Date: Sat, 28 Nov 1998 19:24:49 EST Subject: [EMXC Fwd] "Revelations 1: Dawn" 18/30 by Windsinger REVELATIONS 1: DAWN (18/30) by Sue Esty (AKA Windsinger@aol.com) Begun 7/95, completed 9/98 For Disclaimer see chapter 1 Chapter 18 The Old Amos Homestead Sunday, noon An indeterminate time later, the two partners were awakened from their cold, nightmarish sleep by noises from above where they laid. Inches above. The dirt and rock over the cellar door was being removed. A shovel scraped against the wooden shutters. In a very short time, the doors were flung open and brilliantly painful light from a nearly noon-high sun blazed down upon them, dilating their eyes, blinding them. Far fresher and warmer air than what they had known for more than eighteen hours touched their faces. "Out of there!" a gruff voice ordered. Moving, Dana found that at sometime during the early morning, one or the other had again snuggled up against the other for warmth. Probably both. If so, it was a meager warmth on those narrow stairs. The chill and dampness had stiffened every joint. Dana felt about a hundred years old and her sprained arm felt like a burning brand was hanging from her shoulder. Mulder groaned and rolled over from his back to his stomach so he could get his knees under him in an attempt to stand. "Come on, come on!" came the impatient bass voice from above. "You won't like it much if I have to come down there and drag you out." "He's hurt -" Dana began, stooping to assist Mulder, who was finding it difficult to get his legs to support his weight. Before she could provide any real help, Dana sensed a lightning fast arm come snaking towards her out of the painful light. She was grabbed roughly by the back of her shirt and hurled bodily onto the dirt of the yard. Alarmed, furious, Mulder forced numb legs to stumble up the wooden steps. In punishment for his tardiness or clumsiness or both, a brown fist came out of the brilliant light and cuffed him on the jaw which caused his wounded skull to throw out a rather major explosion. Before his world could even begin to spin, however, something hard and long slammed him viscously across the back of his shoulders. The ax handle again. Mulder fell painfully, hitting his chin on the dirt and gravel, his hands and arms barely moving fast enough to break his fall. Squinting in the painful sunshine he caught a glimpse of Scully. She was lying sprawled and angry in the dust. To his slitted eyes she was paler and more rumpled and dirty than he had ever seen her. Before he could see more, a heavily booted foot smashed down on the middle of his back. Any reserve air that might have been in his lungs went out in a rush even as the edges of this vision began to darken. "You! Woman!" barked a voice which to Mulder was harsh and yet strangely distant. "Tie his hands behind his back - I know you know how - then get him up." Though eager to go to her partner, Dana grumbled and forced herself only slowly to her feet. Amos thrust a length of hemp rope at her. "I suggest you do it right the first time," he hissed, "because if he gets loose I start cutting fingers. His." Reluctantly, Dana took the rope in her good hand. "He has a head injury. I don't think he's up to standing, but I might be able to get him to sit up." Warily, Amos removed his foot from the center of Mulder's back and retreated a few paces which allowed Dana to kneel down by her partner's side. Mulder looked like death, though Dana knew that the blood dried in his hair, tracking down his face and neck, and staining his once white shirt looked bad but was not the worst. So soon after the total absence of light in the cellar, his eyes were barely slitted. What she could see of them tracked unsteadily. Under the best of circumstances, it would take days for someone to recover from a blow like the one Amos had given him the afternoon before. "How are you doing?" she whispered. He did not move, but continued to lie on his stomach with his cheek against the sun-baked ground taking in long, slow, lung-filling breaths. "At least the sun's warm," he said, weakly. "Now I know how a lizard feels. This may be the only thing that'll go right today." "Can you sit?" He nodded slowly and managed to move reluctant limbs. In submission, he put his hands behind his back for her. "I'm sorry," she said as she began to work with the rough rope on his wrists. "Didn't you mention wanting to do this the other night at your apartment?" "You're pond scum, Mulder," she whispered back without heat. "Though I may think about using it in the future to keep you from running out on me." Dana's movements were slow but she did as thorough job as the 'Practical Life' Skills class at Quantico had taught her and as competent a job as she could with the limited mobility and strength in her right arm. At least she could see that Mulder wouldn't lose circulation in his hands, but then neither would he be able to get loose on his own anytime soon. She dare not allow that. The vision of this mountain man, or whatever he was, maiming Mulder's gentle, expressive hands made a hard, hot lump in her empty stomach. Holding the ax handle confidently between his two hands, the tall frowning man, stepped forward to inspect her work. "Now your own legs." Mulder forced his eyes open far enough to see Scully sitting very close to him, securing her own feet together with another length of the hemp rope. Bending down to check Dana's knots, Amos grunted in satisfaction. Then he crouched down beside them, out of their reach but not out of the reach of the ax handle he rested across his knees. For the first time Mulder's eyes had adjusted enough to the light so that he could study this man. So this was the Hillendale Hunter who had eluded a few dozen of law enforcement's finest for so many weeks. As Dana had already noted, Amos was a tall, spare, hard-muscled man. Beneath stringy, unkept hair which was as much gray as brown, his face was long and deeply weathered from years exposed to the sun and wind. There was no humor or cruelty in the face, just a stormy get-down-to-business and leave-me-alone attitude. He was dressed in worn, brown work pants and heavily scuffed boots. He wore as a jacket a heavy, faded flannel shirt that had once been another shade of brown but had long since become stained with grass and dirt and other dark substances which Mulder could take a good guess about. His movements were limber, strong and quick. The ease with which he had thrown Scully, the way he could swing that club of his - this man would not be easy to take. Mulder closed his eyes briefly against the blinding headache. None of this was good news. A frail, half-insane, little psychopath could have been tricked and physically overwhelmed, but then what was he expecting? Nothing about this case so far could be classified as easy. "I don't think we've been introduced," Mulder began. Like everything else about the man, Amos's eyes were brown, a kind of sullen amber like dead autumn leaves. Something like interest brightened them. There was intelligence here of an earthy type. Ignoring for the moment his defense of his land, the way he had tracked Mulder before Scully came and the way he had taken his eight previous victims, indicated he was more hunter than farmer. Now he studied Mulder the way a hunter sizes up a ten point buck he has injured but not killed, trying to determine which way his prey will leap. He seemed to be taken more than a little off-balance by his prisoner's words. That was understandable, Mulder thought. His other guests must have spent their time alternately cowering and begging for their lives. "If you've read our ID you know I'm Special Agent Fox Mulder, FBI." Mulder nodded towards Scully who had just finished tying her feet and sat quietly but expectantly, listening to the exchange. "This is Special Agent Dana Scully." "I can read!" growled a deep voice. "I'm not stupid." "I never thought you were," Mulder told the man in all sincerity. "You do have a problem, though." "I think you're the one who has the problem, Fed." Carefully, Mulder shrugged his shoulders, which were already beginning to ache. He'd been tied with his hands behind his back before. He was not looking forward to the new level of pain which his unhappy body was soon going to be registering. "We know what you've been doing, Mr. Amos. We even know why." "You think you do?" the man snarled. "As long as you're not taking money from the Bureau's clandestine cohorts or have any Italians in your background, I do." A boot came out catching Mulder in the ribs. Dana didn't even need to see the whitening of Mulder's already pale face. She winced at the very sound. "I don't need smart!" Amos grunted. It took Mulder more than a few *long* moments to draw breath through the pain enough to talk. Right. Not the time to display his dazzling wit. "They're taking your land," Mulder managed, slow and sensibly. He looked around, getting a feeling for the place, its incredible age and layers of living which were even greater than at the newer farm. "For centuries your people have lived here, not just in the house but close to the land. For generations. They grew, they prospered. They built the new farm. They're even buried here." Amos' expression was unchanged. "Buried?" he began after a moment. "A dozen. Too many and yet not enough. The wars took the men. The women? They just faded away." "Your people then, your history, and now the government who made the wars wants to take it away." Mulder had said something he shouldn't have. Something smoldering in the brown man flared and he lunged forward towards the speaker. Instinctively, Mulder hardened his limbs to take another blow. It came. Only as the pain in his kidney ebbed, could he make out Amos talking. "They've gone back on their word, again and again. Still I was willing to leave them alone if they left me alone." From where he crouched menacingly in front of Mulder, Amos swiveled his big head towards where Scully sat on the ground with her bound feet. "Which they did until your kind showed up. Why couldn't you just stay where you belonged." "Amos, listen," Mulder said a little too quickly, frantic to pull the killer's attention away from yet another perfectly dressed victim. "We understand that you're trying to send a message. You want them to know you're angry..." That flare again, the anger closer to the surface this time. The tanned hand closed over the ax handle. The right shoulder, the elbow, began to move. <'Death, where is thy sting',> cut through even Mulder's agonizing headache. "Let us help," Dana cried urgently, rolling to her knees, as if preparing to launch herself at that arm if her words didn't distract the hermit. But she did distract him. He faced her and as he did the arm relaxed. A bitter smile twisted the man's thin lips. "You two really are stupid! Don't you understand? I don't need your help. I don't want your help." Amos rose with one smooth motion and with two long steps was standing in front of where she knelt. Dana suddenly found her face within inches of the man's crotch. A shiver of disgust and a panic tore through her body. The ever present ax handle transferred from right hand to left and he abruptly took her chin in his right hand and raised it roughly, forcing her to sit back on her heels. What he did then was finger the front of her now-less-than-pink jogging suit. "What did you bring this one for? Bait? And you think I'm stupid." "No!" Mulder cried hurriedly, finding his unsteady feet, knowing how useless an attack could be but unable to be still and see this strong woman, his partner, forced into such a degrading position. "It's not what you think. Our coming here was a guess. We didn't expect to find anything. No one else even knows we're here!" "Did I say you could move!" With the ax handle in the left hand, Mulder got only a slap this time, but it was strong enough to send him back to the ground, stars dancing in the unexpected blackness of noon. Speak, before he could get back to Scully. Anything... "Amos, listen," Mulder forced out, hoping his voice projected through the gray fog around his brain. "Why should I?" "Because, you're being too subtle. We're the only ones who know who you are and what you want. Killing us won't help, otherwise no one will understand your message any more after our deaths than before -" Again a booted foot came out of nowhere, this time landing against Mulder's ribs, throwing him onto his side with an cry. "I'll ask when I want your advice!" At the last second Mulder had tightened his stomach muscles and curled defensively. Once again he lost what little breath he had but at least nothing had broken. Not yet, anyway. Watching, Dana winched. The blow had landed exactly where the Jersey devil woman had dug gouges in Mulder's side with her claw-like nails. The skin and the ribs underneath would still be tender. "I said... they don't understand," Mulder repeated with effort since drawing a breath at the moment was hard. "Our deaths would just be more meaningless -" Amos stepped forward at that moment to stand so close that Mulder could smell the decades of dust and earth and the faint scent of manure on the man's work pants. Mulder was forced to look up and up into Amos's face. It was a position of helplessness Mulder didn't like any more than the one Scully had been subjected to moments before. "Then I'll need to be real clear this time." "Keep me," Mulder told him. "Let her go. She can tell your story." "And what will they do? Publish it in Reader's Digest?" With that Amos reached down and pulled up on Mulder's left arm, dragging him to his feet. Dana closed her eyes as the spasm of pain made Mulder's skin go white under the dirt and blood. He was pushed forward towards the great oak that dominated the yard. "Far enough!" Amos snapped and Mulder stopped his stumbling passage. He was upright, but even with his stance wide, he swayed. From the ground, Amos pulled up a thick, heavy chain. This he threaded through the circle made by Mulder's bound hands. Almost casually then, he delivered a blow to Mulder's skull near the worst clump of clotted blood. Mulder dropped to his knees with a whimper, fresh blood flowing out from under the broken scab. Ignoring his victim, Amos walked a few steps away before bending to pick up the other end of the chain. Dana saw him pull something from his pocket. Afterwards came the unmistakable sound of a lock snapping into place. Amos picked up the chain and tested it. It was clear to both Dana's eyes and Mulder's pain-washed ones that the chain made a big loop passing around both the trunk of the huge tree and Mulder's hands. Mulder was effectively tethered. He had no more than thirty feet of play on the chain at its farthest distance from the oak. The cleared yard which formed a huge circle under the branches of the ancient tree made sense now. So did the scoring marks around the tree's trunk. Others had been similarly chained and like any animal had tested the limits of its prison, damaging the bark of the tree with the chain even as the prisoner trampled the ground in that wide circle. At intervals outside the thirty foot radius were sizable piles of stones, most fist-sized but some the size a strong man could hurl twenty feet or more. The pictures of the other victims, the ones who had been beaten, whipped, run to ground and finally stoned to death came unbidden to Dana's mind as she was certain they did to her partner. After snapping the lock, Amos didn't give his male prisoner another look but in long business-like strides went to where the woman sat on the ground. He loosened the rope that bound her legs, then hauled her to her feet. Within seconds he had tied one end painfully tight around her waist. He then ordered her to slip her hands under the coil of rope in front of her. It was a snug fit. She could pull out her hands when needed, but not quickly. "House," he ordered giving her a shove. Despite Amos's impatient roughness, Dana hesitated long enough to catch Mulder's eyes or what she could see of them through the new spurt of streaming blood. They were red-rimmed and blazing with anger with also with an intense determination. He wasn't even close to giving up. He nodded to her. 'Go on,' he seemed to say. 'Go with him.' Any opportunity to acquire a little more information about this man and this place where they were held was worth some risk. None of Amos's victims, neither male nor female, had been sexually assaulted. He hadn't made any advances to his new prisoners, either, and he had certainly had the opportunity. It was small comfort, but all they had. * * * * * * * * Ranger Station, Catoctin Mountain Park Saturday, Noon Bull heaved his heavy body out of the driver's side of the car to face the Catoctin Mountain Ranger Station. He had just come from spending fourteen desperate hours manually tracking a few hundred investigations in progress while he waited for the computer system to come back on line. The e-mail from Agent Scully had finally appeared in Skinner's on line in-box at nine a.m. What followed were frantic calls to anyone in the Fredrick County government who might have talked to either one of the missing agents. Not easy to do on a Saturday morning. After about fifty calls here he was, a mistreated human machine sputtering on caffeine and adrenalin. God, it had taken too damn long to get this far. Twenty- four damn hours. Beside him in the car, Skinner placed the cellular he'd been on almost the entire morning in his pocket and opened the passenger door. Crow Thompson unwound from the back seat. As he straightened and faced the log building, slumbering in the brilliant Indian summer sun, Skinner was frowning. His face was as drawn as Bull's from his sleepless night, dealing with problem after problem. Only a few had turned out to be actual emergencies, but until you waded in you never knew. In his muscles he felt the jittery effect of too much caffeine. Maybe he should have stayed in Washington. Even though Benchley was off attending to his own crises, Bull would have pursued whatever leads needed pursuing. Skinner had as much confidence in his old friend as anyone; however, he felt personally responsible for this particular screw up. After all, he'd been the one who had pulled Mulder in on this case and held the younger agent's butt to the fire despite Mulder's quite understandable reluctance. By allowing Mulder initially to reassign Scully, he'd precipitated the rift in their working relationship. Then, though he'd argued to accelerate the recovery of Scully's e-mail, his position and responsibility to the greater good had allowed him to push only so far. Through the long night he had prayed more than he would ever admit that Mulder would be able to land on his feet as he always had before. As hour after hour passed with no word, however, Skinner's guts had twisted themselves tighter and tighter. He had miscalculated. He should have listened to that 'uneasy' feeling. He had virtually cut the cord with two of his agents and they had not come back on their own. After all this time, clearly, they were not able to come back on their own. Not good, not good at all. Skinner went up the steps to the Ranger Station first. The station's main room looked small filled with the three of them. An older ranger, thin hair mostly gray, was sitting behind the desk. As they came in, he jumped to his feet. As he glanced at Skinner's badge, no surprise showed on his face. "You were called, Ranger - " "Kessel. John Kessel. From the courthouse, yes." "Then you know we're looking for information on the whereabouts of two of our field agents, Special Agents Fox Mulder and Dana Scully. At different times yesterday between late morning and early afternoon they were both referred here by the Fredrick police." The old ranger's mouth worked uneasily. "I know, I know. I was told. Unfortunately, I can't help you much. I wasn't on duty yesterday. I'm the evening and weekend shift. Who you want to talk to is Cliff Gaines." "Where can we find him?" Bull asked. The elderly ranger shrugged helplessly. "It's his day off." "Can't you reach him?" Bull demanded. "I've tried." The near distress on the ranger's face indicated that he clearly had. Skinner felt the tension in the back of his neck go up a notch. "Do you have anything? At the very least I need to know if this Ranger Gaines did, indeed, meet with my agents yesterday, and what they talked about. Agent Mulder would have been asking about where a murder victim was discovered about nine months ago. A Hamilton Rivera. Would there be any records of such a request?" The ranger reached for a legal-sized bound book. "That I did find. Cliff put it down in the log." John Kessel flipped pages rapidly quickly finding what he was looking for. Clearly the park was no Yellowstone. The current year's logbook, thin to begin with, was only half full and it was nearly November. "See, here it is. Mulder, FBI, came to see him about ten. Cliff did take him out to the west meadow where Rivera's body was found." "No details?" Kessel shook his head. "Cliff only logged the time when he went out and came back. He was gone about an hour and a half. He logged back in at noon." "No entry for an Agent Scully? It would have been a few hours later." Kessel consulted the book again. "There's only an entry about a traffic accident happening at 1:30. That kept him busy for most of the afternoon." "You say you can't reach Ranger Gaines?" "When I heard you were coming I tried but he wasn't home. I'll try again." Kessel reached for the phone and called a number. He left a voice message. After consulting a Rolodex he tried three others. Twice he spoke to people, the third time he left another message. "Sorry, he's not in and people who might know haven't the faintest idea of where to find him." "Doesn't the man wear a pager?" Bull asked with irritation. The ranger gestured with his arms clearly referring to the hills. "Not when he's not on call. Reception's spotty in any case. Besides, there's not much need. We're a sleepy little place. The military types at Camp David take care of their own problems, though they do inform us if there's trouble." "And they haven't called?" "Not a word and Cliff would have left any message like in the log." While his superiors talked Crow had been wandering about the small room, his eyes sharp. From a quarter full trash can he pulled out two crumpled white bags and unfolded them. Tippy's Tacos. He held them up. "Either of these yours?" he asked Kessel. The ranger shook his head. "That's Cliff's kind of poison, not mine." "How often is this trash emptied?" Crow asked. "Could both of these be from lunch yesterday?" Leaning on the hood of the car outside of Tippy's Taco's bright exterior, Bull pulled out a cigar and his lighter. A sidelong glance from Skinner at his side forced him to put the lighter away. "My ulcer's beginning to act up again, Walt. That's always a bad sign. In my experience human beings are pretty good at keeping themselves out of trouble. Our jobs would be a lot worse if they weren't. Tragedies are most likely to happen when too many improbable things happen at once. Now this case - Mulder's craziness, Scully's protectiveness, both of them being so secret, that damned computer system, now this ranger's day off - this situation is beginning to really stink." Skinner shifted his shoulders and for one of the few times in nearly twenty years wished that he hadn't given up smoking after 'Nam. "I know what you mean. My radar's been on full alert for hours." Crow came out of the restaurant a smug look on his long face and a bag of carry-out of his own in his hand. "So?" Bull asked. "Counter staff remembers Gaines was in for lunch yesterday, just after noon. They remember because he's a regular and one of the few bachelors under thirty in town." "So?" "He had a companion. Man in a suit which is unusual all by itself." "This man have a description?" Crow smirked. "Mulder, without a doubt. The counter staff remembers *very* well, right down to that little beauty mark -" Bull let a smile widen across his face for the first time in two days. "Bless that bastard's pretty face. No woman with them though?" "Not that she noticed and I take it from the way miss- lonely-hearts eyed these guys that she would have if Scully had been there. Besides, they only bought food for two." Arms folded, Bull leaned back against the car and chewed thoughtfully on his cigar. "Looks like Scully hadn't caught up with him yet, and he still didn't know she was coming." "How can you be so sure?" Crow asked. "He didn't buy her lunch." End of Chapter 18 Chapter 19 The Old Amos Homestead Sunday, 12:30 p.m. The cabin was not in good shape. Plastic sheeting had been nailed on the outside of the roof because clearly there was little roof left. Once shoved inside, Dana could still see trees through the breaks in the walls. In the center of its single room there was a wooden table. Against the wall in the back, a cot. A pump on the counter aimed into the ancient enamel sink. There was only one tiny window so most of the light came in through the breaks in the roof. Amos tied one end of the rope which encircled Dana's waist to a pipe close to the sink and pointed out a greasy bar of soap and a pile of weeks-old dirty dishes. "Wash 'em," he ordered and began building a fire in a tiny iron stove. Fire going, he filled a rusty kettle with the brownish water from the pump and put it on the stove to heat. Warily, Dana pulled her left hand out from under the tight hemp 'belt', losing some skin along the way. Tears burned her eyes before she could extract the injured right one. Silently, she began the task assigned her. It would take some time; but then, time they needed. The cold well water made her fingers numb, and the caked on food refused to budge without considerable effort, and then only incompletely. Warily, she cupped her hands under the water, her parched mouth reminding her that it had been more than twenty-four hours since either she or Mulder had had anything to eat or drink. Ignored by the hermit, Dana drank her fill. Taking a large wooden bowl Dana had just 'cleaned', Amos dumped in three packets of plain instant oatmeal from a small collection of supplies he kept on a rickety shelf near the stove. Then he filled two old Mason jars with the cloudy water from the pump. While she worked, Dana watched, her eyes eager for any opportunity to catch him off guard, but once inside the close confines of the cabin he had traded his ax handle for a long knife, the only one she could see in the 'kitchen'. On a cracked china plate he put a package of saltines and then pulled out a long cylinder of hard salami. While he cut rounds of the sausage in sure easy strokes, Dana studied the tiny room in more detail. There wasn't much to see. A pile of old magazines, a few tattered books, some raggedly clothes hung on nails. Two framed photographs hung above the cot. Before Dana could focus on the pictures, there came a knock - wood on wood. Dana jumped. Mulder? As Amos turned, frowning, to face the back wall of the shack, Dana realized how unlikely it was that Mulder could extract himself so quickly. The knock came again, a series of them this time. They were firm and impatiently insistent as if someone was tapping on the back wall with a stout stick. Snarling, Amos loosened the leash end of Dana's rope. His yellow-toothed mouth close to her ear, he whispered, "Not a sound or you'll wish you hadn't," then pushed her a few feet in front of him, finally forcing her down with a shove onto the iron cot. Dana didn't struggle. This was not the time. He was too aware; the shack, the cabin, too small. With deft skill he tied a filthy rag across her mouth and secured her wrists and ankles to the four corners of the cot. Dana felt no particular fear. This was no prelude to a sexual assault. He was clearly annoyed by the interruption and wanted to keep her presence secret. Any enemy of his was potentially Dana's friend but, unfortunately, Amos knew his knots too well. All Dana could do was listen and perhaps learn something. While he worked, the knocks came again, louder, and his frown deepened. "Hold your horses!" he finally called over his shoulder with irritation. The knocking ceased. Within seconds he was gone, shutting the door solidly behind him. As she strained unsuccessfully against her bonds, Dana's eyes drifted upwards. She could see the two framed pictures easier now. One was at least a half century old. It was of two unsmiling older people in their Sunday best surrounded by six small children - three boys and three girls. The other was newer. It was of the man from the earlier picture, older but still well-built and gruffly-smiling this time. With him were two tall, young men, all three in crisp army fatigues. Not the Army surplus kind, but real ones. Beside them unsmiling was a teenager in jeans. Though slightly built and already tall, the bony look about the teen's face promised more growth to come. The three young men had to be the brothers from the first picture. The youngest in the family photograph looked the most like Amos and there was a resemblance to the mother and father in the hermit's face as well. There was no more time for study. Dana realized she was hearing voices. Several voices. Clearly more than two. They drifted through the cracks in the wall close to Dana's ear. Most were women's voices but one was Amos's rumbling bass. The tones rose in anger all on top of each other and then hushed suddenly so that Dana had to strain to hear. "... got to stop..." This came from a woman with a slightly country or Appalachian accent. She was crying softly. "Where'd this one come from? He's not like the others." Came a second woman's voice, this last one sharp and demanding. The crying could still be heard so there were at least two visitors and they'd seen Mulder who, as dirty and bloody as he was, was clearly not dressed for jogging. "Now just you..." Amos was protesting. The rest of the words came and went but Dana recreated the scene from the few words she caught and the sounds. Maybe he had been fingering Mulder's ID in his pocket because there was a slight scuffle and the next clear words Dana heard were, "FBI! This can't be. Do you hear me? Get rid of him! You think you can play with his kind?" "When I'm ready," Amos growled. "Besides, Mary, what a messenger he'll make..." "No. He won't be any such thing. Sadie, go on and start back to the car. I'll catch up with ya." The weeping had long since faded before the brusque woman spoke again. "I've got to take her home or I'd stay and take care of this myself. Eugene, you can't treat this one like the others. Do you really want to carry the sorry carcass of an FBI agent all the way back to D.C.? It's too dangerous. Kill him quick and bury him here, bury him deep so the dogs can't find him." There came a noise Dana couldn't identify. Had the woman, Mary, grabbed Amos's arm? "Do you hear me? And after this no more, no more! Or I stop covering for you." "Have I ever asked ya to?" he snapped. "Do I have a choice? We're all the family either one of us has left. Now, I'm coming back after I take Sadie home and when I do I want to see it done, and it better be taken care of or so help me I'll kill him myself and you can join him." That rather said it all. Dana found her fists clenched, cold sweat on her body. She didn't want to be 'taken care of' like some detail. She didn't want Mulder to be 'taken care of'. But did it really matter what happened to them after they were dead? Yes, it did. What if their bodies were never found? Her mother would never know... No! That wasn't how she should be thinking. Dana's eyes burned again into the family picture above her head. The eldest child was a girl. She had dark, piercing, manipulative eyes. She could imagine an older version of such a child speaking to her youngest brother in that 'take charge' way the woman outside had. After 'Mary', came the two older boys, then two timid girls clinging to their mother's skirts, one of which was Sadie, and then Benjamin Amos. Dana's attention went back to the oldest girl's stern mouth and then to the face of the resentful teen in the picture with the three smiling infantrymen. She tore her eyes away as Amos stomped back into the room. He was upset, his movements harder and more abrupt. Without looking her way, he poured a quantity of the now steaming water over the instant oatmeal and threw in a spoon. After retying the rope tightly to Dana's waist, he thrust the bowl into her arms. "Let's go." Dana knew she was supposed to stir the mixture, but before she could Amos loaded her up with both mason jars of water to hold. Dana carefully carried it all out of the cabin, watching her feet particularly on the broken porch steps. Amos's sharp temper was one reason, but she had a more personal one. She had a feeling she knew who at least some of the water was for, and she didn't want to risk spilling even a drop. More may not be provided. As she emerged from the cabin, Mulder was standing on the opposite side of the tree from where she'd left him. Hearing their footsteps on the hollow planking his head reared back like that of a startled animal, his matted hair falling across his forehead. Like any caged beast, he'd been testing the strength and limits of his prison. Amos didn't seem to care much one way or the other what his prisoner had been up to. He took back one of the mason jars and placed it and the plate of crackers and sausage near a rocker which sat comfortably beyond the trampled circle of ground under the tree. He then led Dana forward and tied the leash end of her rope to Mulder's chain. "Feed and water 'im," he ordered curtly, "and get 'im ready to run. Now don't act dumb. You wouldn't have found me if you didn't know what I do here." "Mr. Amos," Dana began, "we can talk about this. We want to help -" His favorite club in his hand again, he swung on her but didn't connect. He had just wanted to see her reaction. Dana had merely tensed her body for the blow and turned slightly to protect the food and water with her body. "You want to help? Then die. That's what they need to see. They don't care about anything else and little enough 'bout that. Just remember - the better shape your boyfriend is in, the longer he'll last." "He's not my boyfriend, Mr. Amos. You know who we are. You know what we do. He's my partner and if there's been injustice done -" A slap caught Dana on the mouth. It stung but it was no where near as hard as it could have been. Only a very little of the water from the bowel wet the ground. "You city people think we're all stupid. We're not. Not where it counts. Now get him ready." "And what about me?" A pause. "You? I'll have to think about that. Never had a second one to think about before." His expression was thoughtful as if he did indeed see possibilities here. "Just remember, I've got my eye on you and, if I so much as see you touch either his bonds or your own, he'll lose some of those fingers yet." At that Amos turned his back on them and walked without fear to his rocking chair forty feet or more away. There he picked up his plate and began to eat. All the while, he watched with predator's eyes. Dana found her legs quivering. She didn't need weakness, not now. Her wounded arm ached. She'd had to cradle the bowel in the crook of that arm. A shadow fell across her. She looked up, startled. Mulder. His eyes were soft and questioned her about the slap and what had happened in the cabin. She raised the jar for him to drink. He eyed its murky depths suspiciously at first but after uselessly licking his dusty lips with a dry tongue, he drank. He winced at the thick, iron taste but at least it was wet. "Sit," she said. With effort since his hands were still tied behind his back, he got down on his knees then pulled his legs around and sat. Slowly beginning to mix the oatmeal, Dana sat in front of him. It should have been stirred earlier. What she had now was largely a solid lump swimming in a thin, warm sea. She chopped at it awkwardly with her left hand and with effort more went into solution. All the while she was aware of Mulder sitting before her silently watching. "Eat," she said, raising a spoonful of the glop. "You're beginning to sound like him." "Can you think of anything more useful to say at the moment?" For the first time his attention moved from his partner's face to the brownish, gray mass in the bowl. "Ugh. I hate oatmeal. I've always hated oatmeal." "Eat it," she commanded, thrusting the spoonful closer to his mouth. Grimacing he took a small bite, gagging. With a little more water it went down. She held out another spoonful, right handed. Her hand was really shaking now. Too much adrenalin. She switched the spoon to her left hand. She knew he didn't want it but she would see that he ate. He needed the strength. Anything to use up some time and give them an edge. Anything to keep from dying too soon. Maybe Skinner and Bull would still come. "More," she said. "Hold on, my stomach is deciding whether it's desperate enough to allow it to stay down." Forcing patience, she waited. "So the fact that Rivera had connections with CIA and the Mafia was pure coincidence?" Mulder managed to swallow somehow. "Looks like it. Just your run-of-the-mill serial killer. I *hate* coincidences." He ran a dry tongue over his lips. His voice was oddly quieter and his eyes were on the spoon now, not on her. "Did he touch you?" "Not in the way you think." His eyes closed slowly and just as slowly opened again. "If you have a chance, go," he whispered. "No!" she replied and stuffed the spoon in his mouth. His eyes went wide, but he forced the lump down. "You have to," he snapped, his voice even lower. "You're the only one who can." "Is that what you were doing, being so smart? So he'd kill you? Does it come as a surprise to you that I might not want to get away over your dead body?" His expression was almost sheepish. "I only wanted to distract him." Dana looked down at the bowl. She was hungry but the sight of it was enough to turn even her stomach and, considering her profession, that took a lot. "That'll only anger him and then how long will you last?" Another spoonful came up. He stared at her over the sticky mess. "If we let this man go on, others will die after us. People who don't know how to defend themselves. Then what use are we? Scully, don't give up. Don't ever. I've been up against serial killers before and survived." "It only takes one time when you don't. Besides, there's more. Amos is not alone." His head came up a little, alarmed, "Tell me." And she did. She told him about the visit from the two sisters. "They saw you." "And they assume he'll best me? I guess I didn't impress them with my manly physique." Another spoonful. "The oldest wants you dead and buried. Quick." "Aren't you the bearer of glad tidings." "Mary is coming back this evening to make sure." "Should we worry?" Dana thought about that as she chipped off another lump and tired to pulverize it against the side of the bowl. Mulder clearly had the same plan she had. A very simple plan at the moment. Stall. Mary Amos's appearance wasn't helping. "I wouldn't want to meet her in a dark alley." "Doris Claibourne stuff?" "From her voice and the eyes in a forty year old photograph? Yes. She's been covering for him, but not for much longer." Mulder's eyes rolled around the scene, taking in the ground, the tree, the ominous piles of stones and cut wood. "Why is he still planning to go through with this then?" "I get the impression Amos doesn't listen to his womenfolk. He's not going to rush his agenda." A slow nod of understanding from Mulder and then he actually leaned towards her, actively taking the spoonful as if wanting her to know that he would do his part whatever that might require. Their eyes lingered on each other's faces as if trying to memorize the planes and shadows, as if attempting to read the thoughts behind. Dana felt warmth spreading up from her neck and even Mulder's pale face seemed to have more color. "That staying down?" she asked, not ready to put into words what was really on her mind. His smile was weak and not steady. "It's either that or my stomach will start digesting itself. My VCS ulcer does flare up now and again. This is preferable but only barely." "Since when have you had an ulcer? With your dietary choices -" "How can someone with my life not have an ulcer. I just don't talk about it and it's not bad." He took another bite and another swallow of water. As awful as the stuff was, his head had begun to clear just a little. He gestured with his head towards a solitary post sunk solidly into the ground by the cabin. "Is that what I think it is? I didn't get a good look." "I have." Dana didn't even glance towards the object under discussion. She knew what he was referring to. A shudder passed through her. "So is that where..." He didn't need to finish. Another brand of death than that predicated by sticks and stones visited this place. "I'd say, yes," Dana confirmed. "The ground... it looks bad." Her voice had not been as steady as she would have preferred. "Not what I wanted to hear." "Before," she asked, "why did you tell him that no one knew we were here? I could have kicked you myself." He winced, not entirely for her benefit. "At the time I hoped it would give us time if he didn't think he had to hurry." Dana's face lightened in understanding. "Time for Skinner and the troops to get here... I just hope you're right. I saw something in the cabin that we might also be able to use though I don't know how just now. There's two old photographs. The oldest one is probably Amos' family when he was about three or four. Six children, three boys and three girls. Amos is the youngest. The second isn't so old. Looks like a father and three sons. The father and two oldest were wearing Vietnam era uniforms, I'm sure of it. The youngest looks like Amos at maybe fifteen. Could it mean something?" "Maybe." Mulder paused in his chewing of the sticky mess to look around the thirty foot circle of hard earth and roots where other men and women before him had fought for their lives and died. "I'd promise to think on it to but I have a feeling I'll be a little distracted." He took another bite and she was glad he didn't try to look at her face just then. "Dana, I want to apologize." "For?" she asked, her voice as unsteady as her right arm. "Which of the dozen or so things that come readily to mind are you apologizing for?" He gave her one of those little half smiles of his which looked grim indeed on his blood and dirt encrusted face. "At the moment I'm admitting to impure thoughts. That first case, when you came to my room to have me look at your mosquito bites... I thought at first that you were coming on to me. So much skin.... it was one of the nicest things that had happened to me in a long time." Then his voice changed, his caustic wit creeping in again. "At the same time I was also disappointed in you. I thought you had more class." "Sorry you were proved wrong?" she asked. "Not at all, though you are a vision in your underwear." She stared at him then realized that the humor helped. It was his way of breaking the tension. "You know, you're not half bad yourself in a preppie sort of way," she admitted, stuffing in an extra large bite. "Though when we first met what I most thought was that you were an egotistical bastard." His eyes widened even as he cheeks bulged a little from the latest lump of oatmeal. "Sorry," he said after he'd gotten down a least half of the mess. "Guess I did have a kind of chip on my shoulder." "A two-by-four, Mulder. Serious lumber." Almost meekly he took another bite, his eyes downcast. Dana bit her lip. Had she hurt his feelings? No, it was something more. Much more serious than that. "Mulder..." Dana started. "Don't," he told her, his voice very soft. "No, I have to say this. It isn't fair. If we had worked together for a year or two or three and gotten in and out of a dozen scrapes more impossible that this, I'd probably feel immortal. I'd feel that *you* were immortal. Then there would be no need for good-byes. Two months, however, is not long enough. We should have been given more time." "We'll have more time," he promised. "I don't intend to die. I have too much to do." At that moment both sensed a movement. Amos had risen from his chair. His plate of crackers and salami was empty. Dana dropped the bowl and raised the Mason jar of water to Mulder's lips. He drank to wash down the last of the gut-twisting stuff in his mouth, but over the rim his attention was all on Amos. The lean man picked up a long rawhide whip that had been curled around the back of the rocking chair. He didn't uncoil it but he did come towards them. Dana found Mulder's eyes. They were beautiful eyes, fearful but also full strength, and most importantly she saw no despair in their depths. As he saw none in hers. No good-byes. So be it. They were on their feet by the time Amos sauntered up. "Hope you're done," he drawled. "I've been thinking, you'll probably want to impress your girlfriend. Wouldn't want to disappoint her. In that case this might take a while so we'd best get started." "She not my girlfriend," Mulder answered back putting a little snarl at the end. "She's a federal agent as I am. And you have no idea how much trouble you're going to be in if you continue on with what you're planning." "Who's to say that doesn't work to my advantage. Besides, whoever she is, she's got guts, I'll give her that. Not really the type I usually post." He studied her, seemed to sense her edging protectively in front of Mulder. "We'll see. First things first." He began by untying Dana's rope from the chain. As he did so, he left his back exposed. Mulder sensed it was a trap but had to try. Leaning back slightly, he came in swiftly from the side ready to sweep and kick but Amos was ready. The loop of slack chain in the woodsman's hand came up like a snake, flipping wickedly into Mulder's face almost across the eyes. Mulder staggered back. Amos took hold of the chain with both hands and gave one violent pull. The jerk on Mulder's bound hands sent him spinning and with nothing to break his fall, he went down face first. Make a deep sound like a distant earthquake that may have been the hermit's equivalent of a chuckle, Amos completed untying Dana's rope. Dana forced her eyes away from Mulder's slowly moving body and walked towards Amos, the bowl in her hands. Now was the time to run if ever she was going to. If she failed, she knew Amos's punishment would be swift and harsh, but that was not what made her hesitate. It was what would happen to Mulder if she managed to escape. To do nothing, however, was not only against all her training but also against her own code of honor. Besides, Mulder had given his blessing - actually, his orders - and told her to run. If for no other reason, she had to try. She refused to think about what she would find when she came back with help. She could hear Amos's big boots behind her. She had seen him take the end of her leash in his big hands. Dana turned the bowl in one hand, the empty jar of water in the other. "Mr. Amos, I -" she began. Dana never intended to get further. She aimed the bowl at Amos's face at least as well as she could with her sprained right arm. More, by turning she brought the rope up beside her. She twisted, lunged, whirled, her whole body intent on pulling the rope from his hand. It came free. That was all she needed. Even with her training there was no point in her trying to attack Amos directly. She had felt his strength and seen his speed. Instead she ran full out towards the nearest section of woods Less than a dozen steps from safety, Dana suddenly felt as if she had run into a brick wall. She felt as if she'd been cut in half, every ounce of air ripped from her body. She found herself on her back, Amos standing over her, solemnly smiling. The very end of her leash was looped around his left wrist. He had given her only enough slack to allow her to believe for a few seconds that she had broken free. "You and I," he said with malevolence. "We'll have a time." "Let Mulder go," Dana wheezed. "At least take me first. He's injured. I'll run for you." "You'll run anyway. You proved that by trying what you did, just as I knew you would. You have neither disappointed me. Let's try it my way first. You just have a good time - and watch." * * * * * * * * Somewhere outside Catoctin Mountain Park Sunday, 1 p.m. The stream bubbled brightly over smooth stones. Cliff Gaines shook his head sadly and cast again into the center of the pool. There were less and less fish in these steams every year. He'd have to order an analysis on the lake in the park to see if it needed to be restocked. The budget might allow him to order some decent eating fish this time. The lack of anything much more interesting than carp was why Cliff was fishing here rather than in the lake. You could get a trout from this steam if you were lucky. Cliff liked fish, but only ones he caught himself. He had the fire all built, just waiting to be lit. There was another reason why he fished here. At the lake he was sure to be seen and recognized by the regulars who'd want to stop and say hello. Then they'd start talking about the park and the poor fishing and how they saw more tent bugs in the meadow near Picnic Area Two and how ugly they were and why couldn't the state spend a little more money to eradicate them. So Cliff fished here. He didn't want to talk about work. He didn't want to be found. He had a quart of two percent low fat chocolate milk - yeah, sure, low fat - a package of Hostess cupcakes, a bag of Crunchy Cheetos, a knife, a stick and a strong desire to be alone. The knife was to clean the fish he planned to catch, the stick was to roast it and the desire to be alone was because he wanted to think about his life. Since the fish weren't biting at the moment and he'd already eaten his junk food, Cliff was thinking. His life seemed to be going in circles. Getting nowhere. It had been bothering him all summer, so he'd planned this getaway for as soon after the leaf-watching crowd had returned to Washington and Baltimore as possible. He had made absolutely certain he couldn't be found. Being a local boy and not only unmarried but unattached, his old aunts and female cousins were always dropping by when he was off duty with twenty-some-year-old daughter of a friend in tow. Cliff was not bad looking, and knew it, but his girlfriends had all had such plans and dreams for their lives, while he had none. That had made him feel so awkward that eventually he'd stopped dating altogether. Oh, he went out occasionally with a couple of women whom he'd known since high school but only those who were comfortable with the fact that he wanted to remain just friends. Cliff did want a future, a family, someone to come home to at night or who would come home to him. Only how? He felt out-of-step in this world. Should he hook up with some woman who was kind and loving and beautiful and who had the spark of daring and fight in her and let her go climb the corporate ladder? He'd have to let her career decide the structure for their lives. Cliff had enough friends whose marriages had crumbled because the career of one or the other required change while the other didn't want change. One member of the pair had to be willing and able to compromise. He was floating through life already. Didn't it make sense that he be that one? The sensible Nineties-kind-of-guy inside him said 'Certainly'. To the romantic, dominant knight who also dwelled therin, it felt wrong. What was a man to do? Maybe it was his job that needed changing? Catoctin Mountain Park was a backwater as far as the Federal park system went. It was quiet to the point of catatonia. Dull, dull, dull. Maybe he should put in for a transfer. The park service patrolled the monuments on the Mall in D.C. Now there was excitement. Yeah and traffic and noise and crowds and crime and demonstrations and a cost of living that wouldn't stretch to cover a park service salary. Still... Look at those two FBI agents whom he'd met the day before. There was danger. There were sparks. Sparks of all kinds. The man, Mulder, had been investigating a murder no one else seemed interested in. But there was something in his eyes and manner that indicated that what he was after was something bigger, much bigger than just the killer of some unwanted land developer. The woman agent, Scully, had been investigating Mulder, or looking for him. She had been worried. Was she afraid he would stumble into something he wouldn't be able to handle alone? And why didn't he call his partner? If Cliff had a partner or friend who cared about him the way she worried about Mulder, he'd keep in touch. Those two bothered Cliff like one of those nasty little horse flies that seldom land but might. More than anything, though, what struck him was how their work, despite the danger, obviously drew them together. At least it had with the woman. Cliff reeled in and cast again. Perhaps he should try to find a woman in his own profession? Perhaps he should ask for a transfer to a bigger park, a much bigger park. One with a greater chance of encountering some rangers of the opposite sex. They were becoming more common all the time. Maybe. At that moment his line tightened. A flash of silver danced in the sunlight above the stream. A big one. Lunch. End of Chapter 19 Chapter 20 The Old Amos Homestead Sunday, 2 p.m. Vindicated, Amos dragged Scully back from her brief escape and secured her raised arms to the stout T-shaped post which the two partners had already grimly discussed over Mulder's bowl of oatmeal. Scully's expression as she gingerly placed her feet on the ground at the base of the post told a watching Mulder all he needed to know. Up close and personal, the traces of the horrors that had been committed there must have been worse than even the pathologist in this woman could accept lightly. Amos didn't clean up after his hobbies very well. Moving with his heavy gait, Amos retrieved his whip and returned to stand before his bear in the pit. With his tanned skin, brown hair and worn dusty clothes, he almost blended into the dirt. Only his eyes distinguished him from any aging farmer. They glowed with a copper light, a light which grew brighter and brighter as the madness absorbed him. All of his victims could have attested to the phenomena... if they still lived, that is. His current victims looked into those eyes and saw it too. Warily, Mulder waited, neither advancing in defiance nor retreating. Back straight, head erect, he stood with knees slightly flexed, ready to move. No defiance. No emotion. Bullies got their 'kicks' from seeing the fear and pain they could inflict on others. Mulder would give this particular monster as little of that as possible, but he harbored no illusions. He was no superman. His body was flesh and blood. He bled. He hurt. He could be afraid. He was afraid now. Amos's muscular arm reached back. The whip flew forward like a thick brown snake striking the branch of the oak just above Mulder's head. Mulder didn't move. He could read in Amos's eyes that the hermit was just warming to his game. Outside of his insanity, Amos was coldly deliberate man, not an emotional one. To be capable of such horrors, he would need to raise his emotional state to a place beyond reason. Once worked up to it, however, the torture, the terror, the helplessness of his victims must release the murderous rage. Three more times the whip cracked like a gunshot, closer each time. Mulder's ears rang with a single, continuous whining. Only part of that was from the headache. He kept his feet planted solidly on the earth. Once he started to run he knew there would be no stopping. Once he fell and could not rise, that, Mulder was certain, would be the end. The whip came back again but this time touched Mulder's thigh with a burning kiss. The pain was like an electric shock, spreading down to his calf and up into his belly to his head to start his skull pounding afresh. "Ready now?" Amos asked almost respectfully. "I'd rather talk," Mulder said. "This won't solve your problem." "So far I haven't heard you say much I'm very interested in listening to." There was no time to compose another reply. The next time the whip began to come forward Mulder was in motion. Not to play the game had never been an option, only delaying it as long as possible. To refuse to play would only switch their places - Dana to run on the chain, Mulder's body to be sliced open at the slaughtering post. At least when Scully had tied his wrist together she had left it so his hands could still grasp. He took the chain in his hands now. Better when he came unexpectedly to the end of his tether that he take the shock in his hands and not on his swollen wrists and aching shoulders. The tree became Mulder's shield, that had been obvious from the first. Dangerous though. The roots pushed themselves up out of the ground at varying distances from the trunk. They were good at catching dragging feet. Still, dodging close behind the ancient oak was his only defense when the whip reached out or a chunk of firewood came hurtling towards him or a rock sailed through the air. Amos enjoyed his game and he was patient. He probably got great satisfaction in seeing how long and how closely he could stalk a deer before he killed it. Frequently, he glanced over his shoulder at Scully. He changed his position frequently as if wanting to make certain she could see it all. Mulder's aching lungs and throbbing head soon became aware of just how slowly Amos had begun his attack. Gradually, the pace increased. Worse, Amos was very quickly learning how to anticipate Mulder's evasion tactics. The whip cut through to skin more often and burned deeper. The roots and thrown logs tripped his feet, the stones found their target. He would fall to bruised and soon bleeding knees and under a rain of stones stagger to his feet again. Once, during a lull while Amos was walking without haste towards a fresh pile of stones, Mulder had leaned, wheezing, against the trunk of the tree, thigh muscles quivering weakly. His cheek stung where the whip's point had brushed it in passing, his battered ribs protested at every breath. For the first time he became aware of Dana's desperate eyes on him. She was still tied to the post and working uselessly at her bonds. Before their eyes could pass any message, however, a fist-sized stone flew towards him with the speed of a well-pitched hardball. His body was too slow responding. It hit low on his ribcage, a spot it had found before. After that the game became a blur. Attack and defense, action and reaction. An animal will instinctively seek to avoid pain. That was impossible. It was all pain and hopeless struggle played out in an increasingly darkening fog. Too weary to respond as quickly as he needed, the whip caught one final time and wrapped itself around his lower leg. Mulder felt that leg jerked out from under him. It was not, however, the ground that rushed up towards his face but the much-scored trunk of the centuries-old tree. How convenient it would have been if the huge tree had teleported out of the way of his hurtling body, but that didn't happen. * * * * * * * * Mulder came awake to pain. So what else was new. His cheek was lying on rough, dry ground. His head pounded, but then he couldn't seem to remember when it hadn't. His shoulders and hands were throbbing numb wheels of fire in his mind despite the care Scully had taken in binding his wrists. His sides and hips which he had allowed to take the majority of the hits were a mass of bruises from knee to shoulder. His chest hurt in a dozen places. Amos threw a well-aimed stone. Their theory of how four of the eight victims received their injuries had been confirmed. Knees... he didn't even want to think about his knees, couldn't even begin to think of how many times he had fallen on them. Every other time he had gotten back on his feet somehow but not this last time. Then the darkness had come, a hard, lonely darkness from which Mulder had not believed he would ever emerge. But he had. Why was he still alive? Clearly he'd been unconscious, however briefly. According to Mulder's own, most recent profile, Amos finished off his victims when they no longer provided any sport. Even Amos must find comatose pretty uninteresting. Mulder forced open his gritty, burning eyes . There was a patch of blue sky off to his right though he laid under the dark presence of the oak whose many bare, interlacing branches made nearly as deep a shadow as would have been found in summer. It was still afternoon. How many hours had passed since that first crack of the whip? Mulder made an attempt to lift his head from the dirt. Something like a cross between a moan and a sob came from someplace very close. Could that piteous sound be coming from him? There were hands then on the back of his head. Gentle hands. Scully's again. He didn't even need to see her. He knew her touch by this time. She was here and he wasn't running, dodging, whirling, retreating... falling. Carefully, Dana rolled him to a sitting position. Leaning him against her shoulder, she brought the mason jar of water to his lips. The first bit he didn't swallow but let trickle down his chin washing away the worst of the dirt and blood from his lips and mouth. She could feel exhaustion shaking his body. How much longer could he go on? Where in the hell was Skinner! "That's right, knock yourself out, Mulder," Dana said in a none-too-steady voice. She dribbled a little of the water over his face. His skin was so hot from his heated blood and bruised skin that he shivered. "How'm I doing?" he croaked. "An eight-point-two from the East German judge," she told him softly. "No, I take that back. At least a nine. Amos is enjoying himself way too much." "Is that why he didn't replay the final meeting between Paul of Tarsus and Saint Stephen and finish me off?" He asked, stopping often to take in little gulps of air. Breathing didn't seem very automatic. "What's he want? An encore?" "I have no idea," Dana said shaking her weary, tousled head. "Maybe not finishing the dirty deed is his way of pissing off his sister." "Three cheers for sibling rivalry." "I can't say I'm complaining either. Despite what you told him about no one knowing where we are, he must be aware that someone will come looking for use eventually." "Eventually." "Skinner's good. So's Benchley. So's Bull. They'll come." "I certainly hope so. I'd even let them pick for short straws as often as they want." Mulder allowed his tired head lay back against her shoulder and closed his eyes. It felt good to stop running, even better to be held. He spoke slowly so each word would come out clear. "Maybe he's had enough. Maybe he's waiting for the big guns as much as we are. Maybe he's been waiting for this showdown all along but just didn't know it." "I've considered that. Doesn't mean he'll let the two of us walk away." "He might if he realizes that what he's wanted all along is witnesses. He was very careful about wanting to make sure you watched." A cool hand brushed back his hair. Even the roots hurt but he didn't mind. "I did," she said, almost apologetically. "I watched." "I know." He tried to shift position. He didn't get very far and it didn't help anyway. "It was easier having you there." He realized with a chill that he was having trouble making out her face. So much was very gray. "At the end, though, close your eyes." "No," she said, angrily. "If it comes to that, I want to be able to take the witness stand and tell the world exactly what he did." He winced. "Gee, Scully, I'm touched." As rapidly as it had risen, her anger faded. "But I won't have to, will I? You said you weren't ready to go." He tried to smile, but it hurt too much. "I may have miscalculated." At that some dust seem to get lodged in his throat and he began to cough. Hell but that hurt! Dana brought the jar of water up to his lips again. "Don't talk any more," she said. "Rest." "Not yet," he wheezed. "I'll be doing plenty of that soon enough." She drizzled a little more of the water over his too- warm face. He welcomed the feel of the cloth of her shirt against his bruised cheek. It felt so solid, so real. Even the throbbing of his head and the aches and pains everywhere else shouted out that he was alive. He didn't want to die. He allowed his tired body to sag into hers. "Talk to me." "About what?" Mulder let out a ragged breath. "Anything." Frantically, Dana struggled to find something to take both their minds off what was to come. Without moving anything but her eyes she found herself studying Amos. He was sitting in his rocker drinking from his own mason jar, rocking too fast. His eyes were lit in a way they hadn't been before and didn't like. "This is an awfully violent reaction to the loss of land," she began. "Seconds from witnessing my violent death and she thinks about the case..." he murmured. "A woman after my own heart." Going on as if she hadn't heard him, Dana considered, "There must be something more to drive him to such anger. Something more personal. Family." "He has those sisters, at least you assume they're his sisters." Mulder's red-rimmed, hazel eyes opened but didn't even try to focus. He was playing back a shadowy image. "Before you came, I took a look around. There's a cemetery. The graves are all at least seventy years old. All but two. Grace Amos died at age thirteen, thirty years ago. The third sister? James Peter Amos - from the dates he could have been Amos's father - died a year from the end of the Vietnam war." "Then I'm even more confused. Mary Amos said: 'We're all the family either one of us has.' If the land is such a sacred place to these people, then where are the others?" Mulder raised his head slightly. Some of the pain lines had smoothed away. Give him a puzzle and he could forget just about anything, even being well on the way to being stoned to death. When he spoke his voice was hushed, almost in awe. It was the way it sounded when the pieces started falling together. "What if his brothers died in the war like his father? As the third son and too young to go to war, he was left behind to take care of things." "That's a huge loss for such a young person and a pretty good reason for hating Washington right there." "But where are the graves of his brothers?" Mulder asked. "Arlington?" "If the land here is so important to the family and the father was brought here for burial, why leave the sons in Arlington, a stone's throw from the hated government?" Mulder felt his partner's body beneath him stiffen as her mind began following the same path his had begun. "Remember what Amos said about the government - that they only cared about the dead and not very much about them. Maybe his brothers never came back - and yet aren't dead? Wounded and lying in some VA hospital some place?" More than anything at that moment Mulder wanted the use of his hands. Just to touch this woman - this person - whose need to know, to understand, was as much part of the core of her being as it was to his. But his hand were still tied agonizingly behind his back and all he could do was butt his head against her good arm like some great useless house cat or fawning dog. "Wounded? Possible... Let me think. The stress on young Amos had to have been deep and continuous over a long period of time... M.I.A.'s? Scully, there are still more than two thousand M.I.A.'s still listed from Vietnam. That can be worse. Not quite dead. Living ghosts. At Oxford we studied the relatives of M.I.A.'s. They carry a terrible burden." "But both missing?" Dana wondered. "More likely than two brothers with injuries so severe that they require permanent hospitalization. Maybe they were in the same division, walked down the same road, or were traveling on the same plane when the world came somehow to an end for them. If I'd had a brother in that terrible place I'd take every opportunity to be close to him." "To watch his back..." Dana murmured understanding. The way she had watched Mulder's. The way he watched hers. By nightfall would they be watching out for each other even in the grave? Cold comfort. Mulder was still talking, his excitement obvious in his eyes even though his voice was so weak. "The breaking point, Scully, the trigger to this violence. The very government that has taken his family now wants to take all he has left of them, that which he's been holding all these years as a duty - the land." Energy spent, his head listed tiredly to one side. "So he attacks affluent city people," Dana continued for him. "The kind who would come out here to buy the houses developers like Rivera are selling. His rage is really against those who are enjoying their prosperity on what he sees are the bones of his family." "So he dances on their bones - and mine." As he spoke, Mulder felt a shudder pass through the small body who held him. "I should have put it together sooner," he moaned. "My apologies. My thought processes are a little muddled at the moment." Gently, Dana pushed the dusty hair from his forehead. "No apology needed. Your muddled processes are better than the whole VCS section's on a good day. With what we suspect, maybe we'd have better success talking to him now," she suggested. At that moment a darker shadow than the one cast by the ancient oak's branches fell across them. While they had been speaking, Amos had risen. He was in stalking mode, slightly crouched. He stood before them, the ever present ax handle in both his hands. He was not the same cold, closed man whom Dana had seen in the cabin. He was heading towards a boil and behind his eyes burned both anger and loathing as he watched the two huddled together. "I think he's way past talking to, Mulder." Amos's deep voice rumbled from above them. "Ready, Agent Mulllderrr?" The gravel tones lingered over the last word. "Ever thought about your name, Mulllderr. Ever think about your body lying in the dark, cool ground - worms, moss, mold - moldering." "Hilarious," Mulder replied a slight snarl in his voice. The tip of the oak shaft slapped against Amos's left callused palm. "Time's up!" Without taking his eyes from the hermit's face - it was critical that he personalize this encounter to ensure that Amos think of him as a person he was killing, not just a symbol - Mulder leaned away from Dana's support and rolled until he nearly had his damaged knees under him. By the time he tried to stand, Dana was at his side, helping when it became obvious he hadn't the balance or strength to manage alone. Even taken slow, standing was a bad idea. The pain exploded everywhere but mostly in his head. The cabin, the antique gold of the sunlit woods, Amos's gnarled figure, the beaten ground, the azure blue sky - all began to tilt, to go round and round and round. As all the strength drained from his legs, Mulder sank once again onto his bruised and bleeding knees. Amos's face curled into a mask of distaste. "I expected better from the almighty F.B.I." Through a blur Mulder glared back, fighting for restraint but still defiant. He didn't need Amos angrier, but if his body was going to give out at least his spirit would hold firm until the end. "I didn't show up here in the best of shape. I've been a little busy." "Trying to catch a killer?" Amos snarled. "Caught one." "Don't you think it's was rather the other way around?" Those mad amber eyes gleamed. The excitement of the chase had given him more energy. Certainly he was more animated now than Mulder had seen him. Too much so. The edge seemed very close and when he slid over that edge Mulder suspected that that was when violence became all. "Come on, Mulllllder. I could almost learn to like you. I would like you better if you could see your way to running a little bit more for me." Challenge in his eyes, Mulder tried once more to rise but his balance and his legs were having none of it. Dana supported him around the waist. "Can you stand?" she whispered. "I doubt it." "Dizzy?" He nodded very curtly as if he moved his head too far to one side it might fall off. "Maybe if I'd been wearing a helmet when I hit that tree..." Slowly, he sank back into a sitting position. Clearly, he wouldn't be playing Amos's game any time soon. Instinctively, Dana interposed herself between her partner and Amos. "Don't you see he can't right now? Give him time." "He's had time. More than enough. More than I gave any of the others. The game's up." Amos's eyes strayed to the nearest pile of stones. He seemed to focus on the largest. He had taken only a single step towards the pile before Dana launched herself at him. She had no plan and no real hope. She'd felt his raw strength before. She might as well have thrown herself against the grandmother oak itself. Effortlessly, he held her off, his huge hand closing over the front of her once-pink jogging suit. She heard the fabric begin to tear. It didn't matter, she'd stopped him. But that had been way too easy. He'd been ready for her. He'd expected her to try something like that. He was playing but it was cruel play. What other reason did he have for letting her free to attend to Mulder in the first place? Why else was Mulder still alive? Amos had two players now. The game had acquired a new dimension. A desperate, crazy hope stirred deep down. Maybe Amos was actually seeing a disadvantage to killing now. That would ruin the game. Maybe this would give them the time they needed for Skinner to come. On the other hand, it also meant that the torture would go on and on and on. Endlessly. Until the novelty wore off. Until the mindless, murderous rage dominated once again. Looking across a space of inches into those coin-bright eyes, her body dangling from that iron hand, Dana could see only that rage. "What are you doing, woman?" Sinister did not begin to describe the cold, slimy tone of his voice. Dana fixed her eyes on his. Mulder was not the only one who could be obstinate. "Whatever I need to." His stern face looked down at her, then at Mulder who, alarmed, was struggling to his feet - tied hands, bleeding head, bleeding body and all. Somehow he managed, but his stance was unnatural as he were suspended in air by will alone. "You two 'do' it?" Amos demanded. Confusion was Dana's first reaction before she understood what the man meant. "I told you before, no. But Agent Mulder is a good friend and a good man. I don't want him to die." Amos took a finger and traced her body from throat, down between her breasts, then to her waist. It was not a sexual gesture but followed the line a knife might take to rip her open as he had done to those who would not play his game. "I could arrange it, so you wouldn't have to watch. If that's what you want." Hopelessly, Dana struggled in the madman's grip. Was this all she could do? Impossibly, the only answer she could come up with was 'Yes'. Was Mulder going to die because, physically, she was no match for Amos? The nightmare of the imagined argument between the two recruiters came back to her and someplace deep, hysterical laughter bubbled. This could not be all she could do. What if she did nothing now and Skinner and Benchley and Bull came storming in in ten minutes to find only a crumpled mass of blood and bone, Mulder's bright spirit gone. Could she face them and the rest of her life and say that she had done everything? *Everything*? With every alarm in her spirit shrieking, Dana forced her eyes to lower, her hand to reach out and touch Amos's rock-hard upper arm. "You're angry. Give Mulder more time. Think. He's given you a good run today. He will again but he needs to rest. Once you've killed him, he's useless to you." She kept her eyes lowered. The words she forced out next felt like grave dust in her mouth. "There are ways to pass the time while he recovers." Amos stared at her as if he had never seen her or a creature like her before. Meanwhile, Mulder had lurched forward as far as he chain allowed. He hadn't heard or seen all but enough. Those murderer's hands on Scully? No, not while he lived if he could help it. "Dana, no..." He called, his voice oceans deep with grief. "No... not that...not for me." In Amos's grip, Dana whirled, angry, to glare at Mulder. Would he really rather die that have her offer this for him? Agreed, to willingly allow Amos to touch her body would be vile, dirty, probably violent but would give them time they - especially Mulder - desperately needed. If there was a chance for them both to live through this... Did Mulder think she was some medieval virgin who had something she needed to protect? But it didn't matter what she thought or Mulder did. Amos's hand came out of nowhere, grabbing her shoulder, spinning her towards him, delivering a back handed slap across her left cheek that sent her flying to crumple in the weeds and the gravel. "Is this why you came here dressed like that? Trying to trap me?" Sprawled in the dirt, hand on her cheek Dana glared back. "Do you think... No! These clothes... I know you won't believe it but it was an accident. I was having breakfast with my family and a waitress spilled...." An idea, a new hope, blossomed full- blown into her mind. "Amos, listen to me. It's true. I *was* having breakfast with my family, saying goodbye to my father. He's a Captain in the Navy. His ship went to sea yesterday." Only *yesterday*? "Every time he goes my mother and brother and sister and I - we worry." Her ramblings didn't seem to be getting through. Initially confused, Amos was losing patience shifting the weight of the ax handle from clenched fist to clenched fist. Dana began speaking faster, enunciating her words sharply if that alone could help them penetrate the place in Amos which had existed before the hate. "I saw the picture in the cabin over your bed. Your father? Your brothers? They were in the military, too, weren't they -" Suddenly, Amos swooped and in a rage again seized the front of Dana's shirt and shook her. "Don't you dare speak of them. Not here! Not now! Not ever!" His voice dropped to a harsh, terrible whisper. "My father may be over there in the cemetery but my brothers are coming. They are! Tony and Joe. They said they would. And I've been waiting..." his voice trailed off. Dana was still on the ground, half raised because Amos held her. Her cheek still burned from the full force of his hand. "We'll help you find them." Scornfully, he threw her back in the dust then threw his arm back, palm open, as if he would strike her again. "You? You're worse than useless. I don't need you." He turned his head to see Mulder in his ripped and bloody official suit. By including Mulder, Amos clearly meant that 'you' did not mean Dana personally or even Mulder but the FBI, the government. Mulder stood barely breathing, helpless and desperate to see how this would play out. Amos spun back upon Dana, looming over her, hand now closed into a fist. "Where were you five years ago, ten years, twenty... Then they could have used your help. Now you're too late." Amos's face suddenly underwent a transformation. The hate was still there but something else. "Is that why you're here?" he asked his voice frighteningly low. "Are they finally coming? Are you here to catch them, to take them back? I won't let you." Though barely able to understand what he was talking about, Dana shook her head violently. His paranoia was fluctuating so rapidly it was impossible to keep up with it. "Amos, no. We only want to help." He laughed bitterly. "Just what they all said, but the truth is, they killed her. Did you know that? All their visits and their letters and trickling out the information. You want to know what torture is? Useless hope like that... week after week, month after month, year after year..." Bending low, he smiled grotesquely "No, you're here to distract me so your friends can come. The other ones. The ones you wait for to help you take them back." He straightened up and spun away from her raising his voice to the trees, his only audience. "You! You can come out now! Come on!" he cajoled, making come-hither motions with the thick, strong hand that didn't hold the ax. "I know you're there. Or were you just waiting until your whore had me down. Well, now I know your tricks." He glared at Mulder, his voice still ringing through the clear afternoon air. "This your pimp, woman? You don't want him dead, but I think I do. You ever held a life in your hands? One minute it's there. The next minute... not. That's a miracle, too." Amos began to advance on Mulder, swinging the handle, back and forth, back and forth in long whooshing stokes. "Time's up!" Amos called but it was to the woods he directed his challenge, to the enemy he expected to be hiding there. Standing on unsteady legs, Mulder tried to wet his lips but his tongue was too dry. Certainly his belly was cold. His eyes flickered from the advancing madman to the tree line, searching as Amos did, half expecting to see - something. "Now might be a good time," he murmured under his breath. "Skinner? Bull? Benchley?" Hell, Mulder prayed, he'd be happy to see that irritating Crow Thompson, even his nemesis Patterson. Anyone...? No one. End of Chapter 20 Chapter 21 The Old Amos Homestead Sunday 4:30 p.m. "If you don't come out," Amos called, voice raised as he followed the tracks of Mulder's eyes towards the woods, "you're going to loose yourself one useless pimp." He stared at Dana speaking the next to her. "And just to prove to you what kind of man I am, I'm not going to do in your 'partner' like the others. This time I'll use my bare hands all the way, just to be fair." "You call that fair?" Dana demanded, even though shouting made her head, which still rang from Amos's full force slap, buzz the louder. "You call yourself a man when your opponent is not only unarmed but tied *and* injured?" "Ever gone up against the government?" Amos asked, turning back to Mulder and his voice dropping low and growling so the words were nearly incomprehensible. "Picture one puny man against their rules and their laws and their treaties and their damned foreign relations! What's fair then? What's the damn difference?" It was clear that if the hermit was not over the edge into his own private abyss yet, he was sliding irretrievably towards it and in his rage he'd take this government pretty boy down with him. Mulder's face washed pale. He read the frantic hunger in this man who was fast, strong, and without conscience. A human predator who had put both men and women on the chain before and just as mindlessly beaten them to death. At this moment Mulder was under no preconceptions, he was just as defenseless as they had been and within minutes he would probably be just as dead. But not yet. Adrenalin kicking in one last time, Mulder spun and ran for the oak. With its six foot girth it was the only shield he had. It was also the only plan he had, the only one which had worked before - to keep the tree between himself and Amos for as long as he could and keep slack on his tether. A taut leash only limited his options. Besides, Amos seemed to have momentarily forgotten Scully. She was free. Run for the road, Scully, run for help. He must keep Amos's attention. He had it. After all the man's talk of bare hands, however, Amos's first act was unexpected. He swept up the trailing chain, put all his weight behind it and jerked it tight. Far past tight. Dana was rising to her feet when she heard the cry, a cry partially of unexpected agony as pain shot through the already traumatized joints and sinews in Mulder's arms and shoulders. A cry also of despair as he felt himself caught, a cry such as she hoped never to hear from any human throat again much less from a friend and colleague. The wrenching pull threw him backwards, off balance, where a root of the traitorous oak tripped his heels. Dana watched horrified, no time to move, as Mulder spun and crashed to the ground, taking enough of the force on the injured side of his head to make Dana's stomach lurch. This time there was no cry at all, only the heavy thud as his body came to earth. As taken off guard as Mulder had been, Amos was not. He continued to close on his fallen opponent with no doubt as to his intent. It was as if he could already feel that life flying up between his fingers again like all the other times. Before Amos could act, however, a small flame-haired demon sprang. Not for single second had Dana considered running. Teeth bared, hands curved like talons Dana threw herself against his side just as he pulled back his leg and tensed his body to deliver a bone breaking kick to the crumpled body at his feet. Amos straightened. He was so deep in his madness that she had surprised him this time. Dana hadn't gone for a rock of her own or to the wood pile for a stout stick. For one he had given her no time, only seconds. For another, she had tested her strength against him before and lost every time. No, she had seen something better. When he had stood over her, shaking her, fist clutched around the fabric of her shirt, Dana had for an instant caught a glimpse of something familiar tucked in the waistband of his trousers, an object which had been hidden before under the heavy flannel shirt he wore as a jacket. Gray metal. The familiar curve of the grip. Come, to mama, old friend. Amos carried her gun, either hers or Mulder's. The way Amos held the ax handle, the presence of the skinned deer, was evidence enough that a handgun was not the hermit's chosen weapon. Dana had learned that there are, in general, long gun people and handgun people. Amos was a long gun person, probably kept a shotgun or a rifle or both under his mattress. He seemed to have entirely forgotten about the handguns he had taken from his uninvited guests. But Dana hadn't and she knew neither had Mulder. When given the time she had seen her partner's searching eyes. Neither had known where either weapon was, however, until Dana lay in the dirt, her jaw aching. It was with this objective in mind that Dana attacked, throwing herself against Amos's hard body. She felt him stagger, not much but enough to require him to abort the kick planned against Mulder's head and put his leg down for balance. His arm of iron went around her, pressing her to him but not as a man holds a woman. More like how a man holds a snake by the neck so it can't bite him. But he had not bothered to pin her injured right arm which she had been clearly favoring. Though it burned like fire, Dana reached out with that arm now and scratched frantically for the cold metal at his waist. As her numb fingers fumbled, Dana prayed that her arm would have the strength and control she needed. "What *do* you want woman," Amos growled inches from her face. With disdain he threw her from him but Dana didn't mind, she had what she wanted. She was curling her fingers around the cool metal even as she spoke what she hoped would be her last words to the monster, Eugene Amos. "I want the same thing Agent Mulder wants," she responded with a voice as cold and emotionless as raw December rain. "An end to the killing." There would be an end to the killing. Just not immediately. There must be two more deaths first. Even as she flew through the air, Dana clicked the safety off, aimed and fired with the smooth, automatic motions that come with long practice. The explosion was sweet, but the slight convulsive quiver from her injured arm threw off her aim, so that the bullet hit her target in the lower lung rather than the center of his chest. On landing Dana rolled coming belly up in the dirt, both hands wrapped around the Glock. Mulder's. She could instinctively tell it was his. She could still feel the oil from its last cleaning. Men! But she and the weapon had done well enough. Amos was still standing though how didn't know how. A dark stain was blossoming on his shirt. Those brass- colored eyes of his stared at her unbelieving until he toppled like a tree cut at the knees. A second after she was certain that her own heart still beat, Dana was up and running, stooping first to check Amos who was down and out but alive and then flying to throw herself by Mulder's side. He had been semi-conscious since Amos's last trick with the chain, but she had caught a glimpse of the whites of his eyes as the gun went off. He hadn't missed it. Somehow to Dana that was important. Though he may have been partially conscious once, his forehead was in the dust now. "Wait till I tell the guys on the shooting range," he murmured his words so slurred he was barely intelligible. Then he went still, groaning only at her touch. There was fresh blood on the ground by his head. Dana stared at the wound and winced. How may times could he survive reinjuring the same area again and again? She hoped his skull was as thick as his stubborn streak. "What should I do first?" she asked more to herself than to him. Amazingly, dust-caked lips moved. She bent down to hear the whispered words. "H-Hands..." Dana swallowed, or tried to. That should have been obvious - the appendages were grayish blue - but her mind was turning over only with effort. It was, she knew, an infuriating after- effect from the shock of all that had happened in the last few minutes. For the same reason her fingers were trembling and she found she couldn't manage the blood-slippery knot. Amos must have a knife. A pocket knife at least. Back to Amos's fallen body she scrambled and began frantically to search through his pockets. "C-Careful," came a voice from behind her, floating paper- thin upon the air. Without context the slurred word made no sense. Dana didn't find a knife, but she did find a ring of keys. Some were quite small and might be for the padlock on the chain. At least it was a start. On her knees she raised up over the killer's body, holding the keys aloft with some triumph. "Mulder, I found -" A second gunshot pierced the rural silence. Aglow with shock and disbelief, Dana's face never looked more beautiful. Even as she desperately tossed the keys in the general direction of where Mulder lay, Dana stared down. Amos's head had raised maybe an inch and one copper eye was open. The gun in his large hand looked like a toy as it fell weakly from his grip. Her gun. With ice cold calm Dana forced all thoughts of the hole in her side from her mind - all thoughts of the blood seeping around the fingers of her left hand, all sensation of pain, all horror at her stupidity and failure. Instead, she calmly reached down to pick up Mulder's weapon from where she had laid in on the ground beside her. Deliberately, she set the point against Amos's grinning skull and with no feeling at all squeezed the trigger. "No! No! NO!" tumbled in anguish across the yard as Dana felt herself falling across Amos's most assuredly dead body. It was like a scene from a movie. The movement of the trees, the sky, the ground rotating slowly over and under her. Slow, slower, came the desperate cries echoing in her head. As the world wound down, the summer sunshine dwindled to a single point of light and then went out. * * * * * * * * Saturday 4 pm Cliff Gaines sat on a comfortable rock and watched the biggest and best of the eating fish he'd caught fry with a satisfying hiss in the pan he'd brought. The cornmeal and herb coating had been his father's favorite and over the years since his father's death had become Cliff's. As he ate and drank his third beer of the afternoon, he found his thoughts going back to the two FBI agents he had met. He was weary of the topic of his own future anyway. Better to think of that of others. Being not his responsibility and there being really nothing he could do to influence the outcome either way, it was a safer subject. Maybe this lack of responsibility was what made the afternoon soaps so appealing. He wondered how he could go about learning if Agent Scully had found her missing Agent Mulder and where. At the old Amos place? He never had told either one that there were two homesteads, though the older one was just a ruin. Neither had he told them to be careful. There were a lot of woodchuck holes out that way. That and coral snake nests. Neither had looked like experienced woodsmen. Woodspeople? Woodsfolk? I'm stuck in the fifties, Cliff thought wearily. Taking a read of the sky, Cliff decided it was time to pack up. The front he'd been hearing about on the radio was closing in which would make for an early night. It would be a wet one, too, and cold. He'd best throw a few extra logs into the house while they were still dry. As he ground the ignition of his old sedan, the one that had once belonged to his mother, Cliff swore and wished he had taken young Bess but by rights the red truck belonged to the senior Ranger on duty. Maybe he should at least get this old hodgepodge of mismatched parts painted. That would help. He might need something presentable someday if he ever found a woman he wanted to impress. The engine finally started but before he could put the ancient vehicle in gear Cliff felt an involuntarily quiver run up and down his body. Odd. It seemed linked to the tickle in the back of his brain that wouldn't go away. Those two agents. Automatically, he turned toward the Amos homestead instead of his own. If he hurried, there'd be just time before dark for a quick look around. As he drove, he picked up the microphone of the old CB radio he kept on the floor of the passenger's seat. Out of habit he called in just to see if anything exciting had happened since he'd been gone. * * * * * * * * 5pm Skinner paced the main room of the Catoctin Mountain Visitor's Center. Most of the time his eyes were fixed on the large map which one of the park volunteers had taped to a portable black board pulled from a classroom. The Catoctin Mountain National Park was the last place any trace had been found of the two missing agents so it was as good a place to set up a command center as any. Ranger Kessel had marked the map off into grids according to the trail access points and started his men on a careful search beginning in the woods where Rivera's body had been found. Without more to go on the search would take time. Skinner was still reluctant to draw in too many resources until he had more concrete evidence that there was some real trouble here. Even a few extra people would make a difference but this was a sensitive situation. With Camp David so close the CIA would just love getting wind of the FBI having trouble keeping track of their own. Skinner didn't like playing politics but there were times when it was necessary. There were managers enough in the Washington office who had found themselves transferred into the field for less. At the long folding table that served as a desk, the senior ranger took a call. Skinner felt his skin begin to crawl as he listed to the conversation. "When? Sent them where?" Kessel asked urgently in the phone. He listened a little more, raising his eyes to catch Skinner's. That was when Skinner knew for certain that they had something to go on at last. Kessel replaced the receiver. "Cliff - Ranger Gaines - just radioed down to the main house. Seems he's been fishin'. He thinks Agent Mulder may have gone over to the old Amos farm. At least that's where he sent Agent Scully. Cliff's en route right now. He'll probably be the first one on the scene." Skinner was in motion pointing to the sectioned off map and demanding with a jabbed finger to know where to find the place. "Report's are it's deserted," the senior ranger said as he came around the table to point it out. Skinner stood, jaw out, arms folded, and every line of his body tense. "Why do I have a feeling that that may not be quite true." * * * * * * * * Weakly, Mulder laid his cheek against the branch and shut his eyes. Looking down didn't help the vertigo from the headache. He had not been acrophobic before but he might be after this. He also didn't want to look at Scully's motionless body one more time but from up here it was hard not to. He certainly had see it often enough in the last hours. He had shouted himself hoarse ever since the second and third gunshots had echoed across the yard. Ever since he had seen her fall. The first shot had been for Amos, the second for her, the third for Amos. Certainly that third shot was the last that cold monster would ever feel. For longer than he would ever admit, Mulder had thrown himself against the chain like some maddened beast. There had been not one reasoning thought in his head, only blind, insane anguish and despair. No, Scully! Not this way. Not now. His voice gave out first, then his body. Exhausted, he pitched forward onto his battered knees. Gagging through a long stomach-twisting series of dry heaves, he finally spiraled down into his own private hurricane of guilt and grief. There he knew he'd find it, a place of quiet, an eye surrounded by storms. He knew he should fight the descent but with the sickness and weakness it was hard. Since the age of twelve how well he had come to know this place of refuge. During the VCS years, it had almost been a second home. Just a little mud hole where he could wallow in depression. Just a little Universe of his own creation where he could indulge his feelings of utter worthlessness. His what-was-I-put-on-this-earth-for self-pity. His parents had not believed in therapy for their traumatized son - New England, middle class Puritanism, he had assumed - but the guidance counselors had slid a few books his way so that even before Oxford he'd learned what it meant to go down that road. It had made his selection of psychology for graduate studies all the more poignant. Doctor heal thyself? Switch to the right brain instead, all artificial aloofness. Emotionally dissociate from the crisis of the moment. He needed that little trick now to force the mental pain away. Scully needed him to think. He didn't even know if she lived. Almost worse, was she slowly dying at this moment, alone and uncared for because he couldn't get to her? He forced his eyes open. Twenty feet away Amos was splayed out on his stomach and Dana's hair, fanned over his flannel jacket, was shining red-gold in a few stray rays of the setting sun. So close and yet so horribly far. What to do? Oh come, cold logic. How he hated it though. It left him feeling so dead inside. Cold and dead, however, was what he needed now, but his little mental trick wasn't working. There were too many traps. The dizzying heights and the blackest depths both were from the profiling years as he'd been dragged about on a leash by Patterson. No, don't go that way, never go that way. His teenage years and early twenties then. But they were a formless, meaningless fog interrupted only by study, social blundering and more work. Oh, yes, and one woman's oh-so-sharp claws. The years after Patterson then. Chasing after the phantom X-files had been paradise compared to the pit, but so lonely. No joy but the satisfaction he looked for in the work itself and the hope for a trail to Samantha. Among the sucking mass of hoaxes, shams, and lies, however, all he managed to find were a few seductive hints. Scully had changed all that. His talisman. From her very first case... what wonders.... A shaft of light in his eye of the hurricane. But outside still spun the storms of all his faults - he couldn't find the killers fast enough... his colleagues jeered behind his back... his parents' bitter battles.... a mother so cold... a father Fox could never please... a boy never like the other children... Sam lost.... Now there was a new gash in his ravaged psyche. Scully herself. Wasn't he senior agent? It was his responsibility to keep her safe and he had blown it. Like before. Like always. She was too young, too brilliant to deserve this - to be cut down so unaware, at the moment of a triumph such as few in their profession ever achieved. Just like all the other blunders in his life, this, too, was his fault. Stop! Stop! *Stop*! This wasn't helping. Mulder knew the pattern. He didn't have time for his sins to flash before his eyes all over again. If Scully lived - and the blossoming blood had appeared low enough on her torso that she could - then she needed help and he might as well be on the moon for all the good he was doing her. Mulder pressed his lips together in a tight line, thrust out his jaw and - concentrating past the nightmare demons, the blinding headache, the dizziness, the sickness in his stomach - willed it all away. Slow deep breaths. More. Slower. As the galloping beat of his heart quieted, the storms began to dim, evaporating stubbornly like ground mist under a pale sun. Options. He'd already tried breaking Amos's chain. Not a chance. It was old and rusty but thick. The rough rope that bound his wrists? Where was the conveniently broken bottle, the torn bit of stray metal like in the old movies? With a lurch he found he feet again and took another survey of his prison. The sharpest edge he could find was on a rock speckled with his blood. But that would take hours. It would help if he could thread his hips and legs through the circle of his arms to brings his bound hands forward, but he'd never even attempted such a movement before. Oh, he'd seen it done - but only in the movies. Gymnastics was not part of Quantico's curricula. He started by kicking off his shoes. For once he was grateful for the length of his arms, which made buying clothes such a trial. He didn't fool himself though. His shoulders and arms where nearly paralyzed from the pain and lack of circulation. Getting his bound hands under his butt he had to agonizingly rotate every joint from shoulder to wrist. In the course of that little exercise he allowed himself the prodigious use of every swear word he's ever learned on both sides of the Atlantic. He got a new cut on his lip as an eye tooth came down unexpected on tender flesh. He felt the scabs on his wrists break open and the sticky, warmth of his blood drip down his hands. The lubrication was surprisingly useful. Gritting his teeth, Mulder gave a final jerk. With a tearing burn across both traumatized shoulders, he lost his balance. Helplessly, he rolled onto his side like an overturned beetle, but at least his wrists were blessedly under his thighs, The tears from the effort and the pain made muddy tracks down his dusty cheeks but he barely noticed. 'Halfway there' was uppermost on his mind as he clung to consciousness. As circulation poured into blood starved muscles, however, he temporarily lost that battle. His head was pounding as usual as he came around from the gray-out. His arms still quivered weakly but at least his hands felt slightly less like useless, bloated sausages. Time for part two. Too many minutes had passed since the last Glock's thunder had echoed across the farmyard. Minutes or hours? While long arms could be useful, Mulder found that long legs were not, at least not for what he needed to do now. The long steadying breath he took did little to clear his mind. Bruises upon bruises upon bruises made expansion of one's ribcage difficult. By the time he had forced first one foot over his bound wrists and then the other, he had blacked out again from ligaments in shoulders, elbows and wrists stretched nearly to breaking as he forced his body into shapes it had never been trained to assume. For exercise he swam and ran and played basketball. He had only watched The Magician as a child, he had never had aspirations of becoming a contortionist. Success, unfortunately, allowed no rest. Head still swimming, he immediately knelt over his hands and began chewing on Dana's knots. She had done better than she knew. From time to time during the games with Amos, his wrists had bled. Not a lot but enough for the rope to swell. It was slippery now because he had bled again during his Houdini trick. After fifteen minutes, jaw aching, lips bleeding from the rough hemp he threw back his head and let out an inarticulate howl which any animal in the woods with its leg caught in a trap's iron jaws would have understood. So this was how the fox or the wolf came to such a frenzy that they could gnaw off their own limbs. The thought slammed against Mulder's mind a few times but he knew his teeth weren't sharp enough. Desolate, Mulder laid his exhausted head down on his arms feeling the rough, cool metal of the hated chain under his jaw. This was taking far too long. There had to be another way. Something nagged at him. Something about the chain. With effort his stilled his heart, closed his tired eyes, hauled up the memory and with hesitation began to replay those last fatal seconds. It wasn't as if he wanted to see again how her slender, battered body jerked as the bullet struck. Nor that he wanted to see the surprise and sadness wash over her lovely face just before she fell. Then he noticed something new about the vision, something he had not noticed before. There had been... another movement. Not subtle at the time but forgotten because of what came after. What? He ran back the scene in his mind, a grimace passing over his face as Amos's bullet found her side. There again was Scully's feral smile of pride as, injured as she was, she lifted her weapon and with deliberation separated mad Amos from his world. None of images were what he wanted. He went back further. He had been barely conscious. The sound of the bullets had brought him round. The second time he saw it. At the moment of impact her arm had been raised. Something had been in her hand which even as she recoiled from the hit she had thrown. What? Mulder forced his eyes open. The lowering sun was only a painful glare. There was no beauty in it, though it was reality and always a surprise after these intense playbacks. Certainly, the colors were always brighter than in the dream. One of the colors this time was a long, dark smudge just beyond the lowering sun. A bank of storm clouds were churning in from the west but this barely registered. Instead he got up onto bruised knees and then onto his feet, leaving his hands to dangle weakly before him, weighed down by the thick chain. There had been a flash of metal in her hand, a look of triumph in her face. Whatever it was, her first thought upon feeling the hot metal slam into her was to throw the object toward him though there had been no strength in her throw, only will. Keys? Keys to the padlock on his chain? If only. If so, he was glad that he hadn't tried to use a rock to pound the lock to pump before this. That may have only broken the mechanism. Keys were better, but where had they fallen? Unconsciously, his mind calculated the trajectory and that was where he looked. Glinting in the last of the sun he would see that day, a tiny jumble of bright metal lay in the dirt ten feet further away than he could possibly reach. Now if he had a long branch...but he didn't. Amos had removed from his killing ground anything his victims could potentially use for defense and that included branches that must fall from the grandmother oak during passing storms. The oak.... Slowly, Mulder stared upwards at the thousands of long, bare branches interweaving above his head. End of Chapter 21