From: ephemeral@ephemeralfic.org
Date: Sun, 8 Oct 2000 01:33:40 -0500
Subject: WILL THEY REMEMBER ? BY MULDERACHE by MULDERACHE
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Reply To: TGW080160@AOL.COM


TITLE: WILL THEY REMEMBER?

SPOILERS: EVERYTHING THRU REQUIEM

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PRODUCTIONS.NO MONEY IS TO BE MADE.

SUMMARY: JUST GOING TO MISS MULDER.

This institution is not just a place to stay but is now my home.

I do not remember from where I came or why I am here. They take

care of my simplest needs and they care for me. They tuck me in

at night and they give me food and drink. Wherever I came from is

probably nice. Someone surely misses me. I haven't been gone too

long hopefully that they would try to replace me with someone

else. Hopefully what I have accomplished in my life will make

someone remember that I exist. This is not such a bad place but

it is not home. My home is with a friend or a partner, people who

care. Could it be that I have already been forgotten and replaced

with someone else. Hopefully my true friends will remember my

worth, my dreams,   my years of loyalty. Will they understand why

I can't be with them anymore? Did I have a lover? Will she be

true to me in my absence? I feel forgotten and alone at times. I

feel marooned, left with the barest of essentials and void of

love of family or friends. They will come in soon and feed me and

bathe me and then put me down to rest. I feel like I have been on

a long journey and now I must rest. As long as those who care

remember me I will not be dead.

     (We will miss you David!)