From: ephemeral@ephemeralfic.org
Date: Fri, 12 Nov 1999 15:57:50 -0600
Subject: The Field With A Past by Spooky Jr.
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TITLE: The Field With A Past
AUTHOR: Spooky Jr.
EMAIL: CuteAndCudly@Yahoo.com
DISTRIBUTION: Gossamer-YES! Xemplary-YES! 
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attached. 
SPOILERS: This is a post The Field Where I Died so if you havn't seen 
it you will be lost.
RATING: PG 
CLASSIFICATION: V/A
SUMMARY: In the field, staring at the two war pictures, just what
was Fox Mulder thinking?
DISCLAIMER: I don't own them, dammit. *sniff*
The wonderful Chris Carter own 'em. Lucky him!
Please don't sue me guys, I am just having a little fun with them. 
If you sue me all you'll get is my collection of 700 X-Files pictures! 
All reguards to Ten Thirteen Productions, FOX and 20th Century Fox. 
Thank you for having one of the greatest telelvision shows ever!

FEEDBACK: PLEASE!!!!! Don't make me get down on me knee's and beg here. 
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SPECIAL THANKS: To my pal Melissa who is also my editor! 
Without her my stories would be a total waste. 
Thanks girl!!!! 

And now on with the show...


The Field With A Past
By Spooky Jr.



Two souls joined as one. Could it be? Could be, this, 
what I have searched souley upon, for such a time.

Could this be the truth, that as not been searched for, yet that I 
have found, and are, not only willing to accept, but believe.

Would it be safe to say that, through the lies, I have found some form
of truth?

I was once told that a lie is as sinister as the person who created it,
but if you practice and believe the lie, you become
as evil as it's creator.

As I stand here now, I wonder. Is this what I have become? Evil?
Have I been driven down a given path and became as one, a madman for the 
truth?

Could it be? Me or my past laid down into one single photo with
no history? It makes you wonder, that makes a past evolve in the ways
that it does. Could multiple personalities really be linked to past lives?

Scully is not a multiple personality recipient, yet is it possible for
us to be lovers in a life oh so long ago? Laidened lovers torn from
war, only to be re-united sometime in the future as we are now.

If we die tomorrow, will we be together in the future in yet another life?
Would we have any recollection if we do?

I asked Scully if someone had lain the idea down that we had been friends,
in another life, would it change the way we looked at each other. 

She said she wouldn't change a day, but if we could, would we? If we did
in-deed live a past life, could we come back into the future and change
the way we lived, we thought and looked at each other?

I wonder if Melissa and me were kindred sprits, joined again in this life 
from another. When she died part of my soul wither and disappear,
as if half of me had been taken.

And yet I didn't know her for a long amount of time, could it be that I had 
known her all my life in the past.

It frightens me at the thought but it's something that would need to be 
checked out. All the evidence surrounding it suggest, that the whole
story is true. The regression session, the tapings, all lead to it.

To dream is to accept what is in one's mind. I have always stuck by
those words. 

I shudder at the thought, and refuse to believe that in one life,
I could be kin to Samantha, in any other way than as my sister,
and having doing with that black lung S.O.B. at all.

Making a choice in this life, can lead to so many things, some good,
some bad, and some evil. If a choice is made in this life,
some people question the thought of would it have an impact in the next.

Could we change our future, our next life, through choices made
in this one, and not even know it?

Making a choice in this life, could alter the next, but in my mind, it
could be a bad thing, and not so much as a good one.

I looked up, from the pictures, to stare blankly ahead, where wheat
fields lay for what seems like an eternity. My eyes land on a particular
place and I feel some sense that it has a story to it.

Now I remember what Melissa said about the bunkers. 
'They came from the north' she said. I notice now that's where I
staring at, and I feel a rush come through me, leaving me shaking
at the thought.

I believe that all answers come at a given time and all questions,
will be answered, but maybe not as some expect.

Maybe the answer to this question will come in a sign, or maybe it has 
already came.

The End.

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