From: "Lisa J." <scullystar@hotmail.com>
Date: Sun, 30 Jan 2000 22:38:24 GMT
Subject: MSR
Source: direct

By: Scullystar (Mithrandir)

Disclaimer: These characters depicted here do not belong to me. They belong 
to Chris Carter and 20th Century FOX. No copyright infringement intended.

Category: MSR

Rated: NC-17

Summery: After the case is over and Tony had been admitted to the hospital, 
Mulder and Scully have an interesting conversation that takes an even more 
interesting turn.

Spoilers: "Rush", general season 7.

Author's note: I realize that they were close enough to home where there 
wouldn't be a need to stay at a motel, but I thought it would better for the 
situation. Bear with me.

" Life's All About The Rush"
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2:46 p.m.
Outside the Green Pine motel

                        " So, what do you think, Scully," Mulder started, " 
what are your thoughts about all this?"  Scully looked at him and bit her 
lip. " I can't explain it Mulder. I don't know what was in that cave, and it 
looks like we never will know now."
" But we were in there with Tony and Max and Chastity, and nothing happened 
to either of us. Maybe we're just too old, Scully. I mean...maybe it only 
reacted to the changing chemistry of their hormonal teenage bodies."
Scully grinned and opened her room door. " Mulder..."
" Well, why weren't we affected while we were in that cave?"
" Ok, Mulder. Come in, I know you're not going to let this drop."
Mulder walked past her into her room with a small grin.
" Life's all about the rush, Scully."
" Mulder?"
" The rush.  It's a high that keeps us going in our lives. I think maybe 
it's like what you said before. On the way here you said that those kids 
needed something to keep them going. They're going through changes...pressures 
of teenage life...peer pressure crap from their parents their teachers. They 
think they're immortal and that they don't need discipline. They can't get 
away from their lives and the things they detest doing so they go looking 
for a rush. Sometimes it's drugs, sometimes it's alcohol. In the case of 
Tony, Max and Chastity...they found it in a force that gave them the power to 
move faster than the eye can see. It went to Max's head and he couldn't stop 
it. He needed that rush. Chastity allowed herself to be killed because she 
knew she couldn't get away from it and now Tony's in the hospital because he 
had only a little taste of what the other two went through...so why weren't we 
affected? Because we don't need the rush anymore, Scully."
" Mulder, what are you getting at?"
" Scully...have we become boring?"
Scully almost laughed. " Do you feel boring, Mulder?" She took a seat at the 
edge of the bed. Mulder looked at her. " I feel like maybe...we're not doing 
everything we could be doing."
" Are you having an early mid-life crisis, Mulder? If you run out and get a 
motorcycle and an earring, I'll shoot you again."
" I'm not having a mid-life crisis, Scully, I'm just...feeling old I guess."
" Aw, Mulder, you're just reacting to being around all those high-school 
kids. You're not boring or getting old."
Mulder sat down next to Scully on the bed. " Do you think?"
" I don't think you're boring. There's never a dull moment around agent 
Mulder." Scully smiled at him and wondered why he was sitting so close, why 
he was talking this way. Mulder may not have a huge personal life, but she 
knew he wasn't boring. Scully took his hand and squeezed.
" You know, Scully...things have changed a lot in the past few weeks. Between 
us I mean."
Scully nodded, "I know."
Mulder sighed. " Do you think that's a good thing?" Mulder looked at her 
anxiously. He hoped she said yes. After everything that had happened between 
them in the past few weeks, he wanted nothing more than to take that last 
step with her. It took him a long time to realize what he felt for her was 
more than friendship. There had been a lot to think about lately. He was 
sure she felt the same way about all this as he did. She had to.
" Mulder, I think it's a great thing. We've become a lot closer. There have 
been certain things that are different between us too." Scully waited for 
him to say something. As much as things had changed between them recently, 
her feelings for him had been the same for a long time. Scully knew she 
loved him. It was impossible to keep herself from thinking about him and 
what she wished they had together. Maybe all this change was going to lead 
into something new for the both of them. Maybe she was hoping for too much 
too soon.
" There's still that need for the rush though, Scully. I think we've become 
too predictable because we think that we shouldn't be doing anything wild. 
Maybe we aren't old, Scully, but our minds are. I think that with everything 
that's happened and changed...I think we deserve a rush." Mulder looked at her 
and watched her eyes become bright and knowing. She knew what he wanted and 
he saw something change in her suddenly. He saw desire spring up in her blue 
eyes and felt the air change between them.
" Mulder..." Scully breathed in as he moved closer to her and then he was 
kissing her. Scully's eyes closed and she just let herself go. Mulder pulled 
her against him and she wrapped her arms around his neck. She felt him 
pulling her shirt out of the waist of her pants and allowed him to push her 
jacket off of her shoulders. Scully felt his hands move under her shirt and 
trail over her skin. Her hands moved to undo his tie and remove his coat. 
Her fingers found the small round buttons of his white dress shirt and she 
undid them quickly, needing to feel his bare skin under her hands. Mulder 
helped her remove his shirt and moaned into her mouth as her hands stroked 
his bare chest. He pulled away from her long enough to pull her shirt over 
her head revealing a black lace bra. His hands moved over her soft breasts, 
he heard her let out a moan and she arched her back, pushing herself into 
his hands. Mulder reached around her and unhooked her bra. Scully slipped 
the straps down her arms and watched his face as she allowed the bra to fall 
away from her skin. " You're beautiful, Scully," he whispered and kissed her 
again, cupping her perfect breasts in his hands, enjoying the way they felt 
and the way Scully moaned when his thumbs brushed over her hardened nipples. 
She felt herself burning with desire. Her center was like molten lava and 
she ached with need. Scully found the zipper of his dress slacks and slipped 
two fingers inside the opened fly. She felt his hardness through his cotton 
boxers, and heard him moan at her touch. She pushed his pants down around 
his hips and down his legs. " Scully, I want you so much." Mulder kicked his 
pants away and undid her slacks. He quickly discarded them and they became 
tossed into the pile with the other clothes. He looked at her and fought the 
urge to growl. She was wearing black lace panties that matched the bra that 
was now on the floor. She moved back on the bed and motioned for him to come 
join her. Mulder moved over her and kissed her hungrily, his hands moving 
everywhere at once. Scully pushed the boxers off of him and wrapped hand 
around his hard penis. Mulder moaned and almost forgot what he was doing. 
Her touch felt so good. He had wanted her for longer than he could remember. 
" Does that feel good?" she asked wickedly as she squeezed him gently. " 
God, Scully...I want to be inside of you so bad."  Scully let out a little 
laugh and shook her head. " You're going to have to wait a just a little 
while longer for that luxury, Mulder."
Mulder slipped his hand inside her panties and found her sopping. " But 
you're so wet, Scully..."
Scully smiled and kissed him, moving over him so she was sitting on his 
thighs. She took a hold of him again and kissed her way down his body. 
Mulder was enjoying himself so much he hardly realized she had made her way 
down past his stomach and was getting ready to take him into her mouth. 
Scully's tongue swept over the head of his penis and he groaned out loudly. 
Her warm mouth was all around him suddenly and he didn't know how long he 
could control himself. It felt amazing and he was sure she was going to make 
him explode any second. Scully moved away from him and smiled when he made a 
small groan in protest. " You can't come yet, Mulder."
" God, I don't think I'll last very long, Scully...come here and let me return 
the favor."
Before she knew what was happening, Scully found herself on her back with 
Mulder's head between her thighs. Her panties were gone and his tongue swept 
over the tight little bundle of nerves and made her moan him name. He 
slipped a finger inside her as he suckled her clit and he felt her pushing 
her hips upward. " Now, now, Scully...be patient."
Scully whimpered a little and Mulder smiled. It never crossed his mind that 
Scully would ever whimper during sex, but he had to say he enjoyed hearing 
that little noise from her immensely. Mulder moved over her and licked his 
lips clean. " Mmm, Scully."
Scully closed her eyes and took in a breath. She wanted him inside her so 
badly. " Mulder, please..."
" Please what?" he asked, smiling wickedly. " I want you inside me, Mulder. 
Now, Mulder!"
Mulder positioned himself and pushed into her slowly, listening to her 
noises as she felt him slide deep inside her. Mulder paused for a moment. 
She was so wet and she felt so good, and it was so good to be inside of her. 
" Oh, god, Scully..."
Scully thrust her hips upward and he began thrusting into her, loving the 
way she was meeting him thrust for thrust. She called out his name and 
pulled him tightly against her, holding him as they made love for the first 
time.  Mulder took his time, wanting it to last for as long as he could 
stand. He was just too close, Scully was making him crazy. Mulder groaned 
suddenly and shook his head. " I'm gonna come, Scully..." Scully nodded her 
head and continued moving her hips in time with his. She felt him speed up 
and squeezed her inner muscles around him. She felt herself nearing the edge 
and he came suddenly, calling out her name. Scully 's orgasm swept over her 
a few seconds later and they lay there tangled together on the bed, quietly 
enjoying eachother's warmth. Neither said anything for a long time, even 
when Mulder moved onto his back and took Scully into his arms. Scully looked 
up at Mulder and debated whether or not to say anything. She wasn't 
necessarily scared that something was wrong, she just wanted to break the 
silence.
" Mulder?"
Mulder looked down at her and smiled. " What a rush," he said chuckling. 
Scully smiled. " Are you ok, Scully?" " Of course I am." " You know, 
Scully...this is going to change a lot."
Scully laughed softly. " I certainly hope so, Mulder."
Mulder let out a breath and grinned. " Scully, god...I love you. You know 
that?"
Scully hugged him tightly. " I know. I love you."
" Are you happy about this, Scully? I mean...I don't want to ruin the moment 
or anything, but I need to know what you're thinking."
" Mulder...you worry too much. I am happier that I have been in a long time." 
Scully smiled at him. She snuggled up against him. "I was just wondering. I 
didn't want you to feel weird about this later. I want to know if this means 
that we get to take the next step."
Scully nodded. " It does."
Mulder hugged her and smiled. " Thank god. I've thought about this for a 
long time. I didn't know if we would ever end up like this. I'm glad 
everything turned out ok."
" You like to underplay things too much, Mulder. I can tell from you face 
that you're more than glad."
Mulder chuckled. " Yea, well, I'm not about to lose my cool and get up an do 
a dance. Besides...I wouldn't want to get up from this bed anyway. Not while 
you're in it."
" Ha, Mulder. What a sweet talker you are!" Scully laughed.
Mulder smiled at her. " I love seeing you like this, Scully. You're not 
reserved or holding back anything. I need to see you like this more often."
" I think I'll be a little happier now."
" I hope so," Mulder said softly. Scully yawned and stretched. " I think we 
deserve a little sleep after the rush, Mulder."
" Oh, Scully, you little mind-reader you."
Scully laughed softly. " So much for living it up, huh, Mulder?"
" Hey...It can't always be about the rush."
Mulder and Scully curled up under the blankets and were soon fast asleep.
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