From: "Melanie Robinson" Subject: New Story - Isn't One Enough? Disclaimer: Fox Mulder and Dana Scully are not mine but Chris if you wish to give them to me please do. I'll appreciate it. Don't sue, if you do you won't get much money. I haven't got a lot in the bank. But the character Jason Bequeath is mine, all mine but feel free to use him if you want. Relationship: Definitely MSR, I'll bet my life on that. But under certain circumstances and impulsive actions does this relationship occur. Plenty of angst. Author's Note: This is my first ever posted X-File fan-fic so be kind. I loved writing this and hope everyone enjoys it. So if you're a major X-Phile fan you'll love this. One question I want an answer to is - will they ever get their act together? Summary: Scully is in love but not with Mulder. She has found the man of her dreams but hasn't told Mulder yet. He finds out and reacts impulsively to the news. The partner's come to a decision but this fairy tale does not have a happy ending. I need comments. Good or bad. I need to know someone out there read my story. Love to hear your opinions on this wonderful masterpiece. NOT! Email - blue_heel@hotmail.com Enough of the crap - read and enjoy. ISN'T ONE ENOUGH? by Melanie Robinson Dana Scully was drunk. Dizzy with happiness. Consumed by love. She smiled blissfully. Everything had happened so quickly. The whirlwind romance. The secret affair. The sudden proposal. Her pregnancy. They had met when Scully was working on a case with her partner. Their attraction had been instant but since then had strengthened into a strong bond of understanding, trust and most important, love. During the past few weeks Dana Scully had been acting totally out of character. Her reputation at the Bureau was the "Ice Queen" but lately she had been nicknamed the "Sun Queen". She could not wipe the grin from her face. Even her partner had noted the difference in her. But there was one exception to Dana Scully's new-found happiness. Her best friend and work colleague Fox Mulder had no knowledge of her after work arrangement. It was only a matter of time though before . . . "Afternoon Scully," a familiar voice greeted her. Scully looked up. She saw the file marked X in his hand "Hey Mulder. What case is it this time?" Scully interrogated, a content expression on her face. "What makes you think this has something to do with a case?" Fox Mulder's mouth turned up slightly. "Pull the other one Mulder," Scully grinned. Her cheerful mood was beginning to show again. She couldn't help it. She was in love. "Scully why are you looking at me like this?" Mulder looked puzzled. She shook her head. "It's nothing Mulder. I was just thinking about something." He glanced at her curiously "Anything you wish to share." "It was nothing in particular," Scully explained. She noted Mulder's expression. "Anyway, we have got an late flight tonight," Mulder told her quickly. He waited to see his partner's expression. She scowled "Fabulous. There goes my social life for tonight." That got a laugh out of Mulder "That's funny Scully." She smirked "Why? Why is that so funny Mulder?" Her good mood suddenly deflated. "It's nothing Scully. Don't worry," Mulder held his hands up in protest. He tried to smother his giggles. "Well excuse me Mr Pornography. I glad you find my personal life funny. If you could excuse me Agent Mulder I have to go. I've got some errands to run before our flight tonight," Scully said angrily. She stood abruptly, crossing her arms. Her professionalism was back. She was no longer going to bring her good mood to work to have it wrecked by her insensitive partner. She couldn't believe him at times. He was a great person but sometimes he was an arrogant bastard. "Scully I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that," Mulder tried to explain. "Sure. Fine. Whatever.," Scully's tone was cold. She glared at him, her look clear. He watched her gather her things. He had made jokes about her personal life before but never before had this reaction from her. It was probably that time of the month. He forgot he had to be sensitive to women at times like these. She stormed toward the door. Her head was high in the air, shoulders pulled back. Before she left she turned to him. 'Come and pick me up tonight' were her last words as she strided purposefully out of the room. Mulder looked confused as Scully slammed the door shut. * * * That evening Scully's apartment That night, Dana snuggled closer to her fianc, Jason Bequeath. He pulled her closer to him and she rested her head against his chest. Jason was the sweetest and most caring man Scully had ever known. He was so much more polite than any of her former lovers. The most wonderful thing was that he loved her and she loved him. When they had fallen in love it was the most fulfilling experience she could ever have. Dana raised her head slightly and stared lovingly into his penetrating eyes. His eyes reminded her of Fox Mulder. Like Mulder, Jason's eyes were the source of his communication. One look into Jason's eyes and Scully knew instantly what he was thinking. But that was where the similarities between the two men in her life ended. While Mulder was intent on finding the truth and living for work, Jason was more laid-back and was into the idea of throwing himself into life. Scully admired him for that and had claimed some of his attitude for herself. The past few weeks had been the most astounding time of Dana Scully's existence. They shared a long, deep kiss. Scully was loving every minute of it. She loved the way his lips felt on hers. She eyed him hungrily. As the kiss deepened, she found the buttons of Jason's shirt. Slowly she undid them one by one revealing his broad chest. Scully ran her hands up and down his chest, his muscles rippling under her hand. She realised he was quivering with arousal and pleasure. She ran her tongue along his bottom lip seeking entrance. It was instantly granted and for minutes they explored each other's mouths thoroughly before Jason pulled the shirt she was wearing over her head. She let him willingly. Once that barrier was out of the way he spread out her arms. Jason planted gentle kisses along her arms until he reached the nape of her neck. He left a trail of kisses along her neck. Scully shivered with delight. It was amazing the way this man made her feel. A warm, tingling feeling spread throughout her body. She felt his hands find the clasp of her lace bra. As he undid it fell silently to the floor. Scully sat there her upper body exposed. He ran his hands over the flesh. She let out an involuntary groan and turned towards him. She entwined her slender arms around his neck and kissed him with such passion it shocked them both. Scully thrusted his arms out of his shirt and pressed her body tightly against his. They were struggling to rid the last barriers that were separating them when the doorbell rang. Scully sat upright. "Ohmigod," she whispered huskily "It's Mulder." Jason tore himself away from her embrace "He's a bit early, don't you think?" Scully stared him in the eye. "I'm so sorry for doing this to you hon. I don't want to leave." Jason hugged her sorrowfully. "I'll miss you. Heaps and heaps," he said with exaggeration. She smiled. He really was the greatest. Scully hastily grabbed her shirt and pulled it over her head. "Jas," she murmured "I haven't told Mulder about us yet. I'll have to introduce you to him now. I'm sorry." Jason looked stunned. Obviously he had thought Dana had told her partner about their relationship "Does he know anything? Our engagement? Our child?" he stuttered. She shook her head fearing his reaction. Her head hung low. He raised her chin and stared intently at her. Seriously, he asked "Dana, do you really love me?" Scully gasped "Of course I do. Where did you get that idea from? I love you so much. I never thought it was possible to care for another person so much." He seemed satisfied by that explanation and they shared a lingering kiss. Jason's hands crept up Dana's back. Wherever they were, Dana and Jason could never stop touching and kissing each other. There was another knock on the door. When it was ignored the stranger stuck his key in lock and walked in. Dana ran her hands through Jason's dark, thick hair. The shadowy figure coughed. He was in shock. The couple broke apart and looked up in surprise. There stood Fox Mulder. He had a strange expression on his face. Dana couldn't seem to read it. She flushed. Pulling her shirt down she stood up. For some reason, Dana couldn't meet her partner's curious gaze. "Ah hi Mulder. You're early," she blurted out. Jason looked as embarrassed as she felt. "So it seems," Mulder said, his voice expressionless. Jason saw this as the perfect time to introduce himself. He stood. The men sized the other up. Scully squirmed uncomfortably. Finally Jason stuck out his hand "Hi. I'm Jason Bequeath. I'm Dana's fianc. Pleased to finally meet you. I've heard plenty about you. It's great to finally meet Fox Mulder in the flesh." Mulder writhed. Mulder just stared at Jason's hand. Hesitantly returned the handshake "I wish I could say the same. I'm sorry but Dana has never mentioned anyone by that name." It was Jason's turn to squirm. They both looked questionably at Dana. "Look I think it's time to go, don't you?" It was more a statement than a question. Both men stood still. Scully tried another tactic. "Jason, honey, could you get my bags?" Jason gave her a look and then left the room. Scully stared at the ground. They stood in uncomfortable silence. Mulder finally broke it. "Why didn't you tell me?" His hurt was evident. "I didn't think it was . . .," Scully began but was broke off by Jason. "Here is your stuff Dana," Jason's voice was cold. Scully had expected that but wasn't prepared for it. She walked over and placed a quick kiss good-bye onto his lips. He wrapped his arms protectively around her and drew her into a hug. "I love you," he murmured softly. He pressed a kiss into her hair. She returned the hug. "I love you too," she answered. She turned her face up for a kiss. They farewelled each other before Scully left. But as soon as the door shut outside Dana Scully's apartment a hand grabbed her arm and pulled her roughly around. "What the hell is going on?" Mulder asked angrily. Scully freed herself of his grasp "Let go of me. Then I will tell you." He dropped his hand immediately "So what was that all about?" For the first time that night, she looked him directly in the eye. "Mulder, the man you met is my fianc." "I know that but how . . .," Mulder words trailed off. Scully's tone softened. She knew how hard this was for him. She smiled grimly. Now he felt like she did when Phoebe Green and Detective White had shoved their breasts in his face. "I'm sorry Mulder. I just thought you wouldn't understand." This got a reaction from Mulder "I wouldn't understand, would I? We've been working together for four years and been friends just as long. I would tell you about something like this." She hung her head in shame "Mulder, that's all I can say. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not telling you. Please accept my apology. I never meant to hurt you. You're my best friend" His expression softened "I'm sorry too. I'm just a bit shocked." That got a smile from Scully "I would be too. Now you know what I feel like." Mulder laughed "It's no fun, is it?" Scully nodded her head in agreement. His face suddenly turned serious. He raised her chin with his index finger. Mulder stared at her intently. "Are you in love with him?" "Yes," Scully whispered "I am. Mulder there is one more thing." "Let me guess. You're pregnant," he joked. When Scully said yes, Mulder didn't bother to hide his emotions. "You must be really into this guy?" "I love him Mulder. He's the father of my child," Scully explained. She felt miserable. She hated when Mulder was hurt. He already had experienced enough pain to fill two lifetimes he didn't need anymore. She placed a hand on his large, dark one. Scully squeezed it in comfort. She felt an unexpected tingle as their hands touched. She decided to ignore it. She broke the contact. Scully picked up her bags and gestured Mulder to do the same. In silence they headed to the elevator. Once inside Mulder and Scully stood in complete silence. The seconds ticked on endlessly. The elevator ride seemed like an eternity even though it had only lasted a couple of minutes. As the doors opened Mulder forced a cough. Scully looked up at him. Abruptly he dropped his bags and walked towards her. "Mulder what the hell are you . . .," Scully said in shock but was cut off by the sweetness of her partner's unexpected kiss. His lips captured hers in a passionate kiss. Scully was bewildered. She stood there numbly as Mulder left a trail of gentle kisses down her neck. "Mulder," she hissed, too surprised to pull away. He found her mouth and kissed her passionately, over and over. "Mulder," she said again, but this time her voice was low and eager. As Mulder's mouth pressed insistently on hers, Scully began to kiss him back. She pulled him closer, her fingers sliding up his back to his shoulders and neck, tangling in his dark, chestnut hair. Scully's body tensed as the image of her boyfriend flashed through her mind. What was she doing? Here she was in an elevator in a embrace with her work colleague and best friend with her boyfriend and fianc upstairs in her apartment. Mulder pulled away aware of Scully's apprehension. "I'm sorry Scully. I didn't mean to. I mean when you told me I just reacted but . . .," his voice trailed off. "It's okay Mulder. I understand." She gave him a reassuring smile. She couldn't tell him her heart rate was doubling as a result of his impulsive behaviour. She could never tell him she wanted another kiss like that and another and another. Scully couldn't betray Jason like that. She loved him too much. But the temptation was too strong. "I'm sorry Scully," he apologised again. "Mulder I already know. Anyway if its any consolation, did anyone ever tell you you're a really fabulous kisser," Scully's voice was deeper and huskier than usual. Mulder noted the difference in his partner's voice and stared widely at her. "Really." Then without thinking Scully took a step closer to him. She wrapped her arms around him and kissed him fully. He responded hungrily. Scully had no idea what she was doing but whatever it was it certainly felt great. They stood kissing for a few minutes before Mulder took her hand and led her to his car. Instead of heading towards the airport, he drove away in the other direction heading towards a place they both knew so well. * * * The morning after Mulder's apartment Scully was the first to awake. She turned her body slightly and was shocked to find her legs entwined with another persons. For a second she didn't know where she was then it all came flooding back to her. Scully had just broke the news she was getting married and Mulder hadn't taken it well. In an unexpected turn of events Mulder had suddenly surprised Scully by kissing her. Scully was flabbergasted but as she settled into the kiss she hadn't wanted it to stop. She would never thought harmful kissing could land her in the bed of her best friend. But she hadn't realised how attracted to this man she really was. The night before had been so special. Mulder had been everything Scully had wanted in a lover. He was completely selfless lover who was gentle and caring, preferring to go slow and tenderly, loving thoroughly. Scully shifted and Mulder's body leapt in response. They fitted perfectly together. Scully leaned over and ran her finger gently down the side of Mulder's face, trembling slightly. She was so confused. She loved being in this mans arms. It felt so peaceful and so right. An image of Jason floated through Scully's mind. She clapped her hand over her mouth. She suddenly realised the consequences of her impulsive actions. How could she do this to him? Betray him like that. Her happiness disappeared and enormous amount of guilt took its place. She loved Jason so much but if she loved him so much why was she taken in so easily by Mulder? Pure curiosity, she decided. Scully glanced over at Mulder. He was still fast asleep. She resolved to take a shower and leave Mulder a note. Maybe the warm water would help to clear Scully's confused mind. Hesitantly, she left the circle of Mulder's comfortable embrace and headed towards the shower. Grabbing a old pair of Mulder's boxers and a plain sweat shirt she gathered her things and stepped into the bathroom prepared to make a decision about her feelings for both men. Scully stepped out of the shower, her body dripping of water. She was shivering. The warm shower had done her a whole lot of good. A pair of arms encircled her body. "Morning beautiful," a whispering voice tickled her ear. She turned towards the voice. Scully put on her most seductive smile. She pressed her lips against his. "Morning, Fox." She breathed against his lips. It was the most incredible taste. She loved the sweetness of his kiss. Mulder ran his hands over her bare flesh, his fingers tracing the subject of her arousal. Scully let out an involuntary groan. Why was she here? She was utterly in love with another man so why couldn't she make herself turn away from Mulder's comforting embrace? She leaned slightly against him. Scully inhaled Mulder's scent. It was wonderful. She pulled him close. Passion exploded between them as the last four years of unresolved sexual tension was ignited. Scully realised she had always secretly loved Mulder. Abruptly, he released her. She looked up in shock "What is it?" He looked guilty at the ground "I can't do this Scully." "Do what?" she wondered but had a good idea where this discussion was headed. " It isn't right," Mulder began "You are already committed to someone else. You are having a child to someone else. What the hell are we doing? What was I thinking?" Suddenly embarrassed Scully grabbed the nearest towel. She covered herself. Scully hung her head. "I'm sorry Mulder." She pouted slightly, humiliated by her actions. Mulder gently raised her head with his finger. "Scully, you have nothing to be sorry for. This is completely my fault. I'll take the blame. It was stupid lust. I just wanted to find out . . ." His voice trailed off. But Scully knew what her partner was trying to say. They had been partners for four years and the unresolved sexual tension had just exploded. The unashamed love between them had reached a point where it couldn't be hidden any longer. Scully realised as she found the love and desire in Mulder's passionate eyes that what had happened between them was something they had both wanted for a long time. They both cared for each other and nothing would ever change that but Scully had found her special someone. But she also knew now that her feelings for Fox Mulder went beyond the boundaries of friendship. She hoped one day Mulder and her could be together but for now someone else had claimed his position. But Scully couldn't forget Mulder's forbidden kisses either. The feelings had started with her mouth and spread through her body until she was on fire with hunger for this man who stood in front of her. The kisses that they shared would last a lifetime and knowing this fact would help her go on through the days with Mulder. Tenderly, Scully wiped away the tears that were threatening to envelop Mulder. "I know. I know what you're trying to say Mulder and I understand. I felt the same." "I love you. I love you so much Scully I know I have to do this." For the last time Mulder moved forward and pressed his lips against hers. This time instead of passion exploding between them all Scully felt was a warm tenderness, leaving her breathless and as Mulder said those three little words she felt her heart break. She hated herself for doing this to him but the deed was done. She loved Jason too much to hurt him anymore than she had. Scully let the towel drop from around her and for the final time Dana Scully and Fox Mulder shared a forbidden embrace letting their emotions control their actions. It was utterly sweet and delicate. They stood their for what seemed an eternity before Scully broke away. Mulder nodded sadly and watched his love leave him cradling a broken heart and into the arms of another man. THE END What did ya think? E-mail me at - blue_heel@hotmail.com Will reply to all responses.