From: Carla Doria Medina Date: Mon, 22 Jun 2009 17:23:36 +0000 (GMT) Subject: Three Months by Carlis Source: direct TITLE: Three Months AUTHOR: carlis EMAIL: carlisdm1@yahoo.co.uk CATEGORY: MSR, Mulder/Scully romance RATING: R SPOILERS: The Unnatural FEEDBACK: Please, I would love it. CONTENT STATEMENT: M/S Romance SUMMARY: How has the relationship between M&S has been changing since the baseball lesson? How they reach to more intimate things? how sleeping overs at each other's place begin to change... DISCLAIMER: The X files, Mulder and Scully belong to Chris Carter, 1013 productions, etc. It has been already 3 months since we started with our new relationship. Sometimes I just wonder whether this is a dream or not, but I must say that it has definitely been the best change in my life. It all started with the "baseball lesson". I knew from the beginning that something like that could cause a big difference in our relationship. The tension was always there but we had managed to keep away from it. I tried the most I think, as for Mulder I don't know, I think that he managed to release something of that tension by throwing innuendos at me. Now as the months have come to passed since that special day. I think that I made the right choices and I only regret that I didn't do it before. As I contemplate Mulder here with me just sleeping with his head on my lap as we watch TV on my couch, well as I still watch TV, since he has indulged himself in a nap like 10 minutes ago. I take a look around my apartment and I realize that this place is too big for just one person to live in and I start to feel that either I need a smaller place or I need to fill this one with more human life. I think I should take on the second option. Mulder is snoring a little bit, I don't care, I gently trace some idle patterns on his face and through his hair, I think he doesn't even notice in his sleep. When did I become so tender and affectionate towards him? I don't know, I think it was inside me much longer than I thought, but I couldn't express it yet. I watch the clock and I see that is about to be 1:30 am, we should better call this a night. I brush his arm with little insistence as I try to wake him up: "Mulder?" He mumbles something I can't recognize and he stirs in my lap and in the couch. "Scully? What time is it?" "It is time to sleep" "really? Could I have 20 minutes more?" "I don't think so Mulder, you are really tired and I think you should get some rest" "OK" he says as he sits up slowly and stirs his eyes. He watches me with a faint smile in his eyes. Sleepy Mulder is a good sight for me and it makes me think of him sometimes as a teddy bear that must be hugged for sleeping. He stands up and walks to the door reaching for his coat on the coat rack. "Mulder, what are you doing?....you are not thinking about driving home... right?" "Scully, it is Thursday, I should be going, tomorrow we have an early meeting at 8:30" "I know...but you could stay here to sleep over and we could head up for the meeting together tomorrow" I notice a gesture of relief in Mulder's face and a faint smile. He wants to stay and I think he knew that I was going to offer him to stay, so let's just cut the crap Mulder, I think to myself. "Ok, let's go to cuddle up" he says with a big screen on his face. I make my way to my bedroom grab my pajamas and head to the bathroom to make myself ready to sleep. I know Mulder is getting ready as well, I know he will wear just his boxers to sleep like I'd seen him thousands of times that he has stayed over in my place. Man's underwear is so more comfortable than women's I think for a moment, I could never sleep with my bra on for example. I leave the bathroom and Mulder goes inside. I hear the noise from the bathroom cabinet, I know he is looking for his own bag of man's toiletries. I also keep some of my stuff at his place. We've done this since the second year we started working together. We always knew the rhythm from our jobs and our cases, we didn't have 9 to 5 pm jobs and sometimes, night hours were extremely used to work. So sleeping over at each other's place became very common starting from our second year at the x files together as well. In fact, if I really think it well, our relationship really grew to be much closer after my abduction. When he leaves the bathroom, I'm already in bed. I path the spot next to me on bed and let myself show a nice smile through my face. We have shared a bed before but I think he didn't expect this time I would allow him to do that. He smiles at me and as a little kid and he practically jumps into bed making the whole piece of furniture crack like if it were to break down, for a minute I think that I may have to look for another bed first thing in the morning but then I hear the ruffle of sheets as Mulder sets himself beneath them. I turn off the lamp and settle myself under the covers. An arm comes instantly around my waist and I feel his chin settling on my shoulder. I sigh content and warm. This feeling of me being in his arms is one of the best feelings I've ever had in my life. I put my hand over the hand that is over my waist and entwined my fingers with his. I snuggle back closer to him as I mold my body between his. I hear a sigh from him and I know that he has a smile in his face even though I can't see him but I know. He is happy as well. I wake up to the sound of the alarm but I really don't want to open my eyes. It's so nice to be here in this bed and it feels so warm. I wish I could just skip work for today. During the night I have turned around and I find myself still embraced in Mulder's arms but this time I am facing him and my face is buried in the crook of his neck, I'm breathing him and inhaling his manly smell. If I could smell something forever it would be definitely be Mulder's essence and smell. He has his hand still around my waist and our legs are entwined, my right one is in the middle of both of his. I turn half of my body to reach the alarm and I feel Mulder stir himself and grab me tight against him. I don't fight this, I love being pressed to him. I settle myself again in my spot: Mulder's neck. His hand caresses my lower back and travel's south to grab my ass. He gives me a little squeeze and I see instantly his smile on his face. I have indulged myself in these kinds of touches lately so I just let it happen. Not that he has been touching my ass in these months but I have been experiencing in this time some very unparternly hugs, nuzzles, quick kisses and even some playiful slaps in my ass. He knows now that he is allowed now to do these things. "Mulder?" "mmm...." "Mulder, we need to get up" "mmm..." I leave my sleepy mood behind and I push away from his embrace as I sit on the bed and I hear some sound of disappointment emerging from him. He is still trying to reach me but I manage to move quickly and get out of bed. "I'll take the shower first" I say and I turn around to find his face buried in the pillows. For a moment I hesitate about my actions and ponder if I should just forget about my responsibilities and jump into bed again. It's so tempting to see him there and to feel again that warm that I was feeling before. However, I know I can't do that so I just lead to the bathroom to start with my morning routine. When I exit the bathroom, I find Mulder still sleeping in the same position as I left him, I approach the bed and grab his arm as I shake him a little bit. "Mulder, it's time to get up" "15 minutes more Mom...." He says between the pillows "Mulder" I say raising my voice "Sweetheart you should start getting ready or we won't be able to make it to the meeting" He mumbles something as he rumbles between the sheets and gets up. "I'll go to pick up your overnight bag from your car" I say as Mulder leads to the bathroom. "you still have clean clothes to dress to work right?" I say as mulder is already in the bathroom. "yeah " he says I think he is still half sleep. I smile to myself at this feeling, having Mulder staying over is something that I couldn't get tired of. I just love it when we share these intimate situations. I wonder what Skinner would think if he saw his favorite agents sleeping in the same bed and waking up together to get ready to work. I certainly smile to myself with this idea. When Mulder leaves my bedroom I'm already on the kitchen setting the table for breakfast, coffee and toasts are ready and Mulder looks radiant this morning. I wonder if there is any woman who wouldn't be happy to have a man like this with her when she wakes up. We have breakfast very quickly because we are supposed to be heading to work. When we reach the elevator of my building, he takes my hand and bends to give me a quick kiss on my lips. We leave my apartment building in our different cars. It's time to act as separate people. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The day goes as any other day with meetings and reports. No new case assigned to us yet. So we have to work on field reports. But the time the wall's clock turns to 5 in our office. Mulder gets up immediately and approaches my desk. "time to go Scully" I nod and I get up to get ready to leave the office as well. I could stay to finish this report I'm working on, I don't have to much to go on to have it finished but I don't feel like staying anymore specially when Mulder asks me to go. " hey Scully... would like to have a takeout dinner and go to the movies?" I know I have raised my eyebrow, it's the first time that Mulder asks me this, we have seen a lot of movies in our respective apartments but we haven't gone together to any movie theater yes. I love the idea and I tell him. " sure....what movies are showing up?" "I really don't know, let's see when we get there...." He opens the door of the office and leads me outside with his hand on the small on my back as he has always done for years. He picks me up at seven from my place. I have changed from my working outfit. I was wearing a skirt suit and it doesn't feel so comfortable to just hang around with it at the movies. I'm wearing some black jeans, a sweater, boots and my leather jacket. Mulder, like always, looks stunning and sexy. He could wear the worst clothes and he will continue to look this good. We head to the movie theater and park the car in the nearest parking place. As we step out of the car he approaches me and grabs my hand. I smile assuring at him and squeeze his fingers. As a normal couple we arrive to the movie building and head towards to buy the tickets. There is a queue a little bit longer than usual, we look at the billboard and decide to watch "Angels and Daemons", I know there is a little bit of conspiracy and fiction in this movie and that It will keep Mulder's attention, I think it is interesting for me as well, kind of intriguing. As we stand up in the queue, Mulder places behind myself, he is now holding with both of his hands my elbows. After a couple of minutes and since the queue doesn't move to fast, he places his hands under my arms and encircles my waist while placing his head chin over the top of my head. I automatically embrace my arms around his. We sway a little bit without making it to be noticed too much. After a minute a lean more into his embrace, this feels so good to me. We move down the queue like this. We seem like a perfect any other normal couple. He kisses one side of my cheek as we approach the ticket stand. I respond squeezing his hands. Once we are inside the movies, he does what it is know the most natural consequence of all our relationship and behavior, he puts his hand around my shoulders. When the movie is passing, there is a moment where I need the urgent need to lean onto his shoulder, and I do this. His hand around my shoulders squeezes me more tightly. I lean onto him a place a feather kiss to his chin. I can see his huge happy eyes. It's Friday night and we have arrived to his place, he just drove here directly from the movie theater and I didn't mind to ask why he was taking me there. I know he hasn't been in his place since yesterday and it seems pretty logical to go to his place. "would you like to stay?" he asks going straightly to the point. I smile to myself, I think he didn't need to ask at this point since he already brought me here. "yeah" it's all I manage to stay. We both know that the sleeping thing of last night felt so good that we ache to repeat it and make it a normal routine. He goes to his bedroom and retrieves a t-shirt for me to wear. I go to the bathroom and make myself ready for bed. When I exit the bathroom I find him in his couch surfing the tv channels. He has changed to a pair of sweatpants; he is not wearing a t-shirt. I sit next to him, bending my legs under myself. He puts his hand around my shoulder and I lean into him. Half an hour passes and we have finished to see some sort of documentary film on TV, I have one of my hands across his waist and I have started to do idle patters along his side. His hand that was around my shoulder has made his way down and is now settling on my hip. I think he has dosed off a little bit. I watch his face and see his eyes closed then I turn my eyes to watch his hand on my hip, it is settled there loosely and his t-shirt I'm wearing has slide up a bit with the weight of his hand, now all my leg can be seen. The t-shirt, being his, was very long and it almost reached my knees but now Mulder's hand on my hip is just a couple of inches from my bare skin. I wonder at the intimacy of the moment and I can feel myself very happy. Last night was already very intimate and we have been behaving like a couple. I like this and I could stay like this forever. Even our relationship has changed a lot in these 3 months; we haven't reached the sex part yet. Anyway I should have expected this with two people that have taken years in order to just start with a kiss. I hope this time that sex won't take so long, neither of us is willing to wait so long I think, and I know that is just a matter of little time and we will be there very soon. I think we could had already reached that point before but the cases and work that we have dealt during these months have taken us a lot of time and health as well. Our relationship has been so sweet during this time that I wonder what is it going to be once we release the enormous sexual tension between us that we are still avoiding. Even when I let myself be freer with him, like today for example, I still put some kind of barrier when I feel that the sexual tension is starting to build. He feels this, I'm sure, he knows that I'm nervous, he is patient and he is willing to wait me until I'm ready. However, I want to take that last step and I am willing to break that barrier now. As I think all of these thinks, I start to feel the hand on my hip going downwards until it reaches the upper part of my thigh, he slides his hand under my t-shirt and starts to caress me. I'm still moving my fingers against his side but I have been frozen for a bit while I watch and feel his hand placed on my underwear clad butt, he continues caressing me and squeezing just a little bit. He is acting on the consents I've already gave him this early morning on my bed. I move my head towards his face and I see that his eyes are still closed and he doesn't show any feature of being awake, I wonder if he really is sleeping? Or is he trying his best, biting his tongue so I can't see his smile, to look like he is doing this unconsciously? His breathing has changed a bit, I know he is awake and I want to see how far he goes with this while he pretends to be asleep. I close my eyes for a little bit and submerged in the feeling of his hand on my butt, caressing me. This is absolutely not a tender, partnerly behavior and it was not like the playful squeezed he gave me this morning. Three months ago, I would have never imagined having Mulder caressing me or my butt nonetheless, more over directly over my bared skin and neither would I have imagined that I would let him do this and enjoy at the same time! I can't avoid a smile while I think of this and continue with my eyes closed. After some minutes I open my eyes, consciously that I am holding a big smile in my face and I look towards Mulder that now has the same or bigger smile in his face, his eyes still are closed. Let's cut the crap! "Mulder" "mmm..." "Cut the crap, you are not sleeping..." I think he hasn't realized that he was smiling, and he stops his smile on his face and open his eyes. He looks me with a face of guilty puppy dog. I smile to him and he smiles at me as well, his hand stops his work, and I regret about this, but it comes to hug me very close around my shoulder. I look at him and sigh while he lowers his head to kiss me. First it's a sweet kiss but suddenly I think that I want more so I start to deepen the kiss while my hand travels north until I am touching his chest, making circles around his nipple. We break the kiss for lack of air and I can feel he has started to pant not only for the kiss but also because of the emotion itself. "so did you like my butt?" I ask suddenly. He chuckles. "I love your butt" And his hand goes quickly underneath my t-shirt to give it a good squeeze. I produce a happy grin in my face. "Scully I have been enjoying this freedom of me now being able to hold you whenever I feel like it, to kiss your lips and to hold your hand...but now I can die happier knowing that I can put my hands on your ass whenever I want as well" I start to laugh and he does the same still squeezing my ass. "I think I could get used to this Mulder... but your hand will have to stay away while we are in the office" "well as a matter of fact Scully I think I will manage to do this without having people to notice it" I raise an eyebrow to him and give him a warning look, but I can't hold it for too long and my grin starts to show in my face. I snuggle closer to him and lean to his chest and sigh. He continues playing with my ass while I start to do so many circles on his nipple and suddenly I realize that this is nice but I want more and I start to feel the need in my body. I want his hands everywhere, I want him to touch me, to really touch me. I have to give the next signal so I start to touch a little bit his nipple. He freezes and his hand stops his movements. So I continue with the tiny knot, pinching it just a little bit. He is still frozen. I wonder if he just fainted, so I look into his face and I can see that he is no longer grinning he is watching me with the same eyes that I am sure I am showing to him. Lust eyes is what I see so I return my head to his chest and lean a little bit so put my mouth on his nipple, kissing it a little bit and continue with my hands. Suddenly he continues to move his hand in my ass and he slides his fingers to the side strap of my panties and he starts to play with it and slides his fingers under it. I feel them going more to the front and I realize that I have stopped breathing. Some seconds pass until I feel his fingers go to the front and slide to my curls. I can help to manage a groan as I close my eyes. I start to feel them lower until they find my center. I suddenly feel so warm and hot and my stomach is starting to produce this warm sensation. I've just realized that I have started to move against his hand. My face is still hidden in his chest. He starts rubbing and I start moaning. "now ...this I like better" he says I give a nervous grin still hiding my face in his chest "I could live with my fingers pressed into you" he continues Oh, my god, the sole idea makes me tremble. How have we reached this point, I really don't know, well I do know. This is not about being playful with each other, this is a whole different story and I hate myself for having had denied such pleasure in all these years. I didn't think that snuggling tonight in the couch with Mulder would have lead me to this. His hand is down there and the solely thought makes me shiver with more intensity and I feel the heat of orgasm starting to build. "oh god ..." I start to say between pants and moans... "this feels so good...." --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am on bed now, and I am still awake thinking of all the things that have happened in the last couple of hours. After Mulder started to touch me, first with his hand in my butt and then with his hand pressed to my center. We continued were it was natural. When I had finished recovering from my orgasm produced only with his fingers down there, I noticed that he was already really hard, my hands started to wonder around there and in a couple of seconds we were getting rid off of all our clothes. I was sooner straddling him and kissing him as hard as I could. He took me in his arms to bed and we finally consummated our relationship. It was the best sex I'd ever had. Now I lie beside him, he is sleeping really soundly and I stare at him and watch this beautiful man next to me and I could die just looking at him, it makes me feel so complete, I wouldn't care if the aliens took the earth tomorrow, as long as I am standing with my Mulder I don't care for anything that happens in the world. Tomorrow is Saturday and I am invited to have lunch with my Mum. I will take Mulder, it is time that Mulder starts to feel as part of the Scully family because he is part of my life now and I won't never ever leave him. Oh, my god my mom will be so happy.