From: "Mike C." Date: Wed, 30 May 2001 16:48:39 -0500 Subject: Page 65 part II by Doctor C. Source: direct Title: Page 65 part II Author: Doctor C Summary: Mulder and Scully overcome another obstacle that may take them both to get out alive. Can they survive, together? Note: Set 2 years later than part I. Could be a standalone, but if you want to really understand it, then read part I. Category: Pre X Files Rating: PG Dedication: As always to Didi, my best phriend and friend in the world. Disclaimer: See part I Feedback: Greatly appreciated, send all comments to laura_c@imagin.net all flames will be deleted. Prologue: Dana Scully was not a happy teenager. She had three pages of homework in each subject, she had an essay due in English, and she had a major Geography test to study for. Plus, on top of that, she had to go to her little brother Charlie's ice hockey game. Her freshman year of high school was not easy. She was the shortest one in school and her geometry teacher hated her. It was a beautiful Saturday and she was stuck inside doing schoolwork. She hadn't even gotten to bed last night until midnight since she was memorizing her lines for the school play. Her friend was coming over later to help her study. Maybe then she wouldn't be so bored. She was propped up on her bed, with her textbook on the floor. She put her head down, needing a break from hours of studying. Dreams overcame her. Dreams that weren't so pleasant anymore. Krycek Krycek with a gun A loud noise Blood Too much blood Pain inside of her ripping her to pieces A bright light From the verge of life and death About to die She shook her head, still in the mindless dream. Tears and sweat on her face. She felt a hand on her shoulder, lightly waking her and she bolted up like a slingshot. Her eyes flew open and she looked into the eyes of her best friend. He was a quiet boy, but very kind. Depressed and sad, he has always been, but guilty for his sister's disappearance. She was his best friend. She would do anything for him, including sacrifice herself. That is what she came close to doing two years ago. He didn't have to ask, just looking in her eyes he could see what she was thinking, feeling inside. He just hugged her close, never letting go. "Shh, it's okay. I'm here now, everything will be okay." "No, Mulder they won't." she sobbed. "Why. We will get through this Scully. The scars will heal over time, right?" he asked as she shook her head. She took his hand in hers and let it touch the area on her chest, where the jagged scar still stood, never fading away. "These scars won't heal, Mulder." She said. "Scully, do you ever think about going back to that day. Would you change anything? "I do. I do think about what I did. And I would do it all again, if I had too. I don't regret a thing about that day." She paused, "Except for the part where the whole school thought we slept together because of Bill." She smiled, trying to ease the pain. "What can I do to help you?" he asked as he brushed a tear off her cheek with his finger. She embraced him again, and whispered so softly he could barely hear. "Hold me, Mulder. Just hold me." She said as he felt his shoulder getting wet. "Hold me, and be my friend." She said, her voice muffled by his sleeve. "Always, Scully. Always." He whispered as two best friends held onto each other for dear life. They would get through this together. If only they knew the obstacle that would be put in their path this time. Chapter I: "Class, happy Monday. You should be refreshed and well rested for this test. Now, please take everything off of your desk except for a pencil." Ms. Stewart said as Scully couldn't help but glancing at the door every few minutes. "Has anybody seen Fox? I'm surprised. He's never been absent before." Ms. Stewart said as she checked roll. She was right, he had never missed a day of school in ninth grade. Not even the day after his sister was abducted. That was the day of the shooting. She had spoken to him the night before and he said he would be in. She knew inside that something was wrong. She waited with anticipation until the final school bell rang. Kids were pouring out of the school ready to go home and forget about the tortures and burden of school. She walked home, trying to figure out why Mulder wasn't there. Maybe he had tried to kill himself or was taking drugs or dying or something. She tried to shake that thought out of her head as she headed up the stone steps of her house. The house was quiet. So quiet it sent chills up Dana's spine. She got into the house and Missy took her into the kitchen. She had her hand over the phone. "It's Fox. He sounds really scared. He needs to talk to you." She said, with a very pained concern on her face. She was worried for her sister and her sister's friend. Dana nodded and took the phone carefully. Almost if she dropped it, it would break. "Scully?" came a quiet, scared, almost whisper of a voice. "Mulder, what's wrong." She asked. There was a long pause, as if he was waiting permission to speak. "I can't tell you now. Too dangerous. Meet me at the hill at nine." He said. Before Scully could question him more, she heard a click on the other line. The hill. That was the place where he taught her how to wish on a star. The place where Mulder took her the night Samantha disapeared. She remembered the night so vividly, so clearly. She knew she had found her "one in five billion." She didn't know exactly how, but it came to be that Mulder was the one. They had a friendship so deep and true. Two people who have that together are very lucky. She had no idea how or if she could go on if something happened to him. And she decided. In that split second that Krycek pulled the trigger she would give up herself for the life of her best friend. And now, something was wrong. Nine o'clock came, and Scully crawled out her bedroom window, like she had in the past. It had been a long time since she had been to the hill. "The Hill of Wishes" was its true name, and that's what it was. Scully barely remembered lying in a coma when she was shot on that day. But she does remember almost tapping on the shoulder of death. There was no "bright light at the end of the tunnel" like she thought there would be. It was a happy place, though. It was warm and safe, and she felt no pain. She could just stay here forever. She was about to until she heard a voice. It sounded familiar, but she couldn't quite tell who it was. It had a sad, melancholy drone to it. It was almost as if the person speaking was dying too. It was if his heart was torn to shreds. She remembered what he said about The Hill of Wishes that day. ""Remember when we were stargazing, you know what I thought, Dana?" he leaned closer and whispered in her ear. "I thought that Ahab had stolen the stars from the sky, and you know where he put them? In your eyes Scully. He put them in your eyes." She knew in that instant that she loved him. She was lost in her fantasy world, memories creeping back to her like yesterday. Even though she was thinking, she was still aware of her surroundings. She jumped at the slight noise behind her. "Scully, are you there?" came Mulder's voice. He wasn't facing her, but she could tell there was something different about his appearance. "Mulder, why weren't you in school today?" she asked, voice in deep concern. "I don't know if I can tell you." He said as she went closer to him. "Mulder, we have been best friends since second grade. You know you can tell me anything." She said as she put a hand on his shoulder and he snapped like a twig. "Maybe this time you don't need to know. You don't own my life, Scully. I don't have to tell you anything I don't want to; it's my choice. The truth can hurt. Of all people you should know that." "But sometimes," Scully whispered, backing up a bit and finding a spot to sit down next to him. "Sometimes the truth can set you free. Make you the person you are." She said as he finally turned to face her. She gasped a bit too loudly, and she regretted it immediately. His eye was swollen and purple and his lip was split and bleeding. His nose (as long as it was) was twisted and bent out of shape. "Mulder, who did this to you? Was it X again? I'd like to beat the tar out of him. If only..." she was getting angry by the second. "No, it wasn't X." he said, looking to his feet. "Who then?" she asked. "My father." He said, barely audible. She was furious. "What! That monster son of a bitch." "Not so loud. The whole town will hear." He paused for a moment then went on. "My dad is home from a trip. He saw one of Samantha's dolls in my room and he freaked. He hasn't been doing very well since Sam, well, you know..." Scully nodded and looked him in the eye. "My parents are out for the night. Missy is in charge. She won't even notice. Her and her smutty boyfriend are probably doing naked pretzel on the couch. They won't even notice." She said as she snickered. "We can sneak in the back and get you cleaned up. You can stay at my place tonight. I don't want you to go back to that hell hole." She said as she helped him up, slowly. He went painfully, and after about a half an hour, they were home. What he called home at least. Home was with the people who cared, and he truly was home. She led him up to the bathroom and got some ice from the freezer. He didn't want steak on his eye so she settled for frozen peas. She put a gauze pad to his bleeding lip. Looking at him in the light was even worse. He didn't look like himself. Not just his injuries even. He looked pained, depressed. But most of all he looked scared. As she wiped the blood off his lip, he flinched and smiled at her. "Like old times, huh?" he said, referring back to when they first met. Mulder had just gotten into a fight in second grade and the teacher sent Scully to send him to the nurse. She cleaned him up pretty well. "Mulder, you have to call the police." She said as he shook his head. "No, Scully. That'll give him another excuse to beat me more. Don't tell a soul." He looked at her with those puppy dog hazel eyes, pleading for her to keep his secret. "I don't want you to get hurt." "I can take care of this myself, Scully. I have lived with my father for fifteen years. I just need someone to lean on me." He said as he took her hand. "I promise, Mulder. I won't tell anyone." She said as she sighed, and thought. "Mulder, you said he beat you. I thought he just punched you in the face?" she asked as he looked to the floor once again. "This isn't the first time. He normally does it with a belt." Scully looked at him, astounded. "Mulder, turn around." She said as she lifted up his shirt to reveal red welts on his back, they had been there, she suspected for a few weeks. "Oh, Mulder." She whispered. "Scully, I need you to be there for me, no matter what. Promise me that?" he asked. "Always, Mulder. Always." she whispered back, as she hugged her best friend, tears falling from her cheeks. This was another obstacle, another crisis, that would bring them the closest together they ever came, or bring them apart completely. End of Part I Part I: Mulder stayed the night in the guestroom. Scully was checking on him every five minutes until finally she put a sleeping bag on the floor, since she was tired from going back and forth. Mulder felt safe here. He had a family here. They weren't flesh and blood, but they cared for him, and that was family. Mulder went to school next day with the excuse that the man on the corner beat him up. The next week he had "fallen" down the stairs. Dana didn't know how long she could take this. She was in her room, one night with tears running down her face. Then, there was a knock at the door. "Dana, can I come in?" It was Maggie, her mother. "I guess so." She said as she heard the door creak open. * I need to get that door fixed * Maggie thought as she entered her daughter's room. "Sweetheart, what's wrong?" "Mom, what if someone made a promise not to tell anyone about something, but that something might be hurting someone. What would you do?" Dana asked, looking out the window. The moon was out, so it reflected onto her face, which was wet and shiny from the tears. "Well, a secret means you can't tell anyone, unless there are certain circumstances. I think you need to listen here, and it will tell you." She said as she pointed to her daughter's heart. "My mother always said that your heart will guide you no matter what. You just have to listen. Dana," She paused. "If there is something that is the matter you will know how to handle it. I know that much." She said as she kissed her daughter goodnight. *If only you knew what that something is, Mom. If only you knew. * Dana thought to herself. She got under the covers and started to pray. "Dear God, Please help Mulder and me through this thing together. Please let him be all right and not let Bill hurt him anymore. Oh, yea. Please bring Sam back. That would help the Mulder family a whole lot. Thank you for letting me have Mulder as my best friend. Amen." She said as she lay her head down and sighed, hoping to get some sleep tonight. The next day, as Scully was walking home from school, she decided to take the route to Mulder's place. He wasn't in school today, which wasn't uncommon these days. She just hoped that Mr. Mulder didn't do anything to him. She walked past his house and heard something that made her freeze in her tracks. It was Bill, yelling something in a drunken state. He was yelling really loudly since she could hear it from outside the house. "You are a sorry excuse for my son, you know that! You are not even my son. Your mother had an affair with someone. Ha! Samantha was my daughter, and you let her go. You son of a bitch." He cried as Scully heard the crash of a glass bottle on something, but she didn't know what. She couldn't take any more of this. She listened to her heart, and right now it was telling her to do something she wasn't sure of. But she did it anyway. She would do anything to keep Mulder from getting hurt. Even putting herself on the line. She did once, and she can do it again. She burst through the door, and saw a hideous sight. Mulder was on the ground, beaten and bloody and bill was standing there with a broken beer bottle in his hand, aiming for Mulder's head. He did it once, and he would do it again, perhaps for the final blow. As he brought his hand back to swing again, Scully yelled. "Noooooo!" and she ran over and pulled his arm away. He cut her on the arm as he turned around. "Oh, hello, Dana. I haven't seen you in a while. Saving your little friend Fox again, huh? Well, this time, neither of you will be saved." He said as he swung for Dana this time. She ducked and with Mr. Mulder being in such a drunken state, he swayed, and fell. His head hit the edge of the coffee table. He was out like a light, and was going to have one hell of a hangover in the morning. Scully's arm was hurt and bleeding, but she didn't even feel it. She ran to Mulder's side. He had broken glass on his forehead and was on his side from covering his face. He was unconscious and bleeding. She picked his arm from his face and saw the damage that was done. His injuries were externally major. Have to stay in the hospital for a few days, and she knew how he hated hospitals. If he would be okay, that is. She didn't know if he was all right. His pulse was weak and his breathing was irregular. "Oh, Mulder. Tell me I'm not too late." She whispered as she brushed the hair out of his eyes. He started to shiver, and she knew that he was in shock. * Those medical courses sure paid off * she thought as she looked around for something she could put around him. There was nothing in the area, and she didn't want to leave him, so she put her arms around him, and kept him warm. She remembered the similar situation two years ago when Sam disappeared. "Please, Mulder, hold on." She whispered as she kissed his forehead and drifted off to sleep. Unconsciousness from loss of blood on her arm, but she thought it was sleep. She only heard the breathing of the person next to her and a distant wail of an ambulance. Part III: Scully was at Mulder's bedside 24/7 until he woke up. He had fractures to his cheekbones and his nose was broken. His skull was fractured, and that is why he was still unconscious after three days in the hospital. The nurses gave him a mild sedative when he came in because he went into what Scully called "panic mode." He had no idea where he was and didn't know anyone there. The nurses wouldn't let Scully in at first since she was too young to go into the ICU. But when Mulder wouldn't stop screaming her name, they finally bent the rules a bit to keep their "favorite patient" quiet. The nurse knocked him out before she could see him though. That was the only problem. Mr. Mulder was in prison now, for drinking and child abuse. She just stayed there and held his hand. The third day, about two in the morning, Scully had got a sleeping bag in the floor next to his bed. He stirred slightly. She was in a light sleep these few days so she heard the movement and thought of it as a sign of relief. It wasn't though. "Scully! Scully! Don't hurt Scully you bastard." He was screaming at the top of his lungs as he bolted up in bed. Scully didn't want to see him hurt himself so she held his head. And made him wake up. "Mulder, it's Scully. Dana. It's only a dream. I'm here. I'm here." She cooed as she rocked him back and forth soothing his cries. He was covered in either sweat or tears, maybe both, she couldn't tell. He finally stopped shaking and looked her in the eye. He was frightened and so scared; she was even more scared. "Scully, you were there. Dad hit you, and you fell. I couldn't save you." He said as he looked into her eyes with a look of terror. She looked back at him with concern. "How long have I been here?" he asked, as she retreated back to the edge of the bed. "Since Thursday." Today was Sunday. "Did dad get in trouble?" he asked. "He is in jail right now, pending trial. He could get life in prison." she said, as he looked concerned. "Oh no. What have I done?" Mulder said, head in his hands. Scully put her hand on his shoulder. "Mulder, you did nothing wrong. At least he didn't take it out on anyone else. You would be feeling worse if he hit your mom." She said as he nodded. She looked at him, and even after three days, he looked exhausted. "Mulder, you need your sleep." She said, as she was about to go outside. "But it's my first night here. I don't want to be alone." He whined. "Mulder, I haven't taken a shower in two days! I stink!" Mulder thought a moment then replied. "You're right Scully. You go home and take a nice long bath. It'll relieve the stress." "I'll be back in the morning." "I know that." He said as he smiled to himself. "I love you, Scully." He said as she left the room. She opened the door slightly, enough so he could hear her voice. "I love you too, Mulder." She said as she smiled to herself. Things were going to work out for the best. She just knew it. The next day, when she entered the hospital room, Mulder was grinning from ear to ear, as best as he could, it looked like he was going to growl, though. "Good morning, Scully." He said cheerfully. "What's wrong Mulder. Have you been watching those tapes again from Frohike?" she asked, suspiciously, her eyebrows raised in question. "Do you know what today is, Scully." "What?" "Today is February 23rd. Happy fifteenth birthday!" he said as he hugged her. Wincing in pain, he withdrew. "Mulder, I told you not to hurt yourself." Scully warned. "I have a surprise for you." He said as he reached for something under his pillow. "Close your eyes. No peaking. I mean it, missy." He said, shaking a finger at her playfully. She did as she was told and when he told her that it was all right, she opened her eyes to see a small box with wrapping paper on it, and a card. "Read the card when you're alone, please. Just get to the gift." He said as he winked at her. She eyed him with suspicion as she opened her gift. She opened the tiny box to reveal a small, gold, crucifix necklace. "Oh, Mulder. It's gorgeous!" she said as she took it out of the box, and turned it to the back. "The truth lies within you. Luv Spooky" was in tiny microscopic print, but she could see it. She looked at Mulder with thanking eyes, filling up with tears at the thought. She then lifted it out of the box. He took it from her hands, and motioned for her to turn around. "Allow me." He said as he put it on her. "You look like an angel." He said, awed by her beauty. "Thank you." She said, voice breaking. "No, Scully. Thank you. You saved me from everything. Time and time again, you are always there. Watching my back, and being my heart. They say that you can look through the eyes to the soul." He said as he took her hand. "They are telling the truth." She said, "You look into my soul every day, Mulder." She said as she hugged him. "We'll get through this. It'll take some time, but we'll get through this." "Always, Scully. Always." He said. -True love is when you love the person more than you love yourself. --Unknown (if you know who said this, then please email me to give you credit) END