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Subject: In God We Trust by Vanessa Gray (A/PG)
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SERIES TITLE: Reflections on the Past

DISCLAIMER:-  All the characters and situations of the X-files 
              television program are the creation and property
of Chris Carter, and Fox Broadcasting and have been used
without permission.  No copyright infringement intended. 
Please e-mail with thoughts, good the bad and the ugly.

SPOILERS:-  Set in the Second season. One Breath

SUMMARY:-     Margaret Scully Anguish.  It's basically Mrs     
               Scully reflecting on Dana's life her own and
her families.  NO MSR, NO VIOLENCE, NO SWEARING.  Only
relationships involved are Scully family and Mulder's
relationship to the family. There are a few assumptions based
on what I have seen on the show and other fanfic.

In God We Trust PG
By Vanessa Gray
   v.gray@student.qut.edu.au

Margaret Scully sat at the bed of her daughter.  Even though
her wishes had been stated and witnessed, she still couldn't
believe she had to do as was wished.  Losing family was hard
but it was harder on you when it was your child.  

Dana was free willed no matter what Bill and she had wanted,
their two daughters would choose for themselves.  In most
families it was the sons who were difficult, but in their
family it was the daughters.  One goes off doesn't really
communicate with the family.  The other goes into law
enforcement.  

Maybe not finding her would have been easier, at least then
you held that small hope of finding her alive.  But not
knowing was just as bad, never having the rest of knowledge. 
Now she would die.  

It was hard for Margaret.  She had just lost her husband.  Why
did it seem death had decided to take up residence on her door
step?  

Why couldn't her children have children and have safe jobs? 
No.  Sure Bill Jr. had children but he was with Navy.  Melissa
takes off doing who knows what.  Dana goes into the FBI. 
Charles was the only one relatively safe.  Now one of her
daughters wouldn't know the joys of having children.  

What would happen?  She hoped Bill would be there to take care
of their little girl.  

It would be funny if it were not so serious that Melissa, had
only come back due to Dana's illness or experience.  How did
somebody describe what had happened?  Anyway, Melissa had
return to the family due to Dana and now she was staying near
to her.  For which Margaret was glad for.  

She had finally met Dana's partner.  In the short time though
it seemed like years since Dana disappeared, she had gotten to
know Fox very well.  He was a sweet man, very troubled, yet
gentle in nature.  She was upset, yet not surprised that he
had failed to turn up while the doctors unhooked Dana.  
Probably a combination of feeling guilty and not feeling like
family.  Dana's brothers had turned up that day, though it was
strange that most of the family was there and he never meet
them all.   

Nobody was to blame at all that was the hardest part.  She
couldn't be angry or seek justice against a killer, for none
existed as she knew it.  The man that was responsible was
dead.  

Fox and she had both been wrong, yet right when they had gone
to pick up the grave stone.  He was right that it been too
soon, for now Dana's body would go under it.  

Margaret had hope that her daughter would live.  But her
nature was pessimistic, Bill had been the optimist.  How she
could have used her husband today.  

Margaret got up and headed for the chapel.  Unlike Melissa,
she wanted to do her praying the conventional way, maybe the
priest would be there so she could talk to him.  Maybe later
Fox would come and she could talk to him too.



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^^     Vanessa Gray   v.gray@student.qut.edu.au    
00     MPPB, CMNB, NLEB, Ratnic, SPCDD #30, LGW #77
><     XPRA, RelationshipX, Myth Patrol, FanFic, Fictalk

<:8)-- CM:- You can kill me now but you'll never know the      
            truth
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