From: "=?iso-2022-jp?B?GyRCJF8kPyRLGyhC?=" Date: Fri, 2 Jul 1999 20:12:59 +0900 Subject: Guardians Chapter 1 Disclaimers Source: direct *Disclaimers - Please read one from part one. Thank you. Prescott Hospital Jake's Room Los Angels, CA Next Day 8AM "Agent Scully?" Skinner's voice summoned her back to the waking world of living. "Yes, sir?" She replied, quickly getting onto her feet. Everything was as it was before, at least from what she could see in the room. The Enya CD Mulder fetched for her from her apartment kept playing on 'repeat' mode. She turned off the soothing music and faced the Assistant Director. "We have another problem. The local fire department just passed their word to us. The offices of the doctors in question had been ransacked sometime last night, and their houses are going up in flames as we speak." "What?! Again?!" Not caring for her manners, she stashed her budge, glasses, and her gun in their designated places. She saw that Skinner brought in one of his agents, and knew she was to follow Skinner to the locations. "You haven't heard the worst part, yet. One of the houses was booby-trapped, and it blew up with an entire SWAT team inside." "How many did they get?!" Recalling old cases with Max Fenig and Patrick Modelle, she could almost smell the burned flesh through her memories. "We don't know just yet. They're all heading here right now, and the entire ER staff is on alert with the burn unit." "Couldn't they get to any of the other doctors' places?" "Just one. My team's securing it, and they're checking for bombs." "Thanks you, sir." Scully was already busy thinking about how to break the news to Mulder. "No need. Agent Hall is supposed to join us at the scene." Skinner said as he pressed the elevator button. But when she tried to get out of the door after Skinner, his firm hold on her shoulder stopped on the spot. "Sir?" She turned her questioning gaze on him. Skinner shook his head 'no' again. "Not this time, Agent Scully. I requested you here, because they wanted as many extra hands as they could get. When I said 'us', I meant me, my SWAT team, and Agent Hall. Your presence is requested right here, and you'll remain here until I tell you otherwise." "But, sir..." She hated being left behind. The recalled images from the radiation burn cases played in her memory. That had been an exhausting day. "I need you here, Agent Scully. I hate to tell you this, but it's an order." "Yes, sir." There was no arguing with her boss's direct order. She pursed her lips and turned to head out to the ER. Skinner clenched his jaw as he watched her walk away, making a swift exit when an agent called his name. It was another five hours before Scully could take a rest from the horrific scenes displayed in front of her. Another two hours passed before she finally allowed herself to be out of the ER. Her business suit, which she didn't take enough time to change from, was ruined and she figured it would not be restored even after a hundred dry-cleaning jobs. She changed into an official physicians' scrubs and a borrowed white lab coat, then discarded her ruined suit into a nearby bio-hazardous wastebasket. Skinner didn't return for the daily check-up, and Scully doubted he'd be back for the duration of the day. It was difficult to decide to hold her tongue to Mulder, but he didn't need to know about this, yet. She wondered how he was putting up working over eighteen hours a day. 'Nothing new', she thought. But after getting a glimpse of hell, she yearned to hear his voice and to laugh at his dry jokes. When she returned to Jake's room, the agent on guard asked her if she was all right. She told him she would really appreciate it if he could stand guard for about three, four more hours to give her a chance to rest. If not, she suggested him to have somebody else stand guard for the rest of the day. The agent agreed and told her to take all the time she needed. She thanked him and closed the door. She checked on Jake lightly, relieved to see the HBIG working well. Most of the swelling subsided, and his face now looked like it belonged to the right person. His fever also took a turn for the better. Some good news to cherish in a day of losses. The empty hospital bed next to Jake's bed was ready for her to sleep in ever since last night, though she hadn't used it until now. She kicked her shoes off, hanged up her lab coat, and crawled inside. As an after-thought, she took out her cellular phone from her lab coat pocket. After hesitating for a few seconds, she pressed speed-dial 2, and spent half an hour talking to a very worried Margaret Scully before finally falling asleep. Keneally Psychological Research Lab Genesis International Laboratory Building Sacramento, CA Same Day The day started out just fine. His deskwork was on the receiving end of everyone's praise, and Amanda made him promise to join her for lunch. He figured it would be beneficial to the investigation to get a little personal with the young doctor, but he never forgot to review the background checks ran on every lab staff by the Lone Gunmen beforehand. Seeing that Dr. Dutton was given a clean bill of innocence by the Lone Gunmen, Mulder told himself that all will be fine; that, he could survive a lunch with Dr. Amanda Dutton without feeling too guilty for lying to her through his teeth about himself. Mulder didn't want to seem antisocial, since most suspicious individuals tended to be so. He needed to act very unlike him. So, he went along with Dr. Dutton's choice of conversation topics, and he even laughed soundly at every appropriate spot. He even as far as dancing to a couple of tango numbers with her on the dance floor of the restaurant, in front of a live band. However, his mind was always on the mysterious little girl and her drawings the entire time. The day took a serious nose-dive when Sarah Martin entered the playroom for another session with Mulder. She grew agitated, kicked and spat at him, all the while raining an impressive assortment of obscenities and bad names over him. It took Mulder only a few choice questions to her to figure out her problems. She had been having rather violent attacks of nightmares due to the memories she recalled during their first session. She had yet decided on who to trust around her, and because he was someone new to her, she began having strong suspicion that he maybe working to lock her up somewhere for life. Mulder held her down on the floor from her back, and settled her into a sitting-up position. He had his arms wrapped around and over Sarah's upper chest and arms. His strong jogger's legs lay over hers to prevent them from kicking him again until the orderlies came into the room to give him a hand, but he refused to have her removed from the room. When Sarah promised him that she would not to be violent, Mulder let the orderlies exit the room. He only washed his hands and face in a restroom located just next door before returning to the playroom. The observing therapist told him it may not be a good idea, but Mulder insisted. He silently swore he would wear his jeans, denim shirt, and running shoes from the next session. Mulder focused the day's session on her childhood. On how people around her responded to her being a cancer patient. It was just as he expected when she told him she hardly had friends because of her long and frequent hospital stays. Hospital beds, in Sarah's sense, were concrete tables with shackles. He asked her if she'd ever been put in restraints. She nodded quietly, but she didn't tell him how often that happened. Mulder knew from the history of the woman that she practically froze on sight of examination rooms and hardly moved. 'Learned Helplessness', Mulder thought. 'Just like the girl' - or should he refer to her as Vera? Next, Mulder asked Sarah if her mother ever volunteered to come with her inside during procedures. She shook her head 'no', and told him Mrs. Martin was too afraid to come with her to chemo or to radiation, choosing instead to wait in Sarah's hospital room for hours at times. Mulder bit his lower lip. Children needed to feel secure. This patient's conditions would have been so much better if she had someone to trust around her. Especially when she was too little to understand what the machines were for, and how they worked to help her. Mrs. Martin's open admission to Sarah about her reluctance of following Sarah to the treatment sessions, perhaps out of the fear of witnessing her daughter's suffering, only served to add more anticipation of fear in Sarah. When Mulder called their two-hour session to a halt, he felt her eyes pleading him to stay and let her say something. Judging by her glassy eyes, he sensed a few words of apology coming his way, but he was surprised to feel Sarah's hands lightly touching his swollen cheeks and the corner of his mouth where blood was drying on a cut. She didn't say a word, but her eyes have spoken clear enough. Though as a rule Mulder never returned the favor, he closed his eyes and grinned as broadly as he could under the circumstances. "It's okay. Just ...try to let us help you. You need to let it out, so you can let it go." Mulder spoke, never forgetting to directly look into her eyes. It was important to earn her trust, because he had such short amount of time. 'Oh, God', he thought as he saw Sarah exit. 'I can't just abandon this woman in the middle of everything'. He knew that if his covers were and Sarah found out, it could very well ruin the rest of her life. This case, Mulder realized, was exactly what he needed before he would be facing Vera again. This patient's case was a training session the Lone Gunmen chose to throw him in. When he exited the room a few minutes later, Dr. Keneally was standing by the door that led out to the hallway. Mulder feared he'd be chewed out for letting the woman slip into a panic episode. He apologized right-out for the incident, but he was answered with the man's large hand on his shoulder. Keneally then proceeded to tell Mulder how right it was for the man to select Mulder as his new staff member. Thoroughly stunned, Mulder couldn't find the right words in return, but Keneally was gone before Mulder could even thank him. Bionix Cancer Research Center Genesis International Laboratory Building Sacramento, CA 1 AM Next Day Mulder watched as a doctor he recognized as someone working from 9 PM to 3AM walk slowly down the hallway toward his security guard desk. Mulder watched him in the monitor even though it was easy to see the man by simply looking up. Just as he thought, the doctor was definitely heading towards Mulder's desk. It didn't make Mulder feel any better when the doctor walked right up to him, nervousness creeping through every pore on the man's skin. It wouldn't surprise Mulder if the doctor had a substance abuse problem. "What can I help you with, sir?" Mulder asked, his required uniform cap partially covering his face. The nervous doctor looked around in the room as if he was a criminal trying to weasel his way out of prison. "Well. I have a ...favor, to ask you." Mulder's eyes narrowed at the words. "Okay, ask me." He shrugged. The doctor smiled. "There'll be a woman coming from downstairs. Her name's Chris, and she's ...well, she is my fiance. I want you to let her in. She's a real nice person, and I promise you, she won't cause any trouble." Mulder tried not to burst out laughing. "I don't know, sir. I can get fired..." Keeping his stony expression was very hard. "No, you won't. Not if you cover me and tell whoever asks you about her that she's one of us." "Okay, I'll make a deal with you." Mulder grinned at the plan he came up with. The doctor practically looked ready to jump. 'Anything', his eyes said. Mulder grinned wider. "I'll let her in any time during my watch, but only if you promise me to keep quiet about my own dates." The doctor smiled conspicuously, and promised Mulder that he was game. Mulder gave the doctor a high-five, and was about to sit back in his chair when the doctor asked if 'the lucky girl' worked in the building. Mulder flashed one of his evil grins, just imagining what this doctor's reaction would be. "No. It's a he, and sometimes there's more than one." Mulder chuckled at the doctor's expression as the man returned to his research. The doctor didn't need to know that Mulder's said 'date' was a group of three extremely paranoid heterosexual men who thought that everything and everyone was out to get them. At least Mulder now had someone to exchange some semblance of conversations with. The woman in question came about fifteen minutes later. She stood at the door, showing her building security pass that read Christy Owens. Mulder smiled and opened the security door. Chris smiled shyly and uttered him a quick thanks before heading toward the inner glass door. Mulder punched in the security code from his desk and opened the door for her. This time, Mulder was rewarded with her waving hand. 'Unbelievable', he thought. Schuster Hotel Room #640 5AM Same Day Mulder wiped off the layer of makeup applied earlier over his swellings and a few scratch marks he got on his neck from the struggle with his patient. The last time he had been spat on, man or woman, was in the cult case where he had undergone regression hypnosis and met the woman he believed to be his wife in their past lives. He still couldn't rid himself of the heavy feeling that if he got there sooner, the woman/federal witness would have been saved. Scully's case report revealed that the woman and the cult group leader had stayed alive slightly longer than the rest of the group. This didn't help him get his peace of mind, because he kept wondering the 'why' and 'how'. He eventually quit wondering about it, because he was honestly afraid of the answer. Mulder sighed as he stripped off his security guard uniform and crawled into bed. He switched on the television and watched a little of the CNN. His eyes popped open at the report of a series of unexplained fires being set around Los Angels. Mulder immediately grabbed his cellular, now recharged, and speed-dialed Scully. It didn't surprise him that Scully answered on the first ring. "Scully! What the hell's going on?! Why didn't you tell me about this yesterday?!" He barked the moment he heard her voice. There was a moment of tense silence before she replied. "Mulder, you were gone. Even if I did call you, there's nothing you can do! You're stuck in Sacramento, working undercover. What the hell can you do about whatever that happens around here? Just do your God Damn job! I'm tired!!" Her reply was just as angry. Mulder winced and smacked himself in the face. He yelped before he could curse himself. "Sorry, Scully. I've had a hell of a day ...uh, two days here, and I just saw it on CNN. I panicked." "Mulder, are you hurt again? You just yelped like a dog." Regardless of how tired she was, Dr./Special Agent Scully always remained sharp. "Well, not really. I just got spat on, punched, slapped, then scratched, by my patient." "Oh, I'm sorry. I hope he didn't hit your arm or head." "No. It's a she, and it was just my face and neck. One giant bruise is on my shoulder, but it doesn't affect my jobs. It didn't take me long to pin her down, anyway. She's too thin and unhealthy to put up a good fight. So what's going on with you? You're up at five in the morning, and you are tired; meaning you've been up all night long." He scolded, much in the same manner she did with him. "The burning spree got us a team of burned SWAT agents. The house they went into was booby-trapped, and ..." Scully's voice trailed off. Mulder closed his eyes at the mental images of burned bodies. 'Did she say they were SWAT guys?!' "Oh, Scully. I'm so sorry I yelled at you. I had no idea. ...How bad?" "Most of them with three, four degree burns." Mulder released another sigh. "Just like last time, huh? I assume you've been down in the ER, saving them?" "Yeah, just like in our Max Fenig case. We lost about six agents now. The other four are out of the surgery and now in the recovery room." "At least they're not dead. Did you manage to get anything salvaged?" "Yeah. One of them, ...the CAT scan technician's house, is secured and Skinner's on top of it. He's been up as long as I have been, and he's not back yet. I doubt anything useful will come out of it, since someone told me that the house was vacant for at least the two weeks, judging by the gas meter readings and the stuck of mail at the front door. ...Speaking of mail, I had someone get Jake's mail. There had been a couple of notice slip from the postal office, complaining that his mail box was packed with them." Mulder heard her soft laughter, and wished he could grow wings to see her laugh for himself. "How's Kathler and everybody else?" "Jake's still asleep, but he's doing better. The vaccination's working on the HB. Stella took a downturn two days ago, but she's stabilized now. They had a unit of matching canine blood sent from a nearby vet for transfusion. Elly's just about to be released to a safehouse." "Good." Finally breathing easier, he debated whether or not to tell her about his patient. He didn't have to wonder for long. "How's your doctor duty? Lone Gunmen told me it should be just what you needed." "They called? Well, they were right about that. You won't believe how great this is going. The case profile is such a close match to our mystery girl's. She's got phobias on machines and people in uniforms. She's got her conditions because she's undergone cancer treatments when she was a small child, and she didn't have anyone she trusted to watch over her. Doesn't this sound familiar?" "Yeah. I guess it was good that Jake was with the girl, huh?" "He practically saved the girl's life, Scully. Twice." Mulder assessed the situation, and decided they'd both calmed down enough for the bad news. "Scully?" "Yeah?" Mulder hated to do this to her, but it was now or never. "I'm not abandoning this patient until I've prepared her for a real therapist." "Excuse me?!" The sudden change of her tone sent him a warning. "She's in a really fragile stage right now. If I just abandon her tomorrow when the Lone Gunmen get here, she's gonna crash. I'll destroy her life, and as a doctor, I cannot do that." "Mulder, what are you saying?! You're not even a..." "I know that, Scully. I do. But right now, I have to be with her. I'm only training myself to be ready for Vera, but this woman needs someone to trust, and I think I'm receiving it from her. She apologized to me, and I can't afford to be wrong." "...Listen, Mulder. You're going way over your head. You have no professional experience treating anyone. This is practically your first official patient, and you're not even yourself." "But what I am, what my name is, and where I went to school are irrelevant in figuring out how to help patients get better as fast as possible." "God damnit!! Mulder, you're an FBI agent! You're working undercover to retrieve the information on Dr. Jarvis' research. Your name is Fox William Mulder, and David Aaron Joyce doesn't even exist!" Her every word stung him like an arrow through his heart. "What does that have to do with helping the patient?" His own voice grew bitter, but he had to fight for his patient. "It has to do with who and what are waiting for you out here; and out there. We're waiting for the information, so we can be certain of what got them killed in the first place, as well as who's behind all this. I don't want to have to treat another burned live human being in here again! I'm a doctor, but I'm also a forensic pathologist, Mulder! I have six of them waiting for autopsy at the morgue. Time's running out, remember?! Get the information as quickly as you can, and get your ass back here." "I'm not a medical doctor, Scully. But we are both trained to help people. I'll get you what you need in time, but don't expect me to just blow my covers and butt out of here. Not until she's ready. I'm rushing the procedures already, and if I go faster, I'll ruin her. I'll get myself out of my night job after the Lone Gunmen and I are finished, but not the therapy. Don't do this to me, Scully. It's irresponsible enough that I'm treating her instead of a practicing therapist. I owe her my very best." His voice sounded like the ocean: heavy and deep. "You have your precious doctor duty in less than four hours, Mulder. Go to bed." Scully finally called the argument a quit. Mulder could picture her motioning to hang up. He didn't want to end their precious time together this way. "Wait! I... want to thank you, Scully. I've been good with other kids as I promised. I think I bought the research team's respect, and I just bonded with one of the guys at third floor." "What?" Scully apparently didn't get it. Relieved that he got her back in the conversation, he told her about Dr. Amanda Dutton and the young doctor on the third floor with his pretty fiance. "Oh, you're having all the fun." Her voice sounded less than enthusiastic. "I told the doctor that I'll keep quiet about his date if he keeps quiet about mine." "What?!" "No, Scully. I didn't mean Dr. Dutton. I told him that it's a he, and sometimes there's more than one." "Wha...? Oh, the Lone Gunmen?" It was apparent she couldn't suppress her laughter, and Mulder basked in victory. "Tell them not to get scared if somebody passed by us during our escape and I threw myself at them." Mulder winced at the image. He could picture her wrinkling her nose. "That's just gross." "If I have to be the one to give Frohike a French kiss in order to get out of here alive, I'll do it. Too bad you aren't here." "Go to sleep, Mulder." Her tone was flat, indicating she'd had enough. "Did I tell you that I was calling from my hotel bed?" "Good night, Mulder." Scully emphasized 'good night' as if scowling a child. "All right. I'll be in touch when I can." Thoroughly satisfied to have saved their friendship, Mulder allowed himself a laugh. Prescott Hospital Jake's Room Los Angels, CA 9AM The announcement was brief, and to the point. They turned up empty-handed. Nothing useful was found from the doctor's house; not even a fingerprint. Not a blood stain in the kitchen, and not a single sample of hair in the bathroom or the bedroom. "I've called the team off an hour ago. There's nothing more to go on. All we can do is clean up the mess and wait for Mulder's return." Skinner grunted as he dropped himself into a nearby chair. Scully couldn't have been more sympathetic to the exhausted man in front of her, and concerning the state of this man's health, she didn't like one bit of what she had to say. "Sir? Agent Mulder's not returning." "Excuse me?" Skinner glared at Scully, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "He's getting the Jarvis' information for us at his night guard duty as planned, but he's not returning here just then." "Agent Scully, we both know that Agent Mulder doesn't have a choice." "I know that, sir. But he claims that after he sends us the information and gets out of his night job, he will remain at his therapist position for the time being." "For how long?" Skinner's expression never changed, and Scully again wondered how many more times she would be explaining her partner's absence to this man in the future. If her cancer should claim her life, it wouldn't be for long. "I don't know that, sir. But I assume it's only about a week or two. He's been set up to treat a patient who's suffering from multiple phobias, and I believe the case profile hit him too close to home to give up. At least not until the patient's ready to go on with a replacement therapist." "Is that what Agent Mulder told you?" "Yes, sir. He called me just this morning, because he saw the CNN report of the fire. He was upset that we didn't notify him of the development." "Agent Scully, he's not even a practicing professional." "I know that, sir. I repeatedly warned him about that myself, but he seems to be putting his foot down on this one." Scully resisted the urge to shrug. "Just what makes him so self-centered?" Skinner's statement was an honest question, to which Scully knew there was no easy answer. "Sir. Agent Mulder claims that the patient has acquired the phobias through years of cancer treatment in her early childhood; that she had no one to watch over her. It is his belief that the patient's phobias are associated with the pain and stress the patient's experienced during the treatments." Skinner's gaze turned serious, and she knew what he was thinking. Scully broke her gaze away from Skinner and stared at her feet. Skinner sighed and stood up. "You said he'll get the information delivered to us. Just how does he suppose to do that?" The compassion in Skinner's eyes threatened to overwhelm Scully, but she dug her heels deep and held her ground. At least he was willing to let her off the hook, for now. "I believe he plans to rely on his outside sources, sir." "I'm going down there first thing tomorrow morning." "Sir?" Scully stood up, sensing trouble. "Tell him I'm personally coming to get whatever he gets out of there. I'll need to have a word or two with him in person, and I won't trust anyone outside our small circle with the level of security that this information requires." "Sir, that's much too risky..." "Agent Scully, do you have an objection to my decisions?" He nailed her with his iron gaze, almost daring her to challenge him and his authority. "Sir, please. At least give him another day. His sources are very sensitive, and your arrival could put their connection to jeopardy. They've helped us many more times than I care to count, sir. Please. Just another day." Scully didn't care how she sounded. She was begging. They stood frozen in their positions, staring at each other for what felt like an eternity. Finally, Scully saw Skinner's shoulders relax. "One more day, Agent Scully. Then I'm sending myself down there, alone. I'm not showing up with the welcome wagons. I just need to know what he's doing with the case. It's my job to know what my agents are up to at all times." "Of course, sir." "Now, where is he?" "He's staying at Schuster Hotel, room 640." 'At least he didn't ask for Mulder's assumed name and office phone number', Scully thought. "All right, Agent Scully. That'll be all." Skinner was already reaching for the door. "Sir, if I may?" "What is it?" "Please keep in mind that nobody here but the two of us know about this." "That's just fine." Skinner replied and left as swiftly as he came. Scully stared at the door, questioning her wisdom of telling Skinner everything. She quickly called the Lone Gunmen and notified them of Skinner's pending arrival. She stressed their need to keep Mulder in the dark about it. She made the Lone Gunmen promise they wouldn't leave Mulder twisting in the wind alone after their job was over. "Watch over him for me", she said. Keneally Psychological Research Lab Genesis International Laboratory building Sacramento, CA Same Time "Dr. Joyce?" The closeness of Keneally's voice behind him nearly dropped Mulder from his seat. "Yes, sir?" Struggling to control his breath, Mulder turned and faced the man. Mulder detected nothing wrong from Keneally's expression, and he loosened his stance. Amanda sat next to them, her fingers flying over the keyboard. "I've called in a couple of people, and I wanted to ask you something. Ever since..." Keneally's voice faded out inside Mulder's head. 'Oh, my God! He found out who I am! My cover's gone!' Mulder fought not to feint on the spot. But then, his ear caught the man's voice again. "... If you would like to join the research teams at Dr. Johnson's lab after you're done with ours." "...Oh. That's... a wonderful offer, but..." Mulder blinked and forced his words out. "You don't have to make your decisions right now, Dr. Joyce. I just want you to think about it. You've already proven yourself worthy." Keneally patted Mulder on his shoulder with that signature warm smile. "Thank you, sir. Yes, I'll definitely think about it." Mulder's heart was still thudding furiously against his ribs. He managed to smile in return, and even offered a handshake. The man studied Mulder closely. "Dr. Joyce? You look like you could use some rest. Why don't you take the rest of the morning off? Come back here for your therapy session at 1PM as scheduled?" "Oh. Thank you, sir. But I would just like to finish these files. I don't have much more to go anyway, and I haven't yet submitted my report to you from yesterday. I'll have it delivered to your desk by noon." It was a lie, but it worked well enough. The truth be told, Mulder kept his activities to a minimum in and out of the Keneally lab, because he didn't want anybody from the third floor to recognize him. Keneally gave Mulder a satisfied smile and told him to take it easy or he'd kill himself overworking. Mulder laughed at the statement, thinking how true it was. Amanda asked him to join her for lunch as soon as Keneally was out of their earshot, but Mulder declined, offering her his services to lighten her workload instead. Amanda widened her eyes, but she accepted the offer. Her eyes widened further as she watched Mulder take about a third of her pile and put them at the bottom of his rapidly disappearing pile. Schuster Hotel Room #640 Sacramento, CA 10 PM Same Day "Hello?" The unmistakable voice of Frohike greeted an exhausted Mulder. "Guys? It's me. Are you ready?" "Ready as we'll ever be." Langly's somewhat unsure tone of voice followed. "I've just changed into my uniform. Where are you?" "In the basement, as you suggested." "Good. I checked earlier, and there's hardly any traffic." "Did you get the equipment we left for you?" "Yeah, I have them right here. It's fun wearing one of these." Mulder adjusted the headset. "Adjust the camera just a little more to the right." Mulder knew that Byers was always business first. "How's this?" Mulder winced as he fiddled with the small camera, now pressing up against the healing bruise next to his left eye. He was hoping to avoid the spot, but it looked like he had no choice. "That's fine, Mulder. Let it stay there. We can see your reflection in the mirror now. ...Jesus, what happened to you?" 'Byers, the sentimental business man', Mulder thought. "Oh. I just took a dozen blows in my head and face. I'll put on some makeup, and they'll be no problem." "All right. Where do we go?" Langly apparently led their way this time. Mulder closed his eyes to concentrate. "Do you see a small door to your right? It should be about twenty feet from where you are." "Yeah, I see it." "Okay, open it with the key I gave you. I stole that thing with every intention to return it, so be careful with it." "Gee, you're a difficult man to please." Frohike grunted. "Sorry about that. I'm edgy, because I'm up against many dead-lines." "Okay, it's open." Byers cut off the chit-chat. "Start climbing up the ladder. It'll lead you straight to the sixth floor, into the medicine storage room. I know it's a narrow passage, but it's the safest route I could find. I don't know if you guys had time to do your own research, but..." "It's fine. We've found only one more route in this building, and this one's the quickest." Mulder could hear their footsteps making ascent. He couldn't see them, but they could see him. He wondered why it's not the other way around, but he soon figured the screen probably never fit into the padded envelope he received at the hotel front desk only two short hours ago. "Guys? You've got to keep going. At the top, you'll see the air-vent open at your left. Go through there and take a right at the third turn. Keep going, and you'll see the exit leading to one of the supply cabinets housing drugs for animal testing. There's a security-code entrance at the door. Type in the code: 182DSS179." Mulder could hear the three men trying frantically to catch up with his directions. He knew they needed to be quick, and he knew they had little chance of being caught, because he tried the route himself previous night. "Tell me when you get there." Mulder said as he sat on the bed with his legs folded, still concentrating on the mental images of the route. He'd prefer to settle at a table and chair, but then the Lone Gunmen won't be able to see him in the mirror on the wall directly in front of him. "We're in." Byers's voice led Mulder to picture the shelves of narcotics the three men faced. "Okay. Go to the door directly in front of you. Type in the code: 182DSS180. The room you're in now is where they store the drugs for chemotherapy. There's a small service elevator about the size that a big hotel restaurant would use. Get in on it one at a time, and go down three floors. The code for the elevator is 33576A." "Got it. I'll go in the last, guys. Hurry up." Byers ushered the other two ahead. "The elevator will drop you right to the third floor research center. Now, this is where I need you 100%, because I'd never been able to go that far. When I tested it, I heard someone coming and had to leave. I know it should lead you to the floor's supply room next to three observation rooms. Go to the room #3, it's the one right next to you. To get out of the supply room, type in the code: 221DSS900. To get into the room #3, type in: 221DSS800." Mulder's heartbeat upped another notch. "Okay, wait for the others." Langly's voice indicated the man's own tension. Mulder listened in closely and heard Byers's climbing out of the elevator. "Just let me get you through the routine. You're almost there, guys. The room #3 is the only room still left unoccupied. It's also the only one with a door in the ceiling. There's no security code required to enter that one. It should get you to the ventilation route for the three observation rooms and any other room within the research project center. You should be able to hear and see almost everything with the level of your equipment." "Got it. Gee, this is pretty tidy with the three of us." Frohike complained and Mulder nodded with sympathy, because he knew they've been watching his expressions through the screen. "Like it or not, that's where you'll be until I get there. I'd have fitted in a couch and a TV for you if I could, complete with a bottle of red wine. ...I'll reach their main computer kept in the Research Records room. That's where they stock up all their final research reports, and it's just beyond the first observation room. You'll have much time. Hopefully, someone will come use the computer to give us the access codes and the password. If not, you guys will get to have fun hacking in." "We're all in, and we have all the other access codes we used in our reader." Langly's somewhat exhausted voice reported, and Mulder finally released a breath of relief he had been yearning to let out. "Good work, boys. I'll cut the communication here, but call me on my cellular for any emergency." Mulder smiled into the mirror, now that he could look into it without getting nauseated. The Lone Gunmen wished him good luck. Mulder settled into a chair sat by the round glass table where his Keneally-issued laptop computer was set up, and spent ninety minutes typing up the day's therapy report. He then left the hotel room wearing his uniform, but he also wore his back-up piece on his ankle for the occasion. He stashed the headset along with his cellular phone in his black leather backpack; followed closely by about a dozen computer disks, his Sig-Sauer with an extra clip, and William Forrest's security passes. He thought about bringing his FBI budge just in case, but decided against it. The plan was, after he gets to the main computer and retrieved all needed information, he was supposed to hand over the disks into the Lone Gunmen's hands. Then, he was supposed to help them escape from the way they came. If any alarm goes off or someone reports some strange noise coming through the ventilation system, he was supposed to come out and assure everybody that it was just a false alarm. Next, he was supposed to go down to the first floor, where all security tapes from every floor were updated every morning precisely at seven. There, he would have to switch the third floor tapes with the ones from two days ago. He knew he couldn't use yesterday's, thanks to the Dr. Love incident. After receiving the Lone Gunmen's confirmation that they were safe in their van, he was scheduled to return to his post and complete his shift as usual. But the truth was that anything and everything can go wrong. Their emergency plan was to make their escape from the third floor front door, and Mulder would switch the security tapes later. If someone spot him sneaking the Lone Gunmen out, he was to bolt with the Lone Gunmen and act as if he was chasing the intruders but without success. Mulder already authorized the Lone Gunmen to punch and kick him if that happened, because they needed to "put on a show" for the crowd. If he gets fired from this incident, it was just fine with him, because he was going to quit the job tomorrow anyway. Then he can simply resign, claiming that the incident was due to his shortcomings. Anything that would get him out of the position was desirable, so he could concentrate on his day job. Bionix Cancer Research Center, Genesis International Laboratory Building Sacramento, CA 12:30 AM He took his usual seat after a quick glance around him. He placed his backpack underneath the desk next to his feet, quickly checking over everything on the monitor and around his desk. When he was sure it was safe enough, he took off his uniform cap, took out his headset out of the bag, and switched it on. "Guys?" He kept his voice low, but always a bit above whispers. "Hey, you almost worried us to death." Langly complained. "Sorry, guys. I thought you'd already know. There was an actual break-in at the second floor. Apparently, some college kids who mistakenly thought that was our narcotics stock room tried to play Mission Impossible just to get high." "Did you get the guys?" "Yeah. I was just reporting to work when someone yelled for me to get one of the guys who slipped away, through the chaos." "Well, we've got the security code, but not the password." Byers again got down to business. "What do you mean? How does anyone..." "That's the problem. That young doctor you told us about? He got a phone call just as he was about to give us the password, and he left the room." He continued without wasting time. "Damnit." Mulder couldn't hide his disappointment. "How long would it take for you?" Mulder asked, knowing they're already on top of it. "Just about five minutes more. ... Oh, wait! The guy's coming back in. He might just do the job for us." "Let's hope so." Mulder mumbled, and kept his eyes on the monitors. Several long seconds passed by, and he was about ready to scream when he heard a faint beep, followed by the sweetest, "We have it." "Yes!" Mulder closed his eyes and slapped the security desk with his palms. "Now, hurry up." Frohike demanded. Mulder soon left the desk wearing a pair of latex gloves and the headset. He strapped on the camera connecting to his headpiece, checking again for the computer disks and his cellular phone stuffed inside his small leather carrying bag which he took out of his backpack before leaving the security desk. He quickened his pace to a trot as he went through the inner double door, entering the center's main area. His black rubber sole boots made minimum noise, and though he occasionally had to dug or hide for cover, he was able to make a swift progress toward the Records room. Entering the security code for the metal door, he heard someone approaching the corner to his right, and quickly shut the door. "That was close." Langly's tension-filled voice came through the ear-piece. "Okay, guys. This is the fun part." Mulder announced as he took his seat in front of the computer. "Type in SROGERGDSS1. That's the security code." "Okay, done." "The password is TRAPPERS." Mulder's fingers flew over the keyboard, and soon, the 'access approved' message flashed over the main screen. "I'm in. You guys keep alert, all right?" "Sure. There are two people in the Observation room #3. We're checking out the rest of the rooms right now." "I'm looking for the Jarvis' files, but nothing saved under their names are coming up." "Try searching by date. They were killed two years ago, and they'd been doing researches for 12 years. Go back about two, three years." "I've gone back a decade, but everything from 1985 is either erased or misplaced. ...Wait, I've got it. Beginning in 1987, the Jarvis had been doing their own projects. I'm downloading it all. I don't have time to look for specifics right now. It looks like their earlier researches are centered on the relationship between all cancer cells and immune system in humans. I can see their files summarized according to age and gender groups. There's no mention of racial references." Mulder said as he watched the files being downloaded into the disks one after another. As he inserted the fourth disk and selected the next file, his hands froze momentarily on the keyboard. "What? What's wrong?" Byers's worry was clear in his voice. Mulder shook his head, and the Lone Gunmen's screen wobbled with the movement. "I'm in the 1990 files, and it's getting weird. The Jarvis apparently split with their previous research team, and only the couple's names are listed on the titles here. These look like some kind of side-projects, but..." Mulder pressed the download key, clicking on the next 1991 - 1992 file in the mean time to open it. "Guys? I'm getting an awful lot of brain tumor research files in here, starting at the end of 1992." Mulder's voice rose with tension, and it kept rising as he continued the downloading process into 1993 - 1994. His eyes now sparkling, Mulder knew he'd hit the jackpot. "Oh, this is sweet. Their researches were exclusively on brain tumors and their treatment." The tension was contagious to the Lone Gunmen, but Mulder stopped abruptly at the 1994 files. Immediately pressing the download button, he swallowed hard and began opening the final 1995 folder. He gave its contents a cursory glance, and gasped. "Are you all right?!" Frohike asked after several seconds of silence. Mulder stayed silent. Only the sound of Mulder's rapid shallow breaths could be heard over the noises of the disks being inserted and ejected. "Are you all right? Is something wrong?" Byers asked with concern, wanting to call Mulder by name, but resisting the urge. "What did you find?" Langly persisted, now getting scared. "Guys, we've got trouble. With a capital T." Mulder's voice was shaking. The Lone Gunmen looked at each other, then looked at the computer screen which Mulder was currently viewing, and began to prepare for their retreat. Their pack-up process was obviously audible to Mulder, for he stopped them and assured they were still safe. "That's not the trouble; it's the data. Right before the Jarvis were killed, they called in a group of volunteer test subjects. I'm risking precious time here, but I'm looking at the subjects' individual files right now. These were all women of various age groups, various occupations, and identical location of the tumor." "Let me guess. Between the cerebrum and the nasal cavity?" Langly said as he stared at the screen images being copied. Their visual swayed vertically, indicating Mulder was nodding at them. "Bingo." Mulder's reply sounded somewhere between resignation and agony. "What did they do with the group?" Not wanting to think about Scully, Frohike urged on. Mulder's fingers moved rapidly on the keyboard, and the four men watched as the computer screen flashed various images and data. Mulder was only following the titles and a few names listed at the bottom. All the four men swallowed hard at some of what they could read on the screen. "There's a pretty lengthy file on what looks to be the new cancer-fighting agent, a new type of treatment. But that's all I can get out of looking at these. They're not my specialty." Everyone knew just whose specialty they were. "The people in the Observation Room #3 are heading out the door. You better hurry." Frohike warned Mulder, who immediately began their exit procedure. "So what's the trouble?" Byers knew there had to be more than just meets-the-eye for Mulder to freak out. "There's an additional member joined the Jarvis' research team in 1995. It's the first time in almost five years that the team took in an assistant." Mulder's index finger was pointing at some list of names. "Someone must've sent him to spy on them." Langly said as he rubbed his chin. "It's Kevin Scanlon." Mulder glared at the sadistic man's name on the screen. "Scully's Scanlon?" The three men exchanged another glance. 'Trouble, with a captal T', their eyes said. The tension in the room immediately increased ten-fold. "Who else?!" Mulder hissed as he downloaded the last file. "I'm done. I'll meet you in twenty seconds." Mulder brought the computer screen back to the main menu. The Lone Gunmen saw Mulder stand up, then they quickly packed up and began to move just as Mulder opened the door. Byers never turned off the monitor and kept guiding Mulder through the maze. Mulder quickly made it to the Observation Room #3, and passed the little leather bag to them along with the headset through the opening just as they were getting out of the ventilation system. He stashed the cellular phone into one of his uniform's front pants pockets, and took out the required flashlight from its belt holster for cover before making it out of the glass door. Once he returned to the security desk, all he wanted to do was to crash in his chair and go to sleep. But just then, the pretty fiance of one of the doctors knocked on the front third floor door and smiled at him expectantly. Mulder grunted, because now he had to use the tape from yesterday to switch with tonight's. But he let her in anyway, this time getting not just a warm smile, but also a kiss on his cheek for thanks. Mulder couldn't help a smile. Hoping the Lone Gunmen had made it out safely, he finished the rest of his shift without much events. It was just when he returned to his hotel room that the Lone Gunmen called him on his cellular, informing him of their mission's success. Mulder thanked them and told them the tape switching procedure had been done smoothly. He stood under the shower while fully dressed in his security guard uniform for nearly half an hour in an effort to calm himself down. When he finally stripped, cleaned-up, and toweled himself off, he dropped onto the bed. Surrendering to, then welcoming in, the comfort of sleep. Schuster Hotel Room 640 Sacramento, CA 7:15 AM The persistent knocking on his door despite the "Do not disturb" sign yanked Mulder's exhausted body out of the realm of sleep, and into the cruelty of the real world. Quickly pulling out his Sig Sauer, he threw on a dress shirt that was left on a nearby chair from the previous day, and made a careful approach for the door. "Who's there?" Mulder asked, standing at the side of the door. All was silent for a long moment before another series of equally impatient knocks came. Mulder repeated his question, now taking off the gun's safety. "It's Skinner. Open the door." The firm, hurried tone of his superior shocked him. Mulder immediately opened the door and was greeted with an enraged Walter Skinner. Mulder tried to speak, but he couldn't find the words. "Agent Mulder, just what in the hell are you trying to do here?" "Before I say anything; why are you here, sir? Who sent you this time? Cancer Man?? Well-Manicured Man?? I can't trust anyone but myself, my source, and Agent Scully with what I've found." Mulder's bitter memories from the last such occasion kicked in, murdering any reservations left in Mulder from showing his own rage against the man's betrayal. Skinner held his own anger in check upon Mulder's outburst, successfully remaining calm and collected. However, Skinner never bothered to hide his anger from his face. "I've only sent myself down here. Now, if your 'source' is really that reliable, you should check with them yourself. Agent Scully knows I'm here." Mulder shook his head, wondering why she kept it quiet, and wondering at the same time just what it was that he did wrong this time. But he didn't hesitate to call the Lone Gunmen on the spot, in front of Skinner, just to spite the man. "Turn off the tape, guys. ...You know who this is, and I have a surprise visitor with me. He told me to check with you, because you might already know about it." Mulder listened in and widened his eyes. "What?! Scully told you, and you didn't have the courtesy to tell me?! Is he even clean?! ..., ...fine. Is he alone? You actually checked?! ...Okay, that's all I needed to know. Thanks, guys." Mulder sighed his resignation as he stashed his cellular phone into his jacket pocket. He turned to Skinner, who now leaned against the door. Mulder nodded for Skinner to continue. "I've talked to Agent Scully two days ago, and you told her that you wouldn't leave your patient? What is this all about?" Slightly arching his back, realizing what the problem was, Mulder offered Skinner a seat. Mulder then handed Skinner a bottle of mineral water, but Skinner eyed the bottle as if it would jump up and smack him in the face at any given moment. Skinner kept his eyes on the water bottle for a long moment before glancing back to observe Mulder, who now sat facing him from across the table. "I have to tell you about Sarah Martin, and about Vera Maxine Jarvis, from the beginning for you to understand the situation. I will submit to you a full copy of Sarah Martin's file for reference; in anticipation of when Kenearly's research team eventually finds out about who I really am; that I was a federal agent who was working undercover. "My outside source whom I cannot name, put me to work at the Kenearly Psychological Research Lab as a therapist with Miss Sarah Martin, who is my only patient. She's in her early twenties now, suffering from phobias to machines and uniformed people. Her phobias were induced by her childhood memories relating to her experiences with cancer treatments she's undergone. I've taken the challenge this case offered, and I did so personally, since the case profile closely matched with that of Vera Maxine Jarvis." "You found her family?" Skinner's expression gave nothing away. Mulder nodded. "We didn't want to tell you this before confirming it as a fact. After last night, I'm more convinced than ever that Vera Maxine Jarvis is our little Jane Doe's real name. If this is ever proven true, then her family, had been alledgedly murdered by a serial killer two years ago, which makes her an orphan who supposed to have died with her parents. "The Jarvis had been working for over a decade at the research center I was at for the last four days. In their research files, I found data on some kind of new cancer treatment developed by the Jarvis. Then, this new treatment had been tested on a group of women with brain tumors of an unknown origin. Now, I don't know the details yet, since I don't have the files here with me, because I handed them over to my source. I wouldn't trust them to anybody else, for the reasons we both understand. Especially when I know that this new treatment maybe the only chance for Agent Scully." "What are you saying?" Skinner's eyebrows furrowed with concern. "I'm saying that these women who participated in the Jarvis' studies are suffering from an identical brain tumor to Scully's Nasal Pharyngeal Mass. If Jarvis' discovery was the true reason for their deaths, including the alleged death of their only daughter Vera...Then, we need to protect her and her parents' research files at all cost." "Actually, that's exactly why I sent myself down here for." "What?! You already knew what I came here for?" Mulder hated being played for a fool, and right now, he felt like a joke of the month. "No. All I know is that you've been checking out Bionix. I didn't know anything about the missing kid's parents ever being included in their staff." "Sir, I know that our time is precious. I will contact my source and have them make you a copy of everything we've found so far. But forgive me, I cannot let anybody except for my source to have the original copies." "That's fine. I'm personally involved in this case, and confidentiality of our sources will be kept intact." "What about Cancer Man? I know that the light from his Morley may well have set the arson spree around the country. He might even be the one who's responsible for the plastic explosives that blew up your SWAT team." "I know that myself, Agent Mulder. I had to watch them beg me to let them live. Some begged me to let them die and relieve them from their suffering. I had to watch them scream, cough their guts out, and ask me to relay messages to their families. Don't think for one second that I'm not affected by this. "...Mulder, have you any clue how hard it was on Scully to experience what I've experienced? She had to try saving these men, then losing them despite her absolute best efforts, because everyone knew that those agents were beyond help to begin with. She barely had a shut-eye before she was off to do the autopsies on the agents she'd watched die in her hands. Mulder, you had to have been there to understand what she'd been through. I'm a retired Marine officer returned from the Vietnam War, and still this was hard on me. "Mulder, you know how much I despise the man, and we both know that Cancer Man's untouchable. Not yet, at least. I also hope that you know how much I value you and Agent Scully's work. I didn't let you sell your soul to the devil, and by God, I will never allow that." Skinner's eyes were filling with pain that Mulder recognized within himself too often. Mulder swallowed hard, recalling the phone conversation with Scully. Six autopsies waiting for her at the Morgue, all of them whom she had either seen or treated. Mulder suddenly felt it difficult to breathe. "Sir? Are you asking me to trust you, after you posed yourself as me and got caught red-handed?" "You don't have a choice in the matter." Mulder thought Skinner was smiling, but he wasn't. "I guess you're right this time." Mulder said with defeat. "You will have the copies of the disks within two days. I won't leave anything out from the original, and I also suggest you talk to Agent Hall, because he's the one with the detailed information about Vera's drawings inside the VR. He's the one who continued their analysis, and I believe he's still got Kathler's laptop." "He's already reported that to me, Mulder. I also have the cryptology report and your notebook containing your analysis." Skinner saw Mulder shake his head 'no'. "Sir, my handwriting in that notebook is practically unreadable. I'll type them up for reference." Mulder never wrote a word of them with the intention for someone other than himself to read them. But this time, Skinner shook his head 'no'. "I have Agent Hall's disk, and that should be enough for now. They're all locked up in the safe in my office." "Thank you, sir." Mulder nodded sincerely, watching as Skinner relaxed considerably and reached for the water bottle Mulder offered to him earlier. "What are your plans?" Skinner asked the younger agent after taking a slug of the drink. Mulder shifted a bit hesitantly, because he wasn't exactly sure just how far into the 'plan' Skinner needed to know. "I'm planning on having Agent Scully review and interpret the data in the disks; then have her report to you and me on the findings. Should my assumption proven correct, I would like you to recommend the new treatment to be done on Scully. The necessary recipe and the instructions for administering the new treatment should be included in the file. I, in the mean time, would like to contact anyone who's related to the Jarvis' research. The couple was working alone as a team, but there might have been technicians in their labs, or even their secretary who knew the details about their research projects. "These probably aren't reliable investigative avenues, but I can't dismiss the possibility of them leading us to answers. I know that if my guess is correct, Cancer Man or the Bounty Hunter will start cleaning up. Just like they cleaned up Los Angels and San Francisco in relation to this case; just as they had done before with the Women's Clinic and the Gregors three years ago." The word Gregors rang a distant bell in Mulder's overworked mind. It had something to do with what he saw the night before. Why does that sound familiar? But before he could lose himself in that question, Skinner spoke, taking Mulder out of his reverie. "You better move fast, Mulder. I'll give you up to two weeks before you'll be handing your patient over to your replacement therapist and make your full return to our current case." "Sir?" An idea hit Mulder, stopping Skinner from standing up to leave. "What is it, Mulder?" There was an unmistakable undertone of concern or worry in Skinner's voice, making Mulder wonder if it was directed at him. "I would like to request at this time to contact Karen F. Kosseff, who is our own Licensed Clinical Social Worker; to review the caes of Mr. Kathler and Miss Vera Jarvis to have her evaluate them." "For what? Adoption?" Skinner was as sharp as usual. Mulder leaned back in his chair, his body language speaking 'yes'. "Or, to recommend Mr. Kathler to be Miss Jarvis's legal guardian. If not, then at least for him to be Miss Jarvis's foster parent." "The state has..." Skinner shook his head 'no', but Mulder cut him off. "I know that Linda Lowry had been making the assessment, but she hasn't been involved in the case for about a week now, and she has so far given Mr. Kathler a full-round applause. This is now a federal case, since Vera's parents were federal employees. Our jurisdiction over this case won't be questioned, because the case was passed up to us from the local law enforcement to begin with. Karen Kosseff has trust from both Scully and myself. She also has an extremely high reputation from the Bureau." Mulder remembered the Calusali case, and how Scully talked about her. Skinner seemed to have a few words, but he simply nodded instead of speaking, and stood up from his seat. "Agent Mulder, I still think you are way too personally involved with Miss Martin and are therefore slowing down our progress in this case. However, considering the nature of your involvement with Miss Jarvis and what she is going to need from you, I'm going to allow you to continue with this. I'm going extra miles in this one, Mulder. The least you can do is trust me." Skinner said as he reached the door. Mulder was utterly surprised. His superior, this man, actually wanted to prove himself trustworthy. "Sir?" Mulder asked, standing from his seat. Skinner turned to him. "Thank you." Mulder said with utmost honesty, nodding slightly. Skinner returned the nod silently and slipped out of the door, closing it firmly behind him. Prescott Hospital Conference Room #2 Los Angels, CA Same Day 3PM Agent Hall requested the hospital to vacate the small conference room for the Bureau use. The hospital, knowing the publicity as well as the money this federal case brought them, gladly allowed the use of the room and even provided the agents with free bottomless coffeepots and trays of pastries. Scully widened her eyes when they had the same volunteer worker who's been filling up their coffee supplies, brought in deli sandwiches for dinner. Skinner's agents were tightly guarding the witness rooms, allowing any law enforcement official with a direct involvement to their investigation to create their temporary 24-hours-open office. Skinner returned to Los Angels just an hour ago and relayed Scully the messages from Mulder. Scully thanked her superior, feeling her excitement breaking through the roof at the news of possible cure to the cancer. Skinner returned to the ER where the families of some of the recently deceased SWAT team members gathered quietly to hear the inevitable from him. Scully turned in her autopsy reports upon Skinner's arrival to the hospital, therefore was aware that he knew what she'd found: traces of plastic explosives, kerosine, fragments of materials from the walls, glass windows, and various furniture that were deeply embedded inside the bodies of those men. Some even reached through the bones, to lungs, heart, and other vital organs including brain tissues. The Lone Gunmen called on her cellular just as she was about to call Mulder. They requested her to be at a used bookstore located in a nearby shopping mall around 7 PM, so that they could deliver the disks to her personally. They made her promise to come alone, and to have no one following her. She promised to them to take every precaution, and didn't even identify the caller to anyone who asked her. It surprised her that Mulder actually allowed himself to trust Skinner again, and was even more surprised that Skinner told Mulder about the hell they'd been through in this hospital the day before. "Mulder, are you sure we can trust him?" She asked him repeatedly, and got the same answer. "Not completely, yet. But I give that he's right. We have no choice in the matter, and he's going extra miles for us. He's trying, Scully, to regain our trust. Cut the man some slacks." Scully arched her eyebrows at her partner's words. "He's going to let me review all the files, and the Lone Gunmen's going to deliver me the disks personally. Apparently, there are two sets of them, because the originals stay with them. The meeting's going to be in a book store near a shopping mall at seven tonight. Dare I assume there's a lot to learn?" "Yeah, you won't be disappointed, Scully. You've got ten disks worth, a total of twelve years of cancer research data. The last five years are the juicy stuff. They've got the..." "I know. A possible cure for our cancer." Scully said appreciatively, cutting Mulder off in the process. Mulder stayed silent for a long moment. "Mulder, are you all right?" She asked, knowing he was loaded with an emotional turmoil. "I'm fine, Scully. The question is how are you? I mean, really. I know you had to smell a lot of crap yesterday, and some of the smoke you inhaled could cause a damage..." "Mulder, I'm fine. ...Ugh, damn it. I had a couple of nosebleeds, but only because of the stinging smell of the smoke. I haven't had a decent sleep in days, and I'm experiencing fatigue. Are you satisfied now?" She sighed, knowing Mulder asked for the trouble. "Not really, but that's not your fault. I suggest that when you review the files, start from the most recent ones. You'll get the cure first that way. You decide whether or not to try it out with your oncologist. Please call me as soon as you find anything that I should know. I'm counting on you with this." The tension in Mulder's voice was unmistakable, and Scully unconsciously brushed her mouth with her hand, trying to fight off the emotions welding up inside her. "Sure, Mulder." She barely spoke aloud before hanging up on him. When she returned from the mall with the disks, she immediately confined herself in the privacy of Jake's room. She left the agent posted right outside the door as their guard. She was happy for the opportunity to finally remove her gun holster and change into her casual outfit consisting of sweatshirt and a pair of leggings. She kept her cellular phone beside her on the small round table positioned in front of the windows. The table was set against the wall opposite from where Jake's bed was located, which allowed Jake an undisturbed view out of the window. After she unwrapped her turkey sandwich and sat down in front of her laptop with a can of root beer, Scully was ready. She worked diligently until she was so exhausted, she could barely remember her own name; but she was so fascinated with the documents, that she never noticed when she fell asleep in spite of herself. She woke up at the sound of someone calling her name. 'Mulder? That voice sounded like Mulder.' She raised her head and looked around. The laptop screen was now on a screen saver, and a dragon was spitting out balls of fire around in the dark square space. She smiled, but it froze on her face when she heard the voice again from the general direction of... "Jake?" Scully jumped out of her chair. His eyes were open and fixed onto her eyes. Jake nodded a confirmation and stretched out his hand toward her. Scully took it in hers, mentally checking over the machine readings and Jake's expression. His eyelids were still looking droopy, but she couldn't miss the burning intensity that was concealed behind those beautiful eyes. He was clearly determined to clear away every one of his questions and doubts. "You've been asleep for awhile, and I didn't want to wake you. I see you were busy." His voice was a little hoarse, but intact. She saw that half the water in the pitcher sitting on the nightstand was now empty. Her smile was radiant. "How are you, Jake? We've been worried about you." Scully said, trying to find a way to break all the news to him. He nodded as if he understood her troubles. "Dana, I know they took the girl, because I heard them take her. I also know that they tossed me down the waste..." "Bio hazardous waste chute, Jake. You've been suffering from Hepatitis B, influenza, and bronchitis viruses. You are almost fine now. You had a fairly high fever, which is why you've been on a pain medication combined with the general vaccines and fever-reducing medications. You were pretty much gone for the last week." Scully smiled again and reached out to smooth out his fine hair. "Mmmm... I guess I've had enough rest to last for a month. How's everything around here? I know my partners must be raising hell. ...Oh, how's the...?" "Mr. Chunovic is fine. He's still depressed, but he's not on suicide watch any more. He's actually trying to come back to work, so he could get some of his strength and his life back. The kids are doing better, too. One of them is almost ready to be released. They also buried Mrs. Chunovic together just three days ago. I'm so sorry you missed her funeral, Jake. I know how much you wanted to go." Scully kept her voice neutral, not wanting to make this any more painful for Jake. He closed his eyes at the last statement, slowly taking a deep breath. Scully reached out her hand again to his head. "Careful, Agent Scully. If you keep doing that, I'm gonna lose it." Scully could already see his eyelids rapidly growing moist. She withdrew her hand. "Jake? There's a lot more you need to know, and none of it is a happy news." Scully felt guilty for what she had to tell him would do to him. Jake's eyes fluttered open, fear clear in his eyes. She took an inaudible deep breath to brace herself. "Your house is currently under repair. A couple of your walls took healthy dozes of bullets from an automatic weapon that Mulder fired when returning fire. The weapon originally belonged to the intruders; the same people who attacked you and kidnapped the girl, plus an unidentified man who was working with the other four." "What?!" Jake nearly jumped off the bed with shock, but Scully gently pushed him back down on the bed. "Jake, please. Let me finish. ...There were five men who broke into your house immediately after you were attacked. Mulder had enough sense to return to your house as you were carried to the ER. He went there without a backup, and Agent Hall had already been taken out of the house when he got there. I was here when it happened. Mulder fired and hit three of the five intruders, but he only managed to apprehend one of them. "This man is currently listed as a wanted criminal along with his friends, because he escaped on the way here. He had the assistance of his accomplices who drove in an unmarked van. They approached the ambulance that was carrying the wounded sniper and Elly, then attacked the ambulance. It was good that they only had enough time to fetch their injured before hauling their asses off. "I'm very sorry to tell you this, too, but they took your desk computer. The laptop was saved, because Agent Hall took it for a professional cleaning job. I hope your work won't be affected severely by this. The FBI can cover whatever the damages caused to your house, and as I mentioned earlier, it's being repaired as we speak." Deciding it was the best to give him all the news at once, she kept on. "Mulder told me that the intruders took Elly as a hostage and threatened to shoot her if he didn't give himself up, so he did as requested. Mulder always does this regardless of the consequences. ...They'd bound and beat up on Elly pretty badly. She's also got a dislocated jaw, because Mulder had to take the gag out of her mouth. Mulder's got two bullet scratches and a dozen bruises from this incident. "...I have to tell you about Stella. She got off the worst, because she jumped to take a bullet meant for Mulder's head. She's with Agent Hall now. We've told the trauma surgical staff that Stella is a trained police canine, and that they'll be very sorry if they didn't treat her with the same level of care required for human patients. A long time physical therapy will be necessary for her full recovery. I'm very sorry to have to tell you this, Jake. I hope you know that the nobleness of her actions will be appreciated, and honored by the entire Bureau as well as the State of California. They'll present her with honors upon your release." The rapid change of expressions on Jake's face finally settled into the one of sorrow. Despite Jake's previous warning against losing his composure, Scully reached out to him again and caressed the side of his face. Her other hand stayed in his, and he squeezed it tightly. "How's... How's Elly now?" Jake's voice was barely audible, obviously wrestling against his raging emotions with a series of deep slow breaths. Scully kept her tone deliberately smooth, though she doubted it helped either of them. "Don't worry, Jake. She's already discharged and is in a safe-house secured with a top-level security. Skinner's keeping up with all the updates himself. She's as safe as she can get, and so are you." "I'm sorry, Dana." Jake blurted out, shaking his head. Scully stopped her caressing hand. "For what?" She honestly didn't know. "For what you go through every day." His answer was just as direct. Honest. She shook her head 'no'. "We're used to it. It never gets easier, though. But Mulder was in it since he was twelve. Well, actually, he was neck deep in it since the moment he was born." 'Because of Cancer Man's deep involvement in Mulder family's lives, and because of Bill Mulder's involvement in the scheme of this global conspiracy', she silently added. "But seems to me like you're the one with the most trouble." Jake said, gazing at her hand; no doubt talking about her being abducted five times in the past. Scully again answered 'no'. "I chose to be in it. It's not Mulder who hurt me. It's them who took me, and took my sister's life mistaking her for me." She said matter-of-factly, then asked him if he wanted a nurse to check him over. Jake shook his head 'no'. "But eventually, you'll need to get checked out." She insisted and returned to her task at hand. Jake stayed silent before asking her if he could see Stella. Since Elly had been discharged, Scully promised Jake she'd request Stella to be transferred into their room. Jake thanked her, then asked her for a permission to give his business partners a ring. Scully handed him his cellular phone and told him to take as long as he wanted, because she was wearing her headphone to listen to music, therefore his privacy was secured. Jake began dialing the number, but he stopped and asked her how and where Mulder was. She only said he was in Sacramento, working undercover. She had to be absolutely sure before breaking him the news about the missing girl's identity, or the nature of Mulder's undercover operation. Plus, she still had to decide how to explain her findings to Mulder. She knew that the Lone Gunmen would already know what she'd learned, and she knew them well enough to know that they would spare her the room to make the report to Mulder and Skinner. The subjected cancer treatment method explained a new cancer-fighting agent to be delivered directly into the tumor via a series of injections. She had the formula, and she had a part of the instructions. But the actual step-to-step procedural guide was missing; possibly erased by Scanlon. She wasn't really surprised to find the evil doctor's name on the list, considering the Jarvis had been murdered not long after Scanlon joined the study. She had no clue to how the Jarvis' came to recruit him into their research. After all, the Jarvis never allowed an outsider to be a primary. What Scully found to be the most disturbing was the data of alledged female volunteer subjects. Scully had their bios, but none was listed their names, social security numbers, nor the place of their births. Even in the Red Museum case she and Mulder investigated, the test subjects' bios left a list of credit card numbers. In this case, Scully simply had no idea just who these female subjects were. She immediately recalled the case of MUFON women. Scully vividly recalled about their being under the care of Scanlon, including Scully herself, before the doctor's evil deeds came to light and the man successfully disappeared; possibly dead. She needed to have the complete treatment analysis. Who knows if Scanlon or Consortium hadn't modified the formula to speed up the progress of their cancer? She missed Agent Pendrell. He would have created the formula for her and run the test himself to prevent any tampering. She still remembered the fallen agent's memorial service, and the funeral service in which she had attended with Mulder. She couldn't help shedding a tear or two as she read her speech at the memorial service. Mulder had been seated at the second row, silently giving her his reassurances that she would get through the entire speech without breaking into pieces. She knew exactly what Mulder was doing or planning to do at this moment. He was going after anyone who participated in the Jarvis' study, and had access to the lab results. She hoped Cancer Man would lose his cigarette lighter long enough for Mulder to get what they needed in time. She didn't have to keep her vigil for long. Mulder gave her a ring, claiming he could only spare a few moments. He quickly gave her the names with either an address or a number to contact for the research technicians who worked for the Jarvis. He was gone the moment she told him she wrote them down. Recognizing the urgency, she directly relayed the messages to the Lone Gunmen and then to Skinner. The tension-charged AD personally requested his team a rush to track down the research staff, successfully delivering their findings under three hours. "Of the seven people Mulder reported, all but one have died from both natural and unnatural causes. One victim died from a car-jack attempt, one killed in a robbery, one was a victim of a hit-and-run, one died of an undiagnosed cancer, one accidental death from a severe allergic reaction to penicillin, and one died of a narcotics over-dose. The only surviving staff member is in Vancouver, British Columbia, with his family." Skinner finished as he dropped a stuck of police reports and medical records. Each case file included the autopsy reports with the standard police reports. Scully looked through them quickly and set them aside, though her gaze never left them. Soon, she felt a warm gentle hand on her shoulder and looked up to find Skinner's eyes filled with nothing but concern. In their eyes, their shared disappointment for yet another loss was apparent. "Agent Scully, I could send some of my agents to check things over. This surviving man is our important witness. We can take his statement, or even a taped deposition due to the time constraints. Should you choose to go, I will get your the paperwork and push it through." 'Canada', she considered the option. But before she answered, Skinner dropped another file in front of her. "This is the official report for the Jarvis' murder case. As Mulder speculated, their daughter Vera was listed as one of the 'deceased'. But I've looked into the last photograph taken of the girl, and one look at that file is all it takes to prove the case report wrong. "I've already contacted Karen Kosseff at Agent Mulder's request. She will be arriving sometime later tomorrow afternoon to make initial assessments on Kathler and Vera. It is an official federal case, and Miss Lowry is now off the hook. She had already had her name taken off the case, so there shouldn't be any conflict over jurisdictions. She can still provide her opinions, but that's about all she can do." "I'll be happy to meet Karen Kosseff, sir. If that'll save some time." Jake's voice suddenly cut through their conversation, making the agents turn to face him. Jake was now trying to sit up on his bed, smiling his 'eavesdropping: guilty as charged' smile. "Hello, Mr. Kathler. I see that you're awake." Skinner said and shook Jake's offered hand. "Jake. You should stay laying down." Scully gently reminded him, but Jake shook his head 'no'. "It's okay, Dana. I almost feel perfect." He smiled wider, then quickly turned serious and met Skinner's eyes. "You've found her family." It wasn't a question. Skinner nodded. Scully continued. "Yes. I have just received confirmation on the missing girl's identity. Her name is Vera Maxine Jarvis, and she'll be a ten-year old within ten days. Her entire family had allegedly been the victims of a serial murderer, but now that we know Vera's alive, she could lead us to whoever held her in captivity. We believe that the kidnappers had Vera for a total length of at least two years. "It is Mulder's theory that Vera had been abducted by extraterrestrial biological entities to be used as a test subject to experiments of an unknown nature. He came to this theory, because the girl is extraordinarily intelligent in the field of art and language, judging from the EPT results and the recovered original psychological evaluation. I can't tell you more right now, but maybe I'll be able to after my return from Canada." Scully turned to face Skinner, who nodded in agreement and left the room to arrange the paperwork. Scully gave the Lone Gunmen a ring soon as Skinner was gone, and asked them to find out whatever else they could about the new cancer treatment. She also asked them to check out Clive Shaw, the last surviving member of the research assistants, because she was flying there to personally meet him. The Lone Gunmen agreed to put a rush on it before asking her if Mulder was all right. She told them she hadn't contacted Mulder, since there's no news that was urgent to Mulder at the moment. She figured Mulder would need the time to get Sarah Martin ready to be handed over. The Lone Gunmen reported her about Mulder resigning from his security guard position for letting in an unauthorized personnel into the third floor main area twice. This incident was proven true from the others' witness accounts. But the Lone Gunmen figured Mulder had done it on purpose, since he needed to quit the job anyway. Scully snickered, knowing exactly who got her partner a forced resignation and why. The Lone Gunmen, as Scully guessed, commented about Mulder demanding his bosses and the director of the lab never to punish or reprimand the doctor, nor his fiancee for asking Mulder to break the security rules. He'd reportedly done so in exchange for Mulder resigning without entitlement to pay or a benefit from his services to the institution. Considering his job well done in the recent break-in attempt by the college students, his bosses let him and the 'accomplices' go without further fuss. This show of chivalry was so-like Fox Mulder, Scully could almost picture Mulder delivering his speech and making arguments with his 'superiors'. Skinner arrived back in less than an hour and watched as Scully filled out the paperwork. Since she had little to pack, she spent the three-hour waiting time before she left the hospital for Castro Valley Airport finishing up the review of the files on the new cancer treatment. Although she had a great deal of hesitation, in the end she decided to review the folders delivered by Skinner during the flight. She again decided not to call Mulder to report about her leaving California, opting instead for Skinner to tell him if Mulder called for anything. However, she insisted she would be the one to call Mulder if she found any vital information. Stella's transfer order came through just as Scully was leaving, and she watched as Stella was wheeled into the room to be settled into a bed placed next to Jake's. "Stella! Hey, girl! It's so nice to see you." Jake greeted her as he reached for her and patted her head. Still groggy under the effect of the drugs, Stella was incapable to return him anything more than a pleading look and a few licks to his hand. Scully also patted Stella on her head, and gave her a kiss on her forehead before leaving the room. Scully hauled a cab, produced her FBI budge for effect and told the driver to 'step on it'. Once airborne, she began reading the case files only to find a series of errors, mistakes, full of holes on essential clues and theories that had been reported in almost every investigation. The car-jacking case had no witness who was credible enough to be called one. Two intoxicated prostitutes and a Chippendale dancer whose mouth could be bought weren't credible witnesses in anyone's common sense. The robbery case had the suspects' fingerprint evidences misplaced and nowhere to be found. In the hit-and-run case, the vehicle matching the eyewitness' descriptions was found, and the sample of the subjected vehicle's scraped paint had been recovered from under the victim's nails. The car was found in a nearby river with the bodies of the driver - and his dog - rotting inside the vehicle two weeks later. In the fatal accidental penicillin allergic reaction that had occurred in an emergency clinic, a nurse was allegedly ordered by a doctor to administer penicillin for the unfortunate patient. The nurse claimed she hadn't read anything about the patient being a diabetic in the chart. The doctor, whose signature was found at the bottom of the slip, swore in court that he gave no such order; that the signature written at the bottom was not even his own, and the doctor turned out to be right. They terminated the investigation when the nurse had allegedly committed suicide from her guilt over the case. Anyone could have killed the nurse, especially before she gave out the description of the impostor who gave her the penicillin injection order. The police report stated that the nurse forged the doctor's signature and administered the penicillin. The report never once mentioned the nurse's motive for committing the crime. The narcotics overdose death case had been labeled a murder case from the beginning, and Scully found the signs of a struggle noted in the autopsy report. The woman had been first drugged, raped though there was not a trace of DNA evidence, and then shot in the right temple. However, what killed the woman was a cocktail of narcotics, and all the rest had been done post-mortem. Scully read the report of the homicide detective stating his findings from interviews with her colleagues, her parents, her husband, and her neighbors. All claimed the victim never did drugs, never smoked cigarettes nor cigars, never chewed tobacco leaves, and never drunk a drop of alcohol beverages. 'She hated them all', they said. The perpetrator had never been caught, and the case file remained open, though it had been labeled inactive a long time ago. The liver cancer death had also been investigated with holes, since Scully reviewed the man's medical record. He had been extremely aggressively treated with chemotherapy and radiation - before being loaded onto a surgical table without surviving through it. Scully remembered her own experiences with Dr. Scanlon, and felt her blood run cold. No chance of surviving an operation after being attacked by the said treatment methods. It was a naturally existing, inherited condition that had been taken advantage of. The completion of the liver cancer file review finally led Scully to the last remaining case file. Scully took a deep breath as she picked up the folder, gazed at it for several seconds, and closed her eyes. 'You're an FBI agent, damnit!' Scully ran her fingers over the sleek manila surface of the folder, feeling her mind swim with the myriad emotions, questions and memories that ganged up to pounce on her. She ordered herself to calm down and open her eyes. 'Mulder needs this. Skinner needs this. Reading this will take us one step closer to put Cancer Man where he belongs. Vera needs this. ...I need this.' When her eyes finally allowed themselves to be opened, Scully the investigator teamed up with Scully the medical doctor. She slid her fingers in between the smooth yellow cover and the thick papers that lay inside. The plane landed just when Scully finished reading, and the plane cleared just in time for her to place the documents securely back into her briefcase and join the other passengers on their way to the exit. She checked her weapon for the second time that day, and made sure that she had her back-up piece strapped to her sigh with an elastic belt. She even had a backup clip for the weapon along with the clips for her Sig Sauer. She hoped she wasn't going to need either of them. Skinner was true to his word about making safe travel arrangement. As soon as she exited the gate, two escorting agents approached her and showed her to the awaiting Cessna. She thanked them, and watched as the door to the tiny aircraft was closed shut. The pilot guaranteed to take every short cut to her destination known to man. When they arrived to a small airfield in what seemed like the middle of nowhere, a jeep that had been waiting for her to take her to the man's address greeted her. The vehicle was guarded closely by two agents. Impressed though not surprised with Skinner's thoroughness, she called him for an update. Skinner wished her the best of luck. She thanked him and entered the beautiful modern-country, three-story mansion. Clive Shaw was a very polite and slender man in his late thirties. Scully shook his hand and took the seat in an offered chair across from the couch he was seated in. She gave him a quick over-view of their investigations and indicated his being their only hope to testify in court, or in a form of taped deposition about Jarvis' researches. "I'm willing to do whatever is necessary, Agent Scully. The only question is whether I have enough time to accomplish what you're asking me to do. Just get whatever out of me that you need before it's too late. Also, I do ask you to protect my family's lives or you lose." 'Very straight forward', she thought as she nodded, promising him that the bureau would do everything in its power to support him. She also told him that she would like to take him back to the United States to place him under a heavier protection. Shaw shifted nervously, but Scully assured him that the other agents would be there to protect his family. The man requested his own oncologist - who was also staying in the mansion at his own will to care for the man, to accompany them on the trip. Scully got Skinner's okay on this last-minute addition. When she asked Shaw if he had anything for safekeeping regarding the research over the dinner that had been prepared for her by his own personal chef, he carefully observed Scully. She held the man's gaze, trying everything she could to prove herself trustworthy. Finally, Shaw nodded and told her about a safety deposit box rented in a bank in downtown where he had hidden two card board boxes full of what the Jarvis and other assistants had left for him. "They all knew. Each and every one of them knew that they were going to end up dead no matter what they did. I already had the cancer, and whoever took care of them knew that I was just one of the victims they've created for their own selfish purposes." Shaw stared at Scully. When she asked him whether they all knew about Scanlon; especially about who he really was, Shaw looked at her briefly before nodding. "We noticed Scanlon was very... How do I say...? Well, his behavior was very suspicious around us. He was talkative and he was approachable enough to arouse no serious doubts, but he never really did anything in the lab. That is, except to watch over everything we've done, and then tell us what to do. We had a nickname for him: Scanlon the Scanner. But he was our superior, and he seemed to be getting along all right with both Dr. Jarvis." Shaw shifted in his seat and studied the pattern on the carpet in front of him. Admittance of guilt was clear in his eyes. He pursed his lips and slightly shook his head. "We sort of passed these stuff around, until I was the only one left with the remaining of our research materials. The Jarvis' didn't tell us who was threatening them, but they were terrified. They told us something about their daughter being held as insurance to keep them quiet. There are some personal journals they left behind, but none of us had the guts to read them. We had our own problems of protecting our families and ourselves. I could tell that the Jarvis' didn't enjoy what they were doing in the lab. But I also knew that they were trying to find a cure for Dr. Jarvis, ...Mrs. Jarvis, that is; and for their daughter, because she carried the cancer gene that she inherited from Mrs. Jarvis. They didn't talk too much about their personal lives, but if you spend almost every day for five years with the same person, you'll learn a thing or two." "Yes, I know what you mean." Scully said, noting the man's need for a breather. She sipped her tea and watched a housemaid clear their table before returning her attention to the exhausted, dying, and incredibly brave man sitting in front of her. "They had a group of women in their studies as you indicated. We never knew their names or where they came from. All we had were their serial numbers, ages, and the types of cancer they had. Most of them were suffering from Nasal Pharyngeal Mass. Their ages and ethnic backgrounds varied, but they were right along the U.S. Demographic statistics. They were all supposed to be volunteers, but I doubted it and so did the Jarvis. I mostly worked in the lab and hardly saw them, but the Jarvis came into our work area from time to time and told me that I was doing a good job. They... The Jervis were such wonderful people, Agent Scully. They didn't deserve to die in such a horrific manner. A serial murderer?! Give me a Goddamn break!" "Did they give you any hint of where their daughter was or who she was with while in captivity?" Scully wanted to cast the course of questioning away from the issues of cancer for a while, fearing for Shaw's already deteriorating health. "No. They were extremely tight-lipped when it came to questions about their daughter. We didn't even know her birthday." Shaw watched as Scully took out the police file regarding the Jarvis murders, and saw her flip through the pages until she stopped. He knew what she was looking at, and the fact that the Jarvis' violent deaths had been reduced to a single plain folder gave him a shudder. Scully held up the page that she was giving a cursory glance for Shaw's benefit, pointing to a photograph of a girl for emphasis that wasn't really needed. "Does this girl look familiar to you? Perhaps the Jarvis had a copy on their desk or in their wallets?" Scully asked, handing him the file. He stared at the photograph for a few moments, then finally nodded. "Yes, she looks familiar to me. I've never met her personally, of course. But... I think Mr. Jarvis showed me her photo just before their final Christmas together. She looked a little smaller and her hair was very short. But... I'd say that's her." Shaw spoke solemnly. Scully nodded and closed the folder. When she looked at the time, she realized the man needed his sleep, and so did she. Just as she closed her briefcase, she remembered to give Shaw two of her business cards. She'd written her cellular number on their backs and told Shaw to give one to his personal doctor, an old man named Dr. Claiborne. "I cannot thank you enough for your cooperation, and your hospitality. I'll call it a day, and we'll go to the bank tomorrow." Scully said as she shook Shaw's hand and went into her assigned guestroom located right next to Shaw's master bedroom. Once in the relative comfort of privacy, she updated Skinner. He thanked her, then asked her how she was doing. She told him she was fine, but knowing the man, she allowed that she felt a little nervous. He then gave her a direct order to go to sleep. She had to smile, thinking how he was like Mulder, sometimes. Once she was out of the shower, she dove directly into the bed and stared at the wood-panel ceiling. She was finally alone, after living nearly two weeks without privacy. Somehow it felt odd. She held her cellular phone in her hand, and toyed with it for while trying to decide whether or not to call Mulder. She missed him. She also missed Jake, Vera, and Stella. Hell, she even missed 'the three stooges'. But most of all, she missed her mother. Scully decided to take care of business first, and called the Lone Gunmen to have them check out Dr. Claiborne. They agreed and promised to give her the results within an hour. Scully thanked them, wondering how to keep herself awake until then. She knew it was outrageous to call her mother at such an ungodly hour. But then, she knew that her mother was mostly alone in the house, having her sons out in the sea and her other daughter laid to rest six feet down the ground. She pressed the second speed-dial button, and got her mother on the third ring. "Dana? Oh, how nice to hear your voice! How are you doing, dear?" She sounded a little sleepy, but it was apparent that her mother was not about to hang up without getting her peace of mind. "Hi, Mom. I'm sorry to call you so late at night, but I just wanted to hear your voice." She answered honestly. No use lying to her. She heard the signature soft laughter of her mother. "Oh, you know that you can call me at any time. Where are you now? Your voice sounds a little... distant." 'Mom, only if you knew how far away from home I really am.' Scully groaned inwardly. At the snail's pace that this investigation was going so far, there was no telling just how long it would be before she is standing at Maggie Scully's doorstep. "Well, I'm in Vancouver for a case. But, don't you worry about me. I won't miss my appointment." She didn't want to bring up her own cancer issues now, but it was what Margaret asked about with each time that her only remaining daughter went out of town, much less out of the country. "Dana, I know you're being very careful. How is your case going? I know that you have Fox to watch over you." Another tender spot was nailed to the floor. "Mom? He's not with me here. It's a long story, but he sent himself to work undercover as a psychotherapist in Sacramento. I haven't seen him in about a week, and I haven't heard from him in two days. I worry about him a little, because this case hits very close to home for the both of us. But you know he does what he has to do." She could picture her mother's concerned expression. "I know Fox is a strong young man, Dana. But you also know that he needs you. You two are so much alike." Scully smiled at the comment and nodded to herself. In her heart, she knew her mother didn't have to see it to know what she just did. "Mom, I'll be returning to Los Angels probably as early as tomorrow. Mulder should join us back there in a week or so. We'll both be fine, and you know you can call me if any emergency comes up. If you want to come visit me at the hospital during my regular treatment session, you're welcome to." "I might take you up on that offer. I haven't seen you in more than two, almost three weeks, Dana. ...Are you sure you wouldn't mind?" Knowing her daughter's reluctance to let her mother see her weakness, she always asked for permission. Scully reassured her that it was fine. Once they said their good nights and she was off the line, she stretched out over the incredibly comfortable mattress. She lay there quietly, thinking just how to report her findings to Mulder. When the phone rang, neither the Lone Gunmen nor she wasted time. The Lone Gunmen gave Dr. Claiborne a clean bill of innocence. After hanging up, she rested her phone next to her weapons and her budge. Finally breathing easier, Scully pulled the down covers and allowed herself to drift into sleep. Schuster Hotel Room #640 Sacramento, CA 12:45 AM His cellular phone was demanding attention. But after cramming his over-worked brains with text books and notes from numerous phone conversations with his Oxford professors and this nation's leading psychiatrists, he had no desire to even look at the phone lying next to him on the table. But he felt it stubbornly calling to him. 'Something is wrong', the trills said. Fox Mulder sighed and took the call. He was going to hang up if it was the opening of another useless debate about therapy techniques. He wanted advises and answers. Not more questions. "Hello?" Not forgetting to remember his current identity, he suspended the habit of answering calls with his last name. "Fox?" Mulder's hazy mind tried to place the familiar, welcoming tone of the voice. When he didn't answer, the woman's somewhat concerned words followed. "Fox? This is Margaret Scully." Mulder's eyes finally lit up with realization. "Oh? ...Oh! Hello, Mrs. Scully. I'm sorry, I'm just... I've been..." He couldn't find the right words. "That's okay, Fox. Dana told me you were working undercover in Sacramento." This puzzled him. He furrowed his eyebrows, trying to figure out what was going on. "Mrs. Scully, this is a confidential information. I didn't realize Dana talked to you about this. I haven't heard from her in about three days now, and..." "Fox, I think Dana is in danger." Margaret cut him short, freezing Mulder on the spot. He knew about the dreams she has, particularly before something bad happened. He swallowed hard. "Do you know why? Do you have any idea when...?" He trailed off. "No, I don't. I just... had a bad dream. I was just talking to Dana on the phone. She called me in the middle of the night and I could tell that she was very nervous about something. She said she was in Vancouver..." "Vancouver? Did she tell you why?" This thoroughly puzzled Mulder. She was on to something, and she wasn't telling him. He licked his lower lip and stared at the ceiling. He failed to remain calm. "She said she was on a case, but nothing more. She told me she'll be back for the treatment, and she told me to visit her at the hospital if I wanted to. She never invited me for any of her sessions except for the first time. Fox? She's scared about something." Mulder wanted to scream, realizing why she kept him in the dark. "Fox? Fox, are you all right?" Margaret's tone was now worried for him. 'Great.' Mulder grumbled. 'Fox Mulder on panic attack. This is just what she needs.' "Yes. Yes, Mrs. Scully. I'm okay. We've lost touch, because we were to call only on emergencies." Mulder hated himself even more for being able to come up with a smoother reply. "I'll check with Skinner right now, and find out whatever is going on. I'll do whatever I can for you two from here." The last two words drove into his gut like a pair of spikes. "Thank you, Fox. She doesn't show it too often, but I know she misses you." Margaret's smile could be 'heard' anywhere, and it never ceased to soothe him. She then told him she was going to wait up for any news. Mulder quickly dialed Skinner's cellular number, eliciting a reply that was something close to a groan from the man. "What is it, Mulder? This better be important." Mulder knew from Skinner's tone that he had been awake, probably getting as little sleep as Mulder had of late. "Sir, what's going on with Agent Scully? Why did she go to Vancouver?" "Oh, that." Skinner gave Mulder a quick catch-up with the investigation. The police reports, more cover-ups, and the last remaining witness alive from the Jarvis' research staff member. Mulder thought he'd feint after being bombed with so much shock. 'No wonder Mrs. Scully felt it', he thought. "Sir? I can't explain this in detail, but I just got a panic call from Mrs. Scully, telling me that Scully's life is in danger. She senses these things before they happen for real, and she's never wrong." "What are you trying to do, Agent Mulder?" Skinner was annoyed, but was somehow willing to listen. Mulder remembered Skinner telling him about his near-death experience in a mission gone awry in the middle of a jungle during Vietnam War. "Sir? With all due respect, I'm only trying to assure my partner's safety. I know it sounds spooky, but just for our peace of mind, will you double the security assigned in Vancouver?" The line was silent for several seconds. "Agent Mulder? Do you have any idea what security level I've already assigned to them?" "Yes, sir. Not enough." Mulder put his foot down. Skinner again stayed silent for several tense seconds. Mulder held his breath until he heard Skinner's resigned sigh. "All right, Agent Mulder. I will take your suggestion into consideration, but only because she's the only one with a full knowledge of this case. You, mister, better get everything packed up and be ready to drag your ass back to Los Angels." Skinner didn't bother hiding his short temper and Mulder hadn't expected him to. Mulder thanked Skinner, hoping that the man knew how much he appreciated all the man had done for the X-Files. As soon as he was off the line, he called back Margaret Scully and told her the good news. Margaret thanked him dearly, then asked him for Skinner's number. Mulder gave it to her off the top of his head, knowing Margaret Scully was no threat to the Assistant Director's safety, or the national security. He was surprised she didn't already have all of Skinner's numbers. He picked up the dreaded phone again, motioning to press the first speed-dial, but stopped himself tad short. The truth was, no matter how much he missed her, he knew she had an awfully big day to finish without his assistance, and she was already exhausted beyond belief. She needed every minute of rest spared for her, and if he actually wanted to talk to her, he needed to be a better therapist, so he could leave Sacramento as early as possible. It hurt him that Scully hadn't updated him, thus making him useless to her. But then, he now had someone's life in his hands. Somebody who would have to live her life confronting fears that sprang on her from practically everywhere she looked. The truth be told, he never thought it would be this hard to 'de-condition' learned behaviors. One of the text book examples he'd read in Oxford on his second year psychology class looked very simple: a dog was set in body braces and placed in front of a wall with a small window. It's wearing a tube that was going out of its mouth to catch the saliva. A bowl of dried meat powder was produced in front of the dog, and out of reflex, it starts to salivate. Then the experimenter will ring a bell behind the dog. When the meat powder disappears, the salivation stops. By repeating this procedure regularly, the dog will soon begin salivating at the sound of the bell alone. But in this experiment, the test subject was a dog, and the test itself was done on the typical Classical Conditioning process. If only the bell keeps sounding and no meat powder was produced, the dog would eventually unlearn the process and stops salivating. Mulder would give almost anything to have such a basic case at hand, but life was always unfair to Fox William Mulder, and it certainly was unfair on Sarah Martin. First of all, Mulder couldn't tell her to stay away from hospitals in case she needed medical care. He couldn't tell her to avoid every restaurant or glossary store in town. He most certainly couldn't tell her to avoid every single police station, police officers, and security guards. He typed up his letter of resignation to Keneally after the last session, and told Keneally that all he could do with the patient was to get her prepped; that the case would take years by him, and the woman didn't have years. Keneally, who observed the progress of the sessions, actually knew how hard the case was. David Joyce / Fox Mulder actually lasted much longer than anyone expected him to. Mulder thanked the older man and told him that he'd do the best he could. Mostly, Mulder knew he was excellent at gaining people's trust regardless of whether they were witnesses, suspects, or patients. He knew before he got her as a patient, that Sarah didn't even like the idea of therapies. But now, she was not only motivated, but was actually responding to the treatment. Mulder just needed to find how to lead her away from him and into her own method of finding answers. Right now, Sarah Martin was expecting for him to pull a miracle out of a hut. He couldn't leave. At least not until she was confident that she would make through the therapies regardless of who came to help her. To get to that point, she needed to understand that she was the true driving force in her own life, and that she was the only one who could pull her out of the water. He knew that if he bolted on her now, she would think he just locked up her case and threw away the key. In his bathroom, Mulder nearly tore off his clothes and sat under the spray of scalding-hot water until it turned cold. He had to do better. He toweled off and barely made it to the bed before blacking out with sheer exhaustion. His last thought was of Scully, reading the thick medical file of the cancer-ridden federal witness she has to protect. He thought he saw her close her eyes, her expression rigid while she sat in an airplane seat. Exact Location Unknown Vancouver, British Columbia 9AM Next Day They arrived at the subjected bank promptly at nine. A fully armed Dana Scully followed Clive Shaw on his right, ready to tackle him down to the floor and open fire if necessary. Looking at these two, it was almost inconceivable that federal agents who stood guard at every entrance and exit were surrounding them. She communicated with them through wire and the earpiece she wore. Clive Shaw wore a bulletproof vest underneath his sport jacket, and tried his best to behave as if everything was perfectly normal. They made their way quickly down to the basement, followed closely behind by another agent. Scully had to keep her FBI budge in her left hand at all times, showing it to every passing bank employee. They loaded into the elevator and watched the door reopen. Shaw led their way and Scully kept a keen eye on everyone inside the office as they entered. The agent behind them had a portable folding cart for the research materials awaiting them behind the metal door of the deposit box. The safety deposit box was rather a cabinet, and the evidences were carefully stored in standard office cardboard boxes. Scully was thoroughly amazed as she watched the assortment of research data, journal books, and samples in glass jars neatly crammed into the small space. The accompanying agent loaded them onto the cart as if they were cases of raw eggs made of gold. Scully let the agent lead their way back, and once they were in the elevator, requested to have a few agents standing guard to come give them a hand. Scully only concentrated on protecting Shaw. She knew all the agents assigned for their protection had the photos of Scanlon and Krychek with them. Krychek wasn't a suspect in the case, but considering the natures of this X-File, Scully couldn't be too careful. They made a quick exit from the building, their moves undetectable to most of the customers. Scully rode in the backseat with Shaw, while Dr. Claiborne sat in the passenger seat next to the agent who was assigned the duty of a driver. Their car was sandwiched in between two more cars full of federal agents. The retrieved research materials had also been stored in the trunk of the middle car. Just when they took the highway route leading to the airport, Scully finally noticed Shaw staring at her with a mix of understanding, sorrow, and anger. Scully held his gaze for several seconds before asking him what was wrong. Shaw moved his gaze toward Scully's back, or rather, the back of her neck. She released a faint gasp, realizing that her ponytail was allowing the scar on the skin at the back of her neck to show. She silently cursed herself for forgetting just whom she was with. She had been prepared for a possible combat situation, and figured her hair would be in the way. She was wearing a pair of flat heeled, black leather lace-up shoes that would allow her to bolt if and when she needed to. "I'm sorry I stared at you like that. I didn't know you had it." Shaw's apology sounded like a shock of thunder to Scully's ears. She didn't want to fall apart right now. When she didn't speak, he hunched his back a little and leaned closer to her. "Do you have the brain tumor?" Shaw's question was kept deliberately low, so that the driver wouldn't hear it. Scully swallowed hard, deciding that lying was inappropriate. A nod of admittance was enough, and Shaw released a long sigh. " I'm sorry. You didn't want me to know. No wonder you care about this case so much." Shaw stared out of the window. Scully stared at her hand and stayed silent. "Don't worry, because I'll keep everything confidential. But if you want advises from my oncologist, you know that he's with me 24 hours a day." Very much aware of Scully's discomfort, he didn't elaborate on the subject. "Why did he stay?" Scully had to ask, for her own reasons. "Because he cares too much." Shaw said simply, staring at the back of the old doctor's head. They were silent for the rest of their trip to the airport. It turned out that ever since last night, the other agents assigned to Shaw had their instructions to inform the witness of their need to move quickly. Thus, Shaw was packed and ready to leave the mansion before Scully ever arrived. She was informed of this at their breakfast table. When the cars came to a halt in front of an airfield located next to the airport, they quickly transported the documents from the car and onto the aircraft. She was expecting the same Cessna that she boarded before; never the rear-jet that was parked in front of them. This was no 'extra miles'. Skinner must be out running a full marathon for them. Scully watched as the other agents busily checked the aircraft's every nut and bolt. It was another half an hour before Scully and Shaw had been allowed aboard. She had one foot on the top third step, following Shaw to the door when she felt a burning sensation on her right arm, then on her right breast. The force knocked her sideways, the impact smashing her body directly into Shaw's lower back and sending him onto the floor of the aircraft's entrance. It wasn't until she felt herself sliding down the stairs that she felt any pain. All around her, people screamed and fired their guns at general direction of a tiny storage. It was a tiny building where the light sticks and the uniform vests had been stored for people on their night duty. The bullet had come from the right side of the stairs, from a silencer equipped long-range rifle. A group of agents took cover behind their three parked vehicles, and the remainder of them hauled Scully to her feet. But she was already getting her weapons ready to fire, and refused to be taken into the plane. "Go! Go! Go!!" She shouted, pointing franticly at Shaw, who was trying to get himself back onto his feet. "Go secure the witness first! Get the plane ready for take-off! I'll follow you! Move!!" She yelled as she pushed two agents toward the stairs. Sensing her tension, they complied and grabbed Shaw by the belt loops to haul him inside. The storage unit exploded, the flying fragments raining on them from the wind. At a short distance away in the nearby brush, Scully saw movement and yelled for the agents behind the car to watch for it. Just when her warning was given, three men in combat suits jumped out from their cover and opened fire. Three agents were immediately down, their view obscured by the tall grass. Scully plunged herself toward the parked cars, taking her cover by lying flat over the trunk door and the rear window. She was careful to place her body directly behind the driver seat's headrest, and she aimed her weapon over the roof of the car. It was the best position that she could think of at the moment. The snipers were obviously trained for the mission, and she wouldn't want to risk getting her ankles shot from underneath the car, nor to place herself at the center of the rear window glass, exposing herself from the space in between the front seats. She knew she had at least one sniper, judging from the scream heard from approximately fifteen feet away. Another scream followed and she saw another sniper fall, taken down by the three remaining agents firing at once. Her right chest hurt like nothing Scully had ever experienced, but she knew she was still well enough to fight. "Don't worry, Dana Katherine." She spoke aloud. "None of the vains exploded. No vital organ's been damaged. Focus." The aircraft's wheels began rolling, leading the plane away from the firing range. Scully continued to signal a 'go', throwing her arm toward the runway. Her briefcase was aboard with the documents, so she knew that if she never made it out, either Skinner or Mulder would get what she'd found and Shaw would still be there to assist them. She soon emptied the gun and fed it the extra clip. There was only one sniper left, but he could be anywhere. "Cease fire! Hold your fire!" Scully yelled, quickly commanding the three able-bodied agents to pick up the injured. "Get them one by one! I'll cover you! Go, move now!!" Scully ordered the stunned agents. Knowing her size and condition, they quickly understood that Scully wouldn't be much of help in carrying a heavy load. Seeing their efforts, the rear-jet turned its wheels back toward them. Scully frantically gave them a 'no'. Quickly grabbing a radio lying on the ground a few feet away, she hopped back onto the trunk of the car and barked orders to the pilot. "No!! Don't turn around! Keep going! I'll send one of the cars loaded with injured agents. Keep your wheels rolling." Turning toward the agents who heard her command, she jumped off of the car she was on. Quickly killing her scream of pain, she opened the vehicle's front door with her injured arm. Her left arm kept firing the gun for cover while the three agents moved the injured agents. She saw one of them climb into the driver's seat while another moved to shut the rear door. Just then a rifle fire was heard, and Scully saw the agent limply lean against the open rear door. She grabbed her back-up piece while jumping off of the car, then gritted her teeth and motioned for the driver to take off. The car shot through the other two cars, and began its chase of the aircraft. "Keep going!!" Scully, now taking cover behind another car, barked into the radio. She then saw a camouflage jacket move through a thicket of the brush, no doubt aiming for the fleeing car. She never missed the chance. Dropping flat on the ground, she fired rapidly from underneath the car. The last remaining agent also saw the sniper's movement through the grass, and rapidly emptied his weapon from behind the open front door of the other car. When neither found the sniper was down, they jumped into one of the remaining vehicles and chased after the cavalry. She asked for the driver's primary weapon, indicating the inadequacy of her back-up piece in this combat situation. The agent quickly pulled it out and handed it to her along with his last clip. She leaned her body out of the open window, the gun aimed over the roof and her feet securely holding position under the passenger seat. Her knees and thigh muscles were doing most of the work on holding her weight. When she heard another gunfire, she saw that the bullet bounced off the jet's wheel, but it luckily missed the tire. When their car caught up with the other speeding car, she quickly commanded to have both cars going side by side in front of the jet's wheels to guard them. She kept her watch on the field, but she almost missed the camouflage jacket moving behind a further end of the brush, almost into the distant forest. She fired quickly, but the sniper disappeared. When she was sure this battle was over, she commanded the jet to slow down. With the help of the three awaiting agents, they hauled in the three injured, one dead, agents on board. When the jet was finally airborne, six of them including the pilot remained unharmed. Scully was still panting when she fell into the long couch next to the three moaning and groaning agents. They all tried to make her rest, get the first aid ahead of the others. But again, they were met with her objection. "I'm the medical doctor here. I'll take care of the patients first." She claimed firmly and took out the doctor's bag she carried everywhere with her. The other agents stared at Scully with awe, but as soon as she began ordering them to remove the patients' clothing and start control the bleeding, they assisted her as requested. The pilot used the in-house communication system to tell Scully that the Assistant Director had been informed of the casualty. He also told her they were now under the AD's direct orders to fly to Los Angels with a stop in Seattle to drop off the injured agents. Scully nodded and thanked him. Shaw, now somewhat recovered from the shell-shock state, approached the agents and assisted them with the first aids. Scully thanked him, and to Dr. Claiborne who was helping them from the start. She thought it was very lucky that the three injured agents received only one shot each, considering the number of the bullets fired at them. Once the bleedings were under control and clean-out procedures were taken care of, Scully handed Dr. Claiborne a suture kit. At the old man's blank expression, she asked him if he remembered how to stitch up wounds. The man nodded, but admitted that he hadn't done any for decades. "Oh, well. You're gonna have to do it anyway. It's just like riding a bike." She said as she took her first patient. 'Desperate situations take desperate measures.' She thought as she injected the anesthetic into the patient. The man screamed, but he gritted his teeth until the drug took its effect and made it through the rest without another scream. She then heavily and tightly bandaged the area with dressing gauze and gave him some pain pills though she knew it would do no good. When she was bandaging the second patient, Dr. Claiborne was getting ready to dress the third man. Seeing that her turn had arrived, Scully told the doctor that he wasn't doing bad, and began removing her suit jacket. When she actually looked at the black ruined jacket for the first time after the shooting, did she realize how much blood she'd lost. The bullet had nicked muscle tissues from her upper right arm, slipped under her armpit, and was no doubt embedded somewhere in her right breast. She had just sprung to climb the stairs when the shot was fired, making the bullet travel in such way. She got off much easier than she'd expected, though. 'At least I still have my arm, and nothing vital was affected', she thought. She could have gotten the bullet past to her neck, making her choke in her own blood. Or take it at the shoulder and lose her arm. Or the bullet could have slipped through her underarm and injured her lung. The other passengers including Shaw had the courtesy to turn away as Scully stripped from the waist up, and had Dr. Claiborne attend to her wounds. When her arm was done, she sat down on one of the passenger seats. The two chairs were facing each other, allowing Dr. Claiborne to sit across from her. Scully saw the old doctor wincing, and asked what was wrong. She almost wished she'd never asked when the doctor informed her that they were now out of the anesthesia. Her doctor's bag was slightly larger than that of Dr. Claiborne's, but still it didn't carry enough of the drug to take care of so many people. Claiborne's bag was strictly for his only patient, and surgical anesthesia wasn't a popular item in cancer treatment. Fully anticipating the inevitable attacks of blinding pain, Scully grabbed her blood-soaked, bullet-holed jacket and tore the ripped sleeve off of it. She then placed the rest of the jacket behind her back, and pressed the button at the side of the chair to fully recline the seat. Dr. Scully just knew how to make things easier. The old doctor in front of her watched in astonishment as she stuffed her mouth with the torn sleeve and gave him a 'go'. None of the agents heard anything more than loud gasps during the gluesome cleaning and bandaging procedure, and none of the blood stained the pale gray seat. Through her blurring vision, Scully thanked the doctor and assured him she would be fine at least until they arrive in Seattle. The surgery to have the bullet taken out of her would have to be done by surgions, at a hospital equipped with a radiology and surgical department. After her breaths returned normal and the swelling from her eyes subsided, she had Shaw hand her the over-night bag. She pulled out the pantsuit she wore the previous day, and a navy dress tee shirt to wear underneath. When she was changed, she took a bottled mineral water from a refrigerator and took three painkiller pills from its container. She finished off the entire water bottle in less than ten minutes. She stuffed the soiled suit back into the over-night bag, not forgetting to place them into a plastic bag first for evidence. When she returned to her reclined seat and lay down, she took out her cellular phone that she retrieved out of her briefcase. She realized where she was at the last minute, and reached instead for the in-flight phone. She needed to call Skinner. She preferred talking to Mulder at that point, but she knew he was probably in a session, thus even Skinner wouldn't be able to reach Mulder. She knew Mulder never would take a cellular into the therapy room, and she knew it would be turned off while he was in the Bionix building. When she got Skinner on the first ring, she had no idea what she was going to say to the man, except to report that she was fine. "Agent Scully, are you sure?" Skinner asked her more than once. "Yes, sir. I'm in pain, but I have no damaged vital organ, nor a broken bone. I was extremely lucky, and the other surviving agents also have only one bullet in each of them. Thank you for the increased security measures, sir. I wasn't expecting it to be such a big deal. But..." Scully trailed off. She could hear Skinner's rapid breathing, no doubt suffering an extremely high blood pressure. "Agent Scully, it was Mulder who requested to double the security." "What?" She couldn't help herself from raising her voice. 'Why Mulder?' "Yes, Agent Scully. He called me after midnight, claiming that your mother gave him a panic call and reported her dream about your life being in danger." Skinner's voice never faltered, but it grew considerably lower. When she didn't answer, he spoke with the gentleness that she very rarely heard in the man. "Agent Scully, Mulder told me your mother had such dreams before, and that she was never wrong. I'm glad I took their advice, or you may not be talking to me right now." "Sir?" Her voice failed to disguise its tremble. "Has Agent Mulder been contacted? I know that he would never carry his cellular to disturb his therapy session, but I was wondering if you had any luck." Ordering her voice to stay with her, she tried to speak louder. It worked. "No. I'm afraid he's turned off the phone, but I believe he's still carrying it with him." Judging from the fact that her mother had called Mulder with the panic, she thought Skinner was right. "It's fine, Sir. I'll try to reach him myself. I've lost blood, but not enough to drop me unconscious at any time." "If it helps, Agent Scully..." Skinner paused, no doubt desperate to deliver her some kind of good news. "He called me this morning and told me he'd turned in his letter of resignation to Dr. Kenearly." She could feel Skinner's anger toward her partner's recent behaviors as it radiated through the phone line. "Sir? With all due respect, this wasn't Mulder's fault. Even if he had been here to cover my back, if he hadn't called you last night, I doubt if any of us would have survived. My mother didn't have your cellular number, and..." "She called me last night after Mulder did to thank me for taking their advice." This puzzled Scully before she realized Mulder probably gave it to her mother when he called her back. "Sir, I'm sure Mulder gave her your number. I know Mulder will be back as promised, and he's been through another hell of his own. This is a particularly hard case for him, given its nature. I'm certain he wouldn't give it anything less than his very best, and more." Scully was afraid if Skinner was ready to send Mulder to another wiretap assignment. But when she heard another exhausted sigh, she knew that their partnership was going to be all right. "You don't have to defend him, Agent Scully. But if he doesn't get here by midnight tomorrow, I'm personally yanking his ass out of there, and in to Seattle. Tell him that." Scully exhaled her breath of relief and thanked her boss. Already imagining the protests she was to get from Mulder for taking herself way, way over the edge on this fiasco, she closed her eyes for a brief rest. Keneally Psychological Research Lab Genesis International Laboratory Building 2PM The good-bye wasn't short and sweet. It was downright nasty. It was still fine as he said his good-byes to everybody at the lab, and gotten out only with a round of their disappointments and miss-yous, plus one near-forced dinner date with Dr. Dutton. However, all luck changed when he faced Sarah Martin. Until this day, their morning sessions had been a series of rather rushed sessions. As he'd expected, the extent of her phobias, almost twenty years in the making had made accomplishing their goal far more difficult than either had ever imagined. Mulder had been spending the last two hours trying to convince Sarah Martin that she was ready for the higher level of her soul-searching; that his role in her life was now to end, though he won't ever forget what he'd learned from her. Mulder's attempt to cut the ties with her very damn nearly sent her into another panic attack episode. But she calmed down when he took her hands, the first time he'd voluntarily touched her since the last episode that resulted in some degree of violence. "You taught me so much, Sarah. More than I ever expected. But now, you have to try and reach the higher goal. You're an incredibly strong person, and where you are going is somewhere I can't follow. I don't have anything more to give to you, Sarah. You need much, much more than I can ever give. I'll be honest with you. You may have already noticed, but I've been wracking my brains just trying to find the best way to help you, because you are worth it." Mulder meant every word, and each word was true. He'd been blown up in his face from time and time again by the hardship of treating a patient. But Mulder's natural craving for knowledge and his addiction for a challenge had taught him to bear it all; because pretty soon, he would need to apply everything he'd learned from treating Sarah into Vera. At least Jake would help the girl through the emotional issues Sarah didn't have anyone to share and bear with. Sarah sat in front of him, in the same cross-legged position she was in since the start. Well, except for the time she punched him in the face and scratched his neck. "Sarah, listen to me. I'm not your savior. You are. In the end, you are the only person who can help you. We are only your helpers. Sometimes we guide you to help you find the answers to your questions. But that is only if you let us. I've been with you, because you let me in. But I did all that I could with you. "Think of this like when you're in school. You learn from certain teachers, all gifted in their own level and specialty. But after you pass the classes and go up to another class, you'll have different teachers. But that doesn't mean that the teachers want to throw you away along with your trust because they don't need you any more. That's not how this works. I'm only saying that you are ready for more than I am trained to help you with. But you have to keep going regardless of what or how long it takes." "But, I hate school." Sarah's tone made her sound like a lost child. He dropped his hand to his lap. "This isn't a school, Sarah. This isn't a nice version of a prison torture chamber. All of this is whatever you make it out to be, and whatever you want it to be. This is a small room, I know. But it's a fine place for your mind to find answers you need. It can be an adventure for your mind and your soul. This very room can and will be your own battlefield, where your past will demand challenges, which I know you will bravely take. But this room also can and will be a nice comfortable place with every small step you take forward. "I need you to realize understand that anything... Anything that you find within yourself during your stay in this place ...will be yours for life." Mulder indicated the small room with his hands, and for the first time, saw a spec of hope in the young woman's eyes. Mulder wasn't going to lose that. "I wish I could be of more help to you, Sarah. But you are already much more than when we first started. You learned things. You taught me things. Now, you're ready to learn more things, and teach more things. But, not with me." "So, you keep teaching and learning, too?" Sarah's penetrating gaze never allowed room for a lie. Mulder nodded. "Yes, I will. In my own way, I always will." Mulder had no idea how much of help he would be to Vera, but he knew that he had to try. Vera won't allow herself to trust a total stranger for a therapist. Mulder held Sarah's gaze. A very rare sight of a radiant smile slowly broke over his face. "Promise?" Sarah asked, and Mulder resisted himself from reaching out to her for an embrace. He wanted to. In fact, he wanted to fall to pieces and break into sobs right in front of this troubled woman. She never deserved the cancer or her inconsiderate birth parents that ruined such a wonderful person's life. "Yes, I promise." Mulder nodded, fighting tears. He offered her his hand to shake. It was a brief, firm symbol of a promise made; an undying trust established. "Thank you, Sarah. For all you've done." With this, Mulder declared finality and stood up. Sarah stood up after him, but didn't followed him out of the door. Instead, she watched as Mulder walked away whistling. Mulder didn't care who stared at him. He had survived the challenge. He returned to his shared office, all souvenirs including a few good-bye and good-luck cards laying atop the assortment of copied reports and taped sessions of therapy to be submitted to Skinner. On his way out, Mulder stopped Keneally, who told him again that if Mulder ever want to come back, his old job was always his. Mulder just had to laugh at the statement. Then they exchanged a firm handshake for a good-bye, though never in spoken words, because then it would be forever. In truth, Mulder had nothing but respect for Keneally. If he had met the man while he was still enrolled in Oxford, he wouldn't have joined the FBI. That was a scary thought when he thought about it. Schuster Hotel Room 640 Sacramento, CA 3:30 PM He finally made it to the door with the heavy load he carried. His arm was ready to be rid of the stitches, and he had only a little trouble for him to carry the box. He had to make a few trips around the building while turning in his security pass and the lab coat as well as completing the necessary paperwork for leaving. The moment he placed the heavy box on the hotel table, his cellular phone summoned his attention. He'd only turned it back on fifteen minutes ago, which was when he'd gotten into his rental car. He picked it up and was greeted by Scully's voice. "Hey, Scully! Just who I wanted to talk to!" Mulder couldn't hide his excitement for leaving the city, and thus teaming up with her again. If he'd been listening to her more closely, he'd have detected the exhaustion hiding behind her all-business tone. "Oh, so you got out?" She asked, sensing his unusually cheerful mood. "Yes! I'm heading your way right now. You're still in Vancouver, right?" He spoke rapidly, the relief of getting a mission accomplished. When she stayed silent, though, a very familiar sick nausea quickly killed his good mood. "Scully, what's wrong? ...Didn't Skinner take my advice?!" Recalling his earlier phone conversation with Margaret Scully, Mulder resigned to the fact that good times never last long enough. "He did. He sent us the bureau's rear-jet for our trip back to the States with Clive Shaw. We've got two cardboard boxes full of documents to prove us right. Shaw's with Skinner, under the AD's personal protection. I'll join him soon." "So you came back. Does this mean you're back in Los Angels?" His voice turning serious, he tried to read every bit of trouble she wasn't telling him. There had to be a lot for her to avoid direct answers. "No, I'm in Seattle for the time being. With four other agents." 'Seattle? What now?' Mulder thought, telling himself to calm down. "Why Seattle? Quit stalling, Scully, and please tell me what's going on." "Mulder, we've lost an agent. He was shot in the back, and the bullet penetrated his spine before plunging itself into the heart." "What?! Scully, are you all right?!" He really wished he had a pair of wings, so he could fly this very moment and tell her how sorry he was for not being there. "Mulder, listen to me. Three or more professional snipers ambushed us. The small storage unit located twenty feet from away from our jet was booby-trapped. They might have thought we'd go there for cover, but we used our cars. Good thing we did, because it exploded when other agents fired at it. But... Well, it's a very, very long story that finished in less than ten minutes, so I'll tell you more in person." Mulder detected a very small gasp in her voice as she moved around. He could tell from the background noise that Scully was indeed in a hospital. "Scully? Don't ask me how I know this, but I know you're hurt." "Mulder, stop your worrying right now. I'll give that I am hurt, but I was incredibly lucky. There are three other agents who didn't get so lucky. They're all in surgery right now. I'm already out, and I was moved into my own room just an hour ago." Mulder landed on his rear on the spot, unable to remain standing. "Oh, my God. Scully..." Words, even his breath were fighting their way out of him. His mouth was suddenly dry, and his throat felt clogged. "Mulder, listen. I requested them to use local anesthetics, so I would remain awake. It's not bad at all. I'm well enough to rejoin Skinner and Shaw. The bullet that took me came from the side. It nicked my upper arm much like you had yours, only it got me on my right arm. Then, it slipped under and came to rest in my right breast about an inch deep. It was fired from a long-range rifle, equipped with a silencer. But the other three snipers that fired at us didn't have silencers. That made it easier to identify where the shots were fired. "Mulder, I have no broken bone. There was no damage in any of my internal organs, and I didn't have any ruptured artery. I just have a bad scratch on my arm, and an inch-deep hole in my breast. I also have bruises, scrapes and cuts; but they're scattering everywhere on my body, and none of them was major. I have the extracted bullet in my possession for the ballistics. Thanks to you and Mom. You both saved our lives today." "Uhm... Okay." Mulder barely managed to utter the words. "Mulder, listen to me. My mother's been contacted, and she's already on her way to Los Angels to join us. I know that you're going directly to the airport because you got this call. Don't kill yourself getting there. Make damn sure to stop at every red light and stop sign, because I'm not coming to bail you out of jail if you get caught this time. ...I'm alive and well, Mulder. I'll be quite sore for a couple of weeks, but I'm far better off than the others. "I also need to remind you, that I'm well enough to continue with this investigation. There's a lot to catch up here, Mulder. You just work on getting yourself back in Los Angels safely, and in one piece. We'll take the rest from there." Her surprisingly calming tone was contagious, and Mulder breathed easier. But earlier, he thought he'd have a heart attack, or even a stroke like the one his mother suffered. "All right, Scully. I'm sorry I lost it again. It's me who should be comforting you right now, for God's sakes." Mulder got back on his feet to start packing. "Well. I'm used to your over-protectiveness and your tendency to go on a rampage. Until now, you were doing something that someone had to be ready for. There's nothing to be feeling guilty about." Scully's voice was much more relaxed now, and Mulder could feel his own tension retreating into the darker recesses of his mind. "I can't thank you enough, Scully. But can you go easy on my wallet and settle for a dinner?" Mulder asked, just wanting to make her smile. "I'm pretty much famished. Sure, we'll be tied up over Jarvis' research material anyway. Shaw's unharmed, by the way. Nothing is out of control, yet. Just come on down here as fast as you can without causing trouble, and we'll take it all from there." Mulder was in awe, again, at his partner's capacity to be so giving. So understanding, and so incredibly strong. "Good work, Scully. You amaze me. I, uhh..., ...I'll see you in a couple of hours." He knew nothing was as easy as she tried to convince him. 'A hole in her right breast? That had to hurt like hell!' Mulder dialed Skinner's number and reported himself officially back on duty. When he requested Clive Shaw on the line, Skinner told him to save the fun. Mulder apologized for his earlier behavior, and promised Skinner his full involvement with the case. Next he called Amanda on her pager, and when she returned his page, he told her that he had a family emergency. She playfully asked him if he was trying to get rid of her. Mulder denied it flat-out, telling her that there had been an accident and he was flying to Los Angels in less than an hour. But he thanked her for all the time they spent together, and wished her the best of luck. Amanda, remembering all the tedious analysis work he'd done for her, forgave him and gave him her good-luck wishes with a light good-bye kiss over the phone. Mulder blushed and considered himself fortunate that Amanda Dutton wasn't there to see it.