From: theresacarol10709 <theresa@xf-mindseye.com>
Date: 9 Jan 2004 17:47:32 -0800
Subject: xfc: Snow Angels by Theresa Jahn
Source: atxc

Title: Snow Angels
Author: Theresa J
Email: theresacarol1013@yahoo.com
Category: X-file
Spoilers: None
Information: This was written for the VS11 
Winter Special. Two weeks exclusively at the 
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Just let me know before you do!
Disclaimer: The X-files, Mulder, Scully and 
Skinner all belong to Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen 
Productions, etc, etc. I don't own them, just 
borrowing them for a while.
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* * * * * * * 
SNOW ANGELS
* * * * * * * 

December 23, 2003
Edgefield Elementary School
4:15 p.m.

The snow was turning pink. Pink was Emma 
Wellner's favorite color, and the sinking sun 
had made the world a warm, rosy tint despite the 
cold. After a full day of sledding, Emma's 
waterproof pants were not so waterproof anymore. 
She could feel the cold wetness beginning to 
seep through to her knees, darker splotches 
marking the pants where she kneeled too long in 
the snow. A similar feeling was beginning to 
make her butt numb. It was almost time to go 
home.

But she wanted to do one more run. Most of the 
other kids dragged their saucers and sleds up 
the hill, leaving one more set of footprints as 
they trudged up the already pock-marked slope to 
meet their parents in the parking lot nearby. 

The best place in town to go sledding on a snow 
day was, ironically, at Emma's school. Right by 
the gym, there was a steep hill that bottomed 
out into a fairly small field that wasn't really 
used for anything. Sometimes, during the last 
weeks of school, Emma's class would eat lunch 
out in that field because it was too warm inside 
on a mid-June day. It was lined with trees that 
provided wonderful cool shade for picnics, as 
well as creating a barrier to the soccer field 
beyond. The middle-schoolers played there. It 
would be another four years before she would be 
attending that school.

Emma grasped the icy string attached to her 
saucer through heavily insulated mittens, and 
began her ascent to the top of the hill. She 
smushed the red plastic saucer down into the 
well-packed snow, already feeling round icy 
chunks beginning to form beneath as evening came 
on. This last run might be a bumpy ride.

As she was about to push off, she heard a car 
horn. Behind her, off in the parking lot, was 
her father waving through the window of their 
station wagon. He pointed at his wrist, 
pantomiming that it was time to go.

"One more, Dad!!" she yelled back to him.

He answered with an "okay" sign, then a stern 
index finger indicating that this was the 
absolute final trip down the hill.

She pushed off. It started off bumpy, as she'd 
expected. So many kids sledding in one area 
walking through established saucer tracks made 
the slide down unpredictable. She hit a big bump 
near to the bottom of the hill, and she glided 
through the air. 

She braced herself for the big thump when 
gravity would pull her back down to the earth, 
but she felt no hard landing. She continued to 
skim across the snow, sprays of powder 
glittering across her cheeks and lips. She kept 
going and going, until she was travelling 
through the copse of trees at the very edge of 
the field. This must be the farthest any kid had 
gone all day! And darn it, there was no one left 
to see it!

The saucer spun and slowly came to a stop. Emma 
now sat in the middle of the adjacent soccer 
field, admiring the long single track behind her 
that ran from her schoolyard, through the trees, 
and ending in her present location. The snow 
made a creaking noise as she shifted her weight 
to get up. 

No other kids had been here. The snow was a 
wide, perfectly flat expanse of white. Emma felt 
like she had found something special. This place 
was secret, and she'd found it. Nobody else had 
been here except her today.

As small children do, Emma imagined that she was 
in a fantasyland for a few moments. This place 
was all hers. She threw herself back onto the 
powdery snow as if she were plunging back onto 
the softest mattress. The thousands of 
snowflakes beneath her were like feathers, cool 
and light as she swung her arms up and down. She 
felt as if she were flying into the darkness 
above as the sky turned from pink to orange and 
then the deep purplish blue of twilight.

Small pinpricks of light bled through the 
darkness to form stars. One star, off to the 
left became brighter. Emma knew from her 
Columbus Day lessons a few months back that 
sailors would use the North Star to guide 
themselves across the ocean because it was the 
brightest star in the sky. Emma guessed this 
must be it.

She remained lying on the ground, swishing her 
arms and legs through the snow. Then she 
remembered her father, waiting for her in the 
parking lot. Sighing heavily, Emma resigned 
herself to getting up and going home, reluctant 
to leave her secret place in the snow.

It was really dark now. Emma could barely see 
the track she had left with her snow saucer, and 
wondered if what little light there was from the 
stars was enough to guide her through the trees 
and up the hill to her waiting father.

A small niggle of worry began to grow inside 
her, and she stumbled often as her gait became 
faster. The saucer she dragged behind skipped 
and bounced on the snow, slowing her down. When 
she got to the trees, she couldn't see anything 
beyond the tree trunks. She didn't even see any 
headlights atop the hill she knew was not far 
beyond. Where was her father? Now she *was* 
scared.

"Daddy!" she yelled out toward nothing. "Daddy, 
come find me! I'm lost!"

She turned back toward the soccer field in 
panic, and saw the North Star glittering above 
the horizon. Could the North Star help her find 
her way?

The thought had barely crossed her mind when the 
light from what Emma thought was the North Star 
grew brighter. She blinked at it, thinking that 
the tears blurring her eyes were just playing 
tricks on her.

But the light grew, and grew -- brighter and 
brighter. And then it began to move towards her.

"Daaaaaaddeeeeee!"

*****

December 26, 2003
Wellner household
3:40 p.m.

"She came back, Scully. She was taken the day 
before Christmas Eve, and she came back in time 
to go to midnight mass with her family and open 
presents beside the tree."

Scully gazed through the kitchen pass-through 
window into the Wellner's living room where Emma 
dozed in front of the television, hugging the 
new Care Bear she'd gotten yesterday morning.

"Mulder, the girl looks fine to me. She's home 
safe, unharmed and enjoying her Christmas 
vacation. Whatever happened here is over." Her 
voice was barely above a whisper, kept low so as 
not to attract attention from Emma or her 
parents, who sat nervously just on the other 
side of the wall.

"But she saw a LIGHT in the sky!" Mulder 
countered, emphasizing "light" a little too 
loudly.

Scully shushed him silently and touched his arm. 
She checked through the window again to see if 
anyone had become alarmed. No one had moved, but 
Scully was almost positive she could feel the 
air becoming electric with tension.

She stood up straight to her full height and 
pulled him closer to her. Now she was 
whispering, "We have their statements. The 
parents told us their story and Emma told us 
hers. Now we have to take it from here. They 
can't help us any further."

Mulder's cheeks sucked in, tightening the skin 
in rebellion against his inner turmoil. 

Scully's hand squeezed his arm tighter, a silent 
response that said, 'I know you're excited, but 
we should leave.'

He nodded and moved past her to thank the 
Wellner family, and to leave his card with cell 
phone number in case they ever wanted to reach 
him.

"Merry Christmas," Scully said with a polite 
smile as the Wellners closed the door behind 
them.

The smell of flavorful wood smoke from chimneys 
filled the crisp December air. Dried salt 
pellets crunched beneath the agents' feet on the 
path as they walked back to their car. The snow 
from three days ago had not melted yet, and the 
few icy patches left from inefficient shoveling 
made Scully glad she was wearing boots with 
treads on the soles.

"I want to go see this soccer field," Mulder 
commented to the air. He was watching the sky 
for clouds. The weather report had called for 
more snow this weekend.

"What do you expect to find?"

"I don't know yet. Something. Tracks, maybe. 
Other markings in the snow, or signs of 
radiation left over on the trees. The usual." He 
was extremely nonchalant about his statements, 
almost as if he were trying to play it off as 
not a big deal.

"Mulder."

He inhaled deeply one last time, memorizing the 
smell of the air before they had to climb into 
the musty pine-scented car, then turned to 
finally give his attention to Scully. He raised 
his eyebrows in question.

"So what is this, just your normal run-of-the 
mill alien abduction? Is that what you think 
this is?" 

Mulder shrugged.

"A minute ago you were dying to pick that little 
girl's brain for any inkling that it could have 
been an abduction. Now its 'I don't know?'" She 
raised her own eyebrows back at him, but hers 
were more incredulous than questioning.

"Yes, okay? I do think this was an alien 
abduction, or I hope it is." He leaned his butt 
on the trunk of the car, shoving his hands into 
his pockets.

"'I don't know,'" he continued, "because it's 
extremely random. Nothing else has happened 
surrounding Emma's disappearance. No sightings 
have been reported. She is a little girl, and 
she could have just run away for a night, or she 
could have hidden out at a friend's house. There 
are a million possibilities. My big question is, 
if Mr. Wellner was less than 200 yards away from 
his daughter that evening, why didn't he see 
this enormous light or hear his own child's 
scream?"

"And why," Scully added, following his train of 
thought, "is Emma completely at peace? She says 
she doesn't remember any time lapse, but she's 
not afraid of anything either -- no paranoia 
like we usually see. Do you find that strange?"

Mulder looked down at her, then back toward the 
Wellner's front porch, decked with multi-colored 
lights and a big fresh wreath hanging on the 
door.

"Yes, I do."


*****

December 26, 2003
Edgefield Elementary School
4:06 p.m.

There was a bitter wind at the top of the hill 
next to Edgefield Elementary School. Not a sign 
of one sledder was out today. Mulder imagined 
they'd all been instructed to come home, or were 
playing video games in warm cozy family rooms. 

A gust of wind kicked up and Scully hissed 
through her teeth at the chill. She fumbled in 
her pockets for gloves and quickly pulled them 
onto her frozen fingers.

"Come on and jump on my back, little lady! You 
know, 'I'm the fastest belly-whoppah in the 
Northern Hemisphere!'" Mulder quoted from an old 
Frosty the Snowman cartoon.

Scully looked him up and down, judging his 
capacity as a "belly-whopper."

"I think we have enough daylight left to walk 
it, cowboy."

They began their descent, taking careful note of 
the sleigh tracks and footprints. Most of the 
prints ended at the bottom of the hill clumped 
in short arcs where children must have jumped up 
at the end of their rides, to run back up the 
hill immediately. Past that, the snow was 
completely flat, interrupted only by a small 
track left by a rabbit or where icicles had 
fallen from the tree branches.

They studied the entire field, but only found 
their own tracks in the snow as they doubled-
back to their original spot.

"Do you not notice something here, Scully?"

"Yup," she said, scrutinizing the snow as if she 
could invoke Emma's trail into existence. Then 
she blinked against another gust of wind, eyes 
tearing from the icy air as she looked to Mulder 
for their next move.

"Let's take a trip over to the soccer field."

Navigating through the trees was easier than 
they had expected. There were several small 
trails that cut through the trees for easy 
access to both fields. Still, there were no 
signs of footprints.

The sun was close to setting at this hour, and 
the ground was painted with cool blue shadows 
and warm pink streaks of sunlight. Upon emerging 
from the trees they found the soccer field to be 
a pure, untainted expanse of snow, just as Emma 
had a few days ago. They remained at the edge, 
unwilling to destroy the beauty of it.

"Nothing," Mulder stated.

"Wait..." Scully squinted her eyes at the 
setting sun, the narrow rays extremely harsh and 
bright right before sinking below the horizon. 
The edges of the clouds seemed afire with bright 
pink light. And on the perfect, smooth surface 
of the snow before them, similar vibrant lines 
began to glow with just the right angle of the 
sunlight.

They both gasped.

In the center of the field were small, about 
four-foot long impressions. The edges of the 
impressions, the outlines of the holes in the 
snow, blazed as if they were edged in delicate 
neon lights. They were the shapes left behind by 
small children who had made snow angels.

"There were more of them?" Mulder asked.

After a brief moment, her mouth working 
noiselessly as she counted, Scully answered. 
"There are twelve of them."

"Magic numbers from the Bible?"

Scully stood silent, staring out at the 
impossible landscape.

"Twelve apostles, 12,000 from each tribe of 
Israel, the woman with twelve stars on her crown 
facing the dragon..." Mulder rattled off 
factoids, theorizing out loud, excited that this 
might be some kind of communication from the 
stars. 

"Mulder, please stop," she said, her breath 
nearly taken away. She only half-listened to her 
partner, trying desperately to avoid falling 
into an intellectual discussion over Catholicism 
while facing a completely inexplicable *natural* 
anomaly.  "It might not be... *that.*"

Mulder inhaled to begin his argument against 
her, but stopped himself. He watched her staring 
at the field, the moisture dappling her lashes. 
It wasn't just the cold that was making her eyes 
tearful. Perhaps it was the influence of the 
Christmas season. Perhaps he had gone too far, 
too quickly for Scully to handle the idea.

He shut his mouth tightly, took her hand and 
squeezed it in reassurance. She looked up into 
his eyes, understanding apparent in them.

"You ready to go take a look?" He asked.

She nodded in reply.

They both took the first step together, the 
slightest crunch breaking the thin icy coating 
atop the snow and the silence.

And the snow angels disappeared.

"No!" Mulder exclaimed in a desperate raspy 
whisper.

He let go of Scully's hand and ran toward the 
center of the field where the impressions had 
been. The snow kicked up behind him as he 
crashed through the six inches of powder, 
completely destroying the unblemished landscape. 
Scully lagged behind at a slower pace, but 
followed him nonetheless.

"You saw them, didn't you, Scully?" He turned in 
place, searching the snow. Then kneeling down, 
he skimmed his hand over the white surface, 
hoping to feel what he could not see. His hand 
became pink and wet from sifting the snow 
through his fingers too long. 

Then a gloved hand touched his arm. He got up in 
response, facing Scully with a thousand 
questions in his head. He fought to pin down 
just one, and finally realized that they all 
were the same question.

"Why?"

"I don't know," she answered lamely, noticing 
the mess of footprints they'd left behind them. 
The moment was lost. "Maybe we were only meant 
to have a glimpse of it."

Mulder huffed, dissatisfied with that answer. He 
could, however, not think of a better one 
himself. He looked around them, then. 

"Never thought a soccer field could be so 
magical." He returned his gaze toward Scully, 
her face solemn, but alive with the frost making 
her cheeks a mottled pink. "It is beautiful, 
isn't it?"

"Yes," she said, "It is."

He leaned in, and brushed her cheek with the 
backs of his fingers. She smiled at that. It was 
a radiant smile that seemed to make her face 
glow. Mulder fancied that she was actually 
filling herself up with light, just for him. He 
could see every hair on her head, every faint 
freckle on her nose, every eyelash. 

But it was getting dark. The sun had set the 
moment they'd walked onto the field. How could 
he be seeing all this detail? He realized then, 
that there *was* more light. He saw Scully's 
eyes move a fraction of a millimeter away from 
his face, just to his left. His reflection shone 
in her irises, outlined by a light that glowed 
behind him.

By the time Mulder turned to see the light, it 
was all over.

****

"What was that, Scully?"

She didn't answer right away.

"What was that?" Mulder asked again.

She shook her head, doubtful of her answer 
before she even said it. "It was what Emma saw. 
I don't know how else to explain it."

"That's it? But we didn't even... That can't be. 
There has to be more than this!"

He stood with his hands on his hips, his face 
turned up to watch the stars come out above. 
They shone with an extra brilliance since the 
moon had not risen yet. "What is it that's out 
there? What was this all about?"

"Mulder." 

She put her arm around his waist and her head 
into the little crook between his chest and 
shoulder. He took one hand off his hip and 
instead used it to cradle Scully's shoulders.

"Can we just let this one go?" she said in a 
quiet, but not timid voice.

Mulder expected himself to argue with the 
decision. He would normally have been determined 
to come back the next day and see if it would 
happen again. An encounter such as this, 
something that could have been an encounter with 
extra-terrestrials was too good to miss. But he 
found himself accepting Scully's suggestion. He 
thought that it was right.

"Yeah," he said, "okay."

They made their way back, stepping in the tracks 
they had already made in the snow. As they 
approached the trees they noticed blue, red and 
white lights flashing at the top of the hill 
near Edgefield Elementary. The local police had 
surrounded their car, and were shining 
floodlights down the hill.

Mulder and Scully had to shield the blinding 
light as they ran up the slope, curious to find 
out what had happened. There were way too many 
police cars for it to be a simple parking 
violation.

"What seems to be the problem, officer," Mulder 
asked the nearest man in uniform who held a 
megaphone in one hand, and reached for his 
holster with the other. Mulder lifted his hands 
up in reaction to the officer's movements.

"What are you doing here? We're conducting a 
search for--" The officer cut his sentence 
abruptly and grabbed the flashlight, instead of 
his gun from the holster. He shone it into 
Mulder's face. "It's you!"

"It's me?"

The officer moved the light to Scully's face, 
causing her to squint. "And it's you, too!"

Mulder looked at Scully, and she looked back at 
him. He went to pull his ID out of his pocked 
and began to introduce himself. "I'm agent--"

"Fox Mulder and Dana Scully," the officer 
finished for him.

"I didn't know we had become celebrities in this 
town," Mulder quipped.

The officer put down his flashlight. "We were 
called in to begin a search party for you two 
last night by an Assistant Director Walter 
Skinner. When he couldn't reach you on your cell 
phones or at the motel you had checked into, he 
sent out a search party."

The space between Mulder's eyebrows contracted 
as he filtered this information. "But we'd only 
spoken to him this morning."

"According to A.D. Skinner, you'd spoken to him 
two days ago. He'd expected you to report in 
yesterday."

"I don't understand."

"We've been looking for you since Saturday 
morning, Agent Mulder."

"Wait a minute," Scully interjected. "What's 
today?"

"Sunday, the 28th."

Scully glanced down at her watch, at the little 
box that showed the date where the "3" would 
have been. "Mulder, he's right." It was also 
8:12 at night. 

The officer left the two agents to go gather up 
his men. They heard him call out toward the 
field with his megaphone, "It's all over, boys! 
We found them!"

After promising the officer that they'd meet him 
at the police station to fill out some 
paperwork, Mulder and Scully sat in their car, 
waiting for it to warm up. They were not 
surprised that it took some time, nor that they 
had to brush a few inches of snow off the 
windshield that wasn't there when they had left 
it. There was snow forecasted for this weekend, 
after all.

The headlights illuminated the tree branches 
ahead, the pine scent from the air freshener 
became stronger as the hot air from the car's 
heater made it warm. 

At length, Mulder asked, "What did we see here, 
Scully?"

"I don't know Mulder. Maybe a little piece of 
heaven on earth."

He grasped her hand gently before pulling the 
car into reverse. "Well, if I was lucky enough 
to share it with you, then I can accept that 
explanation."

They drove away from the schoolyard, and headed 
straight for DC. They didn't stop by the police 
station, nor did they stop by the Wellners, or 
their motel. This was one case they both 
realized they had to leave behind.

*****

The End

