Chapter Sixteen As it turned out, we spent the extra day under the shelf of stone on the Great Robe Desert. The rain had been non-stop, blowing in great gray sheets across the landscape. Tarnor was recovered enough from his abdominal wound to be up and about, but was obviously weak. I got up a couple of times, just to answer the call of nature with Mulder or Jourdain by my side for support. Each time, I returned to my bedroll in a sweat and trembling from the exertion of merely walking. While we were probably fit enough to ride, we were most definitely not in any shape to try to storm the reputedly formidable Maalfees Manor. Scully wasn't worried. "Another few healing treatments through the day and one tonight and you'll be fit, Walter. Just try to keep it in perspective. In our world, you'd still be on IV's and receiving blood transfusions." She was right. Already most of the gaping slash across my ribs had been replaced with new pink skin. I guess I just felt guilty, watching Mulder prowl around restlessly. Scully noticed my eyes following her bondmate. "Don't worry. Urielle's going to talk to him and settle him down a bit. And don't feel so damn guilty. What with the battle yesterday and the healing treatments for you and Tarnor, I'm not fighting-fit either. We need to spend this time here. Mulder knows that, intellectually. It's just his emotional side that's having a problem." I cleared my throat. "I... uh... I don't know if I've ever said this in so many words. But you're good for him, Dana. I'm glad that you two have what you have together." Her cheeks flushed an attractive pink. "Thank you, Walter," she said softly. "Now get some rest." She seemed as nonplussed by my uncharacteristically personal remark as I was. But she dropped a quick kiss on my forehead when she left. ~ ~ ~ The next day dawned cold but finally clear, and we set out early. Although Tarnor and I were a bit rocky to start, the bracing air and the activity seemed to help. By midmorning, I was feeling more like my old self. Tarnor had been right about the desert - the colors were gorgeous, constantly changing with the movement of the sun. I found myself enjoying the ride. By midday, we had passed out of the desert and began climbing to a high green plateau. "We should be close," Jourdain grunted. "Just over that rise would be my guess." Led by Mulder, who was just about jumping out of his skin at that point, we rode into a little stand of trees and dismounted. Leaving the horses, we walked part of the way up the hill, then dropped to our bellies to crawl to the crest of the rise. Below us the valley was a smooth green plain, offering no cover whatsoever. And straight across from us almost a half a mile away on the cliffs opposite rose the imposing bulk of Maalfees Manor. "Christ, Mulder - Lita wasn't kidding when she said that place was a fortress!" I whispered. "Look at that place!" Surely no medieval castle built by the most paranoid or trouble-prone of nobles could have had more perfect defenses - not even Mad King Ludwig's place in the middle of that lake in Bavaria or wherever the hell it was. The cliffs on which we were perched dropped nearly straight down some two hundred feet to the valley floor. The rock had been polished to an almost glass-like finish by some prehistoric river, now long-since dried up, and then by centuries of exposure to the wind and rain. Handholds and footholds were pretty nearly nonexistent, from what I could see. At the base of the cliffs, a meadow descended gently to the bottom of the valley to rise again toward the cliff face opposite our position. Set high up into that cliff face, Maalfees Manor rose, its smooth facade unbroken by a single window for a height of maybe fifty feet. My eyes panned up to view what looked like four or five stories of habitable chambers with tall, narrow windows. Above that were the battlements, with lookout towers at all four corners and two in the center. The flags on each tower were the purple and green of Maalfees House. Beside me, I could feel Mulder's tension and frustration build. "Maybe the Prince isn't there," I suggested. There was a scurrying nearby and seconds later Tarnor squeezed in between Mulder and myself. "No, he's there. Can you feel it, Mulder?" "I feel something, some sensation of Mage power nearby," he admitted. "But it feels... different." Tarnor nodded. "What you're sensing is untrained Mage energy. You don't recognize it because you've probably never been exposed to it before. But it's there. And that means the Prince is there." I looked over at the agent. His negative vibes were beginning to give me a headache. "Well, look at it this way, Mulder. At least we know he's still alive." I didn't know about Mulder, but I was relieved. It had been bothering me - all the wilderness we had passed through getting here, the forests and desert, and the cries and snarls of the carnivores that lived and hunted there. Lots of landscape in which to lose the corpses of an infant and a small, slim teenaged girl. "A lot of good that will do if we can't get to him," he growled in return. I could see Scully looking up, surveying the black clouds rapidly forming overhead. "Let's go back down and see if we can come up with a plan," she suggested. She stared at her bondmate and I could tell they were communicating again. She was probably trying to calm him down. The waves of anger and frustration emanating from him were incredibly strong. I glanced over at Urielle and saw she was sharing the migraine-like banging that his emotions were causing. We pulled back from the cliff edge on our stomachs and began trudging down the slope to the copse where the horses were tethered. Something was bothering them - I could tell from their frightened whinnies. I caught Tarnor's expression of fear as he turned to look back at Mulder and Scully. "Mage Mulder - shield!" shouted the little gargoyle. The banging in my head was almost unbearable now, as Tarnor's warning served only to make Mulder more furious. I remembered what had been said about emotions causing a Mage storm. It looked like we were in for the mother of all Mage storms any second. "Fuck my shield! Fuck my so-called power!" he spat out. "They're doing God knows what with Shannon's child, and we're stuck over here, powerless to stop the sons of bitches!" A wind began to tear around us as the sky blackened. Scully grabbed his arms, but he shook her off. "Mulder, do it! Shield yourself now!" she shouted against the wind's roar. "Everyone - get to cover!" Urielle yelled. Aldara and Jourdain had already made it to the copse, and Tarnor and the priestess were close behind. I grabbed a kicking, protesting Scully and took off down the hill toward the stand of trees. The first crash of thunder shook the ground so hard that it brought me to my knees. As lightning split the sky, the earth continued to tremble, more violently as the seconds ticked away. "Mulder!" Scully screamed. He had stopped about halfway down the hill, his eyes rolled back in his head, his arms outstretched. Mage energy lanced the air around him. I made a move to go back for him, to do something, anything, to make him snap out of it before he ended up hurting himself or someone else. I felt a restraining hand gripping my tunic. "He'll be all right," Urielle shouted. "But we have to get away from him - quickly!" I lurched to my feet, one arm firmly around Scully's waist. I picked up Urielle with the other arm and staggered down the slope, Scully's fists beating a tattoo on my ribcage the whole way. We had almost reached the copse when we were thrown to the ground, as the once-solid earth beneath our feet undulated in ocean-like waves. A heartbeat later, there was a deafening thunderclap and then a roar that made the thunder seem mild in comparison. I guess we were all stunned senseless for a few seconds. When I picked myself up off the ground, the blackness had fled, the wind had died and the earth was once again solid and unmoving. "Mulder!" Scully scrambled to her feet and flew past me up the hill. I followed on her heels. We had nearly reached him when I looked up the hill above where he lay weakly moving. Jesus. Oh, sweet Jesus. I made a mental note never again to piss off my troublesome agent. The crest of the hill on which we had been standing seconds before.... It was just... gone. Scully had gotten Mulder into a semi-seated position. Jourdain appeared and helped prop him up. The stricken Mage was mumbling, but not making a lot of sense. Not that that was a surprise, coming from Mulder. Especially in view of what he had just apparently done. "Look!" Aldara called, softly but urgently from what was now the hilltop. Jourdain got Mulder to his feet. With Scully on his other side, they maneuvered him up the slope. We dropped to our bellies near the top and crawled the rest of the way. Seven pairs of eyes widened in shock as they surveyed the scene below. The once sheer, polished cliffs were now raw and scored, the downward angle still tricky, but nowhere near the almost perpendicular drop it had been. Huge boulders peppered the smooth green of the meadow, hundreds of them. Some had even hurtled all the way across the valley to thud to a stop against the cliffs opposite. "Thank the Goddess," murmured Urielle, to my right. "Now perhaps we have a chance." Jourdain grunted. "Better, yes. Much better. But we could still be spotted coming down the cliff and running from rock to rock." Tiredly, Mulder nodded in agreement. "Look, let's get Mulder back to our camp so he can rest," Scully urged. "We can talk about a plan down there." There were murmurs of assent. We withdrew from the newly- formed summit. Between his bondmate and the Guard Captain, Mulder could barely put one foot in front of the other. Tarnor spoke a few words and his aura glowed. Slowly, Mulder's feet rose off the ground and Scully pushed him into a reclining position. Sandwiched between them, his body was guided down the slope by Scully and Jourdain, and into the copse. The rest of us followed, too dumbstruck to speak. She unfurled her bedroll and with a gesture from the gargoyle Mage, her bondmate's body settled gently upon it. Quickly, Scully began to put her healing skills to work once more, as Aldara and Jourdain removed supplies from the saddlebags and began food preparations. Soon Mulder had been placed in a light healing trance and Scully rejoined us. Aldara passed metal plates of what I was beginning to think of as Realm MRE's - bread, cheese and strips of dried salted meat. Flasks of lukewarm tea left over from the morning completed our repast. I gathered my cloak around my shoulders. A hot meal would have been welcome in the chill, but I knew that we didn't dare risk the smoke from a fire. If the guards at Maalfees Manor were worth their salt, the little earthquake and subsequent landslide were enough to capture their attention. I just hoped they weren't inclined to send anyone over to check it out, up close and personal. Jourdain and Aldara were speaking softly to each other, Tarnor was napping and Scully had gone back to her bondmate to check his condition. Urielle wiped her empty plate and returned it to the saddlebags, then came over and sat by me. "He's done it before, you know," she commented mildly. It took me a second to figure out what she was talking about. "He has? This... this earthquake thing? Is that how you knew he wouldn't be harmed?" She nodded. "It was when the Dark Queen was creating inter- species hatred. Of course, we didn't know it was her at the time. Mage Mulder and I had been sent with a squad of soldiers to stop trouble between humans and elves in a little village north of Fairwoods. No one would listen, and bloodshed was imminent. Well, with the powers of the Dark Queen...." She paused, a thoughtful expression on her elven features. "I was powerless to stop it. Mage Mulder was not. He created a giant fireball which hung over the village square, then caused the earth to cleave in two, separating the villagers and bringing them to their senses. Then as now, I am not sure it was a conscious thing on his part. His emotions are... very powerful." I smiled. "Tell me about it. How's your head?" She grinned back, looking most unpriestess-like. "Better since Scully put him in a trance - from which he is now awakening, if I am any judge." My headache, which had abated, once again throbbed gently but insistently. I wondered absently how many of the headaches Mulder had brought me in our own world had been caused by our latent powers, rather than his inability to stick by the book. One by one the rest of our party joined Urielle and me, the last to arrive Scully, with a pale and shaky Mulder. He sat between Scully and myself, giving me a somewhat shamefaced half-smile as he settled into place. "We need a plan," Jourdain opened simply. "Can the Mages help out here?" I asked. "Maybe turn us all into birds or something?" Mulder shook his head and Tarnor smiled a little over the naivete of my question. "Would that it were so easy, Walter," he replied. "Magic isn't the answer to everything. It can help, but it is rarely the entire solution to a problem. It is a tool, like any of the other powers. With a few exceptions - like manipulation of the weather and so on - it only works if there is a tried and true spell, especially when dealing with the numbers of people in Maalfees Manor, people who have committed treason and are therefore highly motivated to resist us. I know of no spell that will either transport us across the valley to the manor, nor render all of them senseless to our incursion. Mulder's powers are, Goddess knows, much greater than mine. But still, if there is no spell...." He flapped his knobby limbs expressively and trailed off. "If we can't go across the valley, maybe we can go around," Aldara suggested. "It will take longer, but perhaps the manor is more accessible from the other side of the cliffs." "No, it's equally as bad on the other side." Six heads turned in my direction before I realized that I had been the one to utter the comment. Scully gazed at me, puzzled. "How do you know that, Walter?" "I... I don't know. I mean, I can't know, obviously." I shook my head. I guess everything was starting to catch up with me - my wound, Mulder's little demolition demonstration.... "Look, just ignore me. I don't know why I said that." But why did it feel so right to me? Urielle was looking at me strangely, but I didn't dwell on it. I was feeling pretty strange, myself. Jourdain spoke up. "Actually, Walter is correct. I had a few moments before we set out from Fairwoods, and I talked to some troll traders who were there for the Naming Day Ceremony. They had travelled extensively in this area. There is a river on the other side of Maalfees Manor. Those cliffs on which it is built rise directly out of the river, which is under constant surveillance. But even if there were no watchtowers and sentries, it would not matter. The cliffs in this area are called "The Glass Walls" because of their polished vertical surfaces. We could not climb them, even if we approached by the river." There was a short silence. "Disguise, perhaps?" Tarnor suggested. "They must need supplies in such a large manor which shelters so many people. Maybe if we disguised ourselves as traders...." "Maybe," Scully replied doubtfully. "But if I were planning to abduct the Heir to the Throne, I think I'd stockpile all the supplies I needed beforehand. That way, I could both withstand a siege and also limit the number of strangers I would have to give access to the manor. But that raises an interesting question - how the hell does anyone get in there? There are no roads, no paths, no portcullis - nothing to indicate an entrance." "I don't think we'll know that until we get closer. The entrance may be hidden. May it please the Goddess that we are able to get close enough to find out," Jourdain concluded with a sigh. He got to his feet. "Well, whatever happens, we won't need the horses. I'm going to take off their saddles and set them free." I watched him leave our circle. "Wait a minute - won't need the horses?" I asked the others, confused. "Why not?" "If we find the Prince, we'll want to get him back to Fairwoods as quickly as possible, so we'll Gate back," Mulder explained somberly. "If we don't find him...." He didn't have to complete the sentence. If we didn't find him, we would have died trying. We wouldn't be going back. Mulder sighed, and tried to muster up some enthusiasm for the seemingly impossible task at hand. "The cliff will now be easier to descend, and the boulders will help to provide some cover, but we could still be spotted, as Jourdain said. How did that cliff look to you, Aldara? Think we could manage it in a couple of candlemarks, after nightfall?" Wrapped up in my own thoughts, I didn't pay much attention to Aldara's response. Even now, descending that cliff face was going to be a tricky proposition. Yes, it was less steep and had more hand and footholds. But there was also a hell of a lot of loose rock. One misstep, and the unwary or unlucky would find themselves rolling ass over elbows to the bottom. Not something I was thrilled about trying in the daylight, let alone after dark. If only we had some form of cover.... I was aware of the gloomy silence which had descended on us all. Suddenly, Aldara pointed excitedly to the east. "Hey, Mulder! Are you doing that?" We all turned to look. From a hundred yards away, a fogbank slowly approached. It was like a small cloud, some thirty yards wide, suspended a few feet above the ground. Mulder seemed as surprised as the rest of us. "No, I'm not doing that. I don't think so anyway. Tarnor?" The gargoyle's teeth were bared in a fierce grin. "No, surely you are not, Mulder, and neither am I," he chortled. "But there's the cover we need. Jourdain! Jourdain, come here!" When Jourdain came running back, we huddled quickly. "Stay toward the back of the fogbank and follow it down the slope," the Guard Captain advised. "But don't fall behind or you'll lose your cover. When you get to the bottom, keep up with it. Use the boulders for further cover. I'll go first, then Scully. Aldara, you bring up the rear with Walter. Everyone else toward the middle. Move as fast as you can - that fogbank could disappear at any time." I hated to look a gift horse in the mouth, but getting across the valley was only one of the seemingly insurmountable problems facing us. "What about the rest of the plan?" I protested. "What are we going to do once we get across?" "Unfortunately we don't have time to discuss it," Aldara commented. "If we lose that fog, we'll lose our best chance of getting across the valley unnoticed." Once again, Urielle had been looking at me strangely since the fogbank appeared. "You worry too much, Walter," she smiled. "We'll know when we get there. Trust in the Goddess, and trust your instincts." "I think that's the Realm equivalent of 'drop back ten and punt'," joked Mulder in a stage whisper. "Or maybe, 'hang loose'." "Some plan," I grunted. Well, Mulder's mood seemed to have improved, anyway. At least my head wasn't throbbing anymore. The fog enshrouded us, damp but unexpectedly warm and comforting. I took a moment to find my center of serenity, then climbed up the hill after the others. One by one we dropped over the cliff edge, scrambling in the loose rock. The fog bank cooperated and stayed with us. It was undoubtedly just my imagination, but it appeared to slow down while we negotiated the more difficult terrain, and speed up as we hit the easier parts. Still, our descent was blind. Although I could see my feet, I couldn't make out the shapes of my companions. Occasionally there would be a soft cry of alarm and the sound of a small avalanche of pebbles. But it was impossible to know if we had all made it to the bottom more or less intact. I worked my way across the meadow, zigzagging from boulder to boulder. Dimly, I could hear Aldara behind me, and someone, possibly Tarnor, ahead. It probably took the better part of a candlemark from when we started, but finally, exhausted and dripping with sweat, I put my hands out and touched a wall of smooth, cold rock. Moments later, the fogbank cleared as if it had never been. I gazed up in alarm, but high above us the manor house overhung the cliff face, ironically sheltering us from the sharp eyes of the Maalfees sentries in the towers. I looked to my right, and seeing Jourdain's summoning gesture, joined our little group of would-be rescuers. I guessed it was time to punt.... He kept his voice low. "Look for an entrance. They have to be able to get in somehow. It may be concealed or disguised in some way. Spread out and try to find it - but don't go around the cliff to the rear. We might not be lucky enough to be shielded by the manor on that side. We'll meet back here if we can't find it, and try to figure out another plan." Plan. Yeah, right, sure. We were making this up as we went along and we all knew it. But we spread out as Jourdain had ordered, feeling along the face of the cliff. I took the extreme south end, unaccountably feeling more confident with each step I took. Suddenly, my hand was touching nothing but air. I stepped back, amazed. From across the valley, it had appeared to be a solid, unbroken wall of stone. Now that I was right on top of it, I realized that the wall stopped and began again six feet further on, and in between, a recess. A recess that blended so well with the surrounding rock that it presented a kind of optical illusion. Intensely, I scanned the ground and picked up the faint prints of horses and booted men. There had been largely-successful efforts to eradicate the tracks, but a few remained. I poked my head into the six foot deep recess. To my right was an upward slope, something between a ramp and a wide, shallow stairway. Here, no one had bothered to brush away the semi-dried horse dung or bootprints. And even more tellingly, the smaller prints of women. Excitedly I ran back to Jourdain, gathering the others as I passed. "Okay, I found it," I said softly when everyone had huddled. "There are no guards in sight, but that doesn't mean they're not around." We were about to set off when Urielle placed a restraining hand on Jourdain's arm. "I believe we need to do this with as little bloodshed as possible," she said. "What!" He stared at her as if she had taken leave of her senses. "Let me remind you, Priestess, that these people have committed treason. They are not simply going to turn over the Prince to us because we ask them nicely." "I am aware of that," she admitted gravely. "But I feel the presence of the Goddess demanding that of us - to draw blood only to defend ourselves." In spite of the fact that logic would dictate that it was insane to further lengthen our odds, I couldn't help but agree with her. It didn't make sense from a tactical viewpoint, but I was amazed to find I felt as strongly as she did. "She's right, Jourdain." He looked at me in shock and was about to protest, but Urielle stopped him. "Do you really think we would have made it this far without the Goddess's help?" "Do as the Priestess says, Jourdain," Aldara said quietly, her eyes entreating her husband. Frankly, I was a little surprised. Of the two, she was the better warrior and had always seemed the more aggressive. But perhaps she also had stronger faith. "Well, we're going to need another weapon, then," he grumbled. "One that doesn't draw blood. Mages, can you help?" Mulder looked at Tarnor. Although the agent's powers were undoubtedly stronger - if that earthquake was anything to go by - I guessed that the little gray guy was more familiar with the myriad spells of his calling than Mulder, who wasn't a permanent resident of the Realm. "I know of one which will help," responded Tarnor slowly. "It will make the objects of the spell sleep deeply for a short time. If we're quiet, it may work." Mulder frowned. "I don't know that spell." Tarnor grinned ferociously. "I came upon it myself not long ago. I can handle it. Save yourself for later. You're still weakened from creating your earthquake. And we must both keep some energy in reserve in order to Gate back. If we are too drained to properly secure our end of the Gate...." He trailed off. I remembered from what Mulder had told me that not securing a Gate was A Bad Thing. A Very Bad Thing. "Anyway, if we run into no more than five or six guards, there should be no problem handling this spell alone." Jourdain sighed. "Very well. Let's go. Mage Tarnor, position yourself where you must." At Tarnor's nod, we set off. Silently, I showed the others the recess and indicated the tracks on the ground. We slowly ascended the stair-stepped ramp. We got to the top noiselessly and without incident. A wide, thick wooden door liberally inlaid with iron strips was in front of us. Fortunately, the manor maintenance man knew his stuff - the door opened without any telltale creaks to a short dark hallway which led to a dimly-lit main corridor. From down that corridor and to the left came the sounds of two men talking and laughing. "That's the third time in a row you've beaten me! You have the luck of a damned elf, Rentil." "Luck? 'Tis not luck but skill, my friend! Though precious little skill is needed to beat the likes of you!" "My honor demands a rematch." Rentil chortled. "You can't afford a rematch, Erdo. Perhaps Blanks is not your game." "A rematch!" "Oh, very well. Consider yourself warned. Lay out the tiles again." Jourdain nodded to Tarnor, who closed his eyes and extended his arms upward. His lips moved but not a sound was uttered. After what must have been several minutes, the conversation of the two guards grew more desultory. Finally, we heard them snoring. "How long will they sleep?" Aldara whispered to the tired gargoyle Mage. "Long enough, if we don't tarry. Quiet now! They are not unconscious, but just sleeping. A loud enough noise will awaken them." "Fine. But which way do we go?" queried Scully. End of Chapter Sixteen Chapter Seventeen We had edged out into the corridor. I thought that Fairwoods Castle was confusing, but this place was a damned maze. There were scores of doors and archways leading from the corridor in all directions. I must have been lightheaded from fatigue or our exertions in getting this far. All I know is that I felt... weird. As if I were removed from the action, viewing it from another place. Suddenly, I was certain of the direction to head in, as forcefully as if someone were shoving me from behind. I felt a totally inappropriate sense of calm suffuse me. "That way." Scully's astonishment and doubt were written all over her. "Walter! How can you possibly know?" "I suggest we let Warrior Priest Skinner guide us." Urielle's tone was soft, almost reverent. She didn't take her eyes off me. I felt a rush of love for the tiny priestess, as if she were a sweet, favored child. But... it didn't feel right. Much as I liked her, it didn't feel as if the sentiment were coming from me. I would have been more disturbed by the sensation, but once again I was enveloped in a comforting serentity.... "Can you not see it?" she whispered, awed. "Look - look at his aura!" They all turned towards me, their eyes widening. I glanced down. My hands, my arms were emitting a golden glow which appeared to grow brighter by the second. I stared at them, bewildered. Urielle's features were beatific in the glow. "Oh, Merciful Goddess! Oh, Great Merciful Goddess! Can't you see?" she smiled to the others. "The Goddess is working through Warrior Priest Skinner. She'll lead us to the Prince through Walter!" Acutely uncomfortable with the way they were all staring at me, I started down the hallway, creeping past where the two guards lay sleeping over their game. From my quick glance, it appeared to be a cross between dominoes and mah jong. The others followed, Scully and Aldara taking the time to poke their heads into the storerooms that lined this part of the hallway. I continued past the first two archways and stopped at the third. A stone staircase coiled up to the next level. "Up here. Tarnor, stay behind me. If we hear voices, you can be ready to do your thing again." Silently we went up the twisting stairway. I swear we all stopped breathing as our ears strained for the sounds of occupants. There were a few faint noises - the scrape of a boot on the flagstones of the floor, a low cough - but there was none of the helpful conversation we had heard below. There might have been one, or a hundred, of our opponents within hearing range. I nodded to Tarnor to do his stuff. The caution in his eyes was as eloquent as his lips would have been, had he been free to speak. He was making no promises that his spell would be enough to ensure us safe passage. I nodded again, and he began his spell. This time we set out one at a time, to the right and down the poorly-illuminated hallway. I went first. Fortunately, the archway I felt was the correct one was close by. I glanced up and down the corridor, then signalled to Tarnor. One by one our party silently scurried the twenty or so feet from one archway to the other. At one point I held up a warning hand when I heard a cough, then after several minutes of tense silence, signalled the go-ahead. Finally we were all together and began our ascent. About halfway up, we paused. This staircase was much longer than the other had been, which probably meant we were leaving the windowless storage areas for the more habitable levels of the manor. Unfortunately that meant that our strategy for avoiding detection was no longer going to work. We had been incredibly lucky so far. On the next level we were bound to run into more of the manor's occupants, more than Tarnor's spell could cope with. The little guy was looking pretty tired, in any case. "Are we getting close, Mulder?" I whispered almost soundlessly. He nodded and replied in the same low tones. "Closer - but I can't get an exact fix on the source of the Mage energy. It's- it's almost like a strobing or pulsating effect. Makes it hard to pin down." He turned to Tarnor, who nodded his confirmation. I sighed. "We play it by ear, folks. Just watch out for each other and watch your backs." Tarnor and Urielle dropped to the rear. It was much more likely we would be needing the talents of the warriors from now until we had recovered the Prince. We began to climb again. At the top of the stairs we heard voices and booted feet - lots of them. "Ranfaus bitch!" "Oh, so not even the King was good enough for you!" "Perhaps you can spurn that weak excuse of a King, but not the nobles of Maalfees House!" "You get to be the evening's entertainment. How do you like that, Lady High and Mighty?" There were nasty laughs from several men. Beside me, Aldara's hand went to the hilt of her dagger and there was murder in her eyes, while Scully's reflected outrage and pain. She looked pleadingly at me and Mulder. I nodded. Our mission to rescue the Prince might be critical, but there was no way we were about to let an innocent girl be raped by a bunch of Maalfees goons. I peeked out. The gang approached from our left about sixty feet away and coming closer all the time. There were six of them, probably sent to 'escort' her to her quarters. It didn't look like she was going to make it there - not intact, anyway. She was positioned between the last of the two guards, the one on her right the Guard Captain, if I read his insignia correctly. Her head was held high, though tears glinted in her eyes. An ugly livid mark on her left cheek and her torn gown gave evidence that she had already been handled roughly by her captors. Apparently she gave as good as she got - one of the guards dripped blood from where she had raked his cheek with her nails, and another limped noticeably. The guards grasped her arms so tightly they would undoubtedly leave bruises. Behind me, Mulder and Tarnor exchanged a few soft words which were lost in the clatter and thump of weapons and bootsteps. They quickly fell into 'spell mode'. Whatever they were cooking up, I hoped to hell it worked fast. The guards were within thirty feet now. "Hey! Hey, Brandnor! What's that? It looks like smoke!" The group stopped, only a few paces from where we crouched in the archway at the head of the staircase. "What now? All right... Freck, take Kellor and Pranek and check it out." "But-" "The bitch isn't going anywhere. You'll still get your turn at her. Now do as I ordered!" The three resentful guards thumped unenthusiastically past us up the hallway. In seconds, the corridor was filled with smoke. "Freck! What in the name of the Dark Creatures are you doing down there?" the leader, Brandnor, called. There was a muffled reply, too indistinct to be understood. "Horse droppings! That idiot is useless. Maybe he won't get his turn at you after all, Ranfaus bitch." He tightened his grip on Livirnea and pulled her along, past our position. It was time to make our move. Scully and Aldara had already slipped past me into the smoke-clouded hallway. As stealthy and lethal as poison, they each chose one of the remaining guards, and quickly and expertly applied chokeholds on their unwary targets. I did the same with the Captain of the Guards. Jourdain dove past us and, putting a cautionary hand over Livirnea's mouth, he grabbed her and carried her to our hiding place. Unable to see who was restraining her, she fought like a wildcat. Leaving the guards unconscious on the stone floor, we dashed back into the archway recess. "Lady Livirnea!" Jourdain whispered urgently as he tried to control the struggling girl. "Stop! It's us!" Her eyes widened in amazement and relief, and her flailing limbs relaxed. Cautiously, Jourdain put her down. "Oh sweet Goddess! It *is* you!" "Are you all right?" asked Scully gravely. "Yes - just barely." She reasserted her normally dignified, controlled demeanor. "But the Prince -" "Where is he?" Mulder asked anxiously. "Is he in any danger?" "No, he's all right. They're taking good care of him. They would - they have plans for him. This way - I'll show you!" "Wait! First, are there any guards in there with him now?" demanded Aldara. "Right now, none. There's just that dragon-woman who came with us from Fairwoods. She's the wife of one of the older nobles - Granoc, I think. They feel secure here. Most of the guards were there to watch me. They didn't trust me." She faltered and her eyes swam with tears. "I think... I think they were afraid I would kill the child rather than let him stay with them and figure in their plans. Goddess help me, I thought of it... but I just couldn't do it." Scully gave her a reassuring hug. "It's all right. We're here now, and we're going to get both the Prince and you out of here. All right, now show us how to get to him." Having something positive to do seemed to help the girl control her emotions again. She nodded. "I'll take you the safest way. It's less direct, but we stand a much better chance of avoiding more people that way." "Good girl," Mulder smiled approvingly. "That's just what we want. All right, let's go before the rest of the goons come back when they figure out that you *can* have smoke without a fire." ~ ~ ~ We crouched in an alcove less than a dozen paces from the chamber in which the Prince was being held. I couldn't even begin to remember the convoluted, circuitous route by which we had arrived. Now that Livirnea was on the scene, the Goddess was evidently needed elsewhere, because my enhanced sense of direction had left me. Speed was of the essence now. It was only a matter of time before any of the guards we had left unconscious in our path began to wake up and sound an alarm. On our tense trip up here, we had run into a few of Maalfees' finest. Jourdain, Aldara and Scully had efficiently applied chokeholds or banged their heads with the hilts of their knives, and dragged their unconscious prey out of sight to clear the way for the rest of us. I still wondered about my role in all of this. Yes, the Goddess had worked through me to help us find Livirnea. Maybe I even had something to do with the appearance of that fortuitous fogbank, I don't know. But was that all? Was that the reason Daanna had insisted that I go with the search party? Or was my contribution yet to come? Once again I reached into myself, seeking, and finding, that serene core I was coming to depend on more and more. "All right," Jourdain was saying. "Livirnea, you go in first. Your presence won't be entirely out of the ordinary. Leave the door ajar so we can hear what's going on in there. Get to the dragon-woman and see that she doesn't call out. Then the rest of us will come in. Think you can do that?" "My pleasure." The normally quiet, serious girl allowed herself a small smile of satisfaction. "Good. Aldara, you take over for Livirnea once we get in there. See to it that the dragon-woman behaves herself - by whatever means you deem necessary. Scully - you get to the Prince. Check him out, make sure he's all right. I'll watch the door with Walter while Tarnor and Mulder get started on that Gate. Mages, make it as quick as you can - we won't have much time. When the Gate is ready, Livirnea, you go through first with the Prince, then Urielle, then everyone else. It's going to be important to go through fast. Everyone understand?" Livirnea took a deep breath, smoothed her tattered gown, and walked calmly to the door of the chamber and went in. "What are you doing back here?" asked a hoarse voice from the room. "I would have thought you would have your hands full, raising the morale of our troops." There was a nasty cackle, broken off abruptly. "What-!" "Let's go," Jourdain said, and in seconds we were all in the huge chamber. I looked for a lock, or deadbolt, or anything to secure the door before remembering that that wasn't the norm here in the Realm. Livirnea was struggling to hold the noblewoman, her hand clamped tightly over her mouth. Aldara went right for the noblewoman with her knife drawn and nodded to Livirnea to back away. "One word, one sound, and I'll use it. Understood?" The Maalfees noblewoman nodded, glaring malevolently. The infant's aura drew Scully like a beacon in a fog. Cradling him in her arms, she quickly did a cursory check of his temperature and breathing. "He seems fine," she observed with obvious relief. Mulder grabbed for the crystal he wore on a chain around his neck and peered into it intently. In seconds, I could hear Hannu's voice acknowledging him. "We're ready and we need to make it quick, Hannu. Is Reinald with you?" "I just sent a runner for him, Mulder. We've been taking turns since dawn, waiting here in the courtyard for your signal. Don't worry, I'll start and he can join in when he gets here. Do you have my grandson?" "Both the Prince and Livirnea are with us and are fine. But- " The hallway outside reverberated with the sounds of weapons jangling and booted soldiers running. "But I think we've worn out our welcome. Tarnor and I will start things from our end now. Be ready!" He dropped the crystal as he and Tarnor lost no time getting into their trance. Ringlets of blue-white Mage energy coursed down their arms, their legs, their torsos, bright enough to hurt the eyes. I began looking for something to do, some way to help. "Jourdain - give me a hand." Together we pushed a tall heavy armoire against the door. Hopefully, it would buy us enough time to Gate out of there. Then again, it might not... Jourdain didn't look happy about our situation. There was a thump at the door. "Lady Vilga! Lady Vilga, are you in there? Are you all right? We have intruders!" Aldara pointed the knife meaningfully at the woman's throat. She swallowed convulsively, then shouted out, "Go away, Brandnor - you'll wake the child!" There was a moment of hesitation. We dared to hope that the dragon-woman's assurance was enough to send the soldiers away, but it was short-lived. "Open the door, Lady Vilga. I want to see for myself!" Just then, the Prince let out a lusty squawl at being disturbed from his nap. For a split second, Aldara's attention was diverted, but it was enough. The noblewoman twisted from her grasp and began to yell. "They're here! They- " Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Aldara throw an impressive hook, and the woman went down like a sandbag. Much as I would have liked to remark on her prowess, at that moment Jourdain and I were throwing our weight against the armoire in an attempt to keep out the squad of soldiers trying their best to get in. A quick glance at Mulder showed that the Mages were fully involved in Gate building now, a terrifying column of blue fire climbing to the high ceiling, and twisting like a serpent. At some point Scully must have handed the baby over to Livirnea. I found her at my side, adding her slight weight to our all-too-temporary blockade. "How much more time, Scully?" I panted. "How much more time do they need?" She took a quick look. "We're a couple of minutes away. Somehow we have to buy them that time!" Well, our impromptu blockade wasn't going to do it. I turned and caught Jourdain's eyes. He knew it too. Already, the armoire had been pushed back a good six inches. Another few seconds and the door would be open enough for the goons from the hall to start pouring in. "Stay here," Jourdain grunted. "Keep your weight against it. If we can prevent the door opening all the way, they'll have to come in one by one. We might be able to hold them. Scully, Aldara - with me." I nodded, not wanting to waste my breath talking. I repositioned myself at the center of the armoire and dug in. "I'm ready." I said, and braced myself. Jourdain, Scully and Aldara leapt to the entryway, swords drawn, to meet the first of the Maalfees goons. Then all hell broke loose. In seconds, the trio were battling twice their number. All promises to the Goddess were off now - they were fighting for their lives. Already three Maalfees soldiers lay on the floor, the stones running slick and scarlet with their blood, their bodies ironically helping to limit the numbers of their comrades from entering. I was heaving so hard the sweat ran off me in rivers and my veins stood out like ropes. Frantically I glanced over my shoulder. The roaring column of blue-white Mage energy was now bent towards the floor, the Mages trembling with their efforts to control it. Livirnea stood nearby, poised to dash through the moment it was secured. The area encompassed by the near-arch was swirling, coalescing into something that was not quite discernible yet, but becoming clearer by the second. "Aaagh- !" My head whipped back in time to see Jourdain's sword dispatch one of the Maalfees soldiers - but not before one of his buddies had sunk his knife hilt-deep in the big man's lower chest. "Jourdain!" "It's secured!" Livirnea shouted, and, Heir to the Throne in her arms, hurried though the pulsating blue portal. Our job was done. Now all we had to do was get the hell out of there alive. I drew my sword. "Scully - you and Aldara take Jourdain through." "But- " "That's an order! I'll hold them off and stay with Mulder." As the women sagged beneath the burden of the big man's weight and pulled back from the door, I dived in. My unconventional swordsmanship caught the well-trained Maalfees troops unawares, and I probably got in a few strikes I shouldn't have. But they were driving me back steadily; it was all I could do to prevent them from flanking me. The pileup of bodies partially blocking the door was the only thing saving me from being completely outmanned and cut down in my tracks. "Mulder!" "Tarnor, go! I'll hold the Gate until Walter gets through. Walter, come on!" Mulder urged. As the gargoyle scurried through the archway, I could vaguely pick out the forms of those of our party who had made it to safety on the other side of the Gate. I got in a lucky slice at my current opponent and he dropped to the floor. For once, there was no one to immediately take his place, though several goons were trying to clear the bodies from the door. Once they did that.... Spinning, I rushed to the Gate. "We're out of time! Go on, Mulder!" Mulder looked terrible, completely worn out by the fight to control the Gate under impossible conditions. He gave me a shove toward the portal. "No... have to go last.... Have to keep it... secured... until we go through. Go, Wal- aaagh!" Brandnor had at last burst through the door over the bodies of his comrades. At Mulder's cry, I jerked around in time to see the son of a bitch's hand on the hilt of the knife protruding from the Mage's shoulder blade. Blind with rage, I slashed out with my sword, neatly decapitating him. But the damage was done. As Mulder fought desperately to remain conscious, the Gate seemed to take on a life of its own. Tendrils of energy broke away from the arch, coiling and thrashing like high tension lines in a hurricane. I hoisted Mulder over my shoulder in a fireman's carry. Beyond the Gate, I could see Reinald and Hannu fighting to control the runaway energy from their side. But their images were getting less and less distinct. I didn't know until later that only a deluded and suicidal moron would have tried to go through an unstable Gate. As they say, ignorance is bliss, I guess. My eyes on the thrashing ropes of energy, I timed my leap. Clutching Mulder, I took a deep breath and dived through. An unholy roar filled my ears and I landed hard on the cobblestones of Fairwoods courtyard. Fortunately, Mulder was on top of me, and not underneath. I yelled... something. Reinald looked appalled, but Hannu appeared grasp whatever the hell I said. In an instant, just as searing heat and debris blasted through what was left of the Gate, it disappeared. Reinald and Hannu sagged to the cobblestones. It was just a guess, but it occurred to me that back at Maalfees Manor, things had just gone from bad to worse. End of Chapter Seventeen Chapter Eighteen Some of what happened next I was unaware of while it was going on, and various beings filled me in later. At the time, I was too busy laying stunned and senseless on the cobblestones of the courtyard. Apparently Lishla, there to observe Gating under Reinald's tutelage, took charge. As soon as Aldara and Scully stumbled through the Gate dragging Jourdain between them, the elven apprentice had sent a runner for Kyla. Fortunately, the Healer was already on her way, wanting to check the Prince when he arrived. She soon had her hands full. Scully had knelt at Jourdain's side to enter his body as a Healer, to stop the heavy bleeding from his chest wound. Kyla joined her just about the time Mulder and I made our precipitous arrival. What with Hannu and Reinald on the ground, dropped by exhaustion and the aftereffects of the uncontrolled Gate, and Jourdain's serious wound, Mulder and I lay stunned and almost unnoticed. Finally Urielle raised the alarm when she saw the dagger protruding from Mulder's back. Judging by their facial expressions, the Healers seemed to exchange some sort of communication, then Scully ran over to us. Two guards lifted Mulder off me and gently set him prone on the cobblestones. Scully was... Scully. Shutting away her emotions, she set to work on Mulder with spare, economic movements. Almost unmarked in all the activity, King Andalor and Queen Shannon arrived. Livirnea proudly handed the wailing heir back to his mother, who was close to hysterical with relief. The King spent a few moments welcoming his son home, and then looked around at all the unconscious and semiconscious men on the ground. Hurriedly, he sent for litter bearers. At that point, Tarnor was having a tough time even staying on his feet; casting a levitation spell for all who needed it was out of the question. I dragged myself over to Mulder's side. His bleeding now controlled, Scully had removed the knife. He twitched and mumbled for a few moments before his breathing became the slow and even respirations of sleep. His bondmate sighed, then opened her eyes and became aware of my presence. "I think it's okay, Walter. Fortunately, the knife caught him in the scapula. The bone's chipped and hurts like hell, and there's some muscle trauma, but it stopped the knife from passing through to any vital organs. At the moment, I'm more concerned with the effects of the Gate." I nodded. Getting to my feet, I put a hand out and helped her to stand. She was covered in blood. "Jourdain?" She bit her lip. Hesitantly she admitted, "I don't know, Walter. He's in shock from blood loss. His spleen was ruptured, and I think the very bottom of his left lung was punctured. He's... I just don't know." We watched as Kyla directed the first pair of litter bearers, gently lifting the injured Captain of the Guards and carrying him off to her cottage, a blood-soaked and tearful Aldara at their side. We weren't the only ones watching the drama. Andalor, his arm around Shannon, approached us. "Scully, how is Mulder?" he asked gravely. "His injury will heal. But he's exhausted, and the unstable Gate.... I'm not sure. Damage due to the use of Mage powers is largely beyond the scope of Healers." He nodded. "This isn't the right time or place - but Shannon and I want you to know how grateful we are." "I couldn't forgive myself if- " Shannon's tears of joy had turned to tears of regret and fear as she gazed at the men lying on the cobblestones. "Mulder... my father... Reinald... and poor Jourdain.... Oh, Scully, I'm so sorry!" she cried brokenly. She gave the Queen a reassuring hug. "It will be all right, Shannon. Go on back to your chamber. I'm sure your son's hungry." That was putting it mildly. The kid had been protesting non- stop and was frantically rooting at the front of Shannon's gown, looking for his next meal. "Don't worry, Your Majesty," I said. "We'll keep you and King Andalor informed." They nodded gravely, and set off back to the castle. Scully turned her attention to the litter bearers, who had finally arrived in force and were looking for instructions. "Take the Mages to their chambers," she directed. "I'll be right there." I noticed she had gotten pale and was visibly trembling as she watched the bearers move away with their precious cargoes. Livirnea and Urielle followed, helping the exhausted little gray guy stay on his feet. "Scully? Sc- " I think she would have passed out if I hadn't grabbed her. "Dana? Are you all right?" She buried her head against my chest and my arms automatically encircled her. She never made a sound, but from the dampness I was feeling through my shirt, I knew she was crying. I just held her and stroked her hair, murmuring incomprehensible nothings. But I felt it - and evidently she did too. That serenity, that calm, that comfort.... She sniffled, then giggled a little before finally pulling out of my arms. "You should bottle that stuff, Walter. Beats the hell out of Prozac." A little self-conscious, I smiled down at her. "You gonna be okay?" Scully nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine now. It's just reaction to... everything. It always happens. But I'm okay now. Thank you, Walter. Thank you for saving Mulder." Sighing, I frowned. "I'm just sorry I didn't do a better job of it." She shook her head impatiently. "You didn't stab him; they did. And you risked taking him through that damned Gate. Do you have any idea what would have happened if you hadn't done that?" she asked. We began walking to the castle. "Yeah - we would have been surrounded and hacked to death by the Maalfees goons." She laughed shortly and without humor. "They wouldn't have had the chance. Mulder lost control of the Gate when they stabbed him. That Gate was built by four Mages, three of them arguably the most powerful in all the Realm. Walter, a second after you carried Mulder out of there through the Gate, Maalfees Manor and the cliffs it sat on were undoubtedly vaporized by the uncontrolled Mage energy." My steps faltered for a moment and then resumed their regular cadence. "I guess that explains the debris and the heat that blasted us from the arch." She nodded. "Furthermore, if you hadn't gotten through to Hannu, telling him and Reinald to shut down the Gate on their end, Fairwoods could have suffered the same fate." This time I stopped dead. "*I* did that? I don't recall saying anything like that." She halted and turned, looking at me strangely. "You came through the Gate, bellowing at them to close it. You don't remember that?" Concerned now, she held my chin, checking my pupils. Gently, I brushed her hands away. "I'm fine, Scully. I just don't remember saying that." "Maybe *you* didn't. Maybe you had help," she said, searching my face. "The Goddess?" She nodded. "And maybe that's why Daanna insisted that I go with the search party?" Thoughtfully, she nodded again. "The fogbank... your directional sense in the Manor... closing the Gate. It makes sense." We once more began walking in the direction of the castle. "I've been wondering about that myself." I shook my head. "Shit, Scully. All this is so foreign to me, so unreal. But it's happening. It's really happening, right?" We entered the castle through an archway and climbed the winding staircase up to our level. "Yes, it's actually happening, Walter," she agreed gravely. We strolled in silence through the hallways to our respective doors. "Why don't you clean up and get some rest? I'll be busy with Mulder for a while. Then I suppose I'd better check on the other Mages and see how they're doing, even if I can't help all that much. Kyla will have her hands full with Jourdain." "Sure you're going to be all right now?" She smiled, back to the controlled, capable Scully I was so familiar with. "I'll be fine. Thanks again, Walter." I nodded and waited until she went into the chamber she shared with Mulder. Suddenly exhausted, I pushed open the door to my own room. I got as far as the bed when the urge to sleep overwhelmed me. Climbing fully clothed onto the high bed, I kicked off my boots and was asleep before they hit the floor. ~ ~ ~ "Well, would you look at the state of yourself!" I opened one eye to find Lita standing in my doorway with her hands on her hips. She moved aside to let Tilfo enter with hot water for my bath. "Aye, after all your good works, you must have been exhausted. Well, your breakfast is here, and your bath almost ready." Stiffly, I slid out of bed, still dressed in my filthy and bloodstained clothes from the day before. I stretched to try to get the soreness out of my body. "What's going on, Lita? Any word about how Jourdain's doing? And Mulder? What about the other Mages?" "Sit yourself down, Warrior Priest, and I'll bring you up to date. As the Goddess knows, I'm not a gossip, but I do get to hear a thing or two in my travels...." That was an understatement. While she served breakfast and fussed over me, she talked nonstop. "Mages Reinald and Hannu are doing well this morning. Still tired, but well enough to take little Daanna for her lessons as usual. Mage Tarnor is the best of the lot. He was on his way to see the King when I last saw him." "What about Mulder?" I asked, my mouth full of bread and cheese. "I was getting to him," she said with exaggerated patience. "More porridge? Bread? Oh, all right.... Mage Mulder is better. Not himself quite yet, but better. He's staying in bed at Warrior Healer Scully's command, but not happy about it. Still having pain between his treatments, but he's had worse before, so I expect he'll be right as rain in no time. Scully - she's exhausted, the poor thing. She was up most of the night, worrying over her bondmate, then checking on the other Mages, making sure all was well. Then, just as she was about to finally get some sleep, Aldara came for her at the run." "Jourdain?" I asked in alarm. "Is Jourdain all right?" I both liked and respected the Captain of the Guards, admired his values and the quiet dignity with which he conducted himself. Given enough time, I thought we could become good friends. But from the shape he was in the day before, I began to doubt we would have that time. "Drink your tea and have a little patience," Lita shot back smartly. "I was coming to that. Now, where was I? Oh, yes... Captain Jourdain was very ill indeed. I don't think I've ever seen Healer Kyla look so worried or work so hard. He had lost so much blood, y'see, and even a wonderful Healer like Kyla has limits. Aldara, poor mite, never left his side, and all the while her big green eyes showing so much fear.... Anyway, Healer Kyla had gotten him stable and all seemed to be going well for a while. Then suddenly, there was some sort of a setback, and she was losing him. So she sent Aldara running for Warrior Healer Scully. Three full candlemarks they worked on him, and brought him back. He was well on the way to taking the Journey, I tell you. 'Twas a miracle they were able to save him." "How is he now?" "Even here, such wounds are not cured in a day, Warrior Priest," she admonished me. "It will take time. But he is out of danger, Healer Kyla is sure of that now. Later today, he will be moved back to his own cottage, another good sign. He's strong and battle-hardened. If he has survived Aldara's cooking all this time, he'll survive this," she finished firmly. "She's that bad a cook, huh?" Lita rolled her eyes dramatically. "The stories I could tell you!" I smiled, then sobered. "How's Daanna taking all of this?" Sighing, she replied, "She's a puzzle, that little one. I've known that child since the day she was born, and I still can't figure her out. But neither can her parents, nor Reinald or Hannu, so I'm in good company. Do you know what she told Reinald?" I shook my head in response, but Lita, busy building a roaring fire in the hearth, didn't notice. Not that it mattered. It would take the powers of five Mages to stop Lita from talking when she was in full speight. She collected so much information, much of it obviously first-hand, that I began to wonder if she ever slept. "Well, Reinald broke the news to her about her father, fearing the worst. But she was calm as a summer sky. Just said, 'Oh, I know. I just didn't want to scare them. But Daddy will be all right. They said so'." "So she knew?" I exclaimed incredulously. "She knew all along? Those... those voices in her head told her that her father would be wounded, but would survive? And she just accepted it?" Christ. And I thought Mulder was spooky. Lita sighed again. "Evidently." "But why didn't- " "Why didn't she say something to them, warn them?" The elven servant shrugged. "Perhaps it was fated. Unavoidable." "And she reasoned that by telling them, they might have done something differently, consciously or unconciously. Something that might have altered the outcome of our mission." "That's what Reinald and Hannu seem to think, anyway. Now, if you've finished eating, your bath is ready. And if you don't mind my saying so," she observed, wrinkling her pert nose, "you are more than overdue for it." ~ ~ ~ I felt a hundred percent better after a bath and changing into clean clothes. The door to Mulder and Scully's room was closed. I didn't hear any movement inside so I assumed they were asleep. At loose ends, I decided to see if Jourdain was up to a visit. Of course, Kyla would be there too.... The day was spectacular - sparkling clear and cool, with little wind. In spite of the previous days in the saddle, I promised myself a ride out into the countryside later. I noticed that Fairwoods was still relatively crowded. Apparently those who had come for the Naming Day Ceremony had hung around, waiting to see what would happen. The thought of sitting through another interminable ritual was enough to make me cringe. I also noticed some of the King's troops standing guard around an impressively large dwelling. Although the standards outside were bare, I surmised that this was Maalfees' clan headquarters here in Fairwoods. I had wondered about the punishment that the plotters would receive. The crowd at Maalfees Manor, of course, had been vaporized by the Gate and were beyond worldly punishment, but the remainder of the Noble House here would have to be dealt with. Certainly they had known about the plot, if not actively participated in it. Murder, treason, kidnapping... surely capital offences. Although not squeamish by nature, I had no desire to end my time in this remarkable place by witnessing a mass execution, no matter how richly the prisoners deserved it. I walked up the path to Kyla's cottage, knocked, and entered. In the cot I had occupied on my arrival in Fairwoods lay Jourdain, uncharacteristically pale and vulnerable. Kyla had evidently been dozing in the chair by the hearth. She looked exhausted, her plain gown still spattered with Jourdain's blood, and tendrils of hair escaping her normally neat braid. When she saw me, she started to rise. "No - don't get up," I whispered. I went quietly to the hearth and bent down to kiss her fire-warmed cheek. "How's he doing?" "Better." She smiled wanly. "It was a long and difficult night, and he will need treatments for at least ten days yet. But he will heal." "And how are you doing?" She waved dismissively. "Mage Hannu will be here later to levitate Jourdain back to his cottage. After that, I will have a chance to clean up and get some rest. Don't worry, Walter," she smiled. "Who, me? I wasn't worried." "Yes, you were. You know, as an empath, you transmit your feelings very easily." I smiled ruefully. "Looks like I can't get away with anything." "That is correct. And don't you forget it," she replied teasingly. Then she sobered. "Scully told me you had been injured." "Just a cut - nothing serious." "Let me see." Reluctantly, I pulled my shirt up so she could see the side of my chest. "Healer Scully does good work," she commented appraisingly. "Still, it must give you some pain... it is not fully healed, and there are places where the wound edges have pulled apart and you have bled again." I snorted. "With what's been going on the last couple of days, I'm not surprised. All things considered, I got out of it lightly." "Let me- " "No. No, Kyla. You've done enough healing for today. You're exhausted." "Does it show?" I smiled. "I'm an empath, remember?" "When I have rested, I shall expect to see you for a treatment," she said with mock severity. "When you have rested, I'll be here with bells on." She looked puzzled. "With bells on? Why would you wear bells, Walter?" I laughed softly. "It's just an expression from my world. I guess it doesn't translate very well." She sank back down in her chair. There was a short silence, then she said quietly, "I did not get much of a chance to talk to you after the Prince was taken. Did you have the opportunity to speak to the Royal Priestess? Or to Urielle?" I sighed. "To both, for all the good it did me. Basically, they repeated what you and Mulder said. Since my combination of talents is unprecedented, no one seems to know what the rules are. The Royal Priestess said the Goddess would let me know what to do - to 'listen with my heart'." Serenely, she nodded, but her eyes shone with happiness. God, how I wanted to take her in my arms. I practically had to clamp my hands to my sides not to act on the impulse. I shook my head. "But I don't know, Kyla. I'm not sure what I'm hearing. Is it the Goddess, giving us her blessing? Or am I hearing only what I want to hear? And there's another thing.... I'm only a visitor here. Soon, I'll be going back to my world. Is it fair to you - is it fair to either of us - to act on what we feel?" She shrugged. "I can't answer that for you, Walter. I know you will return to your world, and I accept that." She looked at me straight in the eyes. "And I know that I will be content with whatever time we have, whatever time you are willing to give me." "You deserve better," I said quietly. "That is for me to decide." There was stirring from the cot. I went over and crouched down. The big Captain was awake, his face etched in pain. I took his hand. "How are you doing, Jourdain?" "I have... been better, my friend. Wh- what happened.. after we Gated out?" Briefly I told him everything that had gone on, although I left out the part about Daanna, and glossed lightly over Mulder's injury. "The Prince?" "He's fine. Back with his parents, as if nothing had happened." He nodded. "The King... what will happen... about Maalfees?" "I don't know, Jourdain. I haven't seen him since shortly after we returned. Their manor here in Fairwoods is under guard, but that's all I know." He nodded, and a gasp of pain escaped from his lips. "Jourdain...." I felt his pain and fear, and concentrated as much comfort as I could to the place where our hands joined. Moments later, he sighed softly, and the lines of pain on his face became less pronounced. "You truly... have the gift, Walter," he said, his eyes closing. "It's time for a treatment, Captain Jourdain," said Kyla softly. "Mage Hannu will be here soon to take you back to your cottage." "Aldara- ?" "Aldara's fine. She's just getting some sleep. She'll be awake to greet you on your return." "Relax now, Jourdain," I said. "Let Kyla make you feel better. You'll be well enough to teach me more about swordfighting in no time." He nodded. As I moved away from the cot, Kyla took my place. "Will I see you later, Walter?" she asked. She didn't elaborate, but we both knew what she meant. "I hope so.... I have some 'listening' to do." She smiled gravely and nodded, then turned to Jourdain to begin the healing treatment. I let myself out quietly. End of Chapter Eighteen *****R/NC-17***** Those under eighteen or who object to fairly graphic consentual sex, please bail out now. Suffice to say, Skinner and Kyla consummate their relationship, okay? Now go on to Chapter Twenty. All others - full steam ahead... and I do mean steam. Chapter Nineteen Mulder was awake when I got back. Evidently I had just missed a visit by his favorite Protocol Minister. I smiled. "I'm surprise you didn't have a relapse on the spot." "Tea, Walter?" "Please, Scully." "I almost did," Mulder replied dryly. "I think the only thing that prevented it was his mood." "Which was?" "Pissed is putting it mildly." He took the mug Scully offered with a smile of thanks. "Apparently King Andalor spoke to him about the Naming Day Ceremony. Ballorca, of course, wanted to take the whole thing again from the top. Thank God the King pulled rank. Everyone's been through enough in the past few days without having to sit through all that again. And I'm not sure how much I would be able to participate - I'm under strict healer's orders to take it easy. Anyway, Andalor saw no reason to repeat those parts of the ceremony that had already taken place." I snorted. "Since when did you ever follow doctor's orders?" "When it suits my purposes to do so." He grinned back, unrepentant. "And the idea of chanting for hours made me seriously think a relapse might be in order. So I lay here looking as pathetic as possible while Ballorca vented his spleen, ranting and raving about the break in tradition being impossible, unthinkable, yadda, yadda, yadda. But the King had spoken - fortunately - so he had no choice but to obey. No doubt he thinks the Realm is going to Hell in a handbasket. But tomorrow there will be an abbreviated ceremony... well, as abbreviated as these things ever get here." I sipped my tea. "I owe you one, Mulder. I'm not sure I could have sat through all that again." "I don't think Andalor was looking forward to it any more than we were," commented Scully, perched on the bed next to Mulder. "I think at least subconsciously he blames the long, drawn out ceremony for giving the Maalfees conspirators the time to pull off the Prince's abduction." I grunted. "He has a point. Speaking of which - what is Andalor going to do about Maalfees? Have you talked to him?" Mulder nodded. "He stopped in to see how I was doing. Poor kid looked tired. Bad enough the extremely vocal demands of the young Prince kept him up, but he's also losing sleep deciding what to do about Maalfees. I'll say this, he's bending over backwards to be fair. He's spent candlemarks conferring with Lord Mandor, Reinald and Prince Mavor, trying to reach a decision. Something that will punish Maalfees and serve as a deterrent to future plotters, but not send the Houses into open revolt in convenient sympathy for their noble brothers." "How does the legal system work? Will there be a trial? I got a little insight from what Scully told me about Reinald's trial, but that hardly makes me an expert." Scully fielded that one. "I'm not sure anyone is an expert, in this case. It was an unprecedented act, at least in scope. Evidently the Council of Representatives will meet, but since Lord Granoc of Maalfees has already confessed - with a distinct lack of remorse, I might add - an actual trial won't be necessary. It's just what retribution to exact that's in question." She sighed. "Since their son is back and unharmed, both the King and Shannon have gotten a lot less bloodthirsty." "I'm glad to hear that, anyway. So - how are you feeling, Mulder?" He shrugged. "I'll live. I think I have more of a hangover from the damned Gate than anything else. The shoulder hurts, but Scully's taking care of that. It's getting better with every treatment." He paused, then went on, "By the way, thanks for hauling my ass out of there. I was trying to tell you that we had to make a hasty exit, but I was" - his lips twisted in a self-deprecating smile - "at an uncharacteristic loss for words at the time. Seriously, Walter - thank you." Gratitude has always embarrassed me for some reason. I passed it off lightly. "My pleasure, Mulder. You have no idea how many times I've wanted to sling you over my shoulder and drag you out of some of mess you've managed to get yourself into." "Well, glad to see I've fulfilled one of your fantasies," he replied dryly. He shot a dirty look at Scully, who was still giggling at my comment. I imagine she'd often felt the same way. He clearly wanted to change the subject. "Any idea how Jourdain's doing?" "Yeah - just saw him as a matter of fact. He looks... well, rough. He's in a lot of pain, looks weak. But Kyla said he should be okay - it will just take some time." I drained my mug and stood to leave. "Off so soon, Walter?" Scully questioned. "Uh... yeah. It's a nice day out. I thought I'd take a ride outside the walls." Her eyebrow arched in surprise. "I would have thought you'd have had enough riding for a while." "I guess I discovered that I really missed it. I've got some thinking to do, anyway. I always seem to do a better job of it when I'm outside, surrounded by nature." I'm sure they knew exactly what I'd be thinking about. Scully slid off the bed to plant a kiss on my cheek, then Mulder extended his hand. I grasped it briefly, feeling his emotions - his sympathy, his friendship, his unselfish desire for me to find the same sort of happiness he had found with Scully. Overwhelmed by their depth of feeling and acutely uncomfortable, I beat a hasty retreat out of there. ~ ~ ~ I let my horse lead the way, along trails that were no doubt familiar to it. It had gotten a little warmer but the air still remained as invigorating as a crisp autumn day in the Pacific Northwest. Except for ducking under the occasional low-hanging branch, I had nothing to do but enjoy the out-of-doors and think. I kept coming up with the same decision - that I would forever regret it if I let this opportunity for closeness pass by. That what I felt for Kyla could be love, no matter how bizarre the circumstances I found myself in. Indeed, the beings of this strange reality had proven themselves to be every bit as capable of love and hate, courage and cowardice, integrity and duplicity as those in my own world. I had even come to the point of developing a real sense of attachment for the Realm and its beings - especially one. Not that I didn't have some reservations about my decision - primarily, the fact that I'd be leaving soon. I had no idea of what the relative timeframes were in my world and this one, but surely the day would be arriving all too soon when I would have to leave this incredible place. After all, it wasn't like I'd be able to call Kyla from my celphone, or drop by for the weekend. Then again.... I made a mental note to ask Mulder about the extreme possibilities.... The air had grown warmer and more humid, and the vegetation more lush - almost tropical, with giant ferns and small palm-like trees. Over exotic birdcalls there was the sound of cascading water, increasing in volume as we ambled down the path. The thick canopy of dappled green overhead was broken by a small open area off to my right. I urged my mount onto a narrower path that led in that direction. The idyllic scene took my breath away - a pool formed by hot springs, reflecting the sunlight off the blue-green of the water though a mist of iridescent vapor. Tall trees and rocks ringed the pool, which was about fifty feet in diameter. Directly across from my vantage point was a small waterfall, less than two dozen feet in height and roughly half that in width. I slid down off the huge Realm horse and tied the reins loosely to a bush. It immediately began grazing on the abundant grass nearby. Cautiously, I dipped my fingers into the pool, to my delight finding it hot, but not scalding. It didn't take ten seconds for me to strip naked and dive in. When I surfaced, the sharp tang of the air contrasted satisfyingly with the warmth of the water. I dove again, feeling the caress of mineral bubbles sweep the length of my body. The pool was unexpectedly deep and clear, and I played in its blue-green depths for some time. Then I pulled myself out to sit on a sun-warmed rock, steam rising from my heated body in the cool air. A thought occurred to me, and I clambered over the boulders towards the waterfall. The spray confirmed my suspicions that the torrent would be significantly cooler than the water in the pool. I intended to have a sauna, Realm- style. When I had showered in the brisk cascade until chilled, I would dive back into the hot water of the pool, and repeat the sequence until I felt thoroughly cleansed and relaxed in mind and body. Then I would ride over to see Kyla. I crawled over the rocks ringing the pool to the left, which skirted the back of the waterfall to a rocky shelf. Entering the chilly flow, I gasped at the power of the cold cascade. Inadvertantly, I backed up a little to get out of the force of the torrent, and yelped in surprise when my back collided with cool flesh. I wheeled around to see who shared my idyllic spot. At the same time, a curtain of long wet blonde hair swung toward me. It was Kyla, and once again my breath left me. If I had had years in which to concoct a fantasy, it couldn't have even come close to this reality. She was... beautiful. Her hair hung loosely to her waist, waving slightly. Her midnight blue eyes first widened in surprise, and then warmed in welcome as she recognized me. Her smile alone lit up the shaded rocky platform on which we stood. The spray from the waterfall pelted her high, full breasts, her nipples deep pink and already pebbled. I made no effort to hide the inevitable response of my own body. She laughed throatily. "Well, Walter, it appears you have your answer. Indeed, the Goddess seems to be throwing us together." My hand trembled slightly as I reached out to caress her face. "It certainly looks like it." She almost purred with my touch and stepped closer to me, her hands brushing against my chest. "You have a duty to serve your Goddess, you know," she said with mock gravity. I smiled. "My spiritual Goddess - or my earthly one?" "Both, I hope." Slowly, she put her arms around my neck and pressed her mouth to mine, opening eagerly when my tongue sought entry. I moaned low in my throat as her hips undulated against my throbbing erection. Seemingly of their own volition, my hands roamed her body, skimming the silk of her back, lifting the weight of her breasts, my thumbs teasing her nipples, then returning to squeeze the globes of her bottom, forcing her hips more firmly against my own. I wrenched my mouth from hers. "Goddess, I love you, Kyla. But are you sure?" Two deceptively strong hands clutched at my ass as she peppered my chest with small, open-mouthed kisses. "I was never... so sure... of anything... in my life...." With a growl, I sank to the stone platform just out of the torrent, pulling her down on top of me. Enveloped in her thick curtain of hair, we explored every crevice of each other's mouths, then moved to unexplored territory. She sucked my earlobe, nipping playfully as her fingers wove through the hair on my chest and toyed with my nipples. While I would have revelled in her touch forever, I decided it was time I took charge of the situation. Rolling over quickly, I pinned her to the ground under me, kissing and biting at her throat, her shoulders as she moaned encouragement. In happy surprise, she cried out as I took one hardened nipple in my mouth, sucking strongly as my fingers taunted the other. "Oh Goddess, Walter! It's so good, it feels so good!" Ever obedient to my goddess, I switched to the other side, treating it to the same attention the other had enjoyed. Her strong hands traveled up and down my back, from my shoulders to my ass, kneading, scratching, caressing. I worked my way down, my tongue exploring the pool of her navel, licking and kissing her hipbones before moving to the sandy- colored thatch between her thighs. "Wh-what...? Oh Walter.... Oh Goddess, yes!" she cried out, her hips rising in reflexive rhythm to meet my tongue. As gently as I could, I slid one finger, then two into her narrow passage, stroking in and out in time to the laving of my tongue on her sensitive nub. "Oh, Goddess... don't stop.... No, stop.... No, don't.... Walter, I want you, I want you *now*!" "Patience, my goddess," I crooned, and went back to my exquisite torture. "Walter, please.... Oh, Goddess, it's too much!" she panted. She was very wet and very ready, and I don't think I could have held out much longer. But I was taking care. Her emotions, coming to me in powerful waves, were mostly love and trust and need. But a touch of fear made me believe this was probably Kyla's first time, and I was determined to make it perfect for her. I kissed her deeply, letting her taste her rich honey on my tongue. "Please, Walter... now," she begged, caressing my face, my chest. "Easy, beloved. I don't want to go too fast, I don't want to hurt you." "I *need* you!" I smiled. "I need you, too," I replied in a low voice, rough with emotion and the strain of control. "But I want to do this right." She grasped my head, looking me directly in the eyes. "I love you, Walter." "I love you, too, Kyla," I whispered, and edged myself into her wet opening. She gasped in surprise at the unaccustomed sensation. Trembling with the effort not to suddenly sink myself into her, I advanced slowly as her body stretched to accommodate me. Somehow I managed to stop when I felt resistence. "It's all right, Walter. Now! Please!" I took a nipple into my mouth and sucked hard as I pushed through the resistence. Her inadvertant gasp halted me, and shaking, I waited until she panted, "Yes... more... now!" Then I pulled back and, with a groan, finally sank completely into her welcoming heat. Her long legs came up and around my back. "Yes, more... it's so good!" Spurred by her encouragement, I began driving harder and faster. Her emotions fed into mine and mine into hers, telling us everything we needed to know as I pounded away. When I had just about reached the limits of my control, I felt the rippling of her muscles and knew she was close. Again, there was a touch of fear to her emotions, as the unfamiliar power of her physical response began to overwhelm her. I drove in hard and fast. "It's all right, Kyla... just let go.... Don't be afraid of it... I've got you..," I gasped, sending her as much love and comfort as I was capable of. Her moans became staccato screams as her orgasm tore through her. One more thrust, and with a yell I emptied myself deep into her body. We lay for some minutes, spent and wrapped in each others' arms, until I felt myself slip from her body. Rolling to the side, I enveloped her in my arms and stroked her hair as she slowly came back to herself. Finally, she sighed happily and kissed me. "Are you all right?" I inquired anxiously. "I didn't hurt you?" "More than all right," she purred sleepily. "Walter, I had no idea.... Is it always like this?" I chuckled, then kissed her forehead and gathered her close. "It's never been this good for me before, Kyla. Never. Possibly the empathy thing has something to do with it. I felt your love and trust, and it made it so much... more. More satisfying. More powerful. I love you, you know that." She nodded, her eyes swimming with unshed tears. "What? Are you all right? God, I did hurt you, didn't I?" "No! No, Walter, no. You didn't, you made me feel... incredible... loved... cherished. All through our lovemaking, I could feel your concern for me." I relaxed a bit. "Did it bother you?" "On the contrary... it made me love you all the more... that you would be so concerned to give me as much pleasure as possible, as little discomfort. I guess I'm just a little overwhelmed. I really didn't know it would be so... so *much*." We held each other until we shook from the chill of the waterfall and the aftermath of amazing sex. Reluctantly, I got to my feet and held my hand out to her, helping her up. "Let's warm up," I suggested. Still holding hands, we circumvented the waterfall and leapt into the heart of the pool. There, we dived and played like young otters, surfacing to laugh and kiss and touch in the iridescent vapor. Finally, we pulled ourselves up to a large, flat boulder, letting the sun bake our bodies on one side while the heat from the rock soaked into us from the other. My arm was around her. Absently, she trailed her hand up and down along my body. I could hear her smile in her words. "The Goddess seems to have gifted you, Walter," she said playfully, letting her hand drift down to stroke my once-more burgeoning erection. I had been trying to ignore it. "Look, Kyla, you're going to be sore as it is - " I began. She laughed and slipped once more into the pool, tugging on my hand. "Come play, beloved...." I needed little encouragement. Smiling, I slid into the heat of the water and swam after her. She was everywhere - diving, swimming like a fish, teasing me with touches and caresses, then darting just out of reach. I found a shelf of rock on one side of the pool, where I was able to stand chest-deep and look into the depths. Confused and a bit alarmed, I lost track of her and didn't see her until she had made her move. She burst out of the water, her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. Without hesitation, she sank down onto my cock with a happy sigh. "Oh, Walter, you feel so good!" she whispered. She let her natural buoyancy carry her up and down, up and down, enveloping me, stroking me with her tight heat. I buried my face where her shoulder met her neck, kissing and nipping there. "God, Kyla - I can never get enough of you," I groaned. My hands went to her hips, guiding her rhythm, as my lips continued to work on her face, her neck, her breasts. When I was close, I moved a hand around to the front, urging it between us. I stroked her nub, feeling her leap in response, unimaginably turned on both by her reaction and by feeling myself thrusting into her. "Just a little more...." she panted. I clenched my teeth against the overpowering urge to come, rubbed her more roughly, thrust more deeply, more savagely. Kyla didn't seem to mind a bit, just rode me all the harder. Waves splashed on the surrounding rocks from the intensity of our efforts. Finally, when I couldn't have held out for one more second, I felt her muscles grip me hard. Mindless in her orgasm, she stifled her scream by sinking her teeth into my shoulder, and I was lost. Three more strokes and I was coming so hard I thought I'd pass out. I stood there, trembling, holding Kyla close until she began to rouse herself on my shoulder. I covered her face with kisses. "I love you, Kyla... but I think you're gonna kill me," I said with a groan. Her head still on my shoulder, she giggled happily. "Surely there are worse ways to go." "Every other way I can think of...." I felt myself slip out of her and she unwrapped her legs to stand on the rocky shelf. "The sun's going down - take me home, Walter." We swam to the side of the pool and got out, taking a few minutes to dry in the suddenly chill air before pulling on our clothes. She had walked to the pool, so I mounted my horse, then reached out a hand to pull her up into the saddle in front of me. Fortunately, the horse behaved himself and followed the path back to Fairwoods without too much guidance on my part. I was much too busy.... Maybe it was our activities on the way back. Maybe it was the effect of the horse's rhythmic stride on two bodies pressed together. Maybe it was the way time worked in the Realm, that I could recover from amazing sex and be ready for more with speed I hadn't approached since I was sixteen. Whatever it was, Kyla and I had no more closed the door to her cottage when we were relieving one another of our clothes and once more loving each other with all the passion and strength we possessed. Later, from the hearthrug, I watched the firelight dance on Kyla's silky skin as she lay sleeping in my arms. I smoothed her hair back, my hands unable to stop themselves from touching her. Now that we had admitted our love in the most intimate way possible - now what was I going to do? End of Chapter Nineteen Chapter Twenty I ended up staying the night. I had planned on leaving, had tried a couple of times. But one look at her face, her lush body, and I was simply not capable of walking the few steps out her door. Christ, no woman had ever had this kind of effect on me before. The knowledge that I would soon be leaving for my world - separating us, perhaps permanently, by more than mere miles - didn't help. Kyla might be able to handle it, but I already had my doubts that I would be equal to the task. Scully had covered Kyla's healing treatments for the night - something they had evidently set up in advance. Women think of everything. It also meant I would be spared the game of Twenty Questions, since it wiould be more than apparent to my agents where I had been all night and what I had been up to. No pun intended. I rolled out of Kyla's narrow bed and pulled on my clothes. Then I knelt down and kissed her awake. "Mmmm. Leaving so soon, Walter?" she asked sleepily. "It's after dawn, beloved. And if I don't leave now, we'll never be ready in time for the Naming Day Ceremony." "And I have a treatment to do for Jourdain first." She sighed and rolled over, her hair fanning out across her pillow, her lips still swollen from a thousand kisses. She reached out and stroked my head, smiling. "I love you, Walter." "I love you. But if you keep doing that, I'll never be able to walk out of here." She laughed and kissed me, then gave me a playful shove. "I'll see you at the Ceremony, then." We kissed again and I forced myself out of her cottage. I went first to Mulder and Scully's room. I needed information and they were my best source. From the sounds issuing through their door, however, they would find a visitor a most unwelcomed interruption. Well, that I could understand. I was about to move away when I noticed the carvings on their door. Now that I had been brought up to speed on their adventures in the Realm, I made the connection. A particularly throaty and blissful moan emanated from behind the door. Feeling the responding tug in my own body, I quickly moved off down the hall before things got out of hand. I pondered, as I walked, about who else might have the information I sought. After asking directions of several servants, I finally climbed the winding staircase up the southwest turret to Professor Neumann's quarters. I knocked tentatively, not wishing to awaken him, but was relieved when he called out for me to enter. "Warrior Priest Skinner! This is an honor. Please, join us for breakfast." With him at the refectory table sat Reinald. If I wanted information, I had come to the right place. "Thank you, Professor. And please, call me Walter. I have no wish to intrude, but I needed some information." "No intrusion at all. And you must call me Gunther. That's right, sit down and serve yourself. Will you pour the tea, Reinald? Now, what can we help you with?" Now that I was here, I was worried about how Reinald might react to the news of my relationship with Kyla. I was an outworlder, here by accident. And in spite of whatever services I had performed for the Realm, I didn't know how my love affair with a Realm native would go over. I was determined to keep Kyla out of it, if at all possible. I didn't mind taking the heat, but I would be damned if she would be stigmatized by our relationship. "I... I've come to understand much more of this world and its beings. I know my time left here must be short. What I've come to find out is.... What I mean is, I'd like to be able to maintain some kind of contact after I go back to my world. I've come to you to find how that might be possible." "Hmm. And is there any particular reason for this, Warrior Priest Skinner?" Reinbald asked. His face was bland, but his blue eyes sparkled. I cleared my throat and avoided his eyes, which seemed to see far too much. "Well.. yes, of course. I've become quite friendly with Jourdain, and several others. I'd like to be able to keep in touch with them, see how Jourdain is doing after his injury, that sort - " "And of course, there's your relationship with Kyla," he interjected equably. I confess, for a moment I reverted to my 'real world' mindset, and wondered if it had all been a set-up. When I arrived in the Realm, Reinald had been adamant that I keep the knowledge of the existence of the Realm a secret. What better way to ensure my silence than to involve me romantically with one of the beings here - to give me a cogent reason to want to protect this place. But nothing in Kyla's emotions had indicated anything of the sort, and although I could tell that the Royal Mage was pleased by the turn of events, I wasn't picking up anything that would lead me to believe it was because a carefully-hatched plot had suceeded. "Why, Walter - you appear quite astounded!" observed Gunther. "Let's just say I wish the Bureau had such accurate and prompt informants," I replied dryly. "Let me guess - Lita?" Reinald chuckled. "Don't blame the lass, Walter. She noticed that your room hadn't been slept in, and saw Scully at Jourdain's cottage late last night. She merely put two and two together. She doesn't mean to be indiscreet. I think in your case she's just genuinely happy for you and Kyla." "Then you approve?" He shrugged. "It's not for me to approve or disapprove. Kyla's a grown woman and can make her own decisions where her heart is concerned. But why would I disapprove? You have more than demonstrated your honor and your friendship to the Realm." "If it makes any difference, I had already decided to keep my knowledge of the existence of the Realm in confidence, Reinald. Even before Kyla. Being here... going through the changes I have...." I shook my head. "I can't risk the wrong people getting ahold of the knowledge of this place. I know now the Realm carries no threat to my world. I just wish I could say the reverse were true." "I was confident that you would come to that decision, Walter. All it took was time, and getting to know us better. I know you, just as Mulder and Scully, would willingly sacrifice yourselves rather than jeopardize the Realm." "In a heartbeat," I agreed solemnly. "So!" said Gunther. "You want to know about how to maintain contact with your friends here?" I nodded. "I'm not sure of the timeframes, but I'm assuming I don't have much time before I go back to my world." "Quite so. I've done some calculations. I won't bore you with the physics, but the backwash of time is almost over. Let's see, you left on Friday, the fourteenth of August. Mulder and Scully are due back on Monday, the seventeenth, from what I understand. Are you also due back the same day?" "No, actually I was taking Monday off." "Ah. Well, as you may or may not know, we now theorize that intent has almost as much to do with where and when you arrive back as the magic and equipment used to generate the vortex. But I see a couple of windows of opportunity...." ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ The Ceremony might have been abbreviated, but that didn't mean it wasn't too long for my taste. Evidently Ballorca had been able to negotiate with the King, or the Royal Priestess had thrown in her two cents' worth, because there was still a hell of a lot of chanting going on. Mulder was spared, but the King and the Priestess had more than a candlemark of prayers and recitations and whatever. The scene was much the same as it had been a few short days before - the filled stands, the overjoyed populace, fantastic beings from all corners of the Realm and beyond, nobles and their ladies resplendent in their gorgeous finery and jewels. The one difference - the empty seats of Maalfees House. Kyla sat by my side, looking radiant. I had never considered before that being close to me might make that much difference to anyone. Even Sharon - even when we were newlyweds, I never got the impression that I was all that important to her. But with Kyla - she just glowed, outshining even Shannon, the proud mother.... Which got me thinking about something Kyla and I would have to discuss, in view of the previous night's - and day's - activities.... Andalor's chant was drawing to a close. The poor kid looked exhausted. Then the Priestess stood. I recalled this part of the ceremony - it had come right before all hell had broken loose. The throng seemed to hold its collective breath as the Priestess called in New Realm for the child to be brought forth. On the dais, Shannon tensed, and I saw Mulder's hand creep over to rest upon hers. There was a blast of trumpets, and then, flanked by eight armed men in royal colors, a proud, dignified Livirnea carried a miraculously sleeping Heir to the Throne up the broad center aisle. This was the first time the child had appeared in public, and although I'm sure rumors had circulated on the efficient Realm grapevine, there was a sharp intake of breath from the aura-sensitive beings in the crowd. "Then it's true! Look at his aura!" "The Prince - he has magic powers!" "The return of the Mage Kings! Blessed be the Goddess!" The members of the Noble Houses took the news pretty much as Mulder had predicted they would - some quite happily, some resolutely, and others stone-faced and grim. But thankfully I was picking up none of the kind of vibes I had felt at the previous ceremony. At least for the moment no plots were being hatched. Their reaction hadn't escaped Scully. "Just give them time," she whispered to me, almost as if she could read my mind as well as her bondmate's. "They'll be up to their old tricks again sooner or later - at least until the Prince is old enough to use his powers to protect himself." Livirnea climbed the dais, placed the infant in his father's arms, curtsied deeply and then went to stand behind the Royal Family. Carefully, to avoid jostling the sleeping child, the King raised his arms upwards, and the tumult in the Great Hall grew, as the baby was presented to his subjects. Finally, Andalor lowered his arms and passed the baby to Shannon. The Priestess began to chant softly, sprinkling the child with herbs and wrapping him in some sort of greenery. I turned to Kyla. "Lashella vines," she whispered. "They're a symbol of the Goddess's protection." I nodded and was about to reply when the King started to speak. The tension in the Hall went up a couple of notches and the silence, except for the King's words, was absolute. With a lot more enthusiasm than he had shown while chanting, he began, "My beloved subjects and honored guests, we present to you our son. Queen Shannon and I have had many moon-cycles in which to come to a decision about his name. I know it has been a matter of some interest to many of you." There was a rumble of laughter from the stands. Evidently, the bets were still on. Andalor smiled and continued. "You know our customs call for the name never to be spoken until this ceremony, and we have abided by this tradition. You know also that it is customary for the name chosen to be one from the long and glorious history of the Realm. The Queen and I have conformed to this tradition as well - at least, in part." His violet eyes twinkled as he played his audienced. Bewildered murmuring could be heard, not only from the public stands but also from the nobles and other dignitaries in the circles of seats surrounding the dais. Ballorca looked like he was bracing himself for the worst. He might have gotten wind of Mulder's suggestion to Andalor - Prince Elvis. The King held up his hand for silence. "While it was important to us to honor the traditions of our land, we also felt that honor must be paid to one who has made such a difference to the life of the Realm. We wish" - the King looked down towards those of us in the VIP row - "that it were possible to so honor all of those who have given their hearts and shed their blood for the Realm.... Royal Mage Reinald, my beloved Regent, friend and protector...." Reinald gaze up at the boy King, pride on his face and tears in his eyes. "...Captain Jourdain, who even now lies recuperating from grave injuries sustained in recovering my son.... Warrior Priest Skinner - " I jumped - "who, though he came to us as a stranger, was instrumental in my son's recovery, and who will leave us as a treasured friend...." I really hadn't been expecting that. Thank God - and the Goddess - that the kid wouldn't be saddled with a name like Walter. But I felt myself blush in pleasure at the King's kudo, and Kyla gripped my hand proudly. I felt Scully tense beside me and followed her gaze up to her bondmate on the dais. Mulder had been quiet throughout the ceremony. He was pale, still overcoming the blood loss from his wound, and he had been obviously favoring his left shoulder. But now he was beginning to look most uncomfortable, though not, I thought, from any physical pain. "And so we name our son - after one whose life and reign was cut tragically short, and after another who has brought the Realm back from the brink of extinction not once but twice. Aptly, we name him after one who was a King, and after another who is a Mage. Beloved subjects of the Realm, I present to you our son - Prince Barnas Fox!" There was a roar from the crowd, and everyone was on their feet, cheering and stomping. True, some of the nobles were not terribly enthusiastic, and Ballorca was choking, but for the most part, the name seemed to go over well with the crowd. To my left, Scully whooped along with the crowd, her face glowing with pleasure for the honor paid to Mulder, and not a small amount of amusement at his reaction. Mulder looked completely disconcerted. Since he felt even more strongly about his name than I did mine, I'm sure he felt sorry for the little tyke, and probably wanted to take both Andalor and Shannon over his knee for cursing an innocent infant with it. A series of emotions played across his expressive face in the space of a heartbeat, but finally, looking pleased and touched, he approached Andalor, who enveloped him in a most unkingly hug. Livirnea took the baby from Shannon, who then leapt into Mulder's arms, the two of them simultaneously laughing and crying. I turned to look down at Scully, who was cheering as tears ran down her cheeks unnoticed. I squeezed her shoulder, then turned my attention to Kyla. Hell, everyone else was kissing and hugging, why shouldn't we? Eventually, the tumult quieted. Andalor nodded at Shannon, who took the Prince and marched out with Livirnea and the armed guards. "Beloved subjects and honored guests, I invite you to go into the courtyard, where there is food and drink and music and dancing for all. I would ask the indulgence of members of the Council of Representatives to stay in the Hall for a few moments, so we may conduct some urgent business of the Realm before joining the celebration." If the crowd thought anything unorthodox about the King's announcement, it was lost in the anticipation fo the party to come. In a remarkably short time, the stands emptied. I looked to Scully to try to find out what we were supposed to do, but she merely shrugged. Evidently, Mulder didn't know either. On the dais, Andalor went up to Mulder and whispered something to him. Mulder nodded, his expression somber, then he descended and sat down next to Scully. "Andalor wants us to stay. He's going to announce his decision about Maalfees. He doesn't think there'll be trouble, but just in case...." I passed the information on the Kyla and she let the rest of the VIP row know what was going on, although I think Reinald already had some idea. Looking around, I saw more of Andalor's guard posted around the Great Hall, just in case the decision didn't go down well with the Noble Houses. Once again, tension reigned. The big double doors at the back of the Hall thudded to a close as Andalor took his place on the huge throne in the center of the dais. Looking grim, he began in a low yet carrying voice, "Honored Council Members, I must announce to you that early this morning, Granoc of Maalfees took his own life in his cell." The news was met by shocked gasps from all around us. Mulder frowned and caught the eyes of Reinald, Tarnor and Hannu. From their looks of concentration, they were cooking up some sort of spell, maybe a protection spell for the King in case of attack. Scully's hand had drifted automatically to her sword. A low rumble of protest emanated from the section where the heads of the Houses sat, Dordinal's voices loudest of all. Andalor's commanding voice rang out over the indignant grumbles of the protesters. "Before you weep for Granoc, you might remember that he was a self-confessed traitor. In my opinion, he merely saved the Realm the unpleasant task of having to execute him." "Hear, hear!" cried out Prince Mavor. The shout was taken up by all the Representatives of the non-human species, and by some of the Houses. Mulder turned stiffly to look over his shoulder, then turned back with a smirk. "Looks like some of the Houses have decided it's in their interest to curry the King's favor," he observed. "For now, at least." Andalor continued. "That there was a plot against the Realm is clear. Granoc confessed as much. Maalfees' plan was to raise my son as one of them, to 'discover' his whereabouts and return him to the throne on my death. I am not so naive as to believe that that unhappy event would have been long in coming, once my son had been sufficiently influenced by his captors to promote Maalfees' interests." A few grim chuckles were heard from around the Hall. He raised his hand for silence. "The task before us now is to decide what punishment Maalfees has earned. Granoc did his best in his confession to make it appear that he singlehandedly conceived and executed this plot But we know from the statement of Lady Livirnea, who was held captive with my son in Maalfees' stronghold, and from our own common sense, that this was not the case. Granoc sat before us in this very Hall as my guards were being murdered, and my son abducted. Clearly, many others were involved in this conspiracy against the Realm... and against every one of you, for Maalfees sought to become the pre-eminent House through this plot. Surely you can imagine the fortunes of your own Houses should this plot have succeeded." There were grumbles of agreement. He paused. "The rupture of the Gate which brought my son home was both unintended and devastating. It was only Maalfees' attack on Mage Mulder which caused it to happen. We believe that Maalfees' stronghold to the west of the Great Robe Desert was completely destroyed by the Gate's rupture. I immediately sent out a party whose mission it was to confirm that supposition. Should there be any survivors, the party has been instructed to render what aid is appropriate." "And how can we be sure they won't simply be slaughtered?" called out a voice scornfully from the Dordinal ranks. With distaste, the King looked down from the dais. "The likelihood of survivors is remote. But should there be any, you have my word that they will be given what assistance they need. That is far more mercy than was shown my guards who were slaughtered in this very Hall, or Lady Livirnea, or Mage Mulder or Captain Jourdain," he said coldly. He stared down at the Dordinal seats until the grumbling ceased. "Since Granoc confessed, there will be no trial. I have Lady Livirnea's statement and those of the search party, who found and returned my son. The complicity of every adult member of Maalfees House is beyond question. I would be perfectly within the law of the Realm to demand that every last one of them be executed." I looked uncertainly at my agents, whose faces mirrored my concern, and then back to Kyla. She gazed back calmly and with a slight upward turn of her lips, almost imperceptibly shook her head. Taking heart in her serenity, I rewound my fingers in hers and once again surveyed the King. Over the undercurrent of heated debate, the King declared, "BUT-!" There was silence. In a softer voice he went on. "But I decided that I would not do that. Not" - he hastened to add - "because is it not completely deserved." He sighed and leaned back into the support of the throne. "My decision not to have any remaining participants executed rests on one thing and one thing alone - that is, that I have no wish for my son's birth to forever be associated with a bloodbath." He waited for the import of his announcement to sink in. "In consultation with my most trusted advisors - Royal Mage Reinald, Lord Mandor of Ranfaus, and Prince Mavor of the Elves - I have arrived at the following course of action. The punishment of Maalfees House, for the crimes of high treason, murder, kidnapping, the attempted rape of Lady Livirnea, and conspiracy against the Realm is as follows...." He stood, and his voice carried an air of authority completely unexpected in one so young. "One - Maalfees House, from this time and forevermore, is hereby declared dissolved, and all rights and privileges of Maalfees House are hereby rescinded. "Two - All lands and properties belonging to Maalfees House will revert to the Realm, to be put to such use as decided by the Council of Representatives, and "Three - all members of Maalfees House are hereby exiled to the Shalean Plateau, where land has been set aside for their use. They are forbidden to come within a three-day ride of Fairwoods without the express permission of the King for a period of twenty-five season- cycles." I looked around towards where the heads of the Houses were sitting to gauge their reaction. For some, their disappointment was written all over their faces. I guess they thought there was a chance Maalfees' property might have been broken up and distributed among the Houses. Mentally, I applauded Andalor for not taking that route. From what I had seen and heard, none of them other than Ranfaus was worth the powder to blow them to hell, and I was glad they weren't going to profit by this. Others, notably those wearing the colors of Dordinal, were seething. Andalor's decision was both generous and merciful, and they knew it. They would find no support for an insurrection based on Maalfees's punishment. Bravo, Andalor, I thought to myself. "I now ask for the Council of Representatives to ratify my decision. What say you? Those who approve of the Crown's decision in this matter, please say 'Aye'." There was a thunderous roar of assent from the Council. "Those who are in disagreement?" There was an undercurrent of disgruntled murmuring, but it seemed no one had the balls to come right out and admit it. Thinking of a few gutless and sleazy Congressmen, I thought maybe this place wasn't so unlike my world, after all. "Then in that case, Honored Council Members, we have concluded our business. I invite you all to join the celebration." ~ ~ ~ Scully floated in my arms, making me appear to be a much better dancer than I was. Across the ballroom, Mulder danced with Kyla, listening to whatever she was saying with rapt attention. The celebration in the courtyard had moved into the Castle itself when sundown brought chilly temperatures. Shopkeepers and nobles danced side by side, to music at once strange and familiar. Elven punch flowed, though after one mugful and a friendly warning from Scully of its dire aftereffects, I had switched to ale. There was more food than I had ever seen at one time, and everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves immensely. "Mulder and I will be leaving the Realm tomorrow evening, Walter." I nodded. "I gathered as much. I spoke to Gunther this morning." "Really? About going home?" Her brows were arched in surprise. "I thought you and Kyla were hitting it off really well." "We are. That was the point. I wanted to find out how we could stay in touch. I don't know - maybe even come back here for visits." She smiled up at me. "I'm so glad for you both. Did he tell you about the Oracle crystals?" I nodded. "About that, and about coming back, and about my return to our world. Reinald was there too. He said I'd leave with the means to contact the Realm. Though he did mention that it's easier to initiate the contact from this side." "Easier, but painful," Scully laughed, and explained about the heat generation problems of the crystals. "So - will you be going back with us?" "Uh... actually, no. Gunther said there was another 'window of opportunity' for me to arrive back in our world Tuesday morning. It would give me another month here, in Realm time. I'm going to take that opportunity, Scully. I have to." There was a ring of desperation in my voice. "I don't blame you." The music stopped, and we clapped politely. The gaiety of the surroundings just seemed to enhance my melancholy. "How do you and Mulder do it, Dana? How do you handle leaving the Realm behind and going back to all that crap? Cancerman, and all the rest?" She looked at my face, which must have been as bleak as the emotions I was unconsciously transmitting. Mulder and Kyla had started toward us, but the musicians struck up another sprightly tune and they began dancing again. Scully took my hand and led me into a quiet hallway. "That communication thing you've got going comes in handy," I observed wryly. She smiled. "Well, you seemed like you needed to talk." I sighed. "I wonder if my emotions will stay this transparent in our world." "Possibly not," she replied evenly. "Or you'll learn to control them. A few lessons with Urielle should do the trick. So - you asked how we handle leaving here...." She shrugged. "The first time was the worst. We weren't even sure we'd get back to our own world, let alone be able to return here. Since then, it's been easier. We can get messages from here, and we know we can return pretty much whenever we want." She looked up at me sympathetically. "Of course, Mulder and I are together, whether we're in this world or ours. If we had to separate.... Well, I don't envy you,Walter." "I... I've never been in this position before - having to leave someone I love. Kyla says she can deal with it, and from what I feel of her emotions, she can. I wish that I could say the same. I don't know. It's probably stupid, but I keep feeling that if I leave here, everyone - this whole place - will simply disappear like some wonderful, fantastic dream that I'll never have again." "I understand, Walter, I really do. Mulder and I felt that way when we got back to our world after the first visit. It seemed like it had all been a dream. But we've been back twice since then and it does get easier to leave, knowing the Realm will still be here when we return. Besides, depending on the gelflow of time, your four weeks of annual vacation could add up to years in the Realm." "That's the up side. But the down side - will Kyla have forgetten all about me by the time I get back? If even a few weeks goes by before I return, it'll be years here - years of separation." "Not necesarily," she replied reasonably. "According to the Professor, that's not a constant. In fact, it's possible for the reverse to be true. It's just that we've been here only when Realm time was moving faster than time in our world. Gunther says that occasionally time can even be parallel between the two worlds - no difference at all." I grunted noncommitally. "I think what you have to ask yourself, Walter, is 'Is it worth it?' Is Kyla worth it? It is going to be hard for you both, to be separated. Are the times you have together worth the pain of separation?" We strolled for some time in silence, while I thought over what she said. There was only one answer. "Yes. What we have together is worth anything, it's worth any price I have to pay." She put a hand on my arm and we stopped walking. Then she put her arms around me and squeezed. I felt her confidence, her friendship, her faith that everything would work out. "Don't forget, Walter - the Goddess seems to have some influence in our world, as well... otherwise none of us would have ever gotten here in the first place. Mulder and I are strongly tied to the Realm - and now you are too. I have to believe that our being here has the Goddess's blessing. And that being the case, we'll be back, again and again, and our relationships with these beings will thrive - regardless of the gelflow of time." As she spoke, the truth, the rightness of her words struck me, and I found my serene core again. Wordlessly, I returned her hug. "You're feeling better - good!" she declared, smiling. "Now, let's go rescue Kyla from Mulder's dancing." End of Chapter Twenty Epilogue Beneath the twin moons thirty four Realm days later, Kyla and I walked hand in hand to the meadow beyond the Castle walls. Gunther and Reinald had set up the apparatus to create the vortex, and the moment I dreaded had arrived. The time had flown by. While Kyla performed her healing and visited her patients, I spent time with Jourdain and Aldara; first, playing cards or exchanging war stories while the big soldier recuperated, and later learning some of the finer points of swordsmanship from him as he gained strength. A portion of every day I spent with Urielle or the Royal Priestess, practicing control of my priestly gifts and learning more about the religion of the Goddess. Occasionally, I was invited to meals with Gunther, Reinald, Tarnor, or Andalor and Shannon. But when Kyla had finished with her duties for the day, we closeted ourselves away as much as possible. More often than not, our nights were spent in my quarters in the Castle, the huge high Realm bed much more comfortable and suited to our activities than Kyla's narrow cot. I grasped her hand as we crossed the frosted meadow. "Kyla, there's something I've been meaning to talk to you about. I mean, we're not married - not yet, anyway - and I.... What I mean is...." My eyes stayed trained on her hand, the one that bore the delicate gold and sapphire ring I'd placed there the night before. She turned to me, her eyes as dark as the sky. "What is it, beloved? Surely you know I will wait for your return?" "I was sort of counting on that," I replied wryly. I cleared my throat and started again. "No - what I meant was.... We haven't taken any precautions, and, in light of what we've been doing, it's possible that.... I mean, what happens if you find yourself - " She looked puzzled for a few seconds, then her expression lightened. "If I find I am carrying your child?" She laughed. "I am a Healer, Walter. I have some control over that sort of thing, you know." "Oh...." I wondered if I looked as confused and conflicted as I felt. "Then you mean you can prevent yourself from becoming pregnant?" "If that is my wish," she replied enigmatically. "Walter!" Gunther called out. "It's time, I'm afraid." "If that is your wish...." I repeated to myself.... Aloud, I asked, "So what is your wish, Kyla?" Reinald appeared at our sides and thrust a small velvet pouch into my hand. "Oracle crystals," he said, his eyes twinkling. "Enough to ensure that Lishla will grow tired of running back and forth to Kyla's cottage to fetch her. Mulder has more if you need them." I tied the little bag snugly to my belt. "Thank you, Reinald. I'll miss being here." He grasped my forearm in the manner of the Realm. "Thank you, Walter. Know that you always have a home here amongst us. I trust you will be back soon, with Mulder and Scully as well, I hope." "I'm planning on it, Reinald." "You have only a few moments to get into position, Walter!" announced the Professor. The Royal Mage joined Gunther. I turned to Kyla and took her in my arms. Tears glistened in her eyes, but her face was as serene as ever. "Go with my love and the protection of the Goddess, my heart. I will contact you soon, I promise. I love you so!" I wiped an errant tear from her cheek and kissed her softly. "Be safe, beloved. I'll be back as soon as I can arrange it. You are my life now." "I know," she whispered. "As you are mine." "Time, Walter!" Reluctantly, I backed away from her and took my place where Gunther had indicated. My eyes never left her, wanting to memorize the way she stood there, so straight and tall and lovely. Noxious odors were coming from Reinald's cauldrons, and I heard him chanting in the background. Dried leaves began to swirl at my feet, and my cloak whipped around me. Then it came to me that Kyla hadn't answered my question. I began to call out, when suddenly I felt myself falling, falling.... ... and landed in a heap on the floor of Mulder's basement office. "Wal-... Sir! Are you all right?" Scully sprang from her desk and helped me to my feet. "Here - you'd better sit down," said Mulder helpfully. He shoved a chair behind me and gratefully I dropped into it. "You look like vortex travel doesn't agree with you any more than it does me." I exhaled forcefully and shut my eyes to stop the room from twirling around my throbbing head. My stomach churned with nausea. "Take some deep breaths," Scully ordered. "The worst of it should be over in a couple of minutes. The headache will last a bit longer." I nodded, and gulped in lungfuls of air. Soon the room stopped spinning, but I still felt rotten. I looked around the office dazedly, everything appearing strange and surrealistic - even moreso than normal amid Mulder's collection of eclectic weirdness. I noticed a suit and shirt on a hanger, and a bag which I hoped contained shoes, socks and underwear. Mulder must have brought them from my apartment, thank God. If I were seen traipsing around the Hoover Building in leather pants, knee-high swashbuckler boots and a cloak, I would have been shoved in front of one of the Bureau shrinks in a New York minute. "So - enjoy your extra time in the Realm?" Mulder asked, grinning impudently. I sighed and balefully eyed him. Yes, controlling Mulder was going to be impossible, as I had feared. Just to be contrary, I didn't rise to the bait he was practically throwing at me. "Very much. Everyone sends their regards." Suddenly I was struck by the sheer implausibility of sitting in the J. Edgar Hoover Building and chatting about beings a whole universe away. A universe away from Kyla.... "How's Jourdain?" I sighed again as I wrenched my mind back from visions of Kyla. "Recovered and back to his duties." "And the Prince? My little namesake?" he probed. "Doing fine. Lita's been taking care of him at night, so that Andalor and Shannon can get some sleep. I don't think Lita ever sleeps. Maybe she doesn't need to." "Maybe she's an X-File," Mulder joked. "Yeah... maybe...." I gripped the arms of the chair so tightly my knuckles were white. "Mulder, shut up a minute. Walter, look at me! Follow my finger...." "I... I'm okay, Scully. Just sort of disoriented." "No kidding," her bondmate drawled. "Do you realize you've been speaking in New Realm since you got back?" Okay, that rocked me. "Shit, was I?" He chuckled. "Well, that last bit wasn't, but everything else was. When did you learn that?" "Aldara and Daanna were teaching me. I think the language spell might aid the learning process...." Cautiously, I shook my head. "What?" asked Mulder. "What's wrong?" "Doesn't it strike you as weird, sitting here at the Bureau and talking about magic spells?" He shrugged. "No, not particularly." "I obviously asked the wrong person," I responded drily. There was a few seconds' silence, then Scully asked gently, "And how's Kyla?" "Wonderful. Beautiful. Serene...." My throat narrowed, choked by the emotions I had been trying so hard to control ever since the day had begun, a world ago. "Goddess, I miss her already...." "Easy with the Goddess stuff," advised Mulder. "You'll be getting accused of witchcraft by some of the folks around here who aren't exactly our fans." Scully looked at me with sympathy. "I'm sure you'll be hearing from her soon, Wa-..., sir." I nodded, cautiously stood. The dizziness and nausea were gone. I grabbed my clothes and disappeared behind the projector screen to change. I almost hated to remove each Realm garment, feeling the distance from that magical place grow as I shed the leather breeches, the linen shirt, the cloak.... I folded them carefully and put them in the plastic bag my 'real world' belongings had been in. "I'll be taking a week's vacation just as soon as I can arrange it," I called out as I dressed. "Don't you two have a little comp time coming to you?" Mulder's ironic monotone floated over the screen. "You'll have to ask our boss." "I imagine it can be arranged. Besides, Mulder, taking vacations together may have its benefits. At least I'll be able to keep my eye on you and rest easy, knowing you're not getting into trouble while I'm away." I finished tying my tie, put the bag of Oracle crystals in my pocket and stepped out from behind the screen. Sitting down in a chair, I pulled on my socks and shoes. "By the way, thanks for bringing my clothes, Mulder." "No problem. Though I would have given a lot to see you walk into the cafeteria the way you were dressed." "I'll bet you would." "So you're already planning on going back. The place grows on you, doesn't it, Wal-... sir?" said Scully. "Yeah, you could say that. Besides, something kind of came up at the last minute. Something important - something I have to go back and find out." I left it at that. Maybe I was sending out my 'don't go there' vibes again... in any case, they didn't press me on it. "So they're expecting you?" In a way that had almost become second nature after the last several weeks in the Realm, I reached inside myself - and found it... my center of serenity. I guess I wasn't controlling, because I saw Mulder and Scully exchange a smile as a blast of the pure joy I was feeling hit them. I still had it - the gift that the Realm had helped me to find within myself. Closing my eyes and concentrating the way Urielle had taught me, I felt my emotions coming under control, notching down a bit, but still there. I missed Kyla, but I knew I'd be seeing her soon. And just knowing she was there, loving me.... I felt like I could take on the world - any world. "So they're expecting you to come back?" Mulder repeated. I grinned. "Evidently. When I left, Lita's cousin was carving my exploits into the door of my room.... And now, Agent Mulder - bring me up to speed with what's been going on in *this* world. There must be some work to do." End of The Magician IV - The Warrior Priest