From: Rocnrods Date: 8 Sep 1998 00:49:06 GMT Subject: New: Words On The Wire: Drowning by Rocnrods (1/1) Words On the Wire: Drowning By Rocnrods@aol.com Category: Vignette/Song Story KSR (Krycek/Scully UST/RST). Krycek Angst Spoilers: Sleepless, Ascension. . . Pick any episode with Krycek in it Rating: PG-13 First Disclaimer: Don't own them wish I did but I don't Second Disclaimer: This piece was inspired by the version of "Have You Seen Me Lately" off the "Words On The Wire" album by Counting Crows. Lyrics by Adam Duritz and are misquoted and misused without permission, But without malice. Author's Note: This is the second in a possible series of vignettes based on Counting Crows songs describing a relationship between Scully and Krycek that takes place before her abduction. Archive: Feel free to archive, but I would like to know where it is so I can visit. Feedback is welcomed, appreciated, and begged for. Get away from me . . .Get away from me, Scully. This isn't going to be easy. But I don't need you, believe me. Don't touch me, don't speak soft words and god forbid don't say my first name. Don't say it in that husky whisper of yours. I don't think I can take it. This isn't going to be easy, but I don't need you. I don't need anyone. From that night in that motel when I felt your body pressed against mine I have felt like I am fading away. You took something from me that night, a piece of me. But it was just a little piece of me that I don't need. I don't need a heart Special Agent Dana Scully and even if I did I don't think I can take it away from you. Your tiny hands so much stronger than mine. Tell me on thing you remember about that night Scully, I remember every detail. Tell me one thing you remember about me. My touch, my taste, the way my body felt on yours. Tell me Dana. . I am telegraphing these thoughts to her in this hallway not far from Mulder's office as she looks at me like she has never seen me before. Have you seen me lately Scully? I look different. Making love, real love does that to me. We are talking about rain and some strange theory of Mulder's. Somewhere in America it's starting to rain Scully. Do you know that?. Do you know that I want to make love to you when it's raining and when the sun shines and that it's taking all my self control not to push you up against this wall and bury myself in you This is killing me and she stands there perfect hair and clothes unaware of my dying. You are a storm made flesh, did you know that Dana?. I think these thoughts as her lips form words that I am unable to comprehend. If she is expecting answers or comments from me she is out of luck, because I am speechless. Have you seen me lately Dana, do you understand what you have turned me into? The cocky green junior agent is gone now I am just this void waiting to be filled by something by anything. You got a little piece of me Scully, but its nothing I can't live without, it's just my soul. Give me something to fill the void. Give me your green eyes. Give me your white skin. Give me your white skin pressed against mine in the dark Tell me one thing you remember about me Scully, because I am drowning and I need something to hold onto. Somewhere out in America it's raining and I am standing in the hallway of the J. Edgar Hoover building drowning. Give me a sign Scully, give me your blue rain, give me your black skies. I need them so badly now and I don't need anything. This isn't going to be easy. She finishes whatever it is she has told me and shrugs her shoulders at my lack of response . She says my name, my first name and I am undone. Still I say nothing and she walks away back towards Mulder's office, back to him. Can't you see me Scully, because you are all I can see. This isn't going to be easy