Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 22:29:09 -0700 From: "Andrea Jolie" Subject: fanfic Source: direct Title: Nothing Fails Written by: Andrea Jolie E-Mail: queequeg_85@hotmail.com Date: September 23rd, 2003 Rating: NC-17 - graphic sex Category: MSR, AU Archive: Goss/Eph. yes....others just drop me a line so I know where to find the story. Summary: Mulder is sick of waiting. He makes a rather non-gentlemanish move towards Scully. But as usual, our favorite FBI agents make it work. Spoilers: all things, per manum, ignore requiem ... it never happened in this universe. Disclaimer: If M & S would be mine they'd have A LOT more fun in bed than they usually do. But OK, OK, these characters belong to the Surfer Dude, 1013, G-Woman G, G-Man D and whoever else has a percentage of the series. Feedback: ...would be appreciated Special Thanks to: Nana - my best friend ever! Aida, Emma, Jenny, Jason, Randy, Brian, John, Frida, Donna, and to all the X-Philes who encouraged me to publish this. Thank you and I love you all. Dedication: to my b/f David Fowley. I love you. Without you, and you are my inspiration, this story wouldn't exist because my imagination would be zero. Thanks for encouraging and helping me to *explore* and not to be afraid of things unknown to me yet - *DevilishGrin* ...:) website: http://www.angelfire.com/music5/madonnateam Author's notes: This is my first short story.....I'm better with the long ones...but I hope I don't suck at these here too. All mistakes are strictly mine. Please send me emails and tell me what you think! ************************************************************************** -NOTHING FAILS- ************************************************************************** I'm lying here in my bedroom, fully errect...thinking about my partner......my sexy little redhead Dana Scully. I'm such a pervert she would probably say.....or think. But what can I do, I'm a guy and my sexy, little girl is sleeping on my sofa. That would probably be a second slap in the face for calling her a little girl. What would she do if I'd make a move.....would she shy away.....would she *cooperate*? A week ago she asked me to be the father of her child....would a woman ask her friend for something like that? Was there a hidden message behind all that.....did she want more? I used to flirt with her quite often lately but then that question came.....and since then I'm addicted. I felt like I'm engaged to her for some reason. I wanted more....that's all I've been thinking about for the last seven days. I can't stop thinking about just jumping her bones. But do I really want it to happen that way? I love that woman, I think that every living creature with an IQ above 40 would see that in an instant. She had no idea how powerful she really is. She thinks she's a woman fighting for her position in a man's world. Compared to her though, I'm the puss. We could argue for hours but then all she needs is to touch my arms or my cheek and I give up....'you're right' is all I can say. She was my Goddess and with each day passing I feel like giving up....I feel like I can't take it anymore. I have to tell her. I went into the living room. She slept like a little baby. The picture of Scully married to an old guy went through my head. I cannot believe she wanted to do that. My little Scully had an affair with a married guy. Even though she didn't tell me, I felt like she almost went back to all that while I was in England two days ago. Was there doubt in her? Did she think about going back to that guy? Did she not go back because of me? I knew that she thought that leaving me would break my heart and in every sense of the word it would but would I really want that? I may be a sorry son of a bitch but the only reason why I wouldn't want it is because I love this woman. Not because of the X-Files or because of my job which would indeed be boring without her, but just because of me. I whispered to myself and turned around to go back to my room. "Oh...." I turned around again. Was that Scully moaning? I felt my errection growing hard again. I went back to check on her but she was sleeping like a baby. I turned around again. "Oh....Mul...ahhhh". Did she want to say Mulder? And what was that moaning all about? My errection was never bigger...it was painful. Suddenly I felt like I had no control over myself. I went down on my knees and pushed Scully's shirt up. She twisted but didn't wake up yet. I cupped her breast and in an instant she opened her eyes. "MULDER??!!!" I felt myself harden even more. This excited me for some reason. I didn't stop. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx He started to kiss me everywhere.....my neck, my ears, my collarbone.....my mouth. He tried to push his tongue inside but I wouldn't allow. What the hell was he doing? He was all over me. My arms offered no comfort at first. I tried to push him away. The depth of his rage frightened me. I knew he loved me so I tried to calm him....I begged him for release. It's as if he wasn't aware what he was doing when he kissed me full force. I wanted to protest, my body was on red alert but for some reason my mouth opened to him....inviting his tongue, giving him permission to continue. My mind was telling me to stop but my body wouldn't respond. His arms are everywhere...touching me....dancing all over my body. "I know you want this, Scully", he said as he pushed my skirt up and slid his fingers inside of me. It's as if he removed my panties in a second.....I want to protest, but why can't I? -I Love Him- "I know, Scully", he said again as he pushed one more finger inside of me. I moaned. I actually moaned. He suddenly stood up......It's as if he realized what he was doing. I was relieved but on the other hand I was too aroused. I just stared at him, waited for his next move. It broke my heart when I thought that he was going to leave me like this....aroused. But what would the consequences be if I let him continue...if we go and become 'one'......like we are supposed to?! Are we supposed to? He grabbed my hand suddenly and pushed me towards the bedroom. I stopped as if to say that we shouldn't do that. "Please....I need you, Scully." When he didn't get any response from me he said:"Now!" Could I say "No" to Mulder? Could I deny my love for him? I asked him to be the father of my child last week......I can't deny him the love. But the fear was so big.....it seemed much bigger than even the love. I looked at him in the eyes and the fear went away. This is Mulder. This is not the right way to do it, but what is? A date in an expensive restaurant and meaningless words....minutes of silence because of the awkardness of the situation? We're going right to the point here. Before I could give him permission to continue he pushed me down on the bed and started kissing me. His hands sliding over my breasts. He parted my legs and slid down on to me. His weight suddenly scared me and I started to panic.....my breathing .... I felt like I'm suffering from a claustrophobic reaction....he enveloped me.....he was everywhere. For some reason though, as if I had no control over my body, I opened my legs for him all the way. He unzipped his pants without removing them. I opened my eyes and looked down at him. His shirt was unbuttoned, his pants down to the knees and his erection huge. I closed my eyes again and threw my head back making it a target for his tongue. God, do I really want to go this far? Suddenly I felt a burning sensation on my entrance. He was teasing me, I thought. I opened my eyes again to find him starring at me. His pupils dilated....the look full of desire.....the look of a lover. Suddenly I realized that he was asking for permission to continue. I didn't respond but he must have seen the same look on my face as I saw on his because slowly, with words unspoken, he entered me. He kissed me once more and then he started to thrust full force. God, I was so full....his thrusts were so erratic....an "Oh, yes Mulder" escaped my mouth and I felt so embarassed. He had no idea how he affected me. I felt his body tense and I knew he was going to be over the edge soon.....but God fogive me, so was I. I felt something wet sliding down my face and I opened my eyes to see that that were Mulder's tears. I cupped his face and gave him a long passionate kiss to assure him that everything's fine.....that we're in this together. This man was never loved before and he deserved it more than anyone. And I can't deny how much I love him. With that move I felt his errection growing even more. Was it even possible? I never felt nearly as full as I do now. He thrusted with full force and brushed my clit exactly where I needed it. God, I needed this. I clenched around him in exquisite orgasm taking him with me. He collapsed against me, not leaving me much breathing space. His arms enveloped me completely... his head between my breasts....his breathing still hard. He kissed my belly and whispered softly, almost as if he didn't want me to hear this:"God, please give us a little baby...please." God? Mulder always laughed at me when I addressed anything 'to God'. I felt tears sliding down my face, my hands went through his hair and I gave out a little sob. Mulder instantly looked up at me, panic on his face. I knew he thought he'd hurt me. I smiled at him, making sure that 'we're ok'. He came up and kissed my neck and then whispered into my ear:"I know I should have told you before we did this but....I love you Scully. I *need* you!" I didn't respond at all. His breathing calmed and he didn't move. I thought he was asleep. I kissed his ear and whispered:"I love you too, Mulder". He looked up at me and kissed me with lots of passion and love. I felt myself blushing. Why was I embarassed that he'd heard me? "I'm sorry Scully. I'm sorry I hurt you." "Nothing to be sorry for Mulder. It was time." He went off of me to remove the rest of his clothes and then said:"I can't believe this is happening." "Well, better believe it." I smiled at him and snuggled closer...breathing in his scent that was now mixed with my own and the typical smell of sex. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx She said she wasn't hurt. She said she loved me. But I just can't get rid of the guilt.....I'd die if I would hurt her. And yet, even though my male hormones won, she gave me that warm, reassuring look. Fact is my male hormones didn't win, my frustration won. I know how much a baby would mean to her. Again, I blame my self for the fact that she can't have a baby - in more ways that one. Wasn't I good enough? If I would have one wish - one single wish - I'd wish for Scully to get pregnant. When I answered 'yes' to her question about if I want to be 'the donor' she knew and realized how much she meant to me. But what she didn't know is how happy I was that she'd asked *me*...how I was looking forward to that child as much as she did...how I wanted to be a parent as much as she did. I never gave it a thought but when she asked I suddenly realized I was ready to be a *father* - not just a donor. I know it's not possible anymore but I still do believe that some kind of miracle might happen...that we will have one little baby after all.... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I wake up knowing that something was different. Something that had changed my life completely last night. Suddenly everything came back....Scully, we made love. She told me she loved me. I turned around but she wasn't there. Did I dream? No. It can't be. It was too real to be a dream. Was it regret...? Is that why she left me? I went to the living room to get my cell phone. On the table I found her panties with a little message on a yellow paper: "Put that panic face off, G-Man, everything's fine. Call me (you better do)...we need to talk. D.S." I grinned like some stupid teenager...somehow I had a good feeling about this. I picked up the phone and speed-dialed Scully. "Hey Scully, it's me." "Hi" Silence. "So how are you feeling, Scully?" "Depends on what?" "Scully don't do this to me" "What do you mean?" Silence. "Do you not want me to be with you?" "In what sense what, Scully?" "Being more than your friend and partner." "It means being your lover." "Oh , how so?" "Normal, Scully? As in being only friends normal?" "I can't go back Scully. Not after last night." She teased. "It does. But...I'm sorry." Was I that pathetic??? "I'm sorry that I was so rough....I really am Scully. I don't know why I was. I would never hurt you." She took a deep breath. "Does that mean there will be a next time G-Woman??" "How 'bout this...tonight I'll pick you up and we go and have dinner. Talk about this. Does that sound promising to you?" I had to grin at this. "Alright? Scully, you're the boss here." Part 2 PG-13 Two months later "These aren't merely random abductions, but a case of abductees not coming back." His words went through my head. I know that he didn't want me to go but I can't let him go either. His sister is dead, we're together so why risk it now? There are other agents up there in Oregon that could do the job....I need Mulder. I can't lose him now. I had a really weird feeling about this. "Mulder it's me" "Mulder we need to talk." "No." "Where are you now?" I heard a knock on my door. I opened it to find Mulder holding his cell-phone and grinning. "Come in." "Scully, you don't look good these days." "Well thank you G-Man" "No, silly. I mean that you look like you're not feeling well." I took a deep breath..."It's nothing Mulder....it's just a cold probably...Listen I need to talk to you." "What is it?" He grabbed my hand and led me to the couch. We sat down, he was still holding my hand and waiting for me to say something. "Mulder, I don't want you to go. It has to stop" "What do you mean." "Mulder...I....We've been looking for the truth for so long. You realized that you're sister's dead, we're together now and ..." "...and?" I couldn't say it damn it. "Scully, do you not want me to go?" I nodded. He hugged me and then said:"It's ok. You should have told me if it's that importnant to you." "I have." "You did?" "Well it wasn't good enough but I had to tell you before you leave with Skinner. I don't have a good feeling about this." "Ok. ... OK. I won't go then." "You sure?" I asked, feeling a little guilty and embarassed. "Yes I am. You're right, it is enough." "Thank you Mul....AHHH!!!" "SCULLY???!!!?" I felt suddenly dizzy and my vision wasn't at it's best. Darkness. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx "She's going to be fine Mrs. Scully." "What happened, Fox?" "She lost consciousness and I called 911. I didn't have to wait more than five minutes to find out what happened to her." "WHAT???!!" Was that my mother? Why did she sound so terrified? Am I still asleep? I opened my eyes slowly and saw Mulder and my mom sitting next to me, talking. They didn't realize that I was awake. "Mrs. Scully,....Sc...Dana is.....she's pregnant." I gasped and they both turned to me. Mulder's eyes suddenly full of tears...happy tears. He hugged me, one of his hands on my belly. He leaned down to kiss me. It was so normal but my mother still didn't get anything. Mulder and I kept our relationship a secret and we wanted to keep it a secret for few more months until we would finally go public. Now, it seems, we have no other choice. My mother was clearly disappointed that I haven't told her but she was so happy for me that I finally got pregnant. She understood the situation and said:"I'll talk to you later Dana. I'll give you two a little privacy." I nodded, guilt spread on my face but it's as if she could read my mind when she said: "It's ok, Dana. Don't worry." With that she went out and I turned to Mulder again. "Mulder?" He smiled at me, touching my belly. "How?" is all I managed to ask. "I don't know Scully...I have no idea....but you just made me the happiest man on Earth." "Mulder, my mom's disappointment is not only because I didn't tell her about *us*." For some reason I changed the subject but not because I wanted it but because I was worried. I always counted on my mother's opinion and I never meant to disappoint her. "I know, Scully. She is a catholic. I thought about that. She probably knew that you wasn't a virgin but becoming pregnant before......" He swallowed hard..."...before getting married." he looked up at me. "She understands Mulder...She knows how much this means to me...and she knows that we love each-other. She was always fond of you." "I know but maybe I want that too." "Want what?" "Marriage." "You proposing?" I teased, trying to hold back a giggle. "Scully....things between us are never going to be normal but.....but one thing should be normal. If we are going to have this baby-boy than I want to be the best father in the world and I want him to have normal parents. Is there any reason why we should not marry?" "It's a boy?" "Oops!" I smiled at him but we were suddenly silent after a second. "Yes, Mulder." "Yes what?" "Yes. We'll give him the normal family. I'll give *you* the normal family. I want to be.....*yours* in every way possible." ....'marriage' was not an easy word when it came to Mulder and me. I just couldn't say it. "God Scully...." We were lying for a few moments there before *the* question came. "What about our jobs?" "I'll teach at the academy part-time. You can stay at the X-Files." "No." "No?" "No. It's too dangerous. I'll be a psychologist or I'll do the paper work at Violent Crimes." "But Mulder, that means closing the X-Files.'' "Yes it does. It's time. We'll never get to the point of discovering everything ... not before we get killed." Someone suddenly knocked on the door. Mulder stood up to open it. Skinner stood there with flowers in one hand and some papers in the other. Hopefully he didn't bring work here. "Congrats Agent Scully....to both of you....... I believe." he said.....I expected disappointment but he wasn't. It was like he expected this all the time. "Yes....to both of us sir." I said....Mulder looked at me - amazed that I said that. He was so proud.. "Sir I know what you're going to say. We'll request transfers. We'll close the X-files." "Oh I already did some work. I assumed you're both going to request a transfer. The X-Files are not closing though." "They're not?" Mulder asked curious. "No, I will make sure that they won't close. There is an Agent...Kersh insists on putting him there.... Agent John Doggett. I believe he will ruin the project but I'll try to contact someone he was very close to. She's also an FBI Agent from Salt Lake dept. Agent Monica Reyes. She's an expert in rituals and that stuff. I think she'll make sure that the x-files stay in tact.....she's good with Doggett and she's more open-minded." "Sounds like Scully and me just gender-flipped." I knew exactly what Mulder was talking about. I was the skeptic at the beginning and Mulder the believer. Skinner looked at us and then down at Mulder's hand that was still on my belly. He smiled and went away. Mulder took his shoes off and cuddled next to me. If the nurse sees us, she's going to kick us both out. "Well Scully....seems like nothing fails in a way." "In more ways then one." He kissed my neck and said:"Miracles do happen Scully". With that we drifted off to sleep with a hope of a better tomorrow. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx "Nothing fails, no more fears, nothing fails you washed away my tears......." - Madonna xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx END xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *AUTHOR'S NOTE: This was the shortest story I wrote .... but I was in a mood for something short so here it is. What would have happened if Mulder didn't leave for Oregon (Or David didn't sue Fox networks).........if I'm ever in the mood again...maybe I'll write a second part....or add stuff in this one. Until then tee-hee.