Chapter 5 The twin moons hung in the sky like giant, swollen pearls, a constant reminder that his particular Alice had stepped firmly into Wonderland. The wagon rolled unsteadily along the thin stretch of road, the huge horses patiently moving ahead. Their hooves made a rhythmic clicking sound on the solid earth, at odds with the abrupt jerking of the seat beneath me. Each time we hit a bump I felt it jolt up my spine like a red-hot needle piercing my skin. I was exhausted, I ached from head-to-toe, I was thirsty. And I wanted to go home! Except for a few moments in Vietnam, this was the closest I'd come to simply curling up in a ball and pulling the covers over my head, just wishing it all away. Well, nothing about this was easy - but I was not going to give whoever or whatever had dumped me into this nightmare the satisfaction of seeing me bawl like a baby. All that military and FBI training came in handy now - I simply gripped on the handlebar before me and held on for dear life. I could feel my jaw squeezing, clamping down hard, making the muscles strain around my gritted teeth. An incongruous memory stuck, my dentist warning me about the dangers of overstressing those muscles and tendons. Who would have thought the jaw could suffer the same agonizing inflammation as a knee or elbow. But it could - and mine now screamed with the stress it was under. Somehow the image of that white-coated, pearly-toothed man standing over me with a stainless steel instrument of torture in his rubber-gloved hand was suddenly a breath of fresh air. Normality. Familiarity. I closed my eyes and for the very first time in my life (and hopefully the last) wished that I was right there right now. Yet, when I opened my eyes, all I could see was the broad backs of the horses, the endless rolling fields sloping off into the distance, and those two damned moons. I was so tired. I swayed...and a firm hand steadied me. Tilting my head around, I found myself staring into the gleaming yellow eyes of my erstwhile companion. He peered up at me, the look of concern obvious, even on such a strange face. It comforted me, yet frightened me at once. What was this creature? He was intelligent, friendly - apparently. One of Mulder's 'little green men' perhaps? Though a flash of memory reminded me that Mulder's LGMs were actually gray. Or so he said. But still... had I somehow been transported onto another planet? At this point, it was as good an explanation as any other. Combined with the kindness of my little friend, that thought strangely calmed me down. He gestured towards the back of the wagon a couple of times, pointing first at my chest, and then at the curtain that separated us from the inside. Assuming that I had interpreted his intentions correctly, I nodded dazedly, and turned around to open the curtain. Oh God... blankets. Piles and piles of thick blankets. Nothing could ever have appeared more welcome, except maybe the sight of my own bed. Climbing into the back of the wagon took some maneuvering, for it didn't take much thought to figure out that this wagon had been made for people - uh, creatures - who were much smaller than I. But I managed it somehow, perhaps through an act of pure desperation. And the moment my head hit those scratchy, woolen bundles.... "No! No! No!" I screamed, shoving away at the insects and snakes that crawled over my body. I could hear the endless rustle of the jungle around me, punctuated by the roar of machine gun fire. The world spun around me, a cacophony of sound, a kaleidoscope of images. A sneering foreign face hovered over me, machine gun held in grimy hands. It shifted, cavorted, altered into the visage of a monster. I fell. Clutching at strands of light and gusts of darkness, I tumbled. Screams ripped from my throat until the gurgle of sound strangled on my lips and silence tore at my lungs. I fell. Images, whirlwind of light and shadow. Snatches of conversation. Mulder, fierce and angry. "Where do you stand?" My own voice, fought against itself to make him understand. "On the line that you keep crossing!" He couldn't understand. I wanted to reach out. My hand trembled, curled into a fist. I couldn't do it. I couldn't say the words. He needed so much that I couldn't give. But I wanted to.... Winds buffeted me and I was torn away. Mulder faded into a gray shape in the distance, only the anger and frustration remaining. That whorled around me. Tore at my soul. I reached for something... something solid to hold onto.... Light. A room took shape around me and I gasped with the relief of familiarity. Long and narrow, dominated by a couch and a computer desk. Books everywhere...Mulder's apartment. Strange, so strange that I would be so comfortable with the home of a subordinate. No, not comfortable, but connected. Mulder! I opened my eyes, called out his name...but the answering shape that flowed into solidity before my eyes was not tall and dark. Flame and porcelain, small and slight. Scully! Joy flooded me. Scully - ever the practical one. Solid, certain Scully. A zone of safety in a crazy world. I trusted her, even in a way I don't trust Mulder. Oh, I do trust him - and yet.... Mulder is too caught up in his cause, too blind sometimes to see the world as it is. But rational, cool, professional Scully... oh, yes. This one I could trust and rely upon. "Scully." My voice was hoarse, my throat raw with the very effort at speech. But surely she could help me escape from here. But where was here? I was so lost. "Scully?" But her face was taut with rage. So angry she wasn't even shaking with the emotion. Cold and bitter, her gun held with steady hands. The heavy muzzle pointed directly at my heart. And her eyes... She could shoot me. She would shoot me. "No..." the whisper in my mind wasn't spoken aloud. Couldn't she realize I'd never betray her? Not willingly. I've tried to protect her. To protect her partner. As much as I could. As much as I dares. Riding the fine line between caring for my own (oh, when had these two become 'my own') and doing my duty to my country. Her fingers tightened on the gun and her blue eyes blazed with icy fury. She would take my life in trade for Mulder's. In payment for a crime I did not commit. And yet, all I could think was how beautiful she was.... A flash of bright light, blinding. Shattering. I screamed and cover my eyes. I was thrown again on the winds of a nightmare. I slid to my feet, space tilting around me until it steadied into place. Gravity took hold and I opened my eyes into a haze of smoke. He hovered over me. As cold as Scully was, yet empty as she was full. Her life force had burned me, this one chilled me. I shivered despite myself. I couldn't hear his words, even though I knew the sense of them. I know I answered, but I know not what I said. It didn't matter...the whirlwind was loose again. A flood of images now. Vietnam and Washington. Agents and enemies. Words in many tongues, some of which I understood, some of which held their meaning as closely as a lethal secret. A grotesque figure rearing its head before me, eyes bulging, mouth twisted, body misshapen. I blinked and reared back, but there was nothing to protect me. I stared into the eyes of horror and found myself staring back at Me. I screamed... ...and woke to find a comical face staring anxiously down at me. His skin was green, his eyes yellow. I opened my mouth to scream again, sure I was still trapped in a nightmare, but his chatter startled me and I gasped for breath as a cool, wet cloth rubbed softly over my forehead. The creature chattered brightly, in a rolling, fluent tongue that reminded me of water trickling through a fountain. Bubbly and rhythmic, echoing light. It was soothing, though I could not understand a word. He - it - smiled at me, and the gesture was surprisingly comforting. Stronger than it looked, the being settled me down amid a pile of thick wool, refusing to let me sit up. I struggled for a moment, then gave in. More to the headache that struck me like lightning at the sudden motion, rather than at any impetus of his. Laying still eased the pain, and I finally accepted gratefully. He urged a small flow of a sweet, rich liquid into my mouth, and I swallowed reflexively. Warmth spread from contact with the fluid, and I gulped down the next mouthful. It wasn't alcohol; more like tea. But different from anything I had ever tasted before. Then my eyelids drooped. My surroundings faded into a gentle haze, and I slept. ~ ~ ~ I awoke again to the slow rock of the wagon along the road. Groaning aloud, I turned over on my side, fighting manfully against one of the worst headaches I'd ever suffered. I felt like I'd been run over by a truck, aching in every bone, muscle and joint of my body and the too-close memory of the giant cat reminded that it might just have been worse. A part of me still fought to deny the situation I found myself in, but my memories were too compelling and immediate to deny. Besides, the interior of that wagon and the agony pulsing in my shoulder were definite reminders that whatever was happening, was *really* happening. I sat up slowly, putting out a hand to keep my balance as dizziness threatened to topple me. I waited for a while - I have no idea how long - until I could sit without having to hold on to the sides of the wagon. Remembering my little friend, I carefully crawled forward and peeked out through the curtains towards the front seat. He must have heard me coming, because he instantly turned to smile at me. Actually, he wasn't quite so bad-looking; in fact, he was kind of attractive in an odd sort of way. Despite the heavy brow-ridge, there was an aware intelligence in those yellow eyes, and his manner was at the same time questioning, concerned and totally non- threatening. Well, when in Rome... I returned his smile, as well as I could considering how lousy I felt, and gingerly began to ease myself back up beside him. He gestured quickly towards me, bobbing his head in an odd sideways, upwards twist. I stopped and met his frustration with my own, but he settled it soon with a gentle shove against my chest. He wanted me to stay in the back of the wagon, and as the dizziness hit me again, for once I was not about to argue. "Okay, little guy," I muttered. "Why not?" I wasn't ready to sleep again, especially since my shoulder was beginning to burn as though it had been torched instead of clawed. The skin was bright red and my stomach sank deeply into my gut as I realized it was certainly infected. So far, my glimpses of what passed for civilization in this place did not lead me to believe that they might have something like a hospital or antibiotics available. I cringed at the thought of what the local equivalent of a doctor might be - some mad old coot with a jarful of leeches, probably. Besides, if I was the only human - how would one of their doctors be able to treat me? Who knew if our biology was anything alike? But wait! Mulder and Scully. The creature at least knew of them. And if Scully was here, she would be able to help. The sudden bolt of excitement made my heart beat faster, and I poked my head back through the heavy curtain. "Mulder and Scully?" I questioned, hoping that the names, at least, would stir some kind of response. They did. The big, round head bobbed again, in the opposite direction, then a surprisingly long-fingered hand pointed out over the fields to the left. Following, my eyes found themselves drawn to a huge shadow looming over the trees in the distance. The road curved around a small rise, and the shape came clearer with every lurch of the wagon. Towers formed of gray stone loomed upward into the falling dusk. My mind made faint note of the fact that I'd lost a day - at least - in transit, but the structure we approached soon grabbed every bit of my attention. It was a castle. A real, live medieval castle. Unfamiliar flags waved over the summits of the towers. A huge stone wall surrounded the structure like a giant belt. The buckle was a massive iron gate, embroidered with fancy golden gilt and edged with sparkles of silver. Two men stood beside it - human! - both dressed in dark green leather and holding long heavy swords out before them. My little friend pulled the wagon up short in front of the gate and spoke rapidly with them in that same flowing language. They nodded, and one made a smart, slashing gesture with his right hand. With a loud ratcheting sound, the enormous gate began to rise, being borne upwards with an unseen mechanism, powered by unseen workers. The castle loomed above us as we entered a long driveway, scattered outbuildings giving way to terraced courtyards as we drew closer. I stared around me, even as the wagon came to a halt. The exhausted, sweaty horses snorted and whinnied, calling for their dinner. Men rushed forward to release them from the harness, and I was grateful, yet again, to see recognizably human figures. I opened my mouth to call out to one of them, but the sound of their voices stilled my own. They spoke the same strange language as my little green friend, and I had the sudden, sinking feeling that while they might appear human on the outside, they could be very different on the inside. Numb and aching, I let the little guy lead me down from the seat. My feet protested loudly at being forced to support my weight, and I stumbled. A strong pair of hands seized my arm and shoulder, supporting me, and I squinted through tired, burning eyes at a stranger. A truly lovely stranger. A waterfall of golden hair cascaded down her back, weaving over her shoulders. Her eyes were darkest blue, wide and large, surrounded by perfectly clear, peach-colored skin. The bones of her face were heavy, but refined, each part welding into a whole that was far, far more than the sum of its parts. She was breathtakingly beautiful - and suddenly I was struck with the knowledge of where I was. Heaven. Where else could such an beautiful angel, dressed in a long white gown and soft brown robe, be found? Her touch was instantly soothing, the murmur of her voice a blessing to my ears. This was not how I'd pictured heaven to be, but right now I could hardly complain. Wavering against her, I let her lead me across the dusty courtyard towards a small wooden building. Once inside, she eased me onto a sweet-smelling bed. The thin mattress was set on a wooden cot, a cot obviously not made for someone of my size. My feet hung over the end of it, but at that point I couldn't have cared less. The world swam around me, vertigo making my stomach roll, even as I dropped downward into the embrace of those soft blankets and pillows. It felt so good tears came to my eyes. Heaven indeed - especially when my personal angel leaned over me, and gently sponged my throbbing forehead with a cool, damp cloth. My eyes flickered shut, even though I strained to keep her in sight. The vision of her, bright against the darkness, stayed before my retinas even when my lids fell closed. Lethargy stole any remaining energy, and the clear, rhythmic chanting of her voice was the last thing I heard as I slipped away.... End Chapter Five Chapter Six "More wine, Scully?" "No, thank you, Reinald. I'd better keep a clear head in case tonight's the night for Shannon. So where did you say Tarnor is?" "Jourdain, pass that along to Aldara, please .... The dinner party was in full swing as the friends once more sat down to dine together after the long absence of the Mage and his Companion. "He's on his way back home from a visit to his family," Reinald said. "They were thrilled to hear that you're back. There's an open invitation for you to see them." "Too bad we don't have time to visit this trip," sighed Mulder. "I think my digestive system has almost recovered from my last experience with gargoyle cuisine. Maybe next time." "Well, Tarnor should be here by morning, and if I know Afla, she's sent some of her home cooking with him, so you may yet get to have some of her fiery stew. I received a message from him not long ago by Oracle Cloud. He is so anticipating seeing you that he tried to convince me to Gate him here. I wish I could have accommodated him. Of course, it causes too much disruption to the magically sensitive in Fairwoods to risk constructing a Gate without pressing reason," he explained to Mulder. "Oh, I understand, Reinald. Gunther, you're very quiet." "Yes. Just pondering our little problem with the vortex." "Problem?" asked Scully. "You know, the flares Gunther mentioned before he brought us through," explained her bondmate. "Sorry, I didn't get a chance to tell you. Apparently there was a flare not long after we left. Gunther is concerned that someone could have been accidentally brought into the Realm." "If the vortex flare appeared in our office, I shouldn't think there's much chance of that. Unless one of our mysterious friends was in there planting a bug, there shouldn't have been anyone in our office to bring through. Even the custodial staff avoids it like the plague. They've reported us to OSHA, saying we leave potentially lethal substances around in there." "That's what Mulder said. Still... as you know, my dear, a scientist distrusts unexplained anomalies." While Mulder described the finer points of 'planting a bug' to a mystified Jourdain, Aldara and Reinald, Scully smiled confidently. "Well, there's no reason to worry. I'm sure you and Hannu will get to the bottom of it, Professor Neumann.... It's too bad Hannu couldn't join us tonight." "He's trying to spend as much time as he can with Shannon," replied the Royal Mage. "Once the child begins its journey, he won't be allowed to see her until the Naming Day Ceremony." "I would not say this if Ballorca were in earshot, but I wonder sometimes at the reason for some of our traditions, Reinald," commented Aldara. "Some are simple to understand; indeed, even make good sense. But some seem so- " There was a pounding at the door. Puzzled, Reinald rose to answer the summons himself. As he opened the door, a disheveled and breathless Pitir almost tumbled to the floor. "Quick! Kyla's cottage!" "What is it, Pitir? How do you come to be in such a state? Is it Queen Shannon? Has she sent for Kyla?" The little troll mage gulped and shook his head. Panting, he forced out, "Quick! You must come! A huge hairless human!" "A huge hairless human?" Mulder repeated, a smile on his lips. Then, suddenly, he and his bondmate looked at each other, horrified. "No - it couldn't - " "Jesus, Scully, you don't think- " The Mage and his Companion darted through the door, along the passageways and down the staircases, only dimly aware of the clatter of their friends' footsteps close behind them. They finally skidded to a stop in front of Kyla's cottage door, gave a cursory knock and went in. The Healer knelt over the low cot which looked ridiculously small for the unconscious form lying upon it. She was deep in a healing trance, a well-founded action from what they could see of the injured man. His clothing was in shreds and liberally bloodstained. Glancing at one another, Mulder and Scully took a deep breath and moved hesitantly to the other side of the cot so they could see his face. //Oh, *shit*! Scully, what are we going to do?\\ He felt her resolve as she joined Kyla, placing her hands with precision on Skinner's abdomen and left shoulder. In seconds, she had joined the chant. Jourdain came to stand next to Mulder, and whispered, "Do you know this human?" Mulder held up his hand, forestalling more questions and thinking furiously as the Healers' chants ebbed to a close. Scully spent a few more moments at the bedside, then rose and nodded at her bondmate. He gathered the others as she had a word with Aldara, then went to join the men outside in the herb garden. The sky was a crisp clear blue, rapidly darkening as the group gathered. "He is from your world, then?" Reinald questioned softly. "It's worse than you can imagine," replied Mulder grimly. "That's Skinner, our boss. Assistant Goddamn Director of the Goddamn FBI. How is he, Scully?" "It looks as if he were attacked, probably by an animal. Maybe a woodscat, from the appearance of his wounds. He's suffering from exposure, some sort of fever, has some bruises and a few really nasty infected lacerations, but Kyla has him well on the way to recovery. He's in no danger now." "Wish we could say the same for us. What the hell are we going to do?" The Professor looked more drawn and haggard than usual in the deepening dusk. "I blame myself for this. I should never have risked opening a vortex when we knew we had a problem with it." Mulder patted the old man's shoulder absently. "Don't blame yourself, Gunther. I can count on one hand the number of times Skinner has been in our office in the last four years. It should have been perfectly safe. It just... wasn't.... How long will he be out, Scully?" "I made contact with Kyla after we finished the healing chant. She'll try to keep him down for a while until we decide what we're going to do. Maybe a candlemark - if we're lucky. You know Skinner." "Yeah. I know Skinner," he responded dryly. "All right. I suggest we sit down and get comfortable while we try to put together a plan." They found benches close by. "This Skinner - is he to be trusted?" asked Jourdain suspiciously. Mulder shook his head hopelessly. "That's the problem. I really don't know, Jourdain. In certain things, yes, I think so. I don't believe he would want any harm to come to me or Scully. He's helped us in the past - and we've helped him. But I don't know how far his loyalty to us goes. The circumstances are hardly ordinary. Sometimes he can be such a damn hard-ass that- " "Haarrdd-asss?" Jourdain asked, pronouncing the unfamiliar words awkwardly. "Sorry.... I'm not sure there's a New Realm equivalent. Sort of like Ballorca, I guess. Everything by the book." "Ah, yes. I see." "Mulder, if he is in authority, then he could lead the Gestapo types right into the Realm," Neumann said anxiously. "The same soldiers that came after you and Scully that evening you disappeared from my lab with Tarnor. Or worse - the men responsible for Karen's abduction and death, who were experimenting with the vortex themselves." Scully looked thoughtful. "I really don't think so, Professor Neumann. I-I don't know why I feel that way, but I just don't think Skinner is capable of that kind of cold-bloodedness." "But you may not know what kind of pressures he may be under, my dear," Gunther said sadly. "Obviously, there are factions within the government that could make his cooperation with them unarguable." //He has a point,\\ Mulder said, meeting his bondmate's eyes. "All right, I'm open to suggestions. Anyone have any?" "Why not simply send him back through the vortex?" Jourdain said, shrugging. "Perhaps he'll think being here was a fever dream." They were quiet as they considered the Captain of the Guards' suggestion. Slowly the Professor shook his head. "This is my fault, and no one is more aware of the potential damage to the Realm than I. If those experiments are resumed, if those fascists start coming into the Realm, then life as we know it here is over. But still... I must speak against such a plan, for two reasons. First, we would be sending an unconscious or semi-conscious man through the vortex, unable to take any action to protect himself on the other side. It could be equal to murder, and I will not have any part in it. And secondly, time is still going through the backwash. It would take me days to do the calculations accurately in order to send him back to his own time. The slightest, most minute fraction off, and he could be sent through to the middle of the ocean, or end up years from his proper time. No, I won't be a party to it." "And I must concur," added Reinald. "As magic would necessarily be involved, I cannot condone its use in a manner that could bring harm to someone who has innocently become enmeshed in this predicament. No matter what danger to the Realm this man might present." "Point taken. And you're both quite correct. Besides, we have no idea how long Skinner may have been here. If he were caught in the backwash, he may be arrived weeks ago. Nothing that could be dismissed as a fever dream. Okay," said Mulder, sighing. "That takes care of Plan A. Does anyone have Plan B?" They were silent for several long moments. "What if... what if we could keep him in a healing trance?" he wondered aloud. "Scully, would that be possible? What if we could keep Skinner in a healing trance until the Professor can make the calculations? Then we could go back with him, to make sure he got back all right, and then try to make up some story to explain it all. What do you think?" He could sense the light shield that came down as she paused to dispassionately consider the idea, but took no offence. Both he and Scully had learned that sometimes in order to hear their own thoughts, they had to create some quiet space in which to do so. They gave each other that, freely. "What about Shannon?" she finally asked. "Naturally, I'd be disappointed not to be here when she had her child" //though not at missing the Ritual of Royal Birth\\ he added for her only, "but if I had to make that sacrifice to ensure the safety of the Realm, I'm sure Shannon would both understand and agree." "I'm sure she would too, Mulder. But that's not what I was getting at. Even a good-sized place like Fairwoods is not exactly jumping in Healers. There's Kyla, me, Sirisa- " "Unfortunately not," Reinald interjected. "Sirisa is in Yellowforks. The village Healer died there suddenly. She'll be serving the beings there until another can be found to take his place." "So there's just Kyla and me?" Reinald nodded. "We could send to Waterrush or Cresscreek for another, but it would take time." "Mulder, Shannon could go into labor at any time. I don't think Kyla and I could manage to keep Skinner in a healing trance for days, and also attend Shannon. Besides, I'm not an authority, but I believe there would be an ethical problem with that, as well. It just strikes me as wrong to keep Skinner sedated in that way." "Quite right, my dear," the Royal Mage said kindly. "I don't think Kyla would agree, especially if it meant it might increase the risk to Shannon or her child." "Well, if you can't sedate him, could you use the healing trance - or Reinald, could we use magic - to just... remove... Skinner's memories of the Realm? Just kind of erase them?" Scully looked at her bondmate in mixed exasperation and amusement. "Mulder, this isn't Star Trek. Even if Spock could remove Captain Kirk's tragic memories, I'm not sure a Healer could. And again, I think the ethical issue remains." Mulder looked to Reinald, who nodded. "All right, so much for Plan B," he said heavily. "What's our alternative?" "Plan C - tell him the truth." replied his bondmate simply. "It's a risk, Scully." He looked around at the stars which were beginning to wink in the sky, at the twin moons, at the hearth- lit windows of the cottages nestled in the shadows of the castle walls. "And just look at what we'd be risking." She sensed her bondmate's love for his adopted home, felt it as he felt it. In spite of some of the horrors they had seen here, the Realm was also the place where they found each other - and true happiness - for perhaps the first time in their lives. "I know, Mulder. But I don't think Skinner would betray our trust, betray this place or its beings," she said softly. "Healer Corvay used to speak highly of your psi ability, my dear," observed the Royal Mage. "Do you think that is what is telling you that this man can be trusted?" Scully smiled. "I honestly don't know, Reinald. I think that could be a part of it, yes. Plus the fact that Skinner may be a hard-ass, but I also think he's a decent, honorable man. I really can't believe he would do anything that could trigger a wholesale invasion of the Realm." "I don't either, Scully. But the Realm isn't ours to risk." She frowned. "Actually, I'm more worried about how Skinner will take all this psychologically. He doesn't strike me as the most imaginative sort of guy, and I know what a hard time I had coming to terms with all this. It isn't going to be any easier for him." "Oh, he may surprise you, Scully," Mulder said, thinking back to Skinner's confession of his near-death experience in the jungles of Vietnam. "I'm not saying it will be easy, but presented with the facts...." Distracted by her own thoughts, she caught few of his. "If you say so. So, that's our plan? Tell the truth?" The bondmates looked to their Realm friends. They were most at risk - it had to be their decision. "Short of locking him in one of the dungeons, it appears to be the only choice we have," commented Jourdain sensibly. "Are we agreed then?" Light spilled out from the open door of the cottage into the garden as Aldara joined them. "Kyla says to tell you he's beginning to awaken. I recognized him, of course. It's Skinner, isn't it?" Mutely, Scully nodded, then brought her friend quickly up to speed on their discussion. Although she had expected an argument from the fiery half-elf, surprisingly Aldara agreed immediately. "It seems that you may not have thought of the most persuasive reason of all for Skinner's being here." She saw their puzzled faces and shrugged. "Perhaps the Goddess has intervened. Perhaps your Skinner is meant to be here." She led the thoughtful, silent group back into the cottage. They stood in a semi-circle around the cot as Skinner stirred. The fire in the hearth popped and spat, and his eyes flew open. He tensed visibly, as his eyes swept from left to right, then suddenly focused back on the two who, despite their bizarre garb, seemed strangely familiar. "Mulder? *Scully*?" "How are you feeling ,sir?" "Feeling? How am I *feeling*? Where the hell am I, Mulder? What the fucking hell is going on?" "Uh - if you're up for a little walk, sir, Scully and I can explain on the way...." "On the way to where, exactly?" Then he took a longer look around him, his expression becoming more and more confused as he became aware of his surroundings. "How long have I been out?" he demanded. Scully cleared her throat. "That's a little difficult to tell here, sir. Maybe a candlem- ... maybe an hour or so." "An hour or so.... That's impossible, Agent Scully! I was bleeding when I got here. Bleeding, and there was infection, too. These cuts are almost healed now." Oh, God, thought Mulder. Here we go. He tried to smile reassuringly, not at all sure of how well he pulled it off. "It's not impossible here, sir. But there's a lot to explain." "You bet your ass there is." Skinner swung his legs off the cot, clutching the sides as a wave of dizziness washed over him. Kyla was at his side in a heartbeat, a surprisingly strong arm supporting him. Mulder went to his other side, and together they got him to his feet. Aldara had stayed in the background as much as possible, but now Scully sought her out. "Is Lita staying with Daanna?" she asked quietly. The warrior nodded. "Look, I don't like to ask, but would you mind running over and asking Lita if she would set up food and tea - nighttime tea - in our chamber, and get a room ready for Skinner near to ours?" "Of course.... Dana, he's looking at me strangely. Do you think he remembers me?" Scully looked puzzled for a moment, then her expression cleared. "Goddess, I doubt it. Even I had forgotten you'd met him before. He saw you only for a minute or two, in bad light in the basement of Headquarters. And that was months and months ago. Besides, there's nothing to connect you to our world. I don't think he'd make the association." Even as she said it, however, she felt some misgivings. Skinner hadn't gotten to where he was just on his looks. He had been a field agent at one point, and by all accounts, an extremely sharp one. Aldara looked at her doubtfully, then streaked out into the night. The Professor, Reinald and Jourdain had also tactfully withdrawn. Skinner stood weaving drunkenly between Kyla and Mulder. "It will pass," the Healer said softly. "Breathe deeply." Skinner stared at her blankly, then turned to Mulder. "Do you speak her language? What did she say?" "She said that the dizziness will pass, and that you should take some deep breaths." To Mulder's surprise, Skinner did as he was instructed, and gradually seemed to get more steady. "Who is she?" "This is Kyla. She's a... a kind of doctor, sir. She's the reason why your wounds are already healing." "Uh... would you please give her my thanks? And then let's get the hell out of here. You and Scully have a lot of explaining to do." "Yes, sir." Mulder spoke briefly to Scully and Kyla, carefully sticking to the New Realm language. Then, one arm around Skinner's waist for support, he led him from the cottage. The fresh cold air seemed to revive the AD somewhat and soon he shook off their assistance. "All right, where are we headed?" "Uh, just across here, sir. To the castle." There was only a slight hesitation in his step. "Of course. The castle, where else?" he said in a dust-dry tone. "Sir, I realize this is going to be a little difficult to comprehend, but - " "A *little* difficult? Agent Scully, you can't begin to know how difficult!" "Actually, I think I can, sir. Left here and up the staircase." The rest of the journey was completed in silence. As they approached their chamber, two troll servants came out, followed by Lita. "All set for you, Mage Mulder. I'm putting your friend in Queen Shannon's old room, just across the passageway. Tilfo, get started on the bed - the finest linens, now! Blafi, you lay the fire - a good one, mind, it will be cold in there." They bustled to do her bidding. "Give us a candlemark to get things settled and the chamber will be ready." "Thanks, Lita. Sorry for the inconvenience." "No trouble, Warrior Healer Scully. My, he's a big one! Tall as a Rax, he is! Leave the tea things where they sit when you're finished. I'll be in early to clear up. I'll lay breakfast in your chamber, if that's all right, and bring up his bath water when I bring up yours, Mage Mulder." His eyes twinkled. "That will be fine. Thank you, Lita." She nodded, her eyes never leaving Skinner until the door to his room closed between them. "Uh... just in here, sir." Mulder pushed open the carved door to their chamber. Skinner's eyes swept the room, taking in every detail - the whitewashed walls and ceiling, the mammoth dark wood beams, the flickering torchlight and the welcoming hearth. The bondmates noticed an additional armchair by the fire. As usual, Lita had thought of everything. "Sir, why don't you go down by the fire with Mulder and sit? I'll bring you some food - I'm sure you must be starving." Skinner appeared startled when she spoke, but absently nodded and followed Mulder. Scully cut him several slices of bread and scooped a generous portion of the savory stew into a bowl. Then, placing the items on a tray, she added mugs of tea for the three of them and brought it to the hearth. While Skinner ate, she and her bondmate sipped their tea in silence, debating in mindspeak about how much he could process at one time about the strange reality he had entered. Finally Skinner leaned back against the cushions, pushing his bowl away from him. "All right. Now does one of you want to tell me what the fuck is going on?" "Yes, sir. What do you want to know?" Barely keeping his temper, Skinner gritted out, "For a start, let's try where the hell we are." "We're in the Realm, sir." "And where the hell is the Realm?" Mulder frowned. "To be honest, sir, I don't know. As near as we can figure it out, it's another dimension - I think. Scully? You were the physics major...." "I guess I would call it more a parallel universe, perhaps." Skinner's eyes narrowed. "You're telling me that this place doesn't exist anywhere on earth? Where, then?" Scully sighed. "We haven't really ever considered the 'wheres' of all this, sir. It exists, and it's a reality we're unfamiliar with in our world. I can't tell you more than that because I don't know." "Why is it you two seems so damn familiar with this place? You dress as they do, you speak the language. How long has this been going on?" "Roughly... almost two years. The equivalent of two years in our world, at any rate." "Agent Mulder, that's ridiculous. In the last two years, I've been completely aware of your whereabouts. Even when you've taken off without or against orders, I've been able to find where you were eventually. Shit, I can hardly get you to take a vacation because you're always working. You expect me to believe that you can be in two places at once? Or have you been cloned?" he finished acidly. Mulder grimaced. "Not to my knowledge. I don't know, perhaps theoretically I have been in two places at once, I'll have to remember to ask Gunther. No, it can be explained by the fact that time moves differently here." He opened his mouth to continue and shut it again as he caught Skinner's frankly disbelieving stare. He wriggled uncomfortably in his chair. "Scully, maybe you'd better take over." "Professor Neumann thinks that time is not a universal invariant as is commonly believed, but rather like a river of gel, sometimes speeding up, sometimes slowing down, and sometimes even flowing backwards. The first time we were here- " "The first time.... How the hell many times have you been here?" "This is our third trip, sir. Anyway, the first time, it appeared to us that we were here for seven or eight months, but when we got back we discovered we had only been gone a couple of days. Our second trip was longer, over a season-cycle - a year, sir - but in our world only a week or so had passed. So time isn't constant." "Do you honestly expect me to buy any of this, Agent Scully?" He shook his head. "I'm used to off-the-wall crap from your partner. I could understand it if he believed all this. What stuns me is that *you* seem to." Scully leaned forward in her chair and looked at him directly. "Sir, you know me. Believe me, I had a terrible time adjusting to the concepts of this reality. I thought I was going crazy, or had been drugged.... Nothing would have convinced me of the reality of the Realm other than pure, hard evidence. But we are here and this *is* real." Skinner looked from one agent to the other, obviously upset. He sighed and rubbed his face with a slightly shaking hand. "All right. Say - for the moment - I accept that what you've told me is the gospel truth. How did we get here?" "The vortex," explained Mulder. "See if this sounds familiar. Just before everything went crazy, you felt a wind which increased and swirled around you. There was a smell in the air - sharp, acrid. The wind picked up further until you felt like you were standing in the center of a tornado. There was a bright light and a sensation like you were falling. Am I close?" Warily, Skinner nodded. "Close enough. You're saying that this... thing... transported me here?" "Yes, sir. Somehow it seems to open a portal to this reality. Well, not just this reality, there's others. One other that we know about for sure, but potentially an infinite number more." "I suppose you've been to this other reality too," he responded sourly. "No, sir. That would have been most inadvisable. We did, however, encounter some of the beings from that reality. Not a nice bunch." Skinner growled, "Okay - let's cut to the chase here. Scully, can we get back?" "Of course, sir. Just not at the moment." "And may I ask why not?" he asked with exaggerated patience. "Because of the time factor. Professor Neumann says that there's a temporary backwash in the gelflow of time. It makes the calculations necessary to create a vortex extremely difficult, assuming you want to arrive back in the same time and place." His eyes widened. "You mean to tell me this vortex was created? It's not some sort of natural anomaly?" "No, it was created. Well, theoretically I guess the original one was a little of both, but we've learned how to create them. The one that brought Mulder and me here was created." Mulder added, "The one that brought you here, on the other hand, was accidental - a glitch. Believe me, it was never intended to bring you here. Your presence creates certain... complications." Skinner sat and considered what he had been told so far. "The... people here...." he began. Scully smiled. "..are not all human, no. Some are, but the other major types of beings are elves, trolls and gargoyles. They're all intelligent, and have their own highly developed languages and cultures. For the most part they co-exist pretty peacefully. I don't know if you've seen a gargoyle yet, but you will tomorrow." "I'll be waiting with bated breath.... That little woman you were talking to outside this room...." "That's Lita, our servant. She's an elf. Pitir, who brought you here, is a troll." Skinner shook his head again. "One thing you absolutely must know, sir," Mulder said seriously. "Most of the beings in this place have no idea where we come from. They're very simple, and such knowledge would frighten them. The people you saw tonight are fine - they're all aware of our origins. But very few others. You're going to have to be extremely careful not to let anything slip." "Seeing as at present I can't communicate with them at all," Skinner replied dryly, "I don't think that will be a problem." Mulder nodded. One of the first things he and Scully had debated on their way to the room was whether he should cast a language spell for Skinner immediately. With some irony, they arrived at the same conclusion Reinald had so long ago - that it was safer for now to limit communication. To withhold letting Skinner communicate openly until he had a little more opportunity to come to terms with the strange reality in which he had been thrust. He needed time to absorb what they had told him so far, and what they were to tell him later, such as Mulder's Mage ability. "Well, we'll take care of the communication problem soon, possibly even tomorrow. There's a few more things you'll need to know first, but I don't want to overwhelm you with too much tonight." "Too late." Skinner leaned his head back against the softness of the cushions and closed his eyelids. "... sir? Sir?" His head snapped up. "Sir, you fell asleep. Look, everything else can wait for morning. Your room should be ready by now. We'll bring you over there so you can get to bed." Sighing, he forced himself up from the chair and accepted Mulder's offer of an arm to guide him. Crossing the drafty hall, the little group entered Skinner's chamber. Scully pulled the bedcurtains and covers back on the bed while Mulder rooted around in the armoire that was a twin to theirs for some shorts his boss could wear to bed. He pushed them into Skinner's hands. "Head?" Mulder smiled and pointed to an inconspicuous doorway in the near wall. "It's kind of exotic, but I think you'll get the idea." "Agent Scully, thank you. That will be all," he said dismissively. "Yes, sir, sleep well. See you in a few minutes, Mulder." Skinner looked quizzically at Scully's retreating form and then at her partner. But if he were on the verge of asking a question, he didn't pursue it. He went into the lavatory and closed the door. Minutes later, he emerged clad in shorts and smelling of his own unique fragrance accentuated by the washwater. Asleep on his feet, he stumbled as his toes caught in the thick carpeting. Mulder half-carried him the rest of the way to the high bed and assisted him into it. "Sorry... tired all of a sudden....." "That's all right, sir. When you wake up, come on over across the hall - Lita will have breakfast set up in there. We'll talk more in the morning, and - " A soft snore cut him off. Mulder smiled. "Welcome to the Realm," he murmured, and left to join his bondmate. End of Chapter Six Chapter Seven I dreamed I was in a cocoon - snug, comfortable, enveloped in silky whiteness. I resisted surfacing into wakefulness, but nonetheless found myself yawning and stretching. When I finally opened my eyes, I wondered if I were still dreaming. White silken curtains surrounded me, the light pouring through them like melted butter. Then it hit me - where I was, Mulder and Scully's extraordinary story of the night before.... Now that my mind was clearer, I could start to process what they had said. A few minutes of that and I realized that my mind being clearer didn't help all that much. I think the thing that disturbed me even more than their fantastic claims was the fact that something in me wanted to believe them. As bizarre, as completely antithetical as all this was to the person I always thought myself to be, I found myself wanting to believe it. Indeed, a part of me had on some level actually accepted all of it - where I was, how I got here... and accepted it with a calmness that was so alien to me, so disconcerting.... The really frightening thing was that I was sure it was just the tip of the iceberg, that even more preposterous revelations were to come. My stomach rumbled, and I vaguely recalled Mulder saying something about breakfast in his room. Bracing myself for what the day might bring, I slid out of bed, forgetting how high the damn mattress was and promptly twisting my ankle as I hit the floor. Muttering a curse, I limped over to the table. Something was lying on it that looked like a piece of parchment with some strange figures squiggled on it. Probably a note, left by a helpful servant. It would have been infinitely more helpful if I had been able to decipher it. The fire had long since died out, so the room was chilly. My nipples tightened and gooseflesh stippled my skin. A robe, thick and soft as cashmere, had been left over a chair near the note. I wrapped it around me, did what I had to do in what passed for a bathroom here, and limped over to Mulder's room across the passageway. I knocked and was answered by a muffled 'Just a minute!'. Mulder and Scully, trying to make themselves presentable, no doubt. Shit, I had figured out that they were sleeping together, had suspected it for a long time. I appreciated their discretion, at least when they were back in the Real World. Here, I really didn't give a crap. I shifted my bare feet on the icy stones of the floor. This place obviously had yet to be introduced to the concept of slippers. Killing time, I inspected the carvings on the door to their room, evidently something from one of the legends here. Something about a man and a woman and monsters. Mulder, clad as I was, finally answered the door. "Good morning, sir. Sleep well?" He pulled the door back to admit me. "Extremely well, thanks." Scully was already seated at the big wooden table which was spread with food of all shapes, colors and consistencies. Her cheeks were flushed and she was trying so painfully hard to be nonchallant that I wondered what I had interrupted. "You're limping," Mulder commented. "Forget how far it was to the floor this morning?" "Something like that." "Come sit down, sir, and I'll explain what all this stuff is," offered Scully. I joined them at the table and she and Mulder went over what each of the dishes was and what it tasted like. The elven porridge was a happy surprise, the breads were wonderful - better than my mother's, although I'd never have had the balls to tell her - and a couple of the fruits I decided must be acquired tastes. I took a sip of tea and glanced up to see their eyes on me. "What? Have you slipped me a mickey or something?" I asked, only half-kidding. 'Just wait' was the only reply I got. Suddenly I sensed a warm rush and felt like I wanted to find that damned wildcat and fight him all over again. Or chop down a forestful of trees. "Jesus Christ, what the hell is this stuff?" "Daytime tea," grinned Mulder. "Great, isn't it?" "Should be a control drug. So I should assume what I had last night was nighttime tea, and that it has the opposite effect? Because it knocked me on my ass and I slept better than I have in years." "That's right. Tea is a way of life here. Picks you up, knocks you down, heals...," Scully said. "And Realm Etiquette Rule Number One - no discussions until tea is served." "I'll remember that. Although presently my ability to hold discussions is somewhat limited." I stared at them pointedly. Mulder nodded. "We'll get to that, I promise you. There's more that you need to know first. So what have you been up to since you arrived? Scully said it looked like you had been attacked." "I ran into some trouble a while after I landed." I guessed 'landed' was as good a word as any. "Some kind of wildcat that looked like a saber-toothed tiger. I managed to kill it, although I'm still not sure how I did it. I don't know exactly when it all happened. I was pretty disoriented at the time. The fact that my watch seems to have gotten broken didn't help." "Don't throw it away yet. Watches don't work here. Time is... relative, I guess," Mulder observed, shrugging. "And watches don't take kindly to trips through the vortex. The beings here aren't bothered much about time the way we are. Their way of measuring it is, to us, perhaps primitive, but it doesn't appear to hamper them. Things still get done. In fact, it makes things more relaxing." "Once you get used to it, maybe," I countered. "Yeah, it takes some getting used to," agreed Scully. "But is it any different than if you were at your cabin?" She had a point. Things up there were done when they had to be, or when I felt like doing them, not when some timepiece dictated it. "Good point. I guess not, Agent Scully." "Uh... okay. That's another thing. As far as beings in this place are concerned, 'Agent' has no meaning. Since titles are extremely important here, it might confuse or upset the beings to hear that one used. The etiquette is quite precise and rigidly adhered to. So for now, just drop the 'Agent'." "You have other titles, then?" I watched as their eyes connected and they were silent for maybe thirty seconds. If I didn't know better, I would have sworn they were communicating through the stares levelled at one another. "Yes, we do have titles, but we'll get into that a bit later," Scully said finally. "But we can't keep calling you 'sir', either. It would attract attention. What do you want us to call you?" I shrugged. "Skinner, Walter.... It doesn't matter." Mulder's eyes were lit with mischief. "How about Sergei?" Sergei. My despised middle name. Shit, Walter was bad enough, but with a middle name like Sergei, my parents had left me with no alternative. In the schoolyard I had heard "Sir Gay, Sir Gay" until I had fought every kid unwise enough to use it. That name alone had prompted an especially thorough background check when I applied to the Bureau. How the fuck had Mulder found out my middle name was Sergei? I smiled at him coldly. "I don't think so - Fox." His grin was relaxed and good-humored. "So I guess that means Wally is out, too?" "You know, Mulder, we're going to be leaving here eventually and going back to the Real World, and you'll still be under my command. Unless you want to spend the rest of your working life on wiretap detail - " "Point taken - Walter." I nodded curtly as my mind set up all sorts of scenarios, each one more terrifying than the last, of dealing with Mulder after all this was over. He was difficult before. Once we got back.... I really didn't want to think about it. "All right, now how are we going to handle this communication thing? Because I'm not too happy about being left in the dark." "There is a way... " Mulder admitted slowly. "But you need to understand how important it is that, outside of a few beings we'll tell you about, you don't do or say anything that will blow your cover." "Which is?" He shrugged. "Very nearly the truth. That you come from a faraway land, with different language, dress, customs. But nothing about the vortex, or alternate realities or anything like that." "I think I can manage that," I said dryly. "I have worked undercover in my time, you know." "We knew that... Walter," Scully replied, using my first name hesistantly. I wondered how much they knew about me. The tables had been turned. I thought I had the advantage of knowing more about the agents under my command than they did me. The evidence was mounting that I had been living in a fool's paradise. "Okay, so how am I going to communicate with these people?" "Beings," Mulder corrected. "Humans are people, but the others are beings, and could take offence at being called people. Nobody seems to object to 'beings'." He sighed, and looked me straight in the eyes. "The fastest and easiest way to compensate for your not knowing the language is unique to this place. A language spell can be cast so that you can understand what is said or written and others can understand you." I was silent for a couple of beats and then smiled, thinking I had misunderstood. "Sorry. I thought you said that someone was going to cast a spell on me." "Yes, that's right." In seconds, the acid in my stomach was being cranked out double-time and my head was pounding like someone was using a jackhammer on it. "You know, Agent Mulder, I think so far I've taken all this pretty fucking well, under the circumstances. But there's a limit, and I think you just stepped over it!" "Sir, we knew you'd feel this way," said Scully soothingly. "That's why we didn't tell you last night. This is one of the things I had the hardest time coming to terms with, and I knew you would as well. But the fact of the matter is, magic exists here. Magic, and other powers that are either unknown in our world, or acknowledged by only a tiny minority." "The lunatic fringe, no doubt. Mulder's buddies." "And you might as well hear this now, sir, because it only gets worse. You know those titles we were talking about? They're determined by occupation. And your occupation is determined by the color and quality of your aura." "What the hell is this? Some sort of a New Age Club Med?" I stood up. "All right, I think I've heard just about enough." "With all due respect, sir, not yet, you haven't," she said firmly. "Sit down, because your being here depends on your being able to accept this." My brows shot up in shock. I had always realized Scully was a formidable agent and an extremely strong person, but now she was reading *me* the riot act as if she had been doing it all her life. I sat down in stunned silence. In a gentler tone she continued. "You're going to see things here that your mind is going to tell you can't be happening. The only advice I can give you is to just accept it all. Don't question it, don't try to think of it in terms of our world, because the same rules just don't apply. If you can't accept it, not only is your sanity at risk, but you present a very real danger to this place." She stopped, I guess to let me process what she had said. I tried to put my brain on hold and find that part of me that had been so calm earlier. I don't know if I found it or it found me, but I grabbed onto it like a drunk grips a whiskey bottle. I felt my racing pulse slow and the pounding in my head diminish as I concentrated on that serenity, holding it, almost caressing it. I can't say how long I was in that state, but when I opened my eyes, Mulder and Scully were looking from me and back to one another in that weird way they sometimes do that makes me think something's going on between them. "Sir, are you all right?" I look a breath and let it out shakily. "For the moment. I think you were speaking about auras." Scully's glance at Mulder was puzzled, but she continued. "Yes, sir.... Now, our first trip to the Realm.... She hesitated and looked to her partner for help. "We were identified by our auras, sir. Through another being. Our auras are distinctive enough that apparently it was noticed that they fit an old prophecy. We were brought through to the Realm because it was thought, on the basis of our auras, that we could help them clear up a problem they were having at the time." It struck me that quite a lot of editing was being done on what he said, but I didn't take issue for the moment. "I'm at the edge of my seat, Mulder," I said with gentle sarcasm. "Bottom line? I'm assuming you're going to tell me something incredible about these auras of yours...." He nodded slowly. "Scully's aura - well, it's not that much different than what you'd expect. Her aura is bright green, which in this world indicates a warrior, but it's edged with the Healer's brown. As I said, not really much different than her being an MD in the FBI, although in this world, that particular combination is unique." I looked at Scully and nodded. "Okay," I said carefully. "That much makes sense, I guess." I turned back to Mulder. "But why is it I get the feeling I'm not going to like what you say next?" "ESP?" he joked weakly. I just stared at him and he became deadly serious. There was something else too, something more difficult to put my finger on. Something in his attitude, in the way he held himself - an air of authority, of position, of wearing the mantle of the kind of responsibility that comes with exalted status. "In this world, I am Mage," he said simply. I blinked at the unfamiliar word. "Mage - like in magic?" He nodded. "Not only a Mage," added Scully with a hint of pride, "but one of the most powerful Mages this world has ever known." I went diving back into myself to look for that serenity again, clutching onto it like Linus and his security blanket. Again, I don't know how long I was in there, but at least I wasn't hyperventilating any longer when my conscious self rejoined Mulder and Scully. "I know this is hard, sir," Scully said kindly, patting my arm. Absently, I nodded. Oh yeah. You could say that. "Perhaps a little demonstration?" Mulder suggested. He rose from the table and began walking slowly to the end of the room. I heard a crackling noise, like the sparks from one of those Van der Graaf generators. "Wanna shoot some hoops?" he asked conversationally. He turned around suddenly. In his hand was a basketball- sized sphere of blue flame. He closed his eyes for a second and the sphere started spinning. Without being conscious of it, I slowly got to my feet, my eyes fixed on the fireball, now balanced adroitly on the tip of Mulder's extended index finger. Serenity, don't fail me now, I thought. "Sir, you're looking rather pale. Here, you'd better sit down." Scully guided me into my chair. "I ask permission to enter your mind as a Healer, sir. I'd like to help you with what you're feeling right now." I guess I must have nodded, because all at once, she was just - there. In me. It was the oddest sensation. A feeling of coolness, of calm. A scent, like autumn - crisp, clean, a touch of flowers and ripe apples... wonderful. My muscles relaxing gradually, starting at my neck and working down, like I was having the best massage of my life. Even the throbbing in my ankle was fading, going, going... gone.... Some indeterminate amount of time later, I sensed her very gently disengaging herself, and I was on my own, just... being. I hadn't felt this good, this relaxed, this peaceful since my near-death experience in Nam. I wanted it to go on forever. Slowly I opened my eyes, glad to find in doing so that the feeling remained. Their eyes were on me, looking concerned, anxious. The fireball was gone. No one said anything for quite some time. "I- I'm...." Suddenly my throat tightened and tears came to my eyes. Shit, where was this coming from? I closed them again quickly, but not quickly enough to prevent a solitary drop from trickling down my face. A hand - Mulder's, I think - gently wiped it away. "This is.. a little... overwhelming. Just... give me a minute." I heard the sound of chairs scraping on the stone floor and moments later the click of the door closing as they gave me some space. It was almost funny. Sharon used to bitch at me for being too tightly wrapped. Well, if she could only see me now - the wrappings were coming off with a vengeance. Alone now, I made no effort to try to stop the tears that had been welling up since... I don't know, childhood, maybe. And the weirdest thing was, that even as I sat, my head cradled in my arms and the sobs tearing from my throat, I knew that they weren't tears of pain. It was deeper than that, more elemental. It wasn't about pain at all. It was about letting go. It was about gratitude, and yearning. It was about something bigger than the individual; it was about connection, and oneness, and trust. Gradually the tears stopped. I looked around for some tissues, which of course didn't exist in the Realm, so I used a napkin to make myself presentable. I know I should have been embarrassed - shit, the old me would have been mortified. But oddly enough, there was something... something in me.... Christ, it's so hard to put it into words. It was like all the calm, all the serenity had come to the forefront, having fought their way up through years of repression and isolation to finally take pre-eminence. Either that, or I was certifiably nuts. Go with it, Walter. If it feels good, do it. I was calm and back together when Mulder and Scully returned to the room. Before I could open my mouth to apologize - I thought they may have been embarrassed by my little display - Scully murmured, "It's all right, Walter. It can hit you like that. I know it did me - like a ton of bricks. If it hadn't been for Mulder, I swear I would have gone crazy. Are you all right now, sir?" Still avoiding looking at them, I smiled, a little self- conscious. "Actually, I don't think I've ever felt better. Thanks." I didn't say what for. I didn't think that I could say it, not in words, anyway. Nor did I think I needed to. Mulder nodded. "It's a lot to deal with. I've always been open-minded, ready to believe in extreme possibilities. Sometimes too much so. It didn't hit me so hard. But even I had my moments, believe it or not. All right. Ready to go on?" There was a wealth of meaning in those four simple words. What he was really asking was, was I ready to believe everything else this world had in store? Could I manage to accept all the mysteries around me, and not lose my mind in the process? Was I willing to trust that much? I nodded and finally met his eyes. I squinted, then blinked rapidly, wondering what the hell was wrong. "Walter? What's the matter?" "Sorry, it's my eyes. My glasses got broken, but I can see a lot better than I expected to be able to. At least I thought so, but.... You look a little... blue... all around you." His worried look cleared and he chuckled. "Evidently you're sensitive to auras. Think of what fun you'll be at parties now! Yes, my aura is blue, and that's what you're seeing. Not everyone can see them, even here. Go on, look at Scully - can you see hers?" I turned and squinted at her. "Yeah - well, the green part anyway. The brown's not too clear." "This is great!" he said gleefully. "That should help you accept the whole idea little easier. It's got to be easier to accept the evidence of your own eyes. We'll tell you what the colors represent. That'll help you to avoid social gaffes, although you wouldn't be expected to be a true adept at it. Humans rarely are." "And the adepts would be...?" "Elves, mostly," replied Scully. I shook my head wonderingly. "Elves...." "Ready for your crash course in New Realm?" asked Mulder. Although his tone was light and bantering, I could see the care and concern in his expression. His anxiety that all this wouldn't send me to the local equivalent of the looney bin. It was a side to Mulder that I had always thought was reserved for a very select few.... Surely Scully, maybe his mother. Seeing it there for me touched me deeply. I had never given either of them that much reason to like me. Hell, I was their boss, not their buddy. To keep them in line even to the limited extent I was able to meant that I had to try to keep my personal feelings to a minimum. And I had certainly, for one reason or another, had to make decisions that were unpopular with them, to say the least. To find myself admitted to their inner circle left me unaccountably shaken and grateful. Then it struck me suddenly the trust that they were both showing in me, gifting me with the power of speech in this strange place they so obviously loved. I, whom they had no particular reason to trust, who had the power to possibly destroy this world and their positions in it. My God, they were handing me the keys to the Kingdom. My eyes began to burn again, but this time I forced the tears back and cleared my throat. "I... I think so, yes. What do I have to do?" "Nothing. Just sit there. I'll do the work." He brought over a thick old book and set it on the table. He thumbed through it, settling on a page filled with tiny squiggles and beautiful illuminations. Stepping back from the table a bit, he closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them and began chanting in some strange language - different, I thought, from what I had heard thus far. His eyes on the book, his arms raised in supplication, he looked for all the world like a priest saying Mass. Except for the sparks dancing over his head, that is. At first glance it all appeared effortless, but by the slight tremors of his hands and the fierce look of concentration on his face, I knew it wasn't. After several minutes, the chant wound to a close and tiredly, he dropped his arms. "I'm a bit out of practice," he admitted. I had already assumed as much. "Mulder, I hate to break it to you, but nothing happened." He just smiled. There was a quick knock and Lita appeared in the room. "Finished with your spell now, Mage Mulder? Ach, but it gives me a headache!" "Sorry, Lita. I guess it's about time for introductions. Lita, this is Walter. Or you may call him Skinner, take your pick. Walter is from my world, so keep it quiet, okay?" She nodded. "Can he- " "Yes, I just finished casting the language spell." It beat me how the elf had learned English, but I wasn't going to ask. At least Mulder's conversation with her had put me at ease, knowing that I wouldn't have to bluff my way around my origins with the first person - er, being - that I had officially met. "I'm pleased to meet you, Lita. Your English is excellent." She peered at me as if I were nuts and Scully chuckled. "You're speaking New Realm, Walter. So is she and so am I, at the moment." "But - but it sounds like everyone's speaking English!" "Oh, some people do here," interjected her partner. "Gunther, the king and queen. All of whom are on the approved list, by the way. But you're experiencing the language spell." Jesus, Berlitz would kill to have this. All he would need is a magic Mulder. God, what was I saying? "Very effective," I said shakily. "Well, you'll find that idiomatic expressions in either language don't translate very well - if at all. But we'll help you if you get stuck." "Is that how you're able to speak it - a language spell?" "No, Scully and I eventually got pissed off at the things it didn't translate, and as we've spent considerable time here, we were able to learn the language the old-fashioned away." All business, Lita cut in. "Mage Mulder, I've brought up your water and Tilfo will see to preparing your bath. My duties are with Warrior Priest Skinner this morning." There was dead silence in the room. She looked up at Mulder, astonished. "Surely you saw it, Mage! His aura - golden, with a wide border of green. But I can understand that you might not believe your eyes. This is amazing, absolutely unique! Reinald and the king will have to know of this." Mulder nodded, gazing at me with fascination. "It just didn't register before, but now that you've pointed it out, it's unmistakeable. Well, Walter, it looks like you have your title now. Lita's an adept. She's never wrong about auras." A smug smile on her gamine face, the little elf sniffed appreciatively. Speaking personally, I was less impressed. Warrior Priest? I mean, the Warrior part made sense - I had been a soldier and now had a career in law enforcement. But priest? Shit, except for the funerals of fallen agents, I hadn't been inside a church in, what - a good ten years. And the last time I checked in, Presbyterians didn't have priests. Maybe Lita was having an off day. "Warrior Priest Skinner, your bath water is ready. If you would please follow me...." Mulder glanced at his partner, and there was mischief in his eyes again. For some reason, he seemed to be having a hard time keeping a straight face. "You'd better go with her, Walter. Around here, we all take our orders from her." I nodded warily. "I'll be back when I'm dressed. And thank you, for...." I trailed off. "No need for thanks, Walter," Scully said soberly. One look at Mulder, however, and she was having the same problem as he was. She did everything but clap her hand over her mouth like a kindergartner to keep from laughing. I nodded again and followed Lita out the door. It hadn't quite closed behind us when the two agents erupted into laughter. Okay... forewarned was forearmed. Once in my room, Lita indicated the large copper tub near the now-roaring fire. "One of my duties is to assist you to bathe," she said resolutely, her arms crossed in front of her. Evidently she was expecting an argument. Suddenly, Mulder's amusement made sense. He knew what was going to happen. From his reaction and Lita's, he had evidently found the concept of assisted bathing uncomfortable. Across the hall, they were probably waiting for the yelling to start at any time. I chuckled to myself. Two could play at that game. While I was in Japan on R&R from Nam, I had had the same reaction myself. Shit, what did I know, I was just a kid. But it hadn't taken me long to get to like the idea - like it a lot, as a matter of fact. Lita was watching me, ready for the same reaction Mulder was, I guess, though with considerably less amusement. Smiling brightly at her, I shrugged off my robe and slid my shorts down over my hips, kicking them away. "Well, let's get started then!" She looked relieved. End of Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Lita beamed approvingly from the doorway as I knocked once again on the carved door to Mulder and Scully's chamber. She might have been happy, but I felt like a damned idiot, dressed up for some bad Little Theater production of "The Three Musketeers". Thank God they didn't seem to sport large plumed hats here. I wore a loose white shirt, belted at the waist, with voluminous sleeves - the kind I usually associated with some of the wimpier Romantic poets - forest green suede breeches tight enough to be embarrassing, and high black leather boots. As if all that weren't enough, Lita had insisted on fastening a lightweight wool cloak in white at my throat, even standing on the table to accomplish the task. She kept apologizing that she hadn't had time to edge it in green. Like I cared. Scully swung back the door, her eyes widening as she saw me. "Walter, you look magnificent!" "Damn fool get-up," I growled back sourly. Mulder grinned. He was just fastening his own cloak, a floor-length affair in deep blue. I had been too out of it the night before to take much notice of what they were wearing, other than that it was strange, unexpected. But somehow, the outfit really suited him very well. I turned back to Scully, surprised that she too was wearing a shirt over tight leather pants. I guess I just always associated her with those little tailored suits she seemed to favor at the Bureau. In her Realm clothes, she managed to look both extremely feminine and very dangerous, with a sharp little dirk tucked into her belt and a lethal-looking sword slung down her back. "Are you ready?" inquired Mulder. "I guess I'd better play it safe and ask 'Ready for what?' " "Ready to meet the Realm. You can't hide in here forever," he explained reasonably. "Besides, what Lita said was true. You'll have to meet with Reinald and King Andalor. Since it's still pretty early, we'll go see Reinald first." He held the door open for Scully and me, and we started up the passageway. "And who is Reinald, may I ask?" "You may. Reinald is the Royal Mage. A rather intimidating sort, until you get to know him. He was my mentor when we first arrived here. Taught me how to control and use my gifts." Mulder must have noted my doubtful expression. "He's an honorable man, Walter. A bit on the conservative and rigid side, but I think you'll like him. You have a lot in common." I slid a glance over towards him, to see if he was being his usual smart-ass self, but his expression was bland. "I think just about anyone we meet in Reinald's quarters will probably be fully aware of our... peculiarities," he continued. "All except Lishla, his new apprentice. But better keep an eye on Scully and me. We'll give you the high sign if you need to be discreet." I nodded, turning when they did in the labyrinthine, tapestry- hung hallways. At length we came to an imposing door. Mulder's rap was answered in moments. The door swung open to reveal - Jesus! - some sort of creature. Small and gray, with big ears, a flat nose and the goddamnedest set of sharp pointed teeth I had ever seen in anything walking upright. "Tarnor!" Scully exclaimed excitedly. As Mulder and Scully indulged in an orgy of embraces with the thing, I had time to collect my wits. This must be the gargoyle they had spoken of. They might have given me a little more warning about his appearance.... "Tarnor, this is a friend." Mulder ducked his head inside the chamber and must have found the coast clear. "This is Walter Skinner, our boss in our world. He's here by accident. Walter, Tarnor is a Mage - and a fairly decent attorney as well." The creature looked at me appraisingly. I would have been more nervous, but my mind had seized on something. After Lita's incessant babble during my bath, I was finding that I could discern the difference between English and New Realm, mostly by its... I don't know, maybe 'flavor' comes closest. Now when Mulder said 'boss', he said it in English, yet the creature seemed to understand. But why should it have understood English? What the hell was going on? The answer was not long in coming.... "Hoow doo yiooo doo?" it - he - said, still baring his teeth in what I assumed was supposed to be a smile. God, the thing *did* speak English. But how the hell - Scully sidled up to me. "Walter, you're staring!" she whispered. I snapped out of it, not without a certain amount of difficulty. "Uh... I'm pleased to meet you, Mage Tarnor." He nodded happily and stood aside to let us enter. The chamber was enormous, but heavy draperies at the tall windows in the opposite wall blocked much of the light, making it difficult to see details. As I strolled around, the clutter was more apparent, with all manner of scrolls and books and bottles and jars and animal- skin bags of God-knew-what scattered around. From under the door at the end of the room to my right an eerie blue light flickered. "Reinald is just finishing up a lesson with his apprentice," Tarnor explained. For some reason it was comforting to hear him speaking in New Realm. He scurried to the hearth to start making tea. Mulder and Scully made small talk with him while I walked around the room, examining the strange objects. I noted that the books were written in some language even now undecipherable.... "That's Old Realm," said a voice in my ear. I looked over to see Mulder lurking protectively by my side. Scully was still chatting away with the gargoyle, looking more animated than I had ever seen her in our world. Jesus, what had I gotten myself into - a gargoyle, for Christ's sake.... "You can't read it because Old Realm is very different from New Realm. Fortunately it isn't used much - just for rituals, ceremonies... and of course, magic spells." I nodded as if everything were quite mundane. I found myself drawn to a round table in the center of the chamber. In the middle of the table was something bulky, shrouded in a blue cloth. My fingers itched to removed it, to see what was underneath. But I hesitated, partly because I was afraid of breaking some wizard's taboo, and partly because I thought there might be something under there I would regret knowing about - the severed head of the last poor bastard to find himself here accidentally perhaps.... Mulder smiled, his long fingers reaching out to remove the cloth. Frankly, I was disappointed. "A crystal ball? Isn't that a bit... trite?" He chuckled. "It's called the Oracle Cloud. Believe me, AT&T would pay a fortune to get ahold of it. It's how we stay in touch." "You - you mean people here can communicate with you through that? In the Real World?" "How else would we make our travel plans?" he replied simply. He covered the object and led me, stunned, back to the hearth where Tarnor was pouring tea. We sat down in the chairs that ringed the fire. "I am very glad to finally meet you, Walter... I may call you Walter?" he asked earnestly. I nodded and he chattered on. I'll give the little guy one thing - he wasn't much in the looks department, but he was extremely charming and intelligent. And even I could see his blue aura without having to concentrate very much. Christ, was everyone a Mage in this damned place? "Yes, the Professor has taught me a little English," the gargoyle was saying. "You never know when it might be necessary." If I hadn't glanced up at that moment, I would have missed the wink he gave Scully. A wink, by their reaction, I wasn't meant to see. "I wouldn't have thought you would get all that many English- speaking visitors here," I replied evenly. A dark gray flush stained his cheeks. "No... no, of course. But still, you never know...." A knock interrupted him and, relieved to put my follow-up questions at bay, he called out "Come!" Through the door entered a remarkably normal-looking elderly man. Already I was becoming so accustomed to everything being weird that the normal stood out in sharp contrast. "Ah, Mulder, Scully! I'm anxious to meet your friend." Mulder stood to make the introductions. "Professor Gunther Neumann, this is Walter Skinner." I shook hands with him, his grasp firm in spite of the gnarled joints of age. "Pleased to meet you, Professor Neumann." My eyes narrowed as something niggled in my memory. "Sorry, your name seems familiar for some reason, Professor. Should I have heard it before?" He looked a little nervously at Mulder and Scully, before assuming an air of nonchallance. "I really shouldn't think so." English again. "Tea, Professor?" "Please, Tarnor. Well, Walter, how are you finding the Realm?" "A little unnerving," I admitted, trying to avoid looking at the gargoyle. "Obviously you speak English. How is that?" "Well, German is my nat- " He stopped short, shrugged at Mulder and Scully and sighed. "I come from your world, Walter." Mulder and Scully were staring at each other again, their expressions mobile, but no words were exchanged - none that I could hear, anyway. I felt like I had suddenly gone deaf, although with the shocks I had had in the past few days, I don't know that a case of hysterical deafness wasn't in order. They seemed to come to some sort of decision - Mulder gazing questioningly at her and a quick nod by Scully - then she cleared her throat. "Gunther is from our world, Walter. He came here after our return from our first journey to the Realm. I guess you could say we inspired it.... " Lightly, Tarnor protested, "Well, if anyone was the inspiration, I feel I would have to cla- " He trailed off and clamped his lips tight. My head snapped so quickly in the gargoyle's direction I could have gotten whiplash. He looked a little desperately to Mulder, who shrugged. "Oh, Goddess! ...Well, you'll have to know sometime, I suppose," Tarnor sighed. "Well, you see, I guess I started it all. I dived through the Vortex to escape those horrible creatures and before I knew it, I ended up in the Professor's lab, and then Mulder and Scully came, and I saw their auras and just *knew* that Reinald needed to know about them, and then -" "Wait a minute," I commanded, my head spinning. "You're saying you've been to the Real Wo-, I mean, my world? You're the being that brought Mulder and Scully here? How the hell - ?" "It's a long story, Walter," Scully sighed. "We were going to get around to telling you, but - " "I know - you didn't want to overwhelm me," I replied dryly. Mulder looked as if he were about to launch into a long explanation, but the door to the other room opened. Their deep blue auras preceded the two figures who came out - one a tall, regal- looking older man with flowing white hair, the other a tiny female elf. "That was excellent, Lishla. You're making good progress." His head turned in our direction, then he focused his attention back on his apprentice. "You've earned a break. Your head is undoubtedly pounding after all that concentration. Take a few candlemarks to rest. Be back after the midday meal and we'll try it again." Saucer-eyed, Lishla was scarcely listening to her mentor. "Goddess! A Warrior Priest?" she blurted. "But that's impossible!" "Evidently not," the Mage said mildly. "Run along now, Lishla." She bowed to her mentor and puzzled, left the room. I found myself standing at his approach. The Royal Mage had real presence, a man clearly accustomed to inspiring respect, even awe. Mulder came to his feet once more for the introductions. Reinald surveyed me coolly. "I'm happy to meet you, Warrior Priest Skinner. Mulder and Scully have told us much about you. Please, have a seat. There are matters of which we must speak." He sat in an ornately carved chair that had been conspicuously empty and accepted a steaming mug from Tarnor, while I tried not to think what my agents might have told him about me. His gaze was nothing if not direct. "You are coming to terms with being in the Realm?" "I'm... getting there," I replied cautiously. "Gunther and I offer our sincerest apologies." The Professor nodded vigorously in agreement. "What brought you here was in no way intended, I assure you." "I realize that, Royal Mage Reinald. No apology is necessary." "Most gracious of you. Still, your being here presents a problem for us - two, actually," he began bluntly. "The first is our feeling of responsibility for your reaction to all this. I know that your world is quite different, and I remember only too well the difficulties that Mulder and Scully had coping with their discoveries here. I would imagine it is no less true for you. But selfishly, my primary concern must be for the Realm and its beings. We must have your word that your knowledge of the existence of this place will go no further - no matter what pressures may be brought to bear in your world." My eyes met his implacable stare unwaveringly. "Other than the existence of the vortex, I have seen nothing which would require me to divulge anything of your world," I responded, choosing my words carefully. "But the vortex and the possibilities for its use do present a problem." I leaned forward. "Understand, Mage Reinald, I have no wish for harm to come to this place or its pe- ...beings. But I have taken an oath, a vow I believe in, that I hold in trust with my life. If I think harm could come to my world, to my nation, I have a duty to prevent it from happening." "Walter - " Mulder began uncomfortably. "Stay," Reinald ordered his protege mildly with a wave of his hand. He turned back to me, looking less at me than around me. After several moments of silence, he nodded sagely. "Your aura is strong and pure, Walter." He chuckled a little and explained, "If I can see it, it must be. We will speak of this again, when it comes time for you to leave us. But for now I draw comfort from what I see. You are a man of honor, and great courage. But I see also a growing empathy in you." He nodded again. "We will speak of this later, when you have spent more time with us and know us better. I am sure that when the time comes, you will make the right decision." There was an awkward silence, curtailed by another knock on the door and the entry of a tall, blue-cloaked man with an aura as powerful as Mulder's. Shit, now I was becoming an aura expert.... "Hannu!" Scully and Mulder were on their feet to greet the newcomer to our burgeoning group. After an excited exchange, they introduced me. He was a formidable figure, built a lot like me, though apparently somewhat older. There was... there was a lingering touch of tragedy that clung to him like a cobweb. I could feel it the moment I grasped his hand. But his greeting was pleasant enough and his eyes sparkled with good humor. "Puleezed too meet yioo," he said. Oh God. Another one? "You've been to my world too?" I choked out. He nodded, becoming grave. "I spent quite a lot of time there. In spite of the strangeness, in many ways it was the best time in my life." I swung around to Mulder. "I suppose this was something else you were going - " "We *were* going to tell you, Walter, honest." "We'll talk later, Mulder," I said in my best ass-chewing voice. "Count on it." To my surprise, Hannu laughed "I don't think I've ever seen him looking that intimidated, Walter. Not even in the lovely, evil face of the Dar- " "Later," Mulder assured me, cutting him off. I could hardly wait. "Actually, I thought I'd find the three of you here," Mage Hannu continued. "I bring greetings from Queen Shannon, who is quite anxious to meet Warrior Priest Skinner." "How's she doing this morning?" inquired Scully. He shrugged. "She seems fine. Andalor becomes more worried as the candlemarks pass, but my daughter is calm and says she feels well. I admit to being relieved you are here, however, Scully." She smiled reassuredly. "She'll do well, Hannu, I promise. Well, Mulder, want to go see your halla?" The word didn't translate. I waited until we had bid them goodbye and were on our way to the Royal Suite to ask. Mulder practically galloped ahead of us, leaving Scully to define the term. As we walked in his wake, I listened to her explanation of the taabsut-halla relationship. "So how does Mulder come to have this relationship to the Queen, of all people?" There was a little hesitation before she answered. "She wasn't always the Queen. Shannon was an orphan whom he took under his wing. You'll see that she bears a striking resemblance to his sister Samantha, so I suppose it was only natural. We just thought we'd take advantage of Mulder's status here to offer some protection to her." Wait a minute. Mulder's status? Orphan? I frowned. "But Hannu referred to her as his daughter." "Well, we didn't know that at the time. Neither did he. And neither did she, for that matter." Frustratingly, the conversation ended as we caught up to Mulder and the door we stood before swung open to admit us. The Royal Suite was about the same size and layout as Reinald's quarters, but that's where the similarity ended. This room was bright, airy, and orderly, with gorgeous tapestries covering the walls and thick carpets on the stone floor. A blond kid of no more than twenty or so and a very pregnant girl about the same age sat by the fire. Scully did the honors this time. "I'm delighted to meet you, Your Majesties." I stood awkwardly, wondering if I were expected to bow or something. Andalor gave me a firm handshake. In barely accented English, he replied "Welcome to the Realm. And we're all just friends here. When we're not in public, call me Andalor, and you can cool it with the 'Your Majesty' stuff." He grinned. Sharply I looked at Mulder. Smiling, he nodded and I rolled my eyes. Clearly, the INS had a bigger problem with illegal immigration than it could possibly imagine. Was there anyone in this world who *hadn't* been to mine? I turned my attention to the lovely girl. Scully was right. I had seen photographs of the young Samantha. If the poor kid had ever had the opportunity to grow up, she would have been a dead ringer for the girl before me. "Queen Shannon, this is a pleasure." She smiled prettily. "It's just Shannon. Have a seat, Walter. Dorbo has tea ready." Tea again. Good as the stuff was, my body was beginning to crave coffee. "Great!" I said as enthusiastically as possible, and took a chair. Mulder was crouched next to the girl, holding her hand, his eyes anxious. "Feeling okay?" he asked softly. "Let's put it this way, Mulder - I'm not making any travel plans and I don't think you should either. I think I'm close. I feel... different." I felt a burst of something very much like panic emanate from him, gone - or rigidly controlled - a heartbeat later. Then I wondered what made me think that. How could I know what Mulder felt? "We'll be here, baby," he assured her. I was now seeing another side to Mulder - the worried big brother. The one he might have been in our world if Samantha hadn't disappeared without a trace. If his son-of-a-bitch father hadn't been up to his ass in whatever filth he was involved in. What would have been the result, I wondered. How would that Mulder have been different from the haunted, driven man I knew? I was shaken from my reverie as a troll servant pushed a cup of tea into my hands. We had been chatting amiably for about fifteen minutes when Healer Kyla came in. Her plain, monk-like brown robes did nothing to hide her tall, slim figure. My heart beat a little faster and, ever the gentleman, I stood as she approached us. "I'm terribly sorry to interrupt, but it's time for Queen Shannon's healing treatment." She gazed at me with those remarkable dark blue eyes. I gulped, and my blood began to pool somewhere south of my belt. God, I couldn't remember the last time a woman had had this much effect on me! Get a grip, Walter, I told myself angrily. She's just a kid, barely older than the King and Queen. You could be her father, for Christ's sake! If nothing else, my self-directed ire at least prevented my already tight breeches from becoming even tighter and embarrassing me completely. "I would like to see you for a treatment as well, Warrior Priest Skinner," she continued in her low, musical voice. "After the midday meal perhaps?" Mutely I nodded, not trusting my voice to speak. "I'm going to stay here to work with Kyla," Scully said. "Why don't you take Walter over to meet our other friends?" Again they exchanged stares for a few seconds. It was starting to get on my nerves. Something else to bring up to Mulder when we had our chat. "Come on, Walter, we know when we're not wanted. Andalor, take it easy. Be good, Shannon." Kyla and Scully were helping her into the bedchamber. "Oh, yeah. Like I have a choice!" she tossed back over her shoulder. End of Chapter Eight Chapter Nine "Okay. Where are we headed?" I asked. We were outside on a clear, crisp autumn-like day, and for once I was thankful for my cloak. "We're going to see Jourdain and Aldara. You'll like them, especially Jourdain. You and he have a lot in common." Uh-huh. Mulder had said the same thing about Reinald, and although I respected the man, I had failed to see many similarities. We crossed the cobbled courtyard, our presence drawing the attention of throngs of street vendors and shoppers. Self-conscious, I hoped that it was Mulder who was the focus of the stares and fingerpointing. He seemed oblivious. Maybe he was used to it. We turned a corner around the castle to a quieter, more secluded area. I could smell horses, and guessed that there was a stable or barn nearby. The clamor of the marketplace gave way to an irregular metallic clanging. I looked toward Mulder, but he just smiled. Another turn, and the source of the noise became clear. A large bear of a man was swordfighting with a tiny wisp of a woman. Ferociously, they wielded the enormous blades, sparks glinting from the metal with every strike. So far the woman was holding her own, but - "Mulder - shouldn't we be doing something to stop this? Shit, he'll kill her!" "You should probably be more worried about him," he said, amused. He called out, "Jourdain! Aldara!" They put their swords down as we approached. "Ah, Mulder!" replied the big man. "Have you brought your friend for a visit?" They were breathing hard and despite the chill in the air, were covered with a fine sheen of sweat. The guy probably had an inch or two on me, and at least forty pounds. Thank God he was friendly. "Warrior Jourdain, Warrior Aldara, meet Warrior Priest Skinner. Or just plain Walter," he grinned. Jourdain extended his hand and I grasped it briefly. Aldara followed suit, a twinkle in her eye. "Play nice, Aldara," Mulder murmured, a smile touching his lips. She grimaced playfully at him and shook my hand. I wondered what had prompted Mulder's admonition, but that train of thought was lost in my surprise. For a tiny woman, she had a grip of iron. "Pleased to meet you Jourdain, Aldara." Alarms went off in my head as I said her name, and my eyes narrowed. "An unusual name, but I feel as if I've heard it before. Have we met...?" She laughed, her black curls bobbing and little lines appearing at the corners of her bewitching emerald green eyes. "I shouldn't think so, Walter. I'll get the midday meal started," she said to her husband. "Mulder, will you join us?" "If it's no trouble," he called after her retreating form. "And if it's safe," he whispered to Jourdain. The big man chuckled. "It's an old standby today, not one of her experiments. In any case, Daanna has done most of the preparation. I think it's safe." To me, he said, "Walter, since you are a Warrior, how would you like a little workout before we eat?" In truth, I felt like I could use some exercise. Between Scully's and Kyla's ministrations, most of the ill-effects of the previous days had evaporated, and I was accustomed to working out on a daily basis. Still, my experience with swords was limited in the extreme. "If you'll show me what to do, Jourdain, yeah, I'll go a few rounds with you." He smiled and attached what looked like leather guards to the blades. "You may use Aldara's for now. Later, I'll select a more appropriate weapon for you from the armory. Now hold it so...." I'm in pretty good shape, but it beat the hell out of me how that tiny woman managed to lift the damn thing, much less wield it like it was weightless. I managed to mirror Jourdain's position. Mulder meanwhile had withdrawn to a seat next to a little girl near the entrance to the cottage. He looked amused. Gritting my teeth and determined not to do anything to further his amusement, I turned back to Jourdain and nodded for him to continue. For the next hour or so, Jourdain put me through my paces. Initially I had problems, mostly because my arms kept getting tangled in my goddamn cloak. Once he showed me the correct way to fold it back over my shoulders, I think I did pretty well. I even caught Mulder with an expression of grudging admiration on his face. Or maybe it wasn't so grudging, I don't know. But by the time Aldara called us in to eat, my arms were trembling, my chest was heaving for air, and rivulets of sweat coursed down my face and poured down my chest and back. I hoped Lita had another shirt ready. It was a pleasant meal. I liked Jourdain immediately. Of everyone I had met in the Realm thus far, I felt I had the most in common with him. In fact, I envied him a little. Enemies and friends alike seemed clearly identifiable in his world. None of the plots within plots and all political bullshit I had to put up with. I liked Aldara, too. Still, I sensed the conversation was guarded, each word carefully considered before it was spoken. Aldara especially was humorously evasive, and I couldn't shake the feeling I had seen her before. Their daughter Daanna, a pretty little thing much like her mother, was curiously quiet. Several times I caught her staring at me with a pensive expression. The child had some Mage power, evident at the edges of her aura. I reminded myself to ask Mulder what the larger orange portion signified. As we rose to leave, I was dismayed to find I was already sore and stiff. Christ, if my muscles hurt this badly so soon after a workout, I was going to be in rough shape the next morning. "Well, what do you think?" asked Mulder as we headed towards the courtyard. "I like Jourdain, quite a bit actually. Simple, strong, honorable, down to earth. What you see is what you get. Beats the hell out of Washington." Mulder chuckled sympathetically. "Perhaps you're beginning to understand why Scully and I consider this place a home." His glance at me was appraising. I nodded and slowed the pace, my mind distracted. "Much as I would love to sit down and have that little chat with you about what's been edited out of all the conversations I've heard so far, I'm afraid it will have to be postponed for a while. I have an appointment with Kyla." I swung my right arm, trying to work the kinks out. "And don't think you're out of the woods yet, Mulder. We *will* have that talk... and *soon*. But right now... can you point me in the direction of my room, and how to get from there to Kyla's place? I'm afraid I really didn't get my bearings last night." "You're going back to your room first?" he asked, surprised. In spite of myself, I felt a hot flush on my cheeks. "I... uh... I just want to clean up a little before I see her." "Oh..." About forty seven different things could have been read into his rendering of the single word. I tried - I don't know how successfully - to keep my expression blank, my gaze direct. Evidently he decided to pass on the subject for the moment, because he merely said, "I'm not surprised you don't remember the way, from the condition you were in last night." He quickly gave directions back to my room. "...then retrace your steps, turn left out of the archway into the courtyard, bear left around the castle, and it's the cottage behind the herb garden." I thanked him and struck out on my own for my room. When I chanced a single glance back at him, he hadn't moved, and his eyes were still on me, his expression bemused. ~ ~ ~ I stood in front of the Healer's door for a few moments to compose myself. I guess unlikely as it seemed, I had more or less accepted the way medicine in the Realm worked - Scully's little demonstration that morning had been rather convincing. If Kyla was about to be crawling around inside my mind and body, I didn't want her to find anything that would end up embarrassing us both. I had already almost bailed once on the walk over. I plunged deep into myself to look for that serenity again. Some moments later, I exhaled and felt that I was as ready as I'd ever be. I knocked on the door. "Come!" she called out. I dipped my head under the low lintel to enter the simple cottage. "My predecessor was an elf," she smiled in explanation. "This cottage was not really built with humans in mind." "Evidently not. Good for business, though. Someone forgets to duck and you have more to heal." She laughed then, a low, throaty sound that set my blood racing. "I suppose you are right. I never looked at it that way before. Come sit and get comfortable, Warrior Priest Skinner." I sat, but there was no way I could have gotten comfortable. "Please - call me Walter. All this Warrior stuff is rather new to m- " I broke off suddenly, not sure if Kyla were on the 'approved list' or not. Again she smiled. "It's all right Walter. I know of your origins. The nature of my work being what it is, it would be quite difficult to keep such a secret. Humans from your world are slightly different - the... fizz-ee-oh-loh-gee, I think Scully calls it. As for the rest... well, Healers don't go prying and searching out secrets, but inevitably in the course of a healing, some things become known." She turned to the hearth and began ladling something into a cup. "Oh, shit," I murmured under my breath. Secrets become known, huh? Great work, Walter... just your luck to develop decidedly forbidden thoughts about the one person who can read your mind.... "I.. uh... I think you can skip the mental part of the procedure. My mind is just fine. I'm getting used to... all this." My hand waved in the air indiscriminately. She turned back to me and handed me a cup. I inhaled the steam rising from it and recoiled. "What is this stuff?" I asked grimacing. "Just herbs. They support the healing I'm going to do - speed it, nurture it. Drink it up." She waited patiently while I choked down the vile stuff. "May I enter your body as a Healer, Walter?" she asked formally. I hesitated, then nodded curtly. She placed her hands lightly on my head and chest. Moments later I could sense her presence... everywhere. Her essence was different from Scully's - more floral, more soft and springlike compared to the bracing crispness of Scully. More... subtle, I guess comes closest. I felt my muscles start to uncramp. Even the old rotator cuff problem in my right shoulder, aggravated by the swordplay earlier, ceased to ache. For sometime, I just floated.... When I opened my eyes, I was pain-free and refreshed. She sat near me on a low hassock, patiently waiting for me to rejoin the world. "What were you thinking of, Walter?" she chided. I started, and flushed guiltily. Oh, God, she knew. "Th-thinking?" "Yes, what were you thinking of, doing something strenuous today? You should be resting your body for at least three days. I can help you to heal, but your body does most of the work. And it can't do that work if you're going to abuse yourself like that. What did you do?" I hoped I didn't look as relieved as I felt. "Jourdain was showing me how to handle a sword. We practiced for a while." She shook her head, as if to say 'Men!' I knew that gesture - Sharon used to give it to me all the time. "Perhaps I did not communicate my instructions fully," she said, giving me more credit than I deserved. "No strenuous activity for at least three days. You have undone much of my healing, and Scully's." "How do you know Scully...?" She shrugged. "Healers leave... traces. She helped in your healing last night, but I detected fresher signs." "She... uh... she gave me a treatment this morning. I was still having a problem with... all this." Nodding, she murmured, "I can well imagine." She handed me some parchment packets. I shook them experimentally and heard a dry rustling sound. "I want you to take one of these tonight and another in the morning. Brew them as you would tea, and drink the liquid. Lita can assist you if you need help. I will need to see you again tomorrow. And no more swordplay!" I nodded meekly. In a gentler tone, she said, "I'm glad you're feeling better, Walter, but you must not push yourself. Your body and mind have been through a great deal of trauma in the past few days. I want you to be healthy so you can enjoy your visit here in the Realm." While she was chewing me out, I studied my boots, but I met her eyes when she said that. It might have been my imagination, but it looked like her cheeks flushed a bit. Imagining some of the enjoyment I could have when once more fully functional, my thoughts were once again straying into dangerous territory.... I stood suddenly, nearly hitting my head on a low, smoke- stained beam. "Thank you, Kyla. Very well, no swordplay. I don't want to make any more trouble for you than is necessary. I'll see you tomorrow, then." She rose with a shy smile. "You are no trouble, Walter. I very much enjoy seeing you. I'll be looking forward to tomorrow's visit." I guess I must have nodded. Absently, I left the cottage, barely remembering to duck as I went out the door. My mind was on things other than locomotion at the time. Maybe it was just that Healers had superior bedside manners, compared to their Real World counterparts. Or perhaps it was wishful thinking on my part. But I could have sworn that what I sensed from Kyla was not the usual feelings a doctor has for a patient. ~ ~ ~ If I hadn't just received strict orders not to exert myself, I would have gone for a run. My brain was seething with questions, possibilities, impossibilities - with Kyla at the center of all of them. My calm had fled to wherever it hid when I wanted it most. Before I sank to the level of a hormone-driven adolescent - did she *like me* like me, or you know, just *like* me? - I decided I'd better seek some diversion. In my case, that was usually running or working out. Those options not being open, I walked around the village, staying inside the castle walls. I thought I might as well get acquainted with the place as long as I was going to be there for an as-yet-unspecified length of time. As I wandered, I hoped that Mulder and Scully had been right about the vagaries of the flow of time. Otherwise by this time all three of us would be AWOL from the Bureau and God knows what our Morley-smoking friend would be up to. I turned my attention to the street vendors, who were serving the last of their customers and beginning to take down their stalls. Catching a glimpse of something that looked familiar, I wandered up to the knife and sword stall. There, among the assortment of dirks, foils, stilettos and other weapons, was a twin to the knife Mulder had given me some months before. All this time I had possessed something from this strange world, and hadn't known. Typical of Mulder - it must have provided him with no end of amusement, seeing it there on my desk every day, knowing I didn't have a clue as to its origins. I passed on, watching the vendors packing their goods into horse-drawn wagons for the trip home. The horses were magnificent beasts, dwarfing even their human owners. And some of the beings I saw were... God, I don't know what the hell they were. Different. Not humans nor trolls nor elves nor even gargoyles, but... something else. But even more stunning than the variety of intelligent life was my increasingly easy acceptance of this reality. I wasn't aware of the passage of time but when I roused from my thoughts, the sun had dropped behind the high wall surrounding the village. I drew my cloak around me as the wind picked up, swirling the dust in the cobbled square. Spotting an archway into the castle that looked familiar, I climbed a winding staircase to what I thought was the right landing. Evidently all archways looked the same, because I was completely lost in the maze of corridors. I asked directions of three different servants and ended up in the kitchens. Fortunately I recognized Tilfo - or he recognized me - and he brought me back to the right passageway. I was about to go into my room when I remembered the chat I wanted to have with my erstwhile agents. As I knocked, I wondered what I'd be interrupting this time. Mulder answered the door and relief flooded his face. "Walter! We were just about to send out for the Marines to form a search party. Where've you been?" "Gee, Dad, did I break curfew again?" I asked sarcastically. "You know, Mulder, I *am* an adult." Then I thought about their concern for me and was touched. In a milder tone, I explained, "I've been walking, getting the lay of the land. I... I had some things to think over." He nodded, his eyes boring into mine in that way he has that makes me think he can see into my very soul, and closed the door behind me. Scully had made - surprise - tea and held a mug out to me. This time, I took it gratefully in hands red and chapped from the cold, and sank into a cushioned armchair. "Would you mind telling me what this world has against coffee?" Mulder chuckled. "I don't think it has anything against it, it just doesn't grow here. Found that out during our first visit. When we came back the last time, I brought my own. This trip was rather sudden, so I didn't get the chance. But I know what you mean - good as the tea is, it's hard to go from ten cups of coffee a day to none." I sipped the tea, the now-expected jolt kicking in a few seconds later. I glanced up to see him and Scully staring at each other again, and decided enough was enough. "All right, what the hell are you two doing?" They looked at me, startled. "Wh-what do you mean?" stammered Scully. "You're communicating, aren't you?" I was guessing, but they didn't need to know that. They exchanged guilty looks and Mulder sighed. "How did you know?" "Well, it was either that or I've been having periods of deafness. Your faces move, you change expressions - everything but spoken words. And it's not just here that it happens. You do it in our world, too, don't you? How? How do you do it? Is everyone here telepathic?" "No," Scully said quietly. "Certainly not everyone. Powerful Mages can communicate to some degree telepathically. But most beings can't. This is... this is special. Unusual, even for here." She seemed reluctant to go on. I glanced at Mulder, who was giving me one of his 'Later' looks. All right, but I'd hold him to it. "Okay, I'll drop that subject. How about all those things that aren't being spoken about by your friends? And don't bother with the innocent look, Mulder. I'm not buying that crap." He spread his hands in defeat. "All right. What do you want to know?" "For starters? Why is Neumann's name familiar to me? And Aldara's?" "Gunther Neumann is the scientist who disappeared from MIT about eighteen months ago. You sent us up to Cambridge to investigate his disappearance because he did a lot of research the government was interested in, and foul play was suspected." My eyes narrowed as I thought back. Right! I remembered now. "So he came here? This is where he disappeared to? Did you know that?" Scully nodded and went on to explain. "He was there when we disappeared from his lab. When we returned, he found us. He was fascinated by our experiences. Since the Vortex - the big one - was directly, though unintentionally, activated by some of his experiments, he used it to travel here. To answer your question - yes, we found out after he left where he had gone. Someone he trusted told us, gave us a letter he had left behind, saying what he had done." "Those must have been some experiments," I commented dryly. I made a mental note to find out more about them. "And Aldara?" She shifted uncomfortably. "Uh.. actually... you *have* met her before...." "But that would mean that she would have to have been in our world, and - wait! The girl with you - in the basement? Looking for her brother?" She nodded. "Jesus Christ! How many of these people have been to our world?" "That you've met so far?" Mulder stopped to think. "Just about all of them, I think. Not Kyla, or Lita or the other servants, but... yeah, I guess just about everyone else. In fact, Tarnor's been there twice." "Twice... Christ.... How the fuck did Tarnor manage to be in our world not once, but *twice*? It's not like he blends in." Jesus, just when you thought you knew everything that was going on.... "We kept him pretty much under wraps." He laughed. "Sometimes literally. The first time, he never left the Professor's lab. The second... well, let's just say we didn't use a lot of public transportation." I rubbed my eyes tiredly. "Do I want to know what all of them were doing in our world?" Scully chuckled. "Probably not, Walter. Not right now, anyway. You look like you've reached your limit of shocks for one day." "You're probably right," I sighed. "Look, we're all invited to Reinald's for dinner tonight," announced Mulder. "You've got a couple of candlemarks before then - why don't you take a nap? I'll wake you in time to get dressed." "Good idea." I pushed myself out of the chair. "One thing - what's a candlemark?" "About an hour, give or take." I nodded and left their room, crossing to my own. My head was reeling. Scully was right - I *had* reached my limit for shocks. Telepathic agents... psychic healing... interdimensional gargoyles.... I unfastened my cloak and pulled off my boots, then crawled up onto the bed. I was asleep before my head hit the pillow. End of Chapter Nine Chapter Ten The knock on the door was perfunctory, the merest nod to custom and good manners. "Warrior Healer Scully! Mage Mulder? It's time!" The snowy bedcurtains parted and Scully's head peeked out. "Lita? What is it?" "Sorry to wake you, Warrior Healer Scully. I know you were up late at Reinald's dinner party. But it's time. The child is on its way. Kyla sent me for you." She slid out of bed and began pulling on her clothes. "How long has she had her contractions, Lita?" Seeing the blank look, she reworded her question. "When did the journey begin? Another head appeared from between the curtains. "Is it Shannon?" Mulder asked anxiously. "Yes, Mage. Scully needs to come with me now, but you have a little time to prepare yourself. I've laid out your ceremonial clothes for the ritual. And the little minx - begging your pardon, I know I should not refer to Her Majesty in that way, but it appears that the child began its journey some time ago. She elected not to tell anyone for several candlemarks, so as to let His Majesty get some sleep. Initially he was quite cross about it, but now he's too busy worrying. Aye, you'll need you cloak too, Warrior Healer - the passageways are very drafty tonight." Scully tucked her shirt in and quickly fastened the cloak around her neck. She was almost out the door being held by an impatient Lita, when she suddenly turned back and rushed to the parted curtains of the bed. //Don't worry, love. She'll do fine - and so will you\\ He caught the hand that was stroking the side of his face and brought it to his lips, drinking in her confidence and calm. //If you say so\\ he mindspoke wistfully. She flashed him a brilliant smile. //I say so.... I'll see you there\\, and she was out the door with Lita at her heels. Mulder slid down from the high bed and strolled to where Lita had laid out his wardrobe for the night's ritual. On one chair lay a Mage cloak, not very different from the one he wore every day, except for the rich embroidery in threads of gold, scarlet and emerald, intricately and sumptuously worked. There was also a long white alb-like vestment to be worn beneath it. He puzzled for a moment over what else should be worn under his ceremonial attire, thoughts of kilts inexplicably coming to mind. Finally, shrugging, he pulled on a pair of warm, winter-weight shorts and his boots, then got into the alb and cloak. A glance at the fireside told him Lita had also thoughtfully provided tea. Feeling badly in need of the lift it would give him, he drank a mugful quickly, embracing the burst of energy like an old friend when it came. His hands trembled as he reached for the doorlatch. He closed the door behind him firmly - more firmly, perhaps, than he had intended, and the slam echoed along the passageway. Then he paused for a moment to try to collect himself. He could feel his bondmate, now with his beloved Shannon, and sensed a certain amount of disquiet. Not real alarm, he told himself, but definitely disquiet. Heart pounding, he was about to strike off down the passageway when the door opposite opened and Skinner appeared, pulling a shirt over his head. "What's up, Mulder?" His voice was rough and gravelly from sleep. "It's Shannon. She's in labor." Skinner almost recoiled from the waves of anxiety emanating from the agent's body, and mirrored in his expressive eyes. "Women have babies every day, Mulder. It's nothing to worry about," he said reasonably. "Shannon is not just any woman!" he protested heatedly. He closed his eyes and shook his head. In a gentler tone, he said, "I'm sorry - I didn't mean to snap. All this has me pretty rattled. Shannon ...she's special, Walter." He nodded. "I know - Scully gave me the condensed version. What are you wearing? It's different from what you usually wear." "The other reason for my abject terror." Mulder sighed. "Because Shannon's my halla, and she's the Queen, I'm expected to play a major role in welcoming the kid into the world." "Well, how bad could that be?" "Bad enough. Christ, Walter, I have to practically deliver the kid! I'm just so shit-scared I'll screw up, do something that will hurt Shannon or her baby.... Neither Oxford nor the Academy prepared me for anything like this, you know," he finished dryly. "Sounds like you didn't get full disclosure before you took on the job," Skinner replied, a twinkle of humor in his eyes. "Damn straight, I didn't." The Warrior Priest shrugged. "Can I be of any help?" When Mulder stared at him incredulously, he grinned. "Come on, Mulder. I haven't spent my entire life behind a desk. I do come with some credentials. Did you know I delivered a kid in Vietnam? One of the women in a village we had taken went into labor. We were temporarily without a medic - the last one having stepped on a landmine - and I drew the short straw. It was a breech birth, but everyone survived.... You want more? I was also my niece's Lamaze coach. She... uh, she wasn't married and the father hadn't stuck around much longer than it took her to tell him she was pregnant. Her parents didn't want anything to do with her at the time, so...." Mulder's head spun. The image of his boss - his demanding, ass-chewing boss - as Lamaze coach. Fleetingly, he pitied the poor niece... But then, the more he thought about it, the less strange the notion became. He felt Walter's reassuring hand on his shoulder and suddenly - Suddenly peace and calm were wrapping around him like a warm blanket, slowing the breakneck pace of his heart and suffusing his very soul. Bewildered, his mind reached out to Scully, touching hers just enough to discover that the sensation wasn't originating with her. Wonderingly, he brought his eyes up to meet those of his boss. "H-how.... How are you doing that?" Walter was frowning down at his hand. "I- I don't know. I was just trying to make you feel better, settle you down a little, and.... I don't know, I just.... It just... happened...." Against all odds, it was Mulder who pulled himself together first. "I'd say you have more of the priest in you than you know, Walter," he said quietly. "The last time I felt anything like that was from a priestess, who used her empathic skills to calm a bloodthirsty mob." "Jesus." It was a cracked whisper. "I... I've been sensing things... feelings... more and more as the day progressed, but... I never thought...." The younger man nodded. "And the longer you're here in the Realm, the stronger those abilities will become." He finally stopped staring at his hand and looked into Mulder's eyes, a tangle of emotions reflected in his own. "But what if I don't want them?" The younger man gazed at him sympathetically, knowing well the turmoil he was going through. He had been there, done that. "I don't think that's an option." Mulder shrugged. "It comes with the territory. This is just who you are, Walter - in this world and to some extent in ours. Don't be afraid of it," he advised gently. Dazedly, his companion nodded. Mulder noted he was shaking, whether from the shock of his growing self-awareness, or from standing in the icy passageway wearing next to nothing. "Let's get you to your room and get you dressed," he suggested quietly. "You're in, by the way. If I'm going to go through that damn Birth Ritual, I want you there, ready to lay on hands every time I get rattled - which is going to be most of the time." He pushed Skinner back over the threshold and closed the door on the drafts. By then, Skinner seemed to snap out of his trance, going about the reassuringly mundane task of pulling on his pants and boots. Putting his own turbulent thoughts aside, he asked. "So why are you so close to Shannon, Mulder? Apart from her obvious similarity to Samantha." "Oddly enough, that has very little to do with it. Shannon's from our world, Walter. We brought her here, Scully and I." His head snapped up. "*You* brought that kid here?" He shrugged. "We didn't have any choice. Her mother was dead.... Remember that explosion at the research facility in Boston?" At Skinner's nod he continued. "Her mother, Karen Mather, was Gunther's research associate. She and Shannon were abducted by some of the Smoking Man's friends, to force Karen to recreate some of Gunther's experiments - specifically the ones that open the Vortex. We were there on another matter, and were drawn in. We managed to rescue Shannon, but not her mother." So that's why he was so protective of the girl, Walter thought. Knowing Mulder, he had put himself through hell repeatedly, beating himself up because he hadn't been able to save her mother. It was just so 'Mulder'. "So you brought her here?" he repeated, fastening his cloak. "She didn't have anyone else. No father, as far as anyone knew at the time. No other relatives. She was a rebellious kid, and severely traumatized by her mother's death. Eaten up with guilt. She wouldn't have lasted a New York minute with a foster family." He shrugged again. "We were coming here anyway, and planning to stay for a while. It seemed the best idea at the time." "And she chose to stay here? She adjusted to all of this?" "Surprisingly well. Not without a few little glitches along the way of course, but yes, she made a place for herself here. She too is a warrior, with a fairly healthy helping of Mage talent. But orphans are unknown in the Realm, because of the large, extended families. She needed the protection of some kind of relationship here. So we fabricated the taabsut-halla relationship. Technically, as far as most beings here are concerned, I'm her uncle by blood, Hannu's brother. I just didn't realize where all this would lead," he finished darkly, remembering the task ahead of him. "Midwife to the Queen," chuckled Skinner. "So how did she get to be Queen?" "Married the King." At his companion's glower, he smiled apologetically. "Uh, that's a bedtime story for another night. Right now we have to get to Shannon." He hesitated and became sober. "Seriously, Walter... I'm glad of your company. I can't think of anyone I'd rather have at my side." Skinner laid his hand briefly on his subordinate's shoulder, and again felt the serenity drifting through him to the other man. "My pleasure, Mulder." ~ ~ ~ Ballorca paced in the reception room of the Royal Suite. Would nothing ever go right? Surely he had been cursed. All his work, all his elaborate, painstaking preparations, and for what? Bad enough that nearly every priest and priestess in Fairwoods Domain, including the Royal Priestess, had journeyed to the deepest recesses of the Fairwoods Forest for the annual Renewal Rituals. Then, the one priestess chosen to remain behind in the event that the Queen gave birth had been called away to the country estate of a dying noble. She had left at dawn the previous morning. By this time she was already there performing her duties, a full day's ride away and inaccessible. There was no Mage there, so even Gating was out of the question. The result - no requisite priestess for the Birth Ritual. Then! Then King Andalor refused to leave the Queen's side. All of his most reasoned arguments and impassioned pleas had been swept aside by the King. Goddess, this was a *ritual*! Did the King not realize the importance of strict observance of every facet of the ceremony? I was patient with him, thought the aggrieved Minister of Protocol. I was understanding and sympathetic and patient, but firm. Yes, quite firm. And what do I get for my troubles, for trying to do my duty to the best of my ability? Just an angry King, shoving me away from the door, muttering words in that strange language he sometimes uses when stressed. 'Goh fok yiourseluf', it sounded like. Ballorca huffed. He had no idea what the words meant, but was fairly certain they had not been complimentary. So - two Healers where one would have sufficed. A King in attendence, which was unprecedented. And no priestess, which was unheard of. What else could go wrong? A pounding at the door interrupted his thoughts. Dorbo had not quite reached it when Mage Mulder and a newcomer burst through the door. "I'm here, Ballorca." The Mage started for the door to the bedchamber, his companion in tow. "Hold!" Ballorca commanded. Mulder sighed impatiently and turned to fasten an icy glare on the officious Minister of Protocol. "What?" he snapped, his aura flaring in annoyance. Ballorca cringed for a second, then reasserted his authority. "Who is this? He has no business in there. The Ritual- " "What about the Ritual?" The words stung like the lash of a whip, but Ballorca held his ground. "There has already been enough tampering with the Ritual. Two Healers, the King present, no priestess.... I can't allow your companion in. I simply can't allow it." Mulder looked like he was about to push past the little man when his eyes lit up. "In that case, Ballorca, you must certainly let him in. If you were able to discern auras, you would see that my companion is a Warrior Priest. A *priest*, Ballorca." "B-but the Ritual calls for a priestess," the fussy little man wailed. "Are you likely to do better?" Walter demanded. "Well, no," he admitted. "But do you know what you must do? Only the Royal Priestess would know-" "Out of the way, Ballorca," Mulder said in a tone that invited no argument. "I'm sure he'll figure it out." Hastily the minister grabbed his volume of Ritual, turned to the correct page and shoved it into Mulder's hands. "The passage at the end of the page. He must chant the prayer immediately after you sever the child's lifeline to its mother." A low moan was heard through the door. Mulder nodded impatiently. "Yes, yes, we'll see to it. Now get out of our way." Reluctantly, Ballorca stood aside to allow them to enter the bedchamber. Flickering torchlight illuminated Shannon as she lay back against the pillows, her eyes closed and her hand squeezing Andalor's. She was pale and perspiring, her breathing rapid. Mulder tore his eyes from the girl and searched Scully's face. //It's going well, love. Kyla was concerned that she was in pain. Apparently the females here, for whatever reason, don't have pain when they're giving birth. So she thought there was something seriously wrong. I've explained to her that this is normal for women from our world. I think Kyla's a bit perplexed by it all. Normally a Healer tries to alleviate pain, but she's pretty sure she shouldn't if it's normally part of the process.\\ //But Scully, she looks like shit! She's pale and she's exhausted!\\ She stroked his cheek. //That's why they call it labor, Mulder. It's hard work. But believe me, she's fine.\\ //Just the kid's luck to have inherited this part of her physiology from her mother rather than from Hannu,\\ he mindspoke, still concerned. //She's handling it well, Mulder. For a first baby, the labor looks like it's going to be a relatively short one. But she's in transition now, and this is going to be the hardest time for her. She's going to need you and Andalor to be strong and supportive. And to not take offence if she calls you a few choice filthy names.\\ She smiled up at her bondmate. //What's Walter doing here?\\ //Filling in for a missing priestess. And holding me together. After all this is over, I have a few things to catch you up on.\\ He watched as a moaning Shannon braced herself for another contraction, collapsing panting back onto the pillows a minute later as it gradually released her from its grip. //Scully -!\\ //It's all right, Mulder. This is normal. Now, don't you have something you need to be doing?\\ Numbly, he nodded. As he prepared to utter the first of his chants, he noticed Skinner finally tearing his eyes from Kyla and approaching Shannon's bed. Tenderly he placed a hand on her forehead and leaned over to whisper into her ear. Visibly, the girl relaxed, the frown of fatigue and pain clearing from her face. Her small hand reached for his much larger one and he folded it gently in his grasp. The King flashed his gratitude from the other side of the bed, acknowledged by the Warrior Priest's calm nod. Mulder spread his arms and began the Old Realm chant in a light baritone. The chant, like so many of the ceremonial chants, went on for some time. He was peripherally aware of the actions of the Healers and Shannon's movements, as waves of contractions crashed, taking over her body, ebbing and flowing like nature's tide. But he also noticed the air of calm that had pervaded the room. Andalor's pinched features had relaxed, leaving him more controlled as he gripped his wife's hand and wiped the sweat from her face. Scully and Kyla monitored Shannon's progress, their movements spare, efficient, unhurried. In a corner of the room, Lita sat serenely, waiting for her part in the ritual once the child was born. Even Shannon seemed more in control. Where earlier the contractions had made her powerless and anxious, now she seemed to be surfing over the crests of pain, to grab a few precious seconds of rest before meeting the next wave. And next to her, Walter - cupping her hand serenely, whispering the occasional word of praise or encouragement... and somehow creating the air of calm that permeated the room and its occupants. He dropped his arms tiredly as his chant closed, feeling the serenity wrap around him like a security blanket. He felt a tugging on his sleeve, and looked down into the face of his bondmate. //You were miles away. Everything all right?\\ //Can you feel it, Scully?\\ he asked, a gentle smile on his face. She nodded. //It's like all the pain and fear has been replaced, the tension notched down.... Is that you?\\ He shook his head wonderingly. //It's Walter.\\ //Walter! But how-\\ //Priests and priestesses are empathic, Scully. *He's* doing it. I don't know how, I doubt if even he could explain how at this point. But the power has been growing in him since he got here. Incredible, isn't it?"\\ he mindspoke warmly. For some reason, he felt absurdly proud of his boss. //Well, it's certainly having positive effects on Shannon. The state of relaxation he's induced will speed things up considerably. Can you move to the head of the bed? Kyla and I want to check her.\\ He nodded and moved to stand next to Skinner. He leaned over and kissed Shannon's forehead as she breathed deeply at the end of another contraction. Drowsily, she smiled up at him. "Hi. How am I doing, Taabsut?" "You're doing great," he answered, his throat tight. "And you're making me so proud." He flashed a look of reassurance over at Andalor, then moved his focus to Skinner. Warm, placid brown eyes gazed back. "And she's not the only one who's making me proud." A slight twitch of his lips was the sole sign Walter had heard, then he turned back to concentrate on the girl. Scully glanced up over the mound of bedclothes on Shannon's knees. "I don't know what other chants you have, Mulder, but you'd better get cracking. We've got a baby coming, and fast." End of Chapter Ten