From: Emily Chirstine Sim Date: Mon, 14 Aug 2000 19:26:11 -0700 (PDT) Subject: Fanfiction Submission Source: direct Author: Piper Maru and Maddy Too Title: Tears On My Pillow 1/1 Rated: G Spoilers: none Category: V/A Keywords: Character death Notes: CC owns everyone! Please e-mail me if you want to post this anywhere! maddywest_4ever@yahoo.com Feedback: yes please! Summary: Reflections of a lost love. I am standing alone the wind swirls around me. I cannot think or speak. I try to say something but the words begin to form then die away from my lips. My lips are frozen, my hands trembling. I plead to the Heavens above release me from this pain. I finally reach my door and unlock it. I mange to remove my jacket and gloves. I walk to my bedroom and throw myself onto my bed. I clutch tightly to my pillow. My safety net, my tenderness, my pillow. My tears spill down my face, down to my cheeks, and land on my pillow. Why did this have to happen? Why did he have to die? My tears crash down on my pillow faster. Before I know it, I am sobbing. I try to fight to hold back but I cannot. My tears will never stop nor will this pain in my heart. I could have have been his wife. I had been his lover. But that had been a very long time ago. Too long. I cry some more. I cry not only for myself but also for his wife and daughter. Tears of their sorrow land on my pillow. I look at the picture on my nightstand. A faint smile brushes my face. We made a happy couple Fox and I. I hold the picture close to my heart while tears land on my pillow. Why didn't you marry him Diana? My head says to me. I lose control as more tears land on my pillow.