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Subject: Farther Along (1/2), Anna Chait
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TITLE:  Farther Along (1/2)
AUTHOR:  Anna Chait
EMAIL ADDRESS:  anabanana@webtv.net
DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT:  DO NOT FORWARD TO ATXC
SPOILER WARNING:  None
RATING:  PG
CONTENT WARNING:  Romance, Romance, Romance
CLASSIFICATION:  SRHA
SUMMARY:  Who knew that Mulder would turn out to be such
a romantic devil?  In this one, M&S come to grips with the possible
danger in their newfound closeness and search for the path to
a future....together!  But others wait to put an end to their joy.

(Disclaimer:  These characters are not mine.  They belong
to Chris Carter, 1013 productions and FOX.  No infringements
are intended.)

AUTHOR'S NOTE:  This is a follow-on, although not a sequel
exactly, to a previous story The Truth Be Told.)


FARTHER ALONG (1 of 2)
by Anna Chait

(The alarm sounded at 5:30, just the same as it always did.
And the same as always, Mulder sat straight up, trying to
figure out exactly what had awakened him.  Somewhere in the
deep, secret recesses of his mind he knew that someday it
would be extraterrestrials coming to abduct him, make him an
X-File.  He would then be a file with a number in the basement
of the FBI building.  Slowly it registered in his brain that it was
the clock and  he reached over to hit the snooze alarm.

More sleep was not possible he knew, but he could delay the
inevitable for about 20 minutes without being late.  He had
promised to pick up Scully,  her car would be in the shop for at
least another day.  The thought of her brought her face to his
mind's eye and made him smile.   Someday soon he would
marry Dana Scully and dreaming of her would not be
necessary.  She would be there beside him when he woke up
every day, ready to challenge his theories in that exasperating
way she had; ready to give him that "oh-please, not-another
government conspiracy" look that she had mastered.  It was a
subtle thing, that look.  Her tongue hit that spot inside her cheek,
 her arms folded across her chest, and she would look away, off
to the side as if there were something more important to see over
there.  It was just one of the several Scully Looks he had managed
to catalog and give a name to.

But for now, he'd have to be content with spending as much
time as possible with her without making the Bureau
suspicious.  That was the plan they had agreed on, not to
make any serious waves in their office routine, no public
displays of affection at the office, no drastic changes in their
living situations.  The agency frowned on romantic
relationships between partners.  Just why that was he didn't
know.  Regardless of the genders of the partners, the very
nature of a partnership demanded a closeness not required in
other work-type situations.  They had spent large amounts of
time being bored;  had silly conversations, held in the wee hours
of the morning on countless stakeouts.   Though seemingly
harmless and light, these shared experiences were telling.
Wasted evenings in yet another sterile motel room watching
old movies together.  Even the tedious duties of a good detective
had, over the course of years, brought them closer and closer.
There was also a deeper level of trust necessary in the sometimes
life and death situations of  law enforcement officials.  And that
level of trust engendered a close personal relationship that FBI
frowned upon.

Since telling her he loved her a week ago they had been
together alone, completely alone, only twice.  Their schedules
were so hectic, there just was never enough time for them.  He
resolved to change that as he admitted defeat to the alarm
clock and went for his shower.  Today they would be heading
out of town to New Orleans on an assignment.  Several
mysterious murders and a kidnapping, or so it would seem.

He arrived at her apartment in Maryland at 8:15 and let himself
in.  He smiled at the shiny new key before slipping it into his
pocket.  "Scully....it's me.  You ready?" he yelled, making his
way to the kitchen, looking for her as he went, trying not to spill
the contents of  the bag he carried.  Scully liked the coffee from
the gourmet shop on the corner of her street.

"Almost, Mulder.  Give me a minute."

He opened the coffee and blew into the cup.  The paper was on the
counter and he flipped it open.  The usual stuff, government
corruption (hmmm, big news), crime statistics, unseasonably warm
weather.    But it would be perfect in New Orleans for them.
Maybe they could get some time alone together.

"Good morning, G-Man." he heard a voice from behind him.  He
turned,  reached around her and pulled her to him.  She happily
turned her face up to his and he kissed her.  As always, his kisses
generated a completely pleasurable sensation in her body.  He
drew away and exchanged smiles with her, a look of happiness
and pleasure in his bright hazel eyes.

"Good morning, G-Woman.   How did you sleep?" he asked,
nuzzling her hair with his nose.  Her hair always smelled so good,
like fresh apple slices or something.

"Alone, unfortunately.   I like it better when you are here."

"I know, so do I.  But that's not going to work for us right now.  We
have to be Special Agents Scully and Mulder.  We have to prove to
the big boys that we can be an effective team even though
we're..what would you say, involved?"

"Involved? ...it's ok."

"So don't you think the best way is to keep it a secret and prove it
to them?"

She sighed, and reached for the unopened coffee.  She
stepped away from him and took a sip.  "Yes, I know you're right.
But still, I wish you were here beside me every day when I wake
up."

"How would you feel about phone sex?"  He said, joking with her,
in that teasing way he had.  She nudged his ribs with her
elbow.

"Is that what you have been learning watching all those adult
videos?"

"Well, believe me, I would rather be waking up in our bed as well,
enjoying the real thing.   But when life offers you lousy choices,
you do the best you can.  Come on, Dana,  we'll work it out.  In the
meantime, we need to get going.  The flight is at 10am from
Dulles."

She put down the coffee and started to move away from him, but
he grabbed her arm and pulled her back into his arms.

"Mulder,...what?"

He stared down into her beautiful blue eyes, passion simmering in
his own.  Sometimes when she looked into his eyes that way, he
could swear she was looking straight into the darkness of his soul.

"Before we have to slip into our Agent-Scully-Agent-Mulder
thing....this is from Fox." he said, bending her head back and
cradling it in his hands, kissing her for real this time.   A grown
man-woman, I want-you-badly, need-you-madly kind of kiss.  Scully
felt as if her knees had turned to rubber, and Mulder had to hold
her up for a moment until she regained control of her limbs.


"Wow..." was all she could say, expelling the words, out of breath.
"I suppose now you expect me to pick up my luggage and go and
get in the car?"

He shook his head at her.  "No....I'll get your bag.  Let's go."  He
said, tweaking her nose,  then quickly turned away and picked up
her suitcase.

"Mulder!" he heard her yell as he raced out the front door, the
rolled up newspaper she threw narrowly missing his head.

During the 3 hour trip to New Orleans,  away from the prying eyes
of the world, they sat wrapped in each others arms enjoying the
warmth and closeness.  They didn't talk much, just held each other.
During the investigation to come they would be able to remember
holding each other this way, and it would perhaps be enough until
the next time.

They arrived at the downtown New Orleans hotel at about 2pm
then went out to do some field work.  At the crime scene of the first
murder, Mulder discovered rain had erased any extra evidence that
 might be obtained.   It was beginning to look like this was a dead
 end for them, that it was better handled by local law enforcement.

Scully went off in pursuit of final autopsy reports and toxilogical
screenings.  She had only waded through the first file when her
cell phone rang.

"Scully."

"It's me.  There doesn't seem to be anything unusual here.  You
find anything?"

"No.  Grisly murders to be sure.  I don't understand, Mulder.
What ties these cases to the kidnapping?  And what makes them
qualify for an X-File investigation?" she asked, exasperation clear
 in her voice.
   

He rapidly shared the details of all the killings, then the kidnapping
and the evidence that had possibly tied the two together. Later,
when they were alone in the car, he apologized.

"For what?"

"I was so busy clutching your very enticing form on the plane that I
forgot to even discuss the facts of this case.  Maybe the Bureau is
right, maybe...."

She shook her head and gently touched his arm, trying to convince
him and perhaps herself he was wrong.  "Don't go there Mulder.
It's just a matter of discipline.  We'll work it out, trust me."

"Oh, I trust you Scully.  You're the only one I trust, remember?"  he
said, smiling at her and starting the engine.

He did.  Trusted her more than any person alive or dead.  He told
her so often.  Even when it seemed she'd been sent to spy on him
back then, four years ago now.  He remembered the day she
walked into his office, her hand extended to him as she greeted
him.  She'd sounded sincere enough.

"Agent Mulder...I'm Dana Scully.  I've been assigned to work with
you."

"Really?  I was under the impression you'd been sent to spy on
me."

He'd taken her hand.  Cold and a bit clammy perhaps, but she had
a good firm handshake.

Even after he told her his suspicions about her, that she'd been
sent to spy on him, he still felt that she was telling him the truth as
she believed it.  On that first case, their roles had been
established.  Mulder was the believer, like it said on the poster
behind his desk.  He wanted to believe.  He wanted to find the
evidence necessary to prove what he knew was possible.  Scully
was the skeptic.  She used science to try and explain the cases
they investigated.  She never used her knowledge of forensic
medicine against him, rather she used it to help him whenever
possible.   Sometimes, though, he wished that in the face of what
he considered overwhelming evidence that she could just throw her
hands in the air and say, "you're right Mulder."  Just once.

Mulder read everything he could, fact or fiction, and sifted it
through his intellect, then threw it up against Scully's science and
logic to see how it fared.  Their office was beginning to resemble
the office of The Lone Gunman, a truly scary thought.  Langley,
 Byers and Frohike.  Their ideas were pretty far out there;  they
found a conspiracy in everything from Elvis sightings to the
counterfeiting strip in a 20 dollar bill.  Scully was right when she
pronounced them "the most paranoid people she'd ever met."  But
they had come in handy, many times.  Especially after Scully's
abduction.  It was Byers who identified the branched DNA residue
that was killing her.  Not that he could do anything about it, but at
least Mulder knew what was killing her.  Now if he only knew what
really happened to her.  They had located plenty of information
about her abduction, but not the reason for it, or the persons
responsible.  The only thing he knew for certain at this point
was that it wasn't little gray men.

Perhaps they would never know.

In another two days, they had put this case to rest.  In her report
Scully had established a link between all the cases and a motive.
Based on the profile and a list of suspects, an arrest was made and
evidence collected by the local police.  It was a Friday afternoon
and the only flight they could get home was on Sunday.

"Gosh, Scully.  Stuck in New Orleans for a whole weekend, on our
own   time.  Whatever shall we do?" he asked, grinning evily down
at her.  He was just removing his coat and loosening his tie.

"We could go out.  See some of the city." she volunteered.

His face fell.   Scully knew what he wanted to do and so did she,
but she couldn't resist the opportunity to tease him.   "Or, we could
have room service sent up and stay in."

"Oh, I like that idea much better.  In fact if we never left the room it
would be fine with me."

"You're very transparent, Mulder."

"You know, I don't see it like that at all.  I've spent years in the
company of a brilliant, beautiful woman, in a state of sexual
frustration to equal several of Dante's seven stages of hell.   I
feel like I have a lot of lost time to make up for."

She stood behind him and twined her arms around his waist and
began to pull the shirt out of his pants.  Laying her head against
his long back she listened briefly to his beating heart, the heart of
the most incredible man she would ever know.   Mulder  slowly
closed his eyes, tipped his head back a little and enjoyed the
moment before turning in her arms.  He looked into her deep
 blue eyes, all thoughts of room service temporarily gone from
their minds.  They were learning to live in the moment and for now
 there was only Dana and Fox and a "DO NOT DISTURB" sign
for the door.

******************

They returned to Washington and went back to work, minding their
P's and Q's to keep the Bureau off their backs.  It was hard.  Thought
they had been hiding their feelings from each other for years, now that
they had reached for and tasted the forbidden it was difficult to go   
back.
By Friday they had completed another case and with no new work
looming they were having an "in the basement" day.  They sat at their
desks  sifting through some files, looking for  something interesting.
Scully was starting a catalog on the computer of some details from
articles in various publications and Mulder was quietly poring over
a new magazine.

"You know what's so great about Friday, Scully?"  he peered over
the edge of the magazine at her.

"What, Mulder?" she asked absently, never taking her eyes from
the screen.

"At the end of it is the weekend.  Two whole days without the FBI."

Now she looked up at him trying to hide her amusement.  "Hmmm.
You're right.  And what did you have in mind?"

He put down his new issue of The Lonegunman and excitedly sat
forward in his chair.

"A date.  A real date."

She closed her eyes and scratched her head.  "I'm trying to
remember what that is, it's been so long."

"Actually I have a whole day thing in mind.  When was the last time
you went sailing?"

She hesitated before answering, a sudden sadness creeping into
her eyes.  "Quite a while, Mulder.  Probably the last time was with
my father."

She was touched that he wanted to do that with her.  She loved to
sail, but hardly ever did it anymore.  Somehow without Ahab the
thrill was gone.

"I was reading about this place in Maryland in the paper.  It's a
sailing club really.  I've reserved a boat for us.  Then I thought
dinner at that Italian place you like so much...."

She leaned back in her chair, visualizing him at the tiller of a boat,
then dressed  in casual-but-elegant as always for dinner.  Then
another vision came into her mind.

"Then dancing?"

He raised his eyebrows.  "Really, Scully?   Dancing?"

"Yeah!" she said, excitedly sitting up straight in her chair.  "My
mother told me about this place, a blues club in Alexandria."

"Wait...pinch me.  Your mother in a blues club?  You Scully women
never cease to amaze me."

She picked up her coffee cup and started for the door.  "Sounds
like a wonderful weekend to me.  You can finish telling me over the
pizza you're buying for dinner tonight."

"I hate to ask, but.... my place or yours?"

She laughed.  His place was always a wreck, but a comfortable
wreck and she could get used to it.

"Depends."

"On what?"

"Mulder....do you actually have a bed in your bedroom?" she asked.
Mulder smiled at that eyebrow, the one that she could
arch like no one else.

He wriggled his eyebrows at her and responded with just a bit of
mystery in his voice, "Come over tonight and find out for yourself,
Dr. Scully."

END OF PART 1




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From: "Chait, Anna Ms   ITT/FSC" <ChaitAR@fsc4.vafb.af.mil>
To: 'x-files-fanfic' <x-files-fanfic@chaos.taylored.com>
Subject: Farther Aong (2/2) Anna Chait
Date: Fri, 25 Apr 97 08:46:00 PDT
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TITLE:  Farther Along (2/2)
AUTHOR:  Anna Chait
EMAIL ADDRESS:  anabanana@webtv.net
DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT:  DO NOT FORWARD TO ATXC
SPOILER WARNING:  None
RATING:  PG
CONTENT WARNING:  Romance, Romance, Romance
CLASSIFICATION:  SRHA
SUMMARY:  Who knew that Mulder would turn out to be such
a romantic devil?  In this one M&S come to grips with the possible
danger in their newfound closeness and search for the path to
a future....together!  Warning - others wait to end their joy.

(Disclaimer:  These characters are not mine.  They belong
to Chris Carter, 1013 productions and FOX.  No infringements
are intended.)

AUTHOR'S NOTE:  This is a follow-on, although not a sequel
 exactly, to a previous story The Truth Be Told.)


FARTHER ALONG (2 of 2)
by Anna Chait


By the time she arrived, he had managed to pick up the dirty
clothes in the bathroom and locate clean towels.  His bed was
made, and the sheets were clean.  It had been several weeks since
he'd even slept in the bed, preferring the couch in front of the TV.

Scully let herself in and called out to let him know she was there.
He greeted her with a hug and a very serious kiss.  It left them both
weak-kneed and swimming in a passionate sort of ooze.

"I've been wanting to do that all day." he  said, burying his nose in
the hair behind her ear.

"I know.  I had to really concentrate on the computer to keep my
mind on my work, but we're here now and it's our time together."

He smiled down at her, then kissed her nose.  "You will be happy
to know that I have picked up a bit in honor of your arrival."

He released her and helped her off with her coat.  She looked
around, not really noticing anything different about what he called
his organized-disorganization.

"Where?  Everything looks the same to me."

"The bathroom...." he said, waving her in there while he called out
for pizza.  As she walked to the bathroom, she took the opportunity
to look into what she had assumed must be his bedroom.  Indeed,
there was a bed, and the room on the whole was the tidiest in the
apartment.  The bathroom was relatively clean, and new towels
had been laid out.

"Mulder, you shouldn't have...I'm honored." she said to herself.
Of the times she had been in his apartment and had occasion to
be in this room she'd always been struck by the lack of towels
completely.  Plenty of dirty clothes strewn about, but no towels.
Now the room sparkled and clean towels hung on every rack.

She returned to the living room and kicked off her shoes, reached
for the remote control and turned on the TV.   The news was on.
She sat back and listened to the announcer droning on about some
murder in the downtown area, then closed her eyes, lulled into a
relaxed state.  She reached for the afghan which was in the chair in
a heap, and pulled it around her shoulders, tucking her feet under
her to keep her warm.

When Mulder returned to the room, he found her curled up into a
corner of the couch, her head leaning to the side, napping.    He
stood still and watched her, struck again by how truly beautiful
she was.  Fiery red hair, glowing porcelain skin.  Where her hair
fell away from her face, he could see in her ears the small pearl
studs he had given her for Christmas last year.  Full brows,  a
petite nose and a perfect mouth all adding up to one incredibly   
attractive
woman, the only woman for him.  The only woman in 5 years to
even spark his interest.  He crouched down in front of her, resting
his elbows on his knees and folding his hands together in front of
him.  He was caught staring when she slowly opened her eyes.

"Mulder,... what are you doing?" she asked, noticing he had
changed out of his suit and into jeans and a pale blue T-shirt.

"Watching you."

"Was I doing something interesting?"

He smiled, looked down at his shoes a minute, then raised his eyes
to hers again.  "Not to the casual observer, no.  But to me, yes.
Here you are in my apartment, in your bare feet, curled up under
my afghan napping.  It seems so ..... I don't know, normal?
Such a small everyday kind of thing, most people take stuff like
this for granted.  But it makes me so happy...it's hard to explain."
Again, he turned his eyes away from hers ready to retreat,
suddenly embarassed by his sentimentality.

She reached out to him, and he got onto the couch beside her,
folding her in his arms.  "You're doing a fine job...quite articulate.
And I know what you mean.  It's like a miracle, one that I thank God
for on a regular basis."

Scully believed in God.  He wasn't that sure.  Yes, it made sense to
him that the complexity of nature and the order of the universe
simply could not be haphazard, that it most certainly had to have
been engineered by a superior being.    But a benevolent God, the
man that people prayed to and expected to save them, ensuring
their place in eternity.....that was a gray area for him.

He held her a little tighter, remembering the first time he prayed,
hoping someone, somewhere heard him.  It was when he found her
necklace, that thin gold chain with a cross on it that she always
wore.  Lying on  the bloodied carpet  in  the trunk of Duanne
Berry's car.  The incredible sense of  pain and loss he felt at that
moment was like nothing he ever felt, including the loss of his
sister.   If he ever wanted to believe in God, it was that day.  If
there was a God surely he wouldn't let anything happen to Dana
Scully.  He had prayed to the darkness, please please please
please don't take her away from me.  I need her too much.  Keep
her safe until I can find her.

But it wasn't him that found her.  It appeared she had been
"returned" because they had no further use for her.  In a coma and
very near death, she remained still and pale when he finally got to
her that night.  She wasn't breathing on her own, there were tubes
coming from everywhere.  He couldn't afford to feel anything but
rage about her condition, because feeling anything else would
have him in a heap at the foot of her bed, sobbing and helpless.

Recalling that horrible time in his life when she was gone made
him wonder if perhaps "they" weren't right.  Maybe he should
get up now and leave, disappear into the night and never return.
What if that was the only way they would remain safe.  What if
they found out about him and Scully.  Would they try to break them
up?  Were they doing the right thing?  Only time would tell, for in
truth the thought of leaving Dana behind now was completely
repulsive.

"I know what you're thinking," she said, trying to draw him back
to the here and now.

"You do?" he said, startled, hoping that she didn't really know
what he was thinking at this moment.

"You deserve to be happy,  Mulder.  I don't care what your folks
made you feel, that you let your sister down.  You were a little boy,
12 years old.  You do deserve happiness."  she said softly, then
turned in his arms to look up at him.  He smiled sadly back at her.

"You can read my mind, can't you.   Maybe one day....."

"Until then, I will just keep reminding you."


They ate their pizza then fell asleep on the couch.  Mulder woke up
about 2 am, plucked a sleeping Scully up into his arms and headed
for the bedroom.  Without wanting to wake her completely he
pulled another blanket from the closet and got onto the bed with
her, wrapping the blanket around them tightly.

"Mmmm...Mulder..",  she mumbled into the blankets.

"Yeah,  baby, what?" he whispered.

She'd smiled at his use of the word "baby".  No one ever called her
that but Mulder.  "We should go to bed." she said sleepily.

"You know, I've waited years to hear you say that...we are in bed
Scully.  Go back to sleep."

She turned in his arms and buried her face in his chest.  "Some
seduction....."

"I'm tired, and obviously so are you.  You've fallen asleep twice
since we got home.  This is not a seduction, I just thought we would
be more comfortable here."

She sat up and pushed her hair away from her face.  A pale blue
light, a combination of moonlight and streetlight from outside
illuminated her face, like an old black and white movie.  Mulder
stared in fascination.

"Well, I'll be more comfortable out of these clothes."

"There are clean T-shirts in the third drawer down." he said,
snapping out of it.

While she was gone, he undressed and slipped back into the bed,
closing his eyes and stretching his 6 foot frame under the cool sheets.
He heard the door open and watched Scully carefully hang
up her clothes before slipping under the covers beside him.
Sliding one arm around her, he pulled her close.  She may have
been wearing his T-shirt, but she smelled like Scully.

"'Night, Dana."

She smiled.  To her recollection he'd only ever called her Dana
twice before.

"Goodnight...." she paused, wanting to use his first name, but
knowing he didn't like it.

"Go ahead," he whispered.

"Goodnight, Fox."

"It's okay when you say it.  But you're the only one."

She enticed him out of bed in the morning with coffee then into the
shower with the promise of an early morning experience he
wouldn't soon forget.  After a stop at Scully's place so she could
change, they drove to the Colonial Sailing Club where they spent a
glorious fall afternoon on the water in a fair sized sloop.  Scully
was an experienced sailor, but she had no idea about Mulder's
ability.

"Are you kidding?  I grew up on Martha's Vineyard, spent most of
every day in the summertime on the ocean in my boat..."

Scully watched him as he deftly handled the tiller and issued
instructions for the sail, the wind blowing salt spray in his hair and
onto his sunglasses.  She was glad she had insisted he bring his
heavy black sweater to wear over his jeans and chambray shirt.  It
was the beginning of November and chilly on the water.  She could
swear that in the whole time she knew him she had never seen him
smile as much as on this day.  He was relaxed, and seemingly
happy, an interesting state for Mulder.

He wished he'd brought a camera.  A day in the autumn sunshine
had transformed Scully.  There was color in her cheeks and her
steps were a bit lighter as they headed home.

He dropped her off at her place and went to change for dinner.
The Scully who reappeared at her door an hour later was one he
had not often seen.  She was wearing a short, slinky black dress,
black tights and heels.  Over her stappy dress, she wore a thin
black sweater and she smelled wonderful.

"Scully, you are a knockout."

She beamed at him, even though he said it as though it were a
startling revelation to him.    "Thank you,  Mulder.  You're not
so bad yourself.  Very handsome."

He too was freshly showered and smelled good, really good.  He
wore black trousers, a turtleneck and that black leather jacket she
liked.

After her favorite dish and a bottle of wine, they went in search of
the blues club Margaret Scully had told them about.  They danced,
holding each other tightly.  In the car on the way home, that song
was playing again.

"That song, Scully....that's the song that was playing the night I
called you....that night I first told you I loved you."

As they listened,  Mulder reached for her hand.  He was certain
now that if tomorrow never came, Dana Scully would most
definitely know how much he loved her.  If all they had was
yesterday and today, she would know.

They went back to his place and spent the rest of the evening in
each other's arms, delighting in each other's bodies the way they
knew now it was meant to be.  Come Sunday night, Mulder
reluctantly returned his "Dana" to her apartment.  They had spent
time together like normal people did.  That's what their lives lacked,
a balance of normal everyday living to mix with the extraordinary
work that they pursued.

Monday morning, Special Agents Dana Scully and Fox Mulder
were on the case, trying their best to conduct themselves in a
professional manner.  It wasn't always easy.  When Walter Skinner
called Mulder on the carpet as he so frequently did, it took
everything in her not to jump immediately to his defense.   When
Mulder heard any of the nicknames that floated around the halls of
the FBI for Scully, he didn't deck the offender.  In fact, he was
starting to like the sound of  "Mrs. Spooky."  And he was the only
one who knew that the term "ice queen" that made the rounds was
a complete fiction.  Scully was feisty and passionate as befitted her
Irish heritage.

As autumn turned into bitter winter in Washington D.C., Mulder
became more and more confident that they would be able to
balance their professional and personal lives to everyone's benefit.
They still disagreed on cases and labored tirelessly to prove each
other wrong.  But when it was done, it was done, and they could be
Fox and Dana for each other.   Their philosophies were still miles
apart, and Scully would continue to throw his ideas and theories
back in his face mixed with a heavy dose of science and logic.

On a cold Friday night in mid January, he stood at the window in his
living room, staring down at the street.  It was dusk.
The street lights had just come on and he was waiting for Scully.  It
was quiet on the street.  Everyone was indoors, doing those things
that people did this time of day.  Across the street he could see a
man pulling his kid's bike out of the driveway.  The paperboy was
delivering his papers, missing the front steps of the most of the
houses along the block.  And a dark green explorer pulled up at
the curb in front of his building.   A very attractive, petite
redhead emerged with a small suitcase in her hand.  Dressed
casually in jeans and a leather jacket, she  walked briskly for
 the door to the building.  Sensing that she was  being watched,
she looked up to find what she sought.  The smiling  face of
the man she loved in the window.  They traded smiles and waves.

They had come farther along that he had thought was possible.
After a lifetime of questing and searching, he was no closer to his
goal of locating his sister and he had no intention of giving up the
search, but he was happier on the journey.   Nervously his hand
went to his pocket, his fingers seeking the soft velvet of a jeweler's
box.

Things would have to change from this point forward.  Only last
week they had argued bitterly about his recklessness.  In seeking
the solutions he sometimes blundered ahead, naively believing
himself invincible.  He had disagreed with her assessment, and she
responded promptly,  quoting chapter and verse of the ridiculously
dangerous missteps of Agent Fox Mulder.  His absolute trust in his
partner had almost become a liability to his safety.

He'd spent this past week mulling this over, searching for a path
to their future.  There had to be some compromise for them.
 It was past time for them to come out with their relationship
 and force the issue with the agency.  There must be a way,
and they needed to find it.  And if there wasn't, they would
deal with that as well.   He wanted a family and a chance to
prove to himself that he could do a better job than his parents
raising children.  He now knew without a doubt that Dana
shared those desires.

After today they would be even farther along.

A Federal Building
Washington, D.C.  11:21 pm

A thin haze hung about waist level in the room.   The man with the
cigarette hanging from the corner of his mouth spoke softly into his
phone, one eye nearly closed to protect his eye from the offending
smoke.  It curler around his head like an evil halo.

"It's been a while since we used Mr. Mulder."

"I thought we agreed to let it go.  Mulder is more trouble than he is
worth."

"But now he has something to lose.  Something that is more
precious to him than anything.  Something he couldn't bear to part
with.

"That's what you said about his mother."

"His mother was....something altogether different."

(END OF PART 2)

(More Notes:  I had so much fun with The Truth Be Told.
I asked for and received some really encouraging mail, so
I went ahead with more.  The best  part of this experience
was receiving mail from author's on the Archive whose work
I have read and enjoyed so much.  That means alot to me.
Thanks.)





