From: Ally112038 Date: 06 Mar 2001 16:48:40 GMT Source: atxc TITLE - Dreamcatcher by Ally RATING - PG 13 CLASSIFICATION - MSR. Case file. Character Angst SUMMERY - A series of mysterious disappearances draw Scully deep in to a nightmare world where nothing is as it seems. ARCHIVE - Anywhere. You don't have to ask but I'd like to know where it's going if at all possible. FEEDBACK - Good, bad or indifferent. It's always welcomed with open arms. Feed me at Ally112038@aol.com DISCLAIMER - If you recognise the name they belong to CC, 1013 and FOX. If you don't they belong to me. I don't make any money from doing this. Don't sue me. AUTHORS NOTES - It's my first case file. Please be gentle! Main rambly author's notes can be found at the end. But there are people I have to thank who deserve to be here at the beginning. Peggy for a wonderful, thorough beta. Meg and Jina for encouragement and occasional ass kicking when I needed it. You guys really should think about a career move in to professional stalking. Amanda for making me the most beautiful web page to display all this stuff and for maintaining it for one who is totally computer illiterate! Susan you came in right at the last minute to give this thing a wonderful final polish. You're a professional and you didn't charge me. What can I say? Finally Pamala as always for just being my friend. Thanks guys. :-) Dreamcatcher Prologue Northeast Georgetown Hospital, Washington DC. May 16th 1999. Fox Mulder ran a trembling hand over his eyes, closing them for a second against the image before him. Knowing that the action was essentially futile. Nothing, not all the therapy, all the blanking, all the self induced Friday night alcoholic stupors would ever rid him of the sight of his partner hooked up to the ventilator before him. His first though as he had entered this room for the first time was that this couldn't possibly be his partner. She had seemed even smaller than she actually was, the unhealthy pallor of her skin suggesting that she was already dead. He had almost been afraid to walk towards her, afraid that in doing so he would break the spell that held her hovering somewhere between life and death. But eventually he had made the walk across the small space that seperated them, grasping her ice cold hand in his, hoping against hope that some of his health, his warmth, would be transferred to her. As if his touch alone could bring her back to him. A futile hope that as the hours had turned in to days and still she lay. Unmoving. Unresponsive to the sounds around her. A touch on his shoulder brought him back to thehere and now, and through sleep deprived eyes he managed to focus on the hazy vision of the woman who had remained with him throughout this hellish week. But right now he didn't want her there and he closed his eyes again. Unwilling as yet to face this version of a reality he wanted no part of. Fox. The voice was gentle, cajoling, attempting to summon him from his own personal version of hell. {Leave me alone} Fox, please. I know this is hard..... {Hard? Jesus.........Hard?} He almost laughed at the absurdity of it, only the continuing reasoning from Margaret Scully preventing him from succumbing to this wholly inappropriate action. ......but we have to go now. {NO! I have to stay with her. Always, I promised I would always stay with her...} He opened his eyes slowly. I cant do this. I cant let her go like this. He tightened the grip on Scullys hand. A grip he had not relinquished for more than five minutes in the days since she had been brought here, and traced a thumb over the fragile network of veins that contrasted sharply against the whiteness of her skin. { Two weeks ago I was commenting on her tan.} The thought popped unbidden to his mind, and he had to bite his lip sharply to keep the tears at bay. {Two weeks ago I was hitting baseballs with her in the park} Oh God, how had this happened? How had it come to this? {Two fucking weeks ago we were finally laughing again.} A moan escaped his lips as he dropped his head forwards, bringing her tightly curled hand to cheek. Resting it there, no longer even attempting to curb the flow of tears that pooled in his eyes and escaped their confines, making salty tracks down his face, a thousand memories of those same strong hands, time and again delicately chasing away his demons, feather light touches on his back, his face, his arm. Communicating to him that she was with him. That everything would be all right. How could he live his life without that touch? How could he even want to? You have to let her go Fox. You have to say goodbye. We all do. He finally turned his gaze to the woman above him, a woman, who, like her daughter had chosen to forgive him for the many wrongs he had brought on them. A woman who had essentially, taken the role of the loving mother he never had. Who even now, in the wake of her own grief remained strong for him. Who would remain strong even after.........after.......... {after I help to kill her daughter} He felt the hand on his shoulder again. Small, strong, determined. Just like Scully. His Scully. {Not yours anymore.} I need a minute alone with her. He felt rather than observed the slight nod. Attuned as he was to the Scully women, he felt it through the increased pressure of her hand. Ill be right outside. Mulder nodded, waiting until he heard the tell tale click of the door closing. It was a sound hed come to recognise easily through the past few days, and then turned his attention fully to the woman laying prone before him. She had lost weight since the day he had brought her back despite the high tech crap they had fed in to her via one of the half dozen intravenous tubes that snaked out of her body. On the first day, he had demanded to know what their every purpose was. Needing to fall back on hard facts to take him away from the horror of the situation. Finding small comfort in the fact that the invaders in her creamy skin were givers of life...givers of hope. But over the days that followed, the hope had waned, until he was forced to confront the reality of her situation. No amount of feeding, of nurturing, of loving her was ever going to bring her back to him. By doing so they were just prolonging the agony for all of them......and now the decision had been taken. It was time to stop. It was time to let her go. Still holding her hand, Mulder eased himself carefully on to the bed beside her, unwilling even now to dislodge or disturb the equipment surrounding her. Her body rolled slightly against the pressure and rested against him, and even through the layers of sheets and blankets designed to keep her warm now that her temperature had dropped so low, the feel of her made his heart constrict painfully. Every emotion in his conscious mind screamed at him to just gather her up in his arms and take her to someplace safe where nothing and no one would ever harm her, to protect her as he had always vowed to do and almost unbidden he raised her slender frame slightly so as to cradle her against his chest, holding her against him as he stroked her hair, her face, her back. Trying to say goodbye. Trying to tell her all the things she had needed to hear in life. The things he had never told her through some stupid misplaced sense of pride. The tears continued to flow. {Not enough time. There was never enough time for me to tell you. Never enough words to express what you mean to me.} Im sorry Scully. So sorry I never told you. So sorry I wasnt there for you when you needed me. Im sorry for a thousand things that youll never hear........... His voice finally broke, and Mulder pressed his lips to the crown of her head. Breathing in the scent of her that lingered despite all the medical staffs best efforts at dehumanising her. Saying through thought rather than words what he needed her to hear. Saying goodbye. Continued chapter 1/31 Dreamcatcher 1 Cornerstone Park. Washington DC. May 2nd 1999 11:03p.m. 14 days earlier. "So Agent Scully, you feeling accustomed to the feel of my bat yet?" Scully twisted her body as best she could from within the confines of Mulder's strong arms and raised her eyebrow coolly, smothering the laughter that had been building up inside of her since they had started all this. {Play by the rules Dana, give him what he wants} "Oh." her voice came out sounding perplexed, as if she had given his question serious thought....... "That's your bat I feel huh?" ...and she was rewarded when colour spread along Mulders face like a wave. Sweeping away the embarrassment her retort had generated he continued the game. Dipping his mouth once more to rest tantalisingly close to her ear. Sighing as he did so, he was surprised to see the merest shudder course through her body as his breath tickled her neck. "No Scully. What you're feeling there is my weapon. Loaded and ready to fire....." Despite her best efforts a bark of laughter forced itself from her mouth and her hold on the ash baseball bat loosened, which, had it not been for Mulders grip, would have fallen to the ground. "Mulder" she admonished flicking her eyes to the small boy who stood grinning at them not 15 feet away. "There are children present!...anyway, I thought we were playing ball...." Behind her Mulder nodded. "Hey Poor boy....I'm not paying you ten bucks an hour to stand there watching the sky. Do your job kid or I'll send Agent Scully after you........OW!" He rubbed the spot where Scully's elbow had connected with him. "What was that for?" "Shut up Mulder! I'm not going to tell you again. I need to concentrate." Mulder cocked his head on one side. "Want to try it on your own now?" "Not really. I'm fairly comfortable where we are right now." She settled her gaze back to the child in front of them. "Plus I have someone to blame when we miss." 11:31p.m. "Well Scully, I'll say this for you....you have a hell of a right arm on you. Ever thought of doing this professionally?" The comment earned him yet another light punch on his forearm, but, given half- heartedly and only because he expected it of her. "Mulder you're a jerk sometimes." She smiled up at him and just for a second her eyes seemed to radiate a million different shades of blue, caught as they were by the spotlights that bordered the field. He felt like he could submerge himself in the goodness of her, holding his breath until he was forced to resurface for air, finally exploring the essence of Dana Scully, testing it, making it his. "Only sometimes?" he teased. Scully laughed, but shook her head slightly, indicating she had no wish to enter in to that old argument with him, and reluctantly tore her gaze away from his. They had finished with the baseball tutorial when the supply of balls had waned. Mulder had dug deep in to his pockets and sent Poor Boy on his way. Scully had been sure that he was about to do the same with her, but instead, he had taken her hand and led her to the centre of the field. She had protested weakly as he trotted off to retrieve a large sports bag, and as he had dug in to it's depths to finally reveal a large tasselled blanket - the kind usually found on family picnics - she had crossed her arms over her chest, eyes narrowed suspiciously. "Mulder...what are you doing?" His only response had been to spread the blanket out on the dusty earth. "Sit down Scully. I have something for you." She tried to shake her head, to protest that it was getting late, to voice the million excuses that suddenly crowded her head. But instead she acquiesced and dropped down beside him. "Now close your eyes" "What?" she laughed shakily but nonetheless did as he directed. Seconds later she yelped as something freezing cold and solid dropped in to her hand. Looking down she laughed out loud as her eyes lit upon a Chocolate Mega-cone in all it's glory. {Correction Dana, all it's full fat calorie artery hardening glory} Mulder smiled. "I tried to get you one of those non-fat toffuti things you like so much, but the clerk looked like I was from Outer space when I asked him, so this'll have to do.......and look...." He produced an identical cone from what Scully could now identify as a cool box, complete with crushed ice. "You don't have to share this one." As it turned out, she ended up half sharing anyway. Mulder finished his cone with all the eagerness of a half starved puppy and since his eyes never left her hand as she ploughed her way more daintily through the mass of ice cream and chocolate, she eventually took pity on him and surrendered it's remains to him, watching in wonderment as it disappeared in three short bites. And now, she just sat, comfortable in his presence, listening to him recount the tale of alien baseball stars and rogue policemen. She didn't believe it for a minute, but allowed the sound of his voice to lull her in to complete relaxation as he had done so many times in the past. He had a beautiful voice, full of melody, and soft for a man of his size and she allowed it's harmony to wash over her in waves. A perfect end to what had started out as such a crappy day. He had made it end perfectly with a gesture that was surprising both in it's spontaneity and it's tenderness. Mulder was not known for either. "Scully?" "mmmmmmmmmm?" "Are you falling asleep on me?" Scully shook her head slightly, unable to summon up the energy to do anything more taxing. "uh uh. I'm awake Mulder." He snorted and she felt the cool air hit her as he shifted position on the blanket, the warmth of him leaving her. "C'mon. Time to get you home." He extended a hand down to her as he got to his feet and she accepted it gratefully, using him to pull herself up so she was facing him. His hazel eyes had turned green in the strange light that surrounded them, and almost on a whim, she stood up on tip toes and kissed him lightly on the cheek, feeling the stubble scratching her lips pleasantly. "Thank you Mulder." He gathered up the blanket and stuffed it back in the bag which he slung effortlessly over his shoulder, and caught Scully's hand in his, bringing it up in front of his face. "Get something on those blisters huh?." Scully nodded and almost against her will, her fingers curled around his letting her thumb trace small circles over and over on the back of his hand. Mulder left it there, surprised but pleased by this sudden show of intimacy and together, they walked back across the wide expanse of green towards the exit. Back towards the real world. Continued chapter 2 Dreamcatcher 2 J. Edgar Hoover Building Washington DC. May 4th 1999 7:42 a.m. "Hey Ariel.....you gonna stay in there all day or what?" Mulder crossed his arms over his chest as his partner neared the side of the deserted pool. 50 meters long, Olympic sized, it was one of the few luxuries afforded them by their Federal Employers. Built only 10 years ago as part of a programme designed to allow it's Agents a way of staying in good physical shape, but more importantly as a way of ridding themselves of the tensions a difficult case might bring, it was rarely this empty. Having said that, it was still early. Scully smiled self consciously up at Mulder and smoothed the errant red hair away from where it was plastered across her face, and regarded him through spiky, waterlogged lashes. "Ariel?" she queried uncertainly. Mulder grinned "What, you never saw The Little Mermaid Agent Scully?" Off Scully's continued bewilderment, he laughed and extended a hand down to her. "I guess not." Ignoring his outstretched hand, Scully lightly rested her palms against the slick tiled surface of the pools' sidings and lifted her body out of the water in one fluid movement, hardly rippling the waters' surface, trying unsuccessfully to hide the grimace of pain the movement brought. Mulder though, as sharp as ever, picked it up immediately. "Sore huh?" He stepped away from her a fraction to allow her the space to get to her feet, and as she did so, handed her the thick, fluffy towel that had a second before been hanging over the railing that bordered the pool, ignoring the look she threw his way. "Mulder...do me a favour would you...." She began towelling the moisture from her skin which glowed a deep honeyed gold in the light from the spots above them and Mulder suddenly discovered that he couldn't tear his eyes away from her. Oblivious to his scrutiny, she continued. "The next time you decide to give me an impromptu lesson in the finer points of blasting a baseball in to the night sky....just don't OK? My arms feel like they've been ripped off at the shoulder and reattached. I could barely move them yesterday." Mulder coughed, and extended a hand towards the shimmering expanse of water. "Physician heal thyself?" he queried Scully softened slightly. "Something like that yes." "Anyway, why are you here? We aren't due at the office for over an hour. What's going on?" Mulder grinned, and let his gaze rest once more on his partner's honeyed skin. "I couldn't pass up the opportunity of seeing you in your bathing suit......the suntan is an added bonus though." "Mulder..." He caught the warning note in her voice...and something else...embarrassment? Pleasure?...he couldn't define her tone but he knew enough about her to realise that the game playing was over, at least for now. He lightly rested a hand at her back and began steering her towards the locker rooms, enjoying, despite his best intentions, the feeling of her warm, bare skin beneath his palm. "I got a call from Skinner this morning......he has a case for us...and you have..." He glanced at his watch, "...exactly 12 minutes to get dried, changed and ready before we get summoned to his domain for a meeting. I guess we're not going to make it on time." Scully paused at the entrance to the female locker room, and met the direct challenge in her partner's hazel eyes with a determined stare. "I'll see you there in ten. Bring coffee." 7:57a.m. Scully threw Mulder a triumphant look as she stepped in to the outer office of her superior a mere eight minutes after their parting at the pool. Confident that her appearance bordered on the immaculate she raised one sculptured eyebrow at him as she reached for the Styrofoam cup of evil smelling coffee he held in his hand. "Well?" Mulder whistled softly. Hair, make up, clothing from the tailored linen suit to the impossibly high heeled pumps all present and correct. No hint of chlorine, suggested that not only had she changed in record time, but that she had found the time to shower away the scents of the pool. He decided to answer truthfully. "I'm impressed." Scully took a sip of the coffee and winced. Disgusting as always.....but at least it was warm and wet and took away some of the dryness in her throat that always followed a swim. "So, any idea why we're here? Aside from the obvious that is?" Mulder shook his head, but before he could answer, the door to Skinner's office swung open and the stern face of their superior appeared. Looking even grimmer than usual, he nodded curtly at the two Agents before him. "Scully, Mulder. Come inside please." Scully set the coffee cup down on the small table that graced the outer office and sent a silent message to her partner. He nodded slightly and allowed her to precede him across the small expanse of carpeted floor and in through the still open door. As was usually the case, two chairs had been placed on the other side of Skinner's large desk, and he motioned them to take a seat, allowing them to get relatively comfortable before he began. "A case file came across my desk some days ago, requesting our involvement....your involvement with a child kidnapping. Initially, I refused the request and passed the details on to the VCS. Last night, the file reappeared, and this time I believe it warrants a closer look." Scully traded glances with her partner, before turning her attention back to the file Skinner now held out towards her. It was unlike him to be this vague, and for some reason, the vagueness unsettled her. "Sir? I'm not sure I understand. Why now? Why not leave it with the VCS......Kidnapping doesn't normally fall under the rubric of the x-files...." She accepted the proffered file and flipped it open, her words dying in her throat as she scanned the first page. Mulder waited patiently as she quickly read through the report of the child's abduction and subsequent discovery four days later, and her breath caught in her throat as she finally began to recount the details to him. "The child disappeared from her bed on the night of 26th April, no ransom note, no communication, no evidence found at the scene. Intensive searches turned up nothing barring the usual surmising of what might have happened. No suspects. No leads. Nothing to indicate motive or even incidence of foul play. No sign of struggle at the scene. Shared a school dormitory with five other girls, none of whom remember hearing or seeing anything untoward." She stopped reading suddenly as her eyebrows shot up to be almost hidden beneath the fringe of her rich titian hair. Mulder leaned forward, intrigued. For Scully to freak out, even marginally, after everything they had witnessed over the past six years, meant that something in that file had jarred her to the core. "Scully? What?" Slowly she turned her eyes towards him, no longer needing to read the file to appraise him of it's contents. "It says here that screaming was reported from the dormitory at approximately 11:05 last night. Almost immediately the dorm mother was on the scene to discover one of the other girls huddled over the missing girls' bed covered in blood. On closer inspection, it was clear where the blood had come from." She handed the file to Mulder. "Take a look for yourself." Mulder glanced down at the glossy 8x10 and blanched visibly, jaw clenching as he forced himself to keep focused on the grisly scene before him, captured for eternity by the Crime scene photographer in full, glorious Kodak colour. A child sized bed, a brightly checked comforter, now only barely visible beneath....beneath...... "What the hell is that?" Scully swallowed, trying hard to hold on to her professional facade in light of the gruesome realisation she had made only seconds before, and one which she now had to pass on to her partner. "That......is Elizabeth Armstrong. Returned to her bed exactly four days to the minute from when she was taken.......or at least what was left of her." "Jesus Christ." Mulder felt the acidic taste of his only recently digested breakfast coming back to haunt him. The glistening mass of blood, tissue and bone bore absolutely no resemblance to a Human Being, let alone the smiling little girl who stared back at him from the front page of the document. "It looks as though something chewed her up and...and...spit her out again....how the hell did they make the ID?" This time the question was directed solely at Skinner, who had remained silent throughout. He had already experienced the full horror of the missing girls' physical state, and unlike the two Agents before him, had thoroughly read through the file. "Blood and tissue typing. We're still waiting on the DNA results, but it looks pretty conclusive." "Jesus Christ." repeated Mulder softly. "Who would do such a thing?.....and why?" Skinner frowned. "That's why I've allowed your involvement in this case. You will fly out to Ohio on the first available flight. Scully, I want you to take a look at the....the body. See if the pathologist missed anything. I don't believe I need to tell you that this investigation is to move ahead with the utmost urgency. We are all under a tremendous pressure from the DA's office to come up with a feasible explanation on this one, and I feel, that you two are best placed to head up the investigation. You will have the full co- operation of both the local PD and the field office down there. Use every resource available to you. I want this bastard caught." Both Agents nodded their affirmation, but before they could rise to their feet, Skinner waved a hand at them wearily. "There's something I haven't apprised you of Agents. Something not contained in the file........." He sighed, forcing the words out. ".........This morning I received word from the Ohio office. Last night.....last night another child was taken." Continued in chapter 3 Dreamcatcher 3 Brackenhurst Learning Facility for Extraordinary Children, Cleveland, Ohio. May 4th 1999 8:05p.m. Scully allowed her gaze to settle on the scenery that unfolded before her through the open side window of their standard Taurus rental. Even though dusk had settled over the school grounds, lending a muted grey to the lawns and flower beds that bordered the sweeping driveway, the beauty of the surroundings was not lost on her. As far as the eye could see, the place was immaculate. From the manicured lawns and beds, to the imposing, well established redwoods, not a leaf or a blade out of place, and below them, the school itself loomed like a sentry. More suited to an English estate, it was built to resemble an 18th century manor house, complete with stone turrets at each corner and leaded windows. A huge studded oak door completed the picture, and as they grew ever closer, Scully could just make out the gothic type bell pull situated just to the left of the door. The whole place exuded wealth and privilege, a type of atmosphere usually reserved for the very best private schools in the country, and yet she knew this not to be the case here. After hooking up her ever present laptop during their plane ride over, Scully had apprised Mulder of the school's history. Owned and operated by Julia Brackenhurst, it had been built a scant four years ago for the purpose of - as the literature on the internet had told her - To Nurture, protect and develop the brightest stars in America. The school boasted some of the finest facilities in the world, and was fast becoming renowned for it's teaching abilities, and also it's unique approach to the often perplexing problems that gifted children brought with them. Social standing, wealth or position were not listed amongst the criteria required to gain a place here. Children were accepted solely on their abilities. No fees were required for admission and Scully had learned that the school was funded by a group of unspecified benefactors, and from Julia Brackenhurst's personal fortune. In fact, it had seemed almost too good to be true. One thing though, had struck her as odd. The school accepted only girls. No boys were ever accepted, regardless of their abilities or gifts. The teaching staff was made up exclusively of women, as was the ground staff, kitchen staff and housekeeping staff. When Scully had questioned this, Mulder had merely shrugged though she could see that he was none the wiser as to why this would be the case. She sighed and turned her attention back to her partner, who was gently drawing the car to a halt in front of the entrance to the school. "Some place huh?" he commented idly "Looks more like a hotel than a school." Scully gathered together the loose papers on her lap and stuffed them back in to her briefcase. "What say we go check out the facilities?" Together, they exited the car and walked without speaking up the wide stone steps that led to the door. Mulder eyed the tasselled bell pull suspiciously. "Are we supposed to ring that or what?" Scully glanced at the door's surface. Up close, she could fully appreciate the intricate carvings that were etched in to the dark oak. Mostly bible scenes and flowers they were breathtaking in their beauty and awe inspiring in their complexity, their surface unmarred by anything even vaguely resembling a door knob. Scully raised her eyebrows and grasped the tasselled rope firmly in her small hand. "I don't think we have much of a choice in the matter." Far away, muffled through the thickness of wood, they heard the chiming of a bell which corresponded to Scully's release on the rope, and for a wild second, Mulder braced himself for the door swinging open with a typical B movie creak, a disembodied head peering through the gap. Igor's voice.... And then, another image manifested itself in his mind. The image of a smiling child. Blood, bone and tissue. The beginnings of a smile died abruptly on Mulder's face as he remembered their reasons for being here at all. "Think they heard us?" He asked as seconds passed and the door remained firmly shut. Scully shrugged and reached once more for the pull. She dropped her hand back down to her side though as they heard the sound of a bolt being shot back from it's housing. The door opened a fraction, revealing the face of a blonde haired, blue eyed child. Not more than twelve years old she smiled uncertainly. "Yes? Can I help you?" Scully brought her Identification out of her jacket pocket and held it in front of the child. "Agents Scully and Mulder. F.B.I......we're here to see...." The child swung the door open wide, revealing herself fully for the first time and finished Scully's sentence for her. "Miss Brackenhurst. She said you were coming. Please come in." "Thank you.......?" The child held out a hand to Scully, who, after an uneasy glance toward her partner, took it uncertainly. "My name is Felicia Slabbert. I am head prefect here. I'm pleased to meet you Agent Scully." Scully smiled. "How did you know I was Agent Scully?" Felicia shrugged. "Usually when people introduce themselves as a pair, they naturally precede their partner's name with that of their own. As Human's we are naturally predisposed to regard ourselves as the Alpha in any relationship. You made the introduction and therefor you must be Agent Scully.........and besides...." Her eyes twinkled, and Scully saw the child that lurked beneath the intelligence. "...I read your badge!" Beside her Mulder snorted appreciatively, and Felicia turned her attention towards him. Knowing somehow, that it was expected of him, he also held out a hand to the child in front of him. His large frame towered over her, but she seemed neither intimidated or in any way embarrassed, allowing his huge hand to engulf her tiny one. "Agent Mulder. It's a pleasure to know you too." She locked eyes with him and gave him a stare that sent a bolt of energy through his body. It seemed like she was staring directly in to his soul. He had always thought that Scully had the most expressive eyes he had ever seen, or at least when she allowed him to see that far, but the child below him radiated an energy he had rarely encountered. It was as though she had stripped away the layers within him to see through to his very core, weighing him up in her mind, evaluating him...liking what she saw. A child on the brink of adolescence, staring at him an a way more suited to a wife or a lover...... And then, she dropped her hand from his and the connection was broken. Leaving a hollow feeling in his gut, a sense of un- fullfilment. "Agent Mulder? are you all right?" Aware of Scully's eyes on him, Mulder forced a smile to his face. "I'm fine. It was a long journey that's all." he offered weakly. Felicia nodded, all to aware of the effect she was having on him but choosing to ignore it. She'd have to be careful now. Feigning innocence, she directed the two agents towards a room set just off the imposing oak panelled lobby. "If you would like to make yourselves comfortable in the sitting room, Miss Brackenhurst will be along shortly. The room has a range of refreshments. Please help yourselves." Mulder followed her with his eyes as she glided towards the curved staircase set in the centre of the hardwood floor, watching her until she disappeared from view, unable to tear his gaze away until he felt Scully's hand on his arm, bringing him back. "Mulder? What the hell was that all about?" Her tone was hushed, and despite her words he could detect no hint of anger in her tone. Confusion yes, but no anger. "You saw it too huh?" Scully released her hold on him. "Saw It? Mulder, she was practically undressing you with her eyes.........It was bordering on pornographic......" He bit his lip thoughtfully as he tried to make sense of what they had both just witnessed. "Maybe you got your answer Scully." "Answer? To what?" "As to why there are no boys here......" Scully regarded him thoughtfully, unsure as to whether he was expecting a response. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she would have chastised him for letting his over active imagination get the better of him, but the fact remained that she had seen it. The way the girl....the child had gazed at her partner had shocked her to the core. She sucked in her bottom lip thoughtfully, simultaneously pushing a strand of hair away from her face. Yes, the child's behaviour had disturbed her on several levels....but there were more important things to focus on right now. "C'mon Mulder. We'd better do as directed." Mulder followed her lead and together, they entered the room that Felicia had described as a lounge. He whistled softly as he took in the richness of the furnishings, from the velvet flock wall coverings to the fine crystal adorning polished mahogany occasional tables, nothing was out of place. It was is if the room had fallen straight out from between the pages of 'Country Life' magazine. He couldn't help but compare the surroundings to those of his own recollections of childhood learning. Scuffed linoleum and battered Formica tables would have no place here. Scully looked almost as uncomfortable as he felt, but as was usually the case, she adapted much more quickly, and after allowing her eyes to roam the opulent surroundings, settled herself gracefully in to the depths of an over stuffed damask covered sofa. Mulder remained standing, uncomfortably aware of the fact that he lacked Scully's ability to simply blend in, and from his vantage point got the first view of Julia Brackenhurst as she entered the room. From Scully's findings on the internet, he had expected the proprietor of this unusual school to be a mature woman - aged even - small in stature with white hair piled atop her head, maybe even a dowagers' hump. It took less than a second for those images to be forever shattered in to a million pieces. Julia Brackenhurst, clad in black jeans and a soft, baby blue lambs wool sweater, white blonde hair cascading unfettered to just below her shoulder blades, face as yet unlined by age, strode purposefully towards him and extended a hand. "Agent Mulder I presume." Mulder nodded, and inclined his head towards Scully, who had risen to her feet as soon as the woman had entered. "My partner, Agent Dana Scully." Julia turned and smiled uncertainly. "Thank you for coming. Won't you please have a seat?" She perched on the couch opposite Scully. Mulder took the chair from which he was able to see both women and beyond them through to the still open door, and crossed one long leg over his knee. For a few moments, no one spoke, and then Scully leaned in closer. "Miss Brackenhurst........my partner and I were asked to come down here to assist in the investigation pertaining to the alleged abduction and murder of Elizabeth Armstrong. We haven't been given very much information as to why she might have been taken - or who would have motive to do such a thing. Were you here the night she was taken?" Julia closed her eyes briefly, as though dispelling a particularly unpleasant memory. "I already told the police. No, I wasn't. I was attending a seminar out of state. New York City to be exact. I received a call from Mary Price, the house mother, and returned immediately. To begin with we simply thought that she'd run away." Mulder's eyes widened slightly at her words. "Run away?" He queried "Why would you think that? Was she not happy here?" "Lilly?" Julia laughed sadly. "Lilly wasn't what you would call a happy child Agent Mulder. It was a part of the reason she was accepted here. As is often the case with gifted children she was misunderstood, frustrated, disruptive and she used her intelligence to act out. A lot. She never felt a part of life here. She never felt a part of life at home. One of life's loners. When she went missing, the logical assumption was that she'd decided to see if she could find a place where she did belong....." Her voice trembled. "Just look at what she found instead." Scully softened her voice, all too aware, despite her obvious attempts to hide it, of the young woman's tenuous emotional state. "Before she disappeared, did you notice anyone or anything unusual? Did you experience anything, anything at all out of the ordinary around the building or the grounds that would give you cause to be suspicious?" "No. No, I already told the police that too. Everything was normal.......except with Lizzy herself." "Oh? In what way?" Julia frowned. "As I said, she wasn't an easy child. But this was...this was different. We caught her a couple of times wandering the corridors at night. She would swear the next day that she had been sleepwalking, even when she knew that we couldn't possibly believe her. Denying things she had said or done when we confronted her during her little nocturnal escapades, refusing to back down. It settled after a few nights and to be honest, we thought no more about it. Children of that age, especially those as gifted as Lizzy are prone to fabrication. We put it down to being an unfortunate phase she'd grown tired of............." Mulder leaned forwards as her voice trailed off, knowing that there was more to come. "And?" he prompted. "....and then the nightmares started. She would wake up screaming, screaming that 'He' was coming after her, that she'd been bad.....that........Oh God......" Scully's eyes flickered to connect with her partners even as a shiver worked it's way down her back. Julia Brackenhurst's tone had gone from coolly collected to verging on hysteria in a matter of seconds, and she gently placed a hand on the distraught woman's arm, attempting to calm her with her touch. "It's OK. Take your time." Mulder watched fascinated as his partner unleashed her magic. He had been on the receiving end of it too many times to not know what he was seeing. Scully had the unique ability to diffuse the most inflammatory situations merely by dropping her tone of voice an octave and offering a simple touch. In response, Julia's breathing slowed to a rate where she was able to force the rest of the sentence out. "She knew that he was going to kill her. She knew that she was going to die...............and she said that there'd be others......" Continued chapter 4 Dreamcatcher 4 Brackenhurst Learning Facility for Extraordinary Children Cleveland, Ohio May 4th 1999. 8:35p.m. Scully battled her expression for as long as she could, knowing instinctively that Mulder's eyes were on her. In the six plus years they had been working together, she had gained a certain measure of open-mindedness towards what she had seen and experienced, and slowly, slowly, her grip on the rationale of science was slowly being torn from her grasp. Despite that though, Dana Scully the pragmatist, the *scientist* still hovered in the background, ready to pounce, to offer a practical solution to whatever madness was on the agenda that week. And then she felt it. The merest pull on the left side of her face as her eyebrow made it's slow ascent in to incredulity. A reaction totally beyond her control and an expression she knew her partner could read like a book. <> A look of incredulous disbelief. Sarcasm. The patented Dana Scully *look*. And she hated it. Hated to be so predictable in front of her partner. Swallowing, she rearranged her features in to their usual neutrally interested expression. "Miss Brackenhurst, you say that Elisabeth....Lizzy *knew* that she was going to die? That she saw it in her *Dreams*?" Julia raised a tear streaked face to regard the Agent in front of her. "I don't know what I'm saying. I know how crazy it sounds. I'm not a stupid woman Agent Scully. I know the difference between fantasy and reality, and at the time, as I said, we.....*I* chalked it up to an overactive imagination at work." She dropped her head and studied her hands. "Now, after all that's happened, I'm not so sure. I just want it to stop." Mulder coughed slightly, as if to remind the two women of his presence. "What about the child who's missing now?" His endemic memory searched for a second through the dark recesses of his brain. "Deborah Hollis? Did she experience the same nightmares?" Julia shook her head. "No. If anything she slept deeply. One of those kids always first to bed and last up in the morning. For a while it worried us but she was fine during the day, so we put it down to a growing child needing to regain her energy. Debby was..... *Is* a unique child in many respects." "How so?" Julia smiled slightly. "She was possibly the most precocious child we have ever had here. Very confident. Outgoing. Well liked amongst her peers. Her IQ registers her at genius level. She *loves* to learn. But at the same time she is very much the little girl. Always around the horses. The kind of child you just *want* to be with.........." She shook her head as tears once again threatened to spill from her cool grey eyes. "Oh God, I'm sorry. I just can't believe this is happening. Not here, not anywhere." Mulder glanced across at Scully, sending an unspoken message to his partner. The merest nod from her and Mulder rose to his feet. "Can you show us the rooms they slept in?" His words seemed to allow Julia to regain at least some of her lost composure, and she swiped a hand over her face, smearing the tears that still lingered on her cheeks. "Of course. I'm sorry. Please follow me." ************* Scully felt as though she had stepped in to one of those schoolgirl novels of her childhood. The dorm was large, airy. Wood panelled with colourful scatter rugs strewn carelessly across its' surface. Six small beds. Pine headboards. Each sporting a different coloured comforter and various assortments of plush toys. A small night stand stood by each bed. A lamp to match the comforter for late night reading by insomniac mini geniuses. A nice room. A safe room. A room where little girls could giggle in to the night before falling in to sweet childhood slumber. A room where at least one of those little girls had been ripped from her dreams and taken to.......to........ Scully wasn't sure. Not yet. But it would come. Eventually. Mulder was prowling the area, like a tiger locked in a cage. Scully could almost see the gears whirring in his head as he tried to get a *feel* for his surroundings. It had taken her a long time to feel comfortable with her partners' strange submersion in to a crime scene. To watch him sink in to the horror was both fascinating and frightening. Mulder had lived in dark places for most of his life, and recently, Scully had begun to wonder how much more he could take before one day the horror came back to haunt him. To haunt them. Every crime, every death, seemed to take a greater toll on him, and his recovery time had gone from taking a few hours to a couple of days. During those times, she would leave him be, having learned long ago that only Mulder could rid himself of the dark places. Her help was neither needed nor appreciated. "Is this room still in use?" He had paused by one of the beds. This one a stark contrast to the others. No brightly coloured comforter here. Only a striped mattress. Brand new and unused. Julia shook her head. "No. We closed it immediately after......after Lizzy was found. The girls who slept here were moved in to other dorms. It wasn't difficult to find the space. Over a quarter of the students have already been removed by their parents. I don't blame them for being scared. We're all scared." "and the child who found the body?" Mulder winced at the word, and immediately wished he could pull it back. *Bodies* were found in abandoned warehouses, by Fast running Rivers, In burnt out vehicles. Not a word he enjoyed linking to bright eyed nine year olds with swinging pig tails. Only he seemed to have a reaction to the word though. He shivered. "It was Debby wasn't it?" Scully started. She was used to Mulders' leaps of logic, although how he had arrived at that conclusion was a mystery. The name of the child had not been included in the initial reports, although there was a transcript of the psychologist - aided interview. She had assumed that due to the age of the child, privacy had been respected. "Mulder?" He heard the question in her tone and shrugged, indicating to her that his hunch was just that. A hunch. A *Correct* hunch. Julia wrapped her arms protectively across her chest. "Yes. She was the one. I thought you would know that." Mulder nodded curtly and Scully mentally translated the nod. Interview over. Information gathered. Time to leave. "Thank you for your time Miss Brackenhurst." she indicated Mulder who was staring intently at the colourful mobile that hung from the ceiling above Lizzy's bed. "We'll be in touch." "Can I take this?" Julia followed his finger with her eyes as it came to rest on the tasselled edges of the mobile. Feeling suddenly that she should refuse, but was unable to generate a good reason for doing so. Just a lingering protectivness over the dead child's' possessions. God Knows, she hadn't had many and Julia felt like she was violating the child's' trust by allowing the last reminder of her to be removed from the room. "I don't know.....I don't think...." Scully had no idea what was going on in her partners' mind, but one look at the burning intensity in his eyes caused her to step forward and lay a silencing hand on Julia's arm. "We won't damage it. As soon as we're done we'll return it to you." Julia looked from one to other. Confusion evident, and then she merely shrugged. "Certainly. If you think it's relevant to your investigation." "Thank you." Carefully, Mulder reached up and unhooked the mobile from it's fixing. Gazing at it almost reverently, tracing one long finger across the intricate pattern of coloured thread and beads. He locked eyes with Scully. "We should go." Turning, he followed Julia Brackenhurst towards the exit, but paused long enough to pull Scully closer to him, leaning slightly so his words would be only heard by her. She felt his breath tickle her neck as the whisper reached her, hearing the words but not really understanding. "Dream Catcher." She frowned, indicating the information meant little to her, but Mulder simply allowed his hand to settle in the centre of her back as he guided her gently forwards towards the door. The pressure of his fingers though told her all she needed to know. Continued chapter 5 Dreamcatcher 5 Brackenhurst Learning Facility for Extraordinary Children. Cleveland. Ohio May 4th 1999 8:57p.m. The girls watched from their positions, half hidden behind the armoire which graced the corner of the building's vestibule, as the two agents descended the curved wooden stairway. The older of the two girls narrowed her eyes at the sight of Mulder's hand resting against his partner's back. It seemed, to the casual observer, to be there simply to guide, to reassure her of his continued presence, but to her it seemed to suggest so much more. More a subconscious act of implicit protection that was both expected and enjoyed by his partner. She did not ask him for it, but didn't seek to push him away either. "What do you see, Fliss?" Felicia worked her pretty face up into a scowl and nudged her companion sharply in the ribs. "Sshhhhh, stupid! They'll hear us. I'll tell you in a minute." Beside her, the younger girl returned the scowl, rubbing her ribs exaggeratedly even as she craned her neck in an attempt to get a better view. For the time being, Felicia ignored the movement beside her, focusing her attention on the scene before her. From their vantage point it was difficult to see much of anything. Hearing was almost impossible. Murmured words from the two agents. Miss Brackenhurst's defeated posture as she showed them to the door. Felicia smirked. But the two agents with her? Felicia wasn't sure. The female agent *Scully* wasn't buying it. None of it. Felicia had sensed a certain measure of aloofness in the way the woman had looked at her earlier. A coldness that she wrapped around herself like a blanket, designed to keep everyone out, even the man beside her. She had immediately discarded her as a potential confidante. But Mulder...now he was different all together. More willing to believe. More willing to submerge himself in the horror that now plagued her young life. In the scant few moments he had allowed her to look deep inside him, he had told her all she needed to know. He reminded her in a lot of ways of her Father...the way he was...*before*... "Fliss?" Whispered. No response. The child tried again. More urgent this time. Hissed almost. "*Fliss*." Felicia forced her mind back to the present, feeling for the first time the urgent pull on her sleeve as her companion demanded attention. "What?!...I told you to keep quiet, didn't I?" "But Fliss, *look*. Look at what he has..." The biting reproach died in Felicia's throat as she realized just what it was that Mulder held loosely in his hand. During his descent down the stairs his body had been half hidden by Julia, and Felicia had been too fixated on the position of his left hand to really take much notice of what the right one was doing, and suddenly a wave of nausea washed over her. The sudden rush of bile in the back of her throat prompted her to slam her fragile body back against the wall, no longer heeding potential discovery. She shook her head numbly. Tears had pooled from deep within her eyes, and were even now spilling down her pale cheeks, but she was unaware of anything other than the feel of the solid paneling against her shoulders as she silently twisted her head from side to side in an expression of anguished suffering. She was dimly aware of a high-pitched scream, the sound coming from far away, reverberating around her head like an echo of things past, making her legs fold out from beneath her as the floor rushed up to meet her. Taking her once again into nothingness. ********* "What the hell?" Mulder spun around, his hand automatically reaching for the high-powered automatic weapon secured at his side, releasing it from its leather casing in one fluid, practiced movement. Beside him, Scully mirrored his movements, her whole body tensing as she identified the sound of screaming. A *child* screaming. Close by. The acoustics of the vestibule made it difficult to determine just what direction the sound was coming from, echoing and bouncing as it did off the bare flooring, and beside her Mulder closed his eyes for the merest of seconds to attune his senses more acutely. An old Academy trick. One that actually *worked.* "Over there." His eyes snapped open and he gestured toward the far corner of the room. Scully held up one hand, palm facing toward Julia Brackenhurst, a silent direction that she stay put. That they would handle this. Attuned as they were to each other's methods of working meant they had no need of verbal communication as they separated, each taking a separate path toward the armoire that graced the dark corner. Halfway there the screaming stopped abruptly, only to be replaced with another sound. The unmistakable hitching of a child, trying desperately not to cry. Mulder lowered his weapon and continued forward. Safe in the knowledge that Scully would cover him should the need arise, sending up a silent prayer as he did so that nothing lay in that dark corner that would plague his dreams for the next few nights. He didn't need help in that department. Not now. Not ever. "F.B.I. Identify yourself." Even as he spoke the words he was aware that he would sound pretty stupid if the corner housed nothing more threatening than a frightened child. But then again... He thumbed the safety off the gun. "Who's back there? Show yourself." Still nothing. Mulder felt a tension knot give in the center of his shoulders. He could almost hear the crack, but still he remained focused, eyes never wavering, ever aware of the potential dangers. "I will count to three. Now show yourself. One,...two,..." "Mulder, look." His eyes dropped to follow his partner's gaze, and then he saw it, almost hidden in the gloom: a child-sized hand, fingers curling cautiously around the side of the armoire. A hand that was followed moments later by a face, tear-streaked, eyes wide, terrified beyond belief. All of seven years old. Maybe younger. "Don't shoot me." Something way down in Mulder's heart cracked into a million pieces as the child's terrified, whispered plea reached his ears, and he traded horrified glances with his partner. Julia rushed forward, almost pushing Scully out the way in her haste to reach the child. "Gina, honey what is it? Why are you hiding back there?" She dropped to her knees and opened her arms as Gina bolted into them. The child's tears began afresh, and for a while there was nothing Julia could do but rock the child gently against her, waiting for Gina's violent trembling to subside enough for her to speak. Mulder seemed to have lost the ability to move as he watched the scene unfold before him, the sight of the sobbing child transfixed him, and it was left to Scully to move forward to check the cramped space behind the armoire. Nothing. Meanwhile, Julia's soothing magic was having at least some small effect on the child, and she disentangled her from within the confines of her arms, gently pushing Gina back a step until the child was forced to meet her eyes. "What's wrong, sweetie? Did something scare you? Is that why you screamed?" A shake of a tousled head. "it wasn't me who screamed, Miss Brackenhurst... it wasn't...honest, it wasn't." "But Gina, honey, we heard you." "NO!" Gina stepped back from the woman who wasn't allowing her the time to say what she had to say and turned beseeching eyes toward Scully. Julia stretched out a hand towards the child, forcing her to turn back to her. "Gina, honey, look at me. We *heard* ..." "NO! It wasn't me. It was Fliss. She screamed and screamed and screamed..." Mulder squatted on his haunches and regarded the child thoughtfully. "Why did Fliss scream, Gina? Can you tell me?" His words were soft, almost indiscernible to Scully standing less than two feet away. The child's response, though, was completely different, as her high-pitched tones became an ear-splitting scream as she clenched her fists by her side. "BECAUSE HE TOOK HER! HE TOOK HER AWAY! AND I TRIED TO STOP HIM AND I COULDN'T I COULDN'T I COULDN'T I COULDN'T..." Mulder reached out then and clamped his hands around Gina's thin arms, pulling her towards him violently, allowing her to burrow her small face against his chest. Her screams became muffled as he wrapped his arms protectively around her, and while her words became indiscernible, the wailing did not. Julia stumbled to her feet, her hand over her mouth in an unconscious reaction to the disintegrating child in front of her. She watched with wide, shocked eyes as Mulder raised his head slightly. His expression mirrored Scully's own. Taking care to keep his tone absolutely neutral so as not to frighten the child even more, he spoke, directing his words to his partner. "Call an ambulance. Call an ambulance right now. This child needs a hospital. She's in shock." Continued chapter 6 Dreamcatcher 6 St Mary's Hospital. May 5th 1999 1:07a.m. Visitor's room. "You look tired." Scully raised her arms wearily and stretched them above her head, wincing at the audible cracking sound that came from deep within her shoulders. "I'm fine," she offered by way of reassurance. "Just been a long day, that's all..." As if to contradict her words, she trailed off as the end of the sentence was swallowed up by a yawn that she just couldn't suppress. Mulder grinned across at her. "Want some caffeine, Agent Scully? You look like you could use some." "No, it's OK." She got to her feet. "I'll get it. I could use the walk. Baseball lessons aside, my muscles are still protesting from too much inactivity. I'll see if I can find anything out while I'm gone." On leaving the relative peace and quiet of the room, Scully was surprised to see the corridor beyond teeming with activity. She had spent a lot of time around hospitals, both as a doctor and as a patient, and in her experience even hospitals slept sometimes. Not so here apparently. But then, she reminded herself, it was a small hospital, probably serving an area far bigger than its capabilities. Thankfully, though, its lack of facilities hadn't seemed to detract from the care given to little Gina Robik when she was brought through to the ER. She had been assessed, treated and found a bed up in the children's ward within an hour. But then again, maybe the presence of two FBI Agents had speeded up the process somewhat, Scully reflected. Or maybe it was because it was such an unusual case. By the time the ambulance had arrived at Brackenhurst, Gina had lapsed into what Scully could only guess was some kind of catatonic shock. In the space of ten minutes, the child's breathing had become shallow, her pulse rate sluggish. Despite everyone's best efforts she had remained totally unresponsive to external stimuli, although her eyes had remained open in an expression of sheer terror. Scully had never seen anything like it before, although in medical school she had read about cases of so-called waking comas, where the mind shuts down to avoid facing up to events beyond its normal rational capabilities. Usually, though, a clear cause could be found, especially in children. She'd read about children who had witnessed the death of a parent withdraw into themselves, shutting out the world around them until some inner voice told them it was OK to come out again. But there were usually tangible reasons. Scully frowned. What was Gina's reason? What had she seen in that room that would cause her to close down like this? Obviously it was tied in with the disappearance of Felicia Slabbert, but Mulder had ordered a thorough search of the building. Forensics teams had been called in, their investigation centering around the area where Gina had been found. Their best efforts, though, had revealed nothing aside from the obvious - that the girl was gone. There was no evidence of any kind to suggest that a third party had been involved, and Scully knew that her partner had already ruled out any misplaced kidnapping theories. But if not kidnapping, then what? The child had seen *something*. Of that there was no doubt, but until the girl decided to join them back in the real world, Scully suspected that the answers would remain just out of their reach. It was anyone's guess how long that might take. Hours, days, months, years even. There was just no way of knowing. Deep in thought, Scully didn't notice the figure coming toward her until it was too late, and before she could stop her forward momentum, they collided. "Shit!" She recognized the voice as belonging to the young doctor who had ministered to Gina hours before. He had been harried then. Now he seemed on the verge of hysteria. Scully understood only too well the pressures heaped upon medical professionals and she didn't even flinch at his choice of greeting. Besides, she *had* collided with the man after all. "I'm sorry. I wasn't looking where I was going." She held out her hand in apology. "Special Agent Dana Scully. You met my partner earlier, I believe." Recognition washed over the man's features, softening them slightly. "Yes, Agent Scully. I remember. You and your partner brought the little girl in, right? I'm sorry for seeming a little brusque. It's been kinda crazy here tonight." Scully waved away his apologies. "It's fine, really. I understand how busy you must be. But since you're here, can you tell me, is there any change?" He shook his head. "I wish I could give you some good news, Agent Scully. But no. I've just been up there, in fact. I've seen this kind of thing before. Only thing we can do is keep her as comfortable as possible and hope that she'll come out of it. We've called her parents. They'll be here tomorrow. Often just the sound of familiar voices can help break through the barriers. For now, though, the best thing we can do is allow her to rest. She's finally sleeping. I don't expect her to wake before morning." He cocked his head on one side, contemplating the woman before him. "Speaking of which, you look like you could use some yourself." "Excuse me?" "Some sleep. To be perfectly honest, if I'd realized you were still here I'd have had one of the nurses send you home hours ago. But like I said, it's been kinda crazy. Best thing you could do would be to go check into a motel somewhere and call us in the morning. I have numbers of a couple of decent places if you need them." Scully summoned up a tired smile, recognizing that he was just being polite. That he had better things to do than make small talk with her about local motels. "No. Thank you. It's fine. My partner has it all arranged already. But I do think I'll take your advice. You have our numbers, right?" He nodded curtly. "Of course. I'll ensure someone calls you if there's the slightest change. Goodnight, Agent Scully." She watched as he continued down the hallway, his white coat billowing behind him until he was swallowed up by the dozens of other medical personnel and patients milling around the enclosed space. It suddenly felt too hot, and for a second everything seemed to turn liquid as she swayed slightly on her feet, the figures before her seeming to meld into one as they blurred and tumbled together. Clutching blindly at a convenient vending machine, Scully opened and closed her eyes rapidly, blinking until her vision returned to normal. Time to collect her partner and call it a night. Continued chapter 7 Dreamcatcher 7 Eeazy Sleep Motel. Cleveland Ohio. May 5th 1999 1:32a.m. They spent the journey back from the hospital in silence and Mulder suspected that their lack of communication had less to do with tiredness and everything to do with the perplexing nature of the case. Certainly he had spent the drive formulating and dismissing several different theories as to what had happened earlier that evening. And truthfully, he had no clue. It was rare for him to be completely stumped by a case. He hadn't been christened with the nickname *Spooky* for nothing. Usually he could rely on intuition to guide him through the tangled web that so often made up an X-File. Tonight though, this same intuition had all but deserted him. A slight movement beside him, caught in the corner of his eye, prompted him to twist his head toward his partner. It had been a long day for them both, sure, but aside from when she had been sick, he couldn't remember seeing her look so used up before. Her face was pale, lit by the ghostly glow emanating from the illuminated dashboard, and the carefully applied make-up of the morning had all but disappeared. It leant her a vulnerable, almost childlike air. It also allowed him to see the dark shadows underneath her eyes. Shadows that contrasted sharply against the creamy, white skin. It worried him more than he would ever admit. This case, horrific as it already was, would be doubly hard for her to deal with in light of the lingering wounds she carried close to her heart. She never told him as such, but it wasn't hard for him to appreciate that she was still grieving for Emily. They never talked about it. He wasn't sure that she talked with anyone. It wasn't Scully's way to admit need. Not about anything. And certainly not to him. He had caught her unawares once in the office they shared. He had left for the day, needing to gather some information pertaining to a case they were working on. Mind elsewhere, he had reached his car only to discover that he had left his keys atop the desk where he had casually tossed them earlier in the day. He had made his way back to the office, only to freeze in the half open doorway when he saw her. Her back was to him, shoulders shaking slightly as she sobbed silently. She was holding a photograph in her hand, tracing her finger over its surface. Mulder hadn't been able to make out the picture upon it. He hadn't needed to. *Emily.* Scully's daughter. Known for such a short time before she was taken from her, but long enough for Scully to love her. Long enough for her to mourn her passing. Ignoring the need that ached within him to enter the office and take her in his arms, knowing that it wasn't what she wanted, he had pivoted and walked away, out of the building and straight to the nearest bar. He hadn't moved until the bartender had begun to pointedly sweep the floor around his feet, signaling that it was time for Mulder to get the hell out so he could close up for the night. And now, looking across at her, he prayed that she wasn't reliving past horrors. "You okay, Scully? He watched as she rubbed a hand across her face, attempting to bring herself back to alertness. "I'm fine. I'm just hoping you have some insight into all this, Mulder, because I sure as hell don't." He didn't answer her. He didn't know what to say. "Mulder?" she persisted. He shrugged. "The truth, Scully? I don't have a clue. Three missing girls. One who turns up looking like she's been thrown into a Cuisinart? A school that looks like it fell off the pages of Country Life magazine full of kids who make Stephen Hawking look ignorant? You tell me. Maybe I'm losing my touch." Scully absorbed his words, struck suddenly by the defeat she heard in them. It wasn't like him. She was accustomed to hearing any number of outlandish theories spill from his lips. And although she saw it as her purpose in life to balance out those same theories with the voice of reason, she also knew that she relied on him to make sense out of the things they encountered. More than he would ever know. "What about this? You were going to explain it to me." Mulder flicked his eyes away from the road and, for a second, settled them on the intricately woven framework of thread, beads and feathers. "It's called a dreamcatcher. There are several Native American legends as to its purpose. I thought maybe it meant something. Now I'm not so sure." Scully waited for him to continue, but after long seconds had passed uncomfortably between them, she delved a little deeper. "Care to share with me what that might be?" Mulder sighed, the sound reaching her across the vast distance that seemed to separate them. She'd seen this before, seen her partner withdraw into himself when in the grip of a difficult case. The fact that she understood it, though, didn't necessarily mean she accepted it. "It's a kind of good luck charm. Meant to protect its owner against bad dreams. Kind of a preventative measure...it's an age-old story. Passed through one generation to another..." He trailed off as the lights of the motel came into view, and Scully waited until he'd piloted the car to a halt in front of the office before speaking again. "I'd like to hear it." Mulder froze, his hand halfway to the door release. "Hear what?" "The legend." "Of the Dreamcatcher?" He sounded so incredulous that Scully almost laughed out loud. "That surprises you? C'mon Mulder, you've spent the last six years filling my head with alien abduction stories, prehistoric lake monsters, all manner of mutants and freaks of nature, and you're *surprised* that I would want to hear a simple Native American folk tale?" Mulder gazed at her, as though trying to figure out whether she was sincere or not. Her *asking* to hear one of his outlandish tales was such an un-Scully-like thing to do that for a few moments he was literally rocked backwards. Ever conscious, though, that she might just be humoring him, he offered her one last get-out clause. "It's late. You sure you want to hear it? It could wait till morning." Scully smiled back at him softly. "Call it a bedtime story then." Mulder laughed in response as the moment lightened perceptibly for both of them. "Ahhhhh, Agent Scully, if you only knew how many times I've waited for you to say that..." ********** Thirty minutes later Scully regarded her partner from behind the over-sized Styrofoam cup of steaming hot chocolate, which he had magically produced from behind his back. He had, he'd informed her, taken a quick side trip across the street to the all- night diner. He proclaimed, solemnly enough to make her laugh, that no bedtime story was complete without chocolate and marshmallows. It had made Scully feel like she was six years old again, evoking as it did sweet childhood memories of her mother coming into the bedroom she had shared with Melissa and sitting with them in the warmth of the room, as they listened wide-eyed to the stories she had told from *her* own childhood. It seemed like only yesterday. A thousand childhood memories that she herself had hoped one day to share with her own daughter. Memories now that would remain forever locked in her heart, to wither and die with her when the time came. There would be no one to share them with. Not now. Mulder had commandeered the ratty sofa across from the bed where she half lay, half slouched against the headboard. They had both showered and changed for bed. She in comfortable satin pajamas, Mulder in cutoff sweats and an old T- shirt. There had maybe been a time, way back in the beginnings of their partnership, where Scully might have felt self-conscious to be seen by the man before her dressed so casually. Not anymore though. Now, sharing time and space with him before he retreated to his own room for the night had become almost commonplace. A way to allow the tensions of the day to flow from them before succumbing to sleep. The Dreamcatcher lay at the bottom of the bed. Scully had allowed herself to properly examine it while Mulder had jogged across to the diner to fetch hot chocolate. The intricate patterns had captured her imagination, and she had found herself tracing a finger along its edge, closing her eyes, drifting off. She had to admit that something about it had piqued her curiosity, aroused a need within her to fully understand what it stood for. So she waited for Mulder to begin, once again closing her eyes as his words swirled around the small room to settle against her very core. He spoke softly, like a father recounting a fairy tale to a small, sleepy child, and Scully allowed herself to float on their crest. "Throughout history, nearly every person and culture has placed importance on the meanings of their dreams. Dreams are still a powerful force in many people's lives, particularly because of the meanings that can be found in them. I have a half dozen X-Files that speak of just such phenomena, Scully. How dreams can affect our lives, our relationships, our everyday actions. How by listening to and understanding what our dreams are telling us we can shape our very destiny." He paused, and Scully was pretty sure he was sipping at his own hot chocolate, maybe getting his thoughts in order so as to tell the story in the way it was meant to be told. "To the people of the Ojibway tribe, night visions, or *dreams*, were so important that children were not given a name until a person designated as the *namer* of that child had a dream of what name should be given. The *namer* would bestow a gift upon the child, a charm woven to look like a spider's web. Hung from a loop above the baby's cradle, this Dreamcatcher was believed to catch any bad dreams floating in the air, ensnaring them like a spider's web traps an insect. It was believed that only good dreams could pass through the hole in the center of the web, sliding down the feather at the bottom to fall into the baby's head. The bad dreams couldn't navigate the web, and would hang there, suspended until the first rays of morning sunlight burned them away." Scully opened her eyes and regarded her partner through hooded lids. "Sounds like something you could use. Do you think they work? The Dreamcatchers, I mean?" Mulder shrugged. "Maybe. If nothing else, you yourself know how powerful the act of suggestion can be. Call it superstition if you will. Good magic. Whatever. I think if the user *believes* it will protect their dreams, then it will. Much like the modern day version of a placebo. Believe in something strongly enough and it becomes a kind of truth." He was silent then, dropping his eyes from hers, and something inside Scully cracked as she read his expression. Mulder had spent most of his life desperately wanting to believe. Steadfastly refusing to give up the belief, even in the face of ridicule, that he would one day be reunited with his sister. It was a hope he clung to as if for life itself. His own version of a Dreamcatcher and just as elusive. "Mulder..." He shook his head wearily and rose to his feet. "It's late. You're tired and we have an early start. I should let you sleep." "What?" He stopped in his tracks as though struck. Had she just said what he thought she'd said? He hadn't heard her exactly, or at least not in any traditional sense. But her words had reached him as surly as if she had whispered them directly in his ear. "Stay. Please." She looked as confused as he did, as though she didn't know how to proceed. Sitting up in the oversize bed, she looked suddenly vulnerable, unsure of herself, of what was real. But her expression cleared again, the confusion replaced with a kind of peaceful clarity. The same expression he had seen fleetingly cross her face that night at the park, and without hesitation, he headed toward the bed, waiting as she scooted across to make space for him to join her. His heart beat painfully as she reached out to him. Allowing him to snake an arm around her so that her body rested against him softly. "Tell me the rest of the story, Mulder." And so he began again, losing himself in long-ago tales of Indian women who could transform themselves magically into spiders, spinning webs to protect their fellow clansmen. Of children protected for all eternity beneath the webs, sleeping peacefully beneath their silken strands asthe women bestowed upon them gifts of peace and tranquility to carry them into dreams. And long before he was finished, he felt Scully relax even further against him as she too was transported into gentle slumber. Her breathing was deep, peaceful as she rested against him, and for a few minutes he luxuriated in the feel of her. He watched over her as she slept, trying to make the agonizing decision whether to stay or go. Finally, he carefully planted a kiss on her brow, feeling the heat of her skin against his own lips, before reluctantly disentangling her from him and laying her gently against the pillows. His movements were such that she didn't stir, not even when he reached down and smoothed a few strands of the rich, titian hair from where it rested against her porcelain skin. Continued chapter 8 Dreamcatcher 8 Eeazy Sleep Motel Cleveland Ohio May 5th 3:59a.m. Scully was hot. Uncomfortably hot, actually, and through a haze of awakening senses she wondered if the air conditioning was malfunctioning. Sure, they had enjoyed an unseasonably warm spring this year, but the nights were still cool enough to warrant at least one blanket - if not two. She flipped over on her back, groaning softly as she did so, feeling the tangled mass of sheets twisting around her legs. Her pajamas, usually so comfortable, felt like a lead weight against her burning skin, a fine sheen of perspiration making them cling unpleasantly to her. "Wake up Dana...before Mom and Dad hear us..." Scully burrowed her head further into the pillow, feeling it mould itself against her face. Murmuring softly, still half immersed in dreams. "Go 'way, Missy. It's too early..." Her voice was soft, almost imperceptible. Childlike. Scully squeezed her eyes closed again. Determined that she should be permitted to drift back to sleep. And then... "Dana Katherine Scully, I expect you down here in five minutes. Don't make me come up there and fetch you!" Scully's eyes flew open as she bolted upright, heart racing as the voice reverberated around her head. Blinking rapidly as her eyes adjusted to the darkness, Scully appraised her surroundings. Disoriented as she was by the unfamiliar room, it took her a couple of seconds to realize where she was. {Motel room. Ohio. *Case.*} A dream. Nothing more. Scully allowed a small smile to curve her lips as she remembered her mother's patented method of persuading her less than enthusiastic daughter to drag herself out of bed in the mornings. It was a threat she used on all her children, but only Bill had ever pushed her to the limits, testing her resolve with typical boyish arrogance, wondering just what fate would befall him if he chose to ignore his mother's warning.She suspected that even her mother had not really thought it through enough to formulate a plan should one of her offspring *not* react to her calls.But the sight of Margaret Scully sweeping up the stairs, clutching the pitcher of freshly squeezed orange juice in her hand, would remain in Scully's memory forever. They had followed her, giggling in childlike wonderment. Melissa leading the way, Dana second with little Charlie tagging along behind, screaming with laughter as Margaret stomped into Bill's bedroom to deposit the pitcher's contents, pulp and all, squarely over his tousled head. His eleven-year-old male pride had taken a severe battering that day. One which the whole family, but Dana in particular, had taken great delight in reminding him of throughout his teenage years. None of the Scully offspring had ever been late down to breakfast again. "I guessed that would work." Scully whirled around to confront the voice that came from somewhere to her right, reaching blindly for the gun she had left on the night stand as she did so. It wasn't there. Her hand groped wildly, connecting with nothing more substantial than fresh air, and her eyes widened as she realized that the dim outlines of the room's furniture had disappeared. That the *room* had disappeared. No longer tangled in sheets and blankets, she was surrounded by blackness. An oily, all-consuming darkness that pressed in on her, stealing away her breath, squeezing painfully at her chest. She was conscious of being in an upright position, although she could feel no surface beneath her bare feet. "You're not asleep, Agent Scully...but you're not exactly awake either." That voice again, familiar in ways she as yet couldn't fathom, reaching out to her through the blackness. A child's voice, but not a *young* child. There was no threat in the voice. In fact, it seemed devoid of any emotion at all. And then, out of the darkness she began to make out the form of a young girl, a young girl who seemed vaguely recognizable as she came toward her. Hand outstretched before her, she seemed to float toward Scully. Like an angel, she was surrounded by a hazy ethereal glow that shimmered softly, undulating with every step she took. Her long blonde hair lay softly against her shoulders, and as she came closer Scully could make out the china blue eyes, eyes that seemed to penetrate her soul as they searched the face of the woman before her. Scully saw no danger in those eyes, just a deep, yearning sadness that pulled at her heart. The eyes of a child who has seen a lifetime of horror. The eyes of a survivor. She was conscious that the heat in the room had disappeared, to be replaced with a delicious coolness that washed over her body, a breeze lifting her hair to waft gently around her face as the child came to a halt before her. Scully allowed herself to breathe again. She knew, somehow, that there was nothing to fear from this child, and she accepted the touch of the cool fingers that tentatively reached for her own, holding onto them as she locked eyes with her. "We knew you'd come." Scully shook her head. "I don't understand. Why am I here?" Her voice trailed off as Felicia Slabbert raised one slender finger until it rested against Scully's lips. "Sssshhhhhh! Not here. He'll hear you. Come with me." *************** Scully tilted her face up toward the deep blue sky, feeling the warmth of the sun's rays against her skin. She was seated opposite Felicia atop a grassy knoll covered in impossibly large daisies that attracted the most beautiful butterflies Scully had ever seen. An array of dazzling, ever changing colors, the butterflies dipped and danced between them, seemingly unafraid of their presence. Off in the distance Scully could just make out the ocean, its surface made up of a million sparkling diamonds that caught the sun's rays. It should, by rights, have hurt her eyes, made her squint against the brilliance, but she found she could settle her gaze upon it without fear of harm. It was so peaceful, with only the sound of twittering birdsong to disturb the peace and quiet of this green paradise. For a long while they didn't speak, and Scully was content just to drink in her surroundings. She didn't pretend to understand what was happening, how she had gotten here, and truthfully, it just didn't matter. The how and why were of no significance to her now. "It's so beautiful," she ventured finally. Felicia dropped her eyes to the ground. Busying her fingers, she plucked at a daisy, snapping its fragile stem with one deft action and holding it out toward Scully. "Nothing is beautiful here, Agent Scully. It's all an illusion. Watch." Scully watched in fascinated silence as the blossom in Felicia's outstretched hand began to writhe and twist against its confines. Its stem began to pulse sickeningly before it split halfway up, revealing a thick yellowish ooze that pooled against the girl's delicate fingers and dripped in glistening, squirming droplets to the ground. The grass beneath it withered instantly, curling and crisping as though touched by fire. The blossom seemed to turn in upon itself, its center splitting to reveal a nest of what Scully could only guess was the larval stage of some as yet unimagined insect. Nestled within the glistening folds of the flower, womb-like, protected by a thin layer of mucus, the insects turned lazily. Feeling the bile rising in the back of her throat, Scully slammed her eyes shut. This is a nightmare. This is *not* real> "Now look again, Dana." And even while the ever present voice of reason was still screaming at her that this couldn't be so, Scully found herself acquiescing to the child's wishes. She opened her eyes and focused on the daisy. So white it appeared almost silver in the sunlight. Beautiful. Perfect. Fragrant. Innocent. "Take it. It's OK," Felicia urged. "This is how you are meant to see it. It's always like this in the beginning." "The beginning?" Scully allowed Felicia to hand her the flower. Its stem was almost velvety in texture. Warm and soft in her hand. "I don't understand. Where are we?" "In the Dreamcatcher. Snared in its web like insects. Captured for eternity or until the sun burns us away. This is how it captures us. It lures us away with promises of sunshine, of everlasting summer days. Of a land where all our dreams come true....But slowly, slowly it shows its true purpose." Scully felt her heart beginning to beat painfully against her chest as she listened to the child's words. This couldn't be happening. This was just a dream, brought on by Mulder's words. Words that had lulled her to sleep. "Its true purpose?" Her voice sounded faint, far away, a faint buzzing in her ears making it difficult to think clearly. Felicia's eyes filled with tears, which quickly began to make a glistening trail across her cheeks. "It steals our dreams and leaves us only with our deepest nightmares." She pointed to an area out of Scully's immediate field of vision, and closed her eyes as the woman before her twisted to see what it was that had commanded her attention. The tears ran faster, unchecked, as Felicia finally broke down completely, slamming her hands over her ears in a vain attempt to block out the sound of Scully's screams. ************* 5:05a.m. "*EMILYYYYYYYY!*" The sound of his partner screaming was enough to propel Mulder tumbling out of bed and halfway to the connecting door before the sound had even fully registered in his mind. His forward momentum carried him into Scully's room, and for a heart-stopping second he couldn't see her. The bed, its coverings rumpled, was empty. But then, as he became fully aware, he heard her again. Sobbing, rasping his name as she tried to draw breath. Huddled in a corner, cheek pressed up against the wall, eyes squeezed tightly shut against whatever horror she had visited in her dreams to make her cry out her daughter's name, his partner whimpered softly. Mulder clamped down on the basic urge to just get to her as quickly as possible and forced himself to approach slowly, cautiously. Right now he had no way of knowing whether she was asleep or awake. He knew enough about nightmares to know that, even if it was not strictly true that waking someone in the grips of a bad dream could cause irreversible damage, it was certainly true that the sufferer would be disorientated. He had no wish to add to Scully's panic. As he got closer, he could see her eyes had opened, her lashes wet with the tears that still clung to them. Beyond that, though, he had no idea as to her state of mind. Careful not to touch her, he hunkered down in front of her, hardly breathing as he whispered her name. "Scully." In response to his voice, Mulder was rewarded when her eyes focused on him. Wherever she was, she could hear him. Could recognize him. But even as she relaxed slightly, he could see the lingering terror in her expression, and his throat tightened as he watched the tears once again pool in her luminous blue eyes. "Ssshhh, Scully. It's OK. You're safe." Cupping her face in his hands, he used his thumbs to gently wipe the wetness from her cheeks. Still he hardly dared to breathe lest he frighten her more than she already was. "Muh...Mulder?" He had to strain to hear her. His name was the merest whisper on her trembling lips as she reached out for him. "It's OK. Ssshhh, Scully. I'm here." Then, as he watched the recognition snap into her expression, he allowed her to bolt into the security of his waiting arms, enveloping her in his embrace as she sobbed against his chest. Her hands clutched at his shirt as he rocked her gently against him. In between her choking sobs, she managed to gasp out a few words, which although muffled, made some sort of sense to him. A dream. A *nightmare* in which her dead daughter had a starring role. As real to her as he was now. Mulder knew firsthand the numbing power of nightmares. Too many nights waking up with the sound of his own screaming reverberating in his head had taught him well. Seeking to calm her, he began to stroke his palm in rhythmic motions from the crown of her head to her shoulders, whispering assurances to her all the while. He was rewarded finally when her trembling stilled and she was able to once again lift her head from where she had buried it against the folds of his T-shirt. "You OK?" A shaky nod, a trembling smile that tore into his heart and ripped it in to a million pieces. She looked all of twelve years old and just as vulnerable. "It seemed so real," she whispered. "Like I could reach out and touch her..." Mulder caught her hands in his, quieting her. "It was a dream, Scully. Just a dream." Her hands were cold, and he realized that she was clad only in the thin satin pajamas he had seen earlier. "You're freezing. Let's get you back to bed." Fear flared in her eyes once again and she pulled away from him, cracking the back of her head solidly against the wall. "NO! I don't want to go back to sleep." Mulder winced. Nevertheless, he persisted gently. "OK, no sleep. But you can't stay here, you'll catch your death..." "Will you stay?" Again, that same childlike whispering voice. So unlike Scully it frightened him and he felt his eyes begin to burn with the tears that suddenly blinded him. "Of course I'll stay. I'll always be here, Scully, you know that. For as long as you need me to be." "Promise me, Mulder. Promise me you'll never leave me." He caught her hands in his again, drawing her gently to her feet before pulling her toward him to embrace her again. "I promise." Continued chapter 9 Dreamcatcher 9 Eeazy Sleep Motel. Cleveland Ohio May 5th 7:09a.m. Sleep had eluded Mulder for the remainder of the night. The sound of his partner's screams seemed etched on his brain, resurfacing inside his head every time he closed his eyes. The sight of her terrified, tear-streaked face remained fresh in his mind, difficult if not impossible to ignore. She had allowed him to lead her back over to the bed, not needing her permission to join her beneath the covers. He had recognized her need and acted upon it. As simple as that. It had taken her a long while to stop shivering, and even when he spooned his body around hers, he had felt the trembling continue. He had a feeling it had nothing whatsoever to do with her being cold and more of a reaction to what she had seen that night. And it had scared him. More than he would ever tell her. Eventually, her trembling had stilled, and she had reached over to grasp his hand in hers. An unspoken acknowledgement that she was *fine*. An unspoken thank you. Mulder had held onto her long after her grip on him had loosened, listening to her breathing become sweet and even as she once more fell in to sleep. And despite sharing this space with her, he hadn't felt awkward. His body hadn't betrayed the way he felt about her, maybe because he recognized that she needed him there as a kind of protective force. Nothing more than that. And, he had watched over her as she slept. Carefully searching her face for any slight changes in expression that might signify that the demons were resurfacing. But she had remained quiet, hardly moving except to snuggle more deeply into his embrace. How she would feel when she awoke was a different matter altogether. Awkward maybe. Ashamed that she had expressed the basic need to be comforted? Possibly. Angry with herself? *Certainly.* It wasn't Scully. It never had been, and no doubt she would be mortified when she finally opened her eyes and realized what she'd asked of him. But right now, she was sleeping peacefully, and despite a burning need inside of him to face the day, Mulder was determined to let her rest for as long as he was able. He didn't want to wake her up. He didn't want to see the walls slamming back into place as she once more drew away from him. In his wildest dreams, he wanted her to open up to him. To talk about what had happened last night. To make sense of it. To accept it so she might eventually find some peace. He wondered how many other times her daughter had visited her during her dreams. How many times had she awakened screaming Emily's name? One? Ten? A hundred? More? How many mornings had she greeted him brightly as she crossed the threshold of the office they shared, while covering the heartbreak with a smile? Mulder didn't even want to think about it. It hurt too much to imagine her in a place where she felt she had to brave the hurt alone. That despite the trust they had in one another, they didn't allow themselves to trust enough when it *really* mattered. They would walk to the ends of the earth for each other. Of that he was certain. But admit to themselves that they needed help? Never. It just wasn't their way. He held his breath as, beneath the weight of his arms, Scully stirred slightly. His unspoken prayer remained unanswered, however, as little by little his partner began to awaken. And then he felt it. He felt her body stiffen as she realized where she was. Where *he* was, and she immediately sought to escape from his embrace. Scully twisted her body around, as though to affirm that it really *was* Mulder who lay beside her in the bed. *Her* bed. Under different circumstances, Mulder might have laughed at the expression on her face. But suddenly, nothing seemed very funny anymore. Maybe it was the fact that Scully was looking at him as though he were something particularly unpleasant she had just tracked in on the bottom of her shoe. Or maybe it was the fact that despite what little sleep she had managed to grab the night before, she looked like death warmed over. "Mulder?" she queried uncertainly. "You had a nightmare. You were screaming," he offered by way of explanation and watched as his words finally registered. "A nightmare?" She sounded incredulous, and despite himself, Mulder felt himself becoming defensive. "I don't remember..." she offered. Mulder frowned "Believe me, Scully. It happened. I was there..." Scully regarded him for a few seconds. A nightmare? And then it was gone, leaving her with only the vaguest sense of unease as she watched Mulder watching her. Pulling herself together, she shrugged. "OK. I had a nightmare. You were there. I accept that. But why are you here *now*?" The words came out harsher than she had meant them to, and as the hurt washed over Mulder's face, she wished more than anything that she could pull them back in. Confusion as to what he was saying had made her barriers slam back into place. She didn't refute what he was telling her. He would never lie to her. So why couldn't she remember? He swung his legs across to the opposite side of the bed and slowly got to his feet. He didn't look at her again, but his final words reached her just as he was about to head through the connecting door. "Because you asked me to." And suddenly, inexplicably, watching him walk away from her she felt like crying. ************ 7:36a.m. "So what now?" Mulder regarded his partner as she stood before him. With cosmetic application masking the shadows beneath her eyes, and her hair perfectly styled, she appeared the epitome of professional togetherness. The black tailored suit she had chosen, like most of her *other* black tailored suits, succeeded admirably in masking her obvious femininity. Scully's armour. Firmly back in place. Impenetrable even for him. *Especially* for him. She refused to meet his eyes, and the words were forced. Stilted. As though she would much rather not be speaking to him at all. He glanced at his watch and attempted to lighten the moment. "Well, I don't know about you, but I was thinking maybe coffee and bagels..." "I'm not hungry." Three words. Three words that told him everything he needed to know. And suddenly, he was angry. More angry with her than he could ever remember. He sighed, ignoring the voice in his head. He was accustomed to disregarding it where this woman was concerned. "OK. So what *do* you want to do? When's the autopsy scheduled? Nine-thirty, right?" She nodded. Finally deigning to meet his eyes, issuing a direct challenge so intense that Mulder could almost see the chips of ice that surely lay beneath their surface. "Get breakfast. I'll meet you there." Without another word, she turned on her heel and left him standing, staring after her in disbelief. What the hell was going on here? ********** Coroner's Office. Cleveland Ohio 9:14a.m. Scully squinted against the bright light from the powerful overheads that lit the autopsy bay. Only a couple of hours into the day and she felt like she was ready to fall back into bed. A headache had sprung up back at the motel, and despite dry-swallowing a couple of pain pills, Scully could still feel it stabbing viciously in the background. It had settled in the center of her forehead, very similar to the headaches that had plagued her during her illness. Her *illness*. She wasn't sure when she'd blocked the word "cancer" from her vocabulary. Just that it wasn't a term she consciously used anymore. It was easier to just generalize, because by generalizing she could almost pretend it had never happened. Could pretend that it wouldn't again. Like hiding underneath the covers in an effort to protect oneself from the bogeyman. If you couldn't see him, he wasn't there. If she didn't say the word "cancer," it ceased to exist. Simple, really. *Stupid*. She shook her head in an effort to clear it and once more turned her attention to the remains before her. It was tough to know exactly where to begin. What had once been the body of Elizabeth Armstrong was now just a glutinous mass, held together by nothing more substantial than a shallow plastic container in which it resided. Scully knew that should she even attempt to release it from its confines, Lilly Armstrong would in all likelihood disappear forever down the gaping drainage hole at the far end of the table. What the hell had done this to her? And more to the point, *why* had it been done? It was difficult to imagine that this mess before her had once been a human being. Much less a child. Scully had seen some horrific sights during her time with the X-Files, bodies so horribly decayed that she had imagined their stench clinging to her skin hours, sometimes days later. But this? This was different somehow, not least because of the singular lack of any evidence to explain it in any logical way. Scully sighed heavily. Nonetheless, it was her job to at least attempt to give this whole situation some kind of scientific meaning. Dropping her head once more, she peered in closer to better sift through the wreckage beneath her. Carefully, almost reverently, she picked through the slivers of bone and tissue that had survived relatively intact, occasionally pausing to lift a larger piece out of the container. Transferring it to a smaller receptacle for further analysis later. The irony did not escape her that there was in all probability nothing to find. But she continued working. Methodical and thorough in her actions, her years of training had taught her that sometimes, even the tiniest clue might hold the answer to the most perplexing crime. And then she saw it. A tiny thread that glistened in the harsh light. Strung as it was between two small pieces of bone, Scully's first assumption was that it might be a strand of hair. A single strand of Elizabeth's corn-blonde pigtail that had somehow survived whatever fate had befallen the child. Carefully, she captured the thread between the tweezers' jaws, pulling softly, rewarded when, for the barest moment, the material slid toward her, and then... "Shit!" Scully cursed softly as the thread snapped, falling back against the bone. No, not falling. Floating. It floated gently downward, camouflaging itself perfectly against the surface. And suddenly Scully realized what it was she was seeing. Mulder's voice as he recounted his tale to her as she had hovered on the fringes of sleep...and another voice inside her head, deep down in her subconscious, clamoring to be heard. She backed away from the table, her eyes never leaving the spot where she knew the silken remnants of the spider's web to be, inexplicably needing to place some distance between herself and...and... God, it was hot in here. She pulled at the mask that covered her face, gulping in the air as though her life depended on it, stumbling backward as she did so, heedless of any obstacles that might be in her path. Needing to get away. To escape. The room blurred suddenly, forcing her to slam her eyes closed as the world around her began to tilt at an impossible angle. Like a climber balanced precariously on the edge of a sheer cliff, she fought to retain her balance as the floor rolled and churned crazily beneath her. Children. Oh God, the *children*. So many frightened children, reaching out to her, their innocent faces twisted in terror as they implored her to help them. To set them free. And in the middle of it all a vision of Emily. *Her Emily*. Crying out her name even as she was taken from her. Scully cried out as a hand gripped her upper arm. She could feel the fingers that curled around her tender flesh, digging deep. Bruising her. "SCULLY, FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!" Mulder's voice. High pitched. Panicked even. Far away somehow. But it was enough. Scully's eyes snapped open abruptly. The first thing she was conscious of was her partner's white, pinched face. She could clearly see the pulse that jumped rapidly at his temple. By its rhythm, she guessed that he was badly frightened. That *she* was the one who had frightened him. His grip on her loosened a fraction as his eyes searched her face. "Scully...talk to me," he implored hoarsely. And just before the world began to spin again, she breathed out a single word that seemed to hang between them like an early morning mist, her voice so soft that Mulder was unsure as to whether she'd even spoken at all. "Dreamcatcher..." The word barely registered as, right before his horrified eyes, his partner pitched forward into unconsciousness. Continued chapter 10 Dreamcatcher 10 Coroner's Office, Cleveland, Ohio May 5th 10:13a.m. Scully settled her gaze on the chipped, pitted surface of the wooden table top. The Cleveland Coroner's office wasn't big enough to house an employee dining area as such, but this jumble of mismatched furniture surrounded by wall-mounted vending machines seemed to do the job pretty well. It was tucked away in a far corner of the building, and they had been ushered here by a worried looking lab assistant in response to Scully's absolute insistence that she was fine. She was aware of Mulder's eyes on her. Even from his position behind her she could feel them, boring into her back like twin lasers. He wasn't happy, and she shivered as she recalled the pitch of his voice as she had issued orders that he cancel his call for the EMTs. She had recovered quickly, and could see little point in having a paramedic tell her what she already knew. A combination of a raging headache, too little sleep and no food for twenty-four hours had been the main contributory factors to her fainting, and no amount of argument from her partner was going to change that. But he had been angry. Possibly more angry at her than she had ever seen, and despite being fully aware that much of that anger stemmed from the fact he was concerned, she hadn't liked it one bit. It was amazing, Scully reflected ruefully, how quickly the curious onlookers had melted away when she and Mulder had started shouting at each other, leaving only the young lab guy to show them to this room. Even then, he had turned on his heel and practically run down the corridor to escape. No doubt she and Mulder would be the topic of hushed conversations for a few days to come. Nothing new there. "Here. Drink this." Mulder set a steaming cup of something in front of Scully. She wasn't sure, but suspected the grayish, anemic-looking liquid *might* be tea. Corporate vending machines weren't generally known for their differentiating skills where drinks were concerned, and usually it was impossible to identify a beverage by sight alone. The last thing she felt like doing right now was to sit here under Mulder's scrutiny playing a game of *guess the drink*, but nevertheless she dutifully brought the cup to her lips, wincing as she got a first taste of the liquid. Yep, it was tea all right, or some version thereof. It was hard to tell beneath the sweetness. She set the cup down. "Mulder, there's sugar in this. I don't *take* sugar in drinks. You know that." He shrugged, his face almost devoid of emotion as he struggled to keep his anger in check. He didn't fool Scully. Too much time spent around this man when he was wrestling with his emotions had taught her that an expressionless face usually meant anything but. "I figured you could use the carbohydrates." Scully narrowed her eyes. Was he purposely baiting her? Trying to provoke another argument? She sighed. No. If anything, he sounded more worried than angry, and besides, another screaming match would achieve absolutely nothing. Each as stubborn as the other, neither one would be prepared to back down. Scully insisting she was *fine*. Mulder insisted equally as vehemently that she patently *wasn't*. A no-win situation. They'd been there before. "Thank you," she murmured quietly and forced herself to take another sip of the burning liquid. The silence stretched uncomfortably between them as Mulder drummed his fingers on the hard surface. Finally, he rocked back in his chair and folded his arms across his chest. "Dreamcatcher?" Scully frowned. "What?" "*Dreamcatcher*. It's what you said to me before you passed out. I wondered why." Dreamcatcher? She'd said that? Scully dragged her mind back. She remembered being in the autopsy bay, remembered looking down at the remains of Elizabeth Armstrong. Suddenly feeling as though the world had tilted on its axis, and then... *Nothing*. Just a blank space until she had opened her eyes in response to her partner's voice as he cradled her in his arms, both of them on the floor. She assumed he'd laid her down there when she lost consciousness. Dreamcatcher? She shook her head slightly, the confusion all too evident on her face. "I have no idea. No clue as to why I might have said that." By the look on Mulder's face, it was obvious that he hadn't expected anything different from her. Because he plainly didn't understand it either. "Why?" she prompted. "Do you think it means something?" Mulder almost smiled at her earnestness. There was a time when Scully wouldn't even have asked him that question. So rigidly had she been bound by the constraints of science that to even entertain the notion that the word *might* have some significance to the case wouldn't have even entered her mind. But things changed. Dana Scully had changed. Slowly but surely, he had seen her loosen her grip on the hope that everything could be explained rationally, within the realm of the tangible. And while he never expected or wanted her to totally let go of her pragmatic approach, it was heartening to see the way her mind had opened as a result of all they had seen over the past six years. Dreamcatcher. He rolled the word around his mind. Tested it. Made it his. Certainly, he was intrigued, although at the same time he knew that it could just be a random coincidence. A reaction to the case? To what they had seen? To the legend he had lulled her to sleep with the night before? To all those things? Even so. It was strange. "I don't know," he admitted eventually, glancing at his watch as he did so. "But one thing's for certain. We aren't going to get anything answered by just sitting here." Scully nodded, and drained the last of the tea, attempting not to grimace in disgust as the sugary dregs passed over her tongue. Mulder watched her, satisfied for now that she had at least backed down enough to do as he had asked. If only everything were as simple as persuading her to take sugar in her drinks. But it was a start. Albeit a small victory. "Better?" She nodded. "Much. And Mulder?" "Yeah?" Dropping her eyes, she reached across the table and briefly grasped his fingers, squeezing gently before releasing them again. "Thanks. I'm sorry I went off at you. I'm tired, I guess." Mulder blinked stupidly. An admission? From Scully? Jeez, this day was going to go down in history, and for a second he wished he had a tape recorder so he might capture the moment forever. Just for all the future instances when he would ask her how she was and she would reply without really thinking about it. Just so he could depress the playback button to remind her that sometimes it was Okay to admit she felt like crap. "You sure you're Okay now?" he repeated, almost laughing out loud as her answer automatically fell from her lips. "I'm fine." ********** Brackenhurst Learning Facility for Extraordinary Children, Cleveland, Ohio 11:01a.m. Leaving his partner to continue with her aborted attempts to analyze Elizabeth Armstrong's remains, Mulder had taken a quick side trip back to the motel before piloting the rental car the thirty-minute drive to the school. An idea had been formulating in his mind, nothing specific, just random threads that seemed to tickle his senses, reaching out to him to be heard. *Dreamcatcher*. It had taken him a few minutes to locate the charm. Scully's room had been in a minor state of disarray from the events of the previous night. But after a few minutes of hurried searching, he had found what he was looking for. The Dreamcatcher had lain, half concealed between the edge of the bed and the discarded comforter, probably in the same place it had fallen when Scully had tumbled out of bed in the grip of the nightmare. And in all honesty, he had almost forgotten that it existed at all. Until an hour ago in the autopsy bay when his frightened partner had reminded him. Hearing the single word spill from her lips before she had collapsed against him had made him recoil slightly. And even then, he hadn't really made any connection. His only thought had been on the woman before him. But now, as his mind had settled once again on the case at hand, he had time to re-evaluate his earlier dismissal. He wasn't sure what, if anything, he was hoping to discover by making a return trip to the school, but he had a strong hunch that there was more to all this than met the eye. Having spoken to Skinner just a scant few minutes before, he had been uncomfortably aware that he had nothing of any significance to report to his superior and hadn't missed the terseness directed at him because of this. Skinner, on the whole, was a sympathetic ally toward their work. But he expected results. Results that right now, Mulder was aware that he wasn't even halfway to providing. Turning his attention back to the here and now, Mulder rolled the car to a halt in front of the impressive building. The bright sunshine did little to lessen its air of importance and, if anything, it seemed even more of a looming presence than it had last night. The tasseled bell pull swung gently in the breeze, as if issuing an invitation to him. Never one to stand on ceremony, Mulder grasped it firmly. Unlike last night, however, no smiling child was there to greet him. Instead he found himself confronted with the pinched, white face of Julia Brackenhurst. "Agent Mulder...I'm sorry, I wasn't expecting..." She trailed off wearily and stood aside for him to enter. The large, opulent vestibule seemed hushed. Empty somehow. Last night he had not been surprised by the silence, given the relative lateness of the hour. But today he had expected to see evidence of the school's unique teaching system at work. Julia caught his look and sighed heavily. "I had the students' parents pick them up this morning. After what happened last night, they didn't need much persuading." She sounded defeated. Used up. The voice of a woman who has seen her dreams crumble to dust before her eyes. And although Mulder could understand her reasoning in trying to protect her young charges, her news was neither welcomed nor expected. "They're gone? *All* of them?" Julia shook her head slightly. "No, not all. Most, but not all. As I explained to you and Agent Scully yesterday, some of the students here have had their share of problems. Not all of them have parents to go back *to*. This is their home. They have nowhere else to go." Mulder breathed again. OK, so he wasn't exactly batting a thousand here, but it was a start. "OK. Would it be possible to have a few minutes with each of them? I need to ask them a few questions, if you have no objections." "Questions? Agent Mulder, they're just children. Extraordinary children, intelligent children, but just *children* nonetheless. What could you possibly hope to learn from them?" Mulder shrugged, the answer to her question unclear even to him. He attempted to answer her as best he could. "I don't know. But in my experience, children sometimes have far more to tell us than we realize." He watched the woman closely as she sized him up. Clearly disturbed by the notion that any of her young charges might be able to shed any light on the horrific occurrences of the last week, she was not yet prepared to dismiss his request out of hand. Eventually, her expression cleared slightly even if her tone of voice was full of doubt. "OK. Wait in the sitting room. I'll go and round them up for you." ************ A little over an hour later, Mulder was almost ready to admit defeat. One after the other, the children had been summoned into the sitting room to perch opposite him on the edge of a large, overstuffed leather sofa. He had questioned them carefully, quietly, ever conscious of Julia's hovering presence. He had tried hard not to make direct references to the Dreamcatcher he held in his hand, not wanting to lead them in any way. But even when his frustration had gotten the better of him and he brought their attention to it, all he got in return was a series of blank expressions. Ranging in ages from six to thirteen, the half dozen girls he had spoken to were charming, polite, precocious. But of no help to him whatsoever. He rubbed a hand across his face wearily. Only one child left. He wasn't holding out much hope that she would be any different from the others and he wondered briefly whether Scully was having any more luck back at the morgue. She had promised to call him as soon as the results were back on the tissue samples she had collected. He didn't expect to hear from her anytime soon. Even with all the might and fury of the FBI behind her, it was unlikely she would be able to get the wheels turning in her favor much before mid-afternoon at the earliest. *Mid-afternoon*. Christ. Another wasted day. One child dead, another two unaccounted for, and he and Scully were no closer to even beginning to explain it. Frustrated? Mulder didn't even want to go there. He dropped his hand back down to rest loosely in his lap as Julia guided the last child in to the room. She seemed younger than any of the others. Julia's hands on her shoulders almost covered them completely. Less self-assured than the other girls, she regarded him shyly, huge blue eyes peeping out from behind a fringe of windswept red curls as she scrambled up onto the sofa. He couldn't help but smile. She looked like a miniature version of Scully. Or how Mulder imagined she looked when she was a kid. Of course, Scully probably wouldn't be sitting demurely before him. She would have been dragged kicking and screaming from the garden still clutching onto a recently dissected worm, tracking mud through the house. He had no doubts whatsoever that his partner had been a tomboy. You only had to look at her today to make that particular connection. The smile still playing across his lips, he leaned forward slightly. "Hi. My name's Mulder. You wanna tell me who you are?" The child before him began to twirl a few strands of hair around her fingers, as though attempting to make it even curlier, regarding him for long moments before answering. "I'm Caitlin Megan Briony Stevens. I'm six and a quarter. How old are you, Mulder? What's your real name? Are you really called Mulder?" OK, maybe *shy* had been a slight misconception, Mulder decided ruefully before answering. "I'm thirty-eight. My full name is Fox William Mulder, but I like to be called Mulder." "Why? Don't you like your real name? Fox is a nice name. I like foxes." Mulder laughed, the irony not lost on him that he was answering a hell of a lot more questions than he was asking right now. "No Caitlin, I don't much like my *real* name, so everyone just calls me Mulder." Caitlin sighed theatrically. "I suppose it *is* kind of a stupid name," she observed solemnly. "I mean I like horses but I wouldn't want to named after one." "Caitlin!" Mulder held up a hand in response to Julia's rebuke. He liked this kid already. She reminded him more and more of Scully. "It's OK," he assured her before directing his attention back towards the child. "So, Caitlin, may I ask you some questions?" She nodded, noticing the Dreamcatcher for the first time. "Are you going to ask me about that?" Mulder held his breath. "Do you know what it is?" Caitlin laughed, rolling her eyes as she did so. "Of *course* I know what it is. It's Fliss's..." Julia stepped up closer, kneeling down so she was on a level with the child. "Fliss's? Caitlin honey I don't think so..." Caitlin ignored her and kept her gaze riveted on Mulder. "It's *Fliss's*. She says it keeps us safe from the dark place. She gave it to Lilly when she got trapped there." Mulder's stomach seemed to roll lazily at her words. Don't lead her, Mulder. Just let it happen. "Dark place? Where's the dark place? Have you been there?" The room was silent, the atmosphere almost crackling with the kind of anticipation he had come to recognize when he was on the verge of breaking through a difficult case. So many pieces falling together at once, jostling for position in his sharp mind. Leading him. *Telling* him where to go. And he watched transfixed as Caitlin bestowed a dazzling smile on him. "Of course. We *all* have. Only most times it's nice. There are flowers there. It's pretty. I don't remember it much...only when it goes dark..." The smile died on her face. As quickly as it appeared it vanished, dark storm clouds covering the sunshine of her pretty features and she scowled suddenly. "...then I *always* remember...* Continued chapter 11