From: lynnsaunders_xf <lynnsaundersfanfic@hotmail.com>
Date: 22 Dec 2003 21:01:25 -0800
Subject: [all-xf] Everything and Nothing (1/1) by Lynn Saunders, MSR, G
Source: atxc

Ephemeral: *NO ARCHIVE* It's already been sent.

Title: Everything and Nothing
Author: Lynn Saunders
Rating: G
Classification: M/S Domestic, Post-Series, Challenge Fic
Spoilers: William
Summary: I ask for nothing.
Feedback: gratefully received and much appreciated 
at lynnsaundersfanfic@hotmail.com
Website: http://www.mindspring.com/~lynnsaunders
Distribution: Archive freely, just let me know where so 
I can visit.
Date Completed: 12.22.03

Disclaimer:  The characters of Mulder and Scully are the 
property of Chris Carter and 1013.  A break from work is 
the only thing I am gaining from writing fan fiction.

Notes: A response to the Haven's 155 word "Letter to Santa" 
Challenge-- exactly 155 words.

Merry Christmas 2003!

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Everything and Nothing
by Lynn Saunders

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'This Christmas, I ask for nothing. This Christmas, I give 
thanks.'

She sits snuggled beneath a time-worn Navajo blanket, pen to 
the final pages of a journal she began long ago. Outside, 
the first stars appear as twilight fog rolls off the 
half-frozen lake, creeping up the trunks of twisted oaks 
recently bereft of their brilliant leaves.

'I pray for the family who sacrificed so that we might have 
another chance. I pray for their forgiveness. Their 
understanding will come in time.'

The hiss of logs burning on the open hearth fails to stir 
the two tousled heads that rest before the crackling blaze. 
One great and one small. Her men. She beams down at them, 
her soul on fire. The emotions they create in her are 
violent in their intensity, glorious and painful, like a 
metamorphosis.

'I ask for nothing. Everything I could ever want is right 
here. My child, my family.'

She smiles.

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