From: Interplanetjanet@aol.com Date: Fri, 30 Jun 2000 00:33:01 EDT Subject: submission Source: direct DISCLAIMER: You know they don't belong to me- Mulder, Scully and the crew- CC and Fox maintain the rights, and I hope that they don't sue. I just love running around here in Chris' little universe and I hope that he appreciates that my stories might be perverse. I think that copyright infringements a complicated phrase but all my lawyer friends tell me that in the end it really pays. But see, Chris- (can I call you that?) you don't need the money all that bad, your flick ran me $5.00 and that was all I had. And since I've seen it 7 times (you had better love me now) was your little venture successful? If not, I'll tell you how: Quit teasing all of us 'Shippers (Noromos number in the few) you've got to give us another kiss and that missing hospital "view". But really what's most important, what would make it all the brighter- is if you and your lawyers decided NOT to prosecute *this* fanfic writer! NOTE: Okay, I have no idea WHY I am moved to submit this. I don't even know why I wrote a sappy, smutty love story. Actually, I can see why I wrote a sappy, smutty love story. Anyway. (lol) Feedback is appreciated! ACKNOWLEGDEMENTS: this is dedicated to Ellie, Carmen, Adriena, Kelsey, and Allison, for your ideas and support and emailing you my current drafts just for you to chip in your 2 cents. You all rule! CLASSIFICATIONS: MSR, Angst, Smut, songfic (in its own way) the good stuff :) FEEDBACK: yes, please. Interplanetjanet@aol.com ARCHIVE: anywhere as long as my name is with it and my e-mail and everything else. RATING: NC-17...not for the kiddies :) SPOILERS: none really... SUMMARY: Mulder comes over to Scully's apartment with a CD and plays a songs for Scully that speaks how they both feel for each other. They spend the day together, then yada yada yada, and then there's more to it...it's a very sweet story...I won't spoil it all for you. :) -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- ---- ------------ "For the First Time" by Interplanetjanet Dana Scully trudged into her apartment after a long, hard day at work. She was exhausted, hungry and relieved to be home. She put her briefcase on the counter, along with her keys, and her purse. "What a day," she said to herself. "Thank goodness it's a Friday." And she was right. Scully had the worst day today. She went to the office this morning, and did nothing but type all day on a long report. Mulder was unusually quiet and soft-spoken. It really scared Scully because he's never like that. She sifted through her mail while reclining on the couch. Bills, a few catalogs, and some ad for a summer sale at a store down town. She sighed. Mulder was really beginning to get to her. Scully worried that something she did made him like this. She worried that he might know her heart, and that he knew somehow, that she was in love with him. And she couldn't bear it anymore. Scully looks at him while she's supposedly "working on a report" and it takes every ounce of willpower NOT to put her hands on him and touch him and kiss him. Scully wanted to cry sometimes because her love for him got to her so much. And she sometimes felt that he returned that love, but she always managed to convince herself that it wasn't a mutual thing. She didn't get that lucky. She sat on the couch for a long while, wondering what was wrong. Scully was driving herself nuts thinking about it. She considered calling him for a moment. "What on Earth would I say to him?" she asked herself. "Something like, 'Hey Mulder you seemed sort of down and I'm just wondering if my love for you scares you.'?" Scully eventually decided against calling him. But then, suddenly, there was a knock at the door. Scully knew who it was. She looked through her peep-hole and saw a very nervous Mulder staring down at his feet. "Oh joy," thought Scully, "this is going to be interesting." She opened the door to him, smiling warmly at him. He looked at her with those brown eyes, and Scully thought that she would evaporate right there. He said hello, and then seated himself on the couch beside Scully. Then nothing. There was total and utter dead silence. It was very eerie, and she could feel it tingling in her spine, giving her chill bumps. Finally, he spoke. "Scully, I'm not sure why I'm here. I'm hoping that this isn't a big mistake. I'm grasping straws here." "What do you mean, Mulder?" Scully asked. He pulled out a CD case from the pocket of his jacket, and got up and put the CD that was inside it, in the CD player on the other side of the room. He fiddled around with it until he was satisfied. "I've been thinking these last few days, Scully, actually, the last 6, almost 7 years we've known each other, and I found this song to say exactly what I want, and need, to tell you." he said after a moment, pressing play the seating himself back on the couch, this time a little closer, and grabbing her hands. The music began. "Are those your eyes? Is that your smile? I've been looking at you forever But I never saw you before. Are those your hands, Holding mine? Now I wonder how I could've been so blind." Scully looked at him, deep into his eyes as the song continued. "For the first time I am looking in your eyes For the first time I'm seeing who you are. I can't believe how much I see When you're looking back at me Now I understand what love is, Love is, For the first time" She felt her self control weakening. She gripped both of his hands, and secretly sent him telepathy messages: 'I love you, I love you, I love you!'. "Can this be real? Can this be true? Am I the person I was this morning, And are you the same you? It's all so strange How can it be? All along this love was right in front of me." Scully listened to the lyrics and then realized this is what she wanted to say to him for six long years. She felt tears in her eyes. "For the first time, I am looking in your eyes. For the first time, I'm seeing who you are. I can't believe how much I see When you're looking back at me Now I understand what love is, Love is, For the first time. Such a long time ago I had given up on finding this emotion Ever again. But you're here with me now Yes, I've found you somehow And I've never been so sure" The tears began to fall, and Scully tried to conceal it as best as she could. Mulder remained silent, and she still held his hands with all her might. "And for the first time I am looking in your eyes For the first time, I'm seeing who you are. I can't believe how much I see When you're looking back at me. Now I understand what love is, Love is, For the first time." The song ended and Scully quickly tried to regain her composure, and succeeded, somewhat. "Mulder-" she began, her voice quivering. "Shhh, let me talk first," Mulder said. "Okay," she agreed reluctantly. "First off, do not ask why I have a Kenny Loggins CD," he said with a smirk. "Second of all, I have something very important that I've wanted to tell you since I met you, but never had the guts to tell you." Scully held her breath, waiting in anticipation, although she already knew what he was going to say. "I love you, Scully." he said. "I love you more than life itself and I want you to know that if you don't feel the same, then I can accept that, and we can stay friends. "I have wanted you to say that to me since the moment I walked into the basement office for the first time." Scully said, her voice quivering badly. "I wasn't sure how much more I could take of you not knowing, and me walking into the office every day, wanting to kiss you and then coming home at night, and wanting you to hold me when I'm afraid. I try so hard to be strong...to seem unafraid and fearless but there are times when I need you so bad, I literately ache." She lost it then, tears were rolling down her face, one right after the other, until sobs racked her body. Mulder pulled her up into his lap and stroked her hair. "I used to love you, Mulder." Scully said, her voice now a whisper. Mulder did a double-take. "Wha-" he began. "I used love you so much, but now, words cannot explain or describe how I feel for you. Saying 'I love you' is a fierce understatement. Nothing can or ever will measure up to you. I have never ever loved someone this much." Mulder looked her deep in the eyes. "I was hoping you would say that." And with that, their lips met, softly at first, then more urgently. Mulder laid Scully down on the couch and then they began a gentle exploration with their hands. She ran her hand over the bulge in his pants, and Mulder let out a moan. "Scully?" he whispered. "Hmm?" she replied, feathering light kisses along his jaw line. "Scully!" he said, a little louder. "Yes?" she asked innocently. "Scully, I'm going to be honest here. If we don't stop this, I am going to take you right here on your couch." Mulder said, with a blush. "This feels too good and I want our first time to be meaningful, not just something raw on a couch." Scully smiled. "I see what you're saying." She checked her watch. "It is not exactly late Mulder but I'm exhausted. Why don't you sleep on the couch, and then we can spend the whole day together tomorrow?" "Okay," Mulder said with a smile. He kissed her one more time and then got up off her. Scully wandered into her bedroom, taking the quilt off the chair, and the extra pillow off her bed. She fixed a makeshift bed for him on the couch, and then walked over to him and kissed him goodnight. She couldn't find the willpower to break the kiss. Instead, she ran her hands slowly up and down his back, feeling his muscles. Mulder finally stopped her. "Come on Scully, you know how you're making me feel, and I won't be able to sleep." he said. "I'm sorry baby," Scully whispered. "I just can't seem to keep my hands off you." She grinned, kissed him one final time, and wandered off to bed. "Goodnight Scully," Mulder called from the living room. "Night Mulder," Scully replied happily. "I love you." "I love you too." he replied. Scully fell right asleep, but instead of having pleasant dreams, they were nightmares. She dreamt that they were taking Mulder from her. In her dream, they were happily married, and Scully was seven months pregnant with a baby girl. They were sleeping and these men all dressed in black came and took Mulder away. She woke up frightened. She realized that it was only a dream, but suddenly, she felt afraid of the dark. She didn't want to go get Mulder, but if she didn't she wouldn't sleep, and they couldn't spend the day together because she'd be too tired. So Scully crept into the living room where Mulder was sleeping peacefully. She sat on the edge of the couch and studied his face. He never looked so happy. Scully had watched him sleep a hundred thousand times. But he's never looked this content. She hated to wake him. "Mulder?" she whispered timidly. "Mulder?" His eyes slowly opened. "Scully? What's wrong?" His voice thick with sleep, yet alarmed. He was wide awake now. "Um, I feel sort of childish, but I had this really bad nightmare, and now I'm sort of afraid of the dark." she said, hanging her head. "Will you come and sleep with me?" "Of course Scully." he said. "And don't feel childish. We all have our moments." With that, they both went to Scully's bed. He laid down first, then she crawled into his arms, and they fell right asleep. The next morning, Scully woke up with a lazy smile on her face. She was in Mulder's arms, and couldn't be happier. She just laid there for minutes, for hours, listening to him breathe and feeling so warm, safe, and loved in the circle of Mulder's arms. "Mmmscully," said Mulder, waking up, with his face buried in her hair and his arms wrapped around her. "How long have you been awake?" "For a few hours," Scully replied. "I would have woken you up but I like watching you sleep." He smiled. "What are we going to do today?" "I am not sure," she replied, snuggling in the crook of his neck. "I was thinking a shower and then maybe a picnic in the park, since it's like lunchtime now. Then go to the theater and see a movie after that." "Sounds good to me. I am going to use the bathroom then we'll shower, okay?" he said. Missing his arms around her already, Scully sat up and thought about what was going to happen today and more importantly tonight. And a feeling...warmness mixed with so many other things surged between her legs. She thought that maybe they could get at least some foreplay in today...she secretly planned to tease him and to be teased herself. Mulder came back into the room and so they showered and they got dressed. Then the phone rang. "Hello?" answered Scully. "Dana, how are you?" Mrs. Scully said. "Oh hi mom, I'm fine, and you?" she said, looking at Mulder. "Wonderful...hey I was making lunch for myself and I was wondering if you wanted to come over for lunch?" Mrs. Scully said. "Well, Mulder and I were going to have a picnic in the park today, but I wanted to ask you if we could come over and borrow a basket?" Scully asked. "Oh you and Fox come right over, I'll have you a lunch packed when you get over." They said their goodbyes and then Mulder and Scully headed to Mrs. Scully's house. "Scully?" asked Mulder. "Yes?" she answered. "What are we going to tell your mother, I mean, about us?" he asked, worried for a moment. "Well, we'll just walk in, holding hands, she'll whisk me away for a few, I'll fill her in, she'll hug you then we'll be off," said Scully with a laugh. "Okay," Mulder said. They pulled up at Maggie Scully's house. Scully shut off the off the car and began to open her door. She looked over at Mulder and saw how nervous he was. "Mulder," she said. "What?" he asked. She leaned over and kissed him. "Don't be nervous. Mom will be fine with us...she'll be more than fine." "Are you sure?" Mulder asked, worried. "Mulder, it's my mom. She'll ask us what took so long then she'll ask to talk to me in private and then she'll gloat!" After reassuring him, Mulder and Scully got out of the car, and walked hand-in- hand to the house. They walked in Maggie Scully's house, and found Mrs. Scully, busy, as usual, in the kitchen getting their lunch ready. "Hi mom," Scully said. "Hello Dana," she replied. "Hello Fox, how are you?" Mulder didn't mind that Scully's mom called him by his first name. In fact, she was the only one who could get by with it. "I am wonderful Maggie, thanks" he said, still gripping Scully's hand. Mrs. Scully glanced at her daughter and then back at Mulder, noticing that they were both blushing a bit. The she looked down and saw Scully's hand laced through Mulder's. "Dana, may I have a word with you for a second?" she said with a smile. "Sure mom," Scully said, looking at Mulder with a look that said 'See? I told you!' "I'll just be in the living room," said Mulder, and with that he disappeared into the living room. Scully faced her mom, raising her eyebrows, as to say, "What?" "Don't act like you know nothing Dana Katherine." said Mrs. Scully sternly, but with a tinge of excitedness in her voice. "What is going on between you and Fox?" "Um, well, he came over last night and well he brought over a CD," she said, looking at the floor. This wasn't as easy as she thought, explaining to her mom what happened between the two. "And I guess the just of the tale is, the song sort of pertained to 'us' and so she told me he loved me and so I kinda, said I loved him too." Mrs. Scully smiled. "And all this time you've been telling me that it was strictly work-related and friendship?" Scully replied, "Well I didn't say anything because I didn't think he felt the same way." "I knew it all along." her mother said simply. Scully looked up at her mother. "Mom, I love him so much. You don't understand. And I need to know, do you approve?" Scully's eyes filled with unshed tears. "Dana, of course I approve. I wouldn't have approved anyone else but him. Now Bill may have an objection to this, but I think he will grow to like Fox. And I think your father would have approved too." Mrs. Scully said, knowingly. She sighed with relief. "Well, mom, thanks for making us lunch, but I am afraid we're going to have to run. We're spending the day together." Mrs. Scully smiled and called Mulder back in. Mulder then appeared, wearing a shy smile on his face. Mrs. Scully handed her daughter the picnic basket and hugged her. Then she turned and hugged Mulder. "You take good care of my baby," she whispered. Mulder smiled and nodded. Everyone said their goodbyes and Mulder and Scully set off for the park. They walked hand-in-hand to the perfect spot in the park right under a big tree. They spread out a blanket and ate and talked about anything and everything. They told personal tales and embarrassing stories and everything else under the sun. Finally, they cleaned up their stuff and headed for the movie theater. "I haven't been to a movie theater since I was a teenager!" Scully confessed. Mulder smiled. "Me neither. The movies was date-central." The bought tickets to see "You've got Mail", after arguing over "You've got Mail" or "Face Off". Mulder and Scully bought an extra-large soda to share, and they made their way into theater number five. "Hey Scully, look, no one's here! We get the best seats! Lets take the balcony seat!" Mulder said, excited. "Okay," she said, climbing the stairs to the upper-level seats, and finding a balcony with just two seats, thanking God that D.C. has huge movie theaters like this one. "I have a feeling if I really want to see this movie, I'll have to wait until it comes out on video, huh?" She laughed. They sat down and talked for 15 minutes, as people filled the level below them. They noticed a blonde girl, about seventeen and her boyfriend wearing a letterman jacket , chose the balcony across from them. "Gee I wonder what they're going to do," Scully said, with a hint of sarcasm. "Probably the same thing we'll be doing," Mulder shot back, as the lights lowered. Scully moved the arm rest up so that they could snuggle closer, then Mulder put his arm around Scully, and she rested her head in the crook of his neck. About ten minutes into the movie, she felt Mulder's other hand on her inner thigh, his fingers dancing in circles on her jeans. She sighed in his ear. Mulder's fingers made their way up to her middle. The only thing keeping his fingers from being inside her was her jeans and panties. Scully felt a power surge through her body. All of her nerve endings turned up. Suddenly, his hand was at the button of her jeans. He unbuttoned the button then slowly unzipped her jeans. Scully's heart rate increased a great deal, as his hand was right above her thatch of auburn curls. And then his finger was there, right at the center of her passion. His index finger made lazy circles around her clit and she found it very hard to stay quiet, as his pace quickened. "Oh my god Mulder..." she gasped into his ear. Mulder could feel the bulge in his pants grow more and more by the second, just hearing her gasp and moan into her ear. She leaned into him and rested her chin on his shoulder, and moaned quietly into his ear as he quickened his pace even more. Mulder's other hand went to Scully's face and brought it to his, kissing her gently on the lips, then deepening it. Suddenly, Scully's insides clamped around Mulder's fingers. She gasped and moaned quietly into Mulder's ear. The rest of the movie included lost of foreplay between the two, and when the movie was over and the credits rolled, they left feeling like teenagers. "Mulder I haven't felt this good...haven't had this much fun...in years." Scully said with a giggle, as they walked to the car. Mulder wrapped his arms around Scully in the middle of the parking lot, and he just held her, right there in the parking lot. Mulder had an exquisite surprise planned for Scully. While he was in the living room of Mrs. Scully's house and Scully and her mom were talking in the kitchen, he made reservations at a restaurant in a fancy hotel. It was a rotating restaurant, on the top floor of this hotel. It over looked all of D.C. and he knew Scully would love it. He also had called a store and had them deliver a dress, a pair of shoes, and a pair of earrings to Scully's apartment. He made special orders on how it was to be delivered. They reached Scully's apartment building and Mulder began to feel giddy about the surprise awaiting his love. Mulder and Scully rode the elevator to her floor and they got off and walked hand- in-hand to her apartment door. There, they found a large white box and a single crimson rose on her stoop. Scully's breath was taken away. "Mulder, what in the-" she began. "Scully is there someone else you failed to mention to me?" he joked. She picked up the box and the rose, smelling it, and Mulder unlocked her apartment door. He stood in the doorway as Scully went to open the box. Mulder stopped her. She came back to the doorway, to question Mulder. She looked up at him, quizzically. He bent over and whispered into her ear, "Meet me at 6 at the Ritz, in the lobby. I'll be waiting". And then he kissed Scully, a whisper of a kiss, then left, leaving Scully to her mystery box. She opened the door back up and looked down the hallway to see Mulder gone. 'How *does* he do that?' she thought to herself. Scully went back inside, locking the door behind her. Then she walked over to the couch where she had laid the box down. She opened the box, carefully, pulling back the tissue paper, ad she gasped in surprise. Inside the box was a beautiful black evening gown and black velvet pumps. Also inside was another tiny box, which she opened and found a pair of beautiful silver and diamond tear-drop earrings. Scully immediately went to the bathroom and took a shower, spending extra time on herself, using her special scented body wash and lotions and shaved and did everything that was necessary. The she dried her hair and curled it into big sausage curls (as her and Missy used to call them) and put one side back, a little, in a silver hair pin that was encrusted with diamonds, which she received as a gift from her mother a few years back, and then put on a necklace, and matching black lace underwear and panties. Scully then put on her makeup, spending extra time one everything, making sure she looked great. She walked into the living room and got her dress, cradling it in her arms, as a small smile tugged on her lips. She put it on, then the shoes, and lastly, the earrings, which were an impeccable touch. At last, Scully was ready. But it was a little early for her to go yet. She had another ten minutes before she had to go. So she prepared everything for tonight. She put a bottle of white zinfandel in the refrigerator to chill, she washed up 2 wine glasses, she went into her room and put a Pachebel CD in the player, her favorite classical composer, and then she got her purse and left. She took a cab because she figured Mulder had driven and when the cabbie pulled up at the Ritz, her breath was taken away at the sight of the place. It was gorgeous. Scully paid the cabbie and thanked him and then walked into the exquisite place. Inside, she looked up and all around and was taken aback by the beauty and size of the place. Mulder caught sight of Scully and thought he had died and gone to heaven. The evening gown hugged her curves nicely, and the earrings looked wonderful. She had even added her own jewelry for her own touch. Scully saw Mulder then, looking at her, and she checked him out. He was wearing a black tux, his hair was gelled and he looked almost good enough to eat. 'That's for later,' she thought with a sly grin. "Scully!" Mulder called. "Mulder," she said, as she walked towards him. "You look...absolutely and completely gorgeous, and that is the understatement of the century," said Mulder in awe, as he had a better view of her up close. "I am at loss of words." Scully blushed. "Thanks. You look great yourself." He took her arm and led her to the elevator and they went up to the top floor. There were others in the elevator, which made Scully feel almost claustrophobic. She took Mulder's hand and edged a little closer to him. Finally, they reached the top floor. They went right to the desk to get escorted to their table. "Reservation for Mulder," Mulder said. "Oh yes, right this way," the greeter said with a smile. They were lead to a beautiful table for two, by the window. The table had a fancy linen tablecloth with two white candles lit and everything. The greeter left them, saying that someone would be with them soon. Mulder pulled out the chair for Scully and then he seated himself in the place across from her. As Scully picked up the menu, Mulder just gazed at her. She felt self-conscious up until then. She put her menu down and locked eyes with him. The way he looked at her made her feel beautiful. Their waiter came then, interrupting their moment. They ordered two glasses of wine, an appetizer, and for their entree, the red snapper, one for them to split, with a side order of pasta with Alfredo sauce. Their wine came immediately and then they were left alone again. Scully looked out the window and gaped at the amazing view of D.C. "Mulder, when did you find time to do all of this?" she asked, in awe. "At your mother's, while you and her were 'gossiping', I took the liberty of making reservations, and having your dress and such delivered." he said, matter-of-factly. She reached across the table and put her hand on his cheek. "You're such a sweet man." He smiled. "I try." Scully noticed people looking at them with smiles on their faces. They must have been intrigued by the love that Mulder and Scully shared. She sighed, contentedly. "You make me so happy, Mulder." "You make me happy too, Dana." he said, carefully using her first name, and liking the way the word formed in his mouth. "Mulder, can I ask you, if you don't mind, when did, you know, first know that you loved me?" she asked. "You honestly want to know?" he asked. "Yes," she said simply. "From the first day you walked in and introduced yourself," he said. "It wasn't exactly love at first sight, but almost. I knew, Scully. I knew. I fell in love with your looks, your beautifully intelligent mind, just you in general." Scully could feel tears in her eyes, but pushed them back down. Unable to speak, she took his hand from across the table. "Quid pro quo, Agent Scully," Mulder said, then. She took a deep breath. "I was attracted to you from day one. I loved you, I think, shortly after that. But I bottled it up because I knew in my mind, it couldn't be." she said. "But I first acknowledged that I loved you, actually let myself think and know that I loved you, after the case with Donnie Pfaster. I insisted I was fine, but you knew I wasn't. And I let you hold me and I cried." Mulder squeezed her hand, knowing how hard it was for her to admit this. Scully continued, "I never let anyone see me cry. And I cried not only because of Pfaster, but because of you. I loved you so much at that point, I could barely stand it." Mulder sighed. "Do you remember when we were driving on a highway in Montana, about a year ago, or so, and that song came on the radio? This one part was like, 'It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart'?" Scully smiled at the memory. "Yes I do. I remember it very clearly. I remember reflecting on the irony of the situation, even weeks later." The waiter came back then, bringing their food. It was a beautiful thing, to onlookers. Mulder fed Scully a bite, then she'd feed him. At one point, Scully felt the unshed tears stinging in her eyes. Mulder panicked. "What's wrong?" "Nothing, nothing," she said with a smile. "It's just that I've never been so happy in all of my life Mulder. I am serious. I am so happy right now, and so much in love with you, I just want to shout it from the rooftops how much I love you," Mulder picked up a napkin and wiped the tears. "Don't cry, sweetheart," Scully re-gained her composure. "I am okay, now," she said with a laugh. They continued with their meal, feeding each other, and talking and laughing. After finishing up with their meal, they headed for the elevator, this time, alone in the elevator. "Scully, are we going back to your place?" he asked. "Yeah, I kinda got things ready and stuff there," she said, "Oh really?" Mulder said with a smug grin. "Yes, really," Scully said playfully, standing on her tiptoes and kissing him. "I hope you know, I didn't drive," he said, after they broke the kiss. "Uh-oh," she said. "What-oh?" he asked. "Well I figured that you drove and I took a cab." she said. "Well I guess we're talking a cab again then, aren't we?" he said. And they hailed a cab back to Scully's apartment and she unlocked the door and they walked in. Mulder noticed that since they left the restaurant that she seemed distant and nervous, almost. She wouldn't meet his eyes. He grabbed her from behind, by the waist, and whispered in her ear, "Baby what's wrong?" She turned around in his arms and faced him. "Come and sit with me on the couch." Mulder felt alarmed. His heart rate increased and he tensed up. As they came to the couch, Mulder sat, fearing what was coming next. Scully sat in his lap, her back to the arm of the couch. She looked at him and saw how worried he was. "Oh it isn't you, there isn't a problem, it's just this really small problem that I think I need to tell you before anything goes further." she said, kissing him, reassuringly. "What is it, Scully?" he said, relaxing a bit. "Well, with all my other, uh, partners, that I've been with, especially Jack Willis, well they never actually allowed me to, you know, get my share of the pleasure," She said, uncertainly. "Scully what do you mean?" Mulder asked. "Well," she began. "In modern terms, my partners never allowed me to come. I have never had an orgasm in sex." Mulder was amazed. "Those bastards..." he trailed off. She continued on. "Sure I've orgasmed by myself, or you know, stuff like we did at the movies. But an orgasm during sex is much different." "Dana," Mulder said seriously. "I will let you come when we make love...I want you to. Anyone who wouldn't want that is a selfish bastard." Scully wrapped her arms around him. "Hold me, Mulder." She buried her face in his chest in embarrassment. "I feel so childish. Mulder, will you take it slow this first time?" "Of course, baby." he said. She looked up at him and smiled in gratitude. He covered her mouth with his, kissing her achingly slow. She could feel the passion spread like a fire in her body. She unconsciously rocked her body against his erection. He whispered softly in her ear, "I'd like to take you to your bedroom," "Yes," was all she could muster. With that, he led her into her bedroom. Scully twisted the blinds shut, pressed play on her CD player, and Pachebel's "Cannon in D Major" softly played on auto-repeat. She lit a few candles and turned on a lamp that Missy had given her the last Christmas she was alive. She turned back to Mulder again, who came towards her, with those bedroom eyes, and she could see the love and adoration in his eyes. She feel in love with him all over again. Mulder grabbed her by the waist and pulled her towards him. He kissed her neck all over, making her moan because her neck was one of her most sensitive places. "I love you," he whispered in her ear. She returned his statement by turning around and kissing him long and deep, as she pulled him down on the bed with her. "Stand up," he said. She did so, and he unzipped her dress, letting it fall to the floor in a pool around her ankles. She slipped off her pumps, and took off her necklace. Then, he fumbled around and finally unhooked her bra, and then whisked away her panties. He took a moment to drink in the sight of her beautiful body. Her milky-white skin looked so smooth that he wanted to kiss every millimeter of it. And he did, an achingly slow process, and Scully was so aroused that she stopped him so she could take off his clothes. She took a moment to take a look at him, at the length of his manhood and his beautiful muscular body. They laid back down on the bed, Mulder on top of her. Scully nearly began to combust, at the feeling of their bare skin touching. Their roaming hands and fondling wasn't enough for both of them. Mulder took himself and put it right at Scully's slit and ran it up and down it. He looked at her with a look that said "Are you ready?", and she nodded as an okay. Mulder entered her and they both gasped at the sensation. He moved inside of her, slowly at first and then Scully picked up the pace. He looked her squarely in the eye as their hips moved together. He moved his head to suck on her breasts, and Scully let out a long moan, and Mulder thought he was going to come right then and there, but he composed himself. "Ohhhh God Mulder...faster...faster...please," she moaned. 'Oh my God, she is begging' he thought, getting more aroused by the millisecond. He picked up the pace and he thrust into her faster and faster. He felt her begin to tense up and he knew that she would come very soon. He slowed down his pace considerably. Scully was somewhat disappointed. "Wha..? Mulder? Don't stop...please, I'll be fine, just keep going," she managed to sputter. He did so, and she could feel it coming. She nearly screamed his name in pleasure...the earth-shattering moment was coming soon. He thrust into her over and over, wondering how long he could wait before he would come into her. And then it happened. He felt her clam up and the walls inside her began to contract and her moans got louder and louder and her breathing got more and more ragged. He watched her as she came, the expression on her face he would forever keep in his photographic memory...the first time she ever came while making love...and it was with him. He made her make these noises, she made him make the noises he was making. It was all so wonderful. "Muldermuldermulder...ohhhhhhhhh!" she chanted. And then he came into her, and she felt the orgasm rack her body as she rode the waves of pleasure. They were spent. And he began to pull himself out of her. "Don't," Scully said, her voice quivering. "Just stay inside me a little while longer." "Okay," he said, kissing her on the forehead. She began to cry, and this time she let herself cry. The tears slid down her cheeks, one right after the other. "Scully, did I hurt you? I am terribly sorry.." Mulder said, in concern. "No, no, no, you didn't hurt me," she said, her voice crackling. "You did the exact opposite. You've made me feel things I never thought I'd get to feel...I love you so much, Fox Mulder. I love you so, so much." "I am glad, no, I am honored to have made you feel these things you felt. I have never been so effected by someone in my life. I love you Dana Katherine Scully. I am so glad I told you how I felt." "So am I, so am I." she said, gazing into his eyes. He kissed her tears. She looked incredibly sexy how her hair fell on her face and how she just wanted him to hold her. And then they fell asleep, still merged as one, for the first time, they were both extremely happy. END!! Tell me what you think! I love feed back!!