Date: Mon, 13 Mar 2000 21:18:38 EST
Subject: Story:On Angels Wings
Source: direct

TITLE: On Angels Wings
 AUTHOR: Keva E. Andersen
 EMAIL ADDRESS:DrKevaScully@aol.com
 DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT:Sure, so long as my name and address stays attached 
to it, please ask me first though, before archiving.  
 SPOILER WARNING: Makes sense only if you know Emily. Helps if you picture 
All Souls 
  RATING:  PG
 CLASSIFICATION: Vignette, Scullyangst
 SUMMARY:  a picture...and all the random thoughts that come with it
 AUTHOR'S NOTES: This song was inspired by the song "Fallen" by Bree Sharp, 
and some of the thoughts are loosely based on the lyrics.
 DISCLAIMER: Unless Chris Carter had his name leagally changed to Keva 
Andersen, they're not mine.
 

On Angels Wings
by: Keva E. Andersen

 
     Oh God....
 
     I have to find a better spot for this picture......
 
 
          Those eyes...  
      
       You had those bright starry eyes.. so innocent 
      I remember how they danced.... I wish they still danced. 
       I remember the tears they shed, how their  
       sadness burned my heart... and your voice so sweet. Like an angel.
       
         A voice in the night led me to your side
         You captured my heart at first sight, though I didn't know why.....
         Oh if only  I had known from the start.....

        A Christmas gift sent from God, I believed... 
         My little girl, almost a reflection of me.
        But I couldn't tell you, my little darling. I'm not the mommy you 
knew.
         It wasn't my love that could heal your pain.
        
 
      Your tiny body so riddled with a disease I could not heal 
      Your eyes full of questions I could not answer...
      I died every time that you hurt....I didn't want to be the source of 
your pain.
     So I did the only thing I could do.... I loved you in every way I knew 
how....
    and told you it was ok to go home.

       You left my life, just as you came.... On the flight of Angels wings.
        A joy I'd never known before was gone, and with it a piece of my 
soul. 
        But that I found you, and had the chance to love you...
        I know you were meant for that too.
         
         
        I wish I could take you in my arms, right all these wrongs, and make 
you
         mine again. To hold you just once more..... and this time keep you 
safe.
 
         Are you in the place where the good souls go? I feel it in my heart 
that you 
        are. Did they take away all the pain that you knew? Did they heal 
what I
        could not? Oh how I wish you could tell me....sweet baby girl.... 
      
        
         I loved you so much...... as I love you still....
 
         Do the angels hold you now?
 
        FINIS


 Author's Note: This is my first attempt at trying to get into Scully's head, 
so I hope this is made sense. Many thanks to Nicki for her awesome beta . :)  
And as always, without my Phile Phriends I would never have realized the 
power of the X-Files. My thanks to you always.