From: ephemeral@ephemeralfic.org Date: 4 Nov 2001 17:52:17 -0000 Subject: Someday(1/7) by Virtues & Vices Source: direct Reply To: virtuesandvices@aol.com Title: Someday Author: Virtues & Vices (AKA Virtie) E-mail: virtuesandvices@aol.com Website: http://www.geocities.com/fanficcorner/ Rating: Hard R for language and sexual situations. Category: MSR, Conspiracy, angst Classification: TR - Adventure/Romance Spoilers: Tiny ones. Blink, and you'll miss them. Archive: Yes, but please let me know where first. Summary: Mulder's final attempt to keep ahead of the Syndicate puts him on the run with Scully. The third of a series, the first being 'The Letter', the second 'Eyes in the Night', and the last 'Wambli'. As before, one does not have to read the others to enjoy this one. Disclaimer: Mulder, Scully and other X-File characters are the property of CC, Fox and 1013. I only wish I was, too. Dedication: To the wonderful Mortis. Where would I be without you? Not here, that's for sure. Thanks for everything! ************************************************************ Someday ***** U.S. Post Office Arlington, VA He held the future in his hands. It was a rather plain little box, about the size of a small lunch box, and he knew that the object inside was much smaller, but it was probably the most important package in the world. Ever since he had learned of its existence, eight months ago, he had been determined to get his hands on it before others less honorable than he did. Now, he finally had it, and he knew his life was in extreme danger as long as he knew where this box was. He was a walking dead man. He had faced death before, but now he desperately wanted to live. He wanted to live to insure that the contents of this box were tested, to make sure it wasn't some hoax. He wanted to live to insure that if the contents were indeed genuine, they could be replicated so the world might share in his discovery. But most of all, he wanted to live because of the hope that he might find happiness with the one person who made life worth living. The creator of the box's contents was already dead, that he had learned just this morning. He couldn't go home, it wasn't safe. And he couldn't go to anybody in D.C. for help. Not his boss. Not his partner. Not even his friends, as few as they were. He would have to grab some cash from the ATM here at the Post Office now, before 'they' discovered he had the package. Then he would have to lie low for a few days. Fortunately, he had prepared for this eventuality. He would have to contact the one person whom he trusted to test the contents. The one person who would help him find a way to keep it safe and to distribute it when needed. The one person he respected, trusted, and loved above all others. He had to contact Scully. ************************************************************ U.S. Federal Building Spokane, WA 6 Days Later Scully's head was throbbing. She sat with her elbows on her desktop, trying to rub away the pain from her temples. Migraines caused by stress had to be the worst kind of headaches, she thought. And a job that was 80% desk work didn't help. Being out in the field had always seemed to keep these headaches at bay. She looked up and out the window. Another sunny, summer day in Spokane, with temperatures in the 90's. At least the humidity wasn't as high as it was in D.C., and it had rained more this summer than last, making it a little more green outside town. But she would have preferred spending the day next to a lake in the shade reading a good book, not stuck in this air-conditioned, but still stuffy, building. Not here finishing up the paperwork from at least five different cases. It had been like this for the past two weeks. It didn't help that she hadn't heard from Mulder for almost a week. Not getting an e-mail or a phone call from him for three or four days wasn't unusual; He rarely contacted her when he was out of town on a case. But she always knew when he was leaving on one, and didn't expect to hear from him for a while. He had said nothing last week about a case, but there had been no response to her e-mails or phone messages. Scully couldn't help it. She was starting to worry. "Agent Scully?" Liz Girard, her assistant, poked her head in from outside the office. "Bill Hout called and said that the Sherman trial was being postponed until further notice." Scully groaned. If it wasn't one thing, it was something else. The Sherman trial had already been held up twice, and Scully, being the arresting officer, had to be ready to jump when they finally got the trial rolling. Without her testimony, the pediphile might not get sent to prison for good like he deserved. She nodded at Liz, then directed her attention back to her work. She soon found her mind drifting to Mulder again. He was planning on coming out in late August. They had arranged their vacation time to coincide, and he planned on taking her to Seattle. She wasn't sure exactly what was in Seattle that was so special that he had chosen it as a destination; except maybe the hotel he had made reservations at. She doubted they would leave the hotel room much. Justin Monroe, one of the agents under her charge, and Cat O'Neil, Mulder's partner, knew about Scully's developing relationship with Mulder, but she doubted many others did. She wondered what Skinner would say when he found out that she and her ex-partner were vacationing together. Scully hadn't seen him in six months, not since the case that had brought them together in February. Serial killer Matthew Ross, AKA 'The Beast', had been captured with the help of animal-psychic Moira Anderson. Ross was now in prison awaiting trial next month and Moira was still a friend, a friend who had encouraged Scully to take that final step in her new relationship with Mulder. Though six months had passed, she could still remember their last moments together as if it had happened just last night. She still had the note he had left for her. 'Someday'. The phone rang, breaking Scully's train of thought. "Scully." "Agent Scully? It's Cat O'Neil." Scully felt her breath catch and her heart speed up. "What is it? What's wrong?" Cat's sigh on the other end was loud and frustrated sounding. "I was hoping you could tell me, but judging from your voice, you don't know anything, either. Mulder's gone. No one has seen hide nor hair of him for almost a week." Scully leaned heavily back in her chair and closed her eyes. Oh, no. "Did he tell you where he was going?" "Nobody even knew he was going anywhere. He didn't take any luggage, he made no plans. We aren't even on a pending case at the moment. We'd closed one up just before he disappeared." Her voice sounded worried and stressed. "He was acting perfectly normal, or as normal as he ever is, the last time I saw him. He's just gone. I'm terrified something bad has happened to him!" "Why didn't Skinner call me?" Scully didn't realize she'd asked the question out loud until Cat answered. "He was going to, but we both decided to keep quiet for a while. Skinner said Mulder's done this before and that we should cover for him. He also said that if you didn't already know, you would soon enough. But it's been six days with no contact. That's too long!" Scully had to agree with Cat. "What does Skinner want to do now and how much trouble is Mulder in?" "Skinner's willing to give him more time," Cat answered. "The Bureau is ticked at him, as usual. OPR is very anxious to get their hands on him. Any excuse to fire him. John and the boys think he's dead. They'll really believe that after I tell them you haven't heard from him." Scully barely registered Cat's use of Byers' first name. "He's not dead. I'd know it if he were dead." She said it with confidence, then wondered how she could be so sure. "Look, I've got to go," Cat said. "Both Skinner and I thought you should know what was going on." She paused. "You'll call me if you hear from him, right?" Scully was silent for a while. If Mulder did contact her and involve her in whatever was going on, she was pretty sure he would not want anyone else to know, especially if he hadn't told the Gunmen anything by now. Softly, she told Cat, "I can't promise anything." Then, she hung up. ************************************************************ Scully's House Colbert, WA Once home that evening, even more stressed than before, Scully immediately checked her messages. Nothing. She had called Skinner after talking to Cat and had asked for permission to send an agent out to help Cat find Mulder. She had desperately wanted to go herself, but something held her back, and it wasn't her job here. Mulder knew where she was now, and if he wanted to contact her, she best be easy to find. Knowing that Justin Monroe had gotten along well with Cat, she asked him to go. While Justin was not a 'fan' of Mulder's, he agreed, privately excited about going to D.C. He'd requested more times than he could count to be assigned there. Scully had to remind him it was only temporary. She couldn't sleep that night. She hated sleeping with the air-conditioner on, so she worked up a sweat tossing and turning. Somewhere around 3 A.M., she fell asleep. And she dreamed. ***She was on a beach. A lovely beach, with white sand. It was facing a beautiful azure ocean. Somehow, she knew it was the Pacific. A warm wind was blowing off the water, tugging at her hair and at the white, gauzy dress she was wearing. She closed her eyes and breathed in the fresh, salty air. She leaned her head back and felt the warmth of the sun on her face. She felt him come up behind her and turned, smiling. He stood barefoot, in jeans, his shirt unbuttoned, the edges flapping in the breeze. He wasn't smiling. In fact, his expression was worried. Scully felt her smile disappear. She knew she was dreaming, but his worry frightened her. "Where are you?" she asked, her voice sounding oddly distorted. "You'll have to figure that out for yourself, Scully," he said quietly. "Are you all right?" Even knowing this was a dream, she hoped to find answers. "What do you think? What do you feel?" He smiled sadly. "All our work, Scully. It's all come to this." "What?" "I'll tell you soon." "When? When will I see you?" "Soon," he said again. "Just start looking." Mulder turned and started walking up the beach. Scully wanted to follow, but her feet felt like they were stuck in cement. She realized the SHE wasn't controlling this dream. "Mulder?!" she called after him. He turned, a full smile on his face now. "Someday, Scully! Someday!" Then he turned again and disappeared into the glaring sunlight.*** Scully woke, her body bathed in sweat. Without really knowing why, she jumped out of bed and went to her computer. She turned it on and waited impatiently for the hard drive to warm up. Then she called up her e-mail messages. One new one was displayed: '722500-THE ROCK' Scully felt her brow furrow. The address of origin seemed familiar. She wracked her brain, realizing she hadn't seen it in more than a year. With anger and confusion, she grabbed the phone, glad for once she had two phone lines, and dialed a number she hadn't used since she left D.C. She waited impatiently as it rang several times, staring at the message, not understanding. Finally, someone answered. "Lone Gunmen," a sleepy sounding Langly answered. Glancing at the clock, Scully realized it was only 5 A.M. in D.C. It didn't matter. She needed answers now. "What the hell does this mean!?" she demanded without preamble. Pause. "Scully?" "Yes, it's Scully. I got your e-mail, and I want to know what it means!" "Just a minute." She waited as Langly gathered the rest of the Gunmen, wincing when he dropped the phone at one point. Finally, he came back on the line. "Speakerphone," he said. Scully heard a click, and knew that now all three could hear her. "I repeat: what does this e-mail mean?" She heard Frohike first. "We don't know, Scully." He sounded more awake than Langly had. "Mulder gave it to me about a week ago, said to e-mail it to you if he didn't show up in a week. At first, I didn't think anything of it. He's been acting so weird lately." "So Mulder wanted me to have this?" She looked again at the numbers. What was Mulder telling her? Scully stared at the message, something tugging at the back of her mind. Then she recalled what Frohike had just said, "Wait a minute. What do you mean he's been acting weird? In what way?" "Well, excitable, temperamental, more than usual anyway." Byers interrupted. "He's actually been acting like he was up to something. Even Cat noticed it." Cat. Hmmm. Later. "I talked to her today. She said he was acting normal." "Well, yeah. He was. Just before he disappeared." "Other than purposely mentioning his 'vacation' to Seattle several times to Frohike," Langly added. "Sure. Rub it in," Frohike quipped. Scully would have been amused by their banter at any other time, but not tonight. "Do ANY of you know what this means?" Byers was the first one the respond to Scully's inquiry. "We guessed it was some private thing that only the two of you knew about. Something you set up when he was in Washington, maybe?" The Rock! Scully released a breath. "Of course!" she whispered. "You guys, I love you! I gotta go!" She barely registered all three voices expressing worry and surprise before she hung up the phone. Looking at the calendar next to her desk, she frowned. It was July 20. If '722' was what she thought, July 22, then she had only two days. The '500' was easy, now that she knew what to look for. 500 hours. 5 A.M. 'The rock'. She smiled. "Looks like I'll get to see your refuge sooner than I thought, Mulder." She stood to get dressed, knowing sleep was impossible now. Too much to do. She had to be in South Dakota in two days. She had to meet Mulder. ************************************************************ Black Hawk Stables North Spokane Scully knew by noon that day that she was being followed. She began to feel paranoia creep through her, convinced that every employee of the Federal Building was watching her. And while she was sure someone was, she had no idea who it was or who they were working for. She kept about her business as usual, even down to her riding lesson that evening. A few weeks after Matthew Ross' arrest, Scully had started taking lessons from Moira. Twice a week, after work, she drove out to 'the barn' to spend an hour learning dressage and jumping. It had become a sort of stress relief for her, and she had made a lot of horsy friends, most of them teenage girls who were in awe of her position in the FBI. Tonight, however, she didn't feel much like talking to anyone, and quietly ignored the chattering and laughing going on around her while she went about preparing for her lesson. Outside, while lunging her horse to warm him up, she spotted a car parked on the road just past the gate. Her breath caught, both in fear and anticipation of the challenge ahead of her. 'They' were hoping Mulder would come to her, or that she would lead them to him. Scully laughed softly to herself. Didn't they know that the hardest person to surveil was a person who was trained to do it herself and knew all the tricks in the book? Suddenly, Scully was nearly pulled off her feet, and she shot her attention back to the horse circling around her on the end of a long line. Wally was a little grey Thoroughbred with tons of energy, and he proved it by bucking and cavorting around Scully. She had just started riding him about a month ago, and was still getting used to his antics. Bred for the racetrack, Wally was very efficient when it came to re-locating his riders. Scully hadn't come off him yet, but she had come close to taking an unplanned dirt bath more than once since she had started riding him. Soon, she had Wally calmed down enough to get on his back. She rode into the arena, which had been watered to reduce the dust, but was still stifling from the heat, and started her lesson with her three classmates. She tried her hardest to keep her mind on her riding, but it kept drifting. With a sudden, sharp twist, Wally shied at an imaginary monster by the arena wall. Scully grabbed his mane quickly, regained her seat, and got him under control. She took a deep breath and glanced at Moira with a guilty expression on her face. Moira just looked at her, a speculative gleam in her eye. Finally, they were done. Moira flipped off her microphone and walked over to Scully. "You seem a bit distracted tonight. Need to talk?" "You know me too well," Scully said wryly. "I need to ask a favor of you." Moira nodded, then let Scully ride off to care for her horse. As quickly as she could, she untacked Wally and put him on the hot walker to cool down. Then she found Moira. "I need to borrow your pick-up." Moira's eyebrows shot up. "My pick-up? Why?" Scully sighed. "I can only tell you this. See that car parked by the gate?" She waited until Moira glanced down at the entrance to the stables. "I need to get out of town without the people responsible for that car knowing about it." "This is something dangerous, isn't it?" "Not for you," Scully quickly emphasized. "But, yes. It may be dangerous for someone else." Moira was silent for a moment. "Fox?" Despite Scully's attempts to remind Moira he preferred to be called Mulder, Moira always called him Fox. "Are you sure you can't read my mind?" Moira smiled. "I'm sure. It's just that I remember you mentioning on Tuesday that you hadn't heard from him in a week and you were starting to worry." Scully nodded. "Can you help me?" Moira nodded. "Of course. I'll do anything you need." "Okay, here's what I need you to do..." ************************************************************ Fortunately for Scully, the moon was waning that night. Dressed in a black shirt and jeans, with a duffel back full of 'goodies', including ammunition, Scully slipped out her back door at 2 A.M., jumped her fence, and silently disappeared into the forest behind her house. Less than an hour later, she reached the parking lot of the Saint Joseph Catholic Church, the same church she attended every Sunday. Sitting in the parking lot, just as she asked, was Moira's pick-up. Finding the keys under the rim of the left, rear tire, Scully climbed in and started her journey. She had a little over 26 hours to get to Custer, South Dakota and Mulder. ***** End of 1/7 Someday-Part 2/7 Summary and disclaimers in Part 1 ***** In actuality, it only took 16 hours to get to Rapid City following I-90 all the way. She arrived in Custer, passing both Mt. Rushmore and Crazy Horse Mt., just after sunset. She was amazed by the number of people traveling in these small but lovely mountains, and she had to go to four different motels before she found a vacancy. The Triple M Motel was small, but neat and clean, with a cafe and heated, outdoor swimming pool. The manager was a spry woman with grey hair who stood even smaller than Scully. She didn't seem at all suspicious when Scully, wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses, checked herself in as Gloria Samuelson. She made sure she mentioned that her husband, Rod, would be joining her tomorrow. The little old lady, Mrs. Conrad, nodded her head. "I'm sure you both will have a wonderful time!" Scully reached her room, exhausted but wired. She was too tired to even shower, but she didn't think she would be able to sleep, either. Falling down on the bed fully clothed, she was asleep in moments, wondering what Mulder was doing right now. ************************************************************ Triple M Motel Custer, SD The alarm that Scully had fortunately remembered to set before falling asleep woke her at 4 in the morning. Feeling groggy and stiff, she climbed off the bed. She wanted a shower, but wasn't about to be late, and she had no idea how long it would take to find the meeting place. Quickly, she brushed her teeth and her hair and headed out to find the Rock. The motel was located on Highway 16 west of town. Desperately trying to remember Mulder's directions, which he had told her 6 months ago, she drove through town towards Custer State Park. It was just beginning to get light outside, and the town was still asleep. The tourists weren't out and about quite yet. As sleepy as she had been when she drove in last night, she hadn't bothered to look around. Now, she saw the incredible granite peaks that stood sentinel over the area. Granite peaks just like the ones that had been used to create man-made sculptures: The famous Mt. Rushmore and the as-of-yet unfinished Crazy Horse Mountain. It wasn't long before she saw the turn-off for the Outlaw Ranch. She pulled onto the gravel road, slowing down for a deer running across the road. The winding road passed forests and meadows, still green and lush. These mountains were incredibly beautiful and peaceful looking in the early morning light. She passed houses and crossed a little creek. Then civilization began to disappear. The forest began to thicken. Then she saw it. An old logging trail that met up with the road she was on. She pulled onto it, only to be stopped by a gate. She realized that the gate prevented automobiles from driving onto the old road, but allowed people on foot, bikes or horseback to travel by passing through a small opening off to the side. She turned off the ignition and got out. With slow, steady steps, she made her way up the trail. She could see 'the Rock' just ahead. It wasn't as large as she had envisioned. She realized that the large boulder was sitting on a hillside, leaving one side low to the ground while the other side created a drop of about 20 feet. With nerves near the breaking point, she moved towards it. The morning air was moist, the ground covered in dew. The sun, barely over the horizon, was touching the tops if the Ponderosa Pines with a golden hand. It was going to be a hot day, Scully could tell, and the birds were singing loudly, as if they knew it would be too hot to do so later. She recognized a chickadee, and what she believed was a pine siskin. She smelled damp earth and heard flies buzzing, but it all felt like a dream. What if he wasn't there? What if he really was dead? Suddenly, a figure stood up from behind one of the smaller rocks. Scully felt her heart skip a beat and she stopped sharply, watching as the man replaced his drawn weapon in its holster. The first thing she thought was, 'God, he's so thin!' Then she felt her feet carry her forward. He met her halfway, grabbing her up tightly in his arms, burying his face in her hair. "I knew you'd come," Mulder whispered against her neck. "I knew it." ************************************************************ "Am I that predictable?" Scully's voice was shaky as she asked the question, but her hold on him tightened. Mulder didn't think he had ever felt anything as wonderful as Scully's arms around him. The last week had been pure hell. Little food, even less sleep, always looking over his shoulder. It had been a little better since he had reached the Black Hills. With tourist season in full swing, the locals tended to ignore strangers. It was the perfect place to hide in plain sight. And now Scully was here. He wasn't alone anymore. He felt Scully pull back and regretfully loosened his hold on her. She brought her hands up to his face, brushing her thumbs along the weeks growth of beard. She smiled slightly. "You look like a pirate." "I feel like a hobo." He had managed an occasional shower at truck stops on the way west, but his clothes were the same ones he had set out in: jeans, hiking boots, T-shirt and leather jacket. He felt grungy, as well as incredibly tired. Scully sighed, looking into his eyes. "What's going on, Mulder?" Mulder grabbed Scully's hand and pulled her over to the Rock. Kneeling down, he pulled out the box. Scully's eyebrows rose. "It's a lunchbox." Mulder grinned and nodded his head. It was indeed a blue nylon lunchbox/mini-cooler. "But look at what's inside." He unzipped the top and pulled the contents out. "I've had a hard time keeping this cool." He pulled out a 50 cc vial filled with a thick, pinkish liquid. Scully knelt down next to him as he handed her the little bottle. "We've both been injected with something similar to this before." Scully was inspecting the liquid closely. "The vaccine?" Again Mulder nodded. "But not the same stuff that the conspiracy was trying to create. This is a true vaccine. Not only does it kill the alien virus after it's infected a host, but it can 'prevent' a person from being infected! And," he paused, smiling. "It can be replicated." He knew Scully still had her doubts about the conspiracy and its true objective, but she had seen and been through too much to not understand how important it was for the world to have a defense against the contagion she had been witness to first hand. "How did you get this?" "A man named David Hendrickson. He was a doctor who worked on the Project years ago, when my father was involved. A grunt, basically. He left when he discovered their real objective, and they let him go because they didn't think he knew anything important. But he did, and he developed this vaccine right under their noses, in Richmond." Mulder sat down fully, his knees drawn up. "He contacted me about eight months ago, wanting my help. He was afraid he had been found out. Last week, he called and told me he needed to see me. He wanted to hand the vaccine over to me." He lowered his head. "He mailed it to me the next day. The day after that, the day I got it, he was dead." "Eight months?" Scully sat back on her heels. "You knew about this when you were in Spokane in February?" Mulder nodded. "No wonder you were so insistent that I know how to find this place." She looked up at the Rock. "We need to have this analyzed, to make sure it is what it's supposed to be. Then we have to find a way to distribute it." "As what, Mulder? Should we tell everyone 'It's okay. We have the only protection against future alien invasion'? You actually think anyone will believe you? You'd end up back in that padded cell!" "What else can I do, Scully?" His voice had a hysterical edge to it, and he tried to calm down. "As long as I know this vaccine exists and where it is, my life is forfeit." He grabbed the bottle and put it back into the box. "If we can replicate it, like you said, we could spread it out, keeping batches of it safe in several different places. We wouldn't have to tell how much or where. We could tell only the people we know we can trust, and tell them only of certain hiding spots, not all. 'They' would have no way of knowing where we put them or who we told. They'd have to leave us be." Mulder nodded slowly at her suggestion. "It might work." Then he looked at her intently. "But what is this 'we' thing? It doesn't need to be 'us'. You can leave anytime you want, go back to work, tell them you tried to find me and failed." He sighed. "A part of me really wishes you would do just that." "But you know I won't. I can't." She reached over and placed her hand on his knee. "You need my help. You asked for my help. And you've got it. Always." "And your job?" Scully shrugged. She knew there was a good chance she wouldn't have one when this was over. "It was starting to get boring anyway." Mulder laughed softly, shaking his head. "Just us. Against the world." He paused. "Contramundum." "What?" "Contramundum," he repeated. "It's Latin for 'against the world.' You and me, against the world." "Contramundum." Scully sounded the word out. "Doesn't sound so bad when you say it like that." They sat quietly for a while. Then Scully slowly stood up, reaching down to Mulder. "Come on. I got us a motel room in town. You can shower, shave and sleep the rest of the day away." Mulder grasped her hand and stood. "Actually, I was thinking of keeping the beard. It's a damn good disguise." He eyed her up and down. "If you're gonna help, you should think about changing your look, too." "Well, I certainly am not growing a beard," she quipped. "Come on," she repeated. "Wait." Mulder gave her hand a tug. "I want you to see this." ************************************************************ Mulder pulled Scully to the far side of the Rock, then he started to climb. She followed him up the side of the granite boulder, noticing bits of quartz and mica imbedded in the rock, which was covered in a pale green lichen. It was an easy climb to the top. Mulder looked out over the tops of the trees. The sun had come up over the horizon now, bathing the mountains in a golden glow. Older than the Rockies, there were no snow-capped peaks in the Black Hills. But Mulder pointed out a large mountain with a round, rocky top just off to the west. "That's Harney Peak. The highest point in the U.S. east of the Rockies." Then he pointed to a group of monolithic rocks that pointed into the sky. "Those are called the Cathedral Spires." He directed Scully's attention to the east. "You can't see them from here, we're not high enough, but the Great Plains are that way. Miles upon miles of grass. We're sitting on an island of trees in the middle of an ocean of prairie." He looked over at her. Her expression was peaceful yet full of wonder. "They're beautiful, Mulder." "You know, a lot of Northern Plains Indian tribes believed all life began here in the Black Hills. They called them the 'Center of the Universe'. When I first came here, I could almost feel their power. I still can." "I can, too," Scully whispered. Mulder gave her a sharp look. "I feel like I could talk to God here, and know that He hears me." Mulder smiled. "When I'm here, I can almost believe that there is a God." His heart felt full; Scully felt the wonder of these mountains, too! Scully looked up at him. "Thank you." "For what?" "For letting me be here, in this place. Your place." Mulder shook his head. "Not mine. Ours." ************************************************************ Triple M Motel Custer, SD By the time they drove back to Custer, the town had woken up. Traffic had increased and more than half the vehicles were from out of state. Scully knew their Washington license plates wouldn't even be noticed. She dropped Mulder off at the motel, telling him she had checked them in under the names Rod and Gloria Samuelson. He gave her an odd look as he gave her the key back and disappeared into the room. Shaking her head, she left on an errand of her own. When she arrived back at the room a short time later, Mulder was just coming out of the bathroom. Wearing nothing but jeans, he was still damp from the shower. Again, Scully noticed how thin he was. Mulder had always been lean, but now his ribs were easily visible. He'd lost more weight that a weeks worth of running would have done. Even his face looked gaunt, despite the beard. "I brought you breakfast," she told him, handing him one of the two small bags she carried. "Just save some for me. I'm taking the shower next." Mulder took the bag of doughnuts from her, smiling appreciatively. "Thanks." He looked at the other bag. "What's that?" "You'll see," she smiled at him. "Most of the stores don't open until 7 or 8," Scully continued. "so we'll have to wait to get you some more clothes." Moira had given Scully her ATM card with the promise of being paid back in full, with interest (Scully had insisted), when this whole mess was over. She wasn't about to use a lot Moira's money, but they would have it if needed. "I did, however, bring you these." She walked over to her carry-all and pulled out a couple of over size T-shirts. She had originally bought them to sleep in, but they would fit Mulder just fine. "I'll be back." When she had finished with her shower, and other tasks, she looked at herself in the mirror. Like Mulder, she had circles under her eyes, but not as bad as his. It would do them both good to stay here for a couple of days, to rest and plan, before heading out into the unknown. A part of her was excited; adventure in her life had been rare since leaving the X Files. Another part of her wondered why the hell she wanted to go back to that kind of life. Her reflection offered no answers. Scully left the bathroom wrapped only in a towel, expecting Mulder to be asleep or close to it. Instead, she found him sitting on the end of the bed, remote in hand, staring at the TV. He was watching some cheesy movie on the free Showtime the motel offered. It was a pretty racy love scene. It wasn't porn, but it was close. "Don't tell me you still watch videos like this?" Without looking away from the screen, he replied, deadpan, "Only the ones with red-heads in them." Scully bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing. He finally turned his head to look at her, probably wondering why she hadn't snapped out a quick comeback to his comment. When he saw her, his eyes widened and his jaw dropped. Scully let herself laugh out loud. "I may have to dig out all those videos with blondes in them again," he said when he could speak. Still smiling, Scully walked up to him. She had chosen blonde for her new hair color because it suited her complexion better than darker hair. Besides, she'd always wanted to be a blonde. She moved to stand between Mulder and the TV. "I wanted to see if it was true." "If what was true?" "That blondes have more fun." She brought her hand up and gently ran her fingers along his bearded cheek. "Mulder?" "Huh?" "Turn off the TV." Without hesitation, he lifted the remote, pressed the off button, and threw it on the table next to the TV. "Thank you," Scully said simply. Then, without another word, she stepped back, untucked the towel from around her, and let it fall to the floor. ************************************************************ It was well over an hour later when Scully got out of bed and dressed, leaving a sleeping Mulder snoring softly under the sheets. She hadn't planned on seducing him this morning, but she could tell he was wired, like she had been last night, and would need help to get his overactive mind quieted. She had thought a little vigorous activity would help. She smiled. And vigorous it had been, despite his exhaustion. Now he slept peacefully. She brushed out her hair and pulled it into a ponytail. She smiled at herself in the mirror; she looked like a cheerleader! Scully had never been a cheerleader. Her eyes caught the reflection of the little cooler sitting on the dresser behind her. She turned and walked over to it, opening it, and taking out the vial. Protection against an alien invasion. She shook her head. Despite all she'd seen, she still didn't know how it was possible. But she had seen what Mulder called the alien virus kill. She herself had nearly been a victim. This indeed was a gold mine she was holding. She placed the vial carefully back into the box, noticing as she did so that it needed more ice. Quietly, she left the room to get more ice at the cafe. While there, Mrs. Conrad, the manager, saw her. "Mrs. Samuelson," they grey haired lady said. "Did your husband finally arrive?" Scully turned to her smiling, thanking God, fate, or whatever for making her wear a cap when she checked in the night before. Hopefully, Mrs. Conrad wouldn't notice the change in her hair color. "Yes, he did," she replied. "But he's so tired, I wouldn't be surprised if he slept the day away." Mrs. Conrad smiled broadly. "Well, you just best keep him company, now. You are on vacation, after all. You'll have enough time for sight-seeing later." Scully nodded. "I wouldn't dream of leaving him alone now that I have him all to myself." She was only a little surprised to realize she meant it. "Have a good day, then." The little woman walked off to greet another guest, and Scully, cup of ice in hand, went back to the room, where 'Mr. Samuelson' slept. ***** End 2/7 Someday-Part 3/7 Summary and disclaimers in Part 1 ***** It was early afternoon when Mulder finally woke. Scully had spent most of the time writing notes. It had become habit for her to write detailed reports about every case she was involved with, and she had decided to treat this 'little' adventure like a case. Even if she didn't have a job when it was over. She had tried to nap next to Mulder, but the sleep she had received last night had made it impossible to rest. She was staring off into space, wondering how long they should stay at the motel, when she felt his gaze on her. She turned her head to look at him. "Goodmorning, Sunshine," she said softly, a small smile on her face. Mulder grunted something unintelligible and sat up, rubbing his hands over his face. Scully let her eyes roam over his naked torso. Despite his thinness, he was still well-muscled and sexy. "What time is it?" he asked, looking at her once more. "Just after 3." She glanced at the curtained window, hearing the voices of a vacationing family pass by outside the room. "We should probably do some shopping and get something to eat. You know, play the tourists so nobody gets suspicious." "You should have told them we were on our honeymoon. Then we wouldn't be obligated to even leave the room." "Nobody would buy that." Mulder glanced at her questioningly. "Have you ever noticed how we act in public? We look like we've been married for years!" Mulder chuckled, then threw the sheet off and stood to walk over to the TV, grabbing the remote. Scully let her eyes track him for a while, then looked away quickly, suddenly embarrassed. The air conditioner was on high, but she still felt abnormally warm. "Would you quit that!" "What?" He flipped on the TV and walked back to the bed. Scully glanced at him. "I can't think clearly with you walking around butt-naked!" "It's nothing you haven't seen before. Even before that night at the cabin in Hayden Lake." "Yeah, well, before Hayden Lake, you'd never walk in front of me with nothing on!" She paused, thinking back. "Not so comfortably, anyway." She faced him as he sat back down on the bed. "We never got the chance to enjoy each other's physical attributes back when you were with the X Files, did we?" Mulder asked. "We always seemed to be in dire straits whenever one of us was naked." Scully tried not to smile. "But I remember using my imagination often enough." Scully's eyes widened. "Oh, really? When and where did you use this imagination?" "Oh, anytime." Mulder had a slight smile on his face. "But most often it was when we were working late in the office. I especially liked it when you would bend over to get a file in one of the lower drawers. What a view!" "Mulder!" Scully didn't know whether to be angry or amused. "Then you would suddenly realize that bending over might not be such a 'polite' thing to do, so you'd squat down. And if you were wearing a skirt, it would ride up, and that was an even better view!" "You sexist pig!" Scully exclaimed, but there was laughter in her voice. "All that time I thought you respected me, and instead you were eyeing me as if I was some piece of..." "I was *admiring* you, Scully!" Mulder interrupted. "That's all! It's not like I was jerking off under the desk!" Scully was speechless. "Don't tell me you never..." Mulder stopped, looking like he didn't know how to continue. "Okay, this is going to sound really egotistical, but you never looked at me that way back then?" He looked incredibly hopeful. Scully was still a little stunned, but that familiar puppy-dog expression on his face made her smile. "Well, I guess. Yeah, I...watched you on occasion, wondering..." "Why do I hear a 'but' in there?" Scully sighed. "But, I never really thought you looked at me as anything more than a sister, or sexless friend, or even a mother at times." She felt herself blush again at Mulder's astounded stare. It was his turn to be speechless. For a moment. He glanced at the TV, as if for inspiration, then looked back at her. "Scully, do you, by chance, recall moments in our past when we were pressed together in very close quarters? Do you remember *feeling* anything unusual? Do you actually think I was thinking about my mother at the time!?" Scully didn't think is was possible, but she felt her face heat even more. Before she could respond to him (God, what could she say?), the TV caught her attention, as well as Mulder's. "There is a nationwide manhunt going on today for two missing FBI agents," the female reporter from CNN was saying. Pictures of both Mulder and Scully were flashed onto the screen. "Agent Dana Scully, an Assistant Special Agent in Charge with the Seattle Field Office based in Spokane, and Agent Fox Mulder of the Washington D.C. Division, have both been missing for two days. While the FBI is being tight-lipped about what may be behind the agents' disappearance, they are requesting the help from law-enforcement officials across the country in locating them. "The missing agents, who are former partners, are expected to be traveling together and are more than likely armed. Whether or not they are dangerous to the public, the FBI would not say." The woman continued onto the next story. Mulder and Scully sat silent for a while. Then Mulder spoke. "Rather vague, weren't they?" He paused, a thoughtful look on his face. "I would have thought the Bureau would have wanted to keep this quiet." "Someone must have leaked it to the press," Scully replied. "They had to make some kind of formal statement. But you're right; they weren't very open with their information." "Just enough to make people nervous," Mulder nodded. "They'll think we're a pair of renegade agents out to kill everyone." He sighed. "Maybe we should wait until tomorrow to go out shopping." She looked at him, a smile on her lips. "Oh, come on. I want to play tourist while I can. No one's gonna recognize us!" Mulder's brow furrowed. It obviously wasn't what he had expected her to say. "Okay. Let's go." Scully tried not to watch him as he dressed, but she couldn't help it. He pulled on one of her T-shirts to go with his jeans. It had a picture of a jumping horse and rider on it and said in big, red letters: JUST JUMP IT! She thought it made him look cute. In deference to the heat, she had put on a pair of shorts that morning, and couldn't help but feel good when she caught Mulder looking at her bare legs. It made her remember what he had said about using his imagination, checking her out while they were working. She should have been angry. It was incredibly sexist. But she didn't mind it at all. ************************************************************ Triple M Cafe Custer, SD Scully was acting very unusual this afternoon. "Every shopping trip or tourist excursion should begin with a meal," she was saying. Mulder assumed that was why she had dragged him to the cafe first. He didn't mind; he was starving. And the Scully sitting across from him, this blonde, smiling Scully, was so fascinating, so new, he wasn't about to lose sight of her yet. She was playful, giggly. Even her seduction of him this morning had been different. She had always been exciting in bed, a fact that had awed him upon discovery, but this giddy, almost ditzy, Scully attracted, amused and confused him. "My mother taught me that," she finished. After the waitress brought them their orders, the two started eating; but Scully kept chattering. She was telling him about all the places she wanted to visit: Reptile Gardens, Bear Country, Wind Cave. She told him how they should try to get in some hiking or horseback riding. She giggled and laughed more at that meal than she had in all the seven years they had worked together on the X Files. Mulder felt his confusion grow, and his amusement and attraction began to die. He was beginning to miss 'his' Scully. "Scully?" He finally interrupted her chatter. "Gloria," she automatically corrected him. "Gloria," he lowered his voice. "Was there something other than hair color in that bag this morning?" Scully beamed at him. "Gee, Rod. I'm only trying to be 'blonde'!" Mulder watched Scully's face closely, then saw the sapphire glint that he had somehow missed before. He must still be tired! He started laughing. "You are nasty!" "I know, I know! Not ALL blondes act like that. Moira's blonde, and she's one of the most level headed people I know. She always tells me it's the bleached blondes that give blondes a bad name, not the natural ones." She shrugged. "So, I'm just playing the part." Mulder shook his head. "And doing a very good job, I might add. I got really worried there for a minute. The last thing I need right now is for my calm, rational Scully to lose it." "YOUR calm, rational Scully?" Mulder just gave her a smug smile. "Okay. Your calm, rational Scully thought of something very important while you were sleeping." Mulder gave her his full, serious attention. "Do you remember Chloe Wood? I introduced you to her back when the X Files were closed and I was teaching at the Academy." Mulder nodded. "She was one of the pathologists down there, wasn't she?" "Actually, she was a virologist. She specialized in vaccine reproduction before she went to work for the Bureau." Mulder felt excitement roar through him. "Where is she now?" "Last I heard, she lives and works in Tucson, Arizona. And I'm almost sure we could trust her to help us." "Almost?" "Trust No One, remember?" Scully's face became serious. "How many people we've put our faith in have either turned on us or died?" Mulder became somber. "They'll never know she's involved. We're still one step ahead of them, remember?" Scully's eyes drifted to look outside the cafe window. They were pensive, worried. "Hey," Mulder asked softly. "What are you thinking?" "I'm wondering what my mother is thinking about all this. I hate how my exploits worry her." "She has faith in your abilities, Scully." He reached over and grasped her hand, waiting until she turned her attention to him again. "And she knows you're with me, now, too. I'd like to think that would make her feel better about the situation." Scully gave him a soft smile. "You're right. It would. She knows we'll take care of each other." She glanced down at her plate. She hadn't eaten much, he saw. But she seemed pleased that he had eaten all of his meal. She muttered something about him being too thin, then stood to pay the bill at the register in the front. Mulder stood to follow. "Now what?" he asked. She turned that dazzling, blonde smile on. "Now, we get to play tourist!" ************************************************************ FBI Headquarters Washington D.C. Justin Monroe reclined in Mulder's chair, feet on the desk, watching Cat O'Neil pace the room with amusement. She glanced at him, her dark eyes flashing. "You know, I'd really appreciate it if you'd stop smirking at me, get off your ass, and help me figure out what to do now!" They had just received word today that they had been taken off Mulder's case. His disappearance, as well as Agent Scully's, was being investigated by a team from the Office of Professional Responsibility. They had made it clear that whatever Mulder and Scully's reasons for their flight, neither of them would have a job when they got back. Justin, having heard the rumors and stories for years, knew both agents had been under fire before. Separated, removed from the X Files, put on probation and/or suspension. They had survived everything the Bureau had thrown at them, and had still managed to keep going, solving the most difficult cases time and again. They were, Justin knew, living legends. And more than one person in this building, and elsewhere in the Bureau, were on their side, no matter what the reasons were for their disappearance. "What do you want me to do?" Justin asked his new partner. "Make my own rut in the floor? We're off the case, O'Neil. It is out of our hands. This is the X Files, and while their disappearing act is a mystery, it is not 'paranormal'." He said the word as if it left a bad taste in his mouth. Cat glared at him, her arms folded across her chest. Justin had to admit that she was a fine looking woman. If he were interested in that sort of thing, he might be tempted to hit on her. But he had also learned in the last couple of days that she had one hell of a temper, one he was quickly learning to respect. "We can look into the matter on our own time," Cat told him. He could tell she was clenching her teeth in an effort not to yell. "Come on, Monroe. Don't you want to find Scully?" Justin sighed. "Yes. Of course I do. But we have a job here. One I'm not too thrilled with at the moment, but a job nonetheless." A knock sounded on the office door. Justin stood immediately when he recognized Assistant Director Walter Skinner. "Can we help you, sir?" ************************************************************ Skinner stood in the door, his eyes darting between the two young agents. It was almost deja-vu, he thought, though these two looked nothing like Mulder and Scully. They were strangers to this office, even if O'Neil had been working here for almost a year now. Every time he came down, he expected to see Scully instead of her. He expected to interrupt his two best agents intently working on reports or bickering about a case. He glanced at Mulder's nameplate on the door; he hoped he wouldn't have to take it down anytime soon. With a heavy sigh, Skinner strode into the office. "Have a seat, Agents." He waited while Monroe and O'Neil sat at their respective desks; Cat had finally talked the janitorial staff into moving an old, tiny desk into the office about a month ago. Mulder hadn't said a word. Skinner walked over to the corkboard, glancing up at the 'I Want To Believe' poster. Then he looked at a picture stuck in the board with a thumbtack. It was easily visible from Mulder's desk. It was a picture of a group of about 15 people. 'The Beast Task Force' from Spokane, Washington. They had taken the group photo the day that Matthew Ross had been arrested. They were happy, for the Beast had been killing for more that five years. He noticed both Monroe and O'Neil in the picture, but his eyes were drawn to two tired looking agents standing at the edge of the group. Always on the edge, those two, Skinner thought wryly. They were both smiling slightly, but they had an air of sadness about them, as well. As if they knew that Ross' capture meant separation for them once again. Mulder was standing behind Scully, his left hand sitting almost proprietary-like on her hip. Though he couldn't be sure, it appeared as if Scully was leaning back against the man behind her. It hadn't taken a rocket scientist to know that something had changed between Mulder and Scully after Mulder's return from Spokane. Mulder's behavior had been enough of a clue. His slight blush when Skinner had asked him, "So, how is Agent Scully?" the day of his arrival back had spoken volumes. Rumors about the two of them being lovers had circulated for years; how else could you explain their bond? But Skinner had always doubted the rumors. Just like he doubted the rumors about Mulder and O'Neil that were going around now. He *knew* they weren't true. But if Mulder and Scully had finally taken that final step into intimacy, he was happy for them. He turned again to look at his agents. He had asked Monroe to stay on to help with the X Files indefinitely this morning, the same time he had told them they were off Mulder and Scully's case. He liked the young man, despite his obvious disdain for the work Mulder loved. He and O'Neil worked well together. They would take care of the X Files. But they weren't Mulder and Scully. "Agents," Skinner finally said. "I want you to find Mulder and Scully." Dark brown eyes met sky blue eyes, both startled. "Sir," O'Neil started. "OPR has taken over the case." "I know," Skinner nodded. "And I'm putting you both back on it...unofficially." He paused, meeting the eyes of both agents. "And if you do find them, you will help them with whatever they ask. Understood?" O'Neil nodded immediately, excitement in her eyes. Monroe nodded after a long pause. "Good," Skinner nodded back at them. "Prove to me you are both capable of taking over the X Files by doing what may be the impossible. Just like Mulder and Scully did for years." With that, he left the office. ************************************************************* The Black Hills of South Dakota Mulder and Scully spent that evening and the next day playing tourist. After finding Mulder appropriate clothing, including a new pair of jeans and a pair of khaki shorts, he and Scully set out to see the sights. They were determined to have the vacation they knew they weren't going to get in the fall. They visited 'Bear Country', a wildlife park, as well as Mt. Rushmore, fighting the hordes of visitors at the monument. They decided to visit 'Reptile Gardens', though neither of them had any fondness for snakes, and were surprised to find more than slithery serpents. Scully appreciated the colorful parrots and the tropical flowers. Mulder liked the Bewitched Village trained animal show, which included a bell-ringing cow, a dancing chicken, a gun-fighting bunny, and a gold-mining pig. Scully even managed to get Mulder on a horse when she talked him into a trail ride just before sunset. He groaned and complained that he hadn't been on a horse since he was a kid, and had no desire to get on one now. But in the end, he seemed to enjoy the ride through the pines, as well as Scully's compliment that he looked 'pretty damn good' on a horse. It was fun and relaxing. If the days were relaxing, the nights were anything but. Despite the fact that they needed their sleep, it was next to impossible to just sleep while sharing the same bed. One touch, and they both went wild. It was almost like a honeymoon, Scully thought. They couldn't get enough of each other. Finally, early Monday morning, they checked out of the motel and started driving south. Arizona was their destination, but they were in no hurry to get there. Neither of them discussed why. It was simple: They were together, they were alive. The future was so dark and unsure that they wanted to take advantage of every second of peace they could find. But in the end, they knew they had a job to do. It was while they were stopping for gas just north of Denver that they had their first scare. Scully had gone into the convenience store to pay for the gas and grab something to eat when Mulder saw the black sedan pull up. He tensed, but continued to clean the windshield of the truck, keeping his eye on the car. Two men stepped out, one wearing jeans and T-shirt, the other in slacks and a polo shirt. Despite their casual dress, Mulder smelled 'Fed'. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Scully step out of the store. She looked up, noticed the men, and faltered ever so slightly. 'Stay cool' he told her silently. Without taking her eyes off the men, she continued walking towards Mulder. The older man made eye contact with her. She didn't look away. The man finally did, as if embarrassed, then he and the other one went into the building. Mulder gave a sigh of relief. There had been no recognition on the man's face. Either he wasn't looking for them, or he just never realized that Scully could be a cute blonde when she wanted. Without a word, they both got in the truck and drove away. Scully swiveled in her seat to watch out the back window. The men never reappeared and their car never moved. She faced front again, taking a deep breath. They were silent for a long while. Then Scully asked quietly,"Do you think they were looking for us?" "Everyone's looking for us," Mulder responded. "Don't you watch the news?" Their pictures were still being flashed from time to time, but the press was losing interest; no one would tell them why two FBI agents were missing. Mulder was pretty sure the only people they had to worry about were Federal agents. And whoever else knew about the vaccine. An image of a tall, cigarette-smoking monster came to mind. He was out there somewhere, Mulder was sure of it. ***** End of 3/7 Someday-Part 4/7 Summary and disclaimers in Part 1 ***** Most of the rest of the trip was uneventful. But then they got to Mew Mexico. It was after sunset, which came noticeably earlier this far south compared to the Black Hills. They had decided to drive through the night, as the air conditioning wasn't always working, and the desert in late July was not the coolest of places. Somewhere around Truth or Consequences, Mulder's stomach began to growl. He felt Scully's eyes on him, but didn't look at her. Instead, he pulled into the parking lot of a roadhouse called 'End of the Earth'. "Mulder, it's a bar." "Bars have food." "Yeah," she countered. "If you want to call piles of grease and fat food." "I'm starving, and I'm betting this place has great hamburgers." Scully shook her head in exasperation, but followed him in anyway. Dark, smoky, with loud country music, it was your typical, middle-of-the-desert watering hole. Mulder smiled, thinking that with his beard, he fit right in. But as they moved to a table, is smile began to fade. The crowd, consisting mostly of men, was paying a little too much attention to Scully. After ordering from a tall, leggy, large-chested red-head (Mulder couldn't help but laugh at Scully's very dark look), Scully commented, "I feel like I should be wearing a short, leather skirt and a tube top." Mulder grinned at her. "Even with the hair, I just can't picture that." Then he stood. "I'll be back." He turned and headed for the men's room. When he came back a short time later, he wasn't at all surprised to see someone hitting on Scully. Naturally, jealousy was his first emotion, but curiosity overrode it and he quietly walked over to the table to listen. "Come on, darlin'," the man, a big, burly biker type, was saying. "Just one dance?" "I told you, I'm with someone." "Hey, you're not wearing a ring, so that means ya don't belong to nobody. Just one dance." Scully turned ice blue eyes on him. "No." It was simple and to the point. Heaving a big sigh, the guy turned and walked off. With a smirk, Mulder sat back down across from Scully. She glared at him, blaming him for their present situation, no doubt. He shrugged, but didn't say a word. As he had guessed, his hamburger, when it came, was great. Scully had settled for a bowl of chili, which, to Mulder's great amusement, made her eyes water. They were almost finished when he noticed a tall man with black hair and piercing blue eyes staring at them from across the room. Or, more specifically, staring at Scully. The glint in his eyes made Mulder nervous. Soon, they stood to go. Mulder again wasn't surprised when the man accosted them before they could reach the door. He was beginning to think the bar hadn't been a good idea after all. "Hey, pretty lady," the tall man said to Scully in a husky voice. "What the hell are you doing with someone like him when you could be with someone like me?" Scully smiled sweetly. "How original," she told him. "Are you going to ask me what my sign is next?" The man simply laughed. "You're new here. I know I've never seen you before." "Hey, Jake!" another man called out. "How can you tell that when she's got all her clothes on?" The room erupted in laughter. But a few people looked worried. The last thing they wanted was a fight. "Come on, babe," Jake continued. "I could show you things you've only dreamed about." He grabbed Scully by the arm. With a quick twist, she easily slipped our of his grasp. "Nothing you have could possibly interest me in the least." Her tone was frigid. Ice Queen, Mulder thought, content for now to let her handle the man. My Ice Queen. Scully started walking out and Mulder followed, trying hard not to smile as he passed Jake. He didn't succeed. "Yeah, you just keep smiling, Mister. I would be, too, if I was going home with a cunt like her." He turned his leer back to Scully. "I'll bet she tastes as sweet as pie." Mulder's smile vanished. The use of that word, that one, obscene word, to describe Scully had him seeing red. "Well?" Jake continued. "Is she?" Scully must have known what he was going to do before he knew himself, because she tried to stop him. "Mulder, no!" But she was too late. Mulder spun around, his right fist connecting with Jake's jaw with a 'SMACK' that echoed throughout the room. Jake fell back, stunned, but he didn't go down. His eyes met Mulder's and Mulder suddenly realized why Scully had tried to stop him. He was committed to this fight until the end, now. With a roar, Jake rushed him, his shoulder ramming Mulder in the ribs, plowing him against the wall. He became conscious of the cheering crowd that circled around them, but with the breath knocked out of him, his eyes lost focus. His training, however, was strong. He kicked upward with his knee, shoving his opponent sideways as it connected. Jake found himself off balance, and struggled to remain on his feet. Jake's attention elsewhere was all Mulder needed to get his breath back. With a left this time, he punched Jake again. Jake recovered, and Mulder felt his own head jerk back as Jake's fist connected. The man may have outweighed Mulder by a good 30 pounds, but Mulder's agility, his training, and most of all, his sobriety, was too much for Jake. Soon, Jake was on the ground, groaning, not able to continue. Mulder stood straight, his ribs aching, blood dripping from where his lip had split. He suddenly realized how silent it had become. He looked for Scully and saw her still standing by the door. Her face wore a mixture of shock, horror, and something he wasn't ready to name. Her eyes met his, then drifted down his body. He looked down to see what she was looking at. During the fight, his jacket had gotten caught behind his weapon. No wonder the room was so quiet; they were afraid he was going to pull his gun and shoot somebody. Mulder suddenly began to realize what a fool he had been. The fight, combined with the no-longer-concealed weapon, meant police would be arriving very soon. "Oh, Shit!" He groaned. Then, without another word, he sprinted for the door, grabbing Scully's arm on the way past. He didn't have to drag her far, for once they got outside, she was running full tilt on her own. They ran to the pick-up, which was fortunately parked in a dark area of the lot, and drove off without any headlights. No one followed. ************************************************************ Sheriff's Department Truth or Consequences, New Mexico Jake was fuming. First, he gets beaten up in front of all his fellows, for the first time in ages. Then, his opponent runs off, leaving him to deal with the police. Now, he sat in a chair, an ice pack held up to one eye, trying to explain the 'encounter' to a deputy without making himself look like the guilty party. "Look, I'd never seen them before. He and the broad were obviously not from around here." "What did he look like?" the Deputy asked patiently. "Tall, 'bout six feet, not as tall as me. Skinny. Dark hair and beard." He paused. "When I saw the gun, I immediately thought 'cop'. I guess it was the way he wore it." It would explain why he beat me up so easily, too, he thought to himself. "What about the woman? You said he was with a woman." Jake sat silent. "You know," the Deputy continued. "The one you guys were fighting over. What did she look like?" "Short, blonde, a bit prissy. Nice bod, but nothing spectacular." Jake paused again. "Come to think of it, she coulda been a cop, too." The Deputy made notes, then looked at Jake again. "Do you have any idea what their names were?" "No, man! I told you! I've never seen them before!" Jake met the Deputy's glare with one of his own. Then, he remembered something. "Wait a minute. She called him something, just before he hit me the first time." He thought back. "I think it was 'Mudler' or 'Moulder'. No, no! It was 'Mulder'." The Deputy wrote down the name, then stood. "Hey, Luke," he called across the room. "Run a check through the computer on a 'Mulder', will you?" ************************************************************ In the middle of the desert in New Mexico, about 3 miles from the Arizona state line, is a small, run-down motel called The Last Resort. After driving north for about 45 minutes, then south again, hoping to keep any pursuers from learning their real route, Mulder and Scully settled there for the night. However, things were not very settled at the moment. Scully was angry. Very angry. As angry as Mulder had ever seen her. And not just at Mulder, but at herself as well. When she recalled yelling out 'Mulder' just before the fight, she had berated herself as hard as she had Mulder. Now, she paced the small room, arms folded, her eyes blazing. Mulder was surprised her hair hadn't turned red again due to her fury. He sat through it all, sitting on the end of the bed, watching her with a washcloth wrapped around ice held up to his jaw. Trying hard not to think how sexy she looked angry. "I can't believe you did that!" She said for the umpteenth time. "What were you thinking?!" "I wasn't thinking, that's the problem!" Mulder moaned. "I'm sorry. I was angry. When I heard him say that word, I got pissed!" Scully stopped her pacing and glared at him. "They'll report this, you know. It will be known that we look different now. It will be known what part of the country we're in. It's not much, but at the same time, it's too much! Damn it, Mulder! How could you?!" Her voice had risen steadily through her short tirade. And again, despite the situation, Mulder felt a nudge from below his belt. "What else can I say?" he asked her. "Look, maybe there's a chance they didn't call the cops. I'm sure I wasn't the only person in that bar carrying a concealed weapon. Or, maybe no one heard you shout my name. Maybe they'll let it slide by." Scully said nothing, but her expression said, 'Yeah, right!' "Well, we'll just keep going, straight to this Dr. Wood, and keep a low profile." Scully shook he head. "Isn't that what we've been doing?" She sighed, and Mulder saw the anger drain from her. "I guess the honeymoon's over." Mulder's eyebrows rose. "Honeymoon?" He stood and walked toward her. "Darlin', I still have yet to do things to you you ain't never done before." Scully smiled faintly at Mulder's parody of Jake. She looked up at him. "I hate to admit it, but..." "But what?" "Watching you fight like that. For my 'honor', if you will. It was..." Mulder smiled. "Yes?" He thought he knew what she was trying to say, but wanted to hear her say it. Scully sighed. "It kind of turned me on." She tried her hardest to look regretful, but it didn't work. He wrapped his arms around her. "Just be gentle. My ribs hurt." "Oh, poor baby," Scully said sarcastically. Then she stepped out of his arms and started to pull his shirt up over his head. Mulder lifted his arms to assist, wincing. Then he shivered as her soft hands began running gently along his ribs, which were already showing signs of bruising. She bent and kissed the worst of the bruises. "I think you'll be fine," she whispered. She slowly started to unbuckle his belt. He backed towards the bed behind him, Scully following. "Scully," he said, his voice rough. "Hmm?" "As my reward for being your 'knight', can you do something for me tonight?" With a small smile on her face, she asked, "Like what?" "Call me 'Fox'." She laughed outright. Nearly every time they made love, she ended up calling him 'Fox'. Gently, she grabbed his lower lip between hers, running her tongue along the small cut there. Mulder groaned, the sound a mixture of pain and pleasure. "Only if you do your job right," she threatened him. "Oh, I'll be sure to," he replied in a husky whisper. With a quick move that made Scully gasp, he grabbed her by the waist, spun her around, and literally threw her on the bed. Scully gave a delighted laugh, thrilling Mulder; oh, how he loved to hear her laugh! With speed that would have impressed a NASCAR pit crew, they undressed. Mulder joined her on the bed. She wrapped her arms around him, lifting her face to meet his lips, but he didn't kiss her. Instead, he lowered his head, grasping her nipple in his mouth and sucking hard. Scully arched her back, letting out a hissing breath. With a smile, Mulder began working his way down her body. He felt her tense, but continued his journey, making sure the bristles from his thin beard rubbed against every inch of her he passed. She was breathing hard, but lying still, when he reached her center. Though their love-making has always been passionate and a little wild, they had yet to go this far. He looked up at her questioningly. She was watching him, her eyes dark. She gave him a slight nod. Meeting her eyes one last time, he lowered his head, kissing her wet core, using lips, tongue and teeth to drive her mad. She wriggled and bucked beneath him. He grasped her hips, trying to hold her still, but her taste, combined with her panting cries, were driving him just as wild. "Mulder!" Scully screamed. "Now!" She was tugging on his hair, her whole body arching violently off the bed. He stopped his ministrations, causing her to groan in both relief and despair. He slid his body up hers, taking her lips this time, feeling her tongue thrust into his mouth at the same moment he thrust into her wet, swollen channel. She screamed again, but it wasn't 'Mulder' she said. With a smile, he began to pound into her until his own release made him scream and her smile. ************************************************************ The blue Taurus rental sped down the highway. Cat was at the wheel; she rarely got to drive when she was with Mulder. Monroe was studying a map in the passenger seat. They were headed to New Mexico, where their first, and so far only, lead was. They had gone to Spokane first, but no one there knew anything...or they just weren't talking. But now it had been confirmed that Mulder had been spotted in a bar fight in New Mexico. "What the hell are they doing in New Mexico?" she asked aloud. It was a rhetorical question, but Monroe answered anyway. "You know, Roswell. Crashed alien spaceships. That sort of thing." Monroe never looked up from the map. Cat glanced at him. "I thought you didn't know anything about that kind of stuff." "Hey, everyone in America knows about Roswell, whether they believe it or not." He looked out the window. "Maybe their not 'in' New Mexico. Maybe they were just passing through." "On the way to where?" Monroe shrugged. "You know Mulder pretty well. What do you think?" "The guy the county sheriff described had a beard. That's not the Mulder I know." She thought for a bit. "Why are they hiding? What do they have? Information, or something more concrete?" Monroe sighed, shaking his head. "Well, you know Agent Scully pretty well. What would it take to get her to up and leave her job like this?" "The deputy said the woman with Mulder was blonde. That's not the Scully I know." His tone was dry. Cat sent him a glare. "Monroe, please. Help me out here?" He looked at her with a smirk on his face, his blue eyes flashing. "Sorry." He shrugged again. "It's got to be something she's dealt with before. Something extremely important. And dangerous." They sat quietly in the vehicle for a moment. "Wait a minute," Cat said. "Something," she repeated, emphasizing the 'thing'. "What if it's the vaccine?" Monroe furrowed his brow. "Vaccine for what?" "The alien virus. Mulder told me about it after he found me reading Scully's file one day." She paused as Monroe started laughing. "Come on! I'm sure you heard about what's happened to her in the past. How she was infected with a virus and nearly died." "Yeah, but alien?" "Whatever. What if they have the vaccine for it? Where would they go?" Monroe quieted, thinking. "Scully's a doctor. She would want to find another doctor to help her. A friend most likely." "One the Conspiracy doesn't know about," Cat murmured. "Conspiracy?" "Never mind. I'll explain it to you later." ***** End 4/7 Someday-Part 5/7 Summary and disclaimers in Part 1 ***** St. John's Medical Center Tucson, Arizona It was shortly after noon when Mulder and Scully walked into St. John's Medical Center. Scully hated it, but she was once again looking over her shoulder, and she felt Mulder's nervousness as well. It looked like the honeymoon was indeed over. Silently, Scully lead Mulder to the 5th floor, where Dr. Chloe Wood's office was located. She swung around the corner and smiled when she saw her old friend standing in the hallway talking to a couple of people. Her smile faded when she recognized them. She stopped and began to back up, hoping to slip back around the corner before they noticed her. But Mulder, having been walking several feet behind her, slammed into her back. "Scully, what..?" The three faces at the end of the hall turned towards them. Scully felt Mulder's body turn to stone behind her, and his voice, when he spoke, was ice tinged with fear. "What the hell are you doing here?" Cat, her dark eyes wide, took a step towards them. "Mulder! We're here to help! Skinner sent us." "How did you find us?" Scully demanded. Cat glanced at Justin. "It was luck, really. We knew you were in the southwest somewhere after the bar brawl." She seemed to take note of Mulder's slightly blackened eye and swollen lip. "We learned that Dr. Wood had taught at the Academy at the same time as Agent Scully." "It wasn't a brawl," Mulder commented. His voice sounded tired, as if he had given up. "Why did you think we would come to Dr. Wood?" "O'Neil thought you guys might have a vaccine," Justin answered. "Dr. Wood was the logical choice." Scully felt a chill work its way up her back. Cat's intuition was very similar to Mulder's, it seemed. He was always making spectacular leaps in logic that proved correct in the end. She looked at Cat. "Why did you think we have the vaccine?" Cat shrugged. "It was a guess." Scully turned to look at Mulder, her eyebrows raised. He was wearing a small smile, as if proud of his protege. He had every right to be, Scully thought. Cat was almost a feminine, mirror image of Mulder. Scully looked at Dr. Wood. "Hi, Chloe." "Dana." Chloe Wood nodded to her. "Chloe," Scully continued. "We need your help." Glancing at the younger agents, Chloe smirked. "So I gathered." She motioned toward her office. "Shall we?" ************************************************************ St. John's Medical Center Doctor Chloe Wood's Office By reviewing the antibodies in Scully's blood, which she had acquired when Mulder injected her with the original vaccine a few years ago in Antarctica, Dr. Wood was able to confirm that the content of the vial was indeed the vaccine. She also confirmed that it would be easy to replicate. The five of them 'camped out' in Chloe's office the rest of that day and into the night. While Scully helped Chloe with the replication procedures, Mulder and the others planned the next step. From what Chloe could determine, the vaccine had been produced from the killed virus itself, the way many vaccines were made. Nonetheless, this made Mulder and Scully nervous; they didn't like the idea of being around the virus, dead or otherwise. It was well past four the next morning when Scully determined they had enough made up. "Now what?" Mulder said to no one in particular, but his attention was on Scully. "Are we still going to go with my suggestion?" she asked back. "What suggestion?" Monroe asked. "I thought Mulder told you," Scully asked. "He told us we might have to split up, in pairs or something, taking the vaccine and hiding it," Cat responded. Scully shook her head. "Yes and no. We need to split up, yes, but I think it's best if we all split up, *all* of us. The more vaccine we hide away for future use, the better." She looked at each one in turn. "It's also better insurance in case one of us gets caught." She looked at Chloe. "I don't expect you to help us anymore. You've done more than enough already." "Are you kidding?" Chloe asked. "I'm not going to stop now. I know people in Mexico who can hide this stuff." Scully nodded. "We can all hide it, tell a few trustworthy souls about it, so that more than one person knows where and what to look for when the time comes. Sort of like the Navajo's way of passing down stories, huh, Mulder?" Mulder nodded, but he knew his nervousness showed. "I'm not sure it's a good idea to split up completely." "Between the five of us, I think we can ensure that this stuff stays safe," Scully argued. But Mulder obviously wasn't convinced. "Scully, can I have word with you?" Scully followed Mulder over to the far side of the lab. "What's wrong? You suddenly don't like my idea?" "No. I think it's our best option if we want to have a life after this is over. I just don't like being separated." "Mulder, just because we're sleeping together now does not mean I can't take care of myself as I have always been able to do. This is a very good reason why we shouldn't have let this relationship change!" She was whispering, but her voice sounded sharp anyway. Mulder grimaced. "I know very well you can take care of yourself. That is one of the reasons I love you so much. Your strength, your confidence. But I have a bad feeling about this!" He sighed. "Contramundum, remember?" "Mulder, we stand a better chance of succeeding if we separate. And when we succeed, we can be together." "You promise?" His heart started beating harder. The idea of spending the rest of his life loving this woman thrilled him. But the fear remained. "Why do I feel like you're leaving for good, again?" She moved in close, looking him in the eye. "Not for good. Never for good." "I just have a bad feeling about this." "You sound like a character from 'Star Wars'." Scully joked, then paused. "Someday is almost here, Mulder. It's almost here." ************************************************************ The five of them separated after a quick breakfast around six in the morning. Chloe was taking a quick trip south of the border, to a doctor friend in Mexico. Monroe and Cat headed north, planning to split up in Nevada the next day. Mulder and Scully retraced their steps east. Well, not exactly the same route, Mulder thought wryly. They managed to avoid going near a little road house just outside Truth or Consequences, New Mexico. At dusk, they stopped at a motel somewhere in Texas. The plan was for Scully to take a flight out of Dallas the next day, destination unknown to all but her. Mulder was not anxious for the separation. Late that night, he lay awake, staring at the ceiling, his arms wrapped tightly around a sleeping Scully. He and Scully had been through so much, what was one more trial? When this was over, when all the samples were well hidden, maybe they could get their lives back. Not the same lives, of course. He knew without a doubt that this little escapade would cost him his job. Finally. But, he didn't regret it. He was content to let Cat take over the X Files. Imagine that! But, then what was he to do? He turned his face into Scully's hair, breathing deeply. If he searched deep down in his heart, he knew what he wanted to do. Marry the woman sleeping beside him and start producing red-headed, green-eyed babies. But that was most likely impossible. Even if Scully would settle down and marry him, she couldn't have children. Not by conventional means, anyway. His thoughts drifted back to the ova he had secreted away with the help of the Lone Gunmen. There was always that option. He closed his eyes and pictured it: He and Scully, always together, never apart, no matter what the situation. He could see her, smiling, her belly round with his child. He felt his heart literally ache. God, how he wanted to make her happy! She was starting to wake next to him, her hand sliding along him, fingers playing with his chest hair. Mulder's mind, still on his fantasy vision, asked before he could stop himself, "Do you know what I wish?" She lifted her head, giving him a sleepy look. "What?" He took a deep breath. "Nothing. Never mind." Scully gave the hair she was fingering a sharp tug. "Ouch!" "What?" she repeated. "Don't get me all curious and then back off!" Mulder sighed. "I wish we had made a baby tonight." Scully stilled, her eyes wide. Then she smiled. A sad smile. "Really?" "Yeah, really." She lowered her head and gently kissed him. "I do, too." "What if.." he paused. "What if I told you that you *could* have children." She tilted her head in curiosity, but remained quiet. "Scully, I've kept something from you. I know I shouldn't have, but.." "My ova?" Scully interrupted in a soft voice. Mulder felt shock sweep through him. "You know?" She nodded. "Frohike told me." For a moment, Mulder felt anger replace his shock. Scully noticed. "Don't get mad at him. I knew he was hiding something important from me and I forced it out of him. You know very well that *he* can't lie to me." Mulder felt his face heat. "And you're not mad?" "Oh, I was a bit ticked for a while, yes. But not anymore. And who knows; Maybe I'll have need for them in the future." She lay her head back on his shoulder. "Scully?" "Hmm?" "If you do decide you have a need for them..." He stopped. "Don't worry, Mulder. You'll be the first to know." He felt her smile. "You'll have to be if you're going to be the donor." Mulder smiled, feeling incredibly relieved. "Scully?" With a soft laugh, she replied, "Hmm?" "Be careful. I want you to have those babies in the future." "A future we're helping to protect with this vaccine," she reminded him. "Just promise me you'll be careful." His voice had become hard. "I promise," she sighed. Then she moved up on his chest so she could face him. "You're really worried, aren't you?" He brought his hand up, brushing hair from her face. Then he cupped her cheek. "Yes." His voice was soft, but deadly serious. He could tell by her expression that she recognized his very real fear. She nodded, then brought her lips down on his. He knew she was trying to distract him, and he decided to let her. In the back of his mind he began to pray, yes pray, that this would not be the last time he made love to her. ************************************************************ Somewhere in Virginia "Well, have you found them, yet?" CGB Spender was angry. He had learned , only a week ago, about the vaccine Dr. Hendrickson had produced, and by the time he was able to do something about it, Mulder had the vaccine. Mulder. He felt a twinge of pride at the thought of the young agent, but anxiety as well. He had hoped that Mulder's obsession had been forgotten in Scully's absence. Evidently, it hadn't. Alex Krycek stood before Spender, his eyes never leaving the old man's. "I thought I had them in Tucson. They met up with a Dr. Wood there. But by the time I arrived, they were gone. I think O'Neil and an agent called Monroe are with them as well." "Shit!" Spender cursed softly, then started coughing. "Where did they go?" he asked when he had his breath back. Krycek sighed, for the first time showing his frustration. "As far as I can tell, all five of them split up." "What?" Spender leaned back in his chair. "If they all have samples of the vaccine..." He shook his head. This was not good. 'They' would not be happy to hear about this. "We'll never find it all." He looked at Krycek. "Do you want me and the others to keep looking?" Spender sighed again. "No." He glanced at the gray haired man standing towards the back of the room, who had stood silently through the entire exchange. "No, but I do want you to find *one* of them." He turned back to Krycek. "I want you to find Agent Scully and bring her to me." He glanced at the quiet one again. "To us." ************************************************************ Scully had been mad at herself plenty of times in her life, but she couldn't recall being this pissed at herself before. She had made it far too easy for them. Why had she believed that just because she wasn't carrying the vaccine anymore, she was safe? She had made it as far as the National Airport, and had decided to call Mulder and tell him she was okay. Standing at the pay phones, she had called his apartment, getting his answering machine. She had told him she would meet him and the others as planned that night at Headquarters. With a quick 'I miss you', she hung up and turned away from the phones. And she had literally run smack into Alex Krycek. "Hello, Dana. You are a hard lady to find, did you know that?" She'd been unarmed; she'd had to leave her weapon with Mulder in Texas in order to board the plane. Of course, she didn't know what she would have done with a gun in a crowded airport anyway. Now, here she sat, in the back of a dark sedan, Krycek holding a gun on her. She didn't bother asking him where they were going; he wouldn't tell her anyway. They finally arrived at an old farmhouse in what Scully believed must be the Virginia countryside. She followed Krycek into the building and came face to face with *him*. "C.G.B. Spender." she commented. "What a surprise. I can't say that I've missed you." Spender smirked. "Ah, but I have missed you, Dana." He walked toward her and touched her hair. The blonde color was slowly fading after every wash she gave her hair: thank goodness for temporary hair color. "I never pictured you as a blonde before." She jerked away from his touch. "Exactly." Spender turned and walked to a chair, sitting facing Scully. "Your friend, Dr. Wood, is already back at work acting like she never left. O'Neil and this Monroe are also finished with their 'duties' and are back in D.C." He tilted his head. "Quite a plan you and Mulder devised. I had hoped that more than a year of separation would have weakened your bond, but apparently I was wrong. "You may have won this round with your vaccine, but you and Mulder have become too much of a problem with the people in charge now. They want both of you dead, no excuses. They're tired of you always getting in the way. I can do nothing to change their mind. Your friends are safe, for now, but you and Mulder are not. They WILL kill you both." Scully let out a humorless laugh. "Aren't you a part of the 'they' you're talking about?" Spender shook his head. "No, Dana. Not in this. We want you and Mulder to live." She glanced at Krycek, who stood without speaking by the door. "We?" "Yes," said a voice from behind her. "We." Scully spun around, her eyes widening. The man standing before her was supposed to be dead. Mulder had told her that he had died in a car bombing, just after he had given Mulder the original vaccine that had saved her life in Antarctica. "I heard you were dead," she whispered. "Yes," the Well-Manicured Man said. "It isn't as difficult as it seems to make the world believe you are dead." He stepped closer, and Scully was surprised to find she wasn't as fearful of this man as she was Spender. His grey eyes were flashing with amusement. "We want to help you, Agent Scully." "How?" He smiled. "We want to help you and Mulder 'die'." ***** End of 5/7 Someday-Part 6/7 Summary and disclaimers in Part 1 ***** FBI Headquarters 6:51 P.M. Mulder was pacing the hallway outside the OPR conference room. Cat and Skinner were sitting on the bench trying to ignore his irritating movements. Monroe stood leaning against the wall, watching Mulder with an amused expression, his head moving back and forth as if he was watching a tennis match. They were waiting for Scully. Mulder stopped and looked at his watch...again. Then he glared at Skinner. "Her message said she'd be here." Skinner said nothing in response. "She would have called me if she was going to be late." "How?" Cat asked quietly. "You don't have your cell phone with you." "She would have found a way!" he yelled. Both Skinner's and O'Neil's eyes widened in surprise; Mulder rarely yelled. He sighed, rubbing his hands over his freshly shaved face. Then he looked down the hall toward the entrance of the building. No one. "Something's wrong," he said. His voice was so soft, the others almost didn't hear him. "Mulder..." Skinner started. He was interrupted when the conference room door opened. "Mr. Skinner?" One of the OPR assistants stood in the doorway. She looked very nervous, as if about to give bad news. "Sir, we just received a call from the Metro Police." She looked at Mulder, her expression pained. "Sir, the car Agent Scully rented at the airport, it..." "Go on, Leslie," Skinner encouraged. "It was bombed, sir. They just got the fire under control. They've confirmed that there is a body inside." "Agent Scully?" Skinner's voice was suddenly rough as sand paper. "They're not sure. It's badly burned. They'll have to run a dental check and possibly a DNA check as well. But they believe that it is her, yes." For a long time, silence reigned. The pin that dropped to the floor could indeed be heard by all. No one could look at each other. No one could look at Mulder. Then, with a sound that reflected incredible agony, Mulder turned and started down the hall. They all watched him now. Skinner didn't stop him, even thought he hadn't yet met with the OPR. He knew where Mulder was going; to the site of the bombing. He was going to prove that Scully wasn't dead. Skinner was afraid that he wouldn't succeed. He stood and followed from a distance; Mulder would need someone to watch out for him tonight. ************************************************************ Bethesda Naval Hospital 20 hours later Five silent people sat in the tiny waiting room in the basement of Bethesda. They were waiting for confirmation; the DNA test to prove that Agent Scully had indeed been in her car during the bombing was almost complete. This time, the man pacing the floor was Scully's brother Bill. Her mother, Maggie, sat quietly, her expression calm, despite the horror of the situation. Cat sat next to Mulder, ordered by AD Skinner to keep an eye on him. Mulder, his face devoid of expression, sat staring at the floor. He had ignored everyone, even Maggie, since the moment he had arrived. His jaw was sore from clenching his teeth, and he knew his eyes were red from lack of sleep. But they were dry; no tears. Not yet. Finally, a laboratory technician stepped through the door. He looked exceedingly nervous. "Mrs. Scully?" Maggie stood and walked up to him. All eyes followed her. All but Mulder's. "Yes?" "Mrs. Scully," the tech continued. "I'm sorry. The DNA was a positive match. The body in the car was indeed your daughter's." Maggie hugged herself, dropping her eyes to the floor. "Oh, God," she whispered. Bill came up behind her to grasp her shoulders, helping her stay upright. Skinner, who had entered the room following the tech, let his glance fall on Cat, who looked to be near tears, and Mulder, who hadn't moved a muscle. The tech muttered more condolences, then left. Skinner, who was trying hard to hold back tears of his own, went up to Maggie. "Mrs. Scully. I am so sorry. I don't have the words..." Tears slid slowly down Maggie's face. Bill glared at Skinner, then turned to Mulder. "She was fine in Spokane! Happy! And safe. Then you had to get her involved in your war!" Mulder didn't look up. "You bastard!" Bill continued. "She's dead because of you!" "William!" Maggie scolded, her voice strong. Bill turned startled eyes toward his mother. Even Mulder had finally looked up, as if her shout had awakened him from sleep. Maggie took a deep breath. "Bill, please. Dana was her own person. She lived by her own rules and her life was not dictated by anybody but herself. Fox is not to blame." "Are you sure about that?" Mulder's voice was rusty with disuse. They all looked at him. "I didn't need to ask for her help. I didn't have to get her involved." "And she didn't have to help you," Maggie argued. "But what if she couldn't refuse?! You know how she was, loyal to the end." He couldn't believe he was talking about her in the past tense. He stood. "Yes, but it was her loyalty to give!" Maggie's voice rose, then she shook her head in frustration. She walked up to Mulder and placed her hands on his face, forcing him to look at her. "Fox! Dana loved you, but she would not do anything life threatening that she didn't believe in, even if you asked. I don't know what you both were involved with, but I do have a feeling she died fighting the good fight." Maggie lowered her hands from Mulder's face, stepped back a bit, then grasped both of his hands gently. "You WILL be with Dana again. I know it." Giving him a small smile, she squeezed his hands. "Someday." With that, she turned and lead Bill out of the room. Mulder stood stunned. That word. Was it just coincidence? Or had Maggie been trying to tell him something? Without another word, he left the room, intent on getting home. Cat and Skinner looked at each other, then followed. "Maybe we should take his gun?" Cat asked. She knew Mulder had been thought suicidal in the past. Skinner looked at her. "Let's just keep our eyes on him." Mulder heard them, but he ignored them and kept on walking. He knew very well that if he wanted to use his gun on himself, they would not be able to stop him. ************************************************************ Mulder's Apartment The Next Day Mulder lay sprawled on his couch, staring at nothing, trying to keep his mind blank. It was pretty much all he had done in the last 20 hours. It had been easy to slip into his apartment, locking out the world (and Cat and Skinner). He refused to answer the door, though someone knocked every hour or so. He did not answer the phone. He barely even heard the callers as they left messages. He did remember getting the official notice that he had been 'sacked'. No surprise there. He had also paid attention when Maggie Scully had called, but lost interest when he realized she was calling to tell him of the funeral arrangements. Fohike had called once, asking if he was all right and to please talk to him or he was going to come over and kick Mulder's ass. He still had his weapon. It sat on the coffee table next to him. He had almost used it more than one time since he had left the hospital, but something held him back. He knew it was Mrs. Scully's use of the word 'someday'. It had to be coincidence. He contemplated calling her and asking her outright what she had meant by the word, but he didn't want to upset her if it was nothing. So he lay there listening to caller after caller asking if he was all right. Was he all right? All right? No! He was not all right! Half of him was dead and the other about to die! Mulder felt rage building, overriding the grief. It wasn't fair! For the first time in so long, his future had actually been bright once again. But now that light was gone. He should never had found the X Files! They were to blame! He closed his eyes, not even hearing the phone ring one more time. No. As much as he regretted this quest of his, which had begun so long ago, he knew that he never would have met Scully had it not been for the X Files. She would probably be married, have kids, alive. But he allowed himself this moment of selfishness, glad that he had known her. Glad that she had made his life better, if only for a short while. But had that happiness really been worth it? he asked himself. After all, the pain of her loss was unbearable. Still, that flame of hope that Maggie had kindled burned. With a groan, he sat up, amazed at how stiff a person could become by laying in the same position for hours on end. He got up, gabbed his keys, his jacket, and his gun, and headed out the door. He had to talk to Maggie. Even if it meant going through Bill. ************************************************************ Mulder left his apartment building, shaking his head sadly when he noticed the agent assigned to watch him asleep in his car. Skinner had obviously been distracted, sending agents like that! He started walking for his own car, which was parked down the street. As he got nearer, he noticed what appeared to be a person sitting in it. He quickened his pace. Suddenly, the car, and its occupant, disappeared in a ball of white and orange flame as the car exploded. Mulder felt the incredible heat on his face as he was thrown backwards on the sidewalk. The blazing car lit up the night, drawing people outside from the surrounding buildings. Mulder stood on shaky legs, and was suddenly grabbed by the arm and dragged into the ally he was standing next to. He turned startled eyes toward Alex Krycek. The man simply smiled at him. Then he lead Mulder further into the dark, man-made canyon. Mulder felt his shock from the bombing increase when he saw who awaited him. Two men, a grey-haired, dignified dandy, and a cigarette-smoking bastard. 'They meant to kill me,' was his first thought. 'No. If that was their plan, they would have succeeded.' Mulder's second thought was of Scully. What if this is what happened to her? "Where is she?" he demanded. WMM smiled. "It's nice to see you again as well, Mr. Mulder." "Where's Scully?" "What makes you think we have Agent Scully?" CSM asked. "Isn't this what you did to her? Blow up her car with someone else inside, then let the world believe it was her?" He looked at WMM. "Isn't that what you did for yourself?" WMM kept smiling. "Mr. Mulder, I am impressed by your imagination. It has always had a tendency to reflect fact." She's alive! The man hadn't outrightly said it, but Mulder believed it nonetheless. "Who was in that car?" "No one you need concern yourself with, I'm sure," WMM continued. "But, if you want, it could be you. We can easily arrange it." Mulder stared at the man. He was being offered the chance to start over; to become someone entirely new. These men could do it. They could manipulate dental records and even DNA samples so that the man in the car could become him. "Why?" "Our 'former' colleagues want you gone. We decided to oblige them," CSM answered. WMM reached out to hand Mulder a folder. Slowly, Mulder took it from him, remembering that this was the man who had given him the original vaccine years ago. The man who had supposedly sacrificed himself to save both Scully and Mulder. He opened the folder. Inside was a New York Driver's License, a passport, a plane ticket and other information. The pictures on the license and passport were his. The name was not. "Who's Ian Zweifel?" CSM smiled behind his curtain of smoke. "You." "Fox Mulder is dead," WMM said. "Ian Zweifel has a full life ahead of him." He nodded toward the folder. "Take that passport and use that plane ticket. It will take you to a place where you can relax and think. Where you go from there is completely up to you." "It's kind of like the Witness Protection Program, Fox. You get to start over." Mulder didn't know how to feel. Did he really want to start over? Did he really want Fox Mulder to die? It wasn't like he had anything, or anyone, to live for anymore. But... "Why should I trust you, after all you've done to me in the past?" "Fox," CSM said, and Mulder winced at the sound of his name on this man's tongue. "You will die if you stay here. What have you got to lose?" "We can contact one person you trust, but only one, and tell him or her that you are still alive. Who that person is will be your choice. But future contact with that person must be severely limited." "Skinner," Mulder said without hesitation. The only other people he cared enough about to tell the truth to were the Gunmen, and Skinner would handle it better than them. "So you'll do it?" CSM asked. Mulder looked at Krycek. "What about him?" "He knows nothing. Do you, Mr. Krycek?" WMM asked. Krycek looked Mulder straight in the eye. "I envy you, Mulder. You can leave all this behind. I won't ruin things for you." Mulder had one more question on the tip of his tongue, but he was afraid to ask it. He looked at the name of the place he was supposed to be going to. Maybe that was his answer. Then he looked up at the three men before him, three men he had spent years hating. He nodded. "I'll do it." Mulder glanced behind him, back to where his car was still burning with a stranger the world would know as Fox Mulder inside. Firemen and police were trying to keep the spectators away. When he turned back, Krycek and WMM were walking away. CSM stood looking at him. "Good luck...Ian." He turned and began to follow the others. "Why are you doing this?" Mulder called after him. CSM turned and smiled. "I've grown much too fond of you and Dana over the years." His gaze turned inward. "Maybe I do have a heart after all." With one last puff on his cigarette, he turned and walked away. ************************************************************ Pine Lawn Cemetery Two Days Later It was an impressive gathering. Hundreds of people, some truly in mourning, most just curious, were attending the funeral. The Director of the FBI was there. As was the Vice-president of the United States. Two agents of the Federal Bureau of Investigation had fallen to what many considered horrible terrorist attacks. Today the world was here to say farewell. Sitting in the front of the crowd, listening intently to Father McCue, sat the Scully family. Though Maggie knew Mulder wasn't Catholic, she had decided to have him included in the service with her daughter. Skinner, who had been left in charge of Mulder's 'estate', had agreed. He sat next to her, sliding glances her way from time to time, wondering if she knew the truth; that this memorial service was all a fake. He slowly looked around. He was sure no one else suspected it. Bill Scully and his wife and son, Charles Scully and his family, cousins, aunts, uncles, friends. Even Moira Anderson was there, having flown in from Spokane the day before. Scully was well represented. But Mulder had not been forgotten. Several agents from the VCS and Behavior Sciences had come, as had the Gunmen. Byers stood with his arm around Cat O'Neil, both of their faces drawn and tired. Langly, in a conservative suit (the first time Skinner had ever seen him dressed up) and Frohike both looked as if they were suffering from hangovers. Skinner faced forward again, but still wasn't paying any attention to the priest's words. He looked down at the two headstones laying side by side. If they were really dead, this is how they should be buried, he thought. Together. Even in death. It was appropriate. Soon, the service was over and the crowd began to dissipate. He saw Monroe, who had been standing further back in the crowd, come forward. "Sir," he said when he reached Skinner. "I'm so sorry. I feel like there's something I could have done to prevent this." Skinner shook his head. "You and O'Neil did what you could. Nothing could have prevented this. Just feel fortunate you and Cat weren't targeted as well." He sighed, looking back at the headstones. "Maybe this is for the best." Maggie Scully heard this statement, and before she turned to leave she gave Skinner a small, secret smile of agreement. ************************************************************ FBI Headquarters Later That Day O'Neil sat at Mulder's desk, her desk now, feet up, trying to calm her frazzled nerves. She had officially been named in charge of the X Files today. Her name would now grace the door; Mulder's had already been taken down. She was happy for her promotion, of course, but she wished desperately that it hadn't come about the way it had. Why did Mulder have to die? She felt the tears come again and quickly brushed them away. She never cried. A knock on the office door startled her. She pulled her feet off the desk and looked up in surprise as Justin Monroe walked in. "What are you doing here?" He grimaced. "It's official. I've been assigned permanently to the X Files." O'Neil smiled slightly. "You don't have to be so thrilled about it." He shrugged. "Well, you know, Scully wasn't very happy when she was first assigned here, either. She told me. But she ended up liking it well enough." "Yeah," O'Neil argued, "but she was being partnered with Mulder, a brilliant, challenging agent whom she already respected." "I think you're a brilliant, challenging agent, and of course I respect you." Monroe sat down across from her. "Just remember, I get my name on the door, too." O'Neil laughed softly. "We've got big shoes to fill, don't we?" "Yes, we do," Monroe agreed. "But don't think we can replace Mulder and Scully; I don't think anyone could. I think we should just be ourselves: Monroe and O'Neil." "You mean O'Neil and Monroe, don't you?" Monroe sent her a glare without any real power behind it. "So, where do we go from here?" O'Neil asked, her mood much lighter than it had been all day. "Well, first things first, O'Neil. I need to ask you a question." She leaned forward, all business. "Shoot." "Is this Byers guy available, by chance?" O'Neil's eyes darkened. "Touch him, and you're a dead man, Monroe." He just laughed. ***** End of 6/7 Someday-Part 7/7 Summary and disclaimers in Part 1 ***** That Same Day Starbuck Island, Northwest of Tahiti Mulder stood next to his rented jeep and looked up at the building in front of him. It was a lovely, two story mansion, built by a French trader in 1918, with a wrap-around verandah on the second floor. The tropical sun beat down on the white structure, making it almost too bright to look at. It was called the Barnet Hotel. He was still in a state of shock from the happenings of the last several days. After leaving the vicinity of the burning car, he had looked at the rest of the information in the folder. It seemed that Ian Zweifel was a wealthy man. A New York bank held more money in his name than Mulder knew what to do with. He was set for life, it seemed. Mr. Zweifel had also reserved a room in this hotel indefinitely. Mulder walked up to the building, feeling over-dressed in a long-sleeved shirt and jeans; it was a tropical paradise after all. He carried a shoulder bag that held his few personal belongings. Just a handful of momentos from his past life as Fox Mulder. Another important object was tucked safely in his front jeans pocket. He had rescued it from his safe deposit box just before leaving Washington. Mulder checked in and was lead upstairs by a young bellboy, a native of the island, he assumed, looking at the kids Polynesian features. His room had French doors with a fantastic view of the ocean. The doors opened onto the verandah, which he guessed was shared by all the guests. He tipped the boy, sighed, then sat on the edge of the big, four-poster bed. He was tired. He had been on the move constantly since leaving D.C. He had flown to L.A., with a stop in Denver, then changed planes to fly to Hawaii. From there, he had flown to Tahiti, and then he had hopped on a puddle-jumper here. Starbuck Island. So, where was Starbuck? He had half expected to see her at any moment. Every corner he turned, he expected to run into her. Every door he opened, he prayed she was on the other side. He wondered if he was being too optimistic. Neither CSM nor WMM had confirmed that she was alive; maybe she really was dead. Or maybe she just wasn't here. Maybe she had been hidden away somewhere else. With a yawn, he began to undress. He would have to buy new clothes...again. He smiled, remembering shopping with Scully in Custer. After taking off his boots and socks, he stood and walked over to the French doors, unbuttoning his shirt. The ocean view was too much to resist, so he stepped outside, walking to the railing and bracing his hands on it. He closed his eyes, rolling his head around to ease his tired neck, breathing in the warm, salty breeze coming off the Pacific. When he opened his eyes, he saw her. She was standing on the beach below, not far from where the waves touched the white sand. She was wearing a white sundress that left her arms bare, the skirt swirling around her bare legs and feet in the wind. Her hair was red once again, the blonde having finally washed out, but it was shorter than when he had last seen her. Had that only been six days ago? It seemed like forever. He walked to the far end of the verandah, where a staircase led down to the sand. Once he reached the beach, he walked quickly in her direction. Before he had even had a chance to say anything, she turned to face him, smiling, as if she had known he was there before seeing him. He stopped sharply in front of her, letting himself drown in her blue eyes. "Hi." Her voice was soft. The wind, coming from her back now, blew strands of hair against her cheek. Slowly, as if he was afraid a sudden move would make her disappear, Mulder reached out to tuck the hair behind her ear. "Hi." "Welcome to Starbuck Island," she continued, her eyes glinting with amusement. "I'm Sara. Sara Wegner." She held out her hand. Mulder smiled and took her hand in his. "Ian Zweifel." She smiled. "Ian? I like it. It's a strong, Gaelic name." Mulder laughed, but his smile soon faded. "Your mother knows, doesn't she?" Scully's smile also disappeared as 'real life' was brought to her attention. She drew back her hand. "Not where I am, but that I'm alive, yes. They told me I could let one person know. My first choice was you, but they knew you would be watched closely after my 'death', and your reaction had to be real." She looked down. "I am so sorry for doing that to you." Mulder shook his head. "It was rough for a while, but your mother said something to me that gave me hope." When Scully gave him that familiar questioning look, he continued. "She said we'd be together again...someday." She smiled again. "Looks like 'someday' is finally here." She glanced up and down the beach. "Here in paradise." She looked at him again. "You know, I dreamed of this place. When you went missing. God, was that only two weeks ago? It seems like forever since we were in the Black Hills." "I know," Mulder agreed. "You dreamed? A premonition?" "Maybe." "I didn't think Agent Scully believed in premonitions." Scully watched him for a while. "No, she didn't. But Sara is willing to believe." "Sara." Mulder tested the name out. He shook his head. "How am I gonna do this? You're Scully. You'll always be Scully." "Your calm, rational Scully, as I recall." He nodded. "Yeah." "We'll make do, Mul-...Ian" They laughed. Then Mulder asked, serious, "What do we do now, Scully?" "That's easy," she replied. "We have the whole future ahead of us, Mulder. So let's start living it!" "Okay." That was just the opening he needed. He reached into his front jeans pocket. "Let's start with this. I need to ask you a question." He pulled out a tiny object. "I got this a couple of years ago, just before you left for Spokane. I bought it in New York, but it's an original." He held the object up for Scully to see. It was a ring. A diamond solitaire bordered by tiny, gold grape leaves dusted in shades of pink and green. "Black Hills Gold," Scully whispered. "Dana." Scully looked up at him, her eyes flooding with tears. "Scully. Will you marry me?" Scully bit her lip, then asked, "As Scully or as Sara?" "Both. Either. I don't care, as long as it's you." She nodded, blinking rapidly to keep her tears from falling. He reached for her left hand and slid the ring on her finger, breathing a sigh of relief when it fit perfectly. "Scully, I love you." She smiled, unable to keep the tears from falling. "I love you, too, Mulder." She wrapped her arms around his neck and brought her lips to his. He took them like a starving man, drinking greedily from her mouth, tongue delving deep. She moaned into his kiss and rocked her hips against his. His jeans were already uncomfortably tight. He pulled away slightly. "As much as I'd like to make love to you on the beach, it is a bit public." Her answering laughter was incredibly erotic. She moved her hips against his once more. "We better take this inside, then. We can always come back here after dark." Mulder took a sharp breath. "Oh, yeah!" Grabbing her hand, he pulled her toward the verandah stairs at a run. Laughing, she followed without hesitation. They tripped up the stairs, ran across the porch, and slipped into the still open doors to Mulder's room. After quickly locking them, he turned and grabbed her up in his arms. They never made it to the bed. They didn't even bother to undress completely. Mulder simply dropped his jeans and lifted Scully's skirt up, removing her underwear with deft fingers. He lifted her and pressed her against the wall. There was no foreplay. There was no need. Both were more than ready for each other. With her legs wrapped tightly around his waist and her hands gripping his shoulders, fingernails digging into him, Mulder was able concentrate on their pleasure. He shoved her against the wall, over and over, knowing he was probably going too fast, being too rough, but her responses refused to let him slow down. He contemplated using his hand to help her along, knowing he was going to explode any second now, but then he felt her internal muscles tightening and knew she was with him. It was quite possibly the quickest coupling Mulder had ever experienced, yet completely satisfying at the same time. When Scully gasped out "Fox!", Mulder felt his own explosion come with a force that stunned him. His knees gave out, and he sank down to the floor, Scully's legs still firmly clasped around him, her head on his shoulder. Soon, their breathing returned to normal. Scully lifted her head and smiled at him. "I love reunions." ************************************************************ Later, finally unclothed and in bed, Mulder watched Scully as she admired her ring. "It's perfect, Mulder." He was silent for a while. "When I held that vaccine in my hand for the first time, I thought to myself, 'Here is the future'." He looked at her. "I'm glad the vaccine's safe, and I'm glad we have the upper hand in this 'war', but I was wrong when I thought that." "What do you mean?" "I'm holding the future in my arms right now," he whispered. He felt slightly embarrassed to find tears in his eyes. Scully had seen him cry before, but not from happiness. Scully smiled though her own tears of happiness. "It's not going to be easy, this future. Even if we're not directly involved anymore, we still are a part of the X Files. I think we always will be." "I agree," he nodded. "But, as we have proved plenty of times in the past, we can do anything as long as we stay together." She nodded back. "Anything. I love you, Fox Mulder." "I love you, Dana Scully." Let the future begin. THE END How do you define normal?