From: "Valentine Wiggen" Date: Wed, 16 Feb 2000 18:20:58 PST Subject: It's You-Corrected Source: direct Title:It`s you- Corrected Author: Val Wiggen Rating: PG-13 Spoilers: Keywords: Mulder/Scully Summary: Scully leaves, Mulder is depressed. The corrected version. Disclaimer: I don't own em please don't sue Notes; Too much caffeine and X-files tapes = this story! Enjoy! Feedback: Pretty pretty please with a cherry on top? xxxxxxx Its You xxxxxxx Isn't it funny that when you think everything is going great, something shitty always happens? I don't know, maybe it's only me. Maybe god hates me. Yes I believe in god, though I would never let Scully know. In her eyes it would redeem me. I don't want to look good in her eyes. I don't deserve it. Pretty fucked up huh? I used to think that I might actually mean something to Scully, that maybe she loved me like I loved her. Then she left. She didn't even say goodbye. She just left a note saying ''Its you, you know. Forever. It's too intense. I'm sorry''. Why is it that just when I need to understand her, she looses her eloquence? Or maybe she didn't loose anything. I've analyzed that note for almost a year now. But today, I gave up. I don't know what triggered it. Maybe it was that whiff of her perfume that I caught in the hall, or the hundredth petite redhead that wasn't her on the street. It doesn't matter anymore. So I'm sitting here, on my couch, with my gun in my hand, wondering where it all went wrong. Was it when I said ''I love you''? Yes, I was drugged out of my mind, but I meant it. Did I make one to many cracks at her? By now I'm fairly certain it was when Pagett, that little weasel, said ''Agent Scully is already in love''. I pushed her away, I didn't want to be a third wheel. Now, my gun is raised to my head, my finger on the trigger when it hits me. ''Its you, you know'' She loves me! The doorbell rings. Its Scully. She looks up at me through her lashes. I crush her against me fiercely. ''Its you too Scully''. She looks at me and gives me a smile that makes me think the whole world will come crashing down to make up for the way I'm feeling right now. And then I kissed her. And the world resumed its relentless spinning. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX You win a cool little sticker for getting this far! Please give me feedback!!!I'm ever so lonely...... Flames will be used to roast some marshmallows and hot dogs