From: "Erin Blair" Date: Mon, 10 Mar 2003 18:14:21 -0800 Subject: NEW: Never Me by Erin M. Blair 1/1 Source: direct Reply To: "Erin Blair" Title: Never Me Author: Erin M. Blair E-Mail: eblair@sonic.net Classification: VRA--Vignette, Romance, Angst Content: Mulder/Scully UST Spoiler: One Son. Rating: PG Archive: OK to archive at Gossamer, Xemplary, and other mailing list archives. Others: ask me first. Disclaimer: They're not mine. Chris Carter owns them. Acknowledgement: With special thanks to Jen, who kindly beta read this story for me. Summary: Does Mulder trust Scully? Scully thinks about that question after the events in One Son. -------------------------------------- NEVER ME Written by: Erin M. Blair -------------------------------------- Does he trust me? Sometimes, I wonder. After I left the Lone Gunmen's office, I couldn't help wondering how Mulder felt about *me.* I don't know completely what made me wonder about that. I don't care what people think of me. Let me rephrase. Normally, I don't care what *others* think of me, but I *do* care how Mulder thinks of me. With the way he acted, I knew that I wasn't his "one in five billion" and that "you're the only one I trust" was hardly the case. Diana's the only one he trusts. Not me. Never me. I'm the spy, remember? Diana's his "one in five billion", not me. It will *never* be me. He trusts her more than anything and he doesn't trust me. I know what I'm going to do. I'm going to end this partnership of lies and deceit once and for all. I won't stay this time. Not for a second. Let Diana have Mulder. I'm through with both of them. This time Diana won. Not me. Never me. End of Vignette. Author's Notes: I decided to write a short vignette about Scully's feelings towards Mulder and Diana. I was very disappointed in Mulder in the"One Son" episode, but I feel better about him now. I'm still a Shipper. I used the word, "trust", as some sort of echoing reverb. I feel that trust will always be an issue with them. This short vignette has overtures of my background in lyric and poetry writing. Feedback: Nice, friendly, constructive criticism only. Send to: eblair@sonic.net ----------------------------------------- Erin M. Blair eblair@sonic.net erinmblair@hotmail.com "The truth is out there." X-Files.