From: Charlie Lee Date: Thu, 26 Aug 1999 17:21:33 -0700 Subject: STORY Source: direct NAME:BABYGIRL1 TITLE:"I'M THE ONE TO TRUST!" RATING: R OR PG-13 (WHATEVER YOU SAY) KEYWORDS:ANGST, MSR SPOILERS:ONE SON SUMMARY: SCULLY HANDLES THAT SITUATION A LITTLE DIFFERENTLY. GIVING THEM A CHANCE WITH THE HALLWAY SCENE AGAIN. MAYBE NOW THEY WILL KISS. "TWO THUMBS UP" SAYS SISEL AND BERT NOTE: I HAD TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT EPISODE. MULDER JUST SEEMED TO ABANDON SCULLY ALL AT ONCE. IT DIDN'T SEEM FAIR. SO I MADE CHANGES. THIS IS MY FIRST SO SHOW SOME LOVE. THE LONE GUNMEN'S PLACE Scully stood there with a throbbing pain in the back of her throat. Fire blazed through her eyes. Her mouth pressed together as it bleeds with anger. "Mulder explain to me why trust and believe her, when you, yourself, tell me not to trust anyone. For 5 or 6 damn yrs. Mulder you've led me to places only you would claim is real. I believed and trusted your devotion and passion to the work. I've stood beside you while others would walk away." Her voice trembled but still held its tone. Tears of pain stung her eyes. " I've held your hand through everything we been through. Explain to me where Diana Fowley was when you were in pain. TELL ME where was she through your fear and loss! She was there at THE BEGINNING AND MAYBE THE END BUT who was THERE IN BETWEEN MULDER! WHO!" Mulder drew closer trying to calm her down but only causing her to step away with caution. He knew in mind that he saw the fear and anger growing in her. Pain that he never saw before. Something that was held inside but only bottled up. " Scully, don't make a big deal out of this. I can tell you more than what you can get out of that damn computer. I know her more than you. More than you could ever think. If you can't trust her than.....maybe..you can't trust me." He deepen his eyes into hers. Trying to find a reaction that can encourage him more. But what he saw was a hurtful heart. A heart that was torn apart in front of his eyes. " The only thing that stopped me before, Mulder, was YOU. I was beginning to quit everything but you stopped me. You told me that I made you whole, that I made you honest. But now you have Diana. Now you have someone that doesn't make you feel guilty for not doing the right thing. I think now you found your match. Well, Mulder, I'm not going to take this bullshit anymore. GOODBYE!" Scully stormed out, leaving Mulder alone and fearful. Her words buried deep inside him. It brought tears that stung his eyes and a knife that stabbed his heart. He turned around, only facing three blank faces." Maybe it was my breath." DAYS LATER "Hello this Dana Scully. I'm not home right now so leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can." It was his fifth call and no one picked up. He tried her appartment many times but she wasn't home. He guessed she went out to cool down and when she returned he would appologize. But now it was different. She was gone for days now. He didn't know what to do. His hair messed up. His face unshaven. His clothes wrinkled and smelled. No sleep came to him. He tried everything. Her mother, friends, phone calls and the Lone Gunmen but no one knew. Someone knocked on the door. He knew who it was. It was her. He ran anxiously and opened it. All he saw was his angel. Afraid to touch her, he just nodded and made a gesture for her to come in. " I wanted to come and drop of your key. I wouldn't need it anymore." she said calmly as whe walked in. "What do you mean." he grew silent. Fear emerged inside him. He didn't want her to leave him at all. Was this the end? "I'm moving Mulder. My resignation was accepted and I found a job as a doctor. A job in medicine." "Scully, you can't leave me now. Please. I'm begging you on this." He was on his hands and knees. He was willing to give everything for her. " You don't need me Mulder. You've proven your point. I'm not going to stand here and listen to your statement about you needing me, Mulder. Besides.." She stepped closer to the door. Her hand on the knob and ready to turn." you have Diana Fowley. You trust her. You believe her. What's there that I have, that you don't see in her? I gave you a choice and you turned your back on me." She headed out that door. Walking towards the elevator, Mulder stopped her. " Scully, you want to know what I don't see in her that I see in you?" he looked down at her. Her head lowered. Looking at the floor, afraid to look into his eyes and fall for him again. She turned her head upwards and caught his gaze. She studied his eyes. Trying to find the answer she was seeking. She found it. It was love that she saw. Mulder's eyes deepened and was clouded with passion. With his strength to speak he whispered," I ..love..you." What should she do? Walk away or seek the love she waited for years? She walked away, hoping that he would follow her. And he did. He stood in front of her and took her into his arms. She cried into his shoulder but found the courage to wipe them away. They both gazed at each other with intense passion. The air around them grew damp and hot. Finally he lowered his lips to meet hers. His tongue grew hungrier by the second. Her tongue dug deeper and deeper into him, causing him to moan in pleasure. Their lips were wet with desire. Their tongues tasted the flavor in each of their mouths. Finally they stopped. " Scully....." "Yeah.. Mulder." " Call me Fox...." He swept her off her feet and brought them into his appartment, into his bedroom. He lowered her onto the bed. They undressed each other with compassion. He licked her neck and traveled further. His tongue drew swirls of wetness onto her nipples. Biting it gently , teasing it with his tongue. He looked up and saw her mouth moan out his name so slowly. His tongue destined at the center of her and flicked her. Inserting two fingers and increased his pace. His fingers traveling around. Trying to find the spot and he did. This made her more hungrier. She groaned to taste him. " I want you." He crawled up to her face and kissed her. Making her taste herself. Then he lowered himself into her. Reaching depths no other man has. His pace quickened. In and out. She moaned in pleasure, making him even more turned on. He pumped into her more and more. Pacing himself in such speed that will last him longer. Finally she climaxed. Her body grew rigid. He pumped faster and faster. And finally he climaxed. Yelling out her name. " That was good." she commented. Trying lighten up the mood. " That was just practice my dear." he laid on top of her, still linked. MORNING AFTER YOU KNOW WHAT His arms stretched around the slender body. He made circles around her back with his hand. She was beautiful. Her hair spread out. Her pale, peach skin shined with the sun. He red, swollen lips partly open. " Good Morning Watson." she replied yawning. " You too." he whispered into her ear. He hugged her tightly, smelling her fruitful scent. She buried her face against his chest, hoping to capture more of his smell. He smelled like..like...a baby's ass. The sun drew a light in the room. It was something that differed from any other time the sun shined. It was bright read with strands of gold that scattered around. Mulder thought for second as looked at the sun. It reminded him of something special. It reminded him of his Sc....Dana.... THE END I hope you liked it. It's my first. I didn't put my address on because I didn't want to here those un useful comments that other people would say.