From: Livia Balaban <liviabalaban@xoommail.com>
Date: Mon, 19 Jul 1999 07:19:18 -0700
Subject: xfc XFC - New - 180-Word Self-Imposed Challenge: Make CSM Remotely Likeable
Source: xfc

180-Word Self-Imposed Challenge: Make CSM Remotely Likeable
by Livia Balaban
(liviabalaban@xoommail.com)

Rating: G
Content: V, A
Classification: CSM&Other
Archive: Okey-dokey, just lemme know why you'd want to 
archive an exercise like this
Disclaimer: I don't own C.G.B. Spender, and it's a good 
thing, too, because I'm allergic to smoke.
Summary: Even wolverines care for their young
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180-Word Self-Imposed Challenge: Make CSM Remotely Likeable
by Livia Balaban


"You're not eating enough."

"Lay off."

He sighed, releasing twenty-seven years of patience and 
concern in a single billow of smoke.

"All you want is someone healthy enough for the next hit."

He fingered his cigarette, inhaling the nicotine in a 
soothing embrace.  He was weary.

It's hard to be reviled, especially by your own children.  
Especially when your own acts of selflessness had the power 
to create a veil of safety for your species.

No one ever said preserving the human race would be easy - 
on his life or his heart.

"You have to keep your weight up."

She glared at him.  "I don't have to do anything."

How could he explain to her today something he had so 
miserably failed to communicate for the last nearly-three 
decades?  How could she understand from his simple words 
and unconcealed concern that he agreed to do it all because 
the thought of her destruction caused him indescribable 
suffering?

"There is one thing you *must* do, Samantha."  He raised 
his eyes sorrowfully, stunning her with his undisguised 
pain.


"You must survive."


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End.

