From: ephemeral@ephemeralfic.org Date: 10 Sep 2006 06:41:08 -0000 Subject: A Patch of Red (1/1) by ELLETHOM Source: direct Reply To: too_spooky_4u@yahoo.com AYTHOR: ELLETHOM TITLE: A Patch of Red DISCLAIMER: Duely noted. SUMMERY: A small piece of something. FEEDBACK: Always welcome good and Bad EMAIL: too_spooky_4u@yahoo.com He knows it is the middle of the night, not from the darkness that encompasses the room, nor the fading twilight knowledge that ruminates in his brain. He knows it is the middle of the night because he always awakens here, awakens her. Not really an a wakefulness, nor an acknowledgement either. He rubs his eyes, more so for mere affect. The dream left faint traces of her, dotted everywhere around his senses like a college kid gone mad with a highlighter in his psychology book. He sees nothing in the room really, nor does he smell any unusual traces of anything foreign. And yet, he smells her, her scent is everywhere, he can sense the crinkly red hair that he reaches for and longs to catch into his too long emptied hands--too long emptied of her. Fingers reach out, out reaching for his salvation, for a physical manifestation of the last scurried remnants of the dream. She was here, she is here. She IS here. Fingers stop halfway; a wayward strand of moon has found its way through the almost covered window. The hair he reaches for is not red, nor crinkly in its existence. The brunette sports a smooth coiffed of perfectly maned-- tamed hair. She is control this who shares his bed, she is all that is of logic and quotient and perfectly proportioned persuasions. No wild theories here, no sanguine voiced dalliances into the wild and unfettered. The brunette reserved the feral for the cats in the yard. He wanted to let them in and see what happened. She would have had each and every one for dinner, having filled one bowl of milk and clapped at their ravenous deportment. It would have been a great time for all. Sometimes he took her out on purpose, shaking off the dust of his memories he would let her run free around the house for a few spare moments: a smile here, a tither there. Even the moans and shudders of pre orgasmic delectations were allowed to roam the expanse for brief stretches, as if to take them out for a stretch to keep them fresh and new. In truth part of him wanted to forget; to allow those memorizes of her to wither away and die like the prickly needles of that last Christmas tree that they had shared together. She tries not to invade his dreams too often, he keeps her locked away in a small box, tucked under somewhere between last years bank statements and the to-do list of yard work for the weekend. She stays put mostly, being better behaved here in his mind then she was ever capable once set free. He sighs here as he lets his fingers return to his side, careful not to wake the hopeful body next to him, the one that helps to keep the body buried under housework and career goals. He turns to place his arm around her, this good vision, this perfect match to his wild pair. He will sleep now, and place the red head back where she belongs, for now