From: unknown Date: Fri, 23 Apr 1999 15:47:55 -0700 Subject: New: Heartbeat by DenyTheTruth TITLE: Heartbeat AUTHOR: DenyTheTruth EMAIL ADDRESS: kelleigh@glasscity.net DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: Gossamer: Yes. If anyone else thinks it's good enough for other achieves go ahead and put it there. Just keep my name on it and let me know. SPOILER WARNING: Milagro RATING: PG CONTENT WARNING: none CLASSIFICATION: MVA, SVA SUMMARY: Mulder and Scully's thoughts after the incidents of "Milagro" HELP!!!!!!! Guys I am in desperate need for stories where Mulder and Scully fall into the lives of DD and GA. Most importantly I am looking for one I read a while back where Chris Carter learned of what hapened and all three tried to get them back. It was taking place while Scully still had cancer and Chris tried not to let them know too much about what was going to happen in the future. It was a great story and I would really appreicate finding out the name of the story and where I can get it. I am beggin please I won't even ask for feedback on this story if someone can tell me where i can find the story Thanks I owe you guys and on with the show Heartbeat by DenyTheTruth They say time is like a heartbeat, but that isn't true. It's life that is like a heartbeat. At least for me it is. Because I know that my life is a heartbeat. The heartbeat of another and without her heartbeat I would die. And no I am not being overly dramatic, it is the truth. It is Scully that keeps me alive. When I heard those gunshots from my apartment, I knew it for certain then. My heart stopped beating when I saw her lying on the floor, and only when I knew that hers was still in her chest beating did mine start again. We have spent the past 7 years together working with and "loving" each other like no one else could. We have seen and done things unimagainbale to others but we are still here. Still alone. I can't do it anymore. The time of loneliness has got to end. I can not go through another incident like that with Padgett. I will not have my "life" played with like that and I will not allow anyone to hurt her. I can only hope that she accepts my heart as openly as I accept hers and that she will let me in. Personal Journal Fox William Mulder ------------------ Science has been my guiding light for years. It was what I always truned to when I could turn to nothing else. But that all changed this week. When I needed it, my science could not help me and wasn't there. But Mulder was. Mulder, a true crux to my life of science but still the thing that was there. All I could do was hold onto him and let go. My scince had failed me, there was the proof in my blood soaked shirt that my scicne coudln't prove. But I didn't care at the time. I just needed something solid to hold onto and Mulder was there for me. My life is no longer guided by my faith in science, but by my faith in one thing: Mulder. We have survived numerous ordeals in our lives together and continue to do so. He is my life and I can no longer deny myself the truth. I can only hope that he accpets the truth and me when I let him know Personal Journal Dana Kathrine Scully The End THere you guys go, just something quick that popped in my head and I hope you didn't read it and say "Someone take away her writing privelges" ALSO AGAIN: HELP!!!!!!! Guys I am in desperate need for stories where Mulder and Scully fall into the lives of DD and GA. Most importantly I am looking for one I read a while back where Chris Carter learned of what hapened and all three tried to get them back. It was taking place while Scully still had cancer and Chris tried not to let them know too much about what was going to happen in the future. It was a great story and I would really appreicate finding out the name of the story and where I can get it. I am beggin please I won't even ask for feedback on this story if someone can tell me where i can find the story The Truth is out there and all us shipper's must come together and take CC hostage till he quits teasing us and gives us it. MSR IS REAL AND IN FULL FORCE?