From: "daniela labod" Date: Wed, 15 Aug 2001 20:38:52 +0800 Subject: xfc: NEW: Dear Mulder by Corran Source: xfc Title: Dear Mulder Author: Corran e-mail: starfish666@email.com Classification: V, Scully POV Spoilers: none Keywords: Mulder/Scully UST Summary: sort of an answer to "Dear Scully" Archive: yes!! but please tell me where it goes (`cause i want to visit it ). Just e-mail me. Disclaimer: nope, they`re not mine (unfortunately). they belong to cc , 1013 and fox . Authors notes: will work for feedback (and some choco cookies) Written: March 2001 Dear Mulder, I never thought I could write you a letter. But since you managed to wrap up your thoughts in words I should be able to do so, too. I've never told you how proud I am to have you as a friend, haven't I? And you should know by now that I'll never ever blame you for anything that's happened to me in the last years. Besides that horrible stuff it were the best years of my life. Mostly because I had you by my side - when you weren't again running off to some place without telling me. Everytime you did that it was scaring me to death. I thought I would never see you again. And there's still so much I want to tell you. You know, your little trip to Bermuda gave me the rest. When you were gone I felt lost. I was afraid, afraid that we won't find you. But we did. And you never knew how happy I was then. I should have told you. But though you were exhausted you managed to shock me with three little words. I was sort of stunned then. And I think my reaction must have hurt you. I didn't meant it to look like a rejection. I just needed to get out of your room - needed to think. But these three words repeated themselves in my mind - over and over again. I couldn't think of something else. I wished it to be true so much. But you were delirious. How could I know if you'd remember what you said? And afterwards you never really mentioned it again. But I've never forgotten your words - I couldn't. They got stuck in my heart and my soul. Now I know you meant what you said. These three words came straight from your heart. And though you never again spoke them aloud I could feel them underlying each of your looks, each smile, each touch. You know, it's kind of hard for me to express my feelings. But writing it down seems to be a lot easier. Mulder, I love you too. And I want to be with you. Please, promise me that you'll never leave me behind again. `Cause I don't know if I could handle it. Love, Scully --