From: Laura Bontrager Date: Mon, 08 Nov 1999 18:35:43 -0500 (CDT) Subject: Help Me (1/1) Source: xff Title: Help Me (1/1) Author: RocketMan >lebontrager@iname.com< Disclaimer: Mulder and Scully belongs to CC, 1013, and Fox. No fringe is intended. SPOILER::: Sixth Extinction 1 and 2 (next episode) ====== Help Me ====== His throat works in silence. His lips are dry and bleeding. He wants water. She is here again. She is speaking again. He knows there is something to do, something to say, but nothing works. It's how she wants it. Scully was here once, here and he couldn't move to her, wanted so very badly to just focus his eyes on her face, or move his finger along her skin, or just say, "I love you," because otherwise it was too late. It was too too late. She is here again. She is speaking and unloosing the bonds, but he wishes they would tighten back to the bed rails, hold him securely in. She's going to take him away and make him hers and he will never see his Scully again. The hands are running along his body now, running along like little athletes, eager for the finish line, yet enjoying the race all the same. He wants to yell, this isn't yours! This is mine! But there are so many buzzes in his head it is difficult to tell which is really his, which is really hers. She is inside his head and liking it, delighting in it. She wants him to know all her plans. He can feel his body shudder in horror. At least, he hopes it is in horror. Some things just repsond when one has no control. Just as he has no control. Somebody help me. Somebody help me, oh God, please, even if you're Alien, help me. He hears a voice, hears Scully's indignation, but sees no one. He hears Sculy a lot when she isn't here. She comes and goes in his mind like a phantom, making the air cold and his hair rise, but never staying. He wants her to stay. He wants her to help him out. He hides away in Scully's voice. It is Scully talking to him, telling him about love and destiny and ideal mates and aliens....aliens. No, his hiding place is gone and he is stripped bare and bound, the worst of nightmares, stripped and strapped, he wants to run he wants to run he wants help. .. She is with him again. He is not in the hospital. He has had another one of those times where blankness comes and he does not know it. There has been some time between the hospital and her words, and now and her words. She is trying to seduce him but his mind is blank. He wants to die. He wants anything but this. Scully Scully Scully help me. ====== end adios RM been awhile. sorry ====== Of making many books there is no end, and much study is a weariness of the flesh. --Ecclesiastes 12:12 For my webpage: http://shannono.simplenet.com/basestation/ ======