From: Heather Stone Date: Mon, 17 May 1999 17:06:06 GMT Subject: New:"Puppets" (1/1) by Heather Stone (Biogenesis spoilers) Title: Puppets (1/1) Author: Heather Stone Rating: PG-13 Category/Keywords: V, A, Post-ep/missing scene (Biogenesis) Summary: Mulder's madness Feedback: Gratefully accepted at heaths36@yahoo.com Archive: Anywhere, but I'd appreciate a note first Disclaimer: I don't own them, but I would trade away all my X-files videos just to borrow them for a day or two. Notes: Thanks to Frink for filling in as a last minute beta reader, and thanks to Annie for her encouragement. "Puppets" by Heather Stone I have to talk to Scully. She is the only one, the only one to listen, to know, to trust. I need to have her here now. Fuck everyone else, she's the one I want here. Fuck Diana. Lying bitch. I won't tell her what's happening. Not now. You were right about her, Scully. I was wrong and you were right. That should make you happy. I'd tell you that if you were here now. Where are you, Scully? They all think I'm crazy. Maybe they're right, maybe I am a little crazy right now. But I'm not as crazy as they think. They don't know what's going on and they think I am crazy. They'd be crazy too. All of them, they'd all be crazy. Why is this happening to me, Scully? Why am I always the crazy one? You know I'm not crazy, don't you Scully? You're my one in five billion, remember? You are my one, not Diana, okay? Don't be mad that she picked up the phone yesterday. Don't be jealous. I know you are jealous of her, but you don't have to be. Scully? She's using me, Scully. They're all using me, all of them are using me. Just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean that they aren't out to get me, right? Come on, Scully. I need to tell this to you. She thinks I don't know what she is thinking, Scully. She thinks she can manipulate me. I wouldn't let her. I will never let her. She's one of them. They've got Skinner too, Scully, he's one of them too. I thought we could trust him, Scully, I really did. I thought he was brave enough, I thought he was strong enough to be his own man. He's scared of something. He's scared so he's letting them control him. He's letting himself be controlled. He's letting them make all his moves for him because he is too scared to break free. He's a puppet. He's theirs now. Watch out for him, Scully, he's doing what they tell him to do now, they're pulling the strings. Did you know that Skinner lied to us? Right there in his office, right to our faces, he lied to us. He's theirs now, Scully. Do you believe me? I wouldn't lie to you. I've never lied to you. Not like Skinner and Diana. I thought we could trust them, but they lied to me, and they are going to lie to you too. I bet if you look at them closely when they speak to you, you could see their noses grow. I don't want to be like them. I can't be like them. I don't want to be a puppet. I want to be a real boy, Scully. I don't feel real anymore. Nothing is real anymore. I need you to come and make everything real for me. You're the only one who can do that. You can be my Blue Fairy, and you can come and make me into a real boy. I need you, Scully. Why aren't you here, Scully? Scully, I need you. You are the only one I need. You won't let them make you into a puppet. You won't let them do that to me, either. You're the only one who won't hurt me. Please, Scully? Scully? x~x~x~x~x~x~ END