From m.makinen@pp.inet.fi Wed Apr 30 15:51:11 1997 Subject: Everyone Dies / (1/1) / Mia Makinen From: mona lökström-mäkinen -------- Author: Mia Makinen E-mail address: m.makinen@pp.inet.fi Distribution Statement: Go ahead and do whatever you like with this, as long as you remember to put the disclaimer, my name and my e-mail address with it. Spoiler Warning:Spoilers for Anasazi Rating: PG, but nothing really terrible Content Warning: Includes romance between M&S and a main character dies. Classification: Story/ Angst Summary: Scully's with Mulder on his last day alive. Author's comment: This is my first story I'm posting on the Web. I'm not so good at English, so please be kind..... Disclaimer: oh, like you wouldn't know that Scully, Mulder, William Mulder, Samantha and Deep Throat belong to the genious Chris Carter, 1013 and FOX. I rudly borrowed Toni Braxton's song "Un- Break My Heart", so the song words ain't mine either. I'm just having fun, no money's made. Plase don't sue me! Here it goes, enjoy.... Scully looked at Mulder. He was so peacefull right now, sleaping. The last few days had been a living hell for her and Mulder. He'd been diagnosed with a heartdisase that was very fatal and fast. Scully had put Mulder through every treatment she could think of, but she knew the truth, nothing could save him. She'd taken him home, with only a few injections with her. She could give them to him when the pain was getting too hard. God, he looked sexy, she tought, just like in the old days. Old days, that had been a couple of days ago. before Mulder had started to get those pains in his chest.Suddenly he moved and then opened his eyes. -You're still here? -Of course, I'll promise to be here to...she stopped, she couldn't say the last word without her voice breaking. And Mulder couldn't hear that, not now. He needed her strenght. -Do you want anything? -I'm just so damn cold. Scully brought another blanket for him, he allready had three of them. -Try to sleep a little bit, okay? -Does Doctor Scully order that? -Oh yeah, she does. In a sec he was back to sleep and Scully was back to her toughts.Why did this happen to him, them? It was so unfair...it couldn't be so long left now, he was allready cold.She took his pulse, it was very fast, and then she filled on of the injections with a strong painkiller.It had to be ready when he needed it. The clock was ticking....suddenly she got an urge to sit right beside him. She climbed in the bed beside him. His breathing was difficult and noisy. She moved him a little bit, so that his head was on her lap. Then he woke up again, but this time it wasn't so peacefull. He couldn't breath properly and he was having convolsions. -Scully, I.... -Mulder, I'll go and get an injection. -No! Don't leave, not yet. He sounded like a five year old. -I wont leave, I'm right here. -Scully, I always wanted to say one thing, I thinnk you're incredible and I'm so damn angry I didn't say it before to you, we could have had a great time together... -Mulder, don't be angry. I think that was what I also wanted to say, to you. He smiled, but she could see he was having a hard time dooing that. -You know, Scully. When I ...die, I'll think I'll see Samantha again. Don't you think that too? Scully didn't know what to say. -I know you have a difficult time believing these things, but I've seen the cross you're wearing, so you believe. Remember that time everybody tought I was dead but the Navajo Indians rescued me? She nodded. -That time I was somewhere, my dad was there....and Deep Throat, too. I think that was heaven. I'll be there soon Scully. It looked like a great place, so, you have to promise me one thing. -Anything, Mulder. Anything -Don't be devistated when I pass away to that place, you'll be there one day too. Scully couldn't make such a promise, so she just said: -When you're gone, I...promise..I'll keep up the X-files and.. -No you can't. You don't believe in that stuff. And it's so damn dangerous. -Mulder, I've started to believe in some things, not in everything. But I've come to understand that everything can't have a rational explanation. Mulder touched her arm, she knew she'd got his blessing. She spent the whole day in bed with Mulder. A couple of times she brought some water to him, took his pulse, but most of the time she just looked at him, still alive. Then it became night. She turned on the light on the bedsidetable. Mulder woke up. -Scully, I can't breath, he gasped. She knew it was time. The painkillers she'd give to him had to be really strong, else they wouldn't work. But the problem was that his heart wouldn't probably take that, it would be the end. She took the injections but couldn't put it in Mulder's vein. She would be killing him, but he wanted the injection. He'd told her that a thousand times after he'd been diagnosed. She saw in Mulder's tormented, brown eyes. They were begging for the injection. She hesitated a second and then let it pierce Mulder's vein. His convoltions stopped in five minutes. She knew he'd probably had about then minutes before his heart would stop. -Thanks Scully. -Mulder, I really know there's a special place for you somewhere and you'll be there with Samantha. -And you'll be there too, but not in a while. Then he closed his eyes. She grabbed the stethoscope and to her relief still could fell his heart pounding. Suddenly he opened his eyes. She saw he wanted to say something. -Sc...Scully I ...lo..love..you. The he closed his eyes. But Scully couldn't give up hope. She started shaking him and finally he opened his eyes, for one final time. -Mulder, I love you too. She saw him gliding away, closing his eyes. She took him in her arms, checked his pulse and heartbeat, nothing. Mulder was dead. Gone. She started to cry at the same time she caressed his hair....he was still warm. -I'll promise, Mulder. I'll be with you and Samantha one day. at the same time Scully heard a song beeing put on in the next appartment. "Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Come back and bring back my smile Come and take these tears away I need your arms to hold me now The nights are so unkind Bring back those nights When I held you beside me" THE END I want lots and lots of e-mails, send every comment you have.