From: ephemeral@ephemeralfic.org Date: 10 May 2001 01:10:34 -0000 Subject: Next of Kin, Parts 1-4 by Sally Source: direct Reply To: LuckyCharm2410@aol.com TITLE: Next of Kin AUTHOR: LuckyCharm2410 E-MAIL ADDRESS: LuckyCharm2410@aol.com RATING: PG13, Language CLASSIFICATION: X-file, UST SPOILERS: Pretend that Requiem never happened SUMMARY: Mulder gets a new definition of family DISTRIBUTION: Anywhere, just let me know DISCLAIMER: If they were mine they'd be boinking like bunnies by now. FEEDBACK: Everyone says they will but no one ever does. However, if you feel so inclined then please, oh please, it would really make my day. Authors' notes and thanks following story at the end. Part 1 Mulder dodges to the right as the whine of a bullet passes his left ear. "Christ that was close." Mulder's heart is pounding. The first twinings of real fear begin to encircle his heart. It's a war out here. Scully's hand digs into Mulder's as she pulls him down and to the left again. Behind them a flare gun is fired, turning night briefly into day. Mulder gets a glimpse of Scully's face and he's caught by how radiantly beautiful she is despite the dirt that streaks her face and mats her hair. Together they duck, Mulder's arm going protectively around Scully as the unmistakable whistle of a mortar shell goes by. It explodes in front of them; bits of rock and debris raining down from the resulting impact. Again they resume their frantic flight through the forest. Now it's Mulder leading Scully. Bullets intent on their mission of intersecting living flesh with lethal metal hum and whine all around. An electrifying jolt passes from Scully into Mulder. Horrified, he realizes she's been hit. Gently, Mulder lowers her to the ground. Mortally wounded, Scully is dying. Blood, fresh and red pours out of her chest. Mulder desperately places his hand over the hole, but the wound is gaping and his hand does little to stop the flow. She shivers, fighting for every breath. Mulder pulls her closer, trying to warm her, willing her to live. His tears mingle with her blood. They look at one another. Both of them knowing her last breath will also be his own. "NO!" Arms and legs thrashing Mulder wakes as the echoes of his dream pound in his head. His breath, harsh and uneven, rings out overloud in his empty apartment. Placing a hand over his frantically beating heart, he isn't surprised when it comes away bathed in sweat. With the reverence of a prayer Mulder softly speaks again. "No...no" Sleeping in his bed instead of the couch has not banished this dream as he had hoped it would. His bed is ripped apart. Blankets kicked to the bottom, top sheet pooled on the floor. His pillow is damp to the touch. Mulder wonders if he has wept. Scully is dying. Mulder swings his legs around and sits up. The bedroom floor is cool beneath his feet. He sits there, elbows on his knees, head in his hands. The dream continues to reverberate in his head. Even with his eyes open the vision hurls itself at him. Mulder begins to wonder if he will ever sleep again. This is not the first night he's had this dream. Nor he suspects will it be the last. Falteringly Mulder slides out of the bed and sinks to his knees, his hands drop helplessly by his side knuckles rapping the floor. Slowly his chin sinks to his chest as his shoulders shake uncontrollably. Inconsolable sobs pierce the shadows of his night- darkened apartment. His bedroom walls stand watch, silent sentries to the heart wrenching sorrow that engulfs Mulder. Outside, stars twinkle down from a velvet midnight sky. In a faraway place, a full moon rises. Its white wintry glow reflects the land below. A lone wolf sits on a hilltop, its pelt incandescent in the moonlight. As if answering a distant cry the canine raises its head and howls. It is a mournful sound, full of sorrow as it ebbs and flows around the town below. A new mother settling her son hears the sound and goes to the window. Without thinking she checks the latch. How like the cry of a human she imagines. For a moment the stark beauty of this snowy landscape catches her. Another wail, sadder than the first, encircles her house. She reaches up and closes the curtains a little more firmly before turning back to her child. In the end old age and treachery Will outwit youth and vigor Anonymous Part 2 There is no place deader on a Friday evening after the stock exchange closes than a Wall Street law office. And in the mindless depths of Edwards, Gordon and Eriksson law offices there was no sound save that of the cleaning lady making her appointed rounds. The hum of the vacuum cleaner occasionally replaced by the soft soapy sounds of water on linoleum. Curtains of deep gold brocade frame a magnificent view of the Hudson River from the corner office on the 15th floor of this company. A carpet of navy blue absorbs the sound of footfalls and adds to the hush that permeates this place. In the semi-gloom a match flares, briefly illuminating its speaker. The man inhales and concentrates on the end of his cigarette briefly before exhaling and turning to the oldest man in the room. He paused momentarily looking for the correct words. "I understand Herr Docktor that we have been most forthcoming in all our promises to you. We have given you a place to train your men. We have provided you with a top-caliber military expert." He motioned towards the third man in the room. "Yet it appears that for all we have given, you have not returned the favor." The Smoking Man inhaled again before continuing on. "We still lack the basic proponent of your most recent biological weapon. A weapon you have assured us that will stop the alien invaders in their tracks should they ever set their sights upon the earth." The older man waved his hand in front of his face, clearing the smoke away. In a heavily accented European voice he asked, "Must you do that? It interferes with my oxygen tank." He indicated the small battered green cylinder by his chair. As the smoke moved around buoyed by the invisible air currents, the two men locked eyes. Over the span of several heartbeats they considered one another. Under the pretext of making himself more comfortable, the Smoking Man shifted around in his chair, his cigarette now pointing the other way. Tomas Eloso, the third man in the room listened with bored disdain as the two men struggled for power. Perched on the corner of a desk, his eyes roamed around the interior of the office. He should be elsewhere, anywhere, other than listening to these two fools wrangling over nothing. Alien infestation was just a ruse to keep those two know-nothings out of the loop and out of his way. Tomas Eloso dreamed of returning to his country a true leader of men. With an army of American trained soldiers by his side and with this weapon the two idiots spoke of, no one would be able to withstand his onslaught and he would be king. As Mulder wakes from his nightmare, as a sorrowful bay enfolds a sleeping town and as three men plot, each is unaware that history has already been decided. Three paths from three different walks of life are about to converge into one. Part 3 Scully silently worked her way down the alley. It was dark, wet and reeked of garbage. She paused in a vacant doorway. Blending into the shadows, she listened to the night. Other than the steady drip from cracked pipes overhead onto the slimy broken cobblestones below, the night was still. Scully ducked back even further as a police car cruised by. Its spotlight briefly illuminating the alleyway before continuing on. She had just taken two steps back into the alley, when off to her right a garbage can abruptly overturned. Startled Scully whipped around, weapon in hand ready to fire. Two stray cats tumbled out at her feet. Intent on each other they ignored her. Growling and posturing they circled one another. Scully's eyes widened at the sight of a very large rat that was hanging out of the mouth of one of the cats. Horrified she saw the rat was still alive; its hairless plated tail desperately swinging around, trying to smack the cat in the face and free itself. She stilled an internal shudder before wrinkling her nose in distaste and quickly stepping onward. Scully knocked twice on the door paused for exactly 3&1/2 seconds and then knocked again. Inside she could hear the door locks, all 12 of them, being undone. She shook her head as a suspicious pair of eyes peered out at her. "Scully, that you?" Plaintively Scully spoke, "Byers, it's cold, it's late, I'm tired and I've just seen two cats fighting over a rat big enough to serve for Thanksgiving dinner, now let me in." Frohike's voice floated out from behind Byers. "That's Scully." It was dark inside this warren that the Lone Gunmen called home. Mulder was already there. He stood across the way deep in conversation with Langly, the two of them engrossed in the computer screen in front of them Their conversation broke off as Scully approached. "Scully have you ever been to Huntsville, Alabama?" Mulder queried. Scully turned back towards Byers, "If you guys dragged me down here to discuss, your vacation plans I'm going to burn this place down to the ground and I promise the four of you," she gave a stern eye to Mulder, "will go with it." "Geez Scully," Langly shook his head and settled his hair back behind his ears. "I really am beginning to believe you don't read the newspapers. Haven't you heard about the recent rash of thefts plaguing the Huntsville Space Center and Redstone National Arsenal?" "No," Scully said, "Petty theft doesn't exactly fall under the scope of the X- Files." Langly gave Scully a blank look before raising his eyes to the heavens and shaking his head in disbelief at Scully's apparent lack of interest. Frohike jumped in, "As usual the liberal media has downplayed these incidents and played them off as pranks pulled by local kids." He paused then added for emphasis, "Kids having a good time don't steal radioactive materials." "In my old neighborhood we would have." Langly confessed, "One time we.." Scully interrupted "What kind of radioactive materials?" Langly hopped back in "Doesn't anyone want to hear about the time I.." Mulder, Scully, Byers and Frohike all turned on Langly, "SHUT UP LANGLY." Need something here about what kind of radioactive materials. Will probably be 2 paragraphs. Scully turned her attention back to Frohike. "During a routine inventory of all supplies at Redstone National Arsenal 15 cases of weapons, including the Gordon Assault rifle with laser sites, came up missing. Standard ammunition for that baby is the 1.5mm Titanium hollow point bullet, guaranteed to pierce body armor or your money back. The Gordon Assault rifle is considered so deadly that current black market price for just a single gun with 2 clips of ammunition is almost a million dollars." "I thought the G.A.R. was still in the developmental stages." Scully asked. "Didn't you read our last newsletter?" Frohike inquired. Scully quickly glanced at Mulder, "I wasn't able to, someone spilled his lunch on my desk." Four sets of eyes swiveled around to look at Mulder. "It wasn't that big of a mess," he protested. "I tripped." "You're right Mulder, the floor, my desk and my NEW silk shirt don't cover enough area to make a big mess." Scully raised her hands indicating quotation marks around the words "big mess." Frohike cozied up to Scully but before he could get a word out she silenced him with a look before replying, "No Frohike I don't need help in getting the stains out. That's why I have a dry cleaner." Frohike opened and then closed his mouth, before mentally jettisoning whatever he was going to say and moving away to take his position up by Byers again. Byers favored Mulder with a babies-will- play look before picking the story back up. "The G.A.R. still IS in the developmental stages, but a few cases of test models have been shipped to different Army bases around the country. Public response you could say has been overwhelming, every branch of the service has been clamoring for one. In other words you have a governmental developed weapon that really works. But let even a single weapon get into the hands of even one of our less than stellar citizens of this country and no one, especially the police would be safe." "Ok" Scully said, "So what does this have to do with Huntsville Space Center and Redstone Arsenal?" "At this point we can't conclusively tie the two together, but check this out." "You've got Huntsville Space Center and Redstone National Arsenal with all the suburbia that goes with it. But just beyond the city limits you've got a lot of government owned land that has never been developed. At one point there was talk of tuning it into a National Park, but it never got beyond the talk stage." Sharply Scully said. "Yeah, I know all about how the government can talk, but I don't have all night." . Ignoring her tone of voice Byers resumed. "The upshot of this whole thing is that you've got nearly a quarter of a million acres of government owned land sitting there in and around Huntsville, Alabama doing nothing. About a year ago some of the land started getting sold. This was all very hush hush. Business as usual for the government." Scully broke in. "Byers, tell me something I don't already know." Byers turned and indicated for Langly to take over the story. Langly pulled his glasses off and started cleaning them on his shirt. He raised the lenses up against the light checking for specks of dust. Absent-mindedly he continued. "Every tract that has been sold has gone to a different person or company. But all of these trace back through 3 or 4 layers to the very same holding company. Tomas Inc. And Tomas Inc is just a holding company in the Bahamas. From that point on I keep hitting brick walls." Talking over his shoulder as he went, Langly motioned Mulder and Scully over to his computer. He tapped a few keys on his computer and a map popped onto the screen. "Ok, here's the area surrounding Huntsville, just a bunch of ordinary land parcels. But, when you click on every tract that's been sold look what happens." Again he hit a few keys and a new picture came on the screen. Scully's eyes narrowed thoughtfully and she traced the shape on the screen with one finger. Turning towards Mulder she cocked her head to one side in a wordless question and raised an eyebrow at him. Indicating he understood Mulder nodded his head and spoke the words Scully had been thinking. "That's a swastika; originally used by American Indians and other cultures from Japan to Tibet as a symbol of good luck. In pre-WWII Germany it was called Thor's Hammer. However, since the advent of Adolph Hitler and the 3rd Reich from the 1920's on it has become a symbol of bigotry, intolerance and hatred." Trying to decipher the deeper implications from the few tidbits of information given to him, Mulder distractedly ran his fingers back and forth through his hair a few times making it stand on end. Scully looked up at Mulder and was alarmed when her hand almost of it's own violation tried to reach up and neatly tuck his hair back into place. She covered it by raising her fist to her mouth and coughing. Accusingly she turned on Frohike, "Don't you guys ever clean this place?" "Cool your heels G-woman, we had to fire the cleaning lady last week." "You didn't fire me I quit." Byers shot back. "How many times have I asked you to leave my stuff alone?" Frohike returned. "Sandwich crusts do not constitute stuff, it's garbage." Byers contended. He went on, "You're the reason we have rats that don't actually work for the government hanging around here." Frohike and Byers glowered at one another. "Thanks guys, we'll handle it from here." With a gentle hand on her back Mulder steered Scully towards the door. Their departure went unnoticed as Byers, Frohike and Langly heatedly continued to debate the finer points of housekeeping. Part 4 3 Weeks Later An excruciatingly angry Assistant Director Walter Skinner paced around his office. Occasionally he stopped and scrutinized the two agents seated before him. Scully at least managed a contrite expression, but Mulder appeared completely unapologetic. Once again he'd caught Mulder doing something he had been expressly forbidden to do and Skinner was VERY pissed off. "Agent Mulder, what part of 'No' don't you understand?" Mulder started to reply but Skinner raised a hand to silence him. "Don't bother Agent, I already know your answer is going to make me even angrier." "Sir," Scully attempted to intercede on Mulder's behalf, but Skinner stopped her before the second syllable was out of her mouth. Pointing a badly shaking finger at her Skinner spoke, "You're in as much trouble as he is Agent Scully." Skinner went behind his desk and stood looking out of the window, hands on his hips. Occasionally he'd run a hand over his head before returning it back to his hip again. Skinner could remember a time when he had hair but for the life of him he couldn't recall if that was before or after he took on responsibility for Agents Mulder and Scully. Finally Skinner turned around. He placed both hands on his desk and leaned towards his errant agents. "I just got ANOTHER call from the powers- that-be. It seems Agent Mulder, you've been doing more research into a company called Tomas, Inc." Mulder tried to respond but Skinner again stopped him with a gesture. "I thought I made it absolutely clear at our meeting last week that you were to cease and desist this line of inquiry immediately." Skinner paused; he glanced at Scully before narrowing his gaze back onto Mulder. "Yet you continue to defy me Agent Mulder. Every time you screw up I get chopped off at the knees. Thanks to you I may not have a pension plan anymore." Skinner sat down at his desk, folded his arms and again leaned forward. He focused directly on Mulder. Skinner's voice hardened even more. "If you can't think of your future here in the bureau Agent Mulder, then at least think about Agent Scully's. If you are bound and determined to go down in flames, don't take her with you." Quickly Mulder looked over at Scully. She refused to meet his eyes, instead continuing to stare straight ahead. Mulder mentally sighed before returning his full attention back to what Skinner was saying. "I have had enough of your blatant disrespect to last me a lifetime Agent Mulder and this time I AM serious. Disobey me one more time you and Agent Scully will be chained to separate desks in separate offices doing background checks for the rest of your careers." Skinner held Mulder's eyes with his own until he was sure Mulder had grasped the gravity of his current situation. Skinner shifted his gaze from Mulder to Scully and then back to Mulder again. "For the next two weeks Agent Mulder you and Agent Scully are on unpaid administrative leave." Mulder opened his mouth to protest but Skinner stopped him cold. "If I could also place you under house arrest I would. As it stands right now, both of you go home and you stay home for the next 14 days. If you run out of food, starve. If the world ends, too bad." "If ONE of you disregards my orders BOTH of you will suffer the consequences. DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?" Scully's clear "Yes Sir," rang out over Mulder's mumbled one. Skinner watched Scully and Mulder leave. Somehow he just knew Mulder already had a way figured out to circumvent his orders. Part 5 Scully strode down the hall ahead of Mulder. Her heels giving off sharp little raps highlighted her anger. She came to a stop at the elevators and pushed the down button. Coming to stand beside her Mulder attempted to make light of the situation. "Skinner didn't specify whose place we had to stay at." Slowly Scully turned her head towards Mulder. Eyes narrowed, jaw clenched, she stood there holding Mulder's eyes with her own long enough for him to see that she too was not amused by this current situation. Mulder dropped his eyes to the floor as Scully reached up and jabbed the down button again. It was a lonely elevator ride down to the basement. Twice the doors opened to allow other passengers. Both times those people decided to wait rather than risk cutting the tension between a short, fuming, arms crossed, red-headed agent who looked mad enough to pull her weapon and use it on a tall, lanky, hands shoved into his pockets, dark-headed agent who looked ready to cry. It was a very subdued Mulder who exited the elevator behind Scully and followed her into their office. Scully went over to her desk and unmindful of Mulder began packing her things away. Fuming over Mulder's innate ability to get her into trouble she grabbed her briefcase and began shoveling it full of work to do over her "administrative leave." A white envelope landing on her desk startled Scully and she looked up at Mulder. "What's this?" "It's your plane ticket. We're going to Huntsville, Alabama." "No, Mulder I am NOT going to go gallivanting around the country with you, I AM going to go home." "Scully..." She rounded on him, "Weren't you listening to Skinner?" "Scully, I..." Mulder held his hands palms up trying to placate her. Today Scully's hair matched her temper and she advanced on Mulder fast, her face unreadable except for icy green eyes staring into his own. Mulder backed up until he felt his desk against the back of his legs. Scully continued forward until there was nothing more than the material of their clothing separating the two of them. Standing on her toes Scully got herself right up into Mulder's face and in a voice dripping with irritation she spoke. "Don't you ever think of me?" His eyes widened. If Scully only knew that he never stopped thinking of her. Before he could still them, emotions; care, concern, worry and love, flashed across Mulder's face. Apparently not noticing his reaction to her question, Scully leaned forward and put her index finger within millimeters of Mulder's nose. "Every time I have been at any junction of my life, I have always, always, ALWAYS, tried to consider how my actions would affect you." Mentally Mulder filed those words away for future consideration, he opened his mouth to speak but Scully charged on. "Yet you blindly go blithering off, AGAIN, doing the exact opposite of what AD Skinner tells you to do." Trying to escape Scully's wrath, Mulder tipped over the corner of his desk landing onto the floor with a resounding thud. His fingertips just missed his morning coffee by a fraction, but his arm caught his 'in' box sending it, along with papers, memos and yesterdays newspaper into the floor also. On hands and knees, Mulder sifted through the papers searching for something in particular. Speaking over his shoulder at Scully while he searched Mulder explained, "Scully, I'm telling you there's something really big going on here. And Skinner being so agitated tells me we are definitely going in the right direction." Scully shot back, "Mulder did it ever occur to you, that Skinner was mad because you weren't doing what he told you to do?" Now Mulder looked under his desk, his voice slightly muffled, "Look, here it is, check this..ooww." In his hurry to share his newly acquired information with Scully Mulder rose up too quickly and slammed his head into the bottom of the desk. The cup of coffee, which had earlier avoided disaster now tipped over to land squarely on Mulder. Dripping wetly, coffee running behind his ears and down into his shirt collar, Mulder squelched his way out from under the desk. "I haven't been able to locate very much information about Tomas Inc. But from what I've found so far. Tomas Inc was the brainchild of one Tomas Eloso. Founded some 100 years ago it's a import/export business, originally based in mid-west Texas, but it's been run out of the Bahamas since 1965 or so." Mulder was blindsided Scully's response. "When it's over used, even loyalty, can be worn out." Picking up her briefcase and ignoring Mulder completely, Scully left their office slamming the door behind her. The snick of the door latch catching pierced Mulder's heart. He sat there long after Scully had gone. Head in his hands surrounded by the shambles of their office. Part 6 Mulder looked around his motel room. He sighed deeply then ran a hand over his face and down his chin. He sat on one corner of the bed, his weight making the diagonal corner tilt up. Mulder idly wondered if the mattress was mocking him. "Here you are all alone and no one to sit on the opposite side of the bed to keep your mattress down." Mulder laughed a little at his double entendre as he spoke aloud to the empty motel room. Mulder knew that if Scully were here she wouldn't be sitting on the opposite side of the bed from him. But at least by now, he'd hoped to have found a way to pin her to the middle of it. He reminded himself, "wishful thinking won't get you anywhere." The last time Mulder played the wishful thinking game he'd lost two hours of his life. Two hours Mulder wouldn't even discuss with his psychiatrist. "Buddy, buddy, buddy if you've seen one motel room you've seen them all." This was definitely the most generic motel room Mulder had ever been in. Good God, even the name was stupid; Motel 6. Who the hell names a motel "6"? Was "5" already taken? But, considering the alternatives, he was lucky to have found this room. Only in the south would all of the motel rooms have been booked up because of the Great- Southern-Holy-Rollin-Bible-Thumpin-Snake- Handlin-Gettin-Jiggy-With-It-Festival. Thank God it only happened once a year! Religion, that word alone was enough to give Mulder a case of the screamin' heebie-jeebies. Defined by the simple golden cross around Scully's neck, religion gave her strength and hope. Faith in herself not to give up because to God give the glory forever and ever, or some such thing like that. Mulder concluded Scully was different because of her beliefs and that made him different because of her; Mulder found he could live with that. Mulder's phone rang, it was in the jacket he'd carelessly discarded when entering the room. He got up, the corner of the bed slapping back down again. He was almost positive inanimate objects were making fun of him. "Mulder" "Mulder, it's me. Where are you?" Why she almost sounded worried. Mulder thought this might be an improvement over the last time he'd seen her. "Where would you like me to be Scully?" His voice was a teasing invitation. It appeared though that Scully had other things on her mind and she ignored him. "I'd like for you to be at home, Mulder. Where Skinner told you to go, remember?" He sighed and rubbed between his eyes with thumb and forefinger. Scully could read him like a book, and he just knew that she knew, he wasn't at home. "I'm in Alabama Scully." "Great Mulder, that's just great. I think if Skinner could arrange it, he'd have us up before a firing squad." "Well Scully, I..." There was a knock at his door. "Hang on a moment, someone's at the door." Mulder got up, walked over and yanked it open, his heart jump-started rapidly at the sight before him. Scully stood there in the doorway, waggling her phone at him. Then she grinned. "Even as I tore out of the office yesterday I just knew no matter what anybody said, come Hell or high water you were going to Alabama." Mulder didn't bother to point out that his Hell was when she wasn't around. It fell under the 'he knew, that she already knew,' clause in their relationship. He moved aside and motioned her in. "I thought you were mad at me?" He tried to make it a joke, but the slight catch in his voice was hard to miss. Scully being Scully knew too, that Mulder wasn't Mulder without her by his side. Scully playfully smacked him on the shoulder as she walked in. "Mulder, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have learned the lesson that if you beat your head hard enough and long enough against the wall, eventually you can knock it down." Laughing together Mulder thought there was no better sound in the world than when Scully was happy. Mulder liked looking at Scully. He decided that while it was good to be busy, running around, doing whatever, sometimes it was nice to just sit here and watch her. Scully went over to the bed and sat down. Again the opposing corner popped up. Knowingly, Mulder looked at Scully and raised an eyebrow in open invitation. She gave him a smile and replied. "I have my own room Mulder, but thanks anyways." Hands on his hips he glared at her, "How did you find another room? I had to beg, plead and finally threaten to shoot someone to get this one." Scully moved closer to the middle of the bed, allowing the bed, like Mulder's hope of getting her into it, to crash back down. "It seems your next door neighbor," with that Scully indicated the adjoining door by the bathroom, "the Right Reverend Brother Willie John Thomas was attacked by one of his constituents at today's prayer meeting and he's going to be spending the next few nights in the hospital." "What?" Mulder's jaw dropped. Scully rephrased her answer, "He was bitten by a rattlesnake." Mulder hoisted his mouth back up and shook his head, at least Scully would be in the adjoining room. "After I left you yesterday some rather disturbing information came my way. And it..." "How?" Mulder interrupted. Scully sighed, "You wouldn't believe me if I told you, but for now that's not important. What is important," Scully stressed the word, "is that the last known item of export for Tomas, Inc. was an unidentified weapon that matched the descriptions of the Gordon Assault Rifle right down to the ammunition that was shipped with it." "Somehow or another the G.A.R. was stolen from Redstone Arsenal, miraculously these items turned up in the Bahamas where they were legally shipped back to the US. It seems that Tomas Inc also has a license to import and export weapons. Naturally they also have a contract to supply weapons to the US Government." "Naturally." Mulder dryly replied. A few moments passed before Mulder knowingly looked at Scully, "you know where these weapons were shipped, don't you?" Scully nodded her head in assent, "That's what brought me down here to you in such a hurry. The last address of delivery on the invoice was for a place about 2 hours from here called Deer-Fork Creek." Turning from Scully, as much to hide his fear for her, as it was to hide it from himself. Mulder busied himself unpacking his bags. Wanting to share with Mulder that she understood his frustration Scully moved closer to him allowing herself to reach out and rub her hand across Mulder's back a few times. Sighing again Scully moved away from Mulder, going over to the door she exited out to get her things from her rental car. Turning to watch as she left, Mulder's face was noticeably void of emotions but beneath the surface he could feel stirrings of things he refused to discuss. Shaking his head, Mulder allowed himself to sink back into the mundane ritual of unpacking. All else forgotten except for this moment, right here and right now. Later that same evening... Night enfolds a sleeping Mulder. The darkness of his room is only an echo of what he sees in his head. His hands twitch and dance across the blanket, legs moving in a disjointed rhythm underneath. His head jerks from left to right and occasionally he audibly gasps. Visions of Scully, broken, dying, dance in front of his eyes, creeping into the crevices of his brain. He wakes, deeply frightened by some unnamable terror. With the irrefutable clarity of truth Mulder knows in his heart it was a huge mistake for Scully to have followed him here. But as the saying goes 'some lies are easier to believe than the truth,' he knows that Scully with calm and rational words will dispel his fears. Where he goes she will follow, it's that simple. He is filled with trepidation to the very core of his being by that single lucid thought. He sits there in the dark, sweaty, breaths shallow and uneven. Dreadful things with sharp gnashing teeth at night turn out to be nothing more than bare tree branches tapping the window during the day. This thought does little to dispel the vague indefinable worry in Mulder's mind that he is leading Scully to her death. Mulder throws the covers back. He wipes his eyes and checks the clock, 2:13 AM. "Damn." Softly he pads across the floor. He briefly pauses before slowly sticking his head through the adjoining doors to look at Scully. She's sleeping peacefully, the bed covers rising and falling with the gentle cadence of her breathing. Mulder stands there for several minutes, eyes closed, forehead against the doorjamb. Slowly his heart resumes its natural rhythm. A single tear works its way down the channel of his nose, across the corner of his mouth, over to his chin before dropping silently to the floor. Wiping his eyes, Mulder moves away from the door. Heading back to his bed, the words, "Scully is fine", roll over and over through his head. A mantra to a God Mulder only talks to when it involves Scully. He's taken two steps when Scully's voice stops him. Sleepily she asks, "Mulder, are you ok?" Quietly elated to hear the concern for him in her words as Mulder returns to the door and puts his head back through. "Yeah," he softly replies, "I'm fine." He goes on, "I had a nightmare." Scully raises herself on one elbow. Gently she responds, "I heard." They look at one another as time flows by one liquid moment to the next. The glow from a streetlamp shimmers through a slit in the motel room curtains. In this tenebrous light Scully considers Mulder. He looks weary, drawn. Half circles of deep purple underline each eye. Obviously he hasn't been sleeping well lately. Has he always been this tired and she just hasn't noticed? It's impossible to voice how much she worries about him when she can't even admit it to herself. Scully shook that thought away before giving Mulder a small smile and patting the empty space on the bed next to her. He looks at her, his eyebrows raised in question. "Mulder, you will do anything to get into my bed," She lightly teases him. Ruefully Mulder laughs in response before walking over to the bed and sliding under the covers. Commandeering the other pillow Mulder pounded it into the right shape before settling down beside Scully. They lay there facing each other. Hesitantly Mulder reaches out to place his hand in the swell of Scully's side. Scully watches Mulder's eyes grow heavy, heavier, then close, as he relaxes into the motion of her breathing Tenderly, Scully reaches out to trace a gentle hand over Mulder's hair and across his check. Mulder's eyes fluttered open, but Scully, sensitive to the unrest in his heart reaches out and with a feather light touch, closes his eyes again. "Sleep Mulder, it's ok." Whatever he hears in her tone of voice it's evidently enough. Scully watches as Mulder's chest rises and falls, deep and then deeper. When she is positive he is fully asleep Scully settles herself to rest again. Meanwhile, two hours away in Deer-Fork Creek Alabama... Two people, one man, one woman, sit at a counter of a closed coffee shop. Placidly he sips coffee as she sits there staring thoughtfully into space, chin cupped in her hand. Behind them the waitress a pre-raphellite beauty her hair a cascade of brown curls, wipes down a table. The woman drops her hand and turns around to face the empty shop. Matter of factly she states, "They're on the way." The waitress, her voice that of a soft sultry southern siren, replies, "I have a bad feeling about this." The man does not speak but nods his head in agreement. The woman gets up and goes to put her coat on. Behind her the man also stands. He places a bill on the counter before getting his jacket. At the door the woman pauses, she finally must make a decision she has dreaded for years. Turning to look at the waitress the woman speaks, "Tell the others." Hand on her hip, dishrag in hand, the waitress concedes, "It's time." With that the man and woman turn and take their leave. The way to their car is illuminated by a full harvest moon hanging pregnant, heavy over the west ridge. Behind them, a wolf howls. Part 7 "Mulder, I'm hungry." Without looking Mulder pulled a bag of sunflowers seeds he'd gotten from the vending machine that morning out of his pocket and tossed them to Scully. They landed directly in her lap with a small crunch. "Through the hoop, nothing but net." Mulder teased. Scully tossed them back to Mulder and archly replied, "I got my own snacks." "Really?" Eyes questioning Mulder glanced Scully. "Really." Mulder looked at Scully and Scully looked back at Mulder. This ritual that was the thrust and parry of their relationship, was important to both of them. Scully pointed to a restaurant off to the right, "there." "Scully we if we can go another 30 minutes I'm sure we can find something else." "No Mulder, that's where I want to eat." "Why?" He was genuinely curious. "I don't know, it just looks like a good place to eat." Indeed, the small parking lot was full. It was a cheerfully tidy cafe. Freshly planted petunias filled the flower box in front of the big glass window. A neat white sign above the door, proclaimed this place to be "The Rabbit Hole." Mulder parked in the only available space and opened the car door. Immediately aromatic smells of home cooking filled his senses. Mulder found his stomach rumbling in his ears. Mulder and Scully walked across the lot, their feet crunching on the gravel. Mulder opened the door allowing Scully through first. The smells in here were even stronger and Scully separated the scents out, corn, peas, potatoes, and homemade bread. Scully's nose had died and gone to heaven. The inside of the cafe was as neat of the outside. Fresh flowers filled small vases on every table. Straight ahead separated by two rows of tables was a counter with revolving stools. Behind the counter a waitress, her hair the exact same style as Scully's, served two farmers. Dressed in overalls, ball caps sticking out of their back pockets, they teased the girl who was obviously much younger than them. Behind the girl, through a hole cut in the wall Mulder could see two cooks, one male with a red bandana and a female with glasses and short brown hair. He watched them bob and weave around one another, a dance with food as the last step. Families, mothers feeding their babies in highchairs filled the tables. In one booth a man had the local paper spread out before him as he munched a burger and fries. In another one, a young couple, holding hands, eyes only for each other, shared a milkshake (two straws, thank you.) "Be right with ya'll" floated out across the floor, "Just seat yourselves" Mulder steered Scully over to the only open spot in the room, a booth by the window, the fall sun streamed through warming the leather seats. Sitting there in the light, Mulder watched Scully as she studied the menu. The sun danced across her hair and it shone, spun red-gold. Mulder imagined himself plunging his hands into her hair, pulling her close, brushing her lips with his, then.. Whoa, where did THAT thought come from? Mulder immediately returned himself to the present. The floor waitress came up and gave Mulder a small conspiratorial wink. He felt exposed as though she had just taken his very private thought and written it on the menu by the front of the door. Today's special, carrots, peas, and for dessert Scully a la mode! Mulder tilted his head up to look at the waitress. Brown curly hair cascaded down and around her face, light blue eyes stared out above the deepest set of dimples Mulder had ever seen. The nametag neatly pinned to the front of her uniform read, "Jen". She smiled at Mulder and he smiled back, unexpectedly caught by her charm. Her voice came out slow, southern, and femininely sweet. "What can I get for ya'll?" "What's the special?" Scully asked. "Hon, our blue plate special today is meatloaf or fried chicken with your choice of 3 vegetables, homemade bread and for dessert apple or peach pie." "I'd like the meatloaf with corn, squash, and green beans, please. Water with lemon to drink." Scully smiled up at the waitress handing her the menu. Jen turned to Mulder, "and what for you hon?" Mulder fought the urge to imitate her accent. "I'll have the same, but make mine chicken, tea for me." "Sweet or un-sweet?" "Sweet or un-sweet what?" "Tea, sweet or un-sweet tea. Don't they have sweet-tea where you're from?" "How do you know I'm not from around here?" Those words were just pulled from Mulder with no conscious thought and he was a little surprised by them. Jen gave Mulder a quick once over with her eyes. "You're not like us." She smiled but there was nothing funny about her words and Mulder had the strangest sensation that she wasn't just talking about him and Scully not being from the south. In that instant Mulder wondered if it was more than just a whim, which had prompted Scully to want to eat at this particular restaurant? Discretion is the better part of valor, Mulder backed down. "No, we're just passing through." Jen accepted the victory easily as she spoke "Sweet or un-sweet?" "Sweet with lemon please." Jen turned away, hollering at the waitress behind the counter. "Danielle, get these folks a water and a tea with lemon." Busy pouring another cup of coffee Danielle indicated she heard with a nod of her head. A few moments later Danielle came over and put the drinks on the table. Mulder noticed how softly her hair swung back and forth, like Scully's. Focusing again on Scully he noticed a few strands of hair had fallen forward across her cheek, how easy it would be to reach forward and put them back where they belonged. Then he could just put a hand behind the soft nape of Scully's neck and pull her forward to him.. This time it was Danielle who gave Mulder the funny look before she too moved away. Idly Scully played with her straw while they waited for their food. Mulder found himself on the verge of telling Scully what was on his mind when Jen came back with their lunch. She gave him a devilish grin this time. Mulder decided right then and there no matter how good the food was he was never coming back to this place again. Too many people here seemed quite capable of plucking his thoughts right out of midair. The food tasted as good as it smelled, Mulder and Scully dug right in. While they were eating a huge commotion erupted in the kitchen, the boiler flying across the kitchen, its path interrupted by the opposing wall. A female voice screeched, "RICHARD! How many times have I told you that's not where the boiler goes?" Mulder and Scully paused, forks in midair, eyes riveted towards the kitchen. The locals continued eating, evidently this happened on a daily basis. Mulder watched amused as the one farmer held out his hand in a "pay me" gesture to the other one. The second man slowly shook his head before pulling a bill out and handing it to the first man. Behind the window a male voice floated out, "Lolly, honey, I only set it there for a moment." "You did not. You set it there 30 minutes ago, I watched you do it. When you get something out, put it back, I'M NOT YOUR MOTHER!" "Honey, I'm sorry" Mulder watched as the cook moved across the window his hands raised to cup the female cooks face. Slowly he kisses her, drowning out her protests until the two of them sink out of site of the window and into the floor Mulder presumes. Deciding that some things are better left to the imagination Mulder leans towards Scully and opens his mouth to speak but before he can get a word out the waitress is there filling the drinks. "Oh, don't mind them, they always act like that. You should try living next door to them." Jen giggled before continuing, "Keep you up half the night they can." Mulder looked at Scully, if he asked if he could keep her up half the night would she let him? Scully chose that exact moment to excuse herself to the restroom. When Scully was gone Jen leaned forward and placed a compassionate hand on Mulder's shoulder, looking directly into his eyes she spoke two very simple words, "Tell her." "Excuse me?" Mulder was slightly taken aback, but not terribly surprised that the waitress had somehow divined his thoughts. Jen's blue eyes twinkled merrily, "Tell her how you feel. I bet you'd be surprised by her response." Caught completely flat-footed Mulder weakly replied, "Yes, well certainly, someday...soon.." This defense sounded feeble, even to his ears, and his voice trailed off. Again Jen leaned forward, all sign of joviality erased from her face and there was no laughter in her voice when she spoke, "Agent Mulder, you and Agent Scully need to go back home." Incredulously Mulder spoke, "How did you know who we were?" Jen waved his question away with her hand, "It doesn't matter how we know who you are. The most important thing right now is that you and especially Agent Scully are in mortal danger." Mulder opened his mouth to question Jen further when he happened to glance around the cafe. He felt suddenly exposed as he realized that every eye in the room centered on him. Even the cooks from the back were at their window. He watched as the male nervously fingered the red bandana around his throat Mulder wasn't sure of what his next response should be. Jen seemed very assured that she knew what she was talking about, but what was he going to do? The words "Scully is dying" flashed into his thoughts, in his heart Mulder knew Jen was right. Mulder knew that Jen knew, Scully was here because of him. Mulder looked up at Jen and shrugged, it was the only answer he had. With the inevitability of knowing that Mulder and Scully were going to follow through on this course of action, Jen sighed. Mulder could tell she thought of and then discarded two or three different arguments, but she too knew that no words were going to work here. "You need to go talk to Sally Wolfe." Blankly Mulder looked up at Jen, "Who?" "She owns a bait and tackle down the road aways. You'll have to go talk to her." From her stance Mulder intuitively understood Jen had told him all she was going to on this subject. The ball was now in his court. "How do I get there?" Jen pulled a pencil and pad out of her apron. She jotted a few lines down before slapping the directions down on the table in front of Mulder. "There's no charge for your meals." Mulder felt the futility of arguing with her about that. Simply he spoke, "Thank you." Simply she replied, "You're welcome." At that moment Scully reappeared. She looked at Mulder then to Jen. Hopefully she asked, "Are we ordering dessert?" Neutrally Mulder replied, "No, we've got to get on the road. We're behind schedule as it is." Mulder stood up and took his wallet out. He put a five down on the table before turning and walking out behind Scully. Unmindful of the bill on the table, Jen turned, one hand on her hip, to watch Mulder and Scully leave. Jen watched as Mulder and Scully moved away from the building before pausing in the middle of the parking lot. From their stances Jen could see that this was a very serious conversation. Once or twice she saw Scully shake her head at something Mulder said. Finally Scully made a move back towards the restaurant and with that Jen reached up and changed the 'open' sign to 'closed'. After a few more minutes Mulder and Scully left. Shaking her head, worry apparent in the lines that crossed her pretty face, Jen turned to the silent, waiting patrons in her cafe. Speaking to no one in general she sighed, "That went really well." Frustrated she ran her fingers through her hair. This was sooooo bad! Moving over to the pay phone Jen fished some change out of her pocket. Dialing the number she said one word to whoever answered at the other end, "No." Listening intently to the reply she got, Jen nodded once in understanding before hanging up. Quickly she glanced at her watch, before pointing to the two farmers, "Jamie you and Sam go tell the others." The next assignment went to the young couple seated in the booth window, "Igor, you and Jane need to survey the area." Jen turned to go to the back, the cafe patrons sat, still immobilized. She whipped around and bellowed one word, "MOVE." Action with a purpose replaced inaction, the sounds of running feet and car doors slamming filled the air. Five minutes later the cafe and parking lot stood empty. Part 8 No words passed between Mulder and Scully as they left the little restaurant. Quickly Scully glanced at Mulder's face checking the emotional weather brewing there before quickly looking away again. Deep in thought Mulder moved methodically, one foot in front of the other. Scully forcibly stopped Mulder. One hand on his arm she swung him around to look at her. He was troubled; she could see the thunderheads clouded behind his hazel eyes. "We aren't on a schedule Mulder, what's up?" Pent up emotions have a way of surfacing in the most unexpected times and places. Mulder took Scully's hand off of his arm and clasped it between his hands. Intently he searched her face, it was a face in some respects he knew better than his own. Green eyes that Mulder always associated with the ocean depths, stared out of an oval face that was framed by her chestnut hair. Scully felt the turbulence beneath Mulder's surface. Something had changed. She could almost see Mulder thinking, searching. An Oxford scholar at a loss for words was almost palpably frightening. Worried, Scully reached up to stroke Mulder's cheek. Momentarily he leaned into her caress. Scully heard the anxiety underlining the sincerity in Mulder's voice when he finally spoke, "Scully do you care about me?" What a most un-Mulder like question! Taken aback Scully glanced at the gravel for a few seconds, gathering her thoughts. The seemingly simplest of questions are often the hardest to answer. Scully dragged her toe back and forth scuffing her shoes, sorting and then discarding all of the most obvious answers. Finally she looked back at Mulder her face softening at the emotions that played across his face. "Of course I do, we're partners, friends" she paused, "I've known you for a long time. We work well together." Mulder's grip tightened on Scully's hand, intently he peered at her, "No I said, do you care about me." Intuitively she understood that what Mulder was asking went way beyond a simple inquiry but instead cut to the very essence of who she and Mulder were together. Scully sighed before looking over Mulder's shoulder, randomly searching the fall foliage. Focused inwardly Scully saw but didn't see the brilliant reds, yellows and browns that colored the trees. There was no sound save that of a soft caressing breeze as it rustled through the leaves. Friendship, trust and love, all require a leap of faith with no safety net underneath you. Taking a deep breath Scully closed her eyes and jumped, "yes." "Scully, I..I care about you too, that waitress in there," he jerked his thumb towards the cafe, she knew my name, she knew yours, she warned me, we, you, especially you, you were in and these were her words not mine, 'Mortal Danger'. I've been having bad dreams and it's always the same, you're dying and there's nothing I can do about it. This whole thing has been so weird, why did you want to eat here?" Mulder's mind was darting around furiously and Scully wasn't sure which question she should initially address, but in the back of her mind 'I care about you too,' hovered. First things first though, "There's nothing mystical about it Mulder. It just looked like a good place to eat." Mulder huffed, "Then how did she know who we were?" "Here's a concept for you Mulder," Scully shot back, "Let's go ask?" She turned towards the door in time to see the waitress change the 'Open' sign to 'Sorry, but we're closed now'. The waitress glanced at Scully disinterestedly before turning away. 'Ok', Scully thought, 'this is getting weird.' Possessively Mulder reached out and drew Scully back to him, his hand firm and strong on her arm. Gently he shook her, forcing Scully to focus on him. Pulling away from Mulder, Scully tried to reassess their situation. Addressing Mulder's most apparent concern Scully spoke, "Mulder you've been under a lot of stress lately. Yes, I know you've been having bad dreams. Last night wasn't the first time you've woken me up when we've been on the road. But these dreams are just a manifestation of your daytime worries. I am fine Mulder." Cupping his face with both hands and speaking slowly, emphasizing every word, Scully reiterated, "I ..am..fine." Scully's small hands were warm on Mulder's face. He placed both of his hands over hers. Unexpected words, "I am Scully's Mulder," rang into his consciousness, "I am Scully's Mulder." If she died, who would he be then? Still holding Scully's hands in his own he pulled them down from his face. "I want you to go back to DC." "No." Patiently Mulder cajoled, "Yes you are." Determinedly Scully replied, "No, I'm not and you can't make me." This little confrontation had all the makings of a Mexican stand off, but short of stuffing her in the trunk and driving her back to DC himself, Scully wasn't going to go anywhere without him. Mulder's brain finally accepted what his heart had always known. A few more moments passed before Mulder gently let Scully's hands go. He nodded his head in acceptance then spoke, "Lets get going. I've got some more things to tell you but I can do that on the way." Unaware that they were being watched from the underbrush by a pair of feral yellow eyes, Mulder and Scully got into their car and left. Part 9 Mulder pulled up in front of the store. Two wrong turns and one stop to ask for directions had turned noon into early evening. It had taken longer to get there than Mulder expected, the last two miles of road had been little more than dirt with some scattered gravel. Mulder got out of his rental car. It was covered in dust and there were a few dings in the paint from the debris kicked up by the tires. He guessed he wouldn't be getting his deposit back from this one. Scully got out of the car and tiredly stretched. Looking across the roof of the car at Mulder she asked, "Are you sure this is it?" "Yeah, I think so. The directions mentioned a Blue Chevy Blazer and that looks like one over there." He jerked his head towards the side of the building. Looking like something out of the old west, the two-story log building was covered by a tin roof. It would not have seemed out of place to see a horse, one hip lazily cocked to the side tied up at the hitching post. Furniture that looked to be made of tree branches invited them onto the front porch. Two huge glass windows framed a pleasing array of mercantile goods, the words "Fly & Tie" painted on the windows in gold. With Mulder trailing behind, Scully idly wandered up and looked into the windows. Genuine washboards made an interesting backdrop for the other items displayed. She saw sleds, real ones! The kind made with varnished wood and metal runners. They reminded Scully of when she was little. Her brothers would rub a dry bar of soap over the runners, making for a smooth fast ride. Then she, Bill and Charlie would go sledding for hours. She remembered how they just laughed and laughed. Finally they would come home, red-cheeked, tired and happy. "Scully, I think we...Scully?" Realizing that Scully wasn't beside him at the door Mulder turned around and saw her gazing wistfully into the store. One hand pressed lightly against the glass. Mulder began to call her name again and then stopped. Whatever she saw obviously reminded her of something pleasant. Surreptitiously he studied her profile, watching as a smile played across her face. The words "I am Scully's Mulder" came to mind tugging on his heart before bobbing below the surface again. He walked over and gently touched her on the elbow. "Hey, what're you looking at?" Scully looked up at Mulder, "nothing." She didn't want to tell him that what she saw reminded her of something she did with her brothers that Mulder probably never did get to do with his sister. She smiled up at Mulder then spoke again, "Nothing really, just looking." Relieved when Mulder seemed to accept what she said at face value, Scully paused for one last glance before following Mulder into the store. The pleasant ring of an old style school bell attached to the door announced their arrival. A husky female voice floated out from somewhere in front of Mulder and Scully. "Can I help ya'll?" Stepping deeper into the store Mulder replied to the store in general unable to locate a person to match the voice, "I'm Special Agent Mulder and this is my partner Agent Scully and we're looking for Sally Wolfe." "You found her." With that Mulder saw whom he'd been talking to. Standing up and steeping around from the back of a dry goods counter she came up to Mulder and Scully, stopping just a few feet away from them. She was tall, this woman. Taller than Scully, slender with short shaggy brown hair and eyes the same unremarkable shade of brown as her hair. "I'm looking for a man named Tomas Eloso." "Never heard of him." "You're lying." Scully blurted out. A bit surprised by Scully's abruptness, Mulder quickly glanced at her before taking his cue from her unusual gambit. "The waitress, Jen, from the Rabbit Hole, she said you'd help us." "Help you do what Agent Mulder? America's Most Wanted ain't exactly holed up around the corner waiting for the bad guy of the week to pop up." "However," the woman conceded, "I do know Jen, and you aren't the first ones she's sent out here on a wild goose chase. But like I said before, I still don't know anyone named Tomas Eloso." The woman eyed Mulder daring him or Scully to contradict her again. Telling the truth or telling a lie, Mulder couldn't be sure. But of one thing he was wholly positive. The heart of the danger he had dreamed, slept, lived with for months about Scully's dying, lay here deep within the forest confines. Frustrated by his inability to decipher the deeper implications from this little tete-a-tete Mulder had had enough. He was tired, hungry, and needed to go to the bathroom, he decided to cut to the chase. Scully started to speak and Mulder reached for his weapon. Pointing it directly at her he spoke through clenched teeth. "Hello. How are you? I'm fine, how can I help you? Now that the niceties are out of the way, what the fuck is going on here?" Sally laughed. "You got balls Agent Mulder, pity you don't have the brains to go with them." Mulder's finger tightened on the trigger, "talk." "You're a real asshole, you know that. Look over my left shoulder at the staircase behind you." Before Mulder had a chance to comply, Scully had her weapon out and shouted, "FBI DON'T MOVE!" Slowly Mulder looked. He knew there was a man behind the weapon, but all he could see was the barrel of a shotgun pointed right at him and Scully. Sally spoke, the gentleness of her voice belying the seriousness of her words, "You're looking at a 12 gauge double barrel pump action shotgun, with a spread of 15 feet. He can take you and Agent Scully in one shot. If you've really got a hard-on about dying, today's your day." Mulder pointed out, "You'd be killed too." Conversationally the woman responded, "The only truly dead are those who have been forgotten." The undemanding emptiness of her words refocused Mulder's attention. Scully remained ready, weapon pointed at the man. Neutrally Sally continued, "It's an old Jewish saying, I'm surprised you and Agent Scully haven't come across it before. But since blood is so damn hard to clean off a wood floor, why don't we all just play nice for a bit?" With a slight indication of her head at the man on the staircase, Sally said, "He can shoot the wings off of a fly at 30 paces, with a crosswind blowing, on a moonless night in July. I know I've seen him do it." Mulder looked at Scully. Then he looked down at the woman. Then he looked at Scully again. "Scully is dying," Mulder's blood ran cold and he shivered. Answering Mulder's unspoken thought, Sally confirmed Mulder's worst fear. "She damn sure will if you don't listen to what I'm telling you." Scully went to speak but Mulder shook his head in a 'not now' gesture at her. It scared Mulder as much as it made him white-hot mad that again, someone else appeared capable of tapping into his consciousness. He let the woman go and stepped back by Scully. Scully raised her weapon up to her chest, still ready if needed. It was a gesture not lost on the woman. "You can put your weapon away Agent Scully. The time for violence has passed." Curiously Scully tilted her head and looked at Sally. What an arcane way of speaking. Scully's eyes questioned Mulder. It didn't take a mind reader to know what she was asking. On some things Mulder and Scully were in total sync. Again Mulder shook his head, this time indicating for Scully to holster her weapon. Slowly Scully complied but kept her hand near her waist just in case the need should arise. Deliberately the man on the stairs raised his gun, before placing the barrel over his shoulder and walking over to where Mulder, Scully and the woman stood. He was the biggest man Mulder and Scully had ever seen. Of Native American descent, he was every bit of 6'5". Coal black hair, buzzed off in a military crew cut accentuated a razor sharp nose over chiseled features. Scully could see the powerful ease of muscles that seemed built for a terrible purpose flowing beneath his shirt. Evidently the woman had seen reactions similar to Mulder's and Scully's because there was humor in her voice when she spoke. "Agents Mulder and Scully I'd like you to meet John-Gabriel." The big man nodded at them, before tuning to look at the woman. He grunted something unintelligible at her before casting a glance back at Mulder and Scully. He grunted something else and then walked away. "I know you've got to tap a kidney Agent Mulder if you follow John-Gabriel he'll show you where the bathroom is." Mulder eyed Scully, if this was an ambush.. Scully nodded her head in understanding. "This is no setup Agent Mulder." Mulder jerked around to give a hard stare at the woman. "How in the hell do you know what I'm thinking?" "It doesn't take a mind reader to know what you're thinking. Go to the bathroom, we'll play 20 questions when you get back." Mulder hesitated, to leave Scully alone...here. Laughing Sally said, "Go to the fucking bathroom before your eyes start to float. We'll still be here when you get done." 'Damn', Mulder decided he was going to have to get a filter for his brain. He worked his way down the aisle behind John-Gabriel towards the back. Watching as Mulder walked away, Sally sighed. She was more than a little nonplussed that the situation she had been trying to forestall for years had finally come to play. Scully also followed Mulder with her eyes. This whole thing was just weird, weird, weird. Scully felt the ache of all she hid from Mulder, worry, need, desire, especially desire. Desire that stalks up on a lonely Sunday afternoon, or on a rainy Tuesday, or when the sun shines through his hair and fills his mouth with laughter, desire that goes beyond need and scores a bull's-eye at the very core of self. Glancing over at Scully, Sally shook her head in amazement. For two people who verbally espoused independence they were emotionally the neediest pair she had ever encountered. Not withstanding the fact that they also had to be the most obstinate pair she'd ever run across as well. Agent Scully was over there in a fog about Agent Mulder, and Mulder, let him be away from Scully and he'd go mooning off in the same direction. Didn't these two every talk? Once Mulder was out of earshot Sally turned back to Scully, placing both hands on Scully's shoulders she stared right into Scully's eyes. "How can you and Agent Mulder be so smart and so fucking stupid at the same time?" Shaking loose from Sally, Scully stepped back a few paces, "What are you talking about?" "Agent Scully if you don't turn around and go home now then you are going to die." Sarcastically Scully spoke, "If I'm the one who has a 'date with death' why is everyone warning Agent Mulder?" "You were Agent Mulder's past before he knew it and without you now he has no future." It couldn't be explained any more simply. Scully drew back as though she had been slapped. "What, you expected violins and roses?" Sally spoke forthrightly, "Agent Scully, there are things that will always fall beyond your scope of knowledge or understanding. People you will never meet, places you will never go and things you will never see, except as the reflection of another." Words have only the obligation of their meaning; the true burden falls on the listener. Scully felt the sincerity of what Sally said, but the meaning still eluded her. "So tell me, how did you figure out I was going to die? Did you read it in some tea-leaves, or perhaps tarot cards, did you mediate or have a vision? For all I know a little bird told you? No one can predict the future, that's just superstitious nonsense! And the few times that an accurate prediction collided with reality is nothing more than luck!" Sally fired back, "I can't believe that you a woman of science, a woman who prides herself on being able to rationalize everything she sees down to the smallest molecule of an atom can believe in something so intangible as *luck*." It wasn't pleasant for Scully to hear her beliefs interpreted in such a way and then thrown back at her. It was stranger still to hear the honesty in Sally's voice as she spoke. Scully hoped that not everyone (Mulder) saw her in this same way. "In the end Agent Scully all we have are the power of our beliefs. But to believe is not enough without the power of knowledge and knowledge is nowhere near enough without the power of our convictions. All these things are everything and nothing if we fail to use the most valuable tool we have. Using your head is great Agent Scully, but if you fail to learn how to use the power of your heart, then both you and Agent Mulder will surely die." "Those are really pretty words Ms. Wolfe, but you still fail to answer my questions, who are you and how is it you seem to be able to anticipate what Agent Mulder and I are going to say or do before we even know ourselves?" "Here's another old saying for you Agent Scully, 'Never ask a question unless you really want to know the answer.'" Acknowledging Scully's silence as an invitation to continue Sally answered, "I can read minds." "How?" Was the only word Scully could manage. The problem with a nervous breakdown is that you don't know if the truly crazy person is the one who is or isn't having the emotional meltdown. "It is not something I'm especially proud of, but like your height or weight is genetically determined." "Excuse me," Scully spoke incredulously, "are you telling me you inherited this ability?" "Open your heart Agent Scully. You know what I'm saying is true." Indeed Sally's words had a sterling quality of truth about them. Scully felt exposed. "I also have the ability to filter people out, you can't imagine the most uselessly random thoughts most people have. If I told you what Agent Mulder was thinking right now you wouldn't believe me. As for the rest of your questions they're moot at this point and need no answer." As she spoke, Sally walked around straightening the shelves. She then went to the front door. Scully heard the slap whap of a dead bolt lock being thrown. Scully hopped in, "I beg to differ. I think those questions cut to the very heart of mine and Agent Mulder's problems right now and you just don't want to answer them." There was a little bit of derision in Sally's voice when she spoke and it wasn't lost in Scully. "Although you hide it well Agent Scully, I dare say you've got a little bit of the talent, or was that just a *lucky* guess?" "I am not here to bandy about platitudes, Agent Mulder and I are on..," Speaking contemptuously Sally spat at Scully, "Oh come off of it Agent Scully. Agent Mulder is on a mission that will either get the two of you killed or will land him in your bed. And frankly from what I've picked up from you Ms. Scully, dying with Agent Mulder or sleeping with him would almost be one and the same." Sally paused before cruelly adding, "Oh wait, it's Agent Mulder that likes to play those games." Scully was aghast, Mulder didn't want to sleep with her. Sure he had been more attentive lately but that was just Mulder worrying about her safety. This Sally woman was just being ridiculous. It was the closest Scully would ever come to pulling her weapon and using it on an unarmed person. "You do a favor for me and I'll quit running loose in your head Agent Scully." "Fine!" Scully bit the words off, at this point she'd just about agree to anything to get this *bitch* to shut up. "Tonight you and Agent Mulder sleep here, it's dark the two of you would never find your way back to the main road. Tomorrow morning, first thing, you get back into your little rental car and you take your little selves, back to the little town you both came from, and if I ever lay eyes on the two of you again, I'll shoot you myself. Are we clear on that?" "Excruciatingly clear," Scully ground the words out. A few moments later Mulder walked into this fray. By the set of her jaw Mulder could tell Scully was infuriated. What in the world had happened? He'd only been gone a few minutes. Tentatively he reached out to Scully, placing a hand on her shoulder. Furious Scully whipped around, "Don't touch me!" Scully's mind spun crazily, a planet no longer tilting properly on its axis, and the whipped look on Mulder's face when he took his hand away made her feel even worse. Turning on her heel, Sally walked away. She went by the main counter to pick up a hand basket before working her way down another aisle, grabbing different foodstuffs she filled the basket. Pausing at the foot of the stairs, Sally turned to Scully, "You coming?" Pointedly Mulder turned his back to Sally, "what's going on here Scully?" Trying to take the sting out of her earlier outburst, Scully smiled up at Mulder, "We're staying the night." "Since when?" Scully's mind stuttered around, randomly searching, which word to use first, second, third? "I don't know Mulder, I just don't know." Scully's indecision scared Mulder. He'd never seen her at a loss for anything, ever. "Well, ok." Mulder and Scully trailed Sally up the stairs. At the first door to the right Sally stopped. The basket she had been carrying she handed to Mulder. It was filled with cheese, crackers, chocolate and some condiments. "I know you're hungry." Turning to Scully she handed her a bottle of wine, and two glasses. Speaking kindly she said, "Isn't it time you and Agent Mulder really talked?" You didn't need to be a mind reader to interpret the look Scully gave Sally. Laughing at Scully, Sally turned and headed down the hall to presumably her own room. Mulder cast one last look at Sally's retreating back before turning the doorknob. The room was dark and Mulder brushed his hand about looking for a switch. "Found it!" It was a tidy room, with just one problem. It had one bed! Mulder looked at Scully with her bottle of wine and Scully looked at Mulder with his basket of food. Simultaneously they both looked at the bed, then to each other, then back to the bed again. This was going to be a looooong night. Part 10 Time passed languidly as Mulder and Scully talked quietly into the evening. The tense unsettledness between the two of them gave way to relaxation as the time passed. Gentle intimate laughter filled the small bedroom; an evening breeze ruffled the curtains fluttering them in and out of the window. Mulder had opened it earlier, and over time the room had filled with the aromatic scent of pine. "Mulder that's the silliest joke I've ever heard." Mulder softly chuckled at her response, " I knew you'd like it." He held out his wine glass for her to refill. Scully's eyes widened, "More?" Lazily Mulder smiled back at her, "More please." Reaching out Scully fished the wine bottle out of the basket she had spread out on the bed between herself and Mulder. A bit tipsily she eyed the remaining contents. "We've just about finished it." "It's a good wine." Mulder replied. "But I've never heard of Chateau Solaris." Scully answered, "Must be a local winery, I guess." Mulder reached out and placed his hand over Scully's before pulling the bottle closer to him. He ran his index finger over Scully's knuckles a few times as he pretended to study the label a bit more closely. She was so soft! "Hmmmmm 1982, not a bad year for wine." Not unmindful to what Mulder was thinking, Scully gently disengaged her hand before refilling Mulder's glass, then she topped her own drink off with what was left. Scully propped her head up with one hand and watched as Mulder idly ran his index finger around the top of his wine glass. Deep in thought it was several minutes before he realized that Scully was looking at him. "What?" This was so unlike the Mulder she saw on a day-to-day basis, with his defenses down the lopsided grin he threw at her caused Scully's heart to give a small lurch of pleasure. Scully covered this lapse of unprofessionalism by taking a sip of wine, "What were you and that waitress talking about today in the diner while I went to the restroom?" "Nothing, really." Trying to head Scully off in a new direction of conversation Mulder continued, pointedly he looked at his watch. "It's getting late. You and I should be trying to get some sleep." "C'mon Mulder," Scully leveled her gaze at him, "I know what 'nothing' is, and you and that waitress were not discussing 'nothing'." "Scully sometimes there are things as a believer that not even I can believe. And this time is one of them. Whatever that waitress said, is not important to you or I. She was just seeing if I was as gullible as I looked." Scully snorted derisively to that remark, "At last count how many shares of the Brooklyn Bridge do you now own." "None now, I sold them to a couple from Tennessee." "Mulderrrr." "Sculleeee." Each pretended to be aggravated at the other before together they erupted into laughter. "Scully I swear to you we weren't discussing anything related to national security." Slowly Mulder stood up and started cleaning the odd and ends left over from their dinner off the bed. Since what he felt for Scully couldn't be classified as 'National Security' (it went way beyond that) he didn't feel terribly guilty from steering her away from the real topic of discussion. "Hmmpf." Was the only answer Scully gave back to Mulder before she got up and started brushing the crumbs off the bed covers. Placing the empty wrappers in the garbage can Mulder turned to place his hands on his hips as he eyed the bed. It WAS a very small bed. Mulder was afraid that if he and Scully shared a bed that small his body would betray him. If he could feel Scully's heat from 2 feet away, there was no way she'd miss the heat coming off of him from 2 inches away. Mulder wanted Scully. He wanted to bury his face in her hair, he wanted to inhale her scent. Even from across the room he could feel the heat rising off of her. How easy it would be to take two steps closer to her, take her in his arms and... Shaking himself back to the present, Mulder contemplated his options. Unfortunately he couldn't think of one. Scully would know in a second what Mulder was thinking. For a man who had been known to fulfill a desire or two of his own in some rather strange places, deep within his heart Mulder instinctively knew that Scully was more than car, an office or a bathroom. He wanted the first time to be perfect. Mulder generously offered to sleep on the loveseat. ~~ Deep in the shadows of the building a lone wolf sat. It cocked an ear as the murmuring voices of Mulder and Scully getting ready for bed drifted out the open window. Hackles rose on its back as an unwelcome scent wafted forward from the forest. The wolf emitted a low warning growl as its lupine eyes searched the trees. The stygian darkness that had been creeping towards the house seemed to move back a few feet. Moving to place itself directly beneath the opening of Mulder and Scully's room, the wolf laid down. Head on its paws, eyes wide open, the wolf patiently waited. Part 11 With a start Mulder woke. He started to reach for his gun before he realized he was reacting to the sound of the curtains snapping in and out of the open window. The luminous dial of his watch reflected 4:22AM. Silently Mulder stood up, stretching left and right trying to ease a spasm that seemed to be working its way around his back. The room seemed colder, less friendly now. Mulder looked over at Scully. She slept peacefully on her side. A shaft of moonlight falling softly through the curtains illuminated her face. Mulder noticed that some of her hair had fallen onto her cheek. How he'd love to reach over and tuck it back into place, then roll her over and tuck his body into hers. "Go back to sleep Mulder." Damn, how did she know? "I was just getting up to close the window," he countered. Mulder walked over to the open window, placed his palms on the windowsill and stuck his head out. The temperature had definitely dropped and he stood there for several minutes, feeling the cold mountain air penetrating deeply into his lungs. Mulder froze as the strange shopkeeper and her companion stepped into his line of view. Other than a word or two Mulder couldn't entirely make out what they were saying, but from their posturing it appeared they were heatedly arguing. Bits of the conversation floated up to Mulder. "I've been telling you..." "time..." "Tomas...taking..." "plutonium..." "last straw." The conversation ended with Sally turning on her heel and walking away from John- Gabriel into the forest. The big man shook his head before following her into the woods. Scully threw the bedcovers back and quickly dressed before reaching for her shoes as Mulder turned away from the window. Unconsciously in sync with one another Mulder checked the clip in his weapon, while Scully did the same with hers. Slowly Mulder opened the bedroom door and glided quietly down the stairs with Scully close behind. Moving across the store, Mulder paused at the door, before reaching up to grab the bell. Noiselessly Scully opened the door and slipped out. She paused while Mulder deftly maneuvered himself out the door behind her, only a slight tinkle of the bell to give their presence away. At the end of the porch Mulder stopped and looked around. The moon was full and he could clearly see the path between the trees that Sally and John-Gabriel had taken. Mulder hopped off the porch and turned to help Scully down. He hesitated momentarily feeling himself on the verge of asking Scully to stay behind. "No Mulder I'm not staying here." DAMN IT! How DID she do that? Mulder nodded his head in acceptance before helping her down. With Scully reassuringly close behind Mulder walked into the woods. The moonlight seemed bright enough for day and occasionally Mulder caught glimpses of the unusual duo ahead. After more than an hour of trailing Sally and John-Gabriel, Mulder and Scully stepped out into a dead-ended open clearing! Surrounded by a ring of trees there was one way in and no way out. In separate directions weapons drawn at the ready, Mulder and Scully circled the small field. Other than the soft swish- wish of their movement through the grass there was no sound. They were all alone. Their reconnaissance completed Scully moved closer to Mulder before holstering her weapon and slowly looking around the small field again. Neutrally Scully looked up at Mulder, "What now?" Even though Scully could hide her emotions well, Mulder knew she wasn't happy with their situation. Sighing, Mulder ran his fingers across his forehead. He and Scully were sitting ducks for anyone who happened along. Mulder opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted by the sound of a car door slamming off to the north of them. The sound startled them and they both crouched down quickly, glancing around as they drew their weapons. "That sounded close." They were still alone in the clearing but a second door slamming allowed Scully to get an idea of which direction the noise had come from. "That way." Scully jerked her head in the general vicinity of the area behind Mulder's right shoulder. The deeper Mulder and Scully moved into the woods, the eerier their situation become. No birds twittering, no breeze to rustle the leaves, just a horrible dead silence that seemed to ring in their ears. Mulder paused and looked back at Scully. Her face was a grim line and she seemed dreadfully aware that they were in a perilous situation. Unbidden words, 'Scully is dying', raced through Mulder's head. But even if he'd known how to get back to the lodge, going back would require more of an explanation than a skeptic like Scully would believe. Angrily he chased that thought away, before turning and pressing on. About 15 minutes later Mulder turned to Scully. Motioning her closer he breathed into her ear, "I smell smoke." Testing the air Scully breathed in through her nose. Now she could smell it too. "We must be really close." She murmured back to Mulder. Dropping down onto their stomachs, Mulder and Scully worked their way through the underbrush. At the edge of the thicket Mulder stopped, his way blocked by a chain link fence. He eased himself forward and looked around. The ground before him sloped steeply away forming a natural pit surrounded on the outside by heavy fir trees and dense vegetation. Someone must have found this place long ago and decided it would make an excellent base for performing illegal operations. Buildings, some of them more rust than metal, dotted the area. There was a helicopter landing pad and armed soldiers moved around the camp performing various duties. Off to one side Mulder could see the bottom half of a man as he worked under the hood of an old transport truck. Silently Scully edged her way forward until she was shoulder to shoulder with Mulder. The voices of the men as they spoke to one another floated up to Mulder and Scully. Mulder and Scully glanced quickly at one another before turning back to the scene below. While outfitted in American military fatigues, these men were not American soldiers! "Scully do you have any idea what language they're speaking?" Without taking her eyes off the camp, Scully shook her head 'no' in reply. A second later Mulder and Scully got a big shock. A door to one of the buildings slammed open and out walked Sally Wolfe! Even from the space that separated them Mulder could tell she was furious. She stomped down the porch stairs and turned to point a finger at someone Mulder still couldn't' see. "YOU SON OF A BITCH! I TOLD YOU TO GO HOME!" The aforementioned SOB stepped into view. The grainy results of a telephoto lens had obviously missed the pure elegance of this man. Even from this distance Mulder could feel the magnetism and power of command that emanated from Tomas. Scully shot a fast look over to Mulder, "I thought she didn't know him?" Screaming back at her in a language unknown to Mulder and Scully, Tomas's reply must have been excruciatingly scathing because Sally took several menacing steps back towards him. The noise from this argument brought guards running in from all directions with their weapons pulled. Tomas turned and screamed something else at his men before motioning them back. Mulder and Scully continued watching as into this imbroglio a blue Chevy blazer drove in through the gate entrance. Pulling up to stop beside Sally, Mulder watched John-Gabriel get out. Even from this distance Mulder could see the glowering expression on the big man's face. He motioned for Sally to get in the car. She waved him off before taking a few more steps back to Tomas. Calmly John-Gabriel walked around the blazer. Placing one hand on Sally's arm he dragged her to the car. Not releasing his grip he opened the door and shoved her into the passenger side. He then walked back around the blazer, got in and proceeded to turn the car around, taking Sally with him. The sunroof of the car slammed open and Sally shoved the top half of her body through. Then she shouted back at Tomas, "Fuck with me one more time and you'll be damn sorry you came back here." Mulder had to stifle a giggle as Sally raised her hand and gave Tomas a gesture that needed no translation. Sally Wolfe gave Tomas Eloso the bird! "Stay here, I'm going to try and get closer for a better look." "Mulder I don't think that's a good idea. Let's just work our way back and we can call for help." Mulder threw Scully a devil-may-care grin, "Hey this is me you're talking about. I've been in lot worse situations than this before. I'll be ok." Softly Scully spoke to Mulder's retreating back, "That's what I'm worried about." Slowly Mulder worked his way around the camp. Twice he froze, motionless, as guards patrolling the perimeter walked by. About halfway around Mulder found a small gully that would allow him to go under the fence and closer to the buildings. His attention focused ahead the last thing Mulder heard was a shift in the underbrush before a blow to the head sent him spinning down into the black of unconsciousness. Part 12 An unknown amount of time later Mulder slowly came around. Taking in his surroundings he found himself tightly tied to an old wooden ladder back chair. His bindings were simple rope, but with his arms tied securely behind the chair back and each leg tied to one of the chair legs he was simply not going anywhere, period. With clarity of thought Mulder's eyes widened. Scully. Oh God, where was Scully? Frantically Mulder craned his neck looking around. Empty metal shelves and dust motes dancing in the light filtering through from a cracked window were Mulder's only other companions. Slumping forward into his bindings Mulder desperately prayed that Scully was safe. That she had gotten away and was this moment on her way with help. Sometimes God answers prayers but not Mulder's way this time. The door banged open and an unconscious Scully was dragged in between two of Tomas soldiers and dropped unceremoniously at Mulder's feet. Ignoring Mulder completely they exited the building. "Scully." Mulder cried out, "Oh...God, Scully." Quickly Mulder took in Scully's appearance. Her clothes were ripped and torn. There was a huge pulpy looking bruise on her right temple. A small trickle of blood oozed from her nose and her pinky finger pointed at Mulder from a grotesque angle. Time and time again he strained against his restraints attempting to reach her, but Scully remained just beyond his reach. Choking back bitter sobs Mulder slumped back into his bindings. Brokenly he spoke to Scully, "All my fault...all my fault." Mulder jumped as a heavily accented masculine voice spoke behind him. "Yes it is you foolish American spy." "Very touching your concern for your partner." Tomas spoke derisively, "Does she know?" Futilely fighting against his restraints Mulder shouted, "YOU, YOU DID THIS TO HER." "She fought back admirably this friend of yours. But women they are the weaker sex, no?" Grinning salaciously at Mulder, Tomas added, "She is a tigress in bed, yes?" Deep primal anger tore through Mulder and furiously he bounced his chair around so hard that he tipped it backwards onto the floor. Landing squarely on his arms, his back arching with the strain, joints groaning in protest, Mulder screamed in agony before turning his head to the side and retching uncontrollably. Hands on his hips, Tomas threw his head back and roared with laughter. His mouth bitter from the taste of vomit and spittle flying from his lips, Mulder screamed up at Tomas. "YOU MOTHERFUCKER, I'LL SEE YOU ROT IN HELL." Sill laughing Tomas motioned to two of his men who had been standing to one side. Silently they came up and righted Mulder in his chair, before stepping off a pace to the left. Chillingly Tomas spoke again, "Now we will see just how strong you really are. Mano y mano, eh?" Then nodding again to the two guards Tomas exited the building. Moving swiftly the two men removed Mulder's bindings. Before he could regain enough strength to react, each man grabbed one of Mulder's arms and dragged him out. One small whimper of a word escaped Mulder's lips, "Scully." A plea or a prayer, not even Mulder knew for sure. ~~~~ Time is a funny thing. A good time is over in a minute and a bad time lasts forever. A good time is hard to remember and a bad time is hard to forget. Mulder knew that no matter how long he lived he would never forget this day. Painfully he sat in the floor cradling Scully's dear precious face in his lap. Mentally he took stock of his injuries. No broken bones, but his right arm felt perilously close to popping out of its socket. Electric zaps from an alligator clip attached to a small battery, had left numerous burns over his body. Even his genital area had not escaped untouched. Gingerly Mulder shifted his weight, trying to rearrange the pressure from Scully's head. Every movement sent a fresh wave of agony through his body and Mulder's stomach slowly churned threatening to spill what little of its contents were left onto the floor. Distractedly Mulder gently stroked Scully's hair as he slowly looked around the room. Even if he had been at 100% effectiveness, there was nothing in this room he could have used to protect himself and Scully from another attack should Tomas feel so inclined. Several minutes passed as Mulder studied Scully. He noticed she would take several small breaths before taking two or three ragged ones. Checking her pulse he found it was fluctuating wildly. He could feel the first blossoming of real fear starting deep within his throat and working its way down to the pit of his stomach. Desperately his heart tried to reject what his head already knew. Scully was dying and there was nothing he could do about it. Absolute loathing for himself filled Mulder. Things he had never done and especially the things he had never said to Scully came back at him hard. Soon Scully would die and then Mulder knew he would find a way to follow her. Not necessarily a skeptic for some things, not necessarily a believer for others. Mulder's world was Scully, and it was crumbling to pieces right in front of him. Shedding all pretenses of maintaining his professionalism under fire, Mulder's first sob tore through the still air. Openly he wept, his tears unabashedly running down his face and dropping onto Scully's. "M..Mulder?" Startled Mulder quieted down. "Mulder, why are you crying?" Through the tears that clouded his vision, Mulder looked down to see Scully, her eyes open and filled with concern looking up at him. Relief swept over Mulder. Scully was awake. Scully was alive. Slowly Scully reached up with her good hand to touch Mulder's cheek. "Mulder what's wrong?" "I just found out that New York isn't going to make it to the playoffs this year." Gently Scully chided him, "Mulder there's this concept called the truth, maybe you could try it sometime." The door slamming open caught Mulder and Scully completely unawares. Tomas walked in and immediately took in the situation between Scully and Mulder. "So, you both are awake now." Mulder tried to go at Tomas but was held back by Scully. Wrapping his arms protectively around Scully, Mulder spoke between gritted teeth. "You stay away from her." Amusedly Tomas spoke, "Oh ho, my little man you still have some bite left, eh?" "Perhaps you'd like to go a few more rounds with my toys?" Mulder paled a bit before those words but didn't attempt a reply. Scornfully Tomas said, "That's what I thought." Leering at Mulder, Tomas continued, "While I'm never opposed to granting a dying man his last request, I'm all out of time Agent Mulder and so I must deny you and Agent Scully this last sweet taste of life." Men swarmed into the building roughly separating Scully and Mulder. Attempting to resist, Mulder screamed out as his bad arm was brutally twisted behind his back. Scully who was in much worse physical shape than Mulder offered no opposition as she too was led out into the main area. Roughly Mulder and Scully were propelled out into the center of the complex. Scully was bound and blindfolded before being shoved down on the ground. Unable to use her hands to catch herself, Scully fell into the dirt, landing on her side with an audible groan of pain. Attempting to help her, Mulder scuffled with his captors. This earned him a few more bruises, before he too was bound. Anguished Mulder looked over at Scully, his last sight of her falling to dark as a blindfold of rough material was wrapped tightly around his eyes. A hand on his shoulder forced Mulder down into the kneeling position. Ice chips skittered up his back as he heard the unmistakable sounds of shells being loaded into a semi-automatic pistol. Scully was here because of him, Scully was here bec-. The crack from a single shotgun blast echoed through the still air. It rolled over the hills, around the trees and in between the fall leaves. A small bluebird felt the reverberations from the disturbance. The forest she called home now had a very uneasy feel. Unsettled she nervously cocked her head from side to side. The reverberation of another echo sent her flittering back to her nest. Part 13 Agent Skinner walked into his office. Where in the hell were Mulder and Scully? Good God, every time you told them 'don't' it was like waving a red flag and hoping the bull wouldn't charge. More than he'd ever admit to, Skinner worried a lot about losing them. He smelled the cigarette smoke before he saw the man in the chair. "Please," Skinner mockingly said, "Come on in, make yourself at home. Oh, and feel free to smoke." "Come now Mr. Skinner, sarcasm doesn't become you." "There's very little that does these days." Skinner acquiesced, "So get to the point." Skinner went over and sat down behind his desk and waited for the Smoking Man to talk. "I thought we decided that you were going to keep a tighter rein on Agents Mulder and Scully." "So did I," was Skinner's rueful reply as he dropped his head into his hands. "Yet once again Agent Mulder is a man on a mission. Where he goes Agent Scully follows and if Agent Mulder continues down this path he'll get the both of them killed." "Where are my agents?" Skinner directed to the Smoking Man. Ignoring Skinner the Smoking Man continued, "My associates," he stressed the word, "are men of power who brook no interference and if you don't deal with Agents Mulder and Scully then they will." With that final admonishment, the Smoking Man stood snuffed his cigarette out on Skinners desk and prepared to take his leave. Skinner stood also and as he walked out from around the back of his desk he asked, "Is that a threat?" "Yes, it is." The Smoking Man replied before raising his eyebrow in a challenging manner at Skinner. Ex-Marine Assistant Director Walter Skinner had had enough of this posturing, pompous, jerk! In two swift strides Skinner was upon the Smoking Man. Grabbing him by the lapels of his jacket, he roughly pinned the Smoking Man against the wall. Giving no indication that he was on the losing end, the Smoking Man calmly stated, "Mr. Skinner I've watched president's die." Giving no indication that he was going to back down, Skinner replied. "And I've watched them eat breakfast. Now, for the very last time, WHERE ARE MY AGENTS?" Part 14 The crack of a gunshot ripped through Mulder's heart and worked its way down to the souls of his feet. Scully was dead and Mulder knew he was next. An almost inaudible high-pitched cry of sorrow escaped from Mulder's lips. Did it all boil down to this? Speaking so eloquently about searching for the truth and then to wind up ignobly dying down on his knees in the dirt. Scully was dead because of him. He prayed that his chance to join her would come quickly. The truth that Mulder believed was a mountain yodel from the truth that was reality. Scully was at that very moment very much alive, her mind working furiously. At Quantico Scully had been quite adept with weapons. Being able to differentiate between various types of sidearms and how they worked had earned her top marks one semester. The lower basso intonations of the discharge she heard belonged to a 5-shot 12 gage pump action shotgun and not the higher pitched spat of a Glock 9mm semi-automatic weapon. Therefore Mulder was still alive. The cry that poured from Mulder reminded Scully of a rabbit's death wail. He'd been different towards her lately. Scully knew why but felt confused because she still hadn't been able to pin down her own feelings about all of this yet. More importantly, would she and Mulder have the time to find out? The unmistakable bay of a wild wolf interrupted Mulder and Scully's independently desperate thoughts. One howl was joined by a chorus of many, until Mulder felt the echoes of their cries pounding through the blood in his veins. "TOMAS." A voice roared from above. "TELL YOUR MEN TO PUT THEIR WEAPONS DOWN!" Tomas shouted back, "THEY DESERVE TO DIE EL LOBA." "I WILL NOT TELL YOU AGAIN TOMAS, TELL YOUR MEN TO STAND DOWN." "THEY BELONG TO ME EL LOBA. THEY ARE MINE BY RIGHT." "NO TOMAS THEY BELONG TO THE WOLF AND I AM THAT WOLF. NOW LET THEM GO!" That last remark was punctuated by another wolverine cacophony of sound until the camp was again awash in noise. Tomas slowly rotated in a circle before turning to face his men. "Drop your weapons," he commanded. His men complied, turning warily to face the figure striding down from the hill. Abruptly, Mulder was jerked up by his shirt collar and the blindfold ripped from away from his eyes. Mulder found himself face to face with an excruciatingly pissed off Sally Wolfe. Slowly she raised up a large hunting knife and placed it within millimeters of his nose. Drawing in a deep breath Mulder forced himself to relax. Hopefully, he reasoned, if she was here to save him she wasn't going to cut his nose off. "You are the stupidest mother-fucker I have ever run across." Sally growled at Mulder. Grabbing Mulder by his sore arm, Sally spun him around and cut him loose. Spinning him around again she handed him the knife and indicated for Mulder to free Scully. While Mulder administered to Scully's bonds, Sally rounded on Tomas. "God dammit Tomas, you have been warned by our Tribal Elders many times. What part of 'NO' don't you understand?" 'Tribal Elders?' Mulder returned his attention back to Sally and Tomas. "The Elders are nothing but old men, softened by time. The have no understanding of the weapon or its full potential." 'Weapon?' Now Scully perked up. She wondered if this weapon just happened to be powered by plutonium? Patiently, like a parent speaking to a small child Sally answered, "That weapon, is not now and never has been yours." Boastfully Tomas retorted, "It was I, I The Elders chose to learn the weapon and it is mine to do with as I wish." "That weapon is for protection of humanity against The Others, and if misused it will bring the about the total destruction of our people. And you of all people Tomas ought to know that by now." Mulder and Scully quickly looked at one another, eyes questioning 'The Others?' before swiveling their attention back to the scene before them. His disbelief apparent, Tomas replied, "That is a superstitious legend for the lower bred masses." "The blood that runs through our veins is pure, but the power to arm the weapon is mine. THAT is why the elders chose ME." Warningly, Sally spoke one last time, "This conversation is over. DO NOT make me come back here again." Raptly Mulder watched Tomas as the unspoken words, 'or else,' hung in the air between the usurper and Sally. The effect was unmistakable on a man who led several armed guards and a woman who apparently had no one but herself. Turing her back on Tomas, Sally walked to a jeep that was parked nearby. Getting in, she pumped the gas pedal twice before starting it. Throwing the transmission in reverse, she turned so that the jeep was on the road out of camp. Engine running, Sally jumped from the jeep. Going to Scully she led her towards the jeep. Gently she helped Scully in, even going so far as to fasten the seatbelt before roughly grabbing Mulder and shoving him into his seat. In that instant, either despite the pain or because of it, Mulder felt reality shift and he thought that he could see the form beneath the flesh that was Tomas and Sally. Taking her place in the driver's seat, Sally turned to Mulder, "This is not your time and it's not your war." Mulder gaped at her. Was she telepathic? Again Mulder felt the weird shift of space and time. Gears grinding, the jeep lurched forward as Sally drove them out of the known confines of the compound and into the unknown expanses of the forest. This near brush with death hasn't erased the specter of 'Scully's dying' from Mulder's mind. The words themselves shimmer with certainty before settling squarely into Mulder's heart. For the first time in his life, Mulder is truly afraid. Part 15 The jeep ride away from the compound was eerily silent. Twice Mulder tried to talk to Sally. Both times she answered his question with one of her own, "Are we being followed?" "Nothing back there." Once Mulder looked back on the pretext of seeing if they were being followed to look at Scully. She seemed very preoccupied, cradling her broken finger and absently staring at the passing foliage. Mulder doubted Houston Control could have reached Scully at this moment. Sharply Sally dug her right elbow into Mulder's arm, "There should be a weapon in the glove box." Mulder leaned forward and looked. Sure enough, there was a semi-automatic pistol. Mulder turned an inquiring look at Sally. She replied to his unspoken question, "This is Tomas's jeep. He always keeps a gun nearby. Is it loaded?" Mulder dropped the clip out of the gun and checked. He shot a startled look back at Sally. "Hollow points?" Mutely Mulder nodded. Sally shook her head before shifting the jeep to a higher gear. "Tomas always did think he was all that and a bag of chips." Scully shifted forward in her seat and leaned in between Mulder and Sally. "How long have you known Tomas Eloso?" Sally gave a small indecipherable laugh before she replied, "A long time Agent Scully, a very long time." Curious that Scully had chosen now to break her silence Mulder glanced at Scully before speaking to Sally, "Do you think he'll follow us?" "I know he will Agent Mulder." Then almost under her breath she repeated, "I know he will." "This weapon Tomas spoke of, is it powered by plutonium?" "Very good Agent Scully you put that together with very few clues. You may go to the head of the class." Sharply Scully replied, "Been there, done that." Sally favored Scully with a glance before returning her gaze to the road ahead and downshifting the jeep. Scully went on, "What does this weapon do?" "It affects the electromagnetic field that surrounds some forms of life." "What forms of life?" "The Other's Agent Mulder." "What others?" Mulder asked incredulously before shooting a look at Scully. "Agent Mulder you have been chasing little green men now for how long and you dare ask me that question?" Scully interrupted, "So let me get this straight, you have a weapon that will protect human beings from alien invasion?" "It's way more complicated than that, but in a nutshell, yes." Both Mulder and Scully slid back into their seats and attempted to comprehend the complexity of this new information. The drove a few more minutes in silence before Sally spoke out loud, "No Agent Scully I'm not a paranoid schizophrenic and I'm not a freak either Agent Mulder." Testily Sally continued, "But if you'd like to play a rousing game of what else is on Agents Mulder's and Scully's minds, I'll be more than happy to go first." Both Mulder and Scully studiously avoided eye contact with one another. In her current mood Sally seemed very willing to bring up topics they didn't want to hear now. Silence seemed to be the safest reply. A few miles further down the road Sally halted the jeep. "Tomas knows these woods as well as I do. There are a dozen places in between here and the main road where he could ambush us. So from this point on we've got to hoof it. I'm going to drop you two here then take the jeep further on down the road and dump it. The other side of this hill saddles between two ridges. I'll meet you there in 30 to 40 minutes." With that Sally drove off leaving Mulder and Scully standing in the middle of the road. Scully turned to Mulder, "Do you believe a word she's told us?" Mulder shrugged, his only answer an I- don't-know gesture, then double-checked that the clip was secure in his weapon. "We'd better get moving. Daylight's burning and I'd like for us to be at the top before dark hits." Mulder turned and with Scully at his heels they worked their way up the incline, heading out of the blue of day and into the black of night. Part 16 Light from the setting sun filtered between the trees. Darkness rapidly approaching and the faint traces of a ghost moon hung ominously low over the East Ridge. At the top Mulder paused. The climb to the top had been difficult. The pain from their combined injuries made it a slow go. Twice Scully had cried out after accidentally brushing up against something with her bad hand. It had taken all of Mulder's self control and then some not to react to Scully's discomfort. Scully wasn't one for being babied and if he showed too much concern for her welfare it would reveal the emotions he felt every time she was near. Mulder watched Scully shiver slightly in the cool evening air, her bad hand hanging uselessly at her side. Going over to Scully, Mulder gathered her into his arms trying to warm her. Instead of squirming loose after a few moments like she usually did, Scully worked her way closer into Mulder's embrace allowing him to gently rock her from side to side. Finally Scully spoke. Her words muffled by the front of Mulder's shirt, "This has really been a bad day." "I'm so sorry I dragged you into this." Scully's heart turned over at the self- loathing she heard in Mulder's voice. Kindly she answered, "I'm here because I want to be here." No reply seemed necessary so Mulder buried his face into Scully's hair, inhaling her slightly sweet smell that was tinged with the tang of blood and dirt. Together they stood there. All else momentarily forgotten except this little piece of heaven here on earth. Mulder raised his head at the sound of leaves rustling behind him. "Well it's abo-." Two men approached. Dressed in coveralls and camouflage jackets, shotguns cradled loosely in their arms they came to a stop about 20 feet away from Mulder and Scully. Twigs snapping moved Mulder's attention over to the right. Perched on a tree stump sat a young woman and behind her stood a young man his hand propitiously placed on her shoulder. No words were spoken just steady patient stares from the newcomers to Mulder and Scully and back again. Casually Mulder stretched before returning his hand to the small of his back where he had concealed the weapon Sally had given him earlier. "Don't shoot Agent Mulder; they belong to me." Mulder turned to see Sally Wolfe approaching, John-Gabriel her ever- present shadow once again close behind. She continued, "From the day you were born Fox William Mulder, you've been one giant pain in the ass and I've just about had enough of you to last me a lifetime. It's getting pretty old pulling your bacon out of the fire every time I turn around." " "I never asked you to do that." "You didn't have to. That decision that was made long before you were born." "Excuse me?" "We've got a few more minutes before the rest of my people show up so I think we've got enough time to give you an explanation." "The Others you've heard me refer to have been here off and on since the earliest times of my people. They are a cruel and warlike race. You couldn't wiggle your fingers and toes enough times to count how many other planets they have obliterated, casually discarding them like so many pieces of used Kleenex." Scully interrupted, "Are you telling us that aliens from outer space have been visiting earth?" "If it were that simple Agent Scully we wouldn't be here now." Returning her attention to Mulder Sally explained further. "Agent Mulder you are descended from a long line of great warriors, who have been leading the battle against The Others since the beginning. Though we are several generations removed you and I are very distantly related. Which is why the responsibility to protect you has fallen to me." "Yeah right," Mulder snorted before looking away and placing his hands on his hips. Sally fired back, "Look stupid, I'm not here for my health. I'm here because duty and obligation require me to be here. This is not my idea of a good time. There are a thousand other places I would rather be than right here right now." Ominously she continued, "It's as simple as this, there is a great battle coming, one that will decide the fate of humanity once and for all. Either you or a descendant of yours, Agents Mulder and Scully, will take up the mantle of leadership or earth as you know it will be changed...forever." Carefully trying to censor their thoughts Mulder and Scully looked at each other sideways. Their thoughts intermingled in time. Mulder and I have never discussed the possibility of a relationship and here is THIS WOMAN saying some future child of mine will lead a rebellion to save earth. I can't even have children, what are we supposed to do now? My parents were telling the truth all along. But how can I condemn any child of mine to such a future even for all the Samantha's of the world? Part 17 The shifting wind interrupted their conversation. Sally froze. Eyes raised skyward and unfocused she took in a deep breath through her nose testing the air. Looking over at the two farmers she jerked her head towards the top of ridge. The men nodded their understanding before turning and moving away. Plaintively Mulder sighed, "This feels like a really bad game of charades, and I'm really tried of all this. Who are you people?" "We are an old old people whose name can only be found in the most ancient of legends. At one time we numbered several thousand, and had members on every continent in the world. But due to time and out-breeding there are only a few hundred of us left and although our lifespan is approximately three times that of a normal human being, within another two or three generations we will be gone completely." "Are you telling me that you're 300 years old?" Sally laughed, "good heavens no. I'm just 135. I was a relatively young 78 when my father died and I replaced him as leader of these people." "How does Tomas Eloso figure into all this?" Scully directed at Sally. "Tomas, as you have probably gathered by now, has been trained in the use of the weapon we've been discussing. But instead of seeing it as a tool for protecting humanity, he intends to use it as a weapon of destruction against those who would oppose him as leader." "How does it work?" "Every form of life down to the smallest amoeba has a quantum signature within it. This weapon Tomas was shooting his mouth off about affects this 'signature'. Powered by one milligram of an ounce of plutonium, it disrupts their quantum signature. Death is nearly instantaneous." "Why hasn't he used it against you?" "Tomas and I are twins, He's my older brother by 10 minutes. Dumb he may be, stupid he is not. My death will mean his own, and he knows it. Sally paused thoughtfully gazing off into the distance. Her voice was softer when she continued, "Tomas was not always this way. At one time he was my best friend. Even when everyone else had failed me he was always there. He was so funny and so kind. All the girls were mad for him. One day he and my father had a falling out, I never did find out about what. Anyway, Tomas disappeared for several years. When he came back he was very much as you know him now, ruled by cruelty and hate. This is why the mantle of our people's leadership was passed over Tomas and given to me. He has never forgiven me for accepting it." "Tomas and I are the last pureblooded ones of our kind." Disgust heavy in his voice Mulder asked, "of your kind?" "Are you really that dense Agent Mulder? By now I'd think it was pretty obvious that I'm not from around here. But that's neither here nor there. Bottom line, some of my people can shape-shift and some can read minds. Tomas and I are the last of our people who can do both." Distracted, her mind only halfway listening to Mulder and Sally, Scully watched as other people began to filter into view. Her mind churned as she realized why this all felt so familiar. These were the people from the cafe they had eaten at yesterday afternoon. Indeed off to the left of Sally and Mulder were the two waitresses Jen and Danielle. Taking in the rest of the scene Scully's eyes finally accepted what her brain had been trying to tell her. Wild animals stood intermixed with the people that surrounded them. In fact not ten feet away from the waitresses were two wolves, a red bandanna tied around the neck of one. The cook from the cafe had the exact same bandanna tied around his neck! A large black bear calmly stood nearby, its breath making small clouds of huff puffs in the cool evening air. She watched as the bear raised one paw and licked it, before brushing it back between its ears, like a boy getting ready for a Saturday night date. A moose, the natural enemy of the bear was just a few feet beyond. A massive rack of antlers adorning its head. Scully's attention was jerked back to Sally in a hurry. "...we only heard about your sister's abduction after the fact." Mulder made a move towards Sally, but was intercepted by John-Gabriel. Craning his neck Mulder spoke over the big man's shoulder flinging his next question at her. "Where is my sister?" "She's still where she was the last time you saw her. Many things always remain unspoken, but Samantha has never once blamed you for what happened to her. After all it was her choice." His way still blocked Mulder attempted to lunge at Sally. "What do you mean it was HER CHOICE?" "The females of your line Agent Mulder have always been far more sensitive than the males. From what we have been able to discover The Others first gave your sister the option of which one of you would be taken. Your sister loves you very much and she offered herself in your place." Sadly Sally went on, "It was the first and last time I have ever seen The Others give someone a choice." "The future has yet to be decided and you can't give up now. You and Agent Scully haven't yet made the decision that you think you've already made." Noting Scully shaking her head in disagreement Sally replied, "Nothing is irreversible Agent Scully, nothing." Slipping up beside Mulder, Scully carefully placed her injured hand around Mulder's shoulder and pulled him closer. Allowing him to bury his head in the warm cradle of her neck and collar bone. Beneath her good hand she could feel Mulder's back shaking with the frustration of unshed tears. No words of comfort could reach him now. Quietly Scully held Mulder, allowing him to draw his strength from her own. Of one thing she was positive, Sally Wolfe's words resonated with the sterling quality of truth and Scully was very much frightened, for her partner, and for herself. Part 18 Another breeze, one MUCH stronger than the first, swept through the small clearing. "Ho the wind" was shouted from the ridge top down to Sally. "Dammit we don't have much time." Nervously animals and people began to stir about. Mulder grabbed Sally's arm, "What's going on?" Yanking her arm away, Sally snapped back. "Tomas is coming." Menacingly Mulder continued, "I though you said he wouldn't come after you." "Daddy always said you never turn against family. If Tomas's isn't afraid to take this step, there are several others he will have no trouble taking as well." Peremptorily Mulder commanded, "Translate that into English." "We are all in a lot a trouble Agent Mulder. A LOT of trouble." Turning her back on Mulder Sally turned to her people. "You have followed me for many years now and have survived many crises with me as your leader. If you stay with me now you could very well be following me to your doom. If any of you wish to be freed from your bond you may go with no worries of repercussions. This is a family thing and it's not right to drag you into this against your will. I love you all but it's not fair to ask you to fight my battles. Stay or go, it's your choice. No one moved, not even the flicker of a lupine ear. These were Sally's people and they were in it till the end. Nodding her head in acceptance Sally started issuing orders. "Igor, you and Jane will have to decoy for Mulder and Scully. Jen, you and Danielle take the wolves and scout on ahead. I'm positive he's nearby. The rest of you, take your positions and wait for my signal." As Sally continued issuing orders her decoys moved over to Mulder and Scully. Separating the two of them from the rest of her people, Igor and Jane moved in between Mulder and Scully, hurriedly undressing, they indicated for Mulder and Scully to change clothes with them. Nervously Mulder watched as Jane pulled Scully behind a tree allowing her a little bit of privacy. His change completed Mulder waited for Scully, and a few minutes later she was back by his side. Her city clothes exchanged for items more suited for this rugged area. The coat she had been given was puffy and it added more bulk to her top half. Going over to Sally, Mulder pulled his weapon from the small of his back and tried to hand it to her. Her mouth a thin line of worry, Sally gently pushed the weapon back to Mulder. "It won't work. I wasn't kidding when I told you we weren't from this planet." Replying to the look on Mulder's face Sally went on, "John-Gabriel will see to it that you and Scully get safely away. If it's a fight Tomas wants, then it's a fight he'll get. My biggest concern now is that you and Ms. Scully live to see another day. It's not your turn yet and this isn't a battle I intend to enlist you in." From her stance Mulder could tell that arguing with her would be pointless. Shaking his head he moved towards Scully, angrily he thought, 'It's not my turn. Sometimes it seems like it's never not my turn. That live or die, everything I do revolves around it being my turn, my decision, my choice.' "Turn your God-damn head off Agent Mulder, I can't hear Tomas." Mulder stiffened then grimaced before taking Scully's hand in his own and preparing to follow John-Gabriel away from here. Casting one last look back at her guardian Sally said, "Perhaps death won't part us." Taking two steps over to his ward, John- Gabriel wrapped his arms around Sally and pulled her in to him. Mulder marveled that so seamlessly did they fit together that momentarily the two of them were one. Deeply John-Gabriel stared into Sally's eyes. Perhaps he saw the reflection of the love he had for her in the depths of her eyes. Pulling her even closer he kissed her. Sally gave a startled exhalation of surprise. But it was only for a moment before she kissed him back, a deeply passionate response that made Mulder and Scully feel a bit voyeuristic. Slowly Sally pulled away, throwing a knowing look up at John-Gabriel. Regrettably she spoke, "You had to wait till now to tell me?" A shrug was her only answer. Scully who had no problems admitting she wasn't a mind reader, chuckled at the look on Sally's face. She knew exactly what Sally was thinking. Hadn't she thought it herself many times about Mulder? 'MEN'! Sally cast a quick glance over at Scully before giving her a small grin and a conspiratorial wink. "You take care Agent Scully." Scully opened her mouth to reply, but was caught off guard by the sight of Tomas standing at the top of the ridge. Sally whipped around, "DON'T DO THIS TOMAS, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED." "EL LOBA, IT IS TIME TO TAKE MY RIGHTFUL PLACE." "Go", Sally hissed at John-Gabriel before turning her attention back to her brother. Hollering up at him Sally answered, "YOUR RIGHTFUL PLACE? YOU ASSHOLE! YOU LOST IT WHEN YOU LEFT THE TRIBE. THEY ARE MY PEOPLE NOW AND FOR 57 YEARS I'VE WATCHED OVER THEM, PROTECTING THEM FROM YOUR IDIOTIC FOLLIES. ANTICS THAT WOULD HAVE LED TO OUR EXTENCTION LONG BEFORE NOW." Sally's people scattered as Tomas moved down the hill towards his sister. Stopping directly in front of her, Tomas put a finger in her face. Slapping his hand away Sally promised, "If you ever put a finger in my face again I will rip that fucker off and shove it down your throat. I'm not your little sister anymore. I'm the last leader of our people and I WILL follow my sworn duty to the end. No matter WHO gets in my way." "You CUNT, from the moment we were born I was always acknowledged as their future rightful leader when father passed away." When Tomas hurled that last insult, Sally's people froze with horror. Everyone has a word that can piss them off faster than a car going from zero to 60. Tomas had rung the bell and won a teddy bear. Sally was volcanic with anger! Eyes narrowed, jaw clenched, skin pulled tightly over her cheeks and her lips thinned in anger Sally gave off an unmistakable aura of one who has been pushed to the limit. From Mulder's angle it looked like even her hair was standing on end. "That was then but this is now. You left and you lost. They are my people now. I love them and I would die for them. They know it and because I love them; something you could never do," Sally cruelly jabbed, "they will follow me to the end. Even if you beat me here today you've already lost. MY PEOPLE WILL NOT FOLLOW YOU." Entreatingly she spoke, "Let this go Tomas, it's not worth it." "I will be leader of this world, and you can't stop me." "Oh Christ not that again Tomas. There are too many different cultures out there now. You might get one or two of then to recognize your claims, but the rest of them won't. And the division you'll cause among these people will make the rest of us easy pickings when The Others come back. I will not let you do this. United we stand divide we fall. It's that easy." Mulder went to back Sally up but was rudely caught up from behind by John- Gabriel. Without another word the big man with Scully in one hand and Mulder in the other propelled them away from the danger zone and towards safety. Part 19 Alternately dragged and completely compelled against their wills, Agents Mulder and Scully were propelled to safety by John-Gabriel. Not once did he look back to see if they were being followed. Just the steady even stride of being taken away. Taken away from the battle, taken away from love, taken away from heart, hand and desire. With a final desperate wrench of her arm Scully yanked away from John-Gabriel. Rounding on him, red hair spinning around to flank her face, she flared angrily "You just left her back there to die!" Eyes rolling, exasperatedly John-Gabriel replied, "You heard her as well as I did. She told me to take you away and that is that." Her forehead tightly bunched, Scully went after him again. "So you're just gonna do what she says?" Mulder tried to take Scully by the arm but was rudely slapped away. "Back off Mulder, I don't think I believe any of the crap she's laid on us, but she saved our asses today and I'll just be damned if I'm going to leave her back there to die." Addressing himself to Scully, Tomas said, "I can't speak for where it is you and Mr. Mulder come from, but from where I stand what a man says and what a man does don't cross over. Your word leads to a handshake and a handshake leads to a bond. I have sworn that I would see you two safely away. By failing to do that I go against everything I was ever taught about what it means to be a man." It was the longest sentence that either Scully or Mulder had ever heard John- Gabriel utter, and it silenced them both. Softly Scully replied, "I see that I've misjudged you and I'm sorry, but there are some things I just can't let go of. How does it make you more of a man to let the woman you so obviously love go away, knowing she might die?" Although Scully directed the words to John-Gabriel she might as well have been speaking to Mulder. The words themselves resonating with pure simplicity touched a deep cord within him. Chiming in Mulder threw out another bone for John-Gabriel. "How we define ourselves as men, is reflected by the women that we love. If she winds up dead how will you see yourself then?" Turning his back on Mulder and Scully, John-Gabriel considered all the things they had said and many of the things they had left unsaid, not only to him but to themselves as well. He remembered the frustration he felt at watching Mulder and Scully over the years. Two people who recognizably connected together well, unable to get together on the one thing that mattered most, each other. Had the people of her tribe looked at him and Sally the same way? Too much information never leads to an easy decision. A whistling whine jerked John-Gabriel's attention up. The sky was hollowly lit with greenish-blue light. Thoughtfully he looked over at Mulder and Scully before gazing back up into the night. Another siren cry, this time illuminated by a yellow-red trail towards heaven helped him finalize his decision. Hastily John-Gabriel turned around, checking his watch before speaking. "Listen to me very carefully. In 15 minutes there's going to be a huge time shift." "Time shift?" Scully looked blankly at John-Gabriel. "Anytime there is a challenge for leadership the shared aura's of the combatants when they lock in battle is so strong that it disrupts the time space continuum of any planet that is the scene of such a challenge. The only safe place to be when this thing hits is on the longitude line North-Northwest by 50 degrees." Grabbing Mulder by the shoulder John- Gabriel roughly jerked him over several feet. "About a hundred yards from here you will find a small path. That's your longitude line. DON'T get off this trail." Scully queried, "What happens if we're off the trail when your time-shift hits?" The impassiveness of his voice underlining the gravity of his words, John-Gabriel replied. "You will never go home on this planet ever again." One more time he checked his watch. "Tick-tock Agents, you have 12 minutes and 15 seconds left, I wouldn't waste it hanging around here." With that John- Gabriel turned on his heel and was gone. Mulder spared one last look at John- Gabriel's retreating back before taking Scully by the hand and moving off towards safety; he hoped. Part 20 If dreams are a reflection of reality, then Mulder would have given his life to be home asleep. Not awake and rushing down a trail with gut wrenching fear just a few paces behind and gaining rapidly. To call this 'path' they were on a 'trail' made it seem wildly exotic. Only deep in the wilds of Alabama would a bramble filled, thorny ticket with deep ruts ready to turn an ankle be considered a trail. Behind them the pandemonium of a vicious showdown escalated up a notch. Above her head Scully could hear the rumblings of a very large storm gaining momentum. "Mulder I've got to rest for a moment." Panting rapidly her every breath a metronome reflection of her frantically beating heart, Scully counted the seconds between claps. "The storm's coming this way." His breath also coming in short stitches Mulder replied, "If we stay on this path it's going to lead us right into the heart of that storm." "Mulder I think we've got a bigger problem than that." "What?" Scully flipped her chin towards the night sky indicating for Mulder to look up. At first all Mulder could see was a black mass of bunched clouds. But slowly his eyes focused and he could see the circular undulations of dark gray against black. He exhaled sharply, "Oh Jesus, Scully that's a pre-tornado mass." "Mulder I'm no meteorologist but as sure as you and I are standing here, there is one hell of a storm coming and no matter which way we go, time-shift or not, we're going to be directly in its path." An answering gust of wind whipped Mulder's reply away from Scully. Lightning cracking down behind Scully startled her. Jumping left as movement off behind Mulder caught her attention. Grabbing Mulder's shoulder Scully roughly pulled him down. Wincing as he hit the ground Mulder attempted a rollover that would allow him to regain his feet. Instead Scully threw herself on top of him shoving the last little bit of breath out of him with an audible 'ooof'. "Sorry," she whispered in his ear, "About 30 yards away there's a guy with a gun." Rolling over onto his stomach Mulder pulled his weapon and rechecked that the clip was still loaded. Crawling forward on their elbows, trying to keep their heads down, Mulder and Scully worked their way behind a large oak tree. Overhead the leafless limbs rattled hollowly, the tree groaning as the wind pushed harder. Slowly he shifted his weight, pulling his legs underneath him so that he could stand and fire. Horrified at the idea of leaving a piece of himself open to attack. Mulder inched his way up, using the tree as a shield. Slowly he peeked around the tree. No one was around; their way was completely open. Shouting to make himself heard over the wind Mulder turned to Scully, "Are you sure you saw someone?" Scully's reply was drowned out by lightning striking a tree not 20 yards away from them. The resulting impact ignited the dry leaves at the base. Hungry flames began gobbling up dry leaves. Frozen Mulder watched as one flame fed another until the ground behind him was awash in fire. "Mulder," futilely Scully tugged on Mulder's arm. He seemed oblivious to the fact that they were directly in the flames path. Placing herself between Mulder and the oncoming rush of fire, Scully shoved him forward. Mustering up as much forcefulness as she could Scully bellowed at Mulder, "MOVE." Her voice mixed with hope and fear worked its way through the cottony fog into Mulder's consciousness. He began to move faster as though the Devil himself were licking at his heels. Reaching back Mulder grabbed Scully's hand and pulled her close behind. The closer she was, the more distant his fear that Scully was going to die out here seemed to be. "Mulder, behind us!" Mulder whipped around catching a glimpse of a man, gun aimed and ready. His desperation gave Mulder amazing accuracy with a weapon he'd never fired before. With one shot he dropped the man, leaving Mulder with eight precious bullets before he was out of ammunition. A few moments later the heavens opened up. Quenching the flames but now turning dry ground into treacherous sucking mud. Instantly drenched, rain lashed at Mulder and Scully, stinging open wounds. Branches slapped at them, pulling, gripping wetly like an angry spurned lover. And still their pursuers followed. 'Christ that was close!' Mulder thought as the mosquito whine of a bullet grazed his ear. Drenched and shivering Mulder paused, his mind racing furiously with all the unknown variables, wind, rain, fire, and probably a tornado. What was next an earthq.. Mulder's teeth clicked together as he was blindsided by one of Tomas's men. Tasting blood in his mouth he slipped to one knee, his attention focused onto the gleam of a hunting knife raised high above his head. Reflected by the lightning it looked sharp and heavy. Throwing up his arm at the last second Mulder managed to deflect the blade from penetrating into his chest, instead causing it to slash through the material of his shirt and into his arm. Immediately blood gushed down his arm. His hand already slippery from the rain, Mulder lost his grip on the pistol. It fell to the ground and became buried in the red clayey mud. Mulder and the man tussled each straining for superiority over the other. Twisting and turning they rolled around in the mud, alternately smashing one another into trees and rocks. Scully was knocked clear of the attack, wallowing around she urgently tried to regain her footing. Catching sight of Scully, Mulder yelled one word at her, both death and life in its meaning. "GO!" In that instant, Scully accepted her fate as she accepted her future. She picked up at large branch nearby and swung at the man battling with Mulder. Too late to stop her blow Scully realized she was going to hit Mulder and the man at the same time. The branch snapped in two but her aim had been effective. Mulder and the man separated. With the remaining piece she swung mightily at the man's leg intent on kneecapping him. Her aim was a trifle off but the resulting thud and answering scream assured her the man wasn't going to attack again. Amazed Mulder panted, "Damn Scully, where'd you learn that move?" Primly she replied, "Girl scouts." Grabbing Mulder by the arm Scully yanked him up, hurriedly she checked her watch, 'Hell', two minutes and counting extremely fast. Shoving Mulder in front of her Scully yelled up at him, "Mulder we've got 120 seconds to find that trail or we'll never be in Kansas again." "Scully I've got news for you. I've never been to Kansas." "Well guess what smart-ass if we get sucked up by that tornado, that's probably the next place we'll land." Now the wind had picked up, Scully felt it tugging her clothes and whipping her hair around. A dreadful roar filled the air and Scully could feel her eardrums popping from the pressure. Grabbing Mulder close Scully yelled into his ear, "We've got 60 seconds." The lightning was a constant companion now. Night was illuminated into day. Mulder's heart hammered in his chest. He felt the unspeakable fear of deja vu roll over him as he realized that all the components of his dream were here together in one spot. The depths of Mulder's heart cried out against the Gods that had brought Mulder to this place and that would allow such a promising life as Scully's be snuffed out. A candle that had illuminated his life, bringing him out of the darkness of his mind and into the light of real love, gone. Over Mulder's shoulder Scully gawked as John-Gabriel appeared out of the dark. Purposefully he walked toward them. He seemed completely unmindful of the weather's whims and as he neared, Scully could see the grim set of his face. Later when Scully had time to think back to this day, she realized what had been so strange about John-Gabriel's timely appearance. Nothing on his person down to the last flap of bandanna hanging from his pocket had been flapping in the wind. He seemed to move in a vacuum all his own with no maelstrom threatening his future. He was just very simply there. And Scully was really glad. Grabbing Mulder by one arm and Scully by the other, he jerked them forward and across the slippery ground. "Time is up," he growled at them. Not 10 feet away Mulder saw the path John- Gabriel was taking them to. He turned to speak but was left mute by what he saw behind them. A yellow curtain of wind was heading straight for them. It was as high as it was wide and Mulder could see no beginning or end. It was just there, an undeniable force that nothing could stand against and it was coming straight for them. Turning back to shout a question at John- Gabriel, Mulder stopped. Quickly he looked all around him and Scully. Just as fast as he had been there he was gone. Mulder closed his eyes and shook his head, instantly sorry he'd done it because now his head hurt again. Looking at the approaching tide, Mulder gauged that he and Scully had a scant few seconds before it was on them. Forcing Scully to the ground Mulder folded his body over hers. Both his arms wrapped tightly around her. Surprised he felt the small warmth of Scully's hands as they crept into his. She was with him to the end, and Mulder's heart was gladdened. The ensuing wave of golden light rolled over them. Part 21 In the blink of an eye eternity passed over Mulder and Scully. Slipping in between the chinks of their personal armor. Filling their souls, inundating itself into the unconscious layers of their brains. Blending the individual sums of Mulder and Scully into one. Mulder began to feel the outlines of himself shimmer and twist. Beneath him Scully seemed to dissolve, turning into a molten liquid pool of life. His senses are heightened and above him he sees the world in colors, shapes, designs never before known to humankind. As Mulder shifts his weight, Scully feels his essence flow over her. He breathes out and she breathes in. He knows her love and she knows his fear. Fear of her, fear for her, fear of the things she ignites in him and most importantly fear of what she still may show him about himself, herself and their future together. All this has come to pass in the span of a single heartbeat. Utter silence reigns supreme as the wave rolls over them and then vanishes. Slowly Mulder raises his head as Scully stirs below him. They are still alive! Gingerly Mulder stands up expecting the aches of this misadventure to kick in at any moment. Groggily Scully moves around. Reaching up she grabs Mulder's arm and using it as a brace pulls herself up. "Oh God Mulder, that was your bad arm. Are you ok?" Confused Mulder answered, "No it's not, I was cut on the other one, see?" Amazement dawning on her, Scully begins checking Mulder over. Her movements becoming hastier as she searches him over for the injuries he's sustained. There were no cuts, no bruises, not even any torn material to give testimony. Mulder is completely healed! Grabbing Scully Mulder takes her appearance in. The sickening bruise on her temple, gone; the broken finger, realigned and working properly, no blood dotted her clothing. Scully is covered in nothing more than mud splatters, for all anyone else could tell she might have just come in after working in a garden on a sunny afternoon. Pulling her back to him, Mulder held Scully close. Molding herself into Mulder's embrace Scully breathed in deeply. The time shift had taught her much about herself and more about Mulder. But still she felt the uncertainty of her own feeling in all of this. If she allowed him into her heart, would there still be room for her? The noise of a flare gun echoed through the trees as night briefly turned into day. Semi-automatic gunfire kicked up small pieces of dirt at Mulder's and Scully's feet. Obviously they weren't the only ones on the trail at the moment of the time-shift. Regardless of where their leader was now, his men were still following their last orders. Ensuring that Mulder and Scully didn't get out of her alive. Mulder took off down the trail. Mentally he cursed himself for losing the weapon Sally had given him. Frantically he weaved between the trees. Dodging left, ducking right as gunfire reverberated all around them. Unconsciously in sync with one another, Mulder and Scully flee through the woods. Dark has been turned into terminal day, flares constantly light the sky, blue, red, green and white. Sick to his stomach, mind darting furiously, Mulder ignores the limbs that slap at him. Fresh cuts open up, he has one chance left to get Scully and himself out of here alive. If he has to sacrifice himself so that she lives, then so be it. Turning at the same time Mulder and Scully smack hard into one another, knocking themselves to the ground. Scully's head comes into direct contact with Mulder's chin. The resulting blow splits Scully's forehead open and blood now pours down her face, instantly soaking her clothes. "Oh Jesus, Scully." Mulder crawls over to her. Firmly holding her head between his hands he inspects the wound. Thankfully it's not deep, but it's obviously painful. Even trying to brush Scully's bangs out of the way causes her to flinch. Mulder flattens himself against Scully as feet pound down the trail not 15 feet from where they lay. When he is sure the man is past, Mulder pulls Scully up again. Now he drags her off to the left. Unfortunately as soon as they emerge on the trail they're spotted. More gunfire erupts, the strident sound of gunplay reaching new levels. Another flare lighting the night disrupts Mulder's attention. He stumbles over an exposed tree root. Landing painfully he is several seconds in catching his breath. Every time Mulder dreams that Scully has been shot, it's always him pulling her up, him leading the way and her always behind him getting killed. This time it's Scully who pulls Mulder up. Her hand is sticky with blood and sweat in his own, but reassuringly she is in the lead. Mulder can block her body from behind with his own. For the first time since their frantic flight through the woods Mulder allows himself to believe that he and Scully will get out of here alive. Mulder nearly plows into Scully as she skids to a stop. Frozen with fear Scully stares directly down the barrel of a gun. The man behind the gun squeezes off a single shot. His aim is true. Time slows to a crawl then stops altogether. Mulder's hair stands on end as dread flows through his body. His beaten body can't move faster that a bullet traveling at the speed of death. Throwing his arms around Scully, Mulder tries to whirl her away. But he is to slow and with a sickening thud he hears the bullet's crunching collision with Scully's body. The resulting impact throwing them both to the ground. From the corner of his eye Mulder caught a glimpse of AD Skinner as he seemingly appeared out of nowhere. Scully's gunman and Skinner saw one another at the same time, turning they each fired. The man missed, Skinner didn't. His voice edged with hysteria Mulder screams over at Skinner, "Get a medic over here Scully's been shot." Frantically Mulder's hands scrabble over Scully's blouse, there's blood everywhere. He rips the material, buttons flying everywhere as he looks for the hole that he knows is there. A hole that he has seen countless times, a hole that rips his life open never to be closed again. But instead of finding red stained tattered flesh, Mulder's hands encounter a hard resistant surface. Pushing more of the material away his hands search all over Scully's chest only to find more of the...amazed Mulder looked down at Scully. She was wearing a bulletproof vest. Mulder cupped Scully's face in his hands, the Delphic curves of her lips smiled up at him, despite the dirt that streaks her face and mats her hair Mulder is still in awe of how beautiful she looks. "Where did this come from?" Scully weakly coughed, then winced. "When we were changing clothes with the decoy's, the woman insisted I wear it, said I'd be really glad later." "I think I've busted a rib." Softly Mulder answered, "That will heal." "They knew about your dream." Mulder's smile faltered then faded completely. "I know about your dream too, that's why I didn't argue when they gave me this thing." "How did you find out?" Scully reached up and placed her hand on Mulder's check. Unconsciously he covered her hand with his own. "Mulder, you do a lot of talking in your sleep." At that moment Skinner came rushing up, looking down at his fallen agent Skinner asked, "Are you ok Agent Scully?" Unsteadily she smiled up at Skinner, "I'm a little sore, but I'll be ok in a few days Sir." The medics came up and began tending to Scully. Knowing she was safe in their hands Mulder turned to Skinner. "How did you know where to find us?" Holstering his pistol Skinner neutrally replied, "You'd be amazed at just how far some folks will go to help you if you just ask nicely." No reply seemed necessary. Mulder and Skinner stood there as the Medics prepared Scully to be airlifted out of there and back to the city. Part 22 A tap on Scully's door interrupted her train of thought. "Just a minute," she called out. Clicking save on her computer she went to get the door. "Mulder, I should have known it was you." Smiling she opened the door further and beckoned him in. "Just finishing my notes it won't take but a minute. Make yourself comfortable." Scully went back to her computer and reopened the file. Mulder wandered over to the window and peered out. It was early evening and the sun was setting off in the distance. 'Red sky at night sailor's delight', he thought to himself. To his left he heard Scully resume her report. The steady click clack of her fingers on the keyboard gave no indication of the thoughts she was having. Mulder closed his eyes and allowed himself the luxury of feeling her presence near him. "Mulder?" she queried. "Hmmmmm," he responded. For a second there was silence and Mulder decided that whatever she originally intended to say was going to be replaced by something rational and logical. He opened his eyes, turned to Scully and gave her a bemused smile. "What", he raised his eyebrows encouraging her to continue. "Mulder I have checked every directory, every Agency I could find, both here and abroad. There's no record that a Sally Wolfe or a John-Gabriel ever existed." Mulder sighed before nodding his head in understanding. Scully continued, "I talked to Skinner earlier today. Did you know a second tornado set down where we were? It leveled everything, there's no camp, no bait store, nothing to prove we were ever there and that those places even existed." "What about the man I killed?" Looking up at Mulder Scully went on, "Just like all the other times when we've really needed proof, all we're left with now is our word. The tornado was total, it's path of destruction complete. There isn't anything left in Deer-Fork Creek right now bigger than a match head. Besides, you lost the weapon that had Sally's prints on it. We could have used those prints to match them up to a real person and then we would have know what was 'really' going on." Contemplatively Mulder spoke, "You know Scully sometimes this all seems like a bad dream and that we are nothing more than the figment of someone else's imagination." "Oh Mulder, if this were a story then all the loose ends would be tied up with a pretty pink bow. There would be bodies with bullets, Sally Wolfe would turn out to live next door, this story would have a happy ending and all our questions would be answered. I hear it's bad form to leave an audience hanging." Pleased at the smile that started forming around the corners of Mulder's mouth Scully continued, "At the end of a story doesn't the hero always get the girl?" Was Scully making a gambit here? "Are you saying I'm a hero Scully?" Getting serious again, Scully redirected Mulder's attention back to the problem at hand, "What about that story of your family battling 'little green men' since the beginning of time. Do you believe that?" Scully was openly skeptical now. "Scully I'm telling you right now it doesn't matter what 'the records' say, Sally Wolfe and John-Gabriel exist. She got to you the same as she got to me, and it doesn't take a psychiatrist to tell you that it's impossible for two people to be having the same nervous breakdown at the same time." Mulder paused for a moment carefully considering his position before he went on, "Things can change in the blink of an eye, proof can fade to supposition leaving its believer nothing but older and poorer. But in my heart I know it was real because I believe." A muscle in Scully's jaw twitched. "Ok Mulder I'm going to humor you on this one, Sally Wolfe exists. But the shape changing I don't buy into at all. It is genetically impossible for anyone to physically alter his or her appearance. The genes we carry dictate who we are, nothing more, nothing less. Besides it's not like she changed shape right in front of us or anything." "Scully by now you of all people ought to know that I don't have to see to believe. Ok, so maybe it is a bit hard to buy into the shape changing crap. But to answer your earlier question I don't have to believe what she said about my family and the future. Because I know it's true. I can feel it in my bones, ringing in my ears, telling me time is short." Eyes focused somewhere over Mulder's right shoulder Scully tried to consider the deeper import of what he was saying. But whatever he was getting at the meaning still eluded her. Shaking her head she returned her attention back to Mulder waiting for him to continue. Pouncing on her again Mulder asked, "What about the mind reading thing Scully? Any pat answers in your little bag of science tricks to explain that one?" "Luck Mulder, just plain old luck." "Scully if I were that damn lucky I'd be out buying a lottery ticket right now. I'm telling you she knew EXACTLY what we were thinking." "Ok Mulder I'm NOT a mind reader, so you want to tell me what's going on here?" "Have you ever stopped to wonder what my life was like before you came along?" Disguising her confusion over this sudden apparent shift in conversation Scully readjusted herself more comfortably into her chair. "No, Mulder I really hadn't, I just assumed...that, well, you..know. Her voice died off. "Did you know I had friends? Most Wednesdays you could have found me at the gym playing pickup games of ball with some of the guys from work. And afterwards we'd go over to the pub and have a pitcher or two of beer." Mulder looked down at Scully waiting for her response. Mutely she nodded her head 'no'. "Did you know that I used to go over to my mom's on Sundays, when I could, for dinner? For dessert we'd have pie and ice cream." Again Scully shook her head no. Swallowing hard Mulder looked at the floor, "I want you to know everything Scully. So please just be patient with what I'm going to tell you next. Scully managed to chase away the stunned expression that had begun to form on her face; instead she merely looked thoughtful when Mulder glanced at her before looking away and continuing on with his story. "Did you know that I have the normal needs, that most men seem to have? I didn't always have the time for a relationship, but I always had enough time for 'companionship'. It was all I really wanted. I know that sounds callous but I had made a sanctuary of my heart and no one was allowed in." Mulder refused to look at Scully. Kindly Scully spoke to Mulder's back, her voice giving no indication to the inner turmoil beneath her surface. "What does this have to do with Sally being able to 'read minds'?" Still not looking around, one hand on his hip, one hand on the window Mulder offhandedly answered. "It was bad enough knowing that she could read my thoughts, it was worse knowing she could see my soul. It scared me that I could be so open to a total stranger and yet so closed to my partner." Instantly Scully saw through Mulder's attempt at casualness. It angered her that Sally had upset Mulder so thoroughly. Soothingly Scully spoke, inviting Mulder to continue, "What did Sally see inside of you that is so frightening?" The last remnants of daylight slipped into evening velvet twilight before Mulder could bring himself to reply. His voice came out slow, faltering and Scully had to strain to catch his answer, "That everything I had been before you, was absolutely nothing, once you came into my life." Scully leaned back in her chair as though she had been struck. Well now, this was a major admission coming from a man whose biggest compliment to her, to date, had been, 'you look nice today'. Slowly Scully twirled around in her chair, her mind churning. Did this make him the stronger one in their relationship because he could say things out loud that she couldn't think in her head? Finally coming to a stop with her back to him Scully answered, "I had no idea you felt that way Mulder." His riposte cut Scully straight to the bone, "If you had ever opened your heart before now you would have already known how I felt." Closing in on her he continued, "Why is it you can look at everything else in your life with such honesty but you can't look at me and where I fit into your life right now?" Scully didn't answer him, but from the stance of her shoulders Mulder had the idea she might be crying. Entreatingly Mulder continued, feeling himself also to be on the verge of losing it, "Please Scully answer me, I need to know." Still not facing Mulder Scully searched deep within her heart. Finally not turning around she spoke over her shoulder, "Every time I think about my future you're always there and now I can't remember a time in the past when you weren't there also." Save his steady patient breathing there was no other sound from Mulder. Scully sighed, "By allowing you into my life then I have to accept the fact that you may someday leave my life. Incomplete as it is, that's the only answer I have for you." Mulder walked over to Scully and grabbed the back of the chair she was sitting in, turning it so she would have to face him. Pulling her up Mulder enfolded Scully in his arms. She returned the embrace, enjoying the feel of his arms around her. Speaking his voice muffled by her hair, "You have always believed in me, you have always cared for me and I want you to always be here with me." His words faded to a whisper, "I love you Scully. I..." His voice trailed off. Here it was, the moment Scully had both wanted and dreaded for some time now, yet still she couldn't bring herself to acknowledge what Mulder had just said. This beautiful golden man had shared his heart with her and Scully still couldn't bring herself to acknowledge it. Scully closed her eyes, and pressed herself deeper into Mulder's embrace. Through his shirt she could hear the steady beat of his heart. It cried out to her in a magnetic torrential outpouring of emotion. 'I will never know love like this again,' she thought. 'But there aren't any do- overs in love.' Considering her dilemma further she realized Mulder had never held anything back from her and if she accepted his love then there could be no reservations on her part. She would have to just plunge into the waters of love and let the resulting waves engulf her, counting on her ability to survive in the strange new frontier that she and Mulder would create together. "I love you too." Slowly Mulder lowered his mouth to Scully's. She tasted of summer fruit and warm lazy days. He allowed himself to sink into that kiss, closing his eyes as her scent enveloped him. Within her kiss was the promise of all the days to come and Fox Mulder believed. END Author's Notes: If you have read this thing from beginning to end, then first and foremost I thank you the reader for sticking with me. This story has been a year in the making and there were times when I truly despaired of ever finishing it, and without the unflagging support of Georgia, who most wholeheartedly deserves the award of best person ever, this story might never have been finished. Heaps of praise also goes to Jen, who was always happy to punctuate me in the name of love. Also, thanks to Mary who was a fountainhead of patience and wisdom. Some of the characters in my story are based on real people, each of whom blessed my theft of their personas and allowed me to change them to fit the needs of my story. I have no plans to write a follow-up to this story, but if you are interested, one possible future outcome of this story can be read in another story that has always been a favorite of mine called, "War Stories and Maple Hair", by Prufrock's love. Shade and sweet water, Sally