From: fides_nemo@yahoo.com
Date: Wed, 05 Jan 2000 02:28:12 GMT
Subject: NEW: Urges by Fides Nemo

Title: Urges
Author: Fides Nemo
Rating: PG
Keywords: Mulder/Scully UST
Archive: Were ever, as long as my name stays on it w/ header
Feedback: fides_nemo@yahoo.com
Spoilers: Rush
Summary: We all get some sort of urges.

Author's notes: A look at one of the sides to the MS dynamic
Disclaimer: I do not own Mulder and Scully, they belong to FOX and 1013
productions.

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Things are gradually changing between me and Mulder.  I don't push the
change, neither does he.  We accept whats happening.

Sometimes, as of lately though, I get these urges.  I really have never
gotten a chance to tease Mulder.  I was being a bit risk-e, a little
spontaneous one day.  Mulder and myself were talking about the case in
question.  Mulder was being difficult.  He had an agenda.  I myself
just wanted to start with something normal, obvious.  I gave him a
look, then without almost realizing what I was doing, I started to play
with the end of his tie.  I finished with a plea to just do it for me.
If I had of known my control over this man a while back, I would have
saved myself a lot of arguing in the past.  I mean, he didn't respond
negatively to my fiddling with his tie.  Its seemed natural, very
second nature.

Then today, I again did something that I wouldn't normally.  Mulder and
I were at the Gunman's.  I believe they were arguing about why Y2K
never hit.  I was sitting by Mulder, across from Frohike.  I was
listening to Mulder talk about his theory.  About how the government
was behind it, and that it had nothing
to do with the apocolipse.  I wasn't really into the conversation, the
only interjection I made was,

"Frohicke, If you saw a mouse pad on it that said 'Y2K compatible' you
would of bought it..."

Frohicke considered the thought, and agreed with me.
Mulder and Frohicke's conversation went else were, as did my attention.

I looked finally to Mulder.  We had to leave.  He held up one finger.
I shook my head.  I wanted to leave now.  I noticed that Mulder had a
few wrinkles in his khakis, which annoyed me.  All I did was run my
hand over the material which covered the side of his thigh lightly with
my hand. He looked at me, questioningly.  I smiled, I know I am a tease
at times. The others could not see my actions.  He gave me an annoyed
looked and grabbed my hand to still it on his leg. Then he went back to
conversing.  Mulder had left his hand on mine, stilling it on his leg.
The Gunman were still talking with Mulder, unaware of my hand on the
side of his leg.  I couldn't move my hand, so I began to lightly
squeeze it on his leg.  I began squeezing harder, and harder.  He
reluctantly concluded his conversation, and we were saying our
goodbyes, and out the door.

On another occasion, Mulder and I were called in Skinner's office.
Mulder and I had been sitting on the black couch discussing what we
would say to Skinner about future case assignments.  He wanted to
request that Skinner have a certain amount of say in what we chose as X-
Files.  I told Mulder I think we should be able to review the cases
before we take them.  Mulder wasn't sure.  I noticed Mulder's hair was
dishelvedled, so I brought my hand up to stroke through his hair. I was
jokingly trying to be a tease in doing this.  I couldn't resist to ask
him to just do it for me, in a small, soft voice.  I gave him the
look.  I didn't think he'd go for it.  Mulders whipped.  Really.

Now, I am not the kind of women who demands to be in control over her
man, but I would have to say I have Mulder on an invisible leash.

>Since when is Mulder MY man?<

Meanwhile, I'll try to control my urges...

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