I am going to try and avoid the long intro demon. This is a prologue to a longer case story I'm working on called "Mechanism." When I was done, this turned out to be a bit of a saga in and of itself. So, I gave it it's own name. Goals you ask? To stay true to the characters, provide some of my own personal insight into them, and take a slightly different stab at the whole relationship thing. Disclaimer: Dana Scully, Fox Mulder, and all things X-File belong to the brilliant Chris Carter, Ten-Thirteen Productions, and Fox Broadcasting. Anything else is mine. I have no intention of deriving any material profit from this in part because I don't have the drive or the connections. I use the characters in admiration and for recreational purposes only...LITERARY recreation that is. Spoilers: References to 2nd and 3rd season eps. Timeline: Anywhere before "Talitha Cumi" Rating: R: References to violence and adult/sexual situations. MSR. While on this topic. There are references but no graphic descriptions. If you're looking for that, there are those fanfictioneers who are much better at it than I am. Please pay them a compliment and read their work. **A Million Thanks to Fantazzma for her excellent eye and sense of character. There have been long diatribes over where our favorite duo is coming from and much of her insight has found its way into this. Thanks for all of your detailed input and enthusiasm over this. It has been appreciated. Rare Captives: Mechanism Prologue by S. Anderson FBI District Office Raleigh, NC 8:20 p.m. Gerald Taylor strolled the bull-pen of HIS district. Agents parted as he headed for the glass case he called an office at the back of the huge area cris-crossed with standard issue cubicles. Out of his peripheral vision, a flickering glow popped in the glasses he swore he didn't really need. It was dancing above one of the "offices" in the far left corner. Merrill, had to be Merrill. Changing course, Special Agent in Charge Taylor pointed his slight gut in the vicinity of the distraction. One day he vowed to make it back out to the track for a few sprints and a couple solid miles. Don Merrill saw the dirty blonde hair before he heard his boss' voice. "Merrill, if that's anything but evidence tape..." Taylor rounded the corner to find the resident video specialist sandwiched between two monitors, only one of which should have been on. With out looking up, Merrill nodded to the one in front of him and said, "This one's evidence." Pushing a thumb to the one behind, "That one's the national news." Merrill was a stout, balding man who needed the road work worse than Taylor. The fact that his cubicle was littered with Styrofoam food containers, each with a different colored sauce settled in the bottom was a major clue. "So, still saying 'three feet'?" Taylor was all business while looking at the image on the screen with Merrill's attention. The tape had caught the body's entire flight. From the gurney to the wall, the nurse never hit the floor. The present capture clearly showed both feet in mid-air. "Three easy. We should be getting the measurements from the forensics team anytime now." "Damn." The word was a sigh out of Taylor's mouth. He let the picture sink in another second before acknowledging the other monitor. "Anything newsworthy?" "Believe it or not." Merrill spun his chair around and grabbed one of several remotes during the trip. "Some of our guys testified in the infant slayings up in Washington state today." The program zipped in reverse while Merrill watched the VCR counter. He hit stop just as the report began. An appropriately groomed female correspondent chimed in while the doors of the courthouse behind her swung open for a herd of law enforcement officials to emerge and gallop down the steps. "Several federal investigators took the stand today for the grand jury hearing in the state's case against Alex Laddy. Laddy was arrested last month for the murder of Justin Hanson, the three month-old boy who was found mutilated two days after his abduction from a local day-care center..." "Hey!...Wait!" Taylor boomed and overpowered the sound. "Back that up!" Loose agents who were hanging around began to gather at the sound of the excitement. Taylor scrutinized every pixel of the images. They flew in reverse sending the herd of cops back up the stairs until he found him. "There! Freeze it right there." Taking a pencil from behind his ear, Taylor tapped one single, squinted face on the tube with it. The techie looked up from the screen. "That's what you're looking for? That guy?" "Yep." The SAC was supremely impressed with himself. "He's one of ours. So's she." The pencil moved to a form shorter than the first. Merrill sounded as amused as his face appeared. Turning back, he snorted at the bored, almost tired expression the subject carried like a weight. Merrill's head was shaking, "He's wearing a trenchcoat for Godsake. Jezzus, the guy's a walking stereotype." A slow, wide, satisfied grin spread trough Taylor's thin lips. Standing upright he shouted, "Can someone get me A.D. Skinner's office?" He crouched back down and pointed at the man frozen on screen. His next words were low and rhythmic like the beginning of a rambling story, "That's no stereotype...That's Fox Mulder." ***** Lamplight Motel Olympia, Washington 12:05 am The air-conditioning unit under the window became a convenient make-shift seat. There, Mulder could look out over the sparse traffic and still turn to see Scully's naked form asleep in his bed. Enough light from the balcony poured in through the thin curtains that he could watch her shoulders rise and fall carrying her auburn hair with them. The small, slender frame was turned in the darkness toward the door and away from where he had risen and dressed in his boxers and T-shirt. In the month since they had become lovers, Mulder often awoke to find Scully that way. In fact, they truly never slept "together." Only once had morning found either touching the other. The second time he had stayed with her, Mulder opened his eyes to their intertwined fingers on the pillow next to her still, blank face. It had all been a terrible mistake; making love with her that first time. In a moment of need, he had reached for her to prove to both of them he was in control. Mulder lied to himself in order to hear the excuses about how it wouldn't make any real difference. Bureau policy never phased him where Scully was concerned. What had been so much more effective in keeping him away from her was the terror. Mulder had lost her once; had seen her life threatened before his eyes countless times. Once, the instrument was trembling in his own grip. And after four years of working together, he was convinced that allowing them an intimate touch would make him powerless. He remembered the insanity in a Georgetown hospital, the burning need to see their blood. He remembered having to make himself think around onslaughts of worry while Pfaster ached to kill her. Those few moments used to be enough to make him hold Scully at arms length. If their power waned, the questions would begin. What if he gave in and she was willing? Then the answers: To see her skin react to his hands, hear her voice crack as he pushed her over the edge would have made him numb; would make him twelve years old when the shadows came after them. And stronger than the comfort of shared desire, was the fear in the knowledge that the cowards were coming again. The taboo broken, Mulder fully expected to be paralyzed when they arrived. The press dubbed them the Baby Block Murders. Within two months, three infants had been kidnaped from child care facilities in various states. Each were found days later in remote, woodland sites. The lungs of each child had been removed with a decidedly sharp instrument. At first, Scully thought it was scalpel. Later, she would discover it was an Exacto knife available anywhere. In every case, a small wood block was found in the body cavity. The sides of the blocks appeared to have been carved by hand and decorated with toys and animals. Always, two of the sides were carved with the last initial of the child's name and painted in blue or pink pastel. Two pinks, one blue. Two perfect tiny girls, one perfect tiny boy. Violent Crimes became involved due to the viciousness of the acts and the fact that one of the bodies had been transported across state lines from Washington into Oregon before being dumped. After Bill Patterson was officially committed, Fox Mulder became their resource man until a new head of the Investigative Support Services could be named to Quantico. While a compliment, Mulder lost nearly all time for the X-Files; a fact which didn't seem to bother Scully at all. Exhausted, he threw himself into the case with abandon. The quicker they were done, the quicker they could return to the basement. Thrown too far and too deep, Mulder became lost in the details. He missed meetings with coroners and local investigators. The cellular in his overcoat rang non-stop as others, including his partner tried to play catch-up with his leads. While in San Diego, Scully found him slumped under a table in the UCSD library. Thirty-six straight hours of research in psychosis induced pedophilia spilled down and around him like a pathetic blanket. When he awoke to her rapid-fire shoves, even the exhausted haze couldn't blind him to the grief on Scully's face. It was blatant and instant. But, she became naggingly patient from that moment on. Mulder kept waiting for another speech, for her to beg him to stop, yet the pleas never came. Her resignation had begun soon after arriving in San Diego in the police department's evidence room, when she caught him daring the abyss to swallow him into the silence that was almost metallic. Scully knelt behind him and looked over the shoulders moving gingerly. He sat silently with the blocks on the floor in the middle of the steel shelves. One after the other took their turn on top of his small, three story tower. A faint tap escaped with each move in the meticulous little ritual. Mulder's eyes followed the contour of the grain in the wood. When the rest of the world melted away, the dark and light swirls became a little landscape. The terrain called to him for a run or a climb where he could corner this bastard and make the killer eat the grieving screams of six young parents. Reaching around him, Scully's single finger knocked the tower over. It was immediately seized and bent back away from his work. Mulder turned to scream in indignation, but her voice beat him to it with a heat to make Skinner proud. "This didn't work for Mastow and it will not work NOW!" Pushing him back against the floor, Scully stood and fished violently in her clothes for a receipt. With a flick of her wrist, it spun down to land on his chest. "I found this in the trash can in the office. I thought it was strange one of us would have a bag from Schuler's Toys. What did you buy there Mulder?" Her tone told him she already knew. "But they weren't enough were they?" Scully began to pace. The volume of her voice had not dropped and two agents came to the top of the row to see what was going on. Scully flared and ordered them to mind their own business. Turning back, "They weren't good enough, so you had to touch the real thing. Didn't you!?" Mulder stared and thought about how he didn't have time for this. He would soon make it. Scully stopped her pointless marching and revealed steel blue eyes cold enough to shake her partner with the consequences of his selfishness, "I won't do this again. You have to know that and be certain of it." "You won't leave." Mulder was trying to convince himself now. Any ploy would do to fend off the panic. But, he was good. So good at hiding it all and the declaration came out smug; biting of a dare. Her retreat halted abruptly at the top of the row. Turning back to him, Scully took a few steps forward. With a rigid chin and eyes that never blinked or shifted from Mulder's face, she began to recite without a pause or an "uhm"... "To: Assistant Director Walter Skinner From: Special Agent Dana Scully Re: Current Assignment to X-Files Project Dear Assistant Director Skinner: For the past four years, I have served the Bureau as a field agent working on the X-Files project. During this period, I have been challenged by the most difficult cases of my, if not any agent's entire career. I have valued every moment of my time with these cases and my partner, Fox Mulder. I believe the experience has pushed my skills to the limit of their proficiency. However, I have recently come to be concerned over the actions of my partner and our working dynamic. While he remains an exceptional investigator, his pace and style often conflict with mine to the point that I am excluded from portions of investigations and am unaware of his actions for extended periods of time. It is my professional opinion that it is no longer beneficial or safe for both Agent Mulder and I to continue working together. In deference to his seniority on the X-Files, I am requesting to be transferred to Violent Crimes so that I may further my career as a field agent. Sincerely Special Agent Dana Scully" Every agent knew what it meant to be afraid, you tasted it whenever you went through a door or took a suspect to the ground. Being prepared for it was like part of the everyday routine. But, at hearing her well rehearsed words, Mulder felt terror. Scully meant them intimately, more intimately than anything she had ever said to him. More so than calling him "Ahab." The struggle to engage denial began immediately. He told himself she was overreacting; trying to manipulate him. But, she was too confident. This was out of left field for him, but she had been living with the idea of walking away for some time. He managed, "Scully..." As she turned and resumed her exit, she cut him off with the same clear, aching tone. "You know Mulder part of me hopes you never find her." Mulder swallowed anything he might of said. "Because if you do, this is all you'll have left...sitting in darkrooms trying to crawl inside the hearts of other men because you don't have one of your own." Scully never looked back. Mulder's eyes followed her through the spaces between the boxes and cases lining the shelves of the morbid little warehouse; catching a flash of red or the navy in her suit. Before the door closed he felt that perhaps catching her off guard was the only way to make her stay and catching her off guard at this moment meant getting even more personal. Urgently he called, "Why does matter Scully?! Why does it even matter?!" The walking away was all he got and it lasted forever. end of "Rare Captives" (1/2) "I made this!" Anderson andersks@unity.ncsu.edu All comments welcomed and even wished for. More Anderson stories: Her Own Path, Tapped, Falling, and A Memory of Yours. All available at Vincent's Amazing Archive until its sad demise or I'll send them to you. Just ask (I'd be thrilled-gotta get out more). PS: This is first time posting from this machine. Someone let me know if the formatting came through OK. Thanks Rare Captives: Mechanism Prologue (2/2) by S. Anderson Disclaimer in Part 1 Four silent days later, Alex Laddy was arrested inside the Potter Day Care Center in Seattle, Washington. He would be arrested for attempted kidnaping and charged with three homicides. Mulder's work, his obsession was for naught regardless of the fact that his profile fit the man perfectly. In fact, Laddy had been working alone. He had been trapped in a state of tortured mourning since the death of his own son due to SIDS; an event that left him emotionally bankrupt and in the middle of a divorce. Arriving alone to participate in the interrogation, Mulder found a man he understood too well: a man who would do anything to make the pain of loss go away, even if it meant risking everything and causing more pain to make him forget. Following the questioning, Mulder had felt a freedom, a rush. Fighting back the demons after allowing them to taste you was a supreme triumph. The rush ended with the realization of what the battle might have cost him. Scully had made no more comments regarding a decision to leave. She had followed without commentary through the rest of the case. There were no more theories of her own, no more questions or challenges. Scully became nothing more than an assistant at her own choosing. The weight of her behavior was not lost on her partner. Scully had never been a follower and the fact that she seemed content to fill that role was proof positive she had made a decision. She was simply waiting for the changes in both their lives to begin. As he drove back to their hotel in Seattle, Mulder replayed the thoughts that had dominated his brain those past four days. Dana Scully, whether intentionally or not, had become his only anchor. Mulder had always known he tempted fate. Why? Why was it necessary to beat his chest in the middle of the evil men could do? Because he could win those games. With the power of his mind or the brute of his body, it was possible to overcome the little devils of ordinary men. They had no power except for their sickness and no accomplices to cover their tracks. For Mulder to take on the darkness and win meant it was possible yet to slay the giants. Never mattered when he started leaving pieces behind. This was especially true when his partner had made her entrance into his life. Her faith and trust made him worthy to carry on the fight to find the truth and to find Samantha. Scully would heal his wounds and give him strength. When he saw despair draw her mouth tight, saw her eyes beg for him to let go, he knew there was light waiting for him. He knew there was someone, good and whole waiting for him to take her hand and come home. Home. She had become home. Whether it was the noble thing to do or not, he would hold onto it. The hotel bar was serving as her refuge when he found her. Sitting with a soda and legal pad, Scully sat in immaculate condition at a high table; writing diligently. Muffled conversation and the occasional clink of glass could be heard as Mulder approached and sat down across from her. She acknowledged his presence with a quick glance and sterile "Hi, how'd it go?" A passing waitress in a faux tux and apron caught Mulder's abrupt order for a scotch before he answered. "The usual. I raved. He denied. I pounded things. He broke down." Leaning into her space across the polished surface of the table, "Confidentially, I think I earned my Perry Mason badge." A quick twist of his lips signed the joke she was ignoring. He retreated, "At least I got to play 'bad cop'." Mulder's chin jerked toward the pad, "What's that?" "My field report. I wanted to have a rough draft done before the trip back." Damn-it-all, she wasn't even trying to pretend. "Guess you wouldn't want anything to hinder a hasty retreat." There was venom there, a bitterness Mulder never used with his partner, but she had heard directed at suspects and enemies. Startled by the change, Scully calmly ceased her work and replaced the cap on the pen. Her voice was the ultimate professional cool, "Mulder I refuse to get into this with you here." "So where and when are we gonna talk about this?!" Mulder threw his arms into the air and barely missed the drink being set on their table before the waitress beat a path to safety. "You don't seriously expect me to just let this ride do you?" He was leaning back into her space again. He saw the something snap in his partner. Through a tight jaw and fused teeth, she attacked with grace, "Why not Mulder? You seem so content to let yourself and everything else around you spin out of control. Why not this? Here," Scully threw her pen at him and it bounced off his chest. "Maybe you can use that to get into MY head. Then you'll get your answers and I can avoid an interrogation." The words had gotten louder with each syllable and other patrons were noticing. Didn't matter. "No more Mulder. No more. Determination burned in her stomach and the sadness in her voice. "Maybe it's my fault for getting too close, but I have. I can't watch you spin out of control anymore." A low, strangled gasp chased the truth out of her mouth. The swallow to gain her composure was audible. Her eyes were wide and distorted with anger as she continued, "Do you even realize how powerless you make me when you practically dare men like Alex Laddy to take you away. The other day I saw a man begging three little idols to show him everything. To show him into this killer's little world. And I can not determine what made me hate you more: that I knew you wouldn't let me help you or that you did it all knowing you were leaving me behind." Scully rose abruptly to leave and take the last words with her. Committed to fighting her, Mulder caught her upper arm before she could escape, The grip was as painful as it was suddenly promising. Pulling her closer, cream colored material from the jacket she wore billowed between each of his fingers. But the power in this hands went unmatched by the hypnotic power being born in his voice, "You never answered my question that day." Mulder's eyes slowly stroked the length and breadth of her entire face commanding Scully to look at him. It was important she know he was fully aware of what he was doing and that would happen when she looked into him. "What 'question', Mulder? What day?" She was lying. She knew. Avoidance ran down her face like sweat. If it was possible, his voice had grown softer and more insistent. "Why did it really matter? Why was it so painful for you?" She shook her head and yanked her arm against his hand. "I just..." "No." His head was shaking in time with hers; taking over the pace and slowing them both down while his pulse was beginning to pound and roll through his veins. "Come on Scully. You've been brave so far. Give me the rest of it...what've you got to lose?" Her blue, fragile eyes were frantic for anything to save her from Mulder's growing gentle assault. The next words from her lips were meant to fend him off, but they were tiny and only served to make her weaker. "You can't possibly expect me to watch you destroy yourself anymore over this case...or anything else." She didn't need to say Samantha's name. "It would be impossible and incredibly selfish. It would destroy me too. Not even YOU are that selfish..." She was so quiet, so scared that he found himself hurting for her. Drawing her shoulder next to his, her cheek close enough to feel the excited fever in his face, Mulder saw the opportunity to put his terror to rest and caressed the outer curve of her ear with the very tip of his nose. In nothing but a whisper, "Dr. Scully, you have no idea how selfish I can be..." A choice of his own was made as the heat of anger and disappointment began to mix between them and envelope them in something very different: anticipation; the kind of anticipation that wore you down from the second it began and became more maddening with every one that past. Finally, in desperate surrender, Scully returned her eyes to his. A familiar song was playing itself out in that gaze, and not a single other person in the bar could hear it. Dana Scully and Fox Mulder were weighing the dangers again. Mulder felt the physical need beg him for the chance to be with her. The urge grew painful in the knowledge that he was truly willing this time. If she were going to leave, he told himself, it wouldn't matter. She would be gone anyway. If it made her stay, sex was easier than being truly vulnerable and at least he would have the one person who kept him sane. And as she refused to look away and her eyes grew larger and deeper, making love was the only thing Mulder could be sure she was offering. Releasing her arm, he dropped his hand and took hers gently. Laying ten dollars on the table for the drinks, they headed out of the bar and back to the elevator reveling in the protection silence provided. Looking back now, he thought it had all been one fluid motion, from the bar to his room to undressing each other in the dark to feeling Scully surround him. Both may have wanted to be there, but the movements and rhythm soon became all about her. Despite his seductive words he set about proving he was present, in command, and able to think about someone else. Every ounce of concentration Mulder had focused on holding back and giving her everything she wanted and needed to find release. After her tremors had subsided, he allowed himself to let go and quickly withdrew to deal with the guilt. At least in the act, he tried to console himself, he had been selfless. Not until days later had Mulder realized he had found only one moment of joy in the first time with the woman he had built a life around. Once they knew it was going to happen, something took over and prevented either from looking at the other. Maybe if they didn't surrender to seeing the truth in each other's faces, what they were about to do wouldn't be real and could be forgotten. This particular lie was shattered in the seconds before she came. As if called, their eyes found each other while his face hovered just above hers. When Scully finally surrendered to the demands of her body a spark fired in the darkness of her full, wide pupils. And Mulder believed he caught her soul dancing. It was like trying to catch fireflies after dark in the middle of any humid early summer night. A boyhood Fox ran wildly at the excitement of seeing the creature taunting him for a moment. But more often than not, the glow was gone before eager hands could seize the delicate prize. Still, there were those times when cupped hands opened to find exactly what he had reached for. As exciting as these rare captives were they would invariably die in air-tight jars. Fox always forgot the holes. Listening to her fall asleep in the aftermath tonight, a month later, a heavy question settled around a grown Fox Mulder pulling him away from the space they shared to sit by a cold window. No matter how much he treasured those flashes of promise, if they continued this way, would he eventually suffocate those sparks in Dana Scully too? A sharp ring burst from Mulder's clothing on the chair beside the bed. Scrambling from his perch, he snatched the cellular before it could ring again. Before answering, he took a second to watch Scully stir briefly and contract into a smaller, rounder form under the covers. "Mulder," he whispered while moving for the privacy of the bathroom. "This is Assistant Director Skinner. Why are you whispering Agent Mulder?" Mulder's eyes searched for a lie in the bathroom mirror. "Sorry..." A fake cough was forced. "I was asleep. Can I help you sir?" "Agent Mulder, I've farmed you and Agent Scully out to the Raleigh, North Carolina office for a homicide investigation..." Mulder interrupted his superior with a tone that was more than a little indignant. "North Carolina? Sir, Scully and I just finished grand jury hearings today. You want us to fly cross country for another case before returning to D.C.?" Skinner let the insubordination go and continued, "...you'll be leaving in the morning and will need to contact Special Agent Gerald Taylor when you arrive. He's the SAC in Raleigh. I understand both you and your partner are going to be rushed, but I believe you would want this one Mulder." "Why's that?" "Because it has the markings of a real X-File for a change. Thought a dose of nostalgia would do you some good." Mulder sobered quickly. In fact, it had been too long since the last one. He could feel the familiar anticipation stir in his stomach. "We'll try and make arrangements tonight." "Fine. See you when you return. Goodnight Agent Mulder." Skinner was gone and Mulder leaned over the sink to splash cold water on his face. Straightening back up to face the mirror, tiny droplets ran along his jaw line before plunging back into the basin. Now, he had to wake up Scully. It never occurred to him to ask why his boss was still working after midnight. Moving back out to the bedroom, he saw her more fully in the navy haze. Returning to his side of the bed, Mulder waited a few more seconds to watch her breathe deep peaceful breaths before rousing her. The pale white skin eased back and forth over the muscles in her shoulders. Mulder tugged gently at the sheet and eased it down to expose the rest of her back, his favorite part of her body. The material sighed against her. More tone and definition in her frame belied the strength most would not have attributed to this woman. He wondered if anyone else could appreciate the paradox of force and beauty she presented. Reaching out to trace one of the faint curves, he was startled by her voice, "When do we leave?" Mulder immediately withdrew the caress before it began. Only when and if she wanted it, he thought. "Could probably catch a flight around 7:00. That was Skinner. Request came in from Raleigh. Like grits Scully?" "Not particularly. No." Scully brushed the waves of hair from her eyes as she rolled over and drew the covers up around her breasts and under her arms. Mulder was bereft, but stamped the emotion down before it ever played on his face. "More for me then." The half-smile offered, he stood. "I was going to wake you to pack so we won't have to scramble in the morning." He preceded to gather her clothes and half fold them. Scully would have to go back to her room to get her things ready. She wouldn't be back. He lay the pants and blouse gently across her legs and returned to the bathroom to offer her privacy while she dressed. Mulder had yet to figure out why they could feel each other naked in the confusion of passion, but found it shameful to be nude afterwards. He heard her call through the door. "What about the hearing?" "We're done for this phase anyway. They won't need us back here until the trial. If he takes a deal, we'll still have 30 to 60 days before sentencing." The door to the room opened and closed to herald a hasty retreat and that it was safe for him to come out. Her presence still lingered in the quiet air and the bed was still warm with her smell when Mulder crawled back in. Chances were he'd be awake in a couple hours anyway, might as well pack then. He coiled a bit to fit into the space Scully had occupied and drifted off content to make the best of what she left behind. *** end of "Rare Captives" (2/2) Watch for Mechanism...Mulder and Scully head to Raleigh (my back yard!) to investigate an engineer who's stolen schematics for a device that's gotten out of his control; a device that may hold answers for Scully. And Scully meets a young lady that knows too much...about everyting. Be patient. I'll finish it. But not tomorrow. "I made this!" Anderson andersks@unity.ncsu.edu All comments welcomed and even wished for. More Anderson stories: Her Own Path, Tapped, Falling, and A Memory of Yours. All available at Vincent's Amazing Archive until its sad demise or I'll send them to you. Just ask (I'd be thrilled-gotta get out more).