From: "Lisa J." Date: Tue, 29 Feb 2000 02:56:57 GMT Subject: MSR Source: direct By: Scullystar Disclaimer: The characters in this story do not belong to me. The are the property of Chris Carter, 1013 productions, and 20th Century FOX. No money was made, no infringement on the copyright intended. Rated: PG-13 Summery: An intimate encounter from Mulder's POV. Fluff really. Full of Cheese! :-) "What She Is" XxXxXxXxX "All this time I thought I was looking for the truth... but now I realize that the truth pales in comparison to what you are to me...I love you..." I think that was what stared this journey to pure bliss. I remember leaving my apartment to see Scully, having finally worked up the nerve to say something to her about where I wanted our relationship to go, and I'm pretty sure I made a fool out of myself, but somewhere in there I must have told her I loved her because we are in her room now, dark and warm. In her bed, tangled and breathless. And I hear her call my name and I shudder. She is so arousing and I never want to stop touching her. I try to think of somehow making this night last forever. I never would have thought that Scully and I would have gone this far so soon after me letting her know my feelings for her, but then again...we've been courting for almost 7 years. I mean...there's no use in seeking a slow normal relationship. We know everything about eachother and maybe more about the other than we know about ourselves. I think we stepped over the last line. We crossed the final barrier that was keeping us from what we had obviously both wanted for a long, long time. I stop thinking for a moment and realize where I am, and what I am doing. I'm in Dana Scully's bed, making love to her. I feel tears fill my eyes, yet they do not spill over. Scully smiles at me and I feel her around me. Her arm, her legs, her whole being envelopes me and I feel whole now. I feel like I haven't felt in god knows how long. I smile at her as I start falling and feel her tumble with me. As I fall against her, I hear her whisper she loves me too and I gather her close and hold her under the blankets. I can hardly speak, but I don't think I have to. With a look I can tell she knows what I want to tell her. There are no words to describe what she is to me. XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx END.