clatters to the pavement.  
I reach down to get it, but I trip and fall to my knees.  I crawl 
toward my gun, hoping I can reach it.  Just before my hand touches 
the handle, it is picked up off the ground by a masculine hand.  
I follow the gun on it's journey up with my eyes.  I'm shocked 
to see Mulder standing there, morphing into a woman.  I try to 
scramble up, but with limited success.  I get myself into a 
kneeling position and watch as this leather-clad woman raises 
my gun above her head.  I gasp, my mouth agape, as I realize 
what is about to happen.

The gun comes down and I hear a sickening crack as the gun makes 
contact with my skull.  The pain is unbearable for a second, and 
then all turns black.

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Ugh.  The one thing worse than a hangover is regaining consciousness 
after being hit on the head.  Concussions really aren't much fun.

My eyes feel like they're glued together and I really have to 
fight to pry the lashes apart.  When I have I almost wish I 
didn't.

Where I am is not where I was.  Well, at least not where I was 
before being conked on the back of the head.  And everything 
comes rushing back in a flood.

Scully being, in some sense, kidnapped by someone who sounded 
exactly like me.  

I jump up and an alarm starts shrieking.  My eyes wide I look 
around the room, noticing for the first time that I'm hooked up 
to a bunch of machines that look mysteriously like hospital 
equipment.

The next thought that runs through my head is I'm not wearing 
anything besides boxers.  Oh yes, I remember, that's all I 
was kidnapped in.

The door swings open and two people enter the room, one of them 
a dignified older man in a wheelchair with a shiny head that 
looks curiously like Skinner's.

The other person with the man is a female, about Scully's age, 
and from the lab coat she's wearing I'm guessing she's the doctor 
in this here lab.

I just really hope I'm not the lab rat for any mutant morphing 
experiments...

"Ah! You're awake!" the woman exclaims, smiling and revealing a 
line of pearly white teeth.  Perfectly, straight white teeth.

She walks over and starts removing various lines from my body and 
flipping off the machines that were causing the alarm. 

God bless the woman for destroying the hideous sound.  Hey, if she's 
nice enough to kill the racket, these must be the good guys, right?

"Agent Mulder." the older man says, drawing my attention back to 
him as I dress in the clothes I am provided. 

"My female friend standing beside you is Dr. Jean Grey. She runs 
this part of my school."

"Who are you?" I ask tentatively.

"Professor Charles Xavier."

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First come the sensations.  The terrible pain pulsating through 
my head every time my terrified heart beats, which, nowadays, 
is about a million times a minute.  Alright, time to assess the 
damage, I tell myself.  I try to feel around my head, but my 
hands are tied in front of me to a pole.  I maneuver my body 
so that I can just barely touch the area in the back of my head 
that hurts the most.  I nearly scream in pain, being careful to 
keep my eyes shut.  I feel an itch by my earlobe and I touch it 
gingerly.  I look at my fingertip after touching it and recognize 
a brown powdered substance.  

Dried blood.

Crap.

This is worse than I thought.  I'm tied up, and I need immediate 
medical assistance.  Where am I?

I open my eyes just a crack, ignoring the searing pain shooting 
through my optic nerve.  A haunting face is staring back down at 
me, and I look up into the metallic eyes of Magneto.

"Where--"  I stop suddenly, words too much for my head to take.  I 
squeeze my eyes shut, grimacing in pain and biting my lip, nearly 
drawing blood.  

"Ah, you're awake, Agent Scully."  The embodiment of evil coos.  Even 
his gravelly cooing is too much, and I start to whimper in pain, but 
decide it might be wiser to keep quiet, seeing as how that hurts 
less.  "I suppose you want to know where you are?"

I'm afraid to move my head, so I just open my eyes slightly and 
look at him.  He takes that as an affirmative response.

"I can't tell you that, Agent Scully--"

"Then...just...shut up."  I rasp, nearly crawling out of my skin 
with the pain that it causes.  An unnerving smile crosses his lips 
and I shudder involuntarily.  The bastard probably can't even tell 
me where Mulder is.

Magneto suddenly becomes very angry and rises from his seat in 
front of me.  He rushes over to me and grabs my bottom jaw in 
the crook of his hand, squeezing hard, causing so much pain that 
I nearly pass out.  I taste the sour bile rising in the back of 
my throat and I struggle to keep everything down.  Tossing my 
cookies is not something that will prove beneficial to my head.

"Listen to me, MISS Scully...*I* have supreme power here, and 
you will do as I say, or you will die.  You will help me, and 
it really is of no concern whether you want to or not.  I have 
a team of scientists that need you.  They're testing out new 
gene...therapies."  He spits in my face, his words harsh and 
each one causing stars to appear in front of my eyes.  I feel 
hot tears sliding down my cheeks, and then it happens.

My stomach spills its contents all over his arm.  

He savagely backhands me across the face.  My head whips and my 
vision becomes incredibly blurred.  The pain is excruciating, 
and I allow unconsciousness to envelop me again, my last 
conscious thoughts being a mental cry for Mulder or someone to 
help me.

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I ease myself off the examination table and onto the couch. Those 
definitely must have been steel-toed boots.  Scully would have been 
proud of me though, I've managed not to complain once while.....
what was her name?.....while the doctor looks me over.

Finally she straightens and smiles at me.

"You'll be fine.  None of your ribs are broken, which you can be 
thankful for.  One is cracked, but not badly, and the pain should 
subside by tomorrow."

I nod my understanding. "What's your name again?"

"Jean Grey."

"Miss Grey, can you please get someone who can tell me what the hell 
is going on here?"

"I can do that." the man in the wheelchair replies, wheeling his 
way over to me and straightening his tie once he has stopped.

I'd forgotten about him. I turn to him and lean back against the 
couch, pressing my shoulders into the material in an attempt to 
maybe ward off some of the pain.  I don't know why.  It's not like 
it works or anything.

"As I said before, my name is Professor Charles Xavier.  I run 
a school.  On the surface it would seem like a place for gifted 
children but in reality it is a place to teach people with 
extraordinary powers how to control them."

"I take it you have some of these powers?" I mutter.

"Yes.  We all do.  Dr. Grey can manipulate items and has limited 
telepathy."

"What do you have?"

"Full telepathy.  The ability to control the actions and thoughts 
of other people."

Nifty.  Finally, someone who can tell me what the hell goes on in 
my brain.  At the moment though, it's not my brain I need to be 
concerned with, but my partner's.

"How did you find me?"

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Deadly Deception Part 4

I'm in a haze.  A black haze.  I wish to God that someone would help me.

"Miss Scully?"  I hear a nasal voice commanding my eyes to open.  I 
very slowly open my eyes a crack, and the pain in my head returns 
with a vengeance.  "you're going to feel a pinch..."

"Please..."  I rasp, barely able to form a coherent thought, "Please 
don't...I'm...I'm in shock..."

"We need to..."

"Please!"  I scream, then bury my aching head between my arms, squeezing 
my eyes shut and gritting my teeth in an attempt to make the pain dissipate.  
It doesn't work.  I feel a sharp jab in my arm and I scream out, my eyes 
flinging open just as the plunger is pushed.  Green liquid descends 
into my arm, and with the sudden onslaught of pain, I struggle to remain 
conscious.  The doctor turns to leave the room, and I manage to gasp 
out, "Please...please...do something about the pain..."

The doctor just looks at me, distaste in his eyes.

"Or...or something warm?  Please??  I'm in shock!  I'm going to die 
if you don't..."  The doctor opens the door and walks out of the 
room, his response the slamming of the door against the frame.  I 
suddenly break down and start sobbing, repeating my weak mantra 
over and over again:  "I don't want to die...someone please help 
me...Mulder, please hurry..."

All of a sudden, I hear a voice resounding through my head that 
causes me to scream outwardly.  It's telling me to calm down.  

"I'm Charles Xavier.  Can you hear me?"  The voice asks.  "I can 
feel what you're going through, Agent Scully.  I'm telling Mulder 
that I can contact you right now.  He wants to know where you are.  
You don't know where you are..."

"Please help me, I don't know what they're injecting me with..."  I 
whimper, tears streaming down my face as I start shivering 
uncontrollably.

"We're trying, Agent Scully...you're becoming weaker, I need you 
to hold on..."  The voice says, and then suddenly, a very sharp 
pain rips through my head and all goes black...again.

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I press my shoulders harder back against the couch as my eyes 
concentrate on Xavier.  Finally, his eyelids part and he looks 
at me.

"I lost her." he sighs, admitting without really saying it that 
she's not strong enough to deal with him in her head to begin 
with.

I sigh and close my eyes, replaying our recent conversation.

"We found you by tracking Magneto.  We always do that and he 
usually doesn't move around a lot.  When we found him in a new 
location we followed him down but arrived a little late.  One 
of my colleagues found you passed out in the bathroom." he 
had explained to me.

I'm still having trouble absorbing everything into my head.  And 
after explaining to me how he tracked this people, he had 
explained the possibility that he may be able to get into my 
partner's head and locate her.

Only everything is falling apart and she's too weak to even get 
the signals to begin with.  And probably frightened out of her mind.

I lean forward and put my head in my hands, rubbing my temples 
harder than I really intend to.  "Is there anyway you can set 
it up so I can talk to her?" I ask.  "Maybe I can console her.  
She knows my voice.  She may not be as frightened if she can 
hear someone she already knows other than plying her with 
new people."

"I've never attempted to set up a connection to two people 
between myself." he answers, obviously wondering if it's 
possible.

"Can you do it?" I ask.

"I think so.  I'll have to tap into both of your minds and then 
when you're connected, allow my own head to be kind of like a 
conduit, so you can talk to each other." he says, nodding as 
he begins to see just how the situation will work out.

"But you *can* do it?" I ask again, wanting to make sure he's 
certain.  "And it won't hurt either of us?"

"No."

"Okay." I sigh. "Do it."

I close my eyes the moment I realize he's already in my 
head. Please...I pray to whatever God really exists...
make this work.

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I whimper in pain after being out cold for I don't 
know how long...but there is a new voice invading my head.  
Mulder?

"Mulder?"  I call out loud, but I'm not sure if I'm just 
hallucinating.  My head is pounding, and it sounds like 
only half of the world is alive.  Wait a second.

I instantly start panicking.

"Scully?  Can you hear me?"  I hear Mulder call out.

"Mulder!  Oh, God, help me!  I need medical assistance ASAP!  
Blood clot of left parietal lobe!  Send help!"

"Scully, calm down.  What happened?  You've been out of 
commission for a while."

"Mulder, I don't know where...Oh, God, it hurts!"  I scream 
outwardly, then can feel the tears cascading down my cheeks.  
"Lost...hearing in right...ear...pain...oh, God, the pain!  
Weak...Losing...shock...in shock..."  I start fading fast.

"Scully?  Stay with me..."

"C...can't..."  Everything turns black and I slump against 
the pole I'm tied to.

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"Can we help her?" I yell frantically as soon as I feel Xavier 
leave my head.  My eyes must be wide in terror because they 
feel like they're bugging out of my head.

My eyes sweep over the people in the room.  Jean Grey 
immediately turns away as does another woman with hair 
as white as snow.

I turn back to Xavier and he looks at me for a few moments 
before answering.

"No."  It takes me a moment to realize that his lips never
move and he was speaking to me in my head.

The tears well up in my eyes and I bury my head in my hands 
again.  "You guys can move objects and read people's minds 
but you can't arrange a little medical care for my partner?"

"We're sorry."  the woman with the white hair answers.  That's all 
I can call her at the moment.  I don't know her name and I don't 
care to find out.

All of these people are pathetic.

"Wait a minute..." I suddenly say, feeling an idea of my own 
on the rise.  "If you can control thoughts and objects, can't 
you and Grey arrange something to get one of the doctors to 
help her?" I say, speaking to Xavier.

"We've never tried anything like that." Grey interrupts.

"Listen...." I snarl, jumping up and advancing over toward 
her.  "I don't give a damn what you've tried and what you 
haven't.  You people got us involved in this and I'm not 
going to lose her in this.  Not now.  And certainly not 
like this."

The world flashes red in front of my eyes and I blink them 
a few times, trying to clear the color.  And then suddenly 
I realize that Charles Xavier is back in my head.

I whirl around.  "Get the fuck out of my head unless you're 
using it to save my partner!!!"

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Oh man...

I wake up just as Magneto enters the room again, and, as 
seems to be my reaction toward him, I perform my rendition of a 
technicolor yawn.  He frowns disapprovingly.  I glare up at him, 
and the pain returns to my head.

"Please," I swallow, "My skull is fractured, can't you see?  I need 
help or I will die.  Then your experiments will mean nothing.  I 
am in shock, dammit!"

"You've been communicating with the other side."  Magneto spits, 
his eyes burning me.

"And how would I be doing that, Jackass?" 

"I had one of my doctors inject you with a chemical that 
induces telepathy, and then allows my team to track it."

"Look, instead of injecting me with drugs to induce mutations, 
why don't you inject me with painkillers?"  I wince, closing 
my eyes again, the pain becoming more excruciating by the second.

"That's not the point!!  The point is, you have been 
communicating with the other side, and for that, you must pay!"  
He advances toward me slowly, then grabs my clammy face.  I decide 
to give this telepathy thing a try.

"Mulder, help!"  I scream through my mind, and then I feel the 
pain as I'm punched repeatedly in the face.  The blood streams 
down my face and drips off of my chin and pools on my chest.  
In a few agonizing seconds, my eyes roll into the back of my 
head and I've lost it all.

My battle.

My will.

My life.

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I am only getting more and more fed up. It seems that all they 
do is talk in circles, and talking isn't going to get Scully 
back. Only action is going to accomplish anything.

And as if to punish me for those thoughts, I hear Scully's voice 
suddenly screaming in my head, loud and clear.  I am so 
surprised by the sudden noise that I drop to my eyes and 
clutch my head in my hands.

Fearing that perhaps I'm ill or something, Jean runs over and 
kneels down beside me, pressing her hand up against my forehead.  
Oh god, it's exactly like Scully used to do.  Like Scully still *does*.

No, like Scully did.  And this time, it's my voice screaming in 
my head.  Screaming in my head about why I suddenly can't feel 
her anymore.  And deep down I know why.  She's not there.

She either gave up or couldn't hold out any longer.  Either 
way she's gone and any minute now I'm going to be a quivering 
mass grieving over the loss of his partner.

Only Xavier seems to have tuned in as well, he must have 
recognized that I was getting something telepathically from 
my partner.

He touches my shoulder and I look up, tears of grief already 
building in my eyes.  "We can save her." he whispers.

"How?" I choke out.  "She's gone and you're not there."

"I can control one of the doctors.  I'm doing that as we speak."

I wipe the tears away and accept Jean's hand, rising to my feet 
unsteadily.  Now is not the time to lose it, I berate myself 
silently.

Xavier raises his head and stares at me, his eyes piercing my 
own.  "I'll save her.  Trust me on this."

I nod and turn away, hiding my face as the tears well up once 
again and as I make no move to stop them.

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Floating...I'm floating...and then I'm crying.  I don't want to 
leave Mulder behind.

"Shhh...it's okay, it's Charles Xavier."  I hear a voice coo and 
I open my eyes.  This man does not sound like Charles Xavier, 
and I let him know so.

"I'm controlling the doctor so that you can get help."  I notice 
that I'm lying down and am being kept completely still by various 
body braces.

"Where's Mulder?"  I whisper, and then I feel that I am connected 
to him.  My telepathic voice is incredibly weak, and barely above a 
whisper.  I don't think I can do this for long.  "Mulder?"

"Sc...scully?"  He responds slowly, reluctantly.

"Mulder, I'm okay.  I'm okay.  Relax, I'm okay."

"You sound weak, Scully.  You sound terrible.  I thought--"

"I know, Mulder.  It'll take time, but I'll recover."  I move my eyes 
over to the door just in time to see Magneto coming back in.  "Oh, 
God, he's back!  He's coming back to finish the job!"

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Definitely terror this time.  I may not be as telepathic as Xavier or 
even Jean Grey but I know my partner, and I know whatever is making 
her terrified must be a horrible, horrible thing.

So help me God, if I ever get my hands on Magneto he's going to be 
dying.  I don't care that he has special powers and could probably 
strike me down, anger alone will ensure I at least get my hands 
around his throat before my own death.

"What do we do now?" I ask shakily. 

Xavier shakes his head and appears to think for a moment. "She's 
too weak for anymore telepathic activities. We're going to have 
to go in and physically remove her now."

"Good." I snap.  "Finally some physical activity.  Don't get me 
wrong, I appreciate being able to talk to her but it's obvious 
she's sick, in pain, and as her partner it's my responsibility to 
get her out of there."

"You're not going to succeed on doing that without us." a 
new voice says.  I turn around and find myself staring at 
a very beautiful young girl.  Her black hair is long and with 
one white streak running down the front of it.

What is it about this place?  All the women are beautiful.  First 
you get Jean Grey who resembles Scully in almost all her mannerisms, 
and then we get the white haired beauty, and finally this girl 
who can't be a day over seventeen.

For some reason that one streak is very appealing.  I reach 
out and Grey's hand flies up, grabbing my wrist before I can 
get anywhere near the girl.

"Don't.  Her power is lethal to anyone who isn't mutated."

"What is her power, exactly?" I mumble, removing my wrist from 
Grey's grip.

"I borrow powers from mutants and sap the energy from people who 
don't have powers, like yourself." the girl answers.  She smiles 
a thin smile and reaches out a gloved hand.  "My name is Rogue.  
Pleased to meet you."

I slowly reach a hand out and grasp the glove, shaking vigorously 
when I realize that I'm not being sapped of all my energy. 

"I don't hurt anyone unless they come into contact with my bare 
skin." she explains with a smile.

I nod and open my mouth to speak again.  "While we're on the 
subject of names...." I point to the woman with the white hair.  
"What's your name?"

"Storm." she answers simply.  Storm, what sort of name is Storm?  
"I manipulate the weather."

Ohhh.

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He's very angry.  Very angry indeed.  The doctor is going to die.  
Suddenly, the doctor becomes a blubbering idiot, and I realize 
that this Charles Xavier creature must have released his control 
of the man.  Magneto raises a powerful fist to the doctor and I 
find the strength to shout out a protest.

"DON'T!!"  I yell, wincing when the pain hits the area in the 
back of my head where I was hit.  Magneto halts and stares at 
me, such hatred filling his eyes that I find it hard to believe 
that his gaze alone hasn't killed me yet.  He's on my right side, 
so I can't hear him moving around very well...it sounds muffled 
because the sound has to travel that extra distance to my left 
ear for me to hear it.  I'm concerned about this hearing loss.  It 
indicates a blood clot, and, chances are, the blood clot is growing 
and will apply pressure to my brain, killing me.  I can only hope 
that I'm found before that.  

If I'm ever found.

Magneto tosses the poor doctor and saunters over to me.  I 
watch him carefully with my eyes, not being able to move my 
head.  I try to call out telepathically, but I cannot connect.  
I'm too weak, and it's taking too much energy to even attempt 
to stay awake.  Magneto reaches over and grabs an anesthesia 
mask.  Doesn't he know he could kill me like that?  It is very 
potentially lethal to knock someone out who has a very serious 
head injury.  

Of course he knows that.  That's why he's doing it.

He places the mask over my face, and I try not to breathe. 

"No!  NOOO!"  I yell, but it comes out as a whisper.  The last 
scream that pealed from my lungs spent most of my strength.  I 
inhale after ten seconds because the pain in my head is becoming 
more than excruciating due to holding my breath.  My peripheral 
vision almost instantly becomes foggy, and the last thing I make 
out before I close my eyes is Magneto grinning at me, holding 
up a scalpel.

With my last ounce of strength, I send out my most simple, yet 
most urgent, and, oddly, my most weak-sounding telepathic message:  
"Help..."

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Deadly Deception Part 5

The more I fidget, the man the guy next to me seems to get 
angry.  Upon the news of our arrival, two more, and new to 
me, X-Men joined our team.

One, as he explained to me, was named Cyclops because of 
his ability to laser through things with his eyes.  Which 
also explains why he keeps a visor on at all times...

The other is sitting next to me.  All he had bothered to 
tell me was his name was Wolverine.  He hadn't mentioned 
his power.

I shift in my seat once more and a growl builds in the back 
of his throat.  I glance at him and yelp in surprise to see 
that his fingers are now lethal looking metal claws.

Storm whirls around and her eyes flash for a second when she 
realizes that Wolverine is going to try to skewer me on his 
claw thingies.

She quickly snaps at him and his claws retract, leaving normal 
human fingers in their place.  I sigh in relief and face forward 
in the seat, vowing to myself not to move for the rest of the 
ride to Magneto's haunt.

The rest of the ride proves smooth and within ten minutes, we 
arrive at a dark, manor.  Similar to the school that Xavier runs, 
but in some evil way.

We all pile out and construct a loose plan.  Cyclops, Wolverine 
and I will go after Scully.  Jean Grey and Storm will provide 
the distractions to take out Magneto's guards.

The one problem we are left with is the fact that the evil man 
himself will probably be guarding Scully.

"Mulder...." Cyclops snaps, drawing me back to reality.  "When 
we do inevitably confront Magneto, you get Scully. Wolverine and 
I will take care of him.  You're not going to be strong enough to 
defeat him."

I nod my understanding and look around the building, using the 
techniques I learned through the FBI to look for any structural 
weaknesses that could be used against our enemies.

Not a damn one. 

Regardless, it's time to go kick some mutant ass.

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I can't think clearly.  That could, of course, be because I'm 
*unconscious*.  I can't make any telepathic connections.  My modem's 
out.  I'm way too weak, tired, and out of it to attempt anything.

I hope that Mulder or *someone* comes to help me soon.  I feel 
like I'm slipping away.  My breathing is retarded to an unnatural 
pace.  I'm still strapped in to the bed, and I still have an entire 
body brace.  All I know is, I must have had the crap kicked out of 
me to deserve braces this extensive.  When I was awake, I couldn't 
move a muscle.  My head was stabilized in a brace, and the doctor 
had taken care to explain to me that it was because I had a severe 
skull fracture.  He took an MRI and CAT scan, and both had shown 
that I have a blood clot pressing against my left parietal lobe.  I 
suspected as much, so now I'm thanking God that I had warned Mulder 
about that before.

I feel no pain, no discomfort, only fear.  My breathing continues 
to slow, but I have no concept of time, so I'm uncertain as to the 
rate at which I'm taking each breath.  I can only imagine what 
Magneto is planning on doing to me with his scalpel.  He's probably 
implanting some kind of mutation device.  But I don't want to be a 
mutant.  I want to be healthy, happy, and out of here.  And I want 
to be with Mulder, enveloped in his arms.  He always manages to keep 
me warm like that.

I wonder how long it's going to take me to wake up?  Certainly not 
minutes.  Not second.  Probably not even hours.  I'll probably be 
asleep for days if I don't die.

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The door flies open and Cyclops moves ahead of me, motioning 
Wolverine and I inside after attaining that the coast is clear.

His claws out and on the ready, Wolverine slips in ahead of me 
and holds the door as I cock my gun and hold it out in front of 
me, sweeping the next corridor before nodding to the guys to 
follow.

The last time we saw the girls, they had been standing guard, 
talking to each other in a quiet tone while waiting for the 
inevitable danger that should follow.

So far we have run into no one.  Which is frightening in itself.

We have succeeded in locating the lab and I peek in each door as 
I pass, looking for the telltale signs of my partner.  Red hair, 
short frame.

Seven or eight doors pass before I finally peek in a window and 
give out a cry of pleasure.  But the door doesn't budge and I'm 
forced to shoot the lock off to get to my partner.

We all tumble in and come face to face with Magneto and a handful 
of doctors.  Memory flashes through my head, and I briefly recall 
the fact that I'm not supposed to face him.

But from the corner of my eye I can see Scully's condition and 
anger flashes through my brain.  Screw being safe, the bastard 
deserves whatever I can give him.

I lunge at him and manage to push him against a wall, shoving 
my gun into his gut as Wolverine and Cyclops remove the doctors 
and cuff them, grumbling about how I've disobeyed orders.

Magneto grins at me evilly, and I can feel the gun move slightly.  
Before I can react I feel it clatter out of my hand.  Resorting to 
physical strength, I punch him solidly across the face and in the 
gut, reaching down to pick up the gun...

Only he knows what he's doing and he's faster than I am.  Just as 
my right hand closes around the cold metal, I feel his foot crush 
down on my fingers.

Yelling in pain, I pull the gun up and fire two rounds into his 
chest, watching him slump down against the wall before dropping 
the gun and grabbing my fingers in pain.

White hot shots lance through my body and from the lovely blue 
three of my digits are turning, I'm guessing they're broken.

I turn my head and forget about the pain as soon as Scully's 
view comes back into my vision.  I quickly run across the room 
and cup her cheek, calling back to Wolverine and Cyclops to get 
some medical help.

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I don't know what the bastard has done to me, I don't know my 
condition, and I don't know if I'm ever going to get out of 
this deep sleep that has been induced upon me.  He gave me an 
overdose.  Of that I'm certain.  Sounds are far away if I can 
hear anything, and anything that I think I can hear can easily 
be confused with a dream.  

They say hearing is the last thing to go when a person dies.

I swear that somewhere in the back of my mind I hear Mulder.  
I want to respond, but I'm practically comatose right now.  My 
last memories being those of Magneto holding a scalpel over me, 
I'm not sure what to expect when I wake up.

If I wake up.

Mulder wants me to come back.  I can't.  I don't know how, and in 
the depths of my mind I can hear the gentle notes of "Return To Me" 
being played.  This is the theme song of my life.

I wonder if people hear the theme songs of their lives before they 
die, or if it is pre-selected when you are living.  Because from 
what I can tell, I am living right now.  I am definitely living, 
though just by a thread.  My heartrate is dangerously slow, my 
blood pressure is dropping and, since I have no sense of time at 
the moment, I believe that my respirations have been about three a 
minute, as opposed to the normal 12.  I know that I have counted 
three breaths in a very long period of time.  Only three breaths.

I feel slight warmth against my cheek, but that doesn't 
help to rouse me.  I don't think I can be roused.  But I 
know one thing I can do:  I can fight.

And that is exactly what I intend to do.

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I press my hand against her cheek.  "C'mon, Scully.  I broke 
three fingers to get you out of here, and I'd do it all over 
again, but I need you to open your eyes..."

No response.  Anger and fear pushes up against the back of my 
throat but I shove them down, standing aside and shouting orders 
at the paramedics as they handle my partner.

I look over at Cyclops and he shakes his head. `Don't even say 
it.' he seems to warn me.  `Don't mention the underground lab or 
facility, not here and not now.'

Magneto remains slumped against one of the side walls, gasping 
for his last breaths.

Several hours later I am sitting in the same room this whole 
adventure started, machines beeping slowly in the background 
while I contemplate just how this whole situation went to Hell.

When nothing comes, I drop my head down into my hands and lean 
it against the edge of Scully's bed.  A door opens and I don't 
bother looking up, recognizing who the person is by the footfalls.

Sure, steady. Knows his or her way around the lab.  Without a 
doubt it is Jean Grey.  She lays a soft hand on my shoulder and 
I look up at that, almost expecting it to be Scully and not the 
pretty medical mutant.

I blink my eyes a few times to wash the image of Scully standing 
where Grey is away.  She's like her in a lot of mannerisms, which 
I know I already mentioned. 

"She's doing better." she offers to me, I think hoping to make me 
feel better than I do.  "Her respirations increased and she has a 
nice, strong pulse and heartbeat."

"She's nearly dead." I rasp out, unconsciously wrapping my uninjured 
fingers around one of Scully's hands. Her muscles twitch slightly 
at that and I wonder if she can recognize that it's my hand that's 
holding her own.

"You should try to get some sleep."

"I don't sleep."

"You should." she mumbles.

"Look," I snap.  "I don't need a lecture.  I need a medical miracle 
to save my partner."

"Give it time." She pats my arm in a maternal fashion.  "Just give it time."

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Beeps resound through my head as though they're from a great distance 
away.  I can tell that my breaths are improving, that my pulse is 
stronger, and that my blood pressure is doing as well as it can, under 
the circumstances.

I wish I knew what those circumstances were.

Did Magneto butcher me, or did he just try and scare me, 
showing me a scalpel in my last waking moments before I was 
viciously flung into this dark pit of unconsciousness?

If I let go now...

I can't.  I can't leave Mulder.  I don't want to go.  But I'm 
so tired.  I feel like I'm hanging off of the edge of a cliff by 
my fingertips, and each individual one is being stepped on.  I feel 
like I'm going to fall.

Wait a second.  I...I think...yes, I can feel something!  Warmth 
around my hand, each finger that belongs to this other person 
wrapping around my own.  This is such a comforting feeling...where 
have I felt this before?  

Mulder.  That feeling...that touch belongs to Mulder.  I would 
recognize his touch anywhere.  But something's wrong.

I'm no expert at reading hands or anything, but there is something...
some way that he's holding my hand...he's in pain and he's scared.  

Oh God, I can't leave him now...I have to see what's wrong...I have 
to mother him!  He's facing this alone, and that's not right, he needs 
me now.  Oh, God, he needs me!

The emotions well up, but I know my face isn't changing expression.  
Not even a muscle in my face is twitching, and it must be because the 
anesthesia is paralyzing me still.  But I use all of my strength, and 
somehow one of my palm muscles twitches.  I wonder how I did that.

A woman is by Mulder.  A small feeling of jealousy arises in the back of my 
throat, but there is nothing I can do about it.  I can only lie here.  
I can't communicate with the outside world, I'm just left with my thoughts.  
I can't...I can't tell Mulder how much I love him, and...and he really needs 
to hear that right now.  He's weak.  He needs support and I can't even 
support him.  In a world that has turned it's back on him, I'm the only 
one who hasn't most of the time.  I feel something warm and wet rolling 
down my cheek, and I know that I have succeeded in crying.  I know that my 
chin did not quiver, and neither did my lower lip, the tear just came out 
like it didn't need any effort at all to occur.  But I'm spent just trying 
to squeeze that one tear out.  

Maybe that means I'm getting better?

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"Mulder....c'mon." Jean Grey whispers and I can dimly hear her 
through my hands, which are cradling my head as it rests against 
Scully's bed.  "You need to sleep.  You can have the room right 
next door so you'll know right away if anything happens..."

"No."

"Mulder."

My head snaps up.  "I said no.  You're supposed to have telekinesis.  
Let me send you a thought: back the hell off.  Until she's better, 
I'm not moving."

She frowns and licks her lips, choosing each word carefully.  I 
quickly turn back to Scully, wiping away the single tear that 
appears on her cheek.

I stare at my fingertip for a second, the wetness standing there 
in a perfect little ball.  It shimmers as the light hits it  just 
before it runs down my wrist and onto the palm of my hand.

"Mulder, you're not doing yourself any good by spending every 
waking moment with your partner.  When she finally does regain 
consciousness, she's going to need your strength.  You're not 
going to have any if you haven't been sleeping."

"I understand that." I practically growl.  "And I'm fine."

My eyes roam over Scully's still form for a second, cataloguing 
the bruise forming on the left side of her head, not to mention 
a broken cheekbone that has turned from light blue to a nasty 
streak of purple and black. "However Scully is not.  And until 
she is, I'm not going anywhere."

Jean nods and moves off, her place taken by Rogue, who sits 
down beside me and slips her hand around Scully's other.  She 
gives a small smile and I smile back, a rather weak attempt.

I allow my eyes to trail up to Scully's face, her eyes flickeriing 
rapidly.  Each cheekbone is highly defined with the recent 
weightlost that comes from being held captive for days without food.

I'm sure the weight loss was only increased by her fear.  I cradle 
my head again, I should have been there.

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I know that Mulder is probably feeling incredibly guilty right now, 
and I wish that I could tell him that it was not his fault.  I know 
he needs me now.  Probably more than I need him.  He has just been 
through something incredibly traumatizing, and I can't do anything 
to help him.  

And he's probably scared to death.

There...there is a new touch on my other hand...sapping me.

What the...this is a strange hand and I'm growing scared.  I'm 
becoming more exhausted by the second, and with every last ounce 
of terrified, adrenaline-induced strength, I squeeze Mulder's 
hand, then go completely limp.

Mulder's hand tenses up, and I'm not sure what's going on, because 
I can't seem to pay attention anymore.  Just the slow beeping of a 
heart monitor, getting slightly slower.

What's going on?

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"Oh, shit."  I whisper.  "Rogue...Rogue you haven't got gloves 
on.  Get off of her, you're...you're going to kill her!"

She recoils as if touched by fire, her large blue eyes staring 
into mine.  "I'm, I'm sorry Mulder.  I must have forgotten or 
something." 

"Never, ever forget."  I snap.  "Especially around Scully and I."

She nods and leaves the room, her head down and for a moment I almost 
feel bad for yelling at her.  But then I turn back to Scully and all 
the feelings of guilt disappear in an instant.

I close my eyes to block out the images that keep trying to surface, 
the images of things Magneto must have done to put her in this condition.

The tears that continue to build at the back of my throat, multiply 
themselves with a vengence, becoming harder and harder to shove down 
and forget.

The world swims in front of my eyes for a second, the water drops 
fuzzying everything before I wipe them away with an angry hand.

Now is not the time to be crying, I remind myself sternly.  I focus 
my eyes on her heart monitor, nodding slowly as it returns to its 
normal rhythm.

But then I turn back to her body and the tears well up again.  Her eyes 
remain closed, pale white skin drawn over countless bruises and 
injuries.

Her normally shiny hair is a dull matte.  I take a shaky breath and 
squeeze my eyes shut tightly, fighting for control over the 
situation.

And losing terribly.  

The first tears slip past closed eyes and the rest follow quickly, the 
flood dam broken.  Hot tears sting my cheeks and nose as they wash 
down my face and I look for comfort in the one place I always have. 

Scully.

With a sob, I lower my head onto her bed, my hands tightly around her own.

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I feel something strange.  It's Mulder, I know it is.  He's holding 
my hand tightly, he needs comfort.  I know that I have to comfort 
him.  He needs me, and I know I've said that before, but there is 
no time more evident than now.  With the very last ounce of strength 
I have, I rub his hand once with my thumb, and part my lips slightly.

God, the hurt.

But I figure that by parting my lips, every time that I exhale, it 
will sound like a comforting "shhhh".  At least I hope that it does.

I can't hear him very well, and I'm not sure that he's responding.  
I can't open my eyes and I'm too weak to speak, so I'm trying to 
comfort him as best I can.  My poor Mulder.

He's been through so much.  He's in both emotional and physical 
pain right now, I can feel that through the desperation in his grasp.  
I can feel him still holding my hand, and I know he's still crying, 
the floodgates have opened.  I know that the guilt he's feeling right 
now must be terrible, and there is nothing I can do to stop it.

Except...

With a small surge of strength, I raise one of my hands and gently 
stroke Mulder's hair, letting my hand drop to the bed and stay 
limp after a single stroke.  I'm wiped out.

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I'm perceptive enough through grief to know that Scully just 
stroked my hair.  I look up, tears clinging to my lashes, and 
find her lips are now open.

Her eyes remain closed and she isn't speaking but I distinctly 
remember her hand in my hair and I'm pretty sure she rubbed the 
back of my hand as well.

"Scully?" I whisper, watching the heart monitor pulsate off 
rhythm in response to my voice.  Her lips form a small smile 
and seconds later it becomes a wince.

I cup her cheek and smile.  Things are beginning to look 
up, it seems.

"It's okay." I murmur.  "Just try to rest."

She gives a tiny, imperceptible nod and her eyes flicker slightly, 
as they do when she sleeps.  She's sleeping.  I sit back in my chair 
and say the first thankyou prayer I've said in years.

I've got a feeling a lot more of those will be following in the 
direct future. 

"I've missed you." I whisper to her sleeping form.  I know she can't 
hear me but for some reason I just have the urge to say these things 
to her.  "Everyone did." I add. 

A small laugh parts from my lips and I wonder idly why I'm laughing.  
"The woman who's been taking care of you Scully, Jean Grey, she reminds
me of you.  It's been torture, having her around and not knowing where 
you were and what was happening to you.

"It still is, I think.  I can talk to her and get responses but I talk to 
you and know that, for the time being, you're too weak to respond.  
I need you Scully.  I need you in this to the very end."

I squeeze her hand lightly again, watching the pattern light makes 
against her fragile features.  Even under bruises and injuries, 
she's beautiful.

"I missed you." I say again.  "And I'm glad you're back."

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Deadly Deception Part 6

Magneto's back, I can feel him.  Standing behind me, his hot breath 
burning the back of my neck.  I gasp and turn around, and he's grinning 
at me, blood dripping from his mouth.

"You've killed me," Magneto breathes, "And now it's my turn."

"What are you..."  I say, and then his hands are around my throat.  
I can't breathe, and I struggle against him, rather futilely, I 
might add.

"Mulder!"  I mouth, struggling against Magneto's powerful grasp.  I 
know my heartrate is accellerating with the new influx of adrenaline, 
and the poor people in the outside world must be wondering what the 
hell is going on.

This must be a dream.  

But if it is, then why am I in such pain?

My entire head throbs like it's a time bomb, ready to explode.  I 
still cannot hear out of my left ear, my cheek hurts like nothing 
else, and the only feeling that I fell that I can accurately describe 
is broken.

Magneto must be getting the better of me if my mind is wandering this 
much, so I mouth "Mulder" again, trying to find some semblance of 
comfort.

Then all goes bright.

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She winces as Jean shines the light in her eyes and sudden stops 
struggling.  Her heartrate decelerates a little, though still 
on the high end of the scale.

My eyes wide, I sit back down and clasp her hand in mine, her 
eyes flicker and finally open.  They roam around the room in 
an accord of their own and eventually settle on me.

I smile weakly at her and give her hand a squeeze, trying to 
keep the winces to a minimum.  The three broken fingers and 
cracked rib that I suffer from seem trivial in reference to her 
own injuries.

Her eyes instantly fill with tears. "Mulder..." she croaks out again, 
her battered vocal cords trying to deal with the immeasurable pain 
she must be feeling.  

"It's okay, Scully." I murmur.  "It was just a dream, you're okay.  
Magneto is six feet underground and you're safe now." 

Jean Grey hovers above both of us, checking my partner's vitals 
as I try to calm her.  She cries out when Jean accidentally brushes 
against her head and her grip on my hand tightens considerably.

I wince slightly, proud of myself for not outright shrieking in 
pain.  She is grabbing onto three very broken fingers but she 
doesn't realize and I'm not about to deprive her of comfort.

I shift slightly in my seat, brushing against the side with my 
cracked rib and freeze.  No need for movement.  I'm good.  Living 
like a block of ice is sounding very appealing right about now.

She whimpers and I brush hair out of her eyes as gently as I can.  
"Sssh Scully.  You're safe."

She nods.  "I know."  The words sound tight, caught in her throat with 
pain and tears.

I smile gently and rub her hand with my thumb, making tiny circles 
on the soft pale skin. 

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I'm in such agony right now that I almost wish I was dead.  I'm crying 
like an idiot, and that's not helping my head a whole bunch.  But 
even through my selfish tears, I can recognize the pain that Mulder 
is in.  Through years of partnership with him, I have learned to read 
him like a book.

"Mulder."  I croak and he looks at me. "Do something about that pain.  
You're in pain."  I wince, but even that hurts.  I look at Jean 
Grey and it feels like she's trying to read my mind or something.  
That could be effective when you're thinking things that you don't 
want your partner to know.  Jean moves over to my partner and hands 
him some painkillers.  He's not taking them, though.

"Mulder, take them.  You're in pain, and I,"  I gasp suddenly in 
pain, "I want you to take them.

He reluctantly takes them, but is watching me like a hawk.  I can 
tell he's incredibly concerned.  All this talking has made me 
weak and tired, and I know I should sleep.  Jean comes by and 
injects me with something that makes me feel kind of drunk.

What the hell is this stuff?

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"Don't worry Scully." I murmur in response to her reaction to 
the painkillers Jean injects into her veins.  "It's a really 
effective painkiller.  Knocks the socks off Demerol and 
Morphine combined." I grin.

She nods and swallows heavily, pain etched into her face 
plainly.  The muscles suddenly relax as the painkillers take 
hold.  "They're....they're not so bad." she sighs in relief.

I smile and continue to hold her hand, wondering if maybe I 
could get some more of that stuff for me.  The oral painkillers, 
Tylenol and Advil actually, aren't very effective for my own 
injuries.

I look over at Jean, sending her a mental order for some of 
the injectable painkiller, and she shoots me a smirk.  "Not 
a chance." she shoots back at him mentally.  "You're a little 
too healthy for the industrial strength stuff."

I roll my eyes and turn back to Scully.  Her eyes are closed in 
what seems to be bliss and her eyes are flickering again in sleep.

I settle back against my seat and wonder how long we're going to 
be confined to this place.  I understand that Scully is in no 
condition to be going anyplace, but I know her and I know she'd 
feel more comfortable in her own surroundings.

Or maybe mine if I can convince her to come home with me.  She's 
also in no condition to be taking care of herself.  

Her eyes open during my rumination and when I finally return back 
to reality, I find them locked on my hand.  She winces.  "How many 
fingers did you break?"

"Three."

"Jeez Mulder." she sighs.

"It's not that bad." I shoot her a crooked grin.  "It's an excuse 
not to have to do paperwork for six or seven weeks."

"They're blue."

"Yeah." I say studying my hand.  "Yeah, I guess they are."

"What else?"

"What do you mean?" I ask her innocently. 

"What else did you do in the process of kicking some butt?"

"Cracked a rib." I mumble, suddenly engrossed in the patterns on the floor. 

"Jeez." she sighs again.

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"It sounds like you need a rest more than I do."  I drawl, my speech 
slurring slightly.  Man, these drugs are wonderful.  I'm not hallucinating, 
I'm just drunk off my butt.

And Mulder's still in pain.  How selfish of me to take all the good 
stuff.

A man enters the room.  A man with funny looking brown hair.  Who is 
he?  His temper eminates off of him like waves of heat, and I'm suddenly 
intimidated.

"They call him Wolverene."  Mulder whispers to me, a slight tint of 
fear in his voice.  Wolverene suddenly rushes at Mulder, these tremendously 
long metal claws coming out of his hands.  I gasp and he looks at me, 
eyes flickering in anger.  He then looks back at Mulder and puts 
those claws up to his neck.

"The claws are adamantium.  The name's Logan.  The temper's 
deadly.  If you're going to talk about me, it might as well 
be to my face.  You are insignificant and I didn't have to 
help you.  No one did.  So you might as well be grateful for 
that before you start talking about us."  He growls, and I 
gather up my nerve, something I'm good at when I'm drunk.

"He wasn't saying anything about you, Wolverene.  Put your 
claws back."  I say slowly.  Wolverene growls and leaps at 
me, putting his claws to my neck now.

"Keep yer pretty little mouth shut, m'lady, before you get 
yourself hurt."

"Too late, haven't you noticed?"  I grin.

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He can't hurt you.  He can't hurt you.  He can't hurt you....
like hell he can't!  God, I really don't like Wolverine, or 
Logan, or whatever he wants to be called.

He comes in here, flashing his claws of fancy metal and thinks 
that he owns the place.  And Scully is getting a kick out of 
the whole situation.

The woman is drunk beyond all extremies.  Totally smashed, drunk, 
keeled over.  She's flying high here, people.

And how come she gets all the good pain medications?  I get 
stuck with Tylenol and she gets the nifty stuff that really 
gets rid of the pain.

Stop it Mulder, I admonish myself.  This is your partner, who 
just went through hell, here.  She deserves all the pain meds and 
you deserve to just sit where you are and deal with it.

I shift in my seat and try to stifle a groan.  Lord help me here, 
I'm pretty sure that the pain is getting worse.  Maybe I should have 
told Jean the truth.  That, yes, I did get beaten around by Magneto 
a lot and that, no, I think there is more wrong than just three 
broken fingers.

But that's the problem with these other doctors.  If they're 
not Scully they don't pick up the little nuances that signify 
that I'm not telling them about other things that are bothering me.

And Scully's too out of it to realize that I'm struggling.

But hey, it's my fault.  I could have told Jean Grey.

When I look up next, Wolverine is gone.  Scully shifts slightly 
and winces, swallowing and trying to clear her voice.  "Mulder...
would you mind getting me some water?" she whispers hoarsely.

"Sure."  I reply and stand up, bracing a hand against the chair 
to steady myself.  New pain coarses through my abdomen but I 
force myself to walk the short distance to where the water is.

I finally succeed in getting there and bend down to get a cup.  
But suddenly the pain gets a hell of a lot worse and I find myself 
on my knees, doubled over with eyes shut tightly.

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I see him collapse and I'm in shock.  It doesn't matter how drunk I 
am, that's the man I secretly love there on the floor.

"Mulder!"  I yell, struggling to get out of bed.  A bald man comes 
in.  I believe he's Xavier, and he holds me back.

"Lie still, he's fine."  Xavier murmurs, but I seriously doubt his 
words.

"Like hell he's fine!  Mulder!  Are you okay?  Let me go!  I need to 
get to him!"  

Xavier just stares down at me, like he's trying to control my body or 
something.  I look away and at Mulder, who is grimacing in terrible 
pain, still on the floor.  Jean Grey rushes over to him.

"Couldn't you see there was something terribly wrong?!"  I scream at 
Jean Grey.  She tells me to calm down and bends down next to him.  
"Give him what you gave me NOW!"

"You're drunk, Agent Scully.  You're not even a doctor, so you're 
incompetent to make medical decisions regarding your partner."  
Jean says slowly, then turns to some of her assistants.  "Get me 
a stretcher now."

Okay, that hurt.

"I am a MEDICAL DOCTOR, which is much more than I can say for the 
half-assed operation you have running here!  I am also his next of kin 
and have full medical authority, so don't mess with me!"  I yell in 
response, agitated beyond all belief.  "You call yourself a doctor, 
yet you can't even tell if one of your patients is suffering!"

"Get her out of here."  Jean Grey says angrily, and her assistants 
drag my bed out as I grumble.  I suppose that I'm not going to do 
any good in my current state.  I'm not helping any, and I doubt 
Mulder wants my screaming and drunk form in there.

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Wait...where are they taking Scully?  From my position on the floor I 
can see her being wheeled out of the room, but as another shot of 
pain flashes through my body I forget the situation altogether.

Vaguely I can make out Jean Grey's form above me and she leans down 
close to my face.  "Agent Mulder?  Can you hear me?"

I groan in response.  I guess it wasn't quite the response she 
was looking for as she calls two of her assistants over to help 
her get me on the stretcher.

Oh god, where the hell is Scully?  And why isn't she telling Grey 
to stop touching me?  I scream in pain as soon as their hands are 
on me, coaxing my body onto the stretcher.

One of the assistants is shocked by my sudden scream, and drops 
her part of my body, which connects hard with the floor below.

That earns another scream.  

And then Scully is suddenly back in the room, shouting orders at 
anyone who will listen to her.  Xavier looks pissed and for a 
second I feel like grinning, it's really not a good idea to get 
on the wrong side of Agent Scully.

But then the feeling passes with another muscle spasm and I barely 
stop the whimper that threatens to tear from my lips.  Tears form 
in the back of my eyes and throat and I find myself begging 
helplessly for unconsciousness to take me over sometime in the near future.

It never comes when it should, just at the times when it 
shouldn't and is usually unexpected and unwelcomed.  

Finally, Jean backs off, instead monitoring my vitals.  From the 
argument going on between her and Scully I'm guessing that she's 
not pleased that her red-haired patient is on her feet.

She sounds jealous, in fact, that there is another doctor around to 
tell her where she's going wrong.

Scully kneels down beside me as best she can and hovers over my 
face, fingers smoothing down hair and comforting in general.  I 
squeeze my eyes shut again in response to another shot of pain.  
"Mulder....Mulder I need you to open your eyes for me."  she 
murmurs gently.

I comply and don't stop the whimper of pain this time.

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I kiss him gently on the forehead, I know he's in more pain than 
I'm feeling right now.  The poor guy's whimpering, and I know he 
needs me.

"It's okay, Mulder.  It's okay.  I'm here.  Tell me where it hurts."  
I murmur gently, hoping to comfort him as much as I can.  He seems 
to be in alot of pain when he's lifted, so I'm going to try to get 
him on the stretcher without causing him any terrible discomfort.  

Or at least, avoiding causing him as much pain as I can.

"Ribs."  he cries as another shot of pain doubles him over.  I stroke 
his hair but am reluctant to rub his back, as it might cause him pain.  
I kiss his forehead again and give a fierce look to Jean Grey.

"Get him some of the meds that you got me."  I command, the contempt 
dripping from my voice.

"But..."  Jean Grey protests, but I'm not having it.

"Are you NOT the doctor who didn't recognize these signs BEFORE he 
collapsed?!"  I counter angrily, Mulder rocking back and forth in pain.

"Well, you can't diagnose..."

"This is my partner, and I can.  I did, but I couldn't tell you 
because you DRUGGED ME UP!  Now GET him the meds unless you 
want me to report you to whatever board you answer to."  I 
continue stroking Mulder's hair to comfort his shaking body.  He's 
shaking in pain, and I know it, but there isn't much that I can 
do.  "Better yet, since you're so INCOMPETENT, just give me the 
syringe and bottle and I'll do it myself."

"I'm not incompetent."

"And you call yourself a doctor."  I shoot back, filling the syringe 
with the correct dosage after she hands it to me.  I'm not sure why 
I'm being such a bitch, but I really don't feel that she should be 
treating my partner.  I don't think she knows what he needs, since 
she hasn't known him for nearly as long as I have.  And I doubt she 
loves him like I do.

I inject the painkiller into Mulder's quivering arm and caress his 
cheek as we wait for the pain to subside.  I hope it does, and that 
whatever this is does not produce an allergic reaction.

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Deadly Deception Part 7

I squeeze my eyes shut again.  I really do appreciate the painkiller 
Scully just gave, but it doesn't seem to be working and the spasms 
are only getting worse with time.

Her hand remains tangled in my hair and I can feel myself shaking 
in pain.  "Ssssh."  she murmurs and I try my best to stop.

But I can't.

"Oh.......god......" I moan and her hand tightens.

With another spasm, I've absolutely had it and I tell Jean so, 
watching her back away, slight anger, and I think regret, in her 
eyes.

"Mulder?" Scully whispers, stroking my cheek.

I force myself to look up at her.

"Mulder....is the pain going away?"

I shake my head no and squeeze my eyes shut against another shot.

Tears squeeze from my eyes, and under normal circumstances I would 
have been quick to wipe them away and deny their existence, but at 
the moment I'm having too much trouble simply lying still.

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My poor Mulder.  I feel so bad for him.  He's crying from the pain, and 
the painkillers aren't working, yet I feel the need to help him.  The 
only merciful thing that I can think of to dull his pain would be to 
give him Xanax and sedate him.  I know that Mulder would never go for 
the Xanax idea, nor would he go for the sedation part.  But something 
has got to be done.  He is in excruciating pain.

"Mulder?"  I whisper as streams of tears flow down his sweaty cheeks.  
He responds by gasping.  "I know it hurts, Mulder..."  I murmur, running 
a hand through his hair gently, hoping maybe even that simple, fluid motion 
might calm him.

"Owwwww.....Scully, make it stop...PLEASE make it stop!"  He cries in 
agony, shaking so much that a lay person may attribute his quivering to 
epilepsy.

"I'm going to try, Mulder, okay?  I'm going to give you some drugs that 
are going to help."  Mulder nods almost imperceptibly and I look over at 
Jean.  She looks angry for a second that I'm taking over her job, but she 
gets the Xanax pill, 1 milligram for the pain he's in.  I feel bad that 
that's the best that medical science can do for him, but I don't want to 
give him an overdose.  I send her a mental message for a general anesthetic, 
and she comes back with a syringe and a bottle.  "Can I have a glass of 
water, please?"  I ask Jane, and she gets it for me.  I gingerly help 
Mulder sit up, but he still cries out in pain, moaning, groaning, and 
breathing very hard when he comes to rest against my chest.

"Mulder, I'm going to give you something to relax your muscles."  I say 
quickly, but he shakes his head, then succumbs to another wave of pain.  
I put the Xanax on his tongue and give him a sip of water.  He swallows 
it down, then continues panting.  "Okay, Mulder...if this doesn't work for 
you, I'm going to try something different." 

I VERY gently lead Mulder into a lying position, placing his head on my 
lap and stroking his hair, gesturing for a blanket, since the floor is 
cold.  I don't want to try and put him on a stretcher yet, he's simply in 
too much pain.  I drape the blanket over him and kiss his forehead gently.

God, I hope this works.

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Bless this woman.  Whatever she just gave me is starting to ebb away 
at the pain, although it's still there.  Still there rather strongly 
but manageable now.

I take a deep breath and wince, glad that I can at least breathe now.  
It's an improvement over feeling like someone was sitting on your stomache 
and slowly stealing your air.

Then suddenly feeling rushes back to me and I can feel Scully's hand in 
my hair, my head in her lap.  I tilt my head back a little, and look up at 
her, brushing stray tears aside.

She smiles weakly down and wipes the last of them away for me.  "How 
do you feel?"

"Pain's still there but at least it's manageable." I groan.

"Good.  I need to check you Mulder, find out what's wrong."  From the 
look in her eyes, I can tell there's a catch to the whole situation. 
"It's going to hurt a lot....despite the meds you're on."

"Okay." I sigh.

At that moment Jean Grey suddenly returns to the picture.  "Agent Scully, 
you have your own injuries.  I'll check Agent Mulder, you need to return 
to resting."

"Like hell you will."  Scully snaps.  "You're not touching my partner 
unless it's under an order I give you."  Go Scully.

Grey's eyes flash anger for a second but then she aquises, and nods 
in agreement.  She backs off as Scully positions herself over me and 
begins the exam.

Oh god....pain.....I think I just went pure white.

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He's turning white, and I feel something in his chest that I don't 
agree with.  I motion for the attendants to bring the stretcher down 
low so I can try to get Mulder on it.  I then motion for an attendant 
to grab his legs as I gently cradle his head and we lift him on to the 
stretcher.  He winces and groans and is nearly unconscious by the time we 
get him on there, but I have decided he MUST be examined.

"Scully..."  He groans, his speech slightly slurred.  I look down at him 
and smile, then I kiss his forehead.

"I'm here, Mulder, we're just going to see what's wrong with you."

"What's wrong with me?"

"I don't know yet, Mulder, we're going to find out."

"Find what?"

"Find out what's wrong with you."

"What's wrong with me?"  Mulder asks innocently and I sigh.  The drug 
really is taking effect, though not completely ridding him of the pain.

I wheel him into an x-ray room, and the examination begins.

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Oooh, cool a dico.  No, not a disco.  Light flashes and I realize it's 
an x-ray room.  Oh right, something about Scully wanting to get x-rays 
of my chest.

Has anyone ever noticed the really cool patterns the x-ray lights make 
on the walls?  They're very cool.  

Pretty soon the x-rays are over and Scully returns, smiling down at 
me, worried and yet trying to comfort me at the same time.

"What's wrong?" I slur drunkenly.

"We don't know yet, sweetie."

"Oh....." I mumble.  "Okay."

"I'll tell you as soon as I find out, okay?"

"Yeah." I nod, wincing as the pain meds start to wear off.  "Yeah, 
okay Scully."

I watch her leave again as two attendants roll me back out to the 
main medical room.  From my position against the wall, I can see her 
face whiten as she tacks up the x-rays and gets a good look at them.

Her face is white as she turns back around toward me.

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I'm sure that my face is white as a sheet, and suddenly I realize why 
my partner has been in such pain.  I sit down suddenly, sobbing into 
my hands.

God, this hurts.  Cyclops, oddly enough, comes to me and places a 
hand on my back.

"Are you in pain?"  He asks, and I lie, shaking my head.  He's asking 
me why I'm crying, but not in those words.  And I'm not crying because 
I'm in pain.  I'm crying because of the agony my poor partner is in.

"I don't know what to do."  I sob openly, pointing to his x-rays.  One 
of his ribs has broken completely in two and has severed one of his 
abdominal muscles with a sharp edge.  It has cut completely through, 
and is a floater, so it's cutting everything up in his path.  The 
slightest movement could mean a cut artery.  The slightest movement 
could mean death.

Cyclops respects my privacy and leaves the room, leaving me alone to 
sob.  I can only imagine what Mulder is thinking, he saw me collapse.

I sit there crying for a while, not sure what I can do about his 
condition short of surgery.

Great, *Dr.* Scully can't figure out how to treat her patient.  The 
Great Dr. Scully can only cause her patient more torture.

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"What's wrong with Scully?"  I ask Cyclops the minute he steps 
into the room.  I can still see her crying through the glass partition.

"She'll want to talk to you herself." he murmurs gently, throwing 
me a smile.  I try to smile back and find myself failing greatly.

Fear stabs through my head and the world in front of me blurs for a 
second.  The next time everything clears, Scully is back in the room, 
wiping her eyes hurriedly as she walks toward me.

The x-rays are in her right hand, both of which are trembling greatly.  
She perches herself on my bed and takes my hand, the fear I feel 
reflected in her own eyes.

"What's wrong?" I ask softly.  Her eyes trail down to the floor.  "Scully?"

"You have a floater."

"A...a what?"

"A floater."  She seems to steel herself.  "One of your ribs broke 
into two pieces and cut through an abdominal muscle."  I wince 
involuntarily. "If it continues the way it is, it's going to cut up 
everything in it's path, Mulder."

"What can you do?" I whisper.

"This is serious.  It could cut an artery, it's potential death."  Tears 
gather in her eyes.  "I think the only option is surgery."

I nod numbly, trying to absorb everything she's been saying.  "Is it 
really necessary?"

"Yeah." she nods.

"Okay."  I nod my head in agreement and squeeze her hand.  "I trust you 
Dana.  I trust you with my life."  Tears spill down her cheeks and I wipe 
them away gently.  "You're my world.  I love you fully and wholy.  And 
I trust you with this.  Do what you think should be done."

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I'm not sure if it's the drugs, but Mulder has just spoken the most 
beautiful--and the most UTTERLY TERRIFYING words I have ever heard.

The tears keep pouring from my eyes, and he wipes them away until 
suddenly he gasps.

"Mulder?"  I ask, panic clenching in my throat.  He gasps again, 
wincing horribly.  "Mulder?!"  

A billion things run through my head, and the most resounding of the 
billion is that it's time.

I rush Mulder into the OR.

"You're not planning on performing surgery on him yourself, are you?"  
Jean Grey asks incredulously, trying to stop my entrance in.

"You had better let me in," I warn, "Or I'll charge you with his 
death.  You're already responsible for his current state."

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Someone is shining a light in my eyes.  And peeling them apart slowly 
and agonizingly.  I'm thinking about maybe yelling in pain when a 
familiar voice flutters down to my ears.

"Mulder?"  Sounds like it was delivered on angels' wings.  "Mulder?" the 
voice comes again.

"Scully..." I moan and open my eyes, immediately rewarded with seeing 
her face smile down on me.  I look around the room, and from the color 
of the night sky, I'm guessing it's night time and several hours have 
passed since I was last conscious.

"Surgery?" I ask cryptically, wincing in pain and swallowing.  My throat 
has the familiar dryness and hoarse quality it always seems to get after 
surgery.

"It went well.  We repaired your rib and torn muscle." she smiles.  "But 
no basketball or running for a few months."

"Yes, ma'am." I reply wearily, closing my eyes and allowing them to 
rest for a few seconds. 

"I meant what I said earlier, Scully." I finally say.  She turns her 
face back toward me and takes my hand.  "About you being my world.  You 
are.  And I do love you.  It wasn't the drugs talking."

She nods and new tears fill her eyes.  

I reach up a hand to wipe them away but the slight movement causes my 
abdomen to streak with pain and everything from my waist up freezes, 
including my hand.

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I take Mulder's hand and gently put it down by his side, hoping to 
alleviate the pain that I know he's in.  I see through the glaze in 
his eyes that he's still riding the wave of agony, afraid to let me 
know it hurts.

Sometimes I wish he would just tell me that he hurts up front.

I flick a syringe filled with enough Demerol to at least take the edge 
off of his pain, but he shakes his head.

"Mulder, you just got out of surgery, you're in pain.  You need this."  
I protest, and he stops arguing for once.  I inject the drug into him, 
but I'm not sure if it's working.  I know that he is still experiencing 
some pain...oh, well...maybe I should wait until the drug has a chance 
to run through his system.

I stand there a while, just stroking his hair and trying to comfort 
him as best I can.  This is why some say that I should be a mother.  
But, after years of praying, I know that I'm infertile and will never 
have children, unless I adopt.  And I'm too scared for any child's 
safety to do that, because my life gets...tumultuous.  So, I'm stuck 
with mothering my partner, and I don't mind doing that one bit.  He 
needs all the mothering he can get right now.

His eyes close and I wonder if his mom used to do this for him.  If 
she used to comfort him.  If, when her poor son was in pain, did she 
take him in her arms and tell him that everything would be alright?

Well, I can't take him in my arms right now.  He has an incision from 
stem to stern, and I don't want to cause him any undue agony.  So I'll 
have to be content with caressing his hair, taking his hand and kissing 
his forehead every now and then.

And then something comes to mind that I wonder about his mother, as well:  
did she ever tell him she loved him, and did she ever genuinely mean it?  
Well, I haven't told him yet, but I know that he has confessed his feelings 
to me, and that they're true.  It's not often that he remembers what he's 
said right before he goes under the knife.  So I decide that I might as 
well confess my feelings to him, even if he has just fallen asleep, which 
I do not blame him for.

"I love you, Mulder."  I say, and I mean it.  I really, absolutely 
and truly do mean it.  And I hope that he heard that, wherever in 
dreamland he may be.

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I wonder what she'd say if she knew I was awake, just resting my 
eyes and not really sleeping.  A smirk surfaces on my face and I 
lick my lips.  "I love you too, Scully."  

There is silence for a few moments and I open my eyes.  She's still 
by my bedside, her hand still in my hair, though it has stopped 
moving for a second.

And then suddenly she bursts into laughter and looks down at me.  
"You weren't really asleep."  God, I love this woman's laughter.

"No." I admit, wincing at the pain from my throat.  Scully leans over 
me and grabs a glass of water, holding it to my lips as I take a 
cautious sip.  "I wasn't really asleep."

"No." she smiles, looking down at the floor.  "You weren't really 
asleep."  Okay, I think we've made that part pretty obvious by now.

I reach out for her her, and she catches my hand, her smile widening as I 
kiss each of the digits.  I have waited *years* to be able to kiss Scully's 
fingers.

I'd prefer her lips but I can't quite reach to that level and I'm 
afraid of moving in my current condition.  The door opens and Scully 
reluctantly pulls her hand away, standing against the bedrail as 
Jean Grey cautiously steps into the room.

She looks whipped to say the least.  I would *love* to find out what 
Scully said and did to the woman but I have a feeling I never will.  
While Scully can get very angry, once it happens, the incident 
remains untalked about once it has transgressed.

Scully turns back around, offering the woman only a cursury glance and 
no words.  Her eyes focus on me.  "Has the pain gone away yet Mulder?"

I nod.  "Sort of.  It's manageable Scully."  I lick my lips again.  "Why 
don't you try to sleep?"  The tiredness is quite obvious in her cornflower 
blue eyes.

She shakes her head.  "I'm not leaving your side Mulder.  Never again."

"What if you have to go to the bathroom though?" I ask innocently.

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Deadly Deception Part 8

I roll my eyes.  Leave it to Mulder to break the tension with a 
bathroom joke.  Jean snickers for a second, but when I notice, 
she stops.  A lot of help she's been.  She has no right to be in 
this room.

"It has begun."  She states simply, flipping back her ponytail.  

"What has begun?"  I ask cautiously, trying not to flip my head over 
to her too quickly.  My head feels like it's about to explode, but I'm 
not going to show it.  I'm not going to do anything about it, not 
while Jean Grey is in the room.  God forbid I relinquish control to her.

"The mutant war."  

"Mutant war?"  Mulder asks.  Since he's kind of drugged up right now, 
I expect that he will have alot of trouble digesting what he is about 
to hear.

"We have to fight."  Jean snaps.  I glance at her quickly, flashing 
her a warning and hiding a wince.

"Mulder isn't going anywhere.  Not in his condition."  

Mulder looks up at me questioningly when Jean acquiesces.  Maybe I owe 
him this one.  Maybe I should tell him why she's suddenly listening 
to me.

Jean crosses over to my left side and mutters something.  She's not 
playing fair.  She knows that I cannot hear out of my left ear, but 
Mulder doesn't.  

"Jean, I would prefer it if you were on my right side."  I say slowly 
and carefully, not looking at her.  She mumbles again and I strain 
to hear, but I can't because she's talking too low on that side.  

The bitch is going to die.

I turn on my heel towards her and I grab her shoulder, spinning her 
towards myself.

"I said,"  I begin...and then it feels like a knife is stabbing 
through my brain.  I clutch my head, cry out, and collapse to my 
knees before I know what's happening.  I look up at Jean and her 
grinning face is the last thing I see before I lose consciousness.

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Shit, shit, shit.  I thought we were done with medical emergencies.  
But noooo, Scully collapses.  I should have expected it... she's been 
working too hard and it's only a matter of time before her injuries 
get the better of her.

I look up at Jean for help, as I can't really move, but she just looks 
at me and grins.  She's getting personal satisfaction out of this 
all because Scully proved to be a better doctor than she.

"Cyclops!  Rogue!" I yell as loud as I possibly can, which must be 
rather loud because Jean steps back noticably and pretty soon Wolverine, 
Cyclops, Rogue and Storm are all running into the lab area.

As gently as they can, with me shouting at them, they lift Scully up onto 
another gurney and pretty soon Xavier has reappeared in the room as well.

He pulls Jean aside for a few moments and she leaves, obviously upset.  
Tears stream down her face as she steps around Xavier wheelchair and 
leaves the lab, slamming the door shut behind her.

From my bed, I peer down at them, fear shoving at the back of my throat, 
as they work on Scully's still form.

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Wait, come to think of it now, I did try to tell Mulder that I couldn't 
hear through telekenesis when I was being...tortured.  But now it feels 
like I'm being tortured again.  Did I ever escape?

Yes.  Because I can hear Mulder all of a sudden.  He's asking frantically 
what is wrong.  No one can seem to answer him until Xavier opens his 
mouth.  I can hear the frown in his voice.

"A blood clot on her right pareital lobe has grown.  It is squeezing 
her brain.  Dr. Grey has refused to help."  My eyes flutter open and 
I look around myself, at first not seeing Mulder.  I begin to panic, 
but I hear Mulder shouting my name.

"Mulder?"  I say weakly.  "What happened?"

"Xavier thinks it's a blood clot," he turns to Xavier, "what course 
of action do we take?"

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This is a freaking nightmare.  This case should have been over by now, but 
instead Scully is on the floor slowly dying while her best chance refuses 
to help.  All over one petty fact that Scully knew what to do for me when 
she obviously didn't.

Xavier walks over and helps some attendants move Scully over to a 
gurney.  One she is within arm's reach, I extend my hand and grasp 
her own. 

Her eyes find their way to me and she looks frightening to say the 
least.  I give her hand a reassuring squeeze as Xavier speaks to me.

"We can't do anything for you anymore."

"Take us to an ordinary hospital, then." I reply and he nods.

"That's what we'll do.  Both of you are wonderful people, and we appreciate 
your help, but you're mutants.  The war that is constantly in swing 
between myself and Magneto doesn't concern you.  It may never.  It will be 
many years before ordinary humans are involved, perhaps your children will 
see the day." 

I hold back the comment about never having children as it is.

Two hours later and I am sitting in a private hospital room, the bed beside 
me empty as Scully undergoes surgery to save her life.

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A light shines in my eyes...and on the other end...

Magneto.

I scream, and then a reassuring hand grabs my arm.

"It's okay, Scully..."  Mulder murmurs, rubbing my arm.  I calm down and 
glance around the room, grateful to have my hearing back.

"How long have I been out?"  I rasp, my voice hoarse from many 
different tubes that have since been removed.

"A few days.  You needed the sleep."

"Where is everyone?  Who is this doctor?"

"The doctor is Doctor Johnson, he's been overseeing your care.  We 
left everyone else."

"But why?"

"Because we couldn't fight their war."  I sigh and look out the window 
wistfully, remembering the past.  

"Who were they, Mulder?"

"The supposed X-Men."

"I can object to that."

"How?"

"We, Mulder.  We are the X-People."

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