Date: Thu, 7 Sep 2000 21:50:10 -0400 Subject: Story submission Source: direct ---------------------- 11:21 AM - SATURDAY SKYHIGH BIRD CAMP HEADQUARTERS ---------------------- The strange happenings had been heard along a large radius of the camp, and the two other groups had hurried back worriedly to find out what had happened. Many campers were visibly frightened and a low, steady buzz of whispering had swept across the camp faster than wildfire. For a private conference, Scully, Mulder, and Paul stood amongst a maze of free-flight rooms in Gil's most treasured section of the camp, his aviary. This had been the structure surrounded in trees that Mulder had not been able to identify when he had first arrived to the camp. The architecture was absolutely stunning with overhead silver mesh wiring extended three stories high while the rectangular width of the entire aviary stretched almost over half an acre. Sections divided different species of birds from each other, tailored with particular plants, trees, the unique lifestyle they had been used to in the wild. The main free-flight room, the largest, was up at the front, surrounded by leafy vegetation and an artificial waterfall that crashed into a pool of water from two stories above. Tiny flecks of gold and silver darted through the waters, a waiting meal for one of the birds soaring above. It was obvious this gift of Utopia Gil had created for the birds still taught them the art of surviving in the wild. Although many of them now accepted humans, they were safe in Shenandoah. Gil was sitting in a battered recliner, obviously a place he had spent quite a number of hours in. A creamy, white dove was casually pecking at birdseed from his extended palm, other different species had taken flight when the three had first approached. "I'm so glad no one was hurt...I just can't imagine what happened out there. I've lived here for most of my life and nothing...nothing like this..." Gil drifted, his face contorting into a deeply pained expression. The aviary was alive with a symphony of birdsong, multitudes of different pitches and notes meshed together. Sounds of feather danced with the wind, feet landing against wood, all of them conversations that Gil's ears understood as well as if they were speaking English to him. "But most importantly," Gil continued, his worry turning his face the same color as the dove in his hand, "I have to know what's going on. I have to protect my campers if there is a danger to them." "I think it was a wild animal--possibly a male bear." Paul supplied, a small bandage now carefully taped to his forehead. "When I fired a shot, it was frightened, just like an animal." Gil looked over to Scully with his steel-gray eyes. "Is this what you believe as well?" "Well, Paul could be right." Scully replied swiftly, feeling a chilled stare coming from Mulder. "I really didn't get a good look since I was pinned in the ditch, the wind so heavy it was impossible to see." "Alright," Gil sighed, moving his arm for the dove to take flight, "Paul, please alert the campers that there will be no more hikes until this...this...animal is caught. I want everyone to stay close to the camp for a few days--there are plenty of fun activities to do here without hiking into the mountains. We have our special 'Breakfast with the Birds' in the morning, plus, the social mixer is tonight, so maybe that will help relax our worried campers." "And Bird Bingo too." Paul added, making a poor attempt to be helpful. "The social mixer?" Mulder asked curiously. "Oh, yes," Gil suddenly lit up, "It's our traditional dance here at Skyhigh. Our campers dress up a bit, kick back their heels, and do the funky chicken." Scully exchanged a warning glance with Mulder. "Kidding about the funky chicken...well, not entirely. I hope you two will be there." Gil teased, the bright light in his face turning back off as the morning's incident shadowed his mind. "Yes, I hope so too." Paul grinned at Scully, his washboard chest puffing out so the lines of his 8-pack were visible. He turned to Gil, giving a small wince as he touched the bandage on his forehead. "I'll go tell the guests of the new plans." "Thanks, Paul. I'll be out there soon." Gil called, watching the large man put on his million-dollar walk as he exited the aviary. Once Paul was out of earshot, Gil turned back to the two agents, his expression darkening further. "I see you two have some differing theories between you, and I understand that it's top secret. My main concern is for my guests, and if I need to send them home, you just give me the word. It's upsetting enough that two people I care for are already missing." "We understand your concern, Mr. Hahn." Mulder responded. "Staying around the camp and forgoing the hikes is the right thing to do, and if it becomes dangerous, believe me, my partner or I will be sure to let you know. But as of right now, we don't know what's out there in the woods or where Beth and Lou might be, so evacuation would only lead straight to the media, and we want to avoid that at all costs." "I'm sure you've dealt with tons of cases like this, so you know a lot more about it than I do. I still can't help being...well, scared to death." Gil honestly answered, turning at the sound of flapping wings as the dove returned. Scully also jumped at the sound, a confused expression crossing her smooth-skinned face as her brows furrowed together. "Go on, now, Halo." Gil spoke in a soft voice, "That's all the snacking for you." He gingerly moved his arm again, the stubborn dove not budging. This brought a small chuckle from the wiry man, giving the dove his special, soft touch, telling Halo numerous secrets that Mulder and Scully couldn't understand. The words were between bird and man. "Ah, anyway, Mr. Hahn," Mulder continued, regaining the camp owner's attention, "I was wondering if we could have a copy of the guest list for this week. There may be someone here that shouldn't be." "What?" Gil asked, alarmed, while pushing his glasses higher on the bridge of his thin nose. "Well, we're not sure, exactly." Mulder reassured, "But can you tell us anything about a man in his late forties, an identifying scar on his forehead?" Gil leaned back thoughtfully while the dove moved closer to his face, chewing at his glasses frames with dainty, tiny bites. He didn't even notice the white bird's antics as he continued, "Well, I think I've seen someone like that around here. Most of the time, the campers make their reservations with a credit card then end up arriving on the bus with the new week's group. Many of them introduce themselves right away, but there's always a few that are quiet and off to themselves. And of course, since it's their vacation, I completely respect their privacy and need for a little solitude. They just come for the birds and a little peacefulness, and that's what the camp is here for just as much as meeting new people. I haven't really spoken to anyone that fits that description, but with new groups, it takes me a few days to learn who everyone is anyway. You could always ask Dorothy, though, she's pretty good at introducing herself to every man, woman, and child on the entire campsite. So that's about all I can tell you, but you can certainly take a look through my guest ledger if that might be any help. If there is any other way I can assist you in putting this mystery to rest, please let me know. The sooner Beth and Lou are back, the better." "We agree, Mr. Hahn." Scully sighed as a low-flying bird swooped overhead. She followed the red cardinal with her eyes as it descended on Gil's shoulder, opposite of the dove. "Hey there, Red." Gil greeted, pulling out more birdseed from his breast pocket on his shirt. "This is quite a place you have here, Mr. Hahn." Mulder grinned. "It's really grown over the years." Gil couldn't help but talk about his aviary with pride, Mulder's comment fuel to a blazing fire. "Most of these birds were rescued from the forest, being either sick or injured. It ended up that visitors all over the park would bring in injured birds they found on hikes or while camping, so I had to start the Adopt-A-Bird program to keep from going into the poor house. It's worked out really great, but I'm sure you don't want to keep hearing about this." The proprietor laughed, standing from his chair, "Let me grab those ledgers for you." They waited a moment while Gil left the aviary from a door that led into his office. He was back in a few minutes with a box in his arms. "Here are the ledgers dating back a few years. I hope this will help." Mulder stood and took the box. "This is great, Mr. Hahn. We'll get these back to you as soon as possible. Thanks again for your help." "Oh no, thank you. Thank you both." Gil replied with honesty, watching the two agents let themselves out, releasing a shaky sigh as the door clicked shut. The sun bathed rays of warmth against Mulder and Scully's skin, their retinas adjusting to the change in light, sending a quick jolt of pain across the eye before lids whipped together protectively. The open, green landscape between the Lodge and the cabins were surprisingly empty, aside for a group of young children dashing happily in a game of chase, their tiny bodies glistening in the afternoon rays of yellow-orange light. A round cluster of people were standing at the back of the Lodge, Paul's unmistakable voice explaining the new camp activity changes while ears attentively listened. Scully could hear him finish his speech with the announcement that tacos were being served for lunch, the group stampeding for the stairs. "Well, as long as the tacos don't run out, it looks like no one will get upset." Mulder mused, watching a shoving match that resulted in Paul getting in the middle, his teeth blindingly white in the sun as he turned on the charm. Mulder opened his mouth once again, Scully cutting him off in mid-breath. "One imitation of a talking Chihuahua and you'll be sorry." Mulder quickly shut his mouth, at least satisfied his pun had slipped by her once. He decided to re-route his approach to hit home. "So you're subscribing to Paul's theory?" He queried, a tone of distaste added at his mention of Paul's name. Scully shook her head, the sun sending many red and gold highlights bursting with color throughout her auburn hair. "I'm not subscribing to anyone's theory. I was simply telling Gil that a wild animal could be a possibility." "Oh, come on, Scully. You told me what happened out there." Mulder scoffed, "And you don't seem very supportive of this whole bear idea either. You said it was large enough to cast a shadow over you. Now unless this 'bear' took a running leap across you and then disappeared into the mist right afterwards, this is a clear case of alien activity...it had to be a UFO." "I bet." Scully mumbled inaudibly. Mulder turned toward Scully. "What was that?" "First stop." She spoke louder, the thrust of her chin indicating they had reached Mulder's cabin first. She tried to peer inside, but every window was covered by curtains, the door open to a pitch black pit inside. Scully fished around in her shorts pockets for the exact change of a diet soda as Mulder moved toward the cabin. The kid must be a vampire, Mulder thought grimly, setting down the box of ledgers to drop his backpack off inside. It took a moment for his eyes to adjust to the black surroundings, his sight taking its time to focus in on the small red-headed form sitting on the edge of his bed, feet dangling a good foot above the floor. He was intently staring down at his hands, Mulder concluding Andrew was once again enraptured by his video game. The sooner Mulder was back out of the cabin, the better. The backpack made a clunk as it was gladly tossed to the floor, startling Andrew from his deep concentration. Mulder had fine-tuned his radar to have at least one eye on Andrew at all times, and curiously noticed Andrew clasp his palms together, the sudden halo beaming on his head a dead giveaway. "Why's it so dark in here?" Mulder faked a friendly tone. "That ain't none of your bus'ness." Andrew replied, a knowing smirk on his chubby face. "What do you have there?" Mulder continued, not phased by the boy's first remark. With Andrew, Mulder decided, he was sure it would take work to get anything out of him. "What's it worth to ya', mister?" "What do you want?" Andrew turned on a smile that filled Mulder with dread. "I dunno. What'cha got?" Mulder made a mental run through his belongings, trying to pick something the boy might be interested in. "Well, lets see." A thump off the bed indicated Andrew was heading his way, two curious gray eyes peering cautiously across Mulder's shoulder as he opened his backpack. Mulder could feel the boy's hot breath against his neck, hoping that the dreaded gun wasn't nearby. "How about a radio? It's small enough to fit in your pocket." Andrew snorted, his nostrils flaring from the rush of air. "They ain't got good stations up here. What else ya' got?" Mulder's jaw tightened, keeping his exterior free from the irritation that was sweeping like fire under his skin. He noticed Andrew had finally decided to move next to him, crouching down on a chubby knee, his nostrils concluding that the boy could have used a bath. "Um, alright, how about a keychain?" "Oooh...what's this?!" Andrew cut in, ignoring Mulder's last remark while thrusting his hands into Mulder's bag without asking. He pulled out an item that almost looked like goggles, his freckled face lighting up excitedly as he put them over his eyes, adjusting the strap around his head. "No, wait, that's not..." Mulder began, making a failed attempt to snatch them from the boy. It was too late. Andrew had already switched the button on the side. "Aw, cool! Night vision!" "That's not for negotiation." Mulder added discouragingly as Andrew bounced to his bare feet, the boy hardly listening to him. "This would work great at night for..." Andrew continued, his head turning around the room, his tiny lips excitedly grinning. He turned to Mulder. "It's this, or no deal, mister." Oh damn, Mulder thought, Skinner would kick his butt but good. "You have to show me what it is you have and we'll talk." Mulder replied cautiously. "I'm no fool, mister. You want what I got or not?" Andrew bargained, still spinning around the room and looking at the cabin through the goggles. Mulder had that feeling in the pit of his stomach that was never wrong. He had to know. "Alright, deal. Lets see it." Andrew practically skipped to his bed, pulling out a tiny object from underneath his pillow. He trotted over and dropped it into Mulder's hand. It only took Mulder a second to realize what it was, breath catching in his throat. It was a bug. And it wasn't the creepy-crawly kind, but an actual surveillance device. "Where did you get this?" "I done gone to the bathroom to do my bus'ness and when I came out sure enough there went this bald guy into our cabin." Andrew explained, zeroing in on the closet next to Mulder's bed. "So, 'course I sneaked in for a better look. No one makes out with my pa's and my stuff. But instead of stealin' he done messed around the headboard on your bed. I jumped in the bushes when he come back out--never saw me. So I went in, and that's what I done found." Mulder was visibly stunned, holding the device tight in his hand. "Why's you and that man have all of these gadgets anyway?" Andrew questioned, but Mulder was already out the door. Scully sipped at her diet soda, checking her watch for a third time when Mulder suddenly dashed out of the cabin, a look on his face that she had seen a thousand times. "What's going on, Henry?" She asked with concern as he whipped the box of ledgers into his arms, whisking her on down the trail with him. "What are you doing?!" Scully vehemently asked as Mulder burst into her cabin, sweeping under and around furniture, digging through the closet between a row of her meticulously hung clothes. He sprang to the lampshade on the nighttable, roughly scouring his hands underneath, skipping to the curtains, shaking and feeling the cloth, hands searching for any abnormality. When Mulder had turned one of the recliners upside down in the middle of the floor, Scully had lost her patience, an irritated "Mulder!" finally stopped his ministrations. He rolled to the side of the chair on the floor, exhausted by his furious search, but relieved by the results. "What's gotten into you?!" Scully spouted, rearranging her disturbed clothes in the closet, giving Mulder an annoyed glare. Mulder motioned for her to come toward him, focusing her attention on his extended palm. "This was in my cabin...on my bed." Scully had quieted, a serious expression darkening her face as she stared into her partner's palm. Mulder nodded grimly, giving it a hard squeeze with his fist to make sure it was disabled. "Classic work--looks like the guy took the easy route being that my cabin is always open. At least he didn't get in here with all of the equipment we have. Now why would my cabin be bugged over a wild bear?" He raised his eyebrows at her quizzically. Scully gave him a knowing stare. "I never said it was a bear...exactly." "But there was a possibility?" Mulder continued, repeating what she had stated earlier. "It's important to leave the options open...or as you say, 'thorough.'" Scully fought back, grabbing the case folder and taking a seat in an overstuffed red chair next to the window. She pulled out her pen, clenching it between her teeth as she settled her reading glasses on the bridge of her nose. "Someone knows what we're doing here, Scully. They're listening to us to see how close we're getting to the truth." Scully gave him a cold stare. "Well, there's always Dorothy." "She doesn't know anything about us, except that we're here searching the skies for more than just birds. And plus, Andrew already identified who it was--it was the same man who was tailing us this morning. Who knows what he would have done to you, Scully, if that UFO-type of thing hadn't diverted him." Mulder explained. Scully immediately dismissed her partner's last statement, looking back to her folder. Mulder could feel the cold tension mounting between them, their differing theories once again creating a friction of pride between them. Mulder sighed, nonchalantly opening a window before settling himself on the bed, spreading the ledgers in an arc around him. He stared at the words and numbers unblinkingly, aware of Scully's presence across the room. Although it was normal for them to have different opinions about a case, he didn't enjoy the battle that went on between them because of it. He clearly understood why she never told him what he wanted to hear, her equality to him was too powerful, their respect too important. And as he had told her in his apartment's hallway, the person she was had kept him honest. Their belief foundations were like night and day: hers being of a scientist requiring proof to gain her beliefs, while he believed without any proof. With those personalities, they worked together with a passion so fierce and strong it sparked a battle of wills often, and yet, it truly kept him a whole person. Mulder stole a glance from the corner of his eye, finding Scully's frame comfortably but elegantly sprawled in the red chair. She was furiously scribbling more notes into the folder and her glasses had dipped until they were in danger of falling off the end of her tiny nose. He felt his heart pound harder as he yearned to reach over and rescue her glasses, but more importantly to rescue himself from the silent screams inside him. "So what *is* your theory...a-about this case." Mulder stammered, offering a peace treaty with her, ceasing his wandering thoughts from tearing through his insides. Scully looked up, surprise widening her clear blue eyes, and then suspicion narrowing them. She slowly removed her glasses from their perch on the tip of her nose, folding them carefully and slipping them into a case before she spoke. "Something isn't making sense to me, actually." Mulder hid a smile, his muscles relaxing as his offer of peace had been accepted. He sat taller on the bed, his interest obvious to what his partner was saying. Scully moved the pencil behind her ear, closing the folder on her lap. She took a deep breath as she continued. "Remember how Gil told us yesterday that the sound he heard had bird qualities, or possibly some kind of animalistic qualities to it?" Mulder nodded, pulling a sunflower seed from his pocket. "Well, then today, with that...that thing in the woods, it stopped moving when it heard the rifle shot--just like an animal of some sort would. But here's the craziest part..." "Ooh, trying to top one of my theories?" Mulder mused as a sunflower seed shell was thrown skillfully into the wastebasket next to Scully. "It was terribly quiet in the woods today, and that happens when some kind of predatory animal is present. And today in the aviary, when the dove landed on Gil's shoulder, it was just a few inches away from me. The sound of its wings seemed so familiar somehow...almost like the object in the woods. When Paul fired the shot, the sounds afterward were very similar, although what I heard was louder and more powerful than the dove. There was a lot of likeness to it though, which is why I'm sticking to my animal theory...it's just wasn't a bear." "So your suggestion is a Bigfoot with wings?" Mulder joked, trying to keep a straight face. Scully could see the speculation in his eyes, but a smile cracked her polished demeanor, teasingly answering, "Well, I haven't disproved that yet." Mulder rocked back on the bed with a sudden energy burst, "Dear Diary," he spoke while grinning ruefully, "today my heart leapt again when Agent Scully suggested Bigfoot. Addendum...if this keeps up, I'll make sure to keep my next cardiologist check-up." "Mulder!" Scully couldn't help but laugh, straightening herself in the chair. "I'm serious about this theory. I was there--I know what I saw and heard. And Mulder, Bigfoot doesn't exist...just like Big Blue, the Jersey Devil, Moth Men, or El Chupacabra. Those are fabrications created from people who have nothing else better to do so they get a thrill hearing their names in the news or to win a guest spot on Jerry Springer." "Ah, Scully," Mulder chided, sitting upright to face her from across the room, "But don't you think there could be such possibilities out there? It's an infinite universe we live in, 99.99999% of it untouched by man. Our earth is like a grain of sand compared to the vast space out there. How do we know what does and does not exist?" "Well, I believe we see what we're meant to see." Scully retorted, her answer derived from her deep-rooted religious beliefs. Mulder nodded his brown head, popping a new sunflower seed into his mouth. His eyes darted over to the papers next to him. Scully followed his eyes toward the ledgers, and slowly walked across the room to grab a stack of papers. She sat down heavily at the foot of the bed, the leftover papers between her and her partner. "Lets get it on." Mulder commented, opening a stack himself. X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X ------------------- 3:10 PM - SATURDAY Scully's cabin ------------------- The twittering notes of birdsong wafted through the open cabin windows, a silent breeze stirred the yellowed curtains with gentle caresses, letting them fall back against the wall between gusts. The sunlight was warm and bright, many campers outside searching the skies for tiny winged bodies soaring through the air. Every now and again, stranger's voices of "Look! I think it's a red-headed woodpecker" or "Aw, look at the ducks--do we have any bread?" imposed into the cabin, not to mention the shouts of playing children as they ran by, pounding like a herd of wild mustangs. After the morning's strange events, and Paul's explanation of a bear, the camp had returned to its original state consisting of excited people making the most out of their vacations. Mulder was pretending to be engrossed in their researching, although after a few hours of reading the ledgers, the words had become a swirl of blue, black, and white. He had almost forgotten what his whole idea had been about the documents, the absence of air conditioning in the warm afternoon making him drowsy. His mind kept switching from the papers in front of him to the morning's incident, the latter finally winning his concentration. The idea of losing Scully was the same as taking air from his lungs, the beat from his heart. The simple thought alone tore at his chest with a deafening pain that paralyzed his entire being. His senses were on high alert by his partner's entrancing presence inches away on the bed. It was easy to create scenarios in his mind, to suddenly be swathed in fearlessness, to look up into her endless blue eyes and make the black, confined secrets of his heart be known. While he spent his life searching for the truth in the world around him, he could not reveal his own truth, his own true feelings. He felt like a complete hypocrite, wanting truth so desperately, yet not able to contribute his own. He realized why this truth he was searching for had yet to be found--the truth in humans was compounded by lies, by layers created to protect it from ever being exposed. So what was the right thing to do, he wondered, or maybe there wasn't one right way at all. It was wrong to jeopardize what they had, their work and partnership, for a moment of truth, a declaration of love. These feelings he harbored could only destroy a friendship, a friendship he was sure Scully had always wanted to never change. And yet, he tortured himself with a replay of the moment outside his apartment. The truth was there that day, the protective layers stripped away, no regrets, no worries about the friendship, but a new step to what they had already established. With the memory, a series of questions invaded his thoughts, frustrating questions he could not answer alone. But why then? Why that moment when there were so many other opportunities before that? Was it fate that a bee all the way from Texas just happened to sting her at exactly the wrong time? Was she glad the bee stopped her? Does she even remember now? The last thought pained him far greater than even his thoughts could express. Her expression of love forgotten? To him, it was impossible, but that impossibility had been staring him in the face ever since that day. "Something good on that page?" Scully asked in a soft voice, her eyes never budging from her own papers. Mulder's thoughts whirlwinded back to reality. The blood thumped thickly in his chest, but his voice rang out calmly--used to the fine-tuned process of filtering out any other emotion. "Ah, just looking over everything closely." Scully took that moment to look up at him, almost disbelieving in her expression. A light knock at the door broke their attention. Mulder whipped the ledgers together in haphazard stack, shoving them under the bed while Scully groggily stood to her feet, glad to be rid of the tiresome names and weekly dates written on the ledgers. She didn't notice Mulder keeping an eye on her as she quickly shut the closet door on their equipment before opening the cabin door with a quiet turn of the doorknob. "Well hit the nail on the head, I found the right cabin!" Wafted in the sing-song of Dorothy's delighted voice as Scully opened the door wider to her, "I didn't see you two at lunch so I figured you two were...ah, spending a little quality time alone." She gave them a quick wink and a sparkling grin. "Anyway, I brought you a little something to eat." The small woman walked inside at Scully's gesture, carrying a brown paper sack with noticeable grease spots along its bottom. "My stomach thanks you." Mulder said gratefully, taking the bag from Dorothy's outstretched hand and rummaging through it. As Scully shut the door, Dorothy added, "And I'm also the carrier of some juicy news." The elderly woman's last statement diverted Mulder's attention away from the food, long enough for Scully to hungrily steal the bag from his hands. "Drop the Chulupa." Mulder directed toward his partner, receiving an icy stare in return, her expression ultimately leading to the conclusion to let her keep the bag. "We've been keeping surveillance on the man I told you about this morning." Dorothy began, taking Scully's seat at the end of the bed, "But this afternoon when we got back from lunch, he had packed up his belongings and left without a trace. His cabin was as empty as a cookie jar left in a schoolhouse, but this could only mean one thing--his cover was blown. Maybe he knew about you, or about us, or about all of us, but either way, the results can't be good. We were really trying to keep it low-key, our advantage being that he didn't know we were watching him." "Who's 'we'?" Scully asked, rescuing a shiny red apple from a pool of grease. Dorothy and Mulder both gave her a stare. "What?" Scully asked through a mouthful of apple, noticing the looks. She shook her head, adding "Sure, fine." before taking a seat in the red chair. "This could mean we are all in danger." Dorothy continued, turning back to Mulder. "And whatever is out there could be in danger too." Mulder nodded thoughtfully. "Have you ever seen this man here before?" "No, I don't think so. The activity in these parts has been the same for years, and no one has paid any mind to it. But this year, it's different with Beth and Lou's disappearances, the noises, and what your partner experienced today. The government is sending their goons out here for more than just the disappearance of two people, but it hasn't happened 'till now. We're determined to preserve whatever is out there, no matter the risk." "Preserving the truth." Mulder murmured absentmindedly. "Anyway," Dorothy continued, lightening her voice, "The others in our group are a little shy, but I'd like you to meet them tonight at the mixer. They would love to hear some of your theories." They both ignored the amused snort from across the room. Mulder nodded with a wry grin, "Well, I guess you've given me a good excuse to go." "And what about you, Kate?" Dorothy continued, looking over to the chair, grinning warmly. Scully looked like she considered the offer with distaste. "Well, I was hoping to curl up with a good book, maybe get some extra sleep." "That means she'll be there." Dorothy whispered to Mulder with a wink. Mulder nodded enthusiastically, walking the spry woman to the door, her head easy a foot beneath his own. "We're also going to look for some Chickadees this afternoon if you're interested." Dorothy added with a twinkle lighting up her blue eyes. Mulder chuckled. "As tempting as that is, Dorothy, I think I'll pass." Dorothy gave her feathery chuckle, reaching up to give his cheek a squeeze before he could avoid it. He watched her amble down the path, already pulling out her binoculars to get a closer look at a nearby bird. Mulder smiled as he closed the door, turning back to the bed, the springs creaking under his weight. "Why didn't you tell her about the bug? Their cabins could be under surveillance as well." Scully asked curiously. "Remember the policy, 'trust no one'?" "Well, you two seem to have a certain simpatico. And anyway, I thought you changed it to 'trust everyone'." Scully chided. "Oh, didn't I tell you, Scully, I changed it back." Scully folded her arms, biting her lip to keep a smile from appearing on her lips. "And besides, it's not Dorothy I'm worried about. Something strange is going on here, Scully." Mulder commented as he grabbed a slightly soggy taco from the bag Dorothy had brought. "And whoever or whatever is trying to be concealed out there, we've got to find it...first." "You mean how Beth and Lou tried to find it?" Scully interjected, "No thanks." "Well, we can't just sit around here. I'm sure that man Dorothy mentioned is out there right now. He knows about us, Scully. I bet when his bug stopped working that gave him a huge clue. It's probably just as dangerous here as it would be if we were out hiking in the woods." "That very well could be, but what are we even looking for?" "We'll know when we find it." Mulder stated simply, taking a large bite of taco, a smile playing at his lips. "But foremost, you could say we're looking for Beth and Lou. We're going on two days since their disappearance." "What exactly do you have in mind? We have that 'bird breakfast' in the morning." "Mmmm...two eggs over easy sounds really good right about now." Mulder quickly shuddered at the death rays coming across the room, jumping ahead without missing a beat. "Ah, afterward, we can slip away without anyone noticing our absence. We've got all the necessary gear, and we pretty much know our way to North Ridge after today." Scully shuddered at the thought of returning to that dreaded path she had hiked just hours earlier. She knew her conscience wouldn't allow Mulder to go on the hike alone, but her insides were screaming at her not to go. "Alright Mulder, but we're going to go, check over everything, and then get out of there." Mulder nodded triumphantly. "It's a date." He stood, still holding on to the bag of food, "And speaking of dates, I have to go throw on my party shoes for tonight's festive mixer...for appearance's sake of course." "Yee-haw." Scully sighed unenthusiastically, watching Mulder let himself out. X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X ------------------ 5:10PM - SATURDAY SKYHIGH SHOWERS ------------------ Scully had been alone in the showers, gratefully scrubbing the dirt and grime of the last day and a half away. The air was filled with a soapy smell as she stepped out and dressed, hearing the groan from the pipes on the men's side, indicating the presence of another dirty camper taking advantage of the warm running water. She grabbed her belongings, and headed out the door, running straight into Mulder. "Well, well. You scrub my back I scrub yours?" He grinned, a towel slung across his shoulder, a bar of soap in his hands. "Getting ready to impress the bird-women tonight?" She teased, moving to walk past him. "Maybe it's not a bird-woman." came the response. Scully could feel the warmth in her cheeks as she kept moving, not looking back. At her rapid pace, it didn't take her long to reach her cabin, letting out a deep breath the moment the door slammed behind her. She never knew if their words were simple ways to make their case-work easier, or if there was actually truth behind it. Although, she wished for the latter, she couldn't let herself believe it if it really wasn't true. Late-afternoon clouds were rolling across the camp, darkening the outside light to the point Scully had to switch on the lamp. Although the clouds were a pregnant light gray, it didn't look like rain was coming anytime soon. At least, to Scully's joy, the temperature had cooled down by five degrees or more, and she let the cleansing winds continue to swirl through the cabin. Her fingers massaged her temples in tiny circles as she flopped into the chair next to one of the open windows. She could see the lake from this view, its waters turning a dark gray from the cloud's shadows, the waves chopping more crisply at the banks. Trees bent and swayed in tune to the wind, a beautiful mountain waltz that mesmerized Scully for several minutes. She quickly caught herself staring at the landscape, mechanically grabbing for the case folder, but deciding against it. Instead, she picked up Beth's journal, flipping it open to where she had left off. She was looking for clues, she reminded herself, skimming through four years of entries, a large chunk in the middle about Beth's discovery of PC, of how she had her last session with her therapist, of the countless letters and talks on the phone she and Lou had during the rest of the year. It amazed Scully how one person could make someone's life so complete, fulfilled. But maybe it wasn't that amazing. Wasn't her life very similar? Who did she hang out with besides Mulder? Maybe there was her mother, her family, but she had to admit there really wasn't anyone else. About 90% of the time, messages on her answering machine had Mulder's voice attached to them, it was Mulder she saw everyday at work, who she traveled with on cases, and it was Mulder who had saved her from death on multiple occasions. Although, she decided, the work and the near-death experiences went hand-in-hand, but it all revolved around her partner. Sure, they had had their differences, but just as Beth, she wasn't complaining. She moved near the end of the journal, the date of the last entry grabbing her attention. It was dated two days ago--the day Beth and Lou had disappeared. Scully immediately started reading... << "Beautiful." The sun's golden rays reflected on two spherical circles of glass, its magnifying eyes gliding in harmony with a velvet black wingspan and the starch white cap of a bald eagle. As the bird of prey glided behind the craggy side of a mountain, the binoculars slowly moved downward, the seam from a pair of khakis coming into view. "Hey!" came the pleasantly surprised laugh, Lou twisting a bulging hiker's backpack across his shoulders. "Ahem." Spoke out Beth's soft, teasing voice, gesturing at the backpack with a thrust of her chin, "You're blocking the view." "You jus' got your binocular permit revoked, young lady." Lou spoke with a purposefully thick southern drawl, charging toward the source of joyous laughter. "Maybe while I'm at it, I should check your car decals to make sure they haven't expired." The joke on the local police engaged them in a round of laughter, Beth willingly surrendering her binoculars as her large brown eyes sparkled with an excited softness. The look was returned with a pair of blue eyes, of a warmness that made Beth shy away after only a few seconds. Beth's heart and mind were alive with the mountain wilderness, time seeming to sweep by so quickly during her short yearly visit with Lou. If she could have willed time to stop, she would have--she just couldn't have enough. Yet, a new realization had started eating away at her, ever since her second year to the camp. Lou really did want to spend time with her, not a leggy ranger or some tiny visitor that modeled for a living. She had been wrong about him, making assumptions based on his looks that embarrassed her for doing so. Each year she discovered a new depth within him. He was a far more amazing man than she even imagined existed within another human. She was pleasantly surprised. Mutually, they moved together across the worn rock trail, past familiar trees and the blooming white petals of dogwood. Lou took a long drink from a half-full canteen, passing it over to Beth before she even had to ask. "Was that 'ol Barney back there?" Lou inquired, his cropped blonde hair being peppered with leafy shadows right before he covered it with his familiar dark brown hat. "Sure was." Beth replied after finishing a long swallow from the canteen, a dribble of water winding from the corner of her mouth to drip from her chin. "He was heading back to the nest with a good- sized fish from the river." Lou's thin bottom lip stretched into a grin, his tanned features stayed smooth and supple with the change in his facial muscles. "I bet Betty and the babies will be happy to see that." "It'll probably put her into shock." Beth joked with him, both knowing Betty was the main hunter in the family. Her brown ponytail danced with the cool mountain breezes as she walked, her body shadowed next to Lou's lean, tall form. "So were you able to see anything else with the binoculars?" Lou went on, his voice now quieter with the change in subject. "Everything looked the same. The man said he saw lights right in the middle of North Ridge last night, but nothing seems to be touched." "You think he was lying through his teeth?" "It's possible. Although, don't forget about the vagrant--she said almost the same thing." "Well, maybe we're looking in the wrong part of the Ridge." Lou spoke thoughtfully. "When I get another break tonight, we can look again if you want to. We can head farther North this time." "Okay, sounds good." Beth replied, looking up to offer him a smile. Beth moved down a steep incline in the trail first, Lou extending a helping hand around her upper arm as they carefully picked their way through the loose rock. As they rounded a bend, they ran right into two men huffing their way up the trail. "Mornin' ranger." The older of the two men spoke first, his head slightly balding, his body surprisingly lean and muscled, looking odd underneath a dirty pair of jeans and a flannel shirt, sleeves rolled up above the elbows. Beth decided he was probably some New York businessman trying to fit in with the locals for a few days. Lou politely touched the brim of his hat with two fingers, "Mornin' folks. It's a beautiful afternoon for a hike." "Sure is." Grinned the second man, a couple inches shorter than the first, but also dressed causally. He was cautiously climbing up the incline in front of the older man, taking tiny steps as if it was his first time ever to do something so 'dangerous.' "Oh!" Beth suddenly gasped, a large group of rocks rolling beneath her shoes, unable to grip onto anything solid with her feet. She landed square on her back, feeling the tiny jabs of rock down her spine. She then felt the tight grip still on her arm, noticing Lou had attempted to break her fall, almost sliding down himself, but had managed to stop her body from sliding down the trail any further. "Are you alright, miss?" the older man asked, only a few feet above Beth's dazed eyes. She squinted from a patch of sun that was bearing down on her face, her eyes moving up to the man, her cheeks already red hot from embarrassment. "Oh...er...yes, thanks. Accidents happen out..." her eyes suddenly widened as she caught a glimpse under the flannel. "...here." Her face had grown a record-breaking pale in less than a second, her heart beating a rush of panic through her veins. She made a mad rush to get to her feet, trying as hard as possible to stay calm on the exterior, rocks and dust scratching and clouding around her. "Wait...wait, take it easy." Lou was instructing, his eyes finally looking into hers, registering alarm in the silent message she was sending. "What is it?" he mouthed, without any sound, Beth reading his lips immediately. "He's got a gun." Less than a second after she mouthed those words, she immediately felt her body being whipped behind Lou's with a strength she didn't even know Lou was capable of. She knew Lou had never been in any kind of situation like the one unfolding, and the reality of them being injured or murdered in the woods was right upon them. Beth was frozen in terror, but aware of Lou's protective arm holding her back. She had no idea what he was going to do. Lou didn't say a word. He slowly removed his hat, possibly deciding it was inappropriate for anything that was about to transpire next. He once again glanced at Beth from the corner of his eye, and she had never realized how much she loved him as she did right then. His chin was held high, his lips tight together, and a glint of steel was present in his narrowed eyes. Even though he was a young man who loved birds and nature, he was undoubtedly no coward, especially when it came down to her. "Everything's alright now?" asked the younger man, looking across his buddy to the pair down below. "Not exactly." Was the cool response from Lou, his jaw slightly twitching. "There are no firearms allowed in the park." This surprised the men, although the older one quickly regained his composure to answer, "Why, we know that. Thanks for the info, ranger." They thought they were going to get away. "You have a gun--under your shirt." Beth accused, barely able to make out the words. She had never been so brave in all of her life. The scene from her first trip to the cafeteria flashed through her mind, how she could hardly stand to eat near other people, and now here she was speaking up against a man carrying a gun. A man who could have easily whipped it out and shot them both. "You must have hit your head, young lady," the man continued, keeping a cool exterior. "That's okay--all of us get confused." "Okay, sir, then lift up your shirt and we'll clear up this matter once and for all." Lou continued, now feeling Beth opening his backpack and digging around for his own weapon he kept. He was wondering how he could reach it, but Beth had picked the perfect solution since she was behind him. "Now, mister, I don't know what's..." "Put your hands in the air!" came the wavering female voice from behind, a gun flashing in her hand. She had absolutely no idea how to use it, but so far she could have won an Emmy for best actress. Lou grabbed the gun, a huge wave of relief sweeping over him as the cold metal made contact with his hands. He rapidly jogged up the incline, the men holding their hands in the air, annoyed expressions across their faces. "Which one?" he asked Beth, frisking the older man at Beth's answer. It took less than ten seconds to pull a 9mm from the man's waist. "This is an awfully big gun you've got here." Lou went on, checking the other man while holding up his own gun. "What were you planning on using it on?" Both men were silent, their faces stone-cold. Lou immediately moved to the smaller man, which seemed to be the weaker of the two. "You know," Lou hissed, moving until he was face-to-face with the man, "you won't need these pretty buttons on your shirt when you have a row of bullets from your navel to your nose." The young man looked nervously over to the other, squeezing his eyes shut at the mental picture. He seemed to be waging an inner war with himself, fear finally winning the struggle. "We were sent!" he finally blurted. "Sent by whom?" Lou prodded. "I don't know. We just get the orders--never see who makes them." The man went on. "What were the orders?" "We're supposed to kill something. They said we'd know when we'd see it. That's all I know, I swear!" "You snitch!" came the angry voice of the other man. Lou exchanged a look with Beth. "Can you grab my radio? We need to call these guys in." Beth nodded, forcing her frozen limbs to take action toward Lou's bag, her hands trembling violently as she searched. The next moments were a blur to her, her ears picking up the sounds of scuffing dirt, her eyes darting upward to see the younger man had made a bold attempt to kick the gun from Lou's hand. She knew Lou would never shoot another being, and his reluctance to fire at the two men confirmed it. She didn't know what to do, the 9mm and Lou's gun both skittering down the hill at lightning speed, rocks and debris falling with it. The older man skillfully whirled around with his fist, making a direct hit to Lou's stomach, hearing his familiar voice make a loud "oomph" as he fell to his knees, his hat being the next item to tumble down toward her. "Get the gun!" the younger man called, the older one resisting by giving his buddy a hard push in the other direction. "No, you fool--she's closer to it--come on!" And with that statement the men had clumsily took a running start up the hill and had disappeared from sight, their footfalls fading from earshot. Although the woods were now eerily silent, the threat of the two men would never escape Beth's memory for as long as she lived. Beth's breath was caught in her throat, her lungs burning for a refresh of oxygen. Her body attempted a mad scramble to the doubled-over form above her. She slipped and strained up the trail, her feet scrambling for security against the loose rock. Her hand reached out, but hesitated, her newfound bravery once again propelling her to wrap an arm around Lou's back. The dark brown cloth was damp with sweat, the same condition her own clothes were in, not to mention huge smears of dirt on her backside. Lou was still in a semi-circle, clutching his stomach, breathing rapidly next to his knees. "Lou, are you okay?" Beth asked in a voice that almost sounded tearful, unsure. "Yeah, yeah." He wheezed, "Just got the wind knocked out of me." He slowly began to unfold his body, his face, still covered in tense lines, contorted with pain as he moved. Beth's arm didn't move away, but attempted to encourage his motions. She could now feel the tears springing to life in her eyes, unable to hold back the range of emotions and sheer terror she had just been through. But they were also tears of thanks, of gratefulness that they were both still alive, breathing, and barely scathed. "Beth." Came Lou's throaty whisper, easily and softly grabbing behind her neck and pulling her in for a tight hug. He also understood what could have been, reveling in the strong pulse of blood beating just beneath the surface of Beth's skin, the heat of her rapid breath against his own neck. Although Beth felt a tinge of awkwardness, their touching had always been a minimum, it felt wonderful to be able to have her arm around him, alive and well. They stayed together in the hold for several minutes, although it was too short for Beth's taste, Lou slowly released her to add, "We've gotta' keep this quiet." Beth nodded grimly. She understood. "No one would ever believe us when we have no proof." "You're right." Lou continued, stretching his legs out a little further, "But they were sent to exterminate something that's up on the Ridge. We've got to find it before the next set of goons do, whatever life that is up there depends on it." "Tonight, then." Beth conceded. "Tonight." Was Lou's confirmation. >> It was there the last entry stopped, Scully suddenly feeling very chilled by the last events, the images so vivid and real in her mind that her own heart was rapidly drumming in her ears. She checked the rectangular clock on the night stand, the red digital letters registering 6:40. The dance would be starting soon. -------------------- 7:22 PM - SATURDAY SKYHIGH DANCE HALL -------------------- The evening weather at Skyhigh Bird Camp was unusually muggy and humid, the hovering clouds above seeming to have dragged the moisture with them. Yet the throngs of people drinking and dancing inside the dance hall located next to the cafeteria didn't seem to be affected by it. A local band was playing what Mulder guessed was supposed to be their rendition of a popular country tune as he entered the scene, the speakers onstage emitting a slight buzz when the bass player strummed across his instrument, guitars colliding together in harmony. The band of five men moved their bodies and stomped their boots with the rhythm, one main singer leading the way, with the other four voices occasionally jumping in to back him up. Dressed-up bodies were crowded onto the tiny dance floor and spilled into the dining area, swaying and sweating in time to the music's rhythm, tipping back drinks from inside brightly painted bird glasses. The ceiling was a mixture of cloudy smoke and flashing colored lights, one of the bird crepe paper strings were sagging dangerously toward the dancer's heads. No one seemed to notice as a large group of campers formed a circle with joined hands, two-stepping happily as they dizzily swung around. Mulder craned his head around the swirl of dancing bodies, his dark eyes straining for a glimpse of the person he wanted to be there most of all. He sighed deeply, inhaling the warm night as he patiently searched, knowing his pounding heart would be appeased the moment he laid eyes on her. Whether she was sitting in a corner giving him one of her famous distasteful looks, hands folded across her chest, all that mattered was that she was there. His movements slow, he took one last sweep through the crowd. He looked past the twirling skirts, cowboy hats, and glittering jewelry, his findings a disappointment when he couldn't spot a familiar glimpse of red hair within the entire room. "Well, I'll be! You made it, Henry!" Came Dorothy's boisterous voice, diverting his attention to a large table near the back of the room. The elderly woman had stood up, revealing a modest blouse and skirt, looking odd without her bird-watching battle gear that Mulder had become used to from all of their previous meetings. Her bony hand motioned with excited circles for him to join the table. "Come join us. Sit a spell!" A crooked grin appeared across Mulder's lips as he strided toward Dorothy and the two men she was sitting with. An older man, very close to Dorothy's age, and a younger man in his fifties eyed him closely as he pulled up a chair. "I saw you looking around here like a lost lamb." Dorothy leaned in close to Mulder's ear, the blue in her eyes sparkling wildly, "Don't you worry, though, I was late to every cotillion I ever went to--it used to drive the beaus wild." She winked again knowingly, "The beautiful ones are always late." Mulder endured another squeeze of his cheek as Dorothy piped up with introductions. "Well, here he is, boys. This here is Henry who I became better acquainted with on the hike this morning. You should just hear this fella' talk--and I thought we had it bad." Her infectious laugh filled the table as she went on to tease, "And contrary to what his lady friend may think, this one here is all mine." Mulder exchanged an amused look with the men, fidgeting uncomfortably against the hard oak chair as he nodded a greeting. "So I've been bumped from being the youngest, eh?" Retorted the younger man, leaning across the table to extend his hand. "At least, Dorothy dear, my cheek can rest in peace. All that squeezing reminds me of Christmas when I was growing up--my Aunt Bessie never failed to leave a mark that would last for days." Dorothy chuckled lightly while Mulder and the younger man shook hands across the table. "I'm Nigel." The young man continued, letting Mulder know how athletic he was as he offered an iron-grip handshake. "Ah, I had one of those Aunts too--I think every family does." Mulder mused, relaxing his lanky frame against the knobbed posts on the back of the chair. It had been difficult to try on a variety of different clothes back at the cabin, Andrew's goggled eyes staring at him every inch of the way, but his final choice ended up being a crisp pair of khakis accented by a dark blue polo shirt. He had decided it had made him look rugged and refined, revealing an inherent strength and sureness in him that masked a lot of his worry about playing along with the mixer...and with knowing Scully would be there--sooner or later. "And this here is George." Dorothy prompted the elderly man next to her as he sat stiffly in his chair, arms folded squarely across his chest. "Humph." George grumbled, the hard creases from wrinkles deepening around the firmness of his jaw. Mulder simply nodded, holding back the impulse to smile at the man's amusing grumpiness. Dorothy jabbed the older man with her elbow, George returning an irritated scowl. "It's his birthday." Dorothy whispered into Mulder's ear as if that explained it all. "When you move past 75, any birthday after that makes anyone depressed." "I'm not depressed." George ranted, turning to Mulder. "I'm George Washington Hartford--named after our very first president. No matter how old I get I know not to be as trusting as these two--how do we know who you really are and why you're here? A little proof never hurts anyone." Before Mulder could open his mouth, Dorothy had jumped in with an amused chuckle, giving Mulder's arm a pat. "Questioning him would be questioning me, George. You know I can sense bad from good a mile away. And don't be an old fool--you know what happened this afternoon." "Humph." "His chirp is worse than his bite." Nigel supplied, suddenly perking up as the band played the ending notes to a song. "Okay, all of you bird-lovin' honky-tonks listen up!" The lead singer from the band drawled through the microphone, drowning out the crowd completely as a high pitched feedback squealed from the speakers. The drummer jumped down and started tinkering with it as the lead continued, "Today we have a special event here at Skyhigh! Let's all give a 'tweet-tweet' for George..." the man put his hand over the microphone, whispering something to a woman, then returned, "...ahem...this seems to be the correct name...for George Washington!" "Tweet-tweet!" The crowd chorused at the top of their lungs, throwing glasses into the air and laughing. "Oh no." George grumbled, sinking lower into his seat. "Dorothy...you deliberately left out my last name. People will think I'm crazy!" "And where's our first president out in the crowd tonight?" the man enthusiastically called, a white spotlight zipping across the room. Dorothy was laughing at her friend. "I know that, you 'ol coot, but that's the point. Now stand up so the folks can clap." Nigel was practically rolling from laughter across the table, earning him death rays, Mulder noted, that Scully would have been proud of. "You just wait." George warned, half-standing for a second as the white light flooded across his wrinkled, pasty face, sinking back into his chair faster than an anchor hitting the water. "I bet George has some great stories about crossing the Delaware to share." The singer joked, laughter coursing through the hall. Mulder could just make out the "Hmph" from George as the band keyed back up into a Brooks & Dunn number. He could see that George treasured Dorothy's company far more than he let on, and from the tiny exchange of smiles between them, she knew it too. Mulder made a sidelong glance toward the double-door entrance, his eyes catching a glimpse of Gil entering the hall. He was wearing a huge, silver belt buckle that glittered against the lights, a new pair of jeans and a crisp western shirt that seemed to be saved for only special occasions. It didn't take long for one of the ladies to sweep up next to him, and after a courteous oblige, they skipped into the teeming crowd. "There goes 'ol Gil." Dorothy commented to the table, "He never fails to pass a woman's reputable radar as being the perfect, sweet guy, so most women aren't afraid to come up to ask him to dance. Too bad he's more interested in birds than in finding a nice little lady." Mulder nodded, still starting into the crowd, not finding his partner. "So," Dorothy piped up enthusiastically. "Who's going to do the boot scootin' boogie with me?" She grabbed Mulder's arm before there were any responses. "Oh, no, no, no." Mulder replied instantly, a sudden deadpan expression crossing his face. "Now, come on. It obvious you and Kate certainly aren't dance partners. Now, when is the last time you danced?" "Country style? Never." Mulder replied quickly, trying to remove Dorothy's firm grasp from his arm. "Well, now, it's past time you learned. Can you seriously leave this world knowing you haven't learned as much as you possibly could have?" Mulder gave a helpless look to the men who were now staring at him with amusement. "Give it up, son." George spoke up. "She always wins...especially when she adds the Grim Reaper into the picture." Nigel added. "B-but..." Mulder protested, his eyes wide. Dorothy dragged him to his feet, "You heard him--better to give up now and make the pain easier on you." She gave him a wink. "I-I don't know the steps." Mulder continued his pleas, moving to the dance floor slowly behind the tiny, elderly woman. "What's to know--you just hop around, have a good time, and you're in the club." Dorothy chuckled, moving amongst the dancers. Mulder sighed, now glad his partner was not there to witness his downfall into country dancing. He decided that the sooner he got the dance over with the better as he started jerkily swaying while Dorothy grabbed his hands. "Now move those fine hips of yours, Henry, this is not a waltz." Dorothy instructed in a high-spirited voice, her feet zigzagging across the floor, her tiny body moving as light as air. It had been years since he had done any kind of dancing, and although awkward at first, the feint memory of why most everyone loved dancing tingled in his mind. It felt good to let loose a little, especially with someone else, and slowly, Mulder began to feel the beat of the music in his legs. Instead of moving against the crowd, gradually he began moving with the rhythm, a hint of a smile threatening to break at his lips. His dancing partner was laughing as she spun in a circle, her gray bun loosening to the point stray gray hairs were breaking loose from the tight swirl. Mulder noted Dorothy's cotillions had paid off, since she was moving gracefully and with ease for a woman over seventy. Together they weaved around bodies that were glistening with sweat, tassels and bolos flapping, the scents of different perfumes sweeping by for only an instant. It wasn't as bad as he imagined, the scene becoming almost surreal, but he knew if it wasn't for Dorothy's insistence, he would have never been there in the first place. He never dreamed of doing something so unorthodox from his character, but the whole point was that no one noticed or cared if he knew the steps or not, or that he was out there at all. "There's Big John and his little boy." Dorothy chatted as she twirled, "that's who you're staying with, isn't it?" Mulder felt a sudden chill along his spine at the thought. "Yeah, that's them." "Aw, such a sweet shy boy he's got." Dorothy went on, "He's always in his cabin. I feel so terrible for the little guy." Mulder had to bite his tongue as he joined hands with Dorothy and a stranger, the dancers making a line at the lead singer's call. No one would ever believe his accusations against Andrew, a grown man making accusations about a little boy was hopeless. The line moved up and down the dance floor, the man calling out, "Swing your partner round 'n round..." as Mulder broke away from the group, giving Dorothy another twirl. It was then his eyes caught a familiar glimpse in the doorway at the back. He waited for a couple to move away from his field of vision, but he already knew who is was before he caught sight of his partner once more. Scully's eyes were meticulously searching the dance hall, not yet finding Mulder's whereabouts. She was wearing a light blue top, a sleeveless linen that looked comfortable and simple, alongwith a sleek, black skirt that looked familiarly like a piece that went together with one of her work suits. She was so perfectly put together, almost intimidatingly so, and her eyes were even brighter than normal as they swept across the crowd like a lighthouse beacon. Mulder immediately remembered one of the first things he'd noticed about her when she had first walked into his office. It was those wide, clear eyes, the color of mountain blueberries--a fathomless indigo with a touch of purple in their depths. And now she wore an elegant top smothered in that same color, nearly taking his breath away. Her chin length, reddish-gold hair was like a pair of shining parentheses framing her face, and with a self-confident toss of her head, the strands moved slowly, only to settle immediately back where they belonged. Her image was cool and collected, as always, as her head slowly turned toward Mulder, making eye contact with him. "Oooh, lordy, Henry." Dorothy called theatrically, giving her tongue a click, "If any man can resist that entrance there must be something wrong with them. She's a woman on a mission--you go get her before someone else does." The elderly woman encouraged. Mulder turned toward Dorothy mechanically, weakly looking away from Scully's potent entrance. He noticed Nigel had cut in to dance with Dorothy, an envious grin on the man's lips. Mulder nodded courteously, holding in a grin himself as he walked his numb legs and body from the dance floor. Scully was waiting for him at the edge, staring at the surroundings. "I feel like I'm holding a third class ticket on Titanic." She commented, looking around her at the noisy, crowded dance hall full of partygoers. "I guess you decided to read your book later?" Mulder taunted, remembering Scully's words from earlier that afternoon. "Actually I finished it." Scully replied casually, not missing a beat. "I had nothing else to do this evening, so here I am. I see you've wasted no time getting into the bird spirit." Mulder smiled inwardly. "Just making an old woman happy." "You make it sound like community service." "Well, I don't see you up there on the dance floor." "This is for appearance's sake, remember? And..." Scully paused a moment as she looked over toward the refreshment tables, "Is that Andrew over there spiking the punch?" Mulder snorted as he noticed the red-headed menace dumping brown and clear liquids into the punch. "Would you like a cup?" "Henry, that's not funny." Scully reprimanded with a scowl, making a move toward the punch bowl when she collided into Paul's enormous frame, both of them startling. It was Mulder's turn to scowl as he saw that dimple appear in the ranger's cheek. "Ma'am." Paul said politely, tipping his hat in apology, as if he was totally surprised by 'accidentally' running into Scully. Mulder's features turned darker, being a guy himself, it wasn't hard to see a pick-up line being carefully constructed. He was sure Scully had to catch it as well. "Wanna' dance? They're playin' a catchy tune." Paul boldly continued, managing to weed Mulder's steely glance away as he blocked Scully's vision with a massive arm. Mulder counted down the seconds, predicting Scully's famous, business-like demeanor to reveal itself and to put this mammoth in his place without even hesitating. Paul's proposal was so obviously ridiculous--Scully would never accept such a thing. He waited another moment, his brows furrowing at the silence, a burn igniting in his stomach. He noticed Scully had opened her mouth to speak, but hesitated. He didn't realize that she had been unsure how to make peace between her partner and Paul, the silent glares between them not hard to miss. To Mulder, the pause had relayed a wrong message, his veins turning into an uncontrollable fire. She was actually considering it, Mulder fumed, how could she after discovering the emptiness that hid beneath its flashy exterior?! He desperately wanted to grab the tree-trunk arm in front of him, move it aside, and whisk the woman he didn't want to share into the colored lights, twirling skirts, and melancholy country notes. To only hold her in his arms, hands clasped, hips inches apart and swaying together in harmonious step were the images flooding his mind with hurricane force. His emotions were running wild across his skin, his breath was short and labored, but he knew he had to move away while he still could. The only thing worse than watching a dance between his partner and Paul was allowing his romantic thoughts to escape into the open in a moment of jealousy he couldn't help but feel; to ruin a friendship he never wanted to lose...ever. That pain was the most unbearable of all. Mulder rushed over toward Scully, leaning into her hair's fragrance of mountain wildflowers, but able to whisper in a hurried rush, "Don't let me stop you." Scully was absolutely stunned as she tried to whip around to look into Mulder's face, but he was already making a bee-line for the door, disappearing into the black night in a matter of seconds. X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X ------------------- 8:38 PM - SATURDAY ------------------- " 'Whoever you are In the evening go outside Out of your room Where you know everything.'" Mulder whipped around as the wind carried Scully's soft voice to his ears. He was perched precariously at the end of the dock, his shoes hastily kicked to the side, while the cool lake water flowed between his toes. He strained his eyes into the darkness toward the other end of the dock, the white of the moon stubbornly shining in between a gap in the clouds, illuminating his partner as she emerged, immersed in silver, like an angel full of grace. "Rilke." Mulder cited, feeling the warmth of a smile form on Scully's face in the darkness. "I didn't know you've read his work." Scully openly observed as she reached the end of the dock, the material from her skirt brushing against the back of her thighs in a soft rustle as she seated herself next to Mulder. She slowly removed her sandals one by one, the wispy scrape of the leather never breaking the night's utter silence or the soft music of the lake. She took a moment to soak in the heavens through the sky's cloudy veil, the pale moonlight illuminating the curve of her neck while the lake gurgled below as her feet hit the waters. "And you know, I definitely think he was on to something." This brought a smile to Mulder's face as his eyes joined Scully's into the infinite space above them. The tiny, white pinpoints of light shone stubbornly through the cloud's mask, a photograph of the past, the future hidden in the dark depths behind them. The night's full moon cast silver rays across the Appalachian Mountains and the lake, cresting each ripple of water with a silver lining, like a perfect white diamond glittering on the surface. The air was laden with the threat of rain, but the persistent wind was fresh and light, intermingling Mulder's well-placed cologne with Scully's flowery shampoo that she had used only a few short hours earlier. Now the only sounds were the tired creaks from the dock and the soft wind brushing through the treetops, listening to the evidence of two breathing souls at the water's edge. "You know," Scully continued as she circled her tiny feet in the cool waters, "sitting here like this reminds me of something that happened a long time ago." Mulder nodded, eagerly hoping Scully wouldn't stop there. "One year when my father came home from sea duty, my mom got all of us dressed up and took us out to the docks to greet him. She started talking with friends of hers, which usually happened while we were waiting, and being kids, it didn't take long for us to get bored. So we snuck away down to the water's edge where Missy and I threw off our shoes and my brothers hiked up their pants. We went wading. Bill started a water fight by flinging water at Charlie, and it didn't take long for everyone to get involved--we all ended up being soaked. Next thing we know, mom is standing there, totally horrified that our good clothes were soaked and our hair looked like something out of Rugrats. We were all grounded for a month, but even though mom would never admit it, having all of us confined to the house with her was more punishment for her than us." Mulder chuckled as he stole a glance at Scully's silver, smooth- skinned face, quickly drawing in a breath at the beauty he beheld. It was rare that they shared stories about their past, but Mulder immensely enjoyed it when Scully did open up those secret hiding places from within her guarded exterior. Of course, he quickly reprimanded himself, he was just as guilty of the same crime by never sitting down with his partner to talk about anything besides a case they were working on, and it bothered him that someone who had impersonated him could do it so easily. Plus, the worse part of that whole ordeal was that all it had taken was a bottle of wine and some firelight to relax his partner, and when he had barged in, they were way too close on the couch for his comfort. It had all been so easy, it seemed, but what it really came down to was who was going to take the first step--the most challenging and difficult move of all. At one time fate had been set into motion in the hallway, but just as a VCR left on pause long enough would burn a hole in a tape, the pause from the hallway was slowly burning a hole in his heart. And now, here she was next to him, talking to him, and so absolutely stunning Mulder couldn't even look at her to keep his heart rate steady. The moon swathed her in it's bluish-white fire, every strand of her silky hair shone like delicate crystals of light, each eye a blue abyss of beauty as they projected their most innermost thoughts into the heavens. Scully looked at him out of the corner of her eye, knowing him too well not to sense that something important was preying on his mind, something he couldn't bring himself to say. She continued slowly, her voice subdued to only one decibel higher than the wind's whispers. "Mulder, why in the world did you run out back at the mixer? Right after you left they started playing 'Rockin' Robin' and the place turned into a complete madhouse. There were more tweeting and arm flapping going on in there than in something you'd find on the Discovery channel." Mulder slowly exhaled and uttered something that sounded like an abrupt laugh. Scully noticed that he had stiffened and seemed suddenly uncomfortable. She wondered if she should backtrack from the question and change the subject, but her instincts were telling her Mulder had an answer, but not one he wanted to share. Her curiosity outweighed her last thought, it was certainly a surprise to her to see him hastily excuse himself when Paul had stepped into the picture. Mulder's thoughts were reeling at lightning speed for a safe answer, but he was well aware of how well his partner knew him, and he didn't want to sit there and fumble around with an obvious made-up story. Over the years he had slowly realized Scully had an uncanny attraction to rugged men in uniform. First there was the local sheriff in Cheney, although he never understood the turn-on with those teeth the sheriff sported. Then of course, there was the time she came back from vacation from Maine, going on and on about 'Jack' and his poster in the office. He was no fool, of course. The minute she had headed out of the office on her way to M street he was using all available FBI resources to find out who this 'Jack' was. He was surprised that it turned out to be an older man with a bit of a cherub-looking face. Both times he couldn't understand what Scully was thinking, but at least with Paul, the physical reasons were more obvious, the confusion starting with the fact that Paul was undoubtedly dumb as a post. But he knew he couldn't lie, couldn't stand to see that disappointed expression on her face because of him. Finally he spoke, his words touched by a wry melancholy, "I didn't want to be in the way of a budding new romance." This brought a roguish smile to Scully's lips and a glowing flash of pink to her cheeks at the thought that Mulder had been bothered by the image. She was only way too familiar with what he was feeling herself, remembering her run-in with her partner and Phoebe in the hall, Detective White on his bed in the hotel, Dr. Bambi...of all names, and...she shuddered at the name...Diana Fowley. "Mulder," she said slowly, taking another quick peek from the corner of her eye to read her partner's expression, "Whatever gave you that idea?" Mulder moved immediately into his previous struggle to produce another ambiguous answer, but was saved as Scully noticed this and continued in a non-committal tone, "I think Dorothy has deemed herself our keeper, because it wasn't two seconds after you left that she stepped in and took Paul off to dance. Of course, she also whispered to me that you owed her one later." Mulder brightened at the mental picture, giving a light chuckle as his shoulders relaxed. Scully knew just how to comfort him and make light of the situation, no matter the circumstances. He turned to face Scully, their eyes instantly locking, a smile playing at both of their lips. Mulder stared longingly into his partner's indigo pools, their gaze seeming to hold forever. "What's going to happen to us, Scully?" Scully's brow made a slight furrow. "What do you mean?" "You know, thirty years from now, when we're so old the best paranormal case is about who put the tooth in the Jell-O." "Well, who's to say that you won't turn out like Dorothy, watching the skies until your last breath? Your spirit is too strong, Mulder. I can't see you willingly ever wanting to stop." Mulder nodded. "Me and my backhoe, right? Always digging further on a quest where the end is only a mirage. But what has happened to our normalcy, an object we made the choice to abandon so many years ago." "Like having 2.3 kids, a dog, and a house with a picket fence?" Scully paraphrased, looking down at her feet as she swirled them in the water. "I believe I've brought this up once before, which you casually brushed off." Mulder didn't confirm or deny Scully's last statement, but added, "Well, maybe it's normal to want that cozy American Dream at some point in your life." "Everyone is different, Mulder, there really isn't a concrete answer as to why our instincts search for that ideal. As Yazid once said, 'This thing we tell of can never be found by seeking, yet only seekers find it.'" Mulder's eyes turned dark and thoughtful. "Ah, more words of wisdom, but that's coming from the guy who also believes 'a single atom of the sweetness of wisdom in a man's heart is better than a thousand pavilions in Paradise.' Do your lifelong religious beliefs just completely agree with that? Eternal paradise is nothing compared to just one atom of kindness in a man's heart?" Scully's eyes froze toward the dark depths of the lake, her body suddenly growing still. She let out a long breath as she boldly turned her head to connect with her partner's shadowed eyes. The drifting clouds above had momentarily filtered out the white glow, making Scully feel more protected than she had been moments earlier. Her eyes had already betrayed the answer she had concluded, shining bright with strength through her soul's blazing windows. She hesitated, her mouth open, feeling as if she were leaning over the edge of an abyss. For some reason she felt compelled to answer, unable to hide her honesty. Her voice was as slow and throaty as the night winds. "It takes finding that one atom to know if it's true. When I read it back in college, I didn't pay much mind to it, but since then...my beliefs have changed." Mulder's heart agonizingly ached to believe she was speaking about more than being 'older and wiser', but didn't have to go far for an answer as the moon peeked through the clouds, a moment of unguarded emotion offered to him as a sacred gift in his partner's eyes. It was paralyzing. Scully had quickly reproached herself for her honesty, but all of her secrets felt invaded, looked-over and unfolded like clothes in a fancy store. She was the clerk, running frantically to put everything back in the correct places, preparing the merchandise for the next big sale. A pang of anxiety clenched her stomach as she snatched her gaze away and back down to the waters. Mulder had been waiting for such an invitation since their moment together in his hallway. Now that it had actually happened, it had been so quick he wasn't certain if it was something his own wistful imagination had concocted. Scully had withdrawn whatever it was she was just offering, and he knew it was crucial not to push or pursue the fragile coil that connected them. He could feel her heavy dread and uncertainty like a dam being opened above them, and he quickly took hold of his senses to devise a way to put her at ease once again. Their conversation had become too intense too quickly, and it was his turn to correct the direction. "How about this," Mulder proposed, his voice cracking on his opening words, "You know how good friends will sometimes make those pacts so they're assured they won't grow old alone? Say, in thirty years if they haven't gotten married they'll marry each other?" Scully raised a curious eyebrow, his voice sounding quite normal after his opening, assisting to help her feel much calmer. She sliced her feet through the cool waters below, the coolness helping to reconcile her and to lend her a small measure of detachment. "Why don't we do that, Scully? Then we'll never have to investigate Jello alone." Mulder kidded, rolling back onto his hands into that distinguished pose of his that was by no means calculated...well, maybe at one time, but now it was just natural. His proposal provoked a subterranean joy from within the pit of her stomach as she observed him with interest. Her comeback was already at the tip of her tongue, her voice ringing out clear and soft. "It would never work." "And why is that, Agent Scully?" A playful smile ignited at the corners of her soft, reddened lips. "I don't think calling each other 'Mulder' would last very long." Mulder grinned ruefully. "Immediate annulment for name calling. Well, you could always talk Frohike into being a Jello assistant." "My arteries would be clogged from all of those huevos rancheros by the time I'm 60." Scully snorted, "I'll pass." "Would you pass on this?" Mulder asked quickly with the slightest of smiles touching his mouth as he pulled his large frame to its feet. He outstretched his arm, offering one of his sturdy hands, his fingers tipped with smooth, rounded nails. Scully's eyes moved from the hand to her partner's face. A deep voice inside her was already whispering for her to take it, to grab hold of the person she desperately wanted. She wasn't sure what Mulder was planning, but she instinctively slid her palm into his, the warmth between them igniting a fire they only pretended not to notice. His hand immediately gripped over hers with a tender strength and with deliberate slowness assisted her to her feet. "I should have asked you this back at the mixer, and it has nothing to do with being undercover." Mulder whispered into the wind, his heart pounding with hurricane force as his nerves set his skin on fire. "Dance with me." "Is that a question?" Scully chided with a smile. "Maybe not, but I don't want 'no' for an answer." Mulder persisted in a serious tone, his memory blurring to only one other time when they had danced. They had left their inhibitions that night, discovering a victim with many more serious problems than the ones they had with each other, and had proudly swayed together to the music, ignoring the throngs of noisy people behind them. But now they were in front of no one but themselves and the shadowed mountainous earth cocooned around them. They shared a respectful silence, a perfect stillness as Scully's bare feet moved closer to Mulder's across the damp wood that had grown dark with age. No sound was emitted from their movements, but the silence was absolute, reverential. There was no need for music, their connection far more harmonious than any note could produce. Mulder's touch was faint and nostalgic to the deep recesses of Scully's memory, sadness seeping from her soul at the thought that these touches were from her partner, her friend, but not from a romantic love, an uncharted territory waiting between them. Mulder could barely contain his feet to stay in their place as he allowed Scully as much time as she wanted to move into his arms. Even though he felt the impulse to rush close to her, he knew after six years it wasn't suddenly going to change into a lightning round. It had to be right and comfortable for both of them, and he may have had ideas where he would like this dance to progress to, but he knew it was important to leave the future unwritten and open, glad that Scully had accepted his invitation at all. He felt the softness of her skin run along the outside of his arms, her hand moving to his back to find a natural place in its embrace. The other hand stayed firmly in his, their lock unbreakable. Scully had stopped her body about a foot away from his, cautious at that distance. She moved her gaze back to her partner's face, the moon's gentle, silver light accentuating the slight shadow under his eyes. She was conscious of the smell of myrrh, of him, her chest struggling with her mind to give up the fight. She feared to keep her guard, that guard that she had dropped for only a second just a few minutes earlier. This fear had always been an unexpected factor, something that used so much energy to be constantly covered up, hiding a sudden, shattering discovery of a reality that had always been there, refusing to ever look at it. He was so close, his arms all around her, his smell, his breath, his eyes, his soul...her heart didn't want to break the closeness. Mulder began to lead Scully in a slow, swaying step, their bare feet still inaudible against the heavy wood. All Mulder could hear was the steady lapping of the water along the lake's shore, the wind sending its whispered secrets into the trees, and the beating of his own heart roaring through his ears. Words were unnecessary. The perfect language was shining through his partner's eyes, being returned back through his own. She was slowly relaxing in his arms, their steps becoming hypnotic and dream-like. He could feel her body inch closer, cautious and asking, and he quickly responded by drawing her next him. His senses soared as her moon silvered hair rested comfortably beneath his chin, the fragrance of her deafening his sense of smell, the feel of her body pressed against his making his sense of touch melt into a pool of fire. He couldn't sort his thoughts, couldn't rationalize, couldn't deny, but instead, his heart had taken over. It was far more powerful than any other part of him, and it had begun living again, after so many years of keeping it subdued. His heart, his love, was undeniably in control, turned on by a switch only Scully was able to access. Scully was engulfed in Mulder's strong arms, her feet in harmony with his. She could feel the soft beat of his heart against her cheek, it's steady rhythm taking her to places she had only imagined. This had to be a dream, so many of them that had taken her to this point only to open her eyes to see a ceiling, a sweat- covered bed, and to realize that she was alone...so very alone. She moved her head back and lazily opened her eyes. Her partner was there, reflecting the moon as two tiny white spheres from the pupil of his eyes. Behind the white reflection was a depth of emotion that stole her breath, and their feet stopped. Mulder's hands moved deliberate and slow to frame Scully's shadowy, sliver face. His fingers gently tangled themselves in her hair, their gaze never breaking. He was looking down into an abyss, an abyss he had stepped up to before. He knew once he jumped he could never go back, and just as the time before, he had never been so sure about anything in his life. The storm of emotions raged through him as he faced her, his breath quick and shallow. He was very conscious of the touch of her arms as they moved behind his neck, each aware of the other's closeness. His mouth was dry by the overwhelming sense of what was to come, but the current flowing between them was unmistakable. His eyes continued to look at her steadily; the skin was smooth across her cheekbones, the curve of her lips softening everything. He felt a shiver of fire inside of him as his feelings ran deep, far deeper than he could ever find on his own. His hands tightened their grip, not wanting what was between them to slip away, ever. Suddenly his head was in motion, his lips aching to touch the soul only his eyes had previously been allowed to see. He was hurtling through space toward his partner of six years, who occupied a place in time in his very being, the residue of another life already implanted upon his character, she was a part of him that would last forever. The earth and heavens held their breath as the two souls on the dock were about to mark the end of a chapter of life and ready to open a new one as cleanly as a cut with a scalpel. Scully was buffeted by conflicting emotions, but she was magnetized by the forces deep inside, acutely listening to the secrets projected by her partner, her companion. She leaned forward toward his advances, the answers seeming so clear and raw. Their lips were now only centimeters apart, both of them pausing once more to give each other one last confirmation. The hesitation was almost unbearable, their anxious breaths showering against each other, warm and moist against each other's skin. Scully closed her eyes slowly as she moved toward her partner, the heat of his face radiating against her own. He was so close to her, her heart pounding in every section of her body. It was only a matter of seconds. Warmth descended upon her lips, a light brush of flesh, so innocent yet intimate, revealing an entry into the darkest shadows of the soul, the echo of a contained silence screaming to be heard. Yet the touch she only began to know suddenly disappeared, leaving her wanting it to return, confused at the sudden disruption. "Henry! Kate! I've been looking all over for you!" Mulder had pulled back, startled by the voice that shattered the mountain silence, both of their bodies frozen in time, dazed by the broken spell. "I just, ah," Gil slowed down as he approached the dock, obviously noticing what he had interrupted, "...um, I, uh, just got a page. They found Beth about twenty miles from here--over at Skyland Mountain. Come on, I'll drive!" X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X ------------------------------- 9:34 PM GIL'S TRUCK DESTINATION: SKYLAND MOUNTAIN ------------------------------- Relentless red-to-amber-to-blue car lights reflected on the asphalt surface of the road as a police car rushed by. Tiny drops of rain were spattering against the windshield while Gil switched the wipers up a notch, the tires making a soft swishing sound as they traveled across the wet terrain. The narrow beams of light from the old Chevy stretched out a narrow path ahead of them, illuminating only segments of wet asphalt, making it gleam like fresh varnish. The pitch black forest around them threatened to leave the tiny, amber beams crushed and annihilated in its vastness. Gil, Mulder, and Scully were piled into the Chevy's unaccommodating bench seat, in that order, and the silence was far thicker than the infinite expanse of blackness outside. Mulder searched the oblique night with his eyes, the moldy, damp smell from Gil's truck irritating his nostrils. The truck's dash was sun-cracked like an empty river basin, one mat on Scully's side was missing, not that it mattered much to the scrap of carpeting on the floor. His senses were still scorched from the interrupted moment between him and his partner, now a moment that was twenty minutes behind him. His hands curled into a ball at the thought, palms damp with sweat; his thoughts were anxious, full of questions, laced with a heightened sense of aliveness. For all of the rationalizing and analyzing his work had fine-tuned in him, he was at a loss of words when it came to explaining how he had just kissed Dana Scully. Of course, he wasn't sure if it really could be considered a kiss since he barely touched her, but the intent was there, and she had followed through on her end. She had been a magnetizing force that had finally conquered his last barrier, but now sitting in the truck, his senses back under control, he could only ask himself how could he have been so foolish to jeopardize the relationship he had with his partner. He desperately wanted confirmation from Scully that everything was alright, reviewing the last twenty minutes over in his mind once again. They had been startled on the dock, feeling like a pair of adolescents being caught making-out by their parents. What was worse that it had began raining, a barely imperceptible drizzle from the clouds above, their hair and clothes damp as they had mechanically grabbed their shoes and took off after Gil, professionalism giving them both a hard shake. It was easy to stare at Gil than at each other, and even easier to part ways to grab some dry clothes and the proper necessities they would need for the crime scene. It got harder when they met at Gil's truck, now both clad in long, dark coats to protect them from the rain threatening to intensify, Mulder catching his coattail on a hook as he climbed into the truck's cab, feeling Scully free it behind him as she worked her way in. Scully rubbed up against him, not on purpose, as she squeezed herself between the door and his body. For a moment it looked like she debated whether to grab his forearm, but instead she turned her head to the window, staring out into nothingness while Gil relayed the sketchy details he had received over the phone. Mulder refrained from letting out a sigh, stealing a glance toward Scully. She was heart-wrenchingly quiet, her enigmatic eyes never revealing what they were looking at or wanted to look at, what they were thinking or feeling. He knew Gil, over to his left, was feeling very much like a third wheel in the awkward moment, not knowing what to do except drive as fast as possible, looking as if he was concentrating on his driving and switching the groaning gears on the truck. Mulder grimaced as his thoughts turned to Gil. If it wasn't a bee, it was a bird lover from the Appalachians with a cockatoo named Mac. Not that the man had done it on purpose, but as Dorothy had said before, "Fate, Henry." So, he questioned, was this fate's oh so unsubtle way to tell him this was wrong, that every time he attempted to change the course of history, a divine intervention occurred to steer him back on track? If so, it was time he had a little talking to with the gods of fate. Most of all, Mulder's entire being yearned for the finish of that attempted kiss. He wanted to touch her soul, let her touch his, release the dark silence that caused so much misery and loneliness within his heart. Although she was about to return his kiss, he wondered if she felt the same, because if so, why had she never mentioned their first attempt? It was hard enough waiting a whole entire year after that moment, but this time he promised himself the kiss by the lake would not go forgotten. "Where could Lou be?" Gil muttered with a strained sigh into the thick silence, his knuckles white against the wheel. "That's what we're going to find out." Mulder answered calmly, "You said yourself that Beth was in critical condition, but she was conscious for a short period of time right before the paramedics arrived. I'm sure the police have been trying to ask her that very question." Gil made another audible sigh, his face white against his gray hair. "It's just not making sense, none of it! Lou has been a ranger here for five years, he knows his way around. Why would he not be with her..." "Lets not assume the worst, Mr. Hahn." Scully purposely cut in, never turning her face from the passenger window, but clearly understanding what was on the worried proprietor's mind. The truck fell silent. Rubber scraped against glass, the wipers whirring in a steady rhythm to toss the raindrops from the window, more rain drumming against the metal roof above their heads. The weak beams of light flashed by a road sign, a sign familiar to Mulder and Scully on a personal level: 'Ascend to the Stars. Skyland Mountain.' We should just buy a cabin and live up here, Mulder mused to himself with sarcasm. This would be their third trip to the mountain, this trip as equally unpleasant as the last two. The first time he had lost his partner to a psychotic and the unknown forces waiting at the top of the mountain, swinging for life from a ski gondola in a failed rescue attempt. The second, he and Scully had gone together, looking over a mass of brutally burned bodies. Not long after that he had thought he had lost Scully again. And now here came visit number three, to find a severely injured young woman, her hiking partner still missing. "We'll be up there in about ten minutes." Gil spoke again, his voice heavy, strange. Mulder acknowledged the comment with a slight nod, checking from the corner of his eye to see Scully resting her chin on one hand, making a perfect imitation of The Thinker. Damn, Mulder cursed to himself, was she even breathing?! This was Scully in her purest form, so patented with her protective shell there was no breaching it from any angle. It angered him that he couldn't prod her to open up, to try anything to break the silence. He knew she was terrified beyond recognition. So was he. In the history of time, Mulder was positive the next ten minutes were the slowest ever recorded. ------------------ 9:52 SKYLAND MOUNTAIN CRIME SCENE ------------------ The crime scene wasn't hard to miss. The Chevy pulled into a tangled web of police and ranger SUVs, blue, white, and red lights silently strobing across the heavy wet leaves and saturated pavement. The rain had subsided into a misting drizzle once more, and Scully clutched the rusted door handle next to her, ready to pounce on the scene as soon as Gil slowed the vehicle. Skyland wasn't as important to her as the young woman she had grown close to from the vivid writings of the journal. While she had given some thought, actually she was sick with confusion over it, to what had happened between her and Mulder back at Skyhigh, the urgency as a medical doctor, with a life waiting for her help, was keeping her focused and sharp for what was about to come. The wheels slowed, Scully's body coiled like a spring, hand on the coarse piece of metal that would free her from the truck's cab. She pulled it abruptly, exiting into a pool of rainwater, its wet coolness seeping into her socks, down between her toes. Her feet sloshed through the puddle, relentless, moving through the wildly parked police cars still rushing to the scene around her. She dodged a bumper, ignored a horn blowing immediately behind her as her legs pounded across the wet earth, determined, professional. She moved toward a group of police officers, droplets of water falling from the brims of their hats, flashlights illuminating white sheets of paper as pens slowly moved. She reached in her pocket, feeling the familiar piece of leather, moving it in slow-motion as she pulled her badge free, pushing it into the air with an unmistakable boastfulness. "Special Agent Dana Scully. FBI." Pens hung in mid-sentence as if the realism had been so sudden it had paralyzed gestures that had barely begun. The soft hush of water trickled onto the treetops, playing musical notes into the pools of dark water around them. "This is my crime scene, Miss." Spoke a gravel voice as its owner appeared. He was a man in his fifties, stomach shaped like a barrel, protruding over his belt. His jowls hung limply around his face, his tiny eyes growing into a horizontal line as he squinted at Scully's polished demeanor, wrinkles crosshatching at the corners. A movement of a flashlight across his uniform revealed a shiny silver star. "I don't remember anyone callin' the FBI out here." Scully wasn't phased, her piercing stare finally making the officer withdraw his attacks. "Sheriff Logan." He introduced, extending his hand. Scully kept her handshake brief, her impatience obvious, her concern unmistakable. Her chestnut hair was already frizzing in the light rain, drops beading on the shoulders of her jacket before whisking away down the sides. "I'm a medical doctor--I can assist in treating the victim if you'll please take me to her." "Already taken care of." Sheriff Logan answered contritely as if passing a dead husband's unpaid bills to an unsuspecting widow. "Mountain rescue has already brought in the chopper and evacuated her by air. She was in no condition to waste even a second, so some of the best doctors around these parts are workin' on her down at the University hospital in Charlottesville." Dammit, Scully muttered to herself, the bitter realization that their one big chance in solving the case and finding Lou just got moved 40 miles away. "She's been flown to a hospital already?" Boomed Mulder's voice from behind, gasping for breath as he and Gil caught up with Scully's quick getaway from the truck. He sheltered Scully with an umbrella he was carrying, his frame only inches behind hers. "Another fed? How many of 'em got called out here...ah..." "Mulder." The agent supplied quickly, throwing his badge into the light as Scully had done minutes earlier, ignoring the officer's remarks. "So what can you tell us, Sheriff?" Sheriff Logan looked irritated, as if Mulder and Scully were wasting his time. He took his own time grabbing for his notepad, scratching an armpit in the process. "Well," he began in his thick, southern drawl, runoff from the rain forming a tiny trickle off his hat as he looked down, "a ranger found her on Limberlost Trail, about a quarter of a mile from here. Stuck back under a sheltering shelf of rock, pretty safe really." Scully could feel Mulder's hand press to her damp shoulder, the warmth spreading across her skin. "But she must not have been there long--she was marked up pretty bad. Cuts, gashes, blow to the head. She was unconscious when we found her, but thankfully alive. After we got her on a backboard, she woke up a little. She didn't say anything, but she looked pretty scared. It was only a few minutes before she was out again, then the paramedics flew in, packed her up, and took her on." "Anything else, Sheriff? Maybe something unusual at the crime scene?" Mulder pursued. "Well, no, no funny business that we could see." "Sheriff!" Called a ranger, jogging up to the heavy man, a walkie talkie intermittently squawking in his hand. Sheriff Logan grunted as he turned to the call of his name, acknowledging the camouflage-brown ranger with an inquiring eyebrow. "The press had gotten wind that something's going on up here--they must have heard the call to Mountain Rescue. Right now they're lining up at the entrance stations. We've got the guards down there holding them off, but they're claiming their amendment rights to get up here. We can't hold 'em back much longer." Sheriff Logan nodded his square head grimly, a tired sigh escaping from his large frame. "Alright, Bob, tell 'em to let 'em on through." The ranger stopped short, giving the Sheriff a questioning glance. At the Sheriff's confirming nod, the ranger pressed the button on the walkie-talkie, sending through the message. "Alright, boys, listen up!" The sheriff yelled out, his voice gritty and raspy across the quiet mountaintop. "We've got twenty, maybe twenty-five minutes to clean this up before the press arrives! I want some of you to start headin' down there, and if you catch any of them speedin', write 'em up! And check their decals while you're at it!" As the sheriff continued with his commands, Mulder and Scully heard Gil's voice behind them, shocking them both with it's sudden high- pitched crack, a sound overwhelmed by anger. "What is the meaning of this?!" Scully spun around, her eyes darting from behind Mulder's black-clad frame to see a large utility truck pull up. Men were jumping from the back, rifles in hand, camouflage covering their bodies, blending them into the dark night. Hunters. "No rifles are allowed in the park!" Gil shouted with a sickened tone, racing toward the group of five men, his grey eyes ablaze with a sudden aplomb. "Is he with you?" Sheriff Logan asked distastefully, as if Gil's actions were the craziest thing he'd ever seen, the hunters now yelling "tree-hugger!" as Gil tried to block them off. "Sheriff, what is this about?!" Scully asked, spinning face-to-face with the pudgy man. She could smell cigarettes and coffee lingering on his breath. "The hunters are here from a direct order straight from Capitol Hill, approved by the NPS. It's over both our heads." Sheriff Logan explained, as he stroked his ill-shaven chin with one hand, tiredly pulling a sheet of paper from his pocket with the other. Gil raced back toward the sheriff, however mediocre he had been before, this threat to what he held dear had turned him into a driven man. His face contorted with a purpose Scully never imagined this man was even capable of. The precious animals of the park were clearly emblazoned in his eyes as he yanked the offered paper from the sheriff's hand with a crisp snap, anger adding years to his face. "You can't do this!" "Oh, did I mention, those marks on Beth," Sheriff Logan continued in his calm, pretentious manner, "were not made by a human." Mulder head snapped up from reading the paper with Gil. "What's the fastest way to get to Charlottesville from here?" The sheriff gave a hearty chuckle, taunting Mulder for asking such a question, belly jumping up and down. "You drive, Mr. Mulder. Like the rest of us." X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X~*~X ---------------------------------------- University Medical Center University of Virginia, Charlottesville 10:50 PM - SATURDAY ---------------------------------------- "Mulder, I have to tell you something." Mulder's heart seized in his chest at the words, a tingle of fear gripping him at the unknown subject Scully was about to address. Mulder had ended up driving the old Chevy down to Charlottesville, the entire twenty-five minutes had been silent inside the truck. Gil had stayed behind, refusing to leave the hunters alone. Scully was sure the wiry man would have chained himself to them if it was possible. She wasn't sure how that was going to turn out, but the sheriff's "don't worry, I'll take care of it" didn't sound very promising. Mulder was now weaving the dilapidated Chevy around the hospital parking lot, looking for the first available space to park. He would have gladly parked at the hospital curb, but when he equated Skinner's face with a parking ticket, he decided against it. Now he had to brace himself--was Scully going to mention what happened on the dock? "The book I was reading before the mixer was actually Beth's journal." Scully went on. The cramping in Mulder's stomach immediately let up. "She had an entry on the day they disappeared." Scully continued, still looking out the window and not over at Mulder. She explained how Beth and Lou had confronted the two men with the gun and how they had decided to go back into the woods as soon as they had the chance. "You got all of that from a journal entry?" Mulder asked in an incredulous tone. "It was eleven pages long--the girl knew how to write." "That just proves beyond a shadow of a doubt there's something big out there, and someone is trying to cover it up. Beth said two people saw strange lights on North Ridge? Sounds like we've got two witnesses we can question, not to mention that ranger that found Beth." Mulder added determinedly, bringing the truck to a halt in a tiny space, a car on Mulder's side parked over their line, making it difficult for Mulder to squeeze out. Their conversation ended abruptly as they wasted no time rushing inside, the sting of antiseptic and formaldehyde greeting their nostrils as their shoes clapped against the slick vinyl flooring. It was quiet in the hospital that evening, their ministrations causing eyes to look their way, irritated for the peace being disturbed. The environment was sterile and gray, a tired nurse at the front desk patiently awaiting for Mulder and Scully approach her. She stayed primly in her chair, a Styrofoam cup of steaming liquid clenched in one palm. "Can I help you?" "Where would they admit someone brought in by air rescue?" Scully asked crisply, shaking the rain from the folds of her long coat. "Try the Trauma Center--just follow the blue line." She answered mechanically, taking a small sip of her drink. "Thank you." Mulder spoke out of courtesy, already at Scully's heels, rushing by the front desk and the nurse. The hospital was a maze of hallways, the only saving grace being the painted colors of lines that led visitors to the correct destinations. It only took a few minutes to find the Trauma Center, a large nurse's station standing protectively in the front to ward off any unwanted visitors. "Special Agent Mulder with the FBI," Mulder introduced, flashing his badge, "and my partner Special Agent Scully. We're here to see Beth Andrews--she was brought in by air around an hour ago from Skyland. It's vital that we speak with her." An older nurse, facial expression stern and unyielding, stopped typing on the computer to give the two agents a once over with her eyes. "Beth's condition is extremely critical. We're doing everything we can, but the prognosis is not good. She can't take a lot of stress right now, so unless you're family, I can't let you in." Scully could feel Mulder's frustration level begin to rise. "Shirley," Scully pressed, reading the tag on the nurse's shirt, "I'm a medical doctor. I assure you we are extremely concerned about Beth's condition and will keep our questions to a minimum. A life depends on her knowledge, and as close as she was to this person, I don't doubt she is willing to help him any way she can." Shirley looked dubious, cocking her head to one side to ponder the decision she had to make, deep creases forming on her brow. "You're saying there's another one out there in the mountains?" "That's correct." Mulder jumped back in, feeling the nurse's steel wall giving way. "And we want him to come back alive as well--but only she knows where he is." The nurse nodded, her black curls bobbing from beneath her white hat. "If I let you see her, it's on my conditions." Scully raised an inquiring eyebrow. "I go with you, and you've got five minutes." The nurse continued, reaching over to pull a chart from a large pile of folders next to the computer. "I've contacted her family--they're coming here from Virginia Beach, but it will take them a few hours to drive. It's important they see her...just in case." She walked around the nurse's station, motioning for the two agents to follow her. She turned to hand Scully the folder. "You can see for yourself what she's been through. I'm warning you both, she's had a lot of work done to her, so prepare yourselves in advance." Scully flipped open the folder as she walked behind Mulder and the nurse, passing tiny cubicles of critically sick patients to her left, high-tech machines monitoring their every breath. Her eyes narrowed, then widened as she rapidly read, "Good lord, Beth is lucky to be alive at all, Mulder. She's suffered a subdural hematoma, atalectisis..." Mulder cleared his throat, giving his partner a questioning glance. "...which means a punctured left lung." Scully quickly supplied, her eyes moving back to the doctor's scrawl on the papers. "The hematoma seems to be the most serious problem she has, which is bleeding in the dural space of the brain. Depending on the severity, it can be deadly." "Well, that and the blood loss from her wounds. Some of them are more than four inches deep." Shirley supplied as she walked in front of the two agents. "We haven't been able to determine what caused them, but we did find some foreign fibers which we sent to the labs. By some miracle, she lucked out with only a perforation of her bladder. If that cut had been a couple inches higher it would have hit her liver, in which case, she wouldn't be here at all." Scully exchanged a horrified glance with Mulder, her eyes confirming that the rest of the file was just as brutal. How any human had survived such a traumatic, painful ordeal was beyond her comprehension. "When she first got here she was cyanotic," Shirley continued, rounding a corner. "Once we inserted the chest tube that brought a little color back to her. She received three blood transfusions, the OR doctors wanting to take her up for immediate emergency surgery. The Trauma doctor that took care of her, Dr. Koch, finally came to an agreement with them to wait. She would no doubt not be able to survive surgery. It's a terrible shame--she's one of the youngest patients we've ever had with this much complication." Mulder's mouth was unpleasantly dry after hearing the details from Scully and Shirley, his heart racing with pain and sympathy as the nurse stopped in front of one of the cubicles. The blinds were drawn shut across the window so no curious eyes could peer in. "But what amazed us the most was that she wasn't in a deep coma, as one would think with these conditions." Shirley continued in a soft whisper. "She was out cold when they brought her in, but she did open her eyes for about fifteen minutes before the morphine put her to sleep. She's had a blow to her larynx, but she does respond by blinking her eyes and trying to move her lips." "So you talked to her?" Mulder inquired, growing warmer by the second under his coat. "Just to ask if she understood where she was and we explained to her what we had done to help her." Shirley answered. "She may or may not wake up when we go in there, but I guess you two can give it a try. Beth is lucky to be alive." "Or unlucky." Mulder mumbled in a grave tone. "Thank you." Scully nodded, closing the folder and inhaling a deep breath through her nostrils. She walked in first, her eyes catching sight of the blurry silhouette of a human smothered in white blankets, resting calmly in a single bed. The dim glow from the hallway cast a narrow rectangle of pale light on the array of monitors positioned along one side of the bed. The radiators along the floor kept out the night's chill while rain pattered on the window. Scully stepped closer, holding down the sickened lump in her throat as a wave of mousy brown hair was askew across a white pillow. The hair immediately reminded her of the picture she had found with Beth's belongings, of the images that had been introduced into her mind from the beautiful words written from this young woman's very hand. Another step revealed Beth's face to Scully--a far cry from the face imprinted in her mind. Beth's skin was as white and lifeless as the nearby pillow, deep red cuts contrasting across her brow and cheeks, snaking around her neck. Medical tape and bandages zigzagged and crisscrossed around her hairline and into her hair, also disappearing under the carefully placed blankets. Scully's keen hearing immediately picked up the gurgling breath sounds emanating from Beth's chest and mouth, knowing only too well the familiarity of the sound. She had seen countless sick or injured victims, even autopsied more bodies than she could count, and yet it was heartbreaking to look at Beth, so innocent and young, being robbed of years with her family, of loving embraces, of disappointments and tears, of life. "Good God." Mulder whispered, "No one should have to endure such a nightmare. No imagination could come close to what she's been through." Scully acknowledged her partner with a grim glance, her teeth firmly gritted together as she pulled an edge of the blanket back, revealing a bare leg and foot. She moved to the long bandage on Beth's pasty white thigh, a jagged spot of red had already oozed to the surface. Scully gently removed it, Shirley turning to grab a fresh bandage. "Mulder...this gash is like nothing I've ever seen." Scully spoke with an incredulous tone, "It's at least a foot long, and by the looks of it, it certainly wasn't made by any kind of manmade object." "Still holding to the bear theory then?" Mulder asked seriously. "Well, by the width of it, it would have to be a mutant bear claw." Scully answered quickly, still studying the wound with precision. "No, no bear could do this...but *something* out there did." Mulder nodded, turning to Shirley who was waiting patiently for Scully to finish so she could redress the wound. The elderly nurse was keeping a watchful eye on both agents, her curiosity with their findings obvious. "You said they sent some evidence to the lab?" Mulder asked the woman. "When do you think they will have the results?" "Well, in cases like this, just a few hours." Shirley responded, taking Scully's cue to redress the wound. "With any kind of crime, we try to process any evidence we run across when a patient comes in." "Good." Scully stated with a sigh, moving toward the head of the bed to let Shirley work. "When they come back, please call us immediately. I'll leave my number with you before we go." "No problem." Shirley answered, holding up an empty spool of tape. "Shoot--I'm going to run over to the supply room--I'll be right back." Both agents nodded as Shirley stepped out of the room, immediately giving each other glances that spoke a thousand words. Scully reached underneath the blanket, threading her warm palm through Beth's cold, clammy hand. "Mulder, something dangerous is out in those woods, and you know as well as I do that it has nothing to do with...with..." "Those space critters?" Mulder supplied dryly, walking toward Scully and Beth, putting a hand on his partner's forearm. "Our only link to the truth of what did this is through Beth. Only she knows what really happened out there." "I know--I know..." Scully drifted, her voice full of anguish for the suffering Beth was enduring. She felt Mulder's sympathetic squeeze on her arm, the desire to step one foot closer into the comfort of his chest almost unbearable. She inwardly punished herself for the thought, wanting to stay strong and professional for Beth, to find the cause of this young woman's interminable pain. She felt the pressure once more, looking down to find Mulder had withdrawn his hand, but the feint, urgent grip continued against her palm. Beth was awake. "Mulder!" Scully hissed, her hand responding against Beth's, moving in closer to the pale face. Mulder was already in motion, moving close to Scully and noticing a quick flutter of eyelash from Beth's face. They patiently held their breaths, observing Beth endure the struggle to leave the unconscious world and return to the present. A tongue moved across cracked lips, the rattling in her lungs increased as her brown eyes opened and shut, fighting the drugs that were coursing through her body. Her pupils were large and distant as they strained to focus on the two faces looking down at her, once more grasping the hand that held hers. "Beth," Scully spoke with a soft whisper, noticing the girl's eyes had made a sudden, wide-open stare. It was a look of panic, of unfamiliarity, spurring Scully to quickly continue. She remembered Beth was extremely shy with strangers, so she had to make her best attempt to put Beth at ease. "My name is Dana, and this is my partner, Fox Mulder. We're from the FBI and have been investigating your disappearance from Skyhigh--trying to find you and your friend, Lou. You were found and brought to this hospital just a few hours ago, but if you can remember anything at all about where Lou might be it would be a big help in trying to locate him. Can you tell us what happened out there?" Beth's eyes dazedly darted from Scully to Mulder, eyeing them over meticulously. She quickly closed her eyes again, growing still. "Did she fall back to sleep?" Mulder asked, concern and weariness etched across his brow. "I don't know." Scully whispered quietly, "It looks like she closed her eyes--maybe she needs to rest a little." Mulder let out a long sigh, the trilling of his phone startling them both. He quickly reached in his coat pocket, giving Scully one last glance before stepping outside the room. "Hello?" Mulder asked quietly, the black object pressed against his right ear. "Henry?" came the elderly voice he had come to learn only too well. "Hello, Dorothy. Yes, it's me." "Oh good. I couldn't remember if this number was yours or Kate's, but thank goodness I guessed right." Dorothy's voice sounded distracted, Mulder noted, quickly asking, "So what's going on?" "It's not good, Henry." Floated Dorothy's concerned tone to his ear, "We're still over here at Skyhigh, keeping an eye on the party-goers for Gil. We think someone might have added some booze to the punch- -I've never seen so much staggering and throwing-up since the Bonanza food poisoning incident of '79." Mulder contained a tiny smile as Dorothy continued. "It's just a big mess, Henry. And to make matters worse we just got a call from Sheriff Logan. He said there was a big squabble between the hunters and Gil, and he was going to arrest him for disturbing the peace when Gil just bolted into the woods." "What?!" Mulder hissed into the phone. "It's too dangerous for him to be out there alone!" "We know that, Henry dear." Dorothy continued, her long sigh coming through the phone. "I'm working on sobering up George with some coffee and then we're going to take Mac up there. Knowing Gil, he hopefully hasn't gone too far, and seeing Mac will probably bring him back to his senses. He's so passionate for the animals up here, Henry, but his doings are going to get him hurt this time. What if he gets mistaken for an animal? Those hunters are notorious for having their 'accidents.'" "You're right." Mulder agreed gravely, "And the hunters are only half his worries." "What do you mean?" Dorothy asked suspiciously, realizing Mulder knew more than he was saying. "I don't know yet--that's what we're trying to figure out." "Well when you do, call me back. This phone should stay in range for a while, depending on how far we hike into the woods looking for Gil. I need to know--for Gil's sake." "I understand. Thanks for calling, Dorothy." "Hey, the more backup the better...oh no...George, get those people off the roof..." Dorothy was yelling as the other end of the phone suddenly went dead. "Who was that?" Scully asked absentmindedly as Mulder returned, watching him stuff the phone back in his coat pocket. "The latest update with Gil. Dorothy said he..." Scully visibly startled which broke off Mulder's train of thought. A sudden, cold grip had overpowered Scully's hand, her eyes connecting to the brown depths of Beth's eyes, two clear, burning spheres begging for communication, to be heard. "Beth?" Scully whispered softly, leaning her ear close to the girl's ashen lips. She held her eyes steady with Beth's, feeling an instant connection spring between them, reading the sheer terror and pain as if it were her own. Beth's eyes flickered toward Mulder once again, desperately wanting Scully to understand her silent message. "What...Mulder?" Scully asked in a tender tone, making a glance to her partner and back to Beth, the wheels spinning in her mind. She glanced between them again, catching a luminous clarity in Beth's eyes that not even the morphine could restrain. "Dorothy and Gil? Is that it?" An elated response from Beth's eyes prompted Scully to continue. "Yes, we're friends with Dorothy and Gil. It's okay to trust us, Beth," Scully added genuinely "I promise. We want to find Lou and get him out of those woods and away from whatever hurt you out there. I know you've had a hard blow to your head, but are you able to remember anything that happened out there? Where Lou might be?" Beth's opposite arm, which was scratched, punctured, and attached to an IV tube feebly moved across the white blanket, only three fingers moving as she worked to scratch away the covers. Scully quickly scrambled to lift the covers for her, Beth continuing to scratch at her hospital gown, dried red patches covering the garment. "I-I'm not sure I understand," Scully mumbled, glancing at Mulder for help. "Um, something about your gown?" Mulder supplied, uncertain. Beth had crumpled a handful of gown into her wobbling hand, pulling at it frantically. "Clothes?" Mulder continued, getting an excited response from Beth. "That's it, Mulder, she wants her clothes." Scully hissed, feeling a quick, confirmation from Beth's hand. Mulder was already a man on a mission, jumping to the tiny two- drawer dresser behind the IV monitor and scrambling through the contents. He pulled out a plastic bag and untied the knot at the top to peer inside. "Got 'em." He placed them on the bed next to Beth's hand, the clothes were damp and black from dirt, soiling the white sheets with gray smears. They looked more like scraps of cloth than something a person could wear, more than likely being cut off of Beth's body by the Trauma Center doctors. Mulder was sure Shirley would have their butts in a sling when she found the dirty mess on Beth's bed. Beth's fingers worked carefully at a piece of jeans, the strangled, watery sound in her lungs growing harder and stronger than before. Her chest worked twice as hard to grab oxygen, even with the extra oxygen flowing through her nose. Scully glanced at the monitors, taking note of the numbers before quickly adding, "Beth, take it easy, there's no rush. Sit back and rest a moment." Beth's eyes pooled with tiny, clear tears, her hand pulling out a dirty, torn piece of cloth, no bigger than a tag on a shirt. Her hand only raised a couple inches from her body, offering this item to them with a glimmer of hope in her eyes. Mulder gently took the cloth from her hand, watching the tired arm fall limply back onto the bed. "Mulder?" Scully asked in a warning tone, the seriousness of her voice making him look up at lightning speed. Beth had fallen back against her pillow, her chest heaving for breath, the lines on the monitors jumping wildly. "Get Shirley and the doctors--now!" The cloth still clutched tightly in his hand, Mulder made a mad scramble out the room, his shoes leaving scuff marks against the floor from the pressure of his weight. Scully had already hit the button that connected to the nurse's station, but she was sure someone had already seen Beth's monitor readings and was heading toward the room that very second. Scully grabbed Beth's hand tighter, holding her hand up so her forearm was touching against Beth's, the other hand checking over Beth to see how she could help. To her dismay, it wasn't one thing affecting Beth, but her wounded, tired body was simply giving out, ending the hopeless fight. "Hang on, Beth. It's going to be okay." Scully tried to comfort the young girl, her own voice betraying what they both already knew. She looked into Beth's face, tears burning hot from the corners of her eyes as she stared at Beth's wide brown eyes, at a heartbreaking beauty, purity. Beth made a frantic grab on Scully's hand, focusing Scully's eyes on her own, conveying her last message, the most important thought in her entire being. Scully's heart stilled with shock, a gasp catching in her throat as she recognized the message, almost unbearable in its intensity. Scully realized that might as well have been her in that bed, taking with her unshared secrets and a regret that would last eternity, a shadow as black as night that would exist as long as time itself. Silence. "When I find Lou, I'll tell him." Scully garbled, rounded tears falling from her cheeks, "I'll tell him." Beth's hand slowly became limp against Scully's, one last sigh escaping her battered lips before silence engulfed the room. Scully didn't hear the monitors wildly beeping or the multiple footfalls pounding through the room. She numbly moved backwards as hands pushed her out of the way, finally one hand landing on her upper arm, the grip faintly familiar. She was being led from the room, a group of white coats and uniforms lined up around the tiny single bed, her vision cut away from Beth's still form. The hallway was a blur of gray and white, more uniformed nurses running by and into the room. Scully bitterly thought about Beth's last image of this world, taking with her an intravenous drip hanging over her head, of a stranger who she had no choice but to share her innermost secrets with instead of with the person she wanted to know most of all. Sure, she was a medical doctor and an FBI agent, she told herself, death was all around her. And yet, this had hit close to home in many more ways than she could fully comprehend. It should have been her in that bed because she wasn't really living at all, but hiding behind the darkness within her, not giving what she could give, not loving like her heart was capable of. Her face contorted in anguish at the last thought, her hands automatically reaching behind her to the tall, dark form waiting against the wall. She was surrounded by warmth as Mulder embraced her in a tight hug, squeezing her tenderly as his chin rested against her hair. "I'm so sorry, Scully, I never realized how close you had become to her." Mulder whispered hoarsely into her ear. "I'm sorry, folks, but Beth has slipped away." An older doctor spoke as he walked out of the room, his nameplate telling them this was Dr. Koch. "We did everything we could." Mulder and Scully nodded, separating from their embrace as the doctor walked on with a sullen expression across his face. Scully looked back into the room, seeing the nurses turning off the monitors, pulling the sheet, half covered with dirt from the clothes, across the still form in the bed. Beth's life had only just begun, Scully thought, the young girl finally finding one special person to break her shell, to show her that life had been worth living in. But most importantly, Scully knew, Beth didn't take that one chance to tell Lou the truth, to love, and neither had he. Dreams turned to ashes. ----------------------------------------------- 11:59 PM - SATURDAY OUTSIDE UNIVERSITY OF VIRGINIA MEDICAL CENTER CHARLOTTESVILLE, VA ------------------------------------------------ "What is it?" Mulder had pulled the scrap of cloth from his coat pocket as he stood underneath the hospital awning, Scully huddled close to him while the rain swirled and whipped around the tiny shelter in front of the hospital entrance. The rain had stopped them from running out to Gil's truck, giving them a moment to remember the item Beth had handed them in her last gesture. Mulder carefully unfolded the delicate scrap of material, his eyes squinting at the red scrawl covered with dirt, trying to make out its message. "It looks like some sort of...number?" Scully pulled his hand close to her face, her eyes straining to decipher the hieroglyphics across the cloth. "It's blood." "I noticed that." Mulder added absentmindedly, holding the cloth against the white light of the hospital's sign. "Wait...I see it." Scully insisted, finally taking the cloth from Mulder's hand. "It's CPH-941006577-T." "Yeah, now there's a smoking gun." "I doubt it's even a warm gun." Scully added disappointedly. "What on earth are we supposed to do with a number? It could literally be anything." Mulder could hear the upset in Scully's voice, her face turning dark before his eyes as she leaned back against the wall, pulling her long coat tighter around her body. He knew his partner was thinking they had hit a dead end yet once again, and she was clearly upset by what had taken place in the hospital. He had some fast decisions to make, quickly grabbing into the folds of his coat and pulling out his cell phone. He was the one who had talked her into investigating this case, and he was going to make it right no matter what. "What are you doing? Who are you calling?" "Beth gave us this as the most important thing to her. It has to mean something--it's a link. It's got to be." Mulder went on as he pressed the speed-dial on his phone, pressing it against his ear while he covered his other ear with his hand, enabling himself to hear over the rain. He could hear Scully let out a frustrated sigh as an answering machine switched on in his ear, impatiently waiting for the beep. "Okay, guys, it's me, pick it up." There was a moment of clicking and shuffling before Frohike's voice boomed through the earpiece. "Hey, big guy, how's it hanging out there in the wilderness? Did the lovely Agent Scully wear that 'Virginia is for Lovers' shirt I picked out? I bet she looked smashing." Mulder made a guilty glance out of the corner of his eye toward his partner, who was looking out into the rain, before continuing. "I will talk to you about that later." "Oh come on, man, you're holding out on me." "Listen, Frohike..." "Hey, don't use my name--what the hell's wrong with you?" Mulder made a face before restating his question. "I need a favor...where are the other guys?" "We're about to make technological history." Frohike spoke in an excited hush. "Are you sure this a secure line?" "As far as I know." It sounded like Frohike had taken a moment to think it over, his voice muffling into the background when a "The CSM-twenty-five countermeasure filter is crap, try that new CGB-forty-nine" called back to him. Mulder starting tapping his foot, daring not to look at his partner as he waited, listening to his stubby, paranoid friend shuffling items on a desk, his voice coming back in an excited rush, "We're working to be the first people on record to immerse a functioning computer into a vat of supercooled laxative. Pretty cool, isn't it?" "Sorry I asked." Mulder mumbled under his breath. "We've removed all the innards from our old Intel Celeron, but we left the motherboard still wired to the hard drive, monitor, and power supply and stuck it in a container of mineral oil...you know the kind--the edible stuff used in food processing and enemas." Mulder opened his mouth to cut Frohike off, but he was too late. "Nine inches of mineral oil. Then we took a rack of coolant coils out of a window air conditioner and put them across the top, using a garden-fountain pump to..." "Whoa, whoa, whoa. Listen, you guys can tell me all about that later." Mulder practically yelled, receiving an estranged look from Scully. "Look, I'm calling because we need a favor." "Mi casa es su casa. Whatcha' got?" "It's a number." "What kind of number?" "That's the favor." "That's all you got?" Frohike asked increduosly, "That's like finding a needle on an elephant's..." "It's really important--lives are depending on it." Mulder insisted, "Got a pen handy?" "See how good we are to you, Mulder, your ideas are weirder than ours, but we still help you out." Frohike mumbled on, papers shuffling and drawers opening in the background. "I don't know, I think that laxative thing wins hands-down." "Alright, buddy, shoot." Frohike answered, ignoring Mulder's last comment. Mulder relayed the number to him. "And if you find out anything at all, call me back immediately." "Well, we'll run it through some databases, but there's no guarantees." Frohike sighed. "Thanks--that would be a big help." Mulder finished, turning off the phone with a press of a button. "Well?" Scully asked, a hint of skepticism in her voice. Mulder shrugged. "It's better than nothing." "Now what? We wait for Frohike, Byers, and Langly to drop a golden nugget in our lap?" Mulder made his best effort not to grimace at her apparent irritation, knowing that what had happened in the hospital went far below the surface, the depths beyond a mystery. He scolded himself for choosing the articles over the journal--he was convinced his partner had unknowingly formed a bond with the young girl from reading the passages. As he looked into Scully's melancholy face, tracing the shadows creasing her forehead and around her mouth with his eyes, he wanted nothing more than to be her shoulder to lean on. He could only imagine how much Beth's death was ripping her apart inside, and yet, she always had to be so stoic, so strong in front of him. It infuriated him as much as it saddened him, and now looking over at her small form against the stone wall of the hospital, she looked so shaken, so tiny, so lost. "Mr. Mulder!" A shout echoed from the automatic doors, a white-clad nurse briskly walking outside with a folder in her hands. Both agents quickly stood taller, moving to meet Shirley halfway. "Thank goodness--I was hoping to catch you before you left. You remember those lab tests I mentioned? We just got the results back, so I figured you'd probably be more interested in looking at them in person than listening to me on the phone." Shirley huffed, attempting to catch her breath after her race through the hospital corridors. Tiny beads of sweat had already appeared along her neck and brow, the back of her forearm taking a wipe across her temples. "Yes, this is great, Shirley, thank you." Scully spoke politely, receiving the folder from the nurse's outstretched hand. "Glad to help." Shirley spoke genuinely, "I don't want what happened tonight to happen twice. Maybe this will help you find that other poor boy out there." Mulder and Scully both nodded in unison. "The local PD have already called and are trying to get their hands on it. They claim that this has now turned into a murder case, so they're already on their way. If you'd leave this at the front desk before you leave, you'll make my job a whole lot easier." "Will do." Mulder called politely as Shirley turned to head back. "Thanks again." Scully waited until the automatic doors closed behind the white form. "That was nice of her." Mulder nodded in agreement, peering from the manila to Scully's thin frame. She was looking even more tired than usual, but he equated that with her intake of a plate of fruit for breakfast and an apple Dorothy had brought for lunch. Not even a bird could live on that for long, Mulder decided, quickly taking the line back in the fear he was starting to think like the campers at Skyhigh. They had been working on the case since six o'clock the previous morning, and while he didn't understand Scully's need to eat so light, he wasn't going to let her get by with it if he could help it. "So...hungry?" Scully sighed. "Not really." "Coffee?" "Yeah, that would be good...caffeine and all." "You're on." Mulder smiled down at his partner, pressing his hand firmly against the small of her back as they made their way out of the bitter, angry night and back into the hospital. Mulder decided he would get Scully to eat something, whether she wanted to or not. He had his ways.