From: shinkai@mlode.com (Susan Shinkai) Date: Sun, 6 Jun 1999 04:06:16 -0700 Subject: New Story:The IM Files #25 -The Invisible Truth Title: The IM Files #25 - The Invisible Truth Author: Shinkai E-mail Address: shinkai@mlode.com Rating: R for language and violence Classification: SR Spoilers: Piper Maru, Apocrypha Keywords: Scully/Mulder romance, alternate reality, angst Summary: Scully struggles with the task of finding Skinner's attacker, while Mulder attempts to find the Truth using Krycek as a guide. Unknown to Mulder, Krycek is controlled by an alien entity which has it's own agenda with the Syndicate. Intro: The continuation of 'Deep Dark Secrets.' A greatly expanded parallel story for the episode "Apocrypha", comparing the methods of Mulder and Scully as they work part, while trying to shed some light on the politics of conspiracies. The motives of all the characters, especially Krycek, are expanded to create a base for future installments. Thanks all those who have encouraged the continuation of this series. Disclaimer: Many characters and situations depicted in this story are not the legal property of the author or her agents. This use is not intended to be an infringement on the rights of the legal owners. Use and distribution of this story is for not-for-profit entertainment purposes only. ________________________________________________ THE INVISIBLE TRUTH Night was falling in Washington DC as Scully reviewed the police report on Skinner's shooting for the hundredth time. She sat behind the imposing desk of the AD, her basement office seeming too small and esoteric for a task of this magnitude. Skinner's assistant had given her unrestricted access to his office during the investigation and she had accepted the offer gratefully. Perhaps she needed to feel more distant from Mulder and his realm of realities as she focused on the regimented world of Walter Skinner. Or maybe she needed a place to hide from the guilt she felt after trying to make a deal with Krycek, even if it did have a measure of success and Mulder remained alive. Was it possible that Krycek's vendetta against Mulder had nothing at all to do with Skinner's shooting or was it an integral part of an elaborate conspiracy that only a mind like Mulder's could unravel? Everyone at the PD and the Bureau seemed anxious to label Skinner's attack as a random act of violence but she knew otherwise. He had encountered the strange trio who made vague threats if he continued the investigation into Melissa's death. His preliminary report laid ready for submission on his desk recommended re-opening the case. The insipid plot to hide the 'Truth' seemed glaringly obvious to her. However, the facts from the official report of Skinner's shooting did not support this belief. She took a deep breath and tried to focus on the actual findings surrounding the incident. If she allowed herself to be swayed by her own prejudice, her conclusions would be subject to criticism just as Mulder's were. That was not to say that any good investigator wouldn't pursue a solid hunch and take appropriate precautions. So when Scully ordered around-the-clock protection for Skinner, she expected it to be done. When the junior agents tried to pass the responsibility to the PD, she accepted no excuses and demanded that if no one was available from the PD then they could stand watch themselves. _________________________________ The rumor mill at the FBI was just as active as any place of business and the affairs of Mulder and Scully were fodder for the masses. Agents Fuller and Caleca stood outside Skinner's door grumbling about their assignment and questioning the source of Scully's fervor. "It's no secret, you know." Fuller grouched. "She and Skinner have been seeing each other on the sly for quite a while, since Mulder went missing." Caleca huffed at her partner in response. "Which time? I swear...he gets way with anything and manages to keep his job while the rest of us have to wander through the bureaucratic maze just to file a report. Hey, you don't think that's why she so friendly with the AD? To protect Mulder?" Fuller shook his head. "No, I think it's the other way around. Skinner's suppose to keep the X-Files open so Mulder doesn't embarrass the rest of the Bureau but Scully wants it shut down and Mulder kicked out. Why else would she agree to this stupid separation thing. Once the X-Files are closed, she can kiss Spooky good-bye." "You don't think he'd fight that?" Caleca asked. "Are you kidding? He'll be so messed up from losing the X-Files he wouldn't notice if she did it with Skinner on top of his desk." Fuller sighed heavily. "So tell me, when did the FBI turn into a haven for perverts and loonies?" Before she could answer, a professional looking women in her late thirties approached them. "Excuse me...is this Walter Skinner's room?" Fuller straightened his jacket and cleared his throat. "Yes, ma'am, but I'm afraid no one is allowed to see him without authorization." "Authorization from who?" the woman asked crossly. "The agent in charge, Special Agent Dana Scully. I'm sorry, she's not here right now but..." "I see." she replied without expression. "Well if you could pass along a message to the Assistant Director, I'd appreciate it." Both agents nodded gratuitously. "Tell him Sharon came by to check on him and I'll call when he's discharged from the hospital." She turned and walked away stiffly. Caleca called out, "Excuse ma'am? We should have a last name." "Skinner, Sharon Skinner. He should remember me. After all, I am still his wife." Sharon Skinner left the dumbstruck agents without another word. _______________________________________ Mulder yawned but tried to hide it as he sat beside Krycek in the plane returning from Hong Kong. Mulder hadn't considered that standing guard was a 24 hour job and that the trip back to DC was 30 hour jaunt. Although there was no where to run to in the confined space of an airliner, Mulder didn't trust Krycek out of his sight for a minute. Mulder carried the vague threat of a weapon aimed at his prisoner but they both knew firing a weapon in a pressurized cabin would be foolhardy. Mulder thought that the only thing keeping Krycek from trying to turn the tables was the apparent lack of nerve on Krycek's part. When the rogue agent had the chance to kill Mulder, he couldn't. Naturally, Mulder believed as long as he could stay in control, Krycek would bow to his authority. What Mulder failed to realize was that Krycek was no longer in control of himself. An alien entity had commandeered the vessel of his body to accomplish it's own agenda. That agenda involved the X-Files and what better way to use Mulder than to let him believe he was in control. While access to much of Krycek's memories was blocked from the entity by it's host's raging anger, it could divine the best way to deal with Mulder. It was a remarkably simple task of boosting Mulder's fragile ego with the youthful awe of a would-be protege. 'Krycek' stared at the drowsy agent and said, "You're concerned that I may try to escape if you fall asleep, aren't you?" "You're a fucking genius, Krycek, a regular master of deduction like some evil twin of Sherlock Holmes." Mulder growled sarcastically. "If I still had my handcuffs I could at least chain you down but now all I can do besides sit on you, is make you promise not to run off. And we both know how much your word of honor is worth." "Mulder, you need to get some sleep or you'll screw up and get us both in trouble." Krycek argued. Mulder said nothing because he knew Krycek was right. Instead, Mulder looked around at the cramped seating arrangement and then at Krycek. He called a flight attendant and explained his situation. "I'm an FBI Agent and I'm escorting this man back to the U.S. He's not officially under-arrest so I can't confine him but if you see him leave this seat or talk to anyone, wake me up immediately." The stewardess nodded as she studied Mulder's ID. As she left to inform the other staff, Mulder inconspicuously removed the magazine from his gun and placed it in his carry-on bag in the overhead compartment. When he sat back down, Mulder slid close to Krycek until their thighs were touching. "Hold still." Mulder ordered in a firm voice when he suddenly pressed his hand into Krycek's front pocket. Krycek didn't even finch as Mulder wedged his hand tightly into the jeans. "Don't get excited." Mulder warned with a growl. "This way I'll know if you so much as sneeze." Mulder explained. 'Krycek' nodded silently in a gesture Mulder assumed to be resignation. Then Mulder close his eyes and tried to sleep in the awkward position of being pressed close to Krycek with his hand nestled securely in his front pocket resting against his inner thigh. As Mulder drifted off to sleep, the warmth of another body brought back memories of spending his nights wrapped around Scully. He was too tired to realize what a bizarre association it was. 'Krycek' looked passively at Mulder's attempt to keep him in check. The Entity knew Mulder was no threat but as long as the agent believed he had the upper hand, he would find his way to the men who had what 'it' needed. And poor Krycek struggled to regain conscious control to no avail, knowing that where 'it' wanted to go, was no place he could survive. _________________________________ Scully received an early morning call from Agent Pendrell in the crime lab. He had heard that Agent Scully was anxious for any new findings regarding the identify of Skinner's attacker and he'd spent the night processing the forensic data. Although the young agent knew the possibility of any relationship beyond a profession friendship with her was impossible, that knowledge didn't diminish his admiration and affection for her. Next to Alpha males like Mulder and Skinner, Pendrell felt far out of his league. But when it came to science, the one thing that distinguished Scully from the men she cared so much about, Pendrell was in his element. It was in this realm of details and precision he could impress her and give her some small measure of happiness. Scully arrived in the lab soon after she received the call. Pendrell gave her the full report as disheartening as it was - useless partial fingerprints, indefinite hemo-factors from the saliva. They did isolate DNA from the hairs collected but without samples to compare them to, finding the identity of the shooter could take some time. Scully refused to be discouraged and instructed Pendrell to start a comparison search to the PCR results on file. The composite picture of the suspect made by the waitress was far more likely to turn up a suspect but she still insisted. As Scully studied the PCR results, a thought occurred to her. "Can I borrow this for a while?" Scully asked. Pendrell smiled with what he was sure was a silly grin and replied. "Go ahead. Anything you need." Scully nodded an absent-minded thanks and started to leave. Pendrell not only wanted her to linger a bit longer but was truly curious about her reasons for taking the PCR film. "So...you think you might have a lead on who this might be?" Scully sighed. "Just a hunch." She sighed again and said, "Mulder's been a bad influence on me." Pendrell nervous replied, "Not just a hunch, I'm sure. Agent Mulder has a great imagination but you have a great mind." He was rewarded with a small smile and a quiet 'thank you'. He felt just brave enough to offer her more. "If you're thinking about checking it against the PCR results recovered from your sister's apartment, I already did. No match. I haven't been able to get the results from her murder weapon..." Scully snapped to alertness despite her sleepless night. "Excuse me...did you say the finding from her apartment? But her murdered occurred in my home?" Pendrell suddenly realized that the AD may not have shared his findings with her for a reason. "Uh...yes, yes I know she was s-shot in your home b-but apparently they found identical DNA traces in both places." "Are you saying there was more than one suspect?" Scully asked with a gentle demanding voice. "No, the frequency of occurrence of the second sample lead them to the conclusion that this person was just someone who was friends with you both." Pendrell answered quickly. "I...I guess the AD wanted to ask you before he took it any further." Scully was visibly distressed and Pendrell cautiously patted her on the hand and offered, "I'm sure he was only trying to protect you." Scully huffed in frustration but acknowledged his kindness. "Do me a favor and promise you won't try to protect me unless there's a gun pointed at my head." Pendrell wasn't sure if he should say yes or no, as she continued. "Every time someone tries to protect me, I'm left with cleaning up the messy consequences." "You know me, Agent Scully...I just give you the facts." Pendrell offered hopefully. Scully sighed and smiled. "And for that I'm eternally gratefully. I can deal with the facts and all the little details that make up the big 'Truth'. Thanks again for your help." She placed a warm hand on his shoulder then slipped out the door, leaving the awed Agent Pendrell to imagine his own truths. ______________________ Mulder and Krycek arrived at Dulles Airport without incident. Mulder's impromptu alarm system apparently worked although he awoke several times, disturbed by the inability to move his hand. Once or twice he was startled to see Krycek staring back at him with impossibly black eyes. The real shock was the waking realization that the warmth he found so pleasant in his sleep when he imagined it belonged to Scully really came from the body of a cold killer. Mulder reacted with a seething hatred, projected in his voice and his manner, directed at his captive. "Look around, Krycek." Mulder snarled. "If I have anything to say about it, this will be the last time you see the outside world." 'It' felt another presence as they got into their rental car. 'They' were following. If Mulder suspected, he might be able to avoid them, so it drew upon Krycek's memories to keep Mulder off balance. "Have you spoken to your partner about that? I have." "Leave her out of this!" Mulder snapped. "This is about you and that damn tape." He demanded the key that Krycek claimed opened the locker where the tape was hidden. Krycek reluctantly gave him a small orange key with the imprint 'C.I. 517'. Mulder scrutinized the key and asked what the C.I. meant. 'Krycek' replied calmly, "When we get there," knowing full well they wouldn't arrive there, together. Mulder was still tired and wanted nothing more than to end this game. But he was hesitant to contact Scully. If she was really the one who recalled him to DC, she might demand that Krycek be property processed instead of bullied. Mulder couldn't afford to lose him, not only because Krycek killed his father but because he could be the link to everything that mattered - the secrets of the conspiracy, Melissa's murder, and fate of his sister. How ironic that Mulder failed to realize that Entity within Krycek was the 'key' he sought. As they drove through the night, Mulder finally became aware of dark car following them. He ordered Krycek to speed up and the chase began. It ended swiftly and violently as the rental car was forced off the road, knocking Mulder unconscious as it tumbled down the embankment. He had a vague awareness of two men approaching the car and yelling at Krycek who was apparently uninjured. The angry voice demanded the tape and suddenly there was a flash of light and the demands were replaced with cries of agony. Another flash, more cries, then Mulder's mind went dark. ______________________________ When light finally returned to Mulder, it was almost unbearable. The one thing that kept him from retreating into the darkness was her face by his side. "I guess I'm not dead." he groaned as he tried to sit up. "Either that or they finally got the face of an angel right." He smiled weakly at Scully and she gave him a light kiss. "Nice try, smooth talker. So, what happen?" she asked without formalities. Mulder explained he and Krycek were coming back from the airport when they were forced off the road. The mention of Krycek's name made Scully stiffen to alertness. She raised an eyebrow and asked, "The last I heard, you were his prisoner. When the Hong Kong police called I assumed they scared him off before he had a chance to kill you. Did you come to some agreement with him?" "I agreed not to blow his brains out if he gave me the digital tape...you know THAT tape. That's how the French knew where to find that Mustang. Imagine...all the secrets about UFO's and our governments involvement over the last 50 years and Krycek is selling it to the highest bidder." Mulder growl in disgust. "Apparently, someone else wasn't too happy with his business venture. The men who forced us off the road, they ordered him out of the car. I thought they were going to kill him. I though they were going to kill us both. And then there was this bright flash. That's all I remember." "Well there was no one at the scene of the accident but you. There wasn't much to recover at the scene - no hair or fiber evidence." Scully remarked professionally. "Don't bother. I think I saw that flash of light before, in Hong Kong when I found Krycek. It left several French agents and a business woman dead." Mulder advised. Scully frowned. "On the matter of Krycek, how did you..." "How did I escape? Apparently he's reached his limits on Mulders this season." He answered sarcastically. Taking a more serious tone, he explained, "For whatever reason, he couldn't do it. I kind of wondered if I had you to thank for that. His mood certainly changed after speaking to you." The words sounded more like an accusation than a thank you. Scully remained stiff and defensive. "I didn't promise him anything but a fair trial." "For which murder? My father's or Melissa's?" Mulder replied. "Skinner found evidence that indicated he was staking both of you." "The DNA traces in both our apartments." she concluded as Mulder nodded. "Are you sure it was Krycek?" Scully asked hesitantly. She wasn't certain of why but Krycek seemed to be an un-likely suspect in spite of his long history of deception. The uncertainty hit Mulder even harder. He silently questioned Scully's generous attitude concerning a rat. "If not, then he knows who was." "One things for certain. He didn't shoot Skinner." Scully remarked. The surprised look on Mulder's face told her that Krycek never shared the news of Skinner's shooting. She explained the incident to Mulder who became even more convinced that Krycek was some how involved. Mulder decided to drop the subject of Krycek instead of arguing with Scully. He plucked at the bandage on his head and said briskly, "So, who do you think shot Skinner?" "We're not sure but we know two things. First, it's may very well be related to Krycek's move against you. Skinner recognized the shooter as one of men who along with Krycek took the tape from him. But I still don't understand how you turned the tables on Krycek..." "Don't you think I can take care of myself?" Mulder barked. Scully tightened her lips afraid to respond. Mulder just let a sigh and apologetically said, "Let's forget about Krycek for now." He recognized his reaction as nothing more than a jealous rage over Scully's preoccupation with Krycek but he couldn't suppress it so his only hope was to focus on the rest of the case. "What else did you find?" Scully pretended to ignore his earlier outburst. Opening a folder, she handed him the PCR results from Skinner's shooter. Then she handed him a matching film. "Who's this one belong to?" Mulder asked as he compared the two. "The man who shot Melissa." she replied calmly. Mulder held the film sheets up to the light and could see they were identical. He lowered his head and took her hand in show of support. Referring to their earlier discussion of why she didn't want Mulder on the case, he commented, "I guess Skinner was the best man for the job." Scully half smiled and said, "No, I am. I found these results myself based on a hunch." Mulder lifted an eyebrow as a silent commentary on her opinion of hunches. Scully nodded slightly to acknowledge his gesture. "That's right...a hunch. Just like my lead on the Zeus Faber. I suppose investigative instincts are contagious. And while Skinner couldn't reopen Melissa case, he gave me the means to find her killer... A task which I intend to complete and bring that man to justice." Mulder pulled her closer and hugged her gently. "Be careful what you set out to do. I've been trying to get Krycek to answer for my father's death and so far I've been shot by my wife, shanghaied in Hong Kong, and cracked up in a rental car." "I'll be sure to watch out for any signs that I'm becoming more like you." she replied softly, as she gave him a kiss. Then their quiet moment together was over as Agent Fuller barged in. "Agent Scully, you said you to notify you when the AD was awake." Fuller reported with a disapproving tone in his voice. Scully looked at Mulder with a neutral expression, clearly trying to hide her emotions from the intruding agent. "I have to go. But I'm certain there's more to Skinner's shooting then preventing him from reopening Melissa's case." Mulder nodded as he pulled the bulky bandage off his head. The wound was raw but it had stopped bleeding. "And I'm certain I know who's the connection. We have an open X-Files case, the one we started in San Diego, the one that lead me to Krycek." Fuller cleared his throat loudly. "In case you weren't aware, Agent Mulder, your partner has been assigned to Skinner's case." Before Mulder could reply, Scully announced, "I'll see what I can do to get you out of here as soon as possible so you can resume your investigation." Mulder remained silent until Fuller left then asked, "We are still together on this, right? You know there was something aboard the Piper Maru. And before that on the Zeus Faber, something 'they' had to keep secret...something that might be revealed on that DAT tape." Scully held his hand firmly and replied, "I do believe you're right this time. That tape, those secrets...that's what Melissa died for, why Skinner was stopped. Mulder, I can find the man who murdered Melissa and shot Skinner, but only you can find the reason why." There was no doubt in his mind they were still partners. He rose from the bed retrieving his clothes from the bedside and said confidently, "Then stop teasing me and get me the hell out of here so I can get back to work." Scully glanced at his bedside chart and said, "Just go before they find a way to stall you. I'll take care of the paperwork." Mulder gave her a quick kiss and said teasingly, "Remember what you said about warning you if you started to act more like me? Well, this is your first warning." Scully watched as he slipped out of the room and sighed to herself, "And I'm afraid it won't be the last." ___________________________________ Scully sat beside Skinner and filled him in on her latest finding and Mulder exploits with Krycek. The large man shook his head as he frowned. "Doesn't make sense. Why take Mulder hostage then let him go?" "Perhaps they were trying to divide our resources, diverting me from your case, and Melissa's." Scully suggested. Skinner squared his lower jaw nervously and grumbled, "There is something else, something I found while reviewing Melissa's case." "The stranger who frequented both my home and Melissa's?" Scully remarked. Skinner didn't look surprised. He knew she had access to the files he'd collected. "I've been thinking about that myself and I can't think of anyone..." "We think it's Krycek." Skinner said bluntly. "Mulder went to Hong Kong fully expecting to find him there. Don't ask me how he knew... just Spooky, I guess." Scully stood wide eyed in shock. Skinner continued, "It's my guess he had you and your sister under surveillance. If I remember correctly, Mulder had just recently moved out of your place." Scully's shock slowly transformed to outrage. "But why Melissa? She had nothing to do with our investigation, our work..." "But you trusted her and so did Mulder. When you were missing, there was even some indication that she had a psychic connection between you two." Skinner looked almost apologetic. "Look I don't believe in that New Age mumbo-jumbo but if they believed Mulder was dead then only someone with that kind of ability could bring back a message from him to you." Scully stood up and threw her hands up as she paced angrily. "This is insane! My sister was killed to stop her from talking to the dead?" "It's just a theory!" Skinner insisted. "Don't lose your perspective. Regardless of the reason, whether on purpose or by mistake, they murdered her." Scully seemed oblivious to Skinner's words. "And Krycek! Good God, I saved his life, even offered him protective custody. And all the while he knew everything! He violated my life and then had the nerve to say I had no choice. Mulder had him. Damn it!" Skinner sat up despite the pain and spoke urgently. "Dana, listen to me. Anger is a luxury that you cannot afford right now. If you're angry, you're going to make a mistake, and these people will take advantage of that. You've seen how they operate." Scully took a deep breath and headed for the door. "I'll be OK." she replied unconvincingly with a sharp edge in her voice. Skinner's hard expression turned to one of concern and compassion as his voice soften to accompany it. "Maybe I made a mistake bring you in on this case." Scully's tone matched his as she replied. "No, Sir, you made the only choice you could. There was no one else to trust. As it is, they only assigned two other agents to your case, both with a minimal amount of field experience. You're an Assistant Director at the FBI, not just a random victim of street crime. Surely you deserve better." Skinner was clearly touched by her concern and respect but he also knew that her devotion to him contributed to the anger that might ultimately blind her otherwise rational judgement. "Dana, all I'm saying is you may be too close to this one. If you can't keep your head, it's all right to step away." "That's exactly what they want." she answered with determination as she walked out. ______________________________ As Scully stepped into the hallway, she heard Agent Fuller telling a women that Skinner was not allowed to have any visitors and that no information on his status could be release. Suddenly she recognized the woman. "Mom? What are you doing here?" Maggie Scully approached her daughter. "I heard about Walter. I know he was working on Melissa's case and I just wanted him to know how grateful we are..." Agents Fuller gave Scully a questioning stare but Scully ignored it as she escorted her mother away. Maggie began again as they spoke in private. "I'm sorry I came here but you weren't answering your phone messages..." "I'm fine, Mother." Scully answered firmly. "And Skinner is OK for now. But he needs his rest and I have to concentrate on finding his attacker." Maggie nodded. "I understand. I was just hoping that maybe he found out something about Melissa." Scully was tempted to tell her about the PCR findings but knew that it would offer little comfort. Releasing the information too soon, even to her own mother, might compromise her chances of prosecuting the man for both crimes. Even more than that, the thought of the some one killing with such impunity angered her even more, making her behave more and more impulsively - in effect, more like Mulder. But she lacked Mulder's uncanny instincts so she kept her anger in check and said good bye to her mother. Fuller grumbled to Agent Caleca as she returned to Skinner's door. "Just a haven for perverts and lunatics. Wonder if she know about the wife?" Scully caught the tail end of his remark and asked crossly, "Excuse me, what about who's wife?" Caleca replied, "The Assistant Director's. She was here yesterday." "Why wasn't I informed?" Scully demanded. "We didn't let her in!" Fuller insisted. "She just asked us to give a message to him, which I did this morning. It seemed like a personal matter so there was no reason to report it to you." "Agent Fuller, being shot at close range is a very person matter." Scully scolded. "You may lack the experience to realized that but I expect you to use some common sense when it comes to something as simple as standing guard. What if she wasn't his wife? What if she came here to check on security so she could finished the job?" Fuller shrugged. "I hadn't thought of that." "You're right. You didn't think." Scully continued. Just then two PD officers arrived to provide protective guard for Skinner. Scully quizzed them briskly and appeared satisfied with their qualifications then signaled Fuller and Caleca to follow her. "I hope your investigative skills are better than your security awareness." she remarked bitterly. When he thought Scully was out of ear-shot Fuller whispered to his counter-part, "No wonder Mulder couldn't live with her. She must expect him to read her mind." Caleca felt as if they had been lax in their assignment and retorted, "How do you know she can't read his." _____________________________________ If Scully could read Mulder's mind, she wouldn't be surprised by what she found in his office the next day. As it was, she wasn't surprise just because she knew Mulder's tenacity was only second to his intuition when it came to his crime fighting tool kit. So when she saw the full diving suit set up in the center of the office, she merely glanced at Mulder, waiting for the inevitable one-liner. "It looked great on me in the store." Mulder mused. "I knew there was a reason you left your clothes at my place - you needed the space in your closet." Scully replied straight-faced. Mulder grinned slightly at her quick comeback then explained that it was the diving suit worn by the French diver aboard the Piper Maru. "I had it flown here from San Diego." "If you wanted a souvenir, you could just have asked." Scully replied sarcastically. Mulder mockingly shrugged and said, "Well, I didn't bring you anything from Hong Kong." "You brought back Krycek." Scully said seriously as the light hearted-ness vanished from her voice. "I've requested multiple agency resources to locate and detain him." Mulder echo her seriously and replied cryptically, "If they find him, it might not be Krycek they detain." Scully took a deep breath and prepared for another version of the 'Truth' according to Mulder. Mulder pointed out the oil residue on the diving suit. 50-weight diesel, the type of oil used in WWII subs and fighters. He flashed two police reports, one from San Francisco, one from Detective Woo in Hong Kong. The diver, Gauthier was found in his home covered with the same oil as was his wife, who was found in a Men's Room in the Hong Kong airport on the same day Krycek and Mulder had left for the US. He also told her that analysis revealed the oil was nearly 50 years old and had be exposed to high levels of radiation. Scully shook her head. "I still don't understand. You think this oil is alive and following you around the world and back." "Not exactly. I think the oil is a medium being used by some kind of alien creature to jump bodies." Mulder theorized to a remarkably calm Scully. " I think that it came off of whatever they pulled from the bottom of the Pacific Ocean. It got aboard the Zeus Faber but was driven out. It's been waiting 50 years down there for another host, another body to bring it up to the surface." Scully raised her eyebrow but offered the rest of the logical conclusion. "Waiting to jump into the diver and then into the diver's wife." Her partner nodded to acknowledge her understanding then added to the story. "And then into Krycek." Scully sighed with frustration. "Krycek? Again?" Mulder half smiled. "I'm afraid so. I think that Mrs. Gauthier went to Hong Kong under the control of this thing to find Krycek." It sounded so outlandish that Mulder wasn't defensive when Scully let out a small laugh. "I know, I know how it sounds." Scully shook her head. "It's not that. I was just wondering if anybody is not looking for Krycek?" Mulder laughed himself and replied, "No but I think that the 64 thousand dollar question is what is this thing looking for? And now that it's in Krycek, what does it want?" Scully smiled slightly, "Apparently, not you. Thank God for small favors." Mulder looked solemnly into her eyes and said, "It...it couldn't have taken control of him until after he let me go. But it may have allowed me to bring Krycek back." Scully thought for a moment and wondered out loud, "Then why not just take over your body?" Mulder replied immediately, "Because it needs something that only Krycek has access to." "The tape!" Scully blurted out. Mulder held up the small key Krycek had given him. "Do you know what C.I. stands for?" Scully took the key and studied it. Mulder went on to say he had the Lone Gunmen working on it but it might take 24 hours for the database to be scanned for all the possible locations in the greater DC area with matching criteria. Just then a light knock came on the door and Agent Pendrell stuck his head in. He eyed the diving suit then announced. "Is Agent Scully here? I've complied those reports for her and..." He froze in mid-sentence when Scully stepped out from behind the suit and stood less than six inches away. Scully took the report from his hand and said, "Thanks for the quick turn around. I knew I could trust you. I'm having a meeting with Agent Fuller and Caleca at 10 to review the case and I'd appreciate it if you could be there to explain these results." Pendrell smiled his silly smile again and said, "Sure, no problem. I'll be there with bells on." He regretted the inappropriate graphic metaphor at about the same time Mulder rolled his eyes at the overly eager admirer. Trying to change the subject, Pendrell looked for a quick distraction. Noticing the key in Scully's hand, he remarked as casually as possible, "Well, how about that? I didn't know you skated, too." The blank expression on Scully's face indicated that his distraction wasn't working as intended. "I'm sorry I just assumed...I saw the key and naturally I..." Mulder grabbed the key from Scully then forced his way between Scully and Pendrell. "What do you know about this key?" Mulder demanded aggressively. The younger agent was startled and stepped back but there was no where to go as he thumped against the filing cabinet. "Well, I...I don't know about that particular key but I think it came from the ice rink." Pendrell replied nervously remembering rumors of Mulder's rage. "Capitol Ice! C.I." Scully announced. "The lockers at the ice rink." Mulder agreed. "We might have a chance to recover that tape before they do." "What tape?" Pendrell asked innocently. "Never mind." Scully ordered sternly. "Just be at that meeting." Scully nodded to Mulder who smiled back as she left the office. Mulder looked at the key and gripped it in his hand. As he pushed Pendrell out of the office, he commented teasingly, "Capitol Ice. Pendrell, I could just kiss you." Pendrell backed away as soon as he cleared and door. Mulder couldn't help but laugh then said, "Don't worry. I won't but I'll let you know if she's ever that grateful." "You...you know how I feel about Agent Scully?" Pendrell asked anxiously. "Everyone knows." Mulder answered. "I may be the Invisible Man but you're down right transparent." ____________________________ Mulder contacted the Lone Gun and asked for their help in recovering the tape. He was concerned that he might be recognized, prompting counter measures from those determined to keep the tape secret. "If nothing else, my skating ability will attract attention...or at least paramedics." "Never fear my good man." Frohike assured him. "We can handle this. Where I grew up, the lakes froze over every winter. Skating was a matter of survival." "I played ice hockey as a kid." Langly offered. Bryers remained oddly silent, inviting Mulder to ask, "What about you, Bryers? Can you handle yourself on the ice?" "Not a problem." Byers answered quickly then nervously shifted in his seat. "Go ahead and tell him, twinkle toes." Frohike cajoled. "Tell me what?" Mulder replied innocently. "Ol' Byers there was the runner up for his local junior figure skating championship." Langly answered cheerfully. "Sorry, Bud. You can't hide from your past." Byers bristled as he cleared his throat to speak. "I'm not ashamed of my accomplishments. Just because I have talent and two don't..." "Whoa there, partner." Frohike interrupted. "Look, if I wanted to prance around on my tippy-toes, spinning like a loose gear, I'd wipe you off the ice. Just so happens I prefer a more masculine style." "What is style that?" Byers shot back smartly. "Balancing on one skate while you scratch your rear end?" "What about a bashing body check against the glass? Macho enough for you?" Langly chimed in as he graphically slammed his open hand against the table. "Don't confuse brutality with manliness." Byers retorted. "Do you have any idea how much muscle strength and control it takes to do a double axle?" Mulder held up his hands and exclaimed, "All right, all right already. If Scully were here she'd be swooning over this display of masculine prowess but I just want you to get that tape out of the locker without calling attention to yourselves." "You got it!" Frohike answered. "We're there." Langly joined in. "You can count on us." Byers promised. Mulder smiled and nodded, as he handed the key to Byers. "There's the key. Don't lose it doing a back flip or something. I'll meet you outside the rink in two hours." He headed out the door but paused just before he left and said, "And by the way, Scully hasn't swooned since she was 22...and even then it was over me." Frohike frowned. "Well so much for my macho theory." __________________________________ The Lone Gunmen executed their plan perfectly. Entering the rink separately, they combed the area for any signs of Krycek or covert operatives. When they were certain it was clear, they opened the locker, took out the small padded envelope and made a hasty retreat to the rendezvous with Mulder. They were quite proud of their field work, suggesting to Mulder that he should call upon their talents more often. But the agent growled with frustration when he opened the envelope and the tape case within was empty. "We're too late." Byers timidly suggested, "Well the envelope and tape case are still evidence. We should examine them back at the office." Mulder agreed and the group reconvened in the Lone Gunmen's offices. Frohike detected a faint impression on the envelope surface, as if someone used it as backing when they wrote a message. As the Lone Gunmen discussed among themselves all the high tech methods of recovering the latent image, Mulder merely asked for a pencil and deftly shaded the area around the impression until the depressed areas became obvious in contrast to the shading. "It's a phone number...New York City area code..." Mulder announced, interrupting the geek-speak. The Lone Gunmen looked on with surprised humility as Mulder handed Frohike the pencil and said, "Don't drop that. That's a finely calibrated piece of investigative equipment." As Mulder left to make a phone call, Langly remarked, "Low tech es muy macho." Byers sighed, "Which is why he is married to Scully and we have...each other." __________________________________ Mulder made the call to the mysterious number and was immediately told that it was a private line. Just as the man on the other end tried to hang up, another man with a voice of distinction came on the line. "Who is this?" the voice asked. "Who is this?" Mulder countered. When asked how he got the number Mulder said, "Someone gave it to me. You probably know him. A man named Krycek." "Alex Krycek!" the startled voice replied. " Yeah, nice guy...killed my father." Mulder answered snidely. "You wouldn't happen to know where he is, do you?" The voice sighed with frustration. "Mr. Mulder, isn't it?" Mulder had recognized the voice as well. It was the Well Manicured Man who had warned Scully that her life was in danger just before Melissa was killed. The WMM had also told Mulder of the elaborate plot his father had been involved in - attempting to make a human-alien hybrid, cataloging the human race as raw genetic material, abducting unsuspecting citizens for experimentation. Mulder felt nothing but contempt for this man but at the same time this 'gentleman' had proven to be only one willing to reveal even small glimpses of the truth. Scully had warned Mulder that this man wasn't to be trusted. He only confirmed the most wild ideas that Mulder imagined, telling the agent what he wanted to hear, so that he would accept it readily as the Truth. But Mulder knew Scully was just as guilty of refusing to believe what she saw with her own eyes as he was of believing what he felt in his heart. Together, they managed to distill the lies and conflicting evidence into a conspiracy they could both rally against. Without Scully to balance the scales, Mulder had little choice but to agree to meet the WMM and hear what he had to say. ____________________________________________ Scully attended her own meeting as she reviewed what little data Fuller and Caleca had gathered, after Pendrell showed off his findings. The composite drawing of Skinner's shooter drew a match from the government database which Scully had suggested they cross-referenced. His name was Luis Cardinal, career mercenary, trained by our government as a sniper and assassin. But there was no paper trail, no evidence that he had entered the country which implied someone brought him here for a purpose. Fuller and Caleca figured that more than likely, he had already left the country before someone could put the make on him "Damn it!" Scully swore. "They think they can just get away with it." The other agents looked on sympathetically but had no advice to offer. "Keep looking for him." Scully ordered sternly. Fuller haltingly said, "We...uh... pretty much exhausted our avenues." Scully pursed her lips together and took a deep breath to stay in control of her mounting anger and frustration. "What 's it going to take?" Fuller and Caleca were dumbfounded. What more could she hope for? Caleca blurted out, "At this point? Other than a sign from God..." Scully stared them down as she walked towards the door and replied, "I've seen stranger things, believe me." "I believe she had." Pendrell said to the other agents as he watched her leave. "Pendrell, if Scully told you your mother was an alien, you'd believe her." Caleca teased. Pendrell just smiled and said, "Well it certainly would explain a few things about my childhood." The other two agents shook their heads but smiled as well. "Sure I like Scully but she has a point. We're FBI agents, not bureaucrats. We're suppose to catch the bad guy." Fuller sighed heavily and nodded. "All right. Let's do what the lady says. Concentrate on the local PD's. This guy's a hot head and more likely to stir up local hang outs..." __________________________________ Scully sat staring at the number Kim gave her. It was the phone number for Sharon Skinner. In all the times Scully had spoken with Skinner, he never mentioned his wife. She knew they were separated pending divorce but the stark reality of Skinner having a wife and home beyond the FBI seemed strangely unbelievable. Maybe because her life with Mulder meshed together all aspects of their lives, even while they were separated. Scully told herself over and over that she needed to call Mrs. Skinner to verify that it was indeed she who came to check on Skinner's condition. It was Scully's duty to see that he remained protected. So why was it so difficult to make the call? What was she afraid of? Could there be a hint of jealousy in her voice when she spoke to the woman that Skinner loved? How would Mrs. Skinner react if she realized how much Scully cared about her husband? Slowly, she punched the number into the phone and listened to the hollow ring until a woman's voice answered, "Hello?" "This is Special Agent Dana Scully with the FBI calling for Sharon Skinner." she replied professionally despite the growing tension in her throat. After a brief pause, which seemed like hours to Scully, Sharon finally said, "Thank you for calling. I went to the hospital just to make sure Walter was all right." In addition to the tightness in her throat, Scully felt a slight tremor in her hands. "He...he should make a full recovery, Mrs. Skinner." She swallowed dryly and asked, "Would you like to see him? I can arrange..." "That won't be necessary." came the curt reply. "Walter always believed that no news was good news so unless his conditions worsens, there's no need to call again." Scully was stunned by the cool no-nonsense voice that echoed Skinner's professional manner. She tried to image the face of the woman he loved but startled herself when she realized the picture in her mind was a thinly disguised self portrait. Emotions flooded her mind, trying to drown her good sense. She wanted to yell at Sharon Skinner for being so cold hearted. She wanted to tell Skinner he should finalize his divorce immediately because he deserved better. She resented Mulder for constantly questioning her relationship with the AD. And finally she felt a deep shame as she realized the feeling she had for her supervisor went far beyond professional respect. Scully ended the call abruptly by saying as calmly as possible, "He should be released in a few days barring any complication. Thank you for your time, Mrs. Skinner." She hung up quickly and gathered her thoughts. How could she allow herself to feel this way about Skinner? How could she betray Mulder's trust? Suddenly the thought of Mulder began to put things in perspective. She wasn't like Mulder. She didn't exist in a world of all consuming passions and obsessive-compulsive behavior. She could care about Skinner at any level as long as she maintained the working relationship above all else, never expecting any more from their friendship. Scully recalled an incident from her early childhood when she asked her father why he always slept with her mother and never with Melissa and her. Her father told her, "I promised to love and cherish your mother as my wife, in front of God himself. Spending the night with her is how I show how much I love her. As for you, this is how I say I love you." The large man swept the tiny girl off her feet, playfully swinging her around and hugging her tightly, ending with a gentle kiss on the top of her head. Scully recalled subtle feelings of envy for her mother's role as wife but she also remembered the joy of discovering his love for her was special and unique. The next time she faced Sharon Skinner, Scully wouldn't be afraid to speak honestly because now she accepted that there was no shame in caring about and protecting a good man - a man with whom her relationship was very special and unique. ____________________________ Mulder caught the shuttle to New York and found his way to Central Park to meet the WMM. New York City had been the place he had spent the most romantic and carefree night of his life with Scully. That night, New York City was a magical self contained world where conspiracies and self doubts faded, and nothing else mattered but each other's happiness. But tonight it was a cold and dismal place of secrets and deceptions, the very heart of darkness. That was the nature of Mulder's world. Every dream and every hope laid layered atop his deepest fears. Only fanatical vigilance held them apart and often even that wasn't enough. What if he had said 'no' to this meeting? What if he went looking for the Truth in the bright light of day using logic and hard reasoning, as she did? Mulder laughed to himself as the absurdity of such a quest struck him. It was like looking for proof that a movie was nothing but a series of still photos, without ever stepping into the projection booth. Confined to the theater, you would have to make countless theories and endless tests involving physics and visual perception. But if you walked into the projection booth, no proof was necessary. It was simply the truth. But only those who dared to imagine would ever think to step into the hidden room. So he waited for the show to begin as he attempted to step back stage. The WMM arrived on time. He tried to get Mulder to reveal what he had discovered so far by offering to give him Krycek in return. But Mulder turned the tables and asked his own questions. What was it that laid at the bottom of the Pacific? The WMM answered without hesitation. According to him it was a UFO, a foo-fighter, shot down in WWII by American fighters. Several unsuccessful attempts had been made to recover it including the ill-fated mission of the Zeus Faber. What caused the deaths was still a mystery he claimed. "I know killed those men." Mulder stated bluntly. "You give me Krycek and I'll tell you." The WMM try to haggle over the value of one secret over another but Mulder told him he already knew about the UFO and just needed confirmation. Running out of distraction, the WMM subtly asked why Mulder hadn't killed Krycek when he had the chance. Without thinking, Mulder answered that it was because Krycek had the tape. As he spoke it became obvious that the WMM was unaware of Krycek's business venture selling government secrets off that tape. "You don't know where he is either, do you?" Mulder realized out loud "You're looking for him too." The air of smugness returned to the WMM as he said, " Mr. Mulder, everyone can be gotten to. Certainly, you've no doubt of that." His first though was of Scully. "They wouldn't dare." he growled. "They already have." the MWMM replied. Mulder realized. Scully may have been his heart and soul but Skinner was the bite behind the X-File's bark. Without him in the FBI mainstream there was no hope that anything Mulder uncovered would become public. Mulder set a hateful stare on the elder man then retreated into the night. ____________________________ The WMM returned to his chauffeured limo and climbed into the back seat. With a heavy sigh, he picked up the phone and said, "This situation has become intolerably. Had the information on the tape been merely disclosed, we could have discredited it. But that damnably Krycek sold it to the French and God knows how many others. We must resolve this situation immediately." A calm confident voice replied over the phone, "I have already secured the missing tape. As for Krycek, we are dealing with that problem at this very moment, assessing the need for damage control. It appears his grasp of the importance of this tape was limited so we should have the matter concluded shortly. I assume you baited Agent Mulder as I suggested?" "Mulder and his partner may intervene to our benefit but we must have an alternative plan. We cannot allow your man to compromise our position." He hung up the phone and slumped back in his seat. He hated the organization's reliance on the crude tactics of the Cigarette Smoking Man. The fact that Krycek had escaped with the tape proved that the CSM had failed to deal with the problem in the first place, contrary to his assurance to the group. And this man Cardinal, behaving like a common hoodlum, shooting Skinner out of some personal vendetta. The CMS's plan to eliminate this liability was simple and clean but very risky. By allowing Cardinal the opportunity for a second chance at Skinner, while warning Mulder of the pending attack, they hoped that the agents would cleanly kill Cardinal in defense of their supervisor. The WMM was suspicious of why CSM seemed so certain that Scully would use deadly force which is why he insisted on a back-up plan. The Project had been the product of years of planning and careful execution. Exposures had been meticulously defused and loose ends eliminated. But now the WMM began to wonder if they had become arrogant and careless. Although they were slaves to the cause, the power they yielded over the rest of Mankind had surely corrupted their good sense. When had the organization turned into a haven for depraved murderers and self-serving dictators? But there was hope on the horizon. The singular threat of full disclosure gave them all cause to reconsider their tactics. Perhaps Mulder was the key to bringing order back to the chaos of the organization. _____________________________________ Mulder hastily left Central Park and called Scully as soon as he was certain he wasn't being followed. She was still in Skinner's office, composing herself after her talk with Sharon Skinner. Mulder asked her to check on Skinner, then he insisted. "Mulder, what's going on?" she finally asked. "They'll get to him if you don't get there first." Mulder replied with deadly seriousness. "I'm on my way." Scully confirmed as she dashed out the door. ________________________________ Scully tried to call the hospital but the operator cut her off twice. Frustrated she gave up on the phone and drove faster. When she arrived, there were no guards outside the room. In fact there was no Skinner. According to the Charge Nurse, his doctor had ordered that he was to be transferred to a rehab hospital for his post operative care and the ambulance had just left. Scully sprinted down to the street and intercepted the ambulance. She confirmed the orders with the driver then climbed into the back. Skinner looked up in surprise. "Agent Scully, what are you doing here?" "I just wanted to make sure you got to where you're going safely." Scully looked around nervously then asked, "What happen to your guards?" "They went ahead to the other hospital to secure the room. Since my condition was stable, I didn't think I needed anyone to ride shotgun." Skinner explained. "What's going on?" "I'm not sure but I don't want to take any chances." Scully replied. She sat beside his gurney, anxiously looking out the window, then slowly said, "Have you spoken to your wife since the shooting." Skinner squinted at her as if to make certain it was Scully. "Yeah, I did yesterday. Scully, you've never asked about Sharon before." "You've never been shot before." Came the quiet response. "I know what it's like...waiting, wondering if he'll ever come home again." Skinner let out a small laugh. "You don't wait. You tear apart every last source that might give you a lead to where he is then you hunt him down yourself and drag him back." Scully blushed and turned back to look at Skinner. "Is that what you think of me?" Skinner smiled. "Ellens Air Force Base, Puerto Rico, the Bearing Sea, New Mexico...shall I go on?" "Point taken." Scully sighed. "For what it's worth, I'm honored that I've earned just a small portion of that loyalty." Skinner remarked humbly. "And I appreciated your concern for Sharon." Scully pursed her lips, wondering what to say. Could she be totally honest and tell him that she actually felt a bit jealous of Sharon? Or that he should finalize the divorce, releasing him and Sharon from the ties that were so thin already? Before she could say anything, the ambulance came to a halt and the rear door rattled. Scully told Skinner to lie back then drew her weapon and moved towards the door. Suddenly two shots rang out smashing the windows but missing her and Skinner. Scully turned to check on Skinner but he was pulling a service revolver from under his pillow. "Go!" he ordered and Scully leapt out the back door in pursuit of Luis Cardinal. Cardinal ran across the street but was struck by an on-coming car. Battered and in pain, he saw Scully coming and tried to run again. Before long he collapsed and Scully approached, bearing her sites dead on his face. "Federal Agent! Stop right there! Are you Luis Cardinal?" she shouted. "Are you the man that shot my sister?" The injured man groveled, "Please. Don't kill me, please." Scully continued to yell as her hands tighten on the trigger. "You shot my sister!" Cardinal whined as he curled up in a ball in fear. "Please, I can tell you..." "TELL ME!" Scully shouted, waiting for the confession that would allow her to exact her revenge. "I can tell you want you want. You want Krycek. I can tell you. Please don't shoot me." begged the pitiful creature which had so cruelly attacked Skinner and Melissa. Scully wavered. One shot and Melissa would be avenged. But was that justice? A small voice seemed to whisper to her..."Don't shoot. Find Krycek." Was it her conscience telling her she had no right to kill Cardinal despite his apparent crimes? Was it Mulder pressing his own agenda forward, as he did everyday of his life? Or was it Melissa demanding Krycek for her own reasons? Regardless of where the voice came from, she heeded its orders. Before long several police cars arrived, alerted by the ambulance driver. The sight of Scully aiming her weapon at the wounded helpless man may them leap from their cars, ordering her to stand down. She took no offence to their orders and identified herself as a FBI agent. Cardinal was taken into custody and he told Scully where to find Krycek. As the police took Cardinal away, she began to cry uncontrollably. Scully returned to Skinner and explained what happened. He could see the signs of tears but said nothing except, "You'd better contact Mulder. We have my shooter but this X-File remains open." _____________________________ When she reached Mulder he was already heading back to DC. When she told him that they caught Cardinal, the man that killed her sister, Mulder was struck with a desire to comfort and console her. The rest of world could go on hold while Scully had a brief moment of peace. But Scully herself knew it was no time to rest. Cardinal had told her that Krycek was headed for an abandoned missile site in North Dakota. When she told Mulder, he knew exactly where he was headed. Mulder believed the salvaged UFO he saw back in Virginia had been moved into the old nuclear weapons depot and that the being inside Krycek wanted it back. Scully didn't care what he thought but was determined to find Krycek and question him regarding Melissa's death. They arranged to rendezvous in DC, to end this case as it had begun...together. ______________________________ In the deserted lands near Black Crow, Mulder and Scully found their way to the hundreds of abandoned silos and began their search. Following fresh tire tracts in the dirt, they came upon one silo with the entry lock broken. They started with that one, unsure of what awaited them. Before long they realized, the entire complex must have been connected by underground tunnels. Almost as quickly they realized they were not alone. Armed, uniformed guards patrolled the corridors as if they were looking for something. They seemed unusually anxious, and Mulder was certain that it wasn't two FBI agents they were afraid of. Scully stumbled on the bodies of barely alive guards, severely burned as were the men from the Piper Maru. "He's here." Mulder said solemnly. More guards came, more fire power and soon Mulder and Scully had little choice but to surrender and were taken outside. It was no surprise to either of them when the CSM approached. Mulder shouted accusations at him but the CSM remained calm as usual and maintained that there was nothing down there. Mulder continued to rant about UFOs and Krycek and aliens in oil, as Scully demanded to know about Melissa. Taking a slow drag from his cigarette, he replied, "Your sister is dead. You have her killer. Why would you believe his story that Krycek is here?" He ordered them taken away as Scully answered that they had seen the men with radiation burns. "You saw nothing. " he replied coldly as he reentered the silo. ___________________________ The CSM ordered the bodies of the burned men destroyed. It mattered little that they were not dead yet. How many lives had he mercifully ended for victims of the same fatal prognosis - the French sailors, the two operatives in DC, agents in Hong Kong? How many more would he see before it was all over? Scully was lucky. She could believe this was only a cruel scheme of men against men, government against government. She could even pretend she saw nothing, just as he told her. But Mulder's insight went far deeper, at least as deep as these silo. Yet even he could not comprehend the horrible Truth. Just like his father in that way, mused the CSM as he found his way to a single red door. He made sure the door was secure then left, returning to the day light up above. The CSM remained silent as usual around the soldiers. They neither cared nor wanted to care about the reasons behind the events that had just occurred. That's how they were selected for this duty. The CSM, however, cared very much. He had ordered Skinner silenced without the authorization of the Syndicate so that he could continue to hide his private plot to murder Melissa Scully. He had collected enough evidence to convince him that she possessed the rudimentary elements of telepathy. Considering her alliances and liaisons, it was too great a risk to exploit her. Cardinal expressed concern for Krycek's indiscretions but he want to teach the love-struck operative a lesson by torturing, raping then killing Melissa. The group felt that was too extreme and ordered only that Krycek be watched. Cardinal was the perfect scapegoat so CSM had Melissa killed and harvested her genetic material. As a bonus, he obtained the developing fetus that Melissa herself was unaware of. The child was undoubtedly Krycek's and would no doubt come in handy in the near future. But Cardinal was sloppy and arrogant. Scully should have shot him when she had the chance. How ironic that Krycek had the chance but was 'possessed' by the alien and unable to act on his own. Instead the alien was willing to trade the tape for its ship, pulled from the bottom of the Pacific and hidden in this silo. This alien was not part of the greater plan. It was a rebel, a renegade, a rouge just like Krycek. Which is why the CSM kept his deal secret from the Syndicate. If all Hell broke loose it wouldn't hurt to have allies in both camps. Still he was dedicated to the Project. He would never betray its objectives. The ship and the alien were neatly contained and controlled. The countdown to colonization could resume on schedule, without distraction from ghosts of the past asking why. ________________________________ Krycek banged on the red door of the silo bay yelling for help until he finally collapsed in exhaustion. "It can't end like this!" he screamed in frustration. The Entity had left his body in a painful purging of the black oil through his mouth, eyes, and nose. It felt as if it oozed through the very pores of his skin in it's hasty to evacuate the loathsome human form. Krycek had wretched in pain and horror as he watched the oil disappear into the grooves on the smooth surfaces of strange black wedge-shaped craft. 'It' had found what it wanted and he feared that at any moment the 'UFO' would come to life and take off, blasting him into oblivion. Krycek sat in a heap on the floor, leaning against the door, considering his situation then began to laugh hysterically. Everything Mulder wanted, Krycek had. The secrets, the truth, the proof. He even had his own Scully. What good was any of it without a life, without a reason to live? If Mulder's quest ended successfully, would he be trapped in a prison of his own guilt and helplessness? Would he be alone and abandoned just like Krycek, screaming for someone to realize he was alive? Both Krycek and Mulder started their quests in search of justice. But now Krycek finally understood that justice was a ludicrous concept created by people who wanted someone else to take the blame, a socially acceptable rationale for revenge and power plays. The destructive violence of hatred could never hope to heal the losses or bring back the dead. Yet even now, Krycek knew that 'we bury our dead alive'. Melissa died with dreams unfulfilled, dreams that remained alive in her lover's otherwise hollow heart. It was that small hope that drove him to seek 'justice'. Without that dream, Krycek would simply lay down and die. After a few hours, which seemed like days in the darkness, Krycek finally heard a noise outside his enclosed cell. He peered out the small window of the door and saw CSM and two armed military guards approaching. He summoned all his remaining strength and slammed his fist against the window, yelling "Let me out of here, you bastard!" The guard raised their guns to the ready, aiming at the door. The CSM puffed calmly on his cigarette and remarked casually, "It's time for our guest to recycle its life energy. In approximately 12 hours, that ship will power up and flood this bay with radiation. We thought it would be best for you to bear witness to this amazing feat, seeing how close you were. Pity that the intensity of the radiation will no doubt kill you..." Krycek screamed out, "It's not over, you son-of-a-bitch. I have something you want. Something that can destroy you and your project." "If you're referring to the DAT tape, I assure that's in good hand." The CSM turned and started to walk away. "The tape is nothing but old secrets. I have hard evidence. That 'thing' you thought blew up in that train. Your man got there too late. I got there first." Krycek roared. CSM stopped in his track and turned slowly. "You're lying. You have nothing. Even if you did, how could you possibly reveal it to anyone while you're trapped in here." "I can't but Mulder can." Krycek replied sounding more confident by the second. "What if I gave him just enough information to start him looking in the right direction? I had him for several hours before 'it' took control of me. Don't you think I'd gloat over my ability to out-smart an Oxford trained fucking genius?" "You're buffing. It would have known...'it' would have demanded that as well." CSM answered quickly. "It only took from me what it thought it needed. I'm not as stupid as you think. Remember all that counter-mind-control crap you taught me before you stuck me in deep cover in Russia? Sequestered memories, mental firewalls, emotional barricades. Guess what? It works." Krycek sneered. CSM remained expressionless then nodded to one of the guards. The guards immediately opened the door and Krycek tumbled to the ground, coughing and convulsing from the sudden light even as dim as it was. "Pick him up." CSM ordered and the guards shouldered their weapons and pulled Krycek to his feet. "What is that you want, Mr. Krycek?" "I want back in. I want access again." Krycek demanded. "You can't be serious?" CSM chided. "No one in their right mind would trust you. You're a traitor to every cause you've ever known. You're not even capable of being an assassin anymore." "Who better to act as a double agent?" Krycek said, his strength and determination building. "I can offer my services to anyone. They won't trust me but they'll take me, because they'll assume I have no other alliances." "You know too much to be set free." CSM remarked then one of the guards pushed Krycek to his knees while the other prepared to kill him execution style, with a bullet to the head. "I don't know shit!" Krycek lied. "If I had been able to decode that whole tape wouldn't I use it against you? Especially knowing I had your damn pet as a back-up if you double crossed my ass?" "What assurance do I have that you won't double cross us now?" CSM asked in a calculating tone. Krycek twisted his head back so he could see the face of the man he challenged. "I'll forfeit my ace, your loose-end. And you can give me the one thing no one else can - the truth about Melissa's death." Krycek paused because for the first time in the conversation, CSM looked surprised. "I wanted to deny it for so long but I finally realized you knew about her, about us. So tell me, was she a target? Was she the reason Cardinal came with me in the first place?" "I've clearly underestimated you, Mr. Krycek." CSM replied. "Perhaps there is hope for you after all." He signaled the guards and they released Krycek. Krycek closed his eyes to hide the tears that were forming. "I should hate you and your stinking project but it's all I have left now. I can't afford the luxury of revenge." "On the contrary, 'justice' must be served." CSM explained as they escorted Krycek down the silo corridor, "It was Cardinal's suggestion that we eliminate Melissa Scully merely to keep you from distractions. The group did not agree, they felt it was too extreme a measure but recommended that you should be monitored to ensure you're alliance. When he saw his opportunity, Cardinal acted on his own." "That fucking bastard!" Krycek swore. "I swear to God, I'll kill him with my bare hands." "Believe me, I'd like nothing more." CSM replied. "It seems Agent Scully had her opportunity at revenge and chose 'justice' instead. Cardinal is sitting in a prison holding cell waiting for us to contact him. He will soon realize he's been abandoned as the scapegoat for this whole matter. He begged for his life, leading Mulder and Scully to this place if they spared him. He'll tell them more, deflect the blame to us...to you." "Not if I have anything to say about it." Krycek growled. CSM motioned to one of the guards to hand him his side arm. The guard removed his 9mm from the holster and passed it to his superior, who then handed it to Krycek. Krycek took the weapon and chambered a round. CSM watched closely and said, "For this to work, it must be a discreet matter. Your cover cannot be compromised at any cost." He eyed the two guards who remained oblivious to the implications. Taking another slow puff of his cigarette, he walked in front of the guards, his back to Krycek, then remarked, "It's a pity you no longer have the stomach for killing." Two shots rang out, echoing like thunder in the closed corridors. CSM turned to see Krycek standing over the dead bodies of both guards, the smoking barrel pointed directly at him. "Give me one reason I shouldn't kill you now and walk out of here a free man." CSM smiled cruelly. "You said it yourself. I'm all you have left." Krycek lowered the gun and nodded then followed CSM like a starving wild dog hoping to be feed by cleverly hiding its fangs. Krycek swore silently. ______________________________________ Cardinal sat in his darken isolation cell, waiting for his rescue. Although he revealed the site of the recovered craft, he knew they would be there. The agents would find nothing but more mysteries. Surely they wouldn't abandon him for that. With Krycek gone, they needed him more than ever. They would come. Suddenly as if his wish was being answered the door opened heavily. It was too late for the guards to be coming in unannounced. Cardinal stood confidently and walked towards the silhouetted figure in the door way then passed it. Suddenly a gloved hand seized his throat from behind with a vise like grip. Cardinal croaked out a bewildered whisper, "Please, you need me..." Krycek tighten the grip until Cardinal could no longer make a sound. "You're right." he hissed. "I need you to die. For what you did to her. For what you did to me." The death throes of sheer panic told Krycek that his former associate recognized the voice. The empty revenge filled Krycek with even more rage and he ended scene with the muffled snap of his victim's neck. With meticulous care Krycek executed the standard cover-up procedures. But his actions were practiced and automatic without emotion or conscious thought. Once he slipped into the dark silence of the night, away from the scene of another 'assignment', he let the facade slip and the tears of anger and sadness flowed. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." he whispered in sobs to a person who could not hear his words. Melissa died because he loved her. Because she gave him hope. Because she believed he was more that a cold blooded killer. Tonight in his vengeful rage, he proved his killing was far from cold blooded. But he was a killer none the less. And with each life he took, he lost another piece of her that remained in his heart, a piece that could never be restored in a heart that could never be healed. Krycek tears transformed to a primitive wail of utter despair as he resigned himself to his dark fate. Krycek returned to the rendezvous spot and climbed into the car with the CSM. "It's done." he said coldly. "Are you feeling better after your tearful reunion with your old partner?" CSM asked with the razor edge of sarcasm. Krycek dropped the pretense of indifference. "I did your damn job! You have the tape, you have the location of your lost experiment. Mulder's still alive and as stupid as ever." The CSM took a long drag from his cigarette. "Your uncanny talent for survival serves you well. As long as it serves us, as well." He smirked at the subtle play on words and took another puff. "Of course we need to verify the location of our...'specimen'. And unfortunately, after your encounter with Agent Mulder in Hong Kong, your cover story may lack some credibility." "Fine. I'm go underground for a while, somewhere you can keep tabs on me." Krycek replied. "Exactly what I had in mind." CSM responded with a smile. In an instant Krycek's door was pulled open and sharp blow struck his head before he could fight back. _____________________________________ It was noon the next day and Mulder arranged the files on his desk in his office. He was preparing to leave so he could join Scully who felt compelled to visit Melissa's grave site. He heard a knock and Skinner appeared in the doorway, leaning on a cane for support. Mulder quickly moved to his side to help but Skinner ignored him as he made a bee-line for the nearest chair. "I was looking for Agent Scully. There's something I need to talk to her about." Mulder decided her business with Skinner was her own and refrained from asking. Instead he said, " Actually I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to thank you for everything you did." "You mean getting shot in the gut?" Skinner joked. "You got shot because you stood up to these people." Mulder replied. Skinner brushed off his accolades claiming he was only doing his job, trying to catch a killer. But Mulder said thanks anyway. "This is going to sound strange," Mulder started, "but to some extent Scully idolizes you...maybe even loves you." "You're right. That is strange." Skinner remarked dryly. Mulder smiled. "To her, you're everything her father was...and I'm not." The smile faded. Skinner sighed and shook his head, "Listen, Mulder. I care very much about Agent Scully. But she is not a part of my life outside this office. She can't be." Mulder smiled again. "You sound just like her. Well, never mind. I said what I had to. Maybe some day you'll both admit that it's OK to feel alive. I suppose that was the real difference between her and her sister." Skinner frowned. "That's why I needed to talk to her. It's concerning her sister." As Mulder listened silently to the news, he wasn't surprised but decided to tell Scully himself, instead of sending her back to Skinner. Once she learned what had happened to Cardinal, she would need someone she could feel alive with to be close at hand. _____________________________________ Scully stood by Melissa's grave as Mulder approached bearing a small bouquet of flowers. He respectfully laid them across the grave then embraced Scully. Scully sighed heavily and said, "I was just thinking about something that a man said to me. That the that the dead speak to us from beyond the grave, that that what's conscience is." Mulder kissed her lightly on the forehead. "That's interesting. I never thought of it that way." She gripped Mulder tightly, futilely trying to shield herself against the emptiness within. She whispered to him that there was no justice, no punishment that could ever satisfy her or Melissa. Not only was there no justice, there was no closure, no answers. The question remained unanswered - did they mean to kill Melissa or was it just a mistake? Scully held on to the small hope that the captured man might reveal the truth. Mulder took a deep breath and said, "I afraid you may have even more questions. But for what its worth, you made have some justice, just not the kind you're looking for. They found that man, Luis Cardinal, dead in his cell. They made it look like a suicide. The men he worked for couldn't take the chance he'd point the finger at them." Tears brimmed in her eyes but she refused to cry. 'They' couldn't make her cry. She pursed her lips and steadied her nerves then asked, "And what about Krycek?" Mulder tensed reflexively as he did every time she said his name then calmed his own nerves and replied, "Oh he was there. I'm sure of it." "You're certain Krycek was involved in Melissa's murder?" she asked pensively. Mulder nodded sadly. Scully took a deep breath and said thoughtfully, "Do you think they got to him too." "I don't know, but if they haven't they will. I doubt it'll weight on their consciences though." Mulder answered wondering to himself if Krycek's death would weight on his own conscience. His vendetta against Krycek was no longer about revenge or even justice. More than seeing Krycek suffer, Mulder wanted the whole truth about his father's death and Krycek seemed to be the only one with the answer. So Krycek's demise would beset Mulder with guilt but not out of sympathy for the rogue agent but for the failing his father once again. Scully regarded the sadness and conflict in Mulder's eyes. The death of his father and the questions never answered weighted heavily on his mind anytime they spoke of the dead. "I think the dead are speaking to us, Mulder, demanding justice. Maybe that man was right. Maybe we bury the dead alive." ____________________________________ Krycek awoke in darkness, an eerie familiar darkness. He was back in the silo but there was no craft in this enclosure. To his terror, there were several boxes of survival rations. He realized he was to be left here until CSM could deal with him. "You bastard!" Krycek shouted as he pounded his fists on the door. "Someone help me!" He yelled until he was exhausted then finally collapsed in defeat. Suddenly a face appeared in the window. X peered down at Krycek. His deep voice resonated in a bleak halls. "I hope you're not planning to die in there." Krycek leapt to his feet and slammed at the mocking face. "You son-of-a-bitch! YOU put me here to die." "I put you in there to keep you alive." X replied calmly. "Why didn't you kill Mulder when you had the chance?" "How the hell should I know..." Krycek growled. "I think I know. You've seen the future 'they' created and Mulder may be the only thing stopping them." X spoke deliberately and carefully. "You'll be here for a while but some one will come from you eventually. I'd advise you to take that time to think about what side of the line you want to be on when Armageddon strikes." Krycek snarled at his captor, "Maybe I should kill myself now and save you the trouble. That would be the patriotic thing to do, wouldn't it?" "You can't kill yourself. Not without destroying that part of her within you." X reasoned out loud. Krycek exploded in rage. "What do you know about Melissa? Tell me you bastard!" Unfazed by his out burst, X answered simply, "Before she died, we saved a part of YOU within HER." Despite Krycek's shouts and threats, X said nothing more and walked off, leaving him to alone to listen to the voices of the dead and the spirit buried alive with him. ________________________________ For the first time in many nights, Mulder slept beside Scully. They had left the cemetery together because it was clear neither wanted to be alone that night. The silent cries for justice from lost loved ones and the muffled screams of souls suffocated by the lies haunted their sleep. Only the comfort of each other's touch calmed the night terrors. As she gripped Mulder tightly, Scully whispered, "My father believed in me. Even without words, I knew he had faith that I would do what's right." "You are doing the right thing. You're searching for the truth." Mulder answered quietly. Her hold on him was almost crushing his ribs but tonight anything less would make him feel less than alive. Tonight he reveled in his pain and suffering because it meant he was not dead. It meant they would be together for a few more moments at least. Life carried no guarantees but it did bring hope. Scully said nothing but he could sense her unspoken fears creeping into her waking thoughts. "Mulder...Fox, I feel as if I'm opening doors that I can't close...doors that were locked for a reason. I just can't see how that can be the right thing to do. Look at what happened... the crew from the Piper Maru still died despite our investigation, you and Skinner were nearly killed, the tape no doubt found its way back to its source, and Krycek is still at large. We found nothing but an oily diving suit and an empty silo." "A heavy guarded empty silo." Mulder corrected. Usually when they argued, Mulder became very defensive but this time he remained calm and sensible. Scully was arguing with herself, not him. It was her own internal conflict of ideology verses the real world, hunch verses fact, and intention verses outcome. "Dana, close your eyes...think about me. What's first thing that comes to mind?" "I love you." she said without hesitation. "Really or is that an automatic response based on what you think I want to hear?" Mulder quizzed. "I love you...really...honest. It's like a filter through which I see you and everything you do and say and feel. My every thought, my every action is biased by it. I'm aware of all that and I still love you." Scully replied adding kisses to her embrace. "I look and I see you, my Invisible Man...always." "The Truth is no different." Mulder insisted. "Knowing what's right and what's wrong is just like knowing who you love and who you hate. The Truth is invisible. It has no signposts, no X to mark the spot but you'll know it when you see it." "And I suppose, when I see it, I'll turn away and run just like I did when I realized I loved you in England." Scully sighed sadly. He gently stroked her hair and whispered, "You're not running away now. Even though we agreed to a separation, you still haven't ran." Scully nodded but remained silent for several minutes as she regrouped her thoughts. "Can I confess something to you?" Mulder laughed lightly. "Don't you have to clear that with the Pope or something." Scully smiled too. "Only with my conscience. Seriously, when I was back in Catechism and I learned about Adam and Eve being forced to leave Paradise, I thought that was suppose to represent evolution. And I thought it was a good thing. Imagine my shock when I realized the story was being told to us to teach us the evils of temptation and sin. I suppose that was the first time my faith conflicted with my science." Mulder fingered the cross around her neck and remarked, "Obviously, you stayed in the Catholic Church. How did you reconcile your beliefs?" Scully took a deep breath and her grip on Mulder relaxed. "That's were I had the problem. Both felt right to me. So came up with my own theory." Mulder grinned. "I can hardly wait." "From the beginning, from the moment of creation, God gave us free will and he gave us a choice. To deny the Devil and live in Paradise as innocents or to risk mortal life and eternal damnation so that we can grow and learn, and serve a greater purpose." "Wow. If I'd heard that theory, I might have started my own religious order - The Church of Saint Scully." Mulder teased. "So you see, all my life I've brought together the invisible and the tangible, the truth and the facts. It's even a part of my job...bringing together the dead and the living." Scully moved just far enough from Mulder to see his face clearly. "Somewhere in that story is the reason I love you...and the reason I believe in the X-Files." Mulder smiled again. "Yeah but are we still separated?" Scully pulled him close once again and kissed him deeply. "Not tonight." ________________________________ The night was filled with dark mysteries...in an abandoned silo in North Dakota, in a silent graveyard with fresh flowers, and in a thousand other places where 'they' had influence. But in a small apartment in Maryland, two people were learning to peer into the darkness and to search with both their hearts and their minds, into the invisible world where the dead demanded the justice and the living deserved a future. END __________________________________ ___________________________________ As I said in the intro... a greatly expanded version of the episode. The characters are clearly lining up in a new pecking order, including a pending face off between Scully and Sharon Skinner. The deceptions engineered by CSM are starting to make sense. And the separation between Mulder and Scully seems to be fading as Scully is beginning to understand the fine art of believing. Please send comments to shinkai@mlode.com or visit my website at http://www.mlode.com/~shinkai/fanfic/xffanfic.htm STORY NOTES: Since this story is over run with internal dialogues and altered scenes, its difficult to differentiate new stuff from the original stuff, so everything is just list together. GOOD LUCK! -Why was Scully on Skinner's case with only two relatively dense agents? He was a AD after all. Simple - the higher ups (Blevins, et al) didn't want her to find the killer. Naturally, the two agents thought the whole case was a waste of time to find a random shooter and they took the time to gossip about the implications of the Scully/Skinner relationship. -Walter and Sharon are not divorced yet so I assume someone would notify her that he was shot. Wouldn't she show some compassion and try to call or visit? Wouldn't she wonder why Scully was in charge of his case? -What did Mulder do with Krycek on the way back from Hong Kong? For those of you insist that there is sexual tension between these two, I added the plane scene. For those of you deny any sexual tension, READ the plane scene to understand that sexual tension may have nothing to do with a direct sexual attraction or desire. -Agent Pendrell deserves a personality beyond the wide-eyed boy wonder of the crime lab. I portray him as a sincere hard working agent who has more than just a boyish attraction to Scully. He truly admires and respects her. He also knows he doesn't stand a chance with her but can't help acting in awe of her. Scully understands but is cautious not to tease while expressing her genuine appreciation of his attentions. He also provide the never explained method by which they learn C.I. stands for Capitol Ice. -Why didn't Mulder call Scully to say he was bringing in Krycek? In my story, it makes sense. There's tension between the agents and Mulder wants to avoid another conflict while holding on to Krycek. -My Scully sees the parallel between Krycek and Mulder, and because of that she finds it hard to accept Mulder word that he is an evil man. Her logic supports her feelings so it's hard for her become as obsessed as Mulder about finding him. -Melissa's murder takes on a whole new perceptive when I changed the circumstance and made it intentional. And her fetus will play heavily into the future. Remember how they react to Gibson Praise? -Maggie Scully gets a quick appearance because she likes Skinner. And her presence makes Scully reflect on her own relationship to Skinner. -The Lone Gunmen rarely get more than quick scene or two so I expanded their part a bit. I remember reading somewhere that one of them was a very good skater and Byers seemed the likely one to have been in more upper middle class. Mulder's reference to Scully swooning when she was 22 is based on the original "Meeting the Invisible Man." -The WMM is already critical of CSM methods but see the value of using Mulder as both a distraction and was an ally. He doesn't like the Project but feels he had no choice. His thought about it becoming a haven for murderers and dictators echoes Agent Fullers remarks about the FBI being a haven for perverts and lunatics. -Throughout the story Mulder and Scully compare their methods to their partner's skills. While Scully finds value in cautious inspiration, she can't allow herself the luxury of obsession. Mulder wishes he could slow down some times can't ignore his instincts. The bottom line is they need each other. -Scully final acceptance of her feeling for Skinner is based on a story from her childhood that I totally made up. It is based on real counseling advice about teaching your children the difference between romantic love and platonic love. -On Skinner's transfer out of the hospital. Why was he transferred and why didn't Scully question it, what happened to his guards, why Scully left Skinner alone and unguarded in the ambulance, who called the police and when did Cardinal tell her about Krycek were all answered in this scene. -What does Krycek really want? Just like the 'real' Krycek, who knows? He's a fireball of raw emotions and brains, divided by a warped sense of duty and a need survive. He wants to be 'a player' again but there's a price to pay. CSM is trying to break him by locking him up but X still thinks he might be an ally, a successor to him and Deep Throat who can guide Mulder to the Truth. -Scully's story about reconciling evolution and God is my own pet theology. Mulder's remark about the Church of St Scully is inspired by those fans who refer to the Blessed One in those terms.