From: Janeway46@aol.com Date: Sun, 27 Jun 1999 15:41:36 EDT Subject: El Milagro de Fox William "El Milagro de Fox William" Author's Notes: Hey everybody! I'm working on another story, but I can't think of anything to add to it right now, so I'm writing this piece of work. The title means 'The Miracle of Fox William' (I actually paid attention in Spanish class the day our teacher was teaching sentence structure! That's a first.) Archive: Anywhere and everywhere, especially on web pages. My works need to become known. Just keep my name & e-mail attached, please. Feedback: YESYESYESYESYESYESYES! I DON'T GET ENOUGH MAIL! GIVE ME FEEDBACK! Keywords: Songfic, Angst, MSR? Spoilers: Milagro (Are you blind?) Tithiounis (What ever. The ep. where Scully was shot in the stomach by Agent Ritter.) FTF, and anything in the Scully disappearance and the saga and the Scully cancer saga. Summery: What happened to Scully after the evil guy tried to kill her? Mulder's POV. Disclaimer: Sung to the tune of 'Getting to know you' Getting to know that Christopher Carter owns them. Getting to know that they aren't mine. Getting to know that I am just borrowing them. Getting to know that I am not paid. Getting to know that Celine Dion owns it. Getting to know that Because You Loved Me is used without permission Getting to know that I don't own anything. Apartment of Fox Mulder 52 Hegal Place, Apt. 42 I kneel here, holding the person I love with all my heart. But there is something wrong with this picture. The one I love is sobbing in sorrow? pain? panic? I hold her, trying to calm her. As she quiets down, I sit on my haunches, pulling her into my lap. "Scully?" I say "How are you doing, hunny?" "Mulder?" Scully. My name is the first thing that she says since I found her over an hour ago, lying on the floor of my apartment. "I'm right here, hunny. Sweetie, I want to put you on the couch, okay hun?" I'm hovering. I know that. It's just... I almost lost her again. That's what, twice this year? Four time in our partnership? "Ok. Mulder, I don't think that I can walk." Her voice. Oh, her normally beautiful strong voice is shaky, weak, not Scully-like. "That's all right Scully. I'll carry you, okay?" She really doesn't have a choice. We both know that. "Thank you Mulder." Her simple reply. "Scully, Sweetie, you have to get to a hospital. You've lost a lot of blood. I have to call the police anyway; they have to check out my apartment for evidence. They can just bring an ambulance along." She just nodded her head. X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~ Journal Entry of Fox Mulder April 17, 1999 My Dearest Scully, Today I almost lost you again. Again. As I sit here, watching you sleep in you own surroundings, I have more time to think about how I almost lost you again. I think that you would be better off without me. You could be Assistant Director by now, if you hadn't been paired with me. I am sorry that I wasn't there to help you, to keep him from harming you. Perhaps if I had been there... none of this would have happened. But Scully when you read this, If you read this, know that I love you. I always have loved you. I always will. This song reminds me of you everytime I hear it. BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who saw me through Through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am because you loved me You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am because you loved me This song describes you perfectly Scully, do you know that? It is just very much you. Love always, Mulder X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~ Like it? Hate it? Need a better ending? I live for feedback, so give me it! Please?