From: Muzinke@aol.com
Date: Wed, 3 May 2000 22:48:34 EDT
Subject: xfc: Reclaiming Christmas (1 of 1) by Tarin Z. Kesumin
Source: xfc

TITLE: Reclaiming Christmas
AUTHOR: Tarin Z. Kesumin
E-MAIL: Muzinke@aol.com
SUMMARY: Ghosts of cases past help ease the trials of the present.
CATEGORY: S, V, mini-A
KEYWORDS: M/S friendship, loosely a post-ep. 
SPOILERS: How the Ghosts Stole Christmas. That's 'bout it.
RATING: PG for one or two unsavory words.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: This story was begun as a response to a 
challenge posted to the CrystalShip discussion group. The challenge 
was to write a story based on a photograph of both he and Scully at a 
crime scene, which is now hanging in Mulder's office. You can take a 
look at the picture here:
<http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Shuttle/7276/MOffice3.html>

Thanks to FX for their unwittingly helping me along by re-airing an 
old favorite. And, as always, to Suzanne for the beta and the 
encouragement. 

If you liked this story, sample others I've written at:
<http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Orion/5345/TheHole.html>

*   *   *

Mulder tipped back in his chair, landing his feet on the corner of his 
desk with a solid thunk. Rubbed the bridge of his nose as he slowly 
counted to ten. Upon reaching 7, he came to the conclusion that 
Monday was, in fact, as loathsome as its reputation implied. This 
particular Monday was doing nothing to improve the reputation, 
either. 

The only thing more repulsive to him at this moment was the 
memory of what had transpired in this very room only minutes ago. 

He really hated it when they argued. 

There had been a time, though, when their arguments had been fun. 
Before their differences in opinion were seen as personal rejection 
rather than professional challenge.

<Everything seems to have become too personal, lately>, he mused 
sadly.

His eyes landed finally on the picture Scully had given him for 
Christmas a couple years ago. 

To this day he was amazed that she had forgiven him for that fiasco. 
Haunted house. Whatever. 

*   *   *

The absence of tell-tale rattling had eliminated his initial suspicion 
that a video tape lurked beneath the Christmas plaid paper. In fact, 
no noises at all had resulted from the vigorous shake he had given 
the package on his way to the couch. 

Now, sitting back against the warming black leather, he turned the 
gift in his hands, studying the size and shape, looking for any clues 
to what might lurk behind the cheerful colors...

"Mulder, would you stop profiling the damn thing and just unwrap 
it, please?"

Sheepishly, he met her eyes, surprised to find her gaze warm and 
gentle, a slight smile playing at the corners of her mouth. A smile 
that was infectious. 

 "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours," he said, nodding at the
 
long package resting in her lap. 

"Mulder, are you coming onto me?"

"Just getting into the Christmas spirit, Scully."

She said nothing, simply smiled again, and began tugging at the 
ribbon securing one end of the wrapping. He turned his focus again 
to the square enigma resting in his hands, and began to pull at the 
edges of the paper. The apartment was filled with the dry rasp of 
tearing paper and the popping of scotch tape.  

"Mulder, this is beautiful!" Her exclamation served to distract him 
from his careful separation of paper edge from tape. One eye 
squelched shut, the other hidden behind the kaleidoscope tube, she 
had turned her face upwards in an attempt to catch the room's only 
light. Careful fingers manipulated the rotating lens, generating a 
soft crackling sound as glass pieces fell against each other.  

 The look of sheer joy on her face was the best Christmas gift he 
could have ever hoped for. It had been so very long since he'd seen 
anything like it grace her features. Too many long, difficult months 
filled with losses and confusion. She deserved this time together. 
They both did.

"Thank you, Mulder. It's perfect." She was gazing at him now, eyes 
soft as her smile. "You want to take a look?"

He shook his head in the negative, picking up his partially 
unwrapped present and waggling it in the air. "I think I'd like to see
 
what you've got in store for me, first."

She nodded her assent, and he resumed his meticulous peeling of the 
cellophane tape. Her barely restrained laughter halted his progress 
seconds later.

"And what, pray  tell, Agent Scully, is so humorous?"

"Mulder, I just never pegged you as being quite so...well, anal 
retentive. You're usually so impulsive."

He tried his best to look offended. "You say anal retentive, I say 
adrenaline junkie." Off her look, he continued, "I could care less 
about ripping the paper, actually. I really just like to draw out the 
suspense. Once that's over, and you know what it was underneath 
the paper, the excitement's pretty much over." 

She seemed to consider this a moment. "Well, I guess that makes 
sense. But you do need to speed things up a *little* bit. Remember, I've
 
got 6AM roll-call."

He gave her a light nudge with his shoulder. "Yeah. Big brother Bill 
will have my ass in a sling if I do anything to disrupt the Scully 
family Christmas." 

"Mulder," she warned, but said nothing more. They both knew all too 
well that his words, while laced with sarcasm, held the ring of truth. 
Instead, she pushed the package to his chest as encouragement to 
continue. 

Minutes later, paper dispatched and dropped to the floor, he 
skimmed his fingers across the glass surface, caressing the image 
protected beneath. 

"Scully, where did you find this?"

"Well, my brother-"

"Bill?" he asked with a degree of trepidation. 

"Charlie. He knows someone, who's got a friend who's cousin is 
married to the press photographer for the local newspaper."

"Ah, but can you relate Charlie to Kevin Bacon in ten degrees or less?"

A roll of her eyes was the only response to his question. 

"Seriously, Scully. There must be hundreds of pictures just like this 
one in the Bureau archives." 

"I saw this one in the paper before we flew back to DC, tagged with 
an article about the arrest." She seemed to feel this was explanation 
enough, and looked to him a moment before dropping her eyes to 
where the kaleidoscope lay in her lap. 

He didn't push her for a less cryptic answer; instead, he too looked 
down to study his lap, and the picture resting against his thighs. He 
and Scully, armed in FBI wind-jackets. Kevlar, too, if he 
remembered correctly. The case hadn't even been an X-File; it had 
been during those interminable months on the DT unit.  Stuck in the 
middle of Bumfuck, Wyoming, chasing after elusive smugglers of the 
stinkbomb.

On the surface, unremarkable from the countless other assignments 
Kersh had sent their way. What had made all the difference wouldn't 
have been in the official report, or in the by-line of the local paper.

For whatever reason-maybe it was cosmic alignment-for the first 
time since their return from Antarctica, they had *flowed*.

Returning his focus to her, he found that she was again looking 
through the lens, towards the light above them. "Hey, Scully, isn't it
 
my turn yet?"

*   *   *

He had decided to hang the picture behind his desk after only a 
moment's consideration. Its position not obvious or ostentatious. 
Placed for the regard of only those who knew of its location. In other 
words, himself and Scully.  

For whenever either of them needed to remember why.

<Like right now> he reflected.  

Hinges squealed as he rocked forward and out of his chair. 
Gathering his suit jacket, he looked once more at the picture. She 
was most likely at home by now. He would be there within the half-
hour. 

It was time to re-find their flow. 

*   *   *

End. 



